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make me your god, I can give you everything 💫

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Glanced at a guy reading Anne frank and he immediately asked me my name And what course I was and told me about how he's 3 years into his OJT and that Anne frank is a lovely book and how I should write my own diary to leave behind a legacy. And then when he recommended I read it and I said I was still going through Gilgamesh, he was like "that's impressive. I really recommend the catechism"

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Her treasures

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literally all i could think about during the start of the new update like cmon

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i need everyone to understand the poetry of curly turning a blind eye to anya’s suffering only to be robbed of his autonomy and voice as she was and then forced to observe jimmy’s crimes and the abuse of his own body

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Quinn&Leighton

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an accomplice turned victim his apology, long overdue

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Mouthwashing except Jimmy trips, breaks his neck and fucking dies before he has any time to do horrible Jimmy things to the other characters

A Birthday without a friend

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Anya Mouthwashing

In the back of my mind, it's always there.

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"Pay your dues next time, so we don't have to deal with this again."

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minor aftermath of one of remy's encroachment attacks

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i wish i had the ability to draw them fuck nasty for 5 hours

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sua's such an under analyzed character but her mentality and presentation is really interesting!! to others (besides mizi), she appears reserved (very demure. very mindful) / cold but she's genuinely going through constant inner turmoil.

growing up, she was literally used as a commodity by her guardian. she's bullied by her sisters for being the guardian nigeh's favorite, but it's really only because she makes the most money. even after death, her guardian doesn't care that sua's gone, they're more concerned with the popularity and revenue that her fandom brings.

to the segyein, sua's essentially a doll and an ideal pet human. she's a top student at anakt, aka she sticks to a routine and acts easily brainwashed. when asked about her study habits, she just says "it's not really that hard... you just have to memorize what they teach you."

her objectification by others strips her of her identity and livelihood. it definitely plagues her perception of self worth/value, and manifests in her behavior (being quiet/not taking up much space, jealousy, apologizing often, being defensive - more on that later)

^ i think this whisper sums up her situation pretty well. her circumstances and the way she presents herself affects her relationships in anakt a ton if that makes sense ?

when sua meets mizi, such a vibrant, lively, and loving person, her focus and dare i say will to live completely shifts to mizi. in mizi's eyes, sua is seen as mizi's soulmate, someone she'll be with forever. someone who's always there for her. synergyyyy

although sua's feelings are mutual, she carries a level of self doubt and anxiety with her. sua believed her love for mizi would harm her in the end. she's stated before (EXPLICITLY) that she would die for mizi, and she does end up doing this in the form of sacrifice in round 1.

it's almost as if sua feels guilty for loving mizi. she knows they're doomed, and with their limited time, why should she be focused on? is it selfish of her to not tell mizi of their inevitable fate to live in their dream a little longer?

^ the lyrics of sweet dream can also serve as her mentality and point of view leading up to alien stage. she knows the idyllic world she's in is temporary, knowing her end is imminent yet praying to be saved.

although mizi views sua in a tinted lens, the other characters do not. at least, not in the affectionate sense. to till, sua's demeanor is offputting and uncomfortable

to ivan, he sees straight through to suas actions and (maybe unintentionally but i doubt it) exacerbates her doubts. he has his own events going on and genuinely does seem to want to be close to sua (graduation message + human relationship rating) but interacts in a way that makes her feel threatened. (in addition "he keeps crossing the line" in the relationship chart)

to the outside viewer its interesting to note sua often pulls mizi away from people. she pulls mizi away from ivan, and pulls mizi's attention from till to her in a short act of jealousy.

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Robin might be a gamer?

He is a smart, kind and lovely boy♡

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I wish it was easier to talk about mobile phone addiction without sounding like a boomer

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I wish it was easier to talk about mobile phone addiction without sounding like a boomer

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interrupted beauty sleep 🎣