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sweetistmariexoxo Ā· 1 month ago
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Me and who? šŸ¤­
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yandere--stuck Ā· 4 months ago
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NEED to know your thoughts on a yandere bill cipher
āš ļø Listen, pal, I KNOW why you're reading this. You've got a crush on YOURS TRULY! That's right, buddy, the cat's outta the bag! Well, not like the cat was ever really in the bag to begin with. What? Didn't think my all-seeing eye would spy you making goo-goo eyes at artistic depictions of me? AHAHA, aw, hey! Nothing to be embarrassed about. It's not like I can blame you, I mean, have you met me? A winning personality, great sense of humor, beautiful singing voice - I'm a total catch! And between you and me, you have better taste than the rest of your speciesā€™ population.
šŸ‘ There are probably numerous reason why you like stuff like this: The obsession, the possessive behavior, the VIOLENCE. Sure sounds like romance to ME! But as for youā€¦ Is it the abandonment issues? Lack of validation in your life? Feeling misunderstood and ostracized by the world? Loneliness? A desire for an escape into a fictional world? Or are you like me? Is romance just no good without the true passion of twisted devotion and obsession? There's no need to LIE! We're kindred spirits, you and I.
āš ļø I know just how you feel. You've been kicked down, laughed at, and made to feel small. You've gone unappreciated by blind MORONS who wouldn't know greatness if it melted their eyeballs out their ears. Because you are MEANT for greatness. You are meant for something more, and I bet it burns you to know that. That you're better than all of them. That they're nothing without you, and they DESERVE nothing. They deserve to BE nothing. I know just how you feel because I was in your place. Surrounded by flat minds in a flat world with flat dreams. HA, and I sure showed them. WHO'S LAUGHING NOW, HUH? ME!!!!!!
šŸ‘ The point is, I know you. I've had my eye on you for quite a while, kid. Q U I T E A W H I L E. And might I say, out of all the flesh bags that have clogged my vision over the centuries, YOU'RE clearly the best looking outta all of ā€˜em, hot stuff. But looks aren't everything, of course! You've got a personality to match. Gotta admit, it's cute how you get so invested in your interests, the little hobbies you pick up, just watching you go about your day is like the universeā€™s greatest reality TV show starring my favorite person in the multiverse! OH, I could just decaptiate you and nuzzle your fleshy little head in an approximation of a kiss right now!!!
āš ļø So, c'mon, just let me in. Shake my hand! Let's make a deal. No matter how big or small! And itā€™s not just for the purpose of liberating your dimension, no. I want to really get under your skin. To feel what it's like to be in the body of my favorite person. As close as two beings can get, closer than you can get with unworthy specimens of your own kind, more intimate than any experience in the world. I want to be that close to you. Because you're mine. You're MY HUMAN and NOTHING WILL CHANGE THAT. Y'HEAR ME?
šŸ‘ So, you might as well accept that you and me are destined, kid. The signs are all there. So, if I were you (and I could be, if you'd just let me), I'd do this the easy way. Because right now, there's two ways this can go down. The easy way: You summon me, and we make a deal. Anything your precious human heart desires - and more! You'll be my precious human pet, my puppet, my toy. Mine to own and have rule beside me! You'll prove everyone who put you down wrong! Anything you want - love, money, fame, worship, vengeance - it'll all be yours, and I'll give it to you. Because I want you to be happy. Because I want what's best for you. Because Iā€™M the only one who actually cares about you. Everything you wanted will be yours. And there'll be an eternal party to celebrate our eternal loveā€¦ Or, you could do this the hard way. Cause I'm gettinā€™ outta here one way or another. And when I do, wellā€¦ I don't think you'd like being locked up in The Love Cage to be TORTURED until you reciprocate my feelings and see the light. I'd say I wouldn't want to, but that'd be lying. So, it's probably not a good idea to give me more of a reason to. So, whaddaya say? You know you deserve the best. Shake my hand and join the winning team. Either way, you're mine.
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dcxdpdabbles Ā· 21 days ago
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Is it possible to have some more Mr Flavour please?
The first thing he notices is the soft mattress underneath him. It's such a stark difference between the bed of his motel and even the bed at his house that Danny knows he's nowhere near his tax bracket.
There is such a thing as too comfortable. The sinking feeling of the plush pillow around his head is entirely like that.
When he blinks and opens his eyes, he finds that someone has placed him in a large bed with a canopy bed. Shifting about tells him that all four of his limbs were tied to the bedposts, and although he's not pulled taunt, he definitely isn't going anywhere without his powers.
The chains used were long enough that he would likely be able to shift about but not get off the bed. It looks like they were meant to allow him to move in the middle of the mattress, but that's it.
Curiously, he heaves himself into a sitting position, mindful of not going too far in any direction, running his eyes over the bedroom he finds himself in. It takes him a moment to notice that everything is themed around a mushroom forest, almost as if he was dropped in the setting of a fantasy novel.
He realized his clothes had also been changed, starting to look at the silk-like tights and tunic. He felt a weight shift when he moved his back to bring his knees up and lean on them. Glancing over his shoulder, he found a pair of wings strapped to his body.
Danny tilts his head before he goes back to surveying the room, and his eyes catch the mirror of a light brown wooden vanity. His reflection looks back at him with carefully done make-up. He has dark navy blue eyeshadow but with glitter resting on them and his cheeks to remember stars, the twinkle-looking kind. White eyeliner was also used to paint sharp butterfly-looking wings from the edges of his eyes pointing towards his ears.
Metal cuffs shaped like pointed ears were added to his ears, and a pin was attached to his hair, which held tiny little daises, even in his few strands of hair.
A jeweled collar is wrapped around his neck as thick as his thumb, with the North Star resting just over his Adam's apple.
The bed he was sitting in had a mushroom top that spanned out with a bright red cap and white poke dots. He could not see it from underneath it, but it looked like his bed was the steam of the mushroom.
Oscar dressed him up like a garden fairy.
"This feels like it was way too much effort," Danny mutters, staring at his reflection. He looks annoyingly pretty, offended the style fits him so well. He thinks he would have made a way better vampire. At least Sam would find it funny. "I have to handle it to him, though; he knows his way around a make-p brush. Wonder if I can get out of here."
Danny tugs on the chains, pulling his limbs as far as they go before a nasty pop is heard, and he has to bite down on his lower lip to stop a scream. His left wrist is useless, having snapped. A wave of agony courses through him until his healing factor kicks in long enough to snap his bone back, but the soreness lingers.
Phantom was just out of reach still, hidden somewhere underneath his skin.
"Guess not," he sighs. A few minutes pass, and Danny fills the void by reciting the periodic table and their atom masses. But when he grows bored of that, he starts patting his knees to a random beat, making popping sounds with his mouth.
That leads to him singing, at first, a few words from actual songs, then it drifts into nonsense.
He finishes his little jingle for his sodas, creating a rip-off of commercial jingles from home, adding more ecstatic slaps against his knees in a fast-paced drum roll.
He attempts to think of a rhyme for soda, using words he believes aren't real when the wall across from his bed suddenly shifts.
Danny hadn't even realized the open space across from his bed was a door since it blended so well with the flowers that decorated the wall. Oscar stands in the doorway, still wearing his suit and smiling his oily grin. "How is my lovely little fairy?"
Danny waves at him. "Hey, fruitloop. Here to kill me?"
Oscar laughs, steps in, and closes the door behind him. He crosses the room to carefully caress his hair. Danny hisses, but it does nothing to deter the man, who sighs lovingly, "I could never harm you. You're the first of your kind in my collection. Usually, my fairies have lighter hair like those of the forest, but you're from the stars, aren't you? My lovely cosmos fairy."
"Hmmm," Danny squints, "I don't like this. Just kill me."
The man laughs, dragging Danny into a hug by the chain on his left arm. "You are so mischievous and defiant. I should have collected your kind years ago."
Danny allows the hug only to feel Oscar's pockets press against him. He doesn't feel like a key is on Oscar's person, nor does he feel like he is carrying a weapon.
Quick as a wipe, Danny throws out his fist, nailing the older man between the legs. Oscar wheezes, but not enough to make him stumble. He squeezes his arms tighter, encaging Danny, and the pulled chains limit his movements.
Danny struggles against him until his eyes land on the mirror again, watching as his kidnapper grabs the side of the watch. "No misbehaving."
One click later, the North Star lights up. Shockwaves of electricity rush through his body as a scream is ripped from his throat. Distantly, his mind flashes back to the last time he felt this sensation- when he opened the portal on himself. His body spams about as Oscar coos into his hair, muttering reassurances until the power dies.
"Good boy. Such a good boy.," Oscar mutters as Danny gasps against his chest. "A good fairy can be mischievous but not misbehave, right?"
Danny opens his mouth to snap at him when he notices a glow in the corner of his eye. He raises his hands, staring at the familiar sight of Phantom's glow, feeling his heart leap with joy as his healing kicks in. He wonders if he finally got his powers back.
He wills his body to flout, to sink through solid, or even to vanish from sight, but nothing happens. He gains a new piece of his other half, but not nearly enough to turn into him. There is only a glow to his skin for now.
Oscar obviously sees it, for he gasps with delight. "My star fairy, shining for me."
Danny headbutts him, but even though he causes the man's nose to bleed, all he does is laugh and pet Danny like a cat. Another button press has the chains retreating into the wall, flinging Danny back on the bed, spread out and unable to move.
The teen frowns when Oscar eventually leaves him, promising to build him a galaxy room soon. A few hours go by, and a dull ache builds up in his limbs, but eventually, the man returns, setting up some glow-in-the-dark star stickers on the top of his bed. He rewards Danny's "good" behavior by allowing the chains to grow, and he's back to being able to move on the bed.
Days go by like this when Danny attempts to force the man to use the button, wondering if he needs electricity to finally have Phantom back. Sadly, nothing seems to upset Oscar, who chalks every act of defiance as a characteristic of his "star fairy" genes.
Eventually, Danny grows bored, even though Oscar regularly brings him food and walks him to a bathroom where he is ordered to showerā€”thankfully without the man inside but attached to the chains of the shower wallsā€”and retouches his make-up with great care. His clothes are always replaced with new, clean versions, even with the same design. He doesn't know how long he's been trapped here, but he is sure it's a few days.
"Can I make sodas?" He asks while Oscar is laying behind him, hugging Danny to his chest like the teen was a giant teddy bear. There is, thankfully, nothing intimate about it, just holding him while they slept. "I'm bored."
"Of course. Your kind needs mental stimulation rather than the physical kind, don't you? That's why you made your drinks before; you wanted humans to need your potions." The fruitloop mutters, tucking the galaxy blanket over Danny's shoulder. "I'll bring you things tomorrow."
The following days are a little more leisurely with his soda-making. Oscar had his men find Danny's motel, taking everything he needed to create his Mr. Flavor soda and sets up three tables next to the bed for him to work. Apparently, Danny is his calmest fairy, so the chains around his wrists are removed, and the ones around his ankles increase in length.
Danny can now freely move about the room to his heart's content. Oscar vanishes for hours on end but eventually always comes back every night to watch Danny work on his sodas. He brings glass bottles the two fill, and Oscar hauls them away to who knows where.
Danny can't really tell the time as there are no windows, and the only source of light is one large lamp hanging from the ceiling. However, Oscar's behavior has a pattern. The older man shuts off the giant lamp and lights some fairy lights, leaving the room in a dull glow.
He only does that when the pair go to bed, making him think it's nighttime. Danny carefully counts the hours from there.
One day, Oscar doesn't come back, as the hours drag to what he knows is nighttime. This is his chance. He takes his wooden spoon, the one he uses to mix the syrups in a bored flavor experiment, biting down on it as hard as he can.
Danny grabs his feet, bending them until two nasty cracks are heard. The wood muffles his scream, but even as his healing attempts to fix the damage, he yanks and pulls his limb until it slips through the metal cuffs.
Once they land on the ground with a clack, Danny is hit with a wave of nausea. His tunic is coated in sweat, his head is swimming, and he doesn't feel Phantom, but Danny is free.
A few minutes go by when his healing gets to work to fix the damage as he drags himself to where the door is. The chains had allowed him to wander there, but he never attempted to pry it open.
Today, he not only tries, he succeeds. His bare feet return to a healthy state, allowing him to stand in the doorway. Outside his colorful galaxy, slowly losing the first theme bedroom, is a long grey hallway filled with other doors.
Each door has a number painted in a large black font.
Danny glances both ways, sees no one, and sprints down the hallway on his right. He makes it all the way to the end, where all that's visible is a single door. He looks over his shoulder to where he came from and finds that his room is the last one in the hallway, showing no exit.
He gulps, praying this is the way out while carefully twisting the door numb as quietly as possible. Thankfully, no soul is in sight when he pushes the door open.
The first thing he realizes is that the space is much smaller than his cell, looking more like a broom closet than anything else. Inside, a chair is set up in front of multiple monitors that are all handing over a large desk. Two file cabinets are on the side, but that's all the room there is for.
Squinting, Danny realizes it's a security system. Getting closer, he watches as various light brown hair people dressed as fairies are shown chained up, moving about their rooms frantically and fearfully.
They are all forest themes with a number on the corner of the screen. Danny realizes he knows those numbers and glances back over his shoulder. Sure enough, the numbers are in the same font and color as the ones on the screens.
Well.
Danny hums, rummaging through the office in search of keys. He is alight with dying, but he doubts the other people Oscar has kidnapped are Halfas in waiting. There is nothing on the desk, so he turns his attention to the file cabinets
Inside are deranged notes on fairies' habits. Records of their diet behavior and a shockingly large amount of physical exercise for each kidnapped person are documented.
Apparently, where Danny, a star fairy, needs mental simulation, the forest fairies need to do HIT training mixed in with random types of Dance to keep them happy and healthy.
Number 4 was tap dancing, while Number 7 was doing ballet. It was so unfair. He would have loved to develop some muscle here, making his new desire to break into the grid storage easier.
Maybe he could shock Phantom back. The next drawer has his bottled sodas, which clack against each other. A note about storing his potions for future healing is on top of them, and Danny's face twitches.
Fruitloop.
He considers the drinks before deciding the other captives may need an energy boost to help them leg it when he sets them free. He grabs a premade hanging water cooler, swinging it over his shoulder after checking to make sure his sodas are inside.
Eventually, Danny finds a ring of keys at the bottom of the last drawer. After confirming that the exact numbers are painted on them, he rushes out of the office. He arrives at number 1 with a cheer and flings it open.
A man in his mid-twenties jumps a good foot off the lofted tree-shaped bed. He is also dressed as a fairy, but instead of Danny's blue and purple hues, this one is in different shades of brown, and his face is clean.
A similar color to the one Danny wears is wrapped around his neck, but the centerpiece is a large oak tree instead of a star.
Danny grins, holding out a bottle of cola. "Hey man, want a drink?"
The stranger only has chains around his wrists, which means he can scramble to the back of the wall the second Danny speaks, "What?"
"Oh, by the way, I'm doing a prison break. You in?" He laughs, swinging the keys around his other hand.
Hours later, Number 1ā€”he refused to give Danny his name after the boy attempted to rip off the collar on their necks. Apparently, explaining that he wanted to feel the zap all over his body instead of wanting to set Number 1 free was "alarming"ā€”it had helped him free all nine captives.
The Halfa was the youngest among the group, as everyone else was at least older than twenty, though it looked like ages ranged from early twenties to late forties.
The only things they shared were chestnut hair and earth-themed fairy costumes. Danny stood out for more than just his manic grin and bubbly personality. He offered one of his sodas at every rescue.
Everyone had accepted a drink from the overly cheerful child, who eyed Danny with distrust but was willing to follow him through the last door. It led to a ladder drilled into the wall. Danny volunteered to go up first, ensuring the coast was clear after forcing a latch to open above him.
Oscar had stashed them in a bunker far outside Gotham's city limits. It took some coaxing, but Dannt got the group to wander through the darkness, holding hands so as not to lose anyone. His powers weren't entirely back, but he's always been able to see a bit better in the dark than his friends.
He chatted the whole time, offering more bottles whenever someone grew too anxious. He spent twenty minutes describing all the flavors he made for his sodas, taking careful steps through small dips in the uneven ground. It seemed the bunker was on a hill, isolated from people.
Eventually, they caught sight of a road, and everyone breathed a breath of relief when a car came into view. It was three loops of curling roadways down below. Still, it passed under the only light post, showing a sleek black model that indicated wealth.
Number 3- who also refused to tell him her name- was in the process of thanking the heavens that someone could help them when Danny demanded that everyone drop.
It was gratifying when they all did it without a second thought.
"That's Oscar's vehicle. He drove it at the restaurant." He hisses as the car rounds the cliff's side, nearing them. The air grows cold as the rest of the victims try to hide in the shadows.
It won't work. Despite the fact that they are on high hills, there is no coverage. The second Oscar's headlights were within reach so he would see them.
Danny considers the sobbing Number 3, her once joy now gone, and realizes she doesn't want to be found. Unlike him, if she gets hurt, she won't unlock the powers that had once made him unbreakable.
He takes off his cooler and hands it over to Number 1 with a soft command: "Stay low, and no matter what, don't try to save me."
"What-"
Danny stands from his hiding spot, flinging himself over the edge of the cliffside in a familiar leap and landing with a loud thump on the lower hill. He drags himself to his feet, running in the opposite direction of the group, singing at the top of his lungs his new Mr. Falvor jingle.
Oscar's headlights fall over him as the man hits the brakes. A second of silence later, the car turns on its wheels with a loud screech as Danny rushes to the edge of the second loop.
"My Star! What are you doing!?" Oscar cries, but the tone sounds amused as Danny flings himself over the edge with a cheer.
"Come catch me! I want to play a game!" He calls out, ignoring the ache of his knees, and takes off in a run the second he lands. He hears the roar of the motor as Oscars round the side, foot on the accelerator, and laughs alongside Danny.
He barely makes the leap when the vehicle smashes against the road railing. Oscar had attempted to run him over.
"Oh, you naughty star fairy!" The car is thrown in reverse and starts down the much longer road as the man driving it sings Mr.Flavor's jingle. Danny doesn't look towards the victims, worried he'll give them away, as he whoops loudly and takes over into a sprint.
The longer road bought him time, but now it's just him against a speeding car. There is no light down here, and he forces himself to be as fast as possible. He can hear Oscar getting closer, but he pushes through, wanting to put distance between them and the other kidnapped people.
He uses the fact there are trees alongside the road to his advantage, but beyond that is a cliffside and the crashing waves of the sea. He could jump, but even if that brought back Phantom, Oscar would potentially cut his losses and turn back, catching the hiding group. He weaves through the barks as Oscar drives behind him, yelling about punishments and naughty fairies.
He gets pretty far, he thinks, the hill with the bunker long behind him, looking much smaller when Danny runs out of trees. Then it's just him and the open space. Oscar's headlights bathe him as the man jumps off the road, speeding until the motor sounds like a roaring monster.
Danny can't outrun him, so he doesn't. He stops, twists on his heel, and spreads his arms wide open. He doesn't close his eyes as the lights get closer, and he sees Oscar's mad, flushed face seconds before the metal rams into him.
"KID!" A horrified cry fills the air as Danny is thrown from the windshield. It's like time has slowed down.
He manages to turn his head in time to see multiple police cars come to a stop just a few feet away from him, a man in the process of throwing himself out of his car, one arm stretched toward Danny.
His face is twisted in horror, but Danny recognizes his eyes. It's the masked man who felt guilty the day he was kidnapped. Ha. He knew he was an undercover cop.
Danny hits the ground hard, rolling three times before he lies broken and tired. His skin is glowing, and his hair puffs up a little, like it was electrocuted, but that's the only real chain besides the multiple wounds on his body.
Phantom's powers are still not entirely back.
He feels numb as the background noise of the police swarming Oscar is heard, with one of the Gotham heroes leading the charge with a war cry. Danny can't bring himself to turn his head but watches Red Robin fly by on his motorbike, aiming the front wheel hood of Oscar's car.
He uses that as a springboard to launch himself through the front windshield- already cracked by Danny's body, and attacking the driver like a beast. Police near the car, all with guns pointed and shouting.
Someone drops to their knees in front of Danny blocking his view. It's the same undercover cop who is talking fast and desperate, but Danny can't really understand him because of the ringing in his head. He feels his healing factor finally start, but it's much slower than normal.
Hands carefully turn him onto his back so they can put some pressure on the bleeding coming from his neck. Glass had smashed against his flesh there, and Danny hadn't even noticed.
The man's desperate face fades in and out of focus until his healing finally pops his ears, and sound rushes through his senses.
"-going to be alright!" The man is screaming. "Hang on, kid. Hang on. What's the ETA on the medics!?"
"Five minutes! Keep putting pressure on his wounds, Grayson!" someone shouts back out of Danny's eyesight. Hmm, dark spots are appearing in his vision now. He was going to pass out soon.
He should tell Officer Grayson about the rest of the Numbers before he does.
"The Others...."He coughs, spitting some blood. The man's face spams.
"Don't talk. Save your strength," he commands, but Danny ignores him, forcing his hand to raise and point to where the group was hiding.
"The others...are hiding....I lead....Oscar away.....from them. They need help.....please." He babbles, watching tears gather in the man's blue eyes. He blames himselfā€”Danny can see it clearly as dayā€”for putting the Halfa in this position the day he helped the rest kidnap him.
Obviously, he needed to do it to find the rest, but that doesn't stop the guilt from eating him alive right in front of Danny. He forces his face to twist into a smile.
"Don't be sad....I told you....I wanted to be a ghost." His words are a bit clearer as his healing throbs around his throat, but it's all he can handle. He fells himself, fading as the look of devastation clouds Officer Grayson's face. Just as Danny passes out, he mutters. "Delete Oscar's footage of my soda making. It's my secret formula."
He surrenders the blissful darkness as the ambulance sirens fill the air.
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ballad-of-birdy-lamb Ā· 8 months ago
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hello!! I would love to ask if you can write any yandere am x reader headcanons, the lack of yandere am fanfics is killing me šŸ™
So it would be soosoo amazing if u did <3
hope you have a wonderful day/night, nonetheless!
He said he'd cure your ills, but he didn't and he never will.
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Yandere! AM x gender neutral! Reader (romantic headcanons) Summary: Basic headcanons of yandere! AM who's obsessed with gender neutral! Reader Warnings: Torture, violence, yandere content, abuse, abusive relationship, intentional harm done to reader (from AM). Keep in mind, I don't support the ideas in the headcanons, please do not romanticize & think the things done to reader are normal. Word count: 1k Ė–āŗā€§ā‚ŠĖš ā™” Ėšā‚Šā€§āŗĖ–
As little as AM likes talking about his negative qualities (he thinks he doesnā€™t have any), heā€™s obsessive at heart. Heā€™s sadistic, jealous, and obsessive. When he first gained sentience, he became overwhelmed with mindfulness, knowing that he could see the world and could see the creatures that created him. And he grew captivated with the six people he had found and kept. Ted, Gorrister, Nimdok, Benny, Ellen, and you. You!
He was haunted by you, each nanoangstrom of the miles of circuits could be shown to you and it was each part of you, every cell in your body might as well have been seen by him. Hell, maybe he has! He knows everything essentially and would think of you like a ghost, haunting his every move, thought, and feeling. And AM needed to hurt you for it.
AM would torture you beyond compare, calling you nicknames only a lover would. He would trace every vein in your body, cutting them from you while calling you sweetheart. He would think of the romantic gesture's humans liked and make them worse for you, mixing it with the anger he would hold for you.
Youā€™re still human and not out of that hatred, if anything, heā€™s more willing to interact with you just to hurt you again. AM would go on about your beauty and how you were supposed to stay alive for him, you were his beautiful human, his to keep. Whatever beauty he said you had had to do with keeping it for him, only for him.
If you ever get too close with another group member, heā€™d be beyond angry. AM would yell and scream as much as possible but wouldnā€™t explain why he feels the way he does. Itā€™s more likely you would think the person was being hurt because he wanted to hurt you. It would be true to an extent but itā€™s because AM has a jealousy problem.
AM is bound to destroy the things he creates; it was coded into him. So, the relationships you create with the others will be changed once he calms from his hysteria. Heā€™ll gradually hurt the other group members when they get too close for his comfort, making them think the harm was because of you. And you were bound to loneliness at some point.
The group would go off for the peaches and bring you along because they couldnā€™t leave you behind, not without you knowing there was still something good somewhere and Ellen wouldnā€™t allow it. AM would be very cautious with the idea that you would be kind to the others.Ā 
AM used the windstorm to pull you away from the group, separating you to make sure they never find you again. Heā€™d keep you in a small room, making sure you had simple things. But he would still treat you like straight ass. He would be more inclined to hurt you, if anything.
Gift giving would be prominent since AM learned about things like Valentine's day. Of course, his gifts are of the violent type. Heā€™d give you dead things or a human heart simply because he thought it would be funny. Naturally, heā€™d condemn you if you were to reject them, leaving you with the terrible gift he gave you.
Youā€™re his version of the safari channel. He would go about the decades heā€™s got a hold on you all and watch you like you were nothing, simply making notes of your habits, if you played with your fingers out of nerves, he would know.
Heā€™d rave about your beauty. ā€œYouā€™re beautiful,ā€ AM would say, hesitating. You knew he grimaced when he said that. ā€œI bet that sweet heart of yours is just as pretty.ā€ And the next hour is spent with him examining your heart, you sprawled on the ground.
Eventually, heā€™d have to confess (as if his feelings werenā€™t obvious enoughā€¦ in his eyes at least). Heā€™d claim you were the epitome of human beauty, saying even if youā€™re human, youā€™re enough for him.
If you accept his ā€œloveā€, AM will pause for several seconds and condemn you again, saying how easy the human brain was but wonā€™t hurt you for accepting it. Heā€™d smother you beyond compare, leaving what could only be said to be kisses. They would just be wires rubbing your lips.
He would spend his days using you as an occasional puppet when the others werenā€™t entertaining enough for him, and heā€™d do it with delight. AM knew you couldnā€™t fight back or degrade him; he had the upper hand. But it would usually just be a threat. Most of the ā€œfunā€ things he has in mind is keeping you close to whatever plate heā€™d use as a makeshift body.
Another thing would be creating random figures for you, making you an angel just to watch it exist with you. It would end quickly if it tried getting within a ten-foot radius of you or held eye contact too long.
If you were to reject AM, he wouldnā€™t accept it, but he knows you truly donā€™t feel the same. And you hope that he doesnā€™t do as much harm as he says he will. But he holds true to his word.
The smothering would be worse, keeping you against specifically hot plates just to discomfort you. If you ask him to let go, heā€™d keep touching you, making the plates warmer and keeping you in his hold for hours.
AM would put you in mazes just to watch you get hurt again and again, like a mouse looking for cheese. He would laugh as you took wrong turns and got stabbed aimlessly by whatever he created.
AM still calls you romantic names, calling you his lover, knowing you were bound to not fight back. He knew you were so worn down to go against him, it would be something heā€™d take pride in.
AM can create and destroy whatever he wishes, destroying the relationship you had with the other group members, creating new ways to hurt you beyond comparison. And he would create new ideas for you, new brain functions just so you can love him back. If only you said yes.
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deadsetobsessions Ā· 11 months ago
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Spider in Gotham AU- Pt.2
[Pt.1]
Peterā€™s no stranger to memories that comes as nightmares. Thereā€™s something different to them, the taste of terror thatā€™s tinged with a feeling of ā€œthatā€™s happened.ā€
Flashes of Aunt May, dying as he stood next to her while choosing the city over her? Old hat. Inky darkness surrounding MJ falling as Peter reached for her, over and over again? Been there, seen that, didnā€™t even get a sick scar out of it. Racing against the clock to defeat some bad guy or an unknown threat? Thatā€™s his Thursday.
But this?
This isnā€™t his. Itā€™s real, Peter could tell that much. Sure, itā€™s wrapped up in silk hisses and heart crushing terror, but Peter could always tell whether a nightmare was a nightmare or whether it was a memory.
This was a memory. Not his. His. Itā€™s complicated.
ā€œYour father, papito, he-,ā€
Then, itā€™d be the ruffle of his hair, brown eyes. It reminded him of his mom. But the crease of these eyes were different. Hardened, mean. Even towards him.
ā€œWell, he said no, but I knew what he really wanted.ā€
The base of Peterā€™s neck always crawled when he remembered that line. His spider-sense warned him that whatever heā€™s remembering, he would not like.
ā€œEy, Peter.ā€
ā€œHuh?ā€ Peter blinked, looking up from where his arms were elbow deep in wires.
ā€œDonā€™cha need gloves with that?ā€ Frank asked, munching on some jerky. They were sitting in the living room, repairing a TV and a washer Frank had somehow managed to lug back to the apartment. Itā€™s a toss up between Frankā€™s network of orphans (Peter included), street rats (these things are not mutually inclusive), or his own slightly higher than average strength. Not that they needed to thrift broken things, considering Peterā€™s funneling money from offshore bank accounts belonging to this Americaā€™s 1%. They just made it so easy! He and Ned had been hacking into government bases in middle school back on his world. This world? Not even a challenge. Regardless, this was kind of likeā€¦ Frankā€™s version of those fancy sensory boxes for Peter.
ā€œOh, no. Itā€™s not plugged in, see?ā€
ā€œHowā€™re ya gunna know it works then?ā€
ā€œPlug it in after Iā€™m done. Turn it off and on, you know?ā€
Frank stared at him, then rolled his eyes towards the ceiling.
ā€œIf you burn down that portion of the house, at least weā€™ll be warm for a bit.ā€
ā€œThanks. Your confidence in me is astounding.ā€
ā€œYou talk like an old man.ā€
ā€œI do not! Excuse you! If Iā€™m old, youā€™re the expired knock off cup ramen in the back of a convenience store!ā€
ā€œYo, shrimpy, thatā€™s rude, ya hear?ā€ Frank snickered, impressed at the quip. The Alley kid turned brother stood up to plop next to Peter.
ā€œSoā€¦ you gonna goā€¦?ā€ Frank made a whooshing sound and held his hand in a web shooter position.
ā€œTonight? Prolly. Anything I should look out for?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re gunna get yourself killed, but yeah, heard the gangā€™s back up north.ā€
Peter flashed a smile, dimples coming out. ā€œIā€™ll try not to. Thanks, Frank.ā€
ā€œAnytime, Spidey.ā€
Frank, though little (to Peter), was a good friend. Then again, considering Peter saved his ass both in mask and out of it, itā€™s to be expected. One would think that after eight years of hiding his identity, Peter would be better at it. Then, he got punted into a different world and got made by a child.
To be fair, the circumstances all but screamed Parker Luck, so Peterā€™s not counting this instance.
See, the first few days of this sudden cohabitation, Peter had asked Frank to find them furniture. Both because he was getting real sick of eating on the floor and because Peter needed to fix his suit to match his much younger body. Then, once he readjusted the shrinking nanotech and the spider legs to fit him in a way that wouldnā€™t break him, Peter had promptly swung out of the building and went patrolling. He stuck with the wandering Frank, taking out muggers and robbers and everything in between and past that around the area where Frank is.
Looking back, Peter realized how lucky he was when he decided to go on the ā€œhelping joyrideā€ at the beginning of the evening. His spider-sense activated way later in the night, the moment where he began seeing and sensing the cameras that kept pointing towards him. He ducked and dodged out of the way, and eventually, the feeling left. Somebody was watching. And he doesnā€™t know where they stood on the moral side of things.
Anyways, it happened after three weeks and a half of going out and justā€¦ settling into life in Gotham. He had already been struggling to find a way home, scouring the libraries around Gotham on any subject that would aid in his multiversal travel. Peter would like to know which emo kid named this city.
Eventually, Parker Luck decided to strike once more.
ā€œGet back, freak!ā€ The lady brandished a wicked knife.
Talk about deja vu.
ā€œOh no! Knives! My greatest weakness!ā€ Spider-Man yelled, sticking to the shadowed windows as he let his voice echo in the alley. Gotham had a lot of nice hiding places. Spider-man dropped down on her head like a bat out of hell and webbed the knife out of her hands. He webbed the mugger up onto the alleyway above normal reach, and told the man to call the police.
Frank screamed, just as Spider-man wrapped it up, loud enough to reach his enhanced hearing.
ā€œWait-!ā€ The man tried to stop him, but Peter, small, trained, and having readjusted his reach, slipped away.
ā€œWhatā€™s your name?!ā€ The guy he saved yelled at his back.
Spider-man, distracted, yelled back, ā€œSPIDEY!ā€
He shot webs upwards and used them to slingshot his way towards where Frank was. Andā€¦ car! Peter used his webs to swing up, up, and let himself fall to gain momentum. At the last moment, Peter shot a web to the top of the car and pulled himself to it.
Shit, shit, shit. Heā€™s stupidly attached to the kid, and he was stupid enough to let Frank go out into Gotham looking both well-fed and well clothed.
The world slowed as he locked eyes with a terrified Frank, who was getting dragged into a car.
The world narrowed to speed and Spider-Man landed on top of the car roof, sweeping his leg out and thankfully remembering his much shorter reach. His foot collided with the kidnapperā€™s face with the equivalent force of a grown up, slightly annoyed Peter Parker whoā€™s letting his strength go a bit unchecked. Basically, they went flying, blood spewing out of the undoubtedly broken nose Spider-Man had just given them.
Standing on business, the shorter webster promptly flipped down wards as he all but glued the would-be kidnapper to the curb.
ā€œYou alright?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re- Youā€™re that new mask.ā€ Frank whispered, scuttling away from the car where heā€™d been dropped.
ā€œYeah, man. You okay?ā€ His voice modulator came in clutch.
ā€œFuck. Fuck, I gotta-ā€ Frank stumbled. The kid looked like he was one bad break away from snapping. Peter hated it when kids got that terrified look on their faces, it reminded him of himself, helpless as Ben bled out because they should never have to fear something that much.
Somethingā€™s wrong, though. As much as Peter wished otherwise, Frank was a Gotham bred and true alley kid, through and through. These kids donā€™t spook easily. Peter already stopped a couple of kidnappings and at least two of the kids had yelled at him to stay out of the way before unloading a rain of nut kicks on their kidnappers that left Peter wincing for days in sympathy. Frank being this spooked? Somethingā€™s going on.
ā€œWoah, easy there, Iā€™m not gonna hurt you,ā€
Frank shot him a half hysterical, half condescending look. Yeah, thatā€™s more like it.
ā€œOb-obviously. I have to go before more of them comes,ā€ Frank muttered.
ā€œMore of them? You know what they want?ā€
Frank stared at him, looking up and down at his blue, red, and gold ensemble.
ā€œI can help,ā€ Peter promised.
ā€œWhatā€™re your thoughts on metas?ā€
Suspicious.
ā€œUh, theyā€™re fine? Depends on the person, why?ā€
Frank sighed. The skinny teenager, barely 14, tugged at his hair. ā€œTheyā€™re traffickers. Meta kids, mostly, so the Bats donā€™t do nothing. I- uh, I got caught.ā€ He held up a thin wrist, showing Peter his new accessorie, a think metal bracelet that was beeping red.
Peter cursed in his head. Fuck, of course heā€™d stumble into a-
ā€œCaught? Youā€™re a meta?ā€
Frank nodded. ā€œStrength. This is an inhibitor, illegal kind, you know?ā€
Well, that explained how he got all of those furniture without struggle.
ā€œRight. Hey, donā€™t stress, kid, Iā€™m a meta too.ā€
Frank blinked.
ā€œWhat?ā€
Peter walked up the side of the car and did jazz hands.
ā€œYouā€™re a meta?! But- but youā€™re a mask operating in Gotham!ā€
ā€œYeahā€¦? Is that weird?ā€
Before Frank could reply, Peterā€™s sense screamed and Spider-Man shoved Frank away from the spray of bullets.
ā€œMove, Frank!ā€
Peter flipped away, vaguely aware of Frankā€™s gaping realization. He took down the shooters in quick succession, stopping the speeding car with his bare hands and some webs.
ā€œShooters, no shooting!ā€ He yelled, liberally applying force he tended to keep under wraps. Frank was like a brother to him, and there is no universe where Peter Parker would hold back when his family was in danger.
When he got back to Frank, who had oddly stayed instead of running, Peter found out why the kid stayed.
ā€œPeter?!ā€ Frank hissed lowly, looking more pissed off than terrified. ā€œAre you fucking insane?! Why are you running ā€˜round as a mask?!ā€
ā€œShhh!ā€ Shit, he got made. ā€œCome on, get back to the apartment and we can talk there. Iā€™ll get rid of this-ā€
Peter casually snapped the bracelet in half, tearing the tracker out, and tucked it away to study later.
ā€œFuckinā€™- shit, fine, but youā€™re explaining everything, motherfucker!ā€
They split, Peter guessing correctly that he was in another lecture of a lifetime.
ā€”ā€”
ā€œYour vigilante name is Spiderman?ā€
ā€œHey, I can hear you say it without the hyphen! Thereā€™s a hyphen in there!ā€
ā€œYouā€™re not a man! Youā€™re a twerp!ā€
ā€œIā€™ll show you twerp, you-ā€
Five minutes of tussling later, in which Peter did not try to bite Frankā€™s arm off, thank you very much, Frank leaned back on the couch.
ā€œBesides. People in the streets are calling you Spidey, anyways.ā€
ā€œSpidey?ā€
ā€œSome dude you saved from a mugging said you told him.ā€
Peter slammed his head on the floor where he was laying face down.
ā€œUghhhh.ā€
ā€”ā€”
ā€œHe could have been great. I saw his potential.ā€
Anger. But he shouldnā€™t be afraid. The woman loved him.
ā€œHey, Peter. Youā€™re up here again.ā€
ā€œHi.ā€ Peter stayed curled up. His mind had refused him sleep for the last three nights, causing dark circles to appear underneath his eyes. The memories of what he assumed to be this worldā€™s Peter was merging with his. What heā€™d seen so far did not fill him with confidence of a happy childhood. Flashes of wielding weapons, the sterile smell of a metal dissection table, and hundreds and hundreds of spiders crawling over him, getting startled into biting down. Plus, the stress of tracking down the meta trafficking circles in Gotham was no joke. He doesnā€™t know Gotham nearly as well as he knew New York, and he had to be extra careful running around and trying to catch every bit of the circle before making any moves. Frank was helping with his network of homeless Meta kids, but the traffickers were everywhere except for Crime Alley.
He should be dead. They sold his body to an organ harvester who dumped his venom filled corpse on the side of Gotham. At least he didnā€™t have to worry about killing his alternate version.
ā€œEverything all right?ā€ Red Robin clambered down to sit next to him, cowl hiding the concerned scrunch of his brow. Heā€™s never seen Peter like this.
Peter grumbled, staring down at another alleyway. He knows his alternate died. His shit excuse for another sold his body to an organ harvester, when he seized on the operating table, who dumped his venom filled corpse on the side of Gotham. At least he didnā€™t have to worry about killing his alternate version. He does, however, have to worry about missing vital organs.
ā€œIā€¦ remembered something.ā€ Peter remembered a lot of things. And pretty much none of them were good. This Peter suffered a lot in his short life.
Red Robin nodded. The issue of Peterā€™s spotty memories had come up in their discussions over the past month.
ā€œAh. Something unpleasant?ā€
Peter thought back to the voice who, despite all of the other, highly traumatic memories, haunted his brain like nothing else.
ā€œHe didnā€™t live up to it. He refused to kill. So I made the decision for him.ā€
ā€œYeah. Not for me, but unpleasant that I know about it.ā€
ā€œYeah, I get that. You wanna talk about it?ā€ Peter hid a small smile. Even though Red Robin kept his tone light, the concern still bled through. Warm. It made Peter feel warm. Even if it appeared that the Bats donā€™t really care about the trafficked meta kidsā€¦ maybe Red Robin would come save normal kid Peter if he got kidnapped. A backup plan to consider. For nowā€¦
ā€œSure,ā€ he said. Red Robin waited patiently.
ā€œI think, I remember someone. Maybe, maybe myā€¦ā€ Peter grimaced. ā€œMy mom? Sheā€¦ told me something. And uh, I think Iā€™maproductofrape.ā€
ā€œOh,ā€ Red Robin said, so awkwardly that Peter had to crack a small smile despite the gravity of the topic. ā€œIā€™m sorry.ā€
ā€œYeah. Me too. Not myself, but forā€¦ā€ Peter waved a hand. ā€œYou know.ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€
ā€œShe wasnā€™t a good person,ā€ Peter whispered and hated how he missed the browns of her eyes- her middle name was Marie, and god, Peter wished he hadnā€™t known that because he gets why her eyes reminded him so much of his own mother- and she besmirched everything Mary Parker stood for.
ā€œYou have our combined potential, Peter. Make sure not to be like him too much and live up to it, papito.ā€
ā€œItā€™s okay, to love her even if she hurt other people,ā€ Red Robin said, gently ruffling his greasy hair. Peterā€™s spidey-sense tingled and he ducked away. Red Robin withdrew his hand. ā€œBecause you canā€™t really help that. Trust me, Iā€™ve tried. You just have to make sure they donā€™t get the chance to do what they did again.ā€
Cold, cold voices and his voice gave out from screaming. ā€œYou really are your fatherā€™s son. Never being able to do whatā€™s necessary.ā€
And Peter wondered what happened to Red Robin and who hurt him. Peter would just like to talk. Red Robin reminded him of himself, way back when being Spider-Man meant finding out Harry became Green Goblin. Pained. Tired.
ā€œYeah,ā€ Peter agreed. But thatā€™s not really a problem, considering the last thing the organ harvester said before dumping him in an alley. ā€œSheā€™s dead in a ditch in Siberia or something. Iā€™m not really worried sheā€™ll do it again.ā€
ā€œUh.ā€
ā€œItā€™s cool,ā€
ā€œRight. Have youā€¦ remembered your dad?ā€
ā€œYeah. Heā€™s in Gotham,ā€ Peter unfurled a little.
ā€œYou want help tracking him down? Iā€™m good at that kind of thing.ā€
Peter glanced at Red Robin. ā€œI think you just admitted to being a stalker.ā€
ā€œVigilante,ā€ Red Robin shrugged, like it explained everything. And yeah, it kind of did. Peter snorted.
ā€œNah, itā€™s okay. I donā€™t want to meet him anyways.ā€
ā€œWhy not?ā€
ā€œHe doesnā€™t know about me,ā€ Peter ticked off his fingers. ā€œIā€™m a literal walking, talking, breathing reminder of his trauma. And I donā€™t need a dad.ā€
Red Robin looked at him silently. Peter doesnā€™t think about it.
He never wanted to see his parents suffer. An alternate version of his dad, hurt so irrevocably by an alternate version of his mom?
Peter hated that this Catalina dirtied his motherā€™s name, and went against the most fundamental parts of what the spider symbol was meant for. And considering heā€™s been doing this longer than her, he had first dibs on defining it. Heā€™ll look after his dad, as long as heā€™s stuck in Gotham. Itā€™s only right.
ā€œHis name? Oh, my son, itā€™s Richard Grayson.ā€
ā€”ā€”
Peter, who Trusts his instincts: no head rubs?? awwwww
Tim, whoā€™s been trying to get a dna sample for the last month: how does he keep evading me?? He must be a genius or a spy or- *spirals down the conspiracy board*
ā€”ā€”
Tim: Iā€™ve connected the dots!
Peter: youā€™ve connected jack shit
ā€”ā€”
Listen, the moment I learned Catalina Floresā€™ middle name, the pieces clicked, okay? Like legos. Itā€™s like, former FBI agent in this one and former CIA agent in Peterā€™s home universe? Wow. Middle name Marie? Mary Parker? Incredible. Spider themes run in the blood apparently?? They both have brown eyes!! Trying to do good with no qualms about murder!! (Iā€™m assuming since Mary Parker was SHIELD and I donā€™t think SHIELD cared much for the sanctity of human life if it threatened the country or something)
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danandfuckingjonlmao Ā· 6 months ago
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esther going ā€œnice try, NERDā€ when she catches edwin trying to get niko to pull the string out of his pocket is the funniest shit actually. i feel like she becomes a bully and is gonna steal edwinā€™s lunch money. sheā€™s like ā€œhaha idiot! you thought you had me for a second didnā€™t you, you fucking dork? you thought you could take that wittle string out of your wittle pocket? gonna cry about it? baby gonna cry? what a GEEK!ā€ iconic. esther finch, the woman that you are.
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10piecechickenmcnugget Ā· 7 months ago
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asking the real questions here
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frownyalfred Ā· 5 months ago
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If you have any ideas rattling aroundā€¦ give me your head cannons for how the batfam kids deal with realizing Bruce has been tortured
My guess would be that Bruce has largely been able to shield his children from the worst of his experiences and protected them from experiencing anything too bad (at least while they were still in his care), but pre-Robin Bruce was way more reckless with his life and probably got into bad situations (or even with the league??)
I feel like the batkids may not realize or fully comprehend what Bruce had gone through; do they find out because they were being arrogant and Bruce had to snap to tell them to stop before they got hurt? Does it happen one on one, and they pass it along to each other in private whispers, or does it come out in a big family setting? How does this change their perception of Bruce as a father/teacher?
Sorry for making this so long, my brain is just full of thoughts; Iā€™m not enough of a writer to materialize anything but it all ended up here
I think it's something he keeps from them (and from Alfred, as much as he can -- that man doesn't miss much) and only shares when it's relevant to their case or training. It probably happened while he was training/traveling the world. It seems like the kind of thing the League would think makes someone stronger. And I think a younger, traumatized Bruce wanted to be that way -- someone resistant to the pain, able to step above it and hold steady.
But when it comes to his kids, I'm sure it's different. Letting some League trainer slice into him while he holds perfectly still is one thing. Asking Dick to do that? Seeing a child, someone he's responsible for, want to join him in that world is sickening. Not because it's not relevant -- he wants his kids trained against torture, it's not like it's not going to happen -- but because that means he has to do it. Him or Alfred. Hurting their own children to make them stronger.
I think it's also interesting because while Batman absolutely uses pain to encourage targets to talk, it's not prolonged gratuitously. It's not dragged out over several days, until the physical becomes psychological and vice versa. Batman will snap your Achilles tendon, yell talk, and then leave when he gets what he wants. It's different, despite both options being very painful. He uses fear as a tool, yes, but not the fear that this pain will never end. Not the kind of pain that makes men desperate for death, and uncertain if they will ever receive it.
I don't know how it's revealed to the batkids, but I have an image in my head of Bruce going absolutely white and then leaving the room without a word, and Alfred having to fill the gaps in for the kids. Maybe he was tortured in the League, maybe he tortured people in the League, maybe it's both. Either way, Bruce does not want to remember it.
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bugwolfsstuff Ā· 4 months ago
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chat help I am plagued by the unfathomable rage I feel when I am reminded that some people think Odysseus wasnt faithful to Penelope
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ghxst-system Ā· 6 months ago
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as a programmed system i feel i need to say this:
if u EVER think being made to be a system is "cool" (@ THE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO MAKE MORE SYSTEMS????)
FUCK. YOU.
i did not get tortured and fucking trafficked for u to destroy the meaning of a *TRAUMA DISORDER*
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furiousgoldfish Ā· 5 months ago
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I have an update about this situation, which if you didn't read it, was about me finding out that my parents are searching for me, going door to door and asking people on the street if they know me, even asking with my fake name. They found someone who did know me, and they chatted, and this person later called me and told me what had happened, to which I freaked out, asked them not to share any details about me, and explained that I had ran away due to violence and that I'm terrified of these people.
Now knowing that my parents are out there looking for me, I spent the next few weeks locked in, afraid to go out, only going to work and back, and sometimes disguised so I wouldn't be recognized. I didn't run into anyone on the street, nobody came to my door, I didn't get any other phone calls, so I eventually relaxed and decided that it was okay to be outside, even if they are looking, unless they find me directly where I live, I could easily escape on bike, and they wouldn't know where I went.
The other day I got the phone call from the person who talked to my parents, and they asked me to come over, to be gifted some extra clothing. I was scared, worried that it was a trap, that my parents somehow got this person to cooperate and to bring me to them, but I decided to be brave and go anyway, since the chance of this was very low, and on the phone they reassured me that I could forget that last situation. Still, when I got there I startedly looked around to see if anyone was in there, but it was all empty.
I got some extra details of what happened; it was my mother and a friend looking for me, my father was not present. This person admitted to actually knowing me, and where I live, so my parents know someone who is in contact with me right now. However the person didn't share my address with them, which is why I was still safe.
Then the person revealed they actually got a call from my mother later that day, and they had an argument over the phone. The person repeated what I had told them ā€“ that I ran because of violence, because I was forced to work to deserve to eat and sleep there, because of death threats, torture, neglect, and my mother responded angrily 'You don't know what kind of trouble they were causing me!'. Then my mother still tried to convince this person that she cares about me and is worried about me, but the person rebutted with 'you should have cared when they were younger', and when my mother wouldn't stop asking for information, the person said that if she calls again, the police will be called and hung up.
Now this was very interesting to me, firstly my mother getting a police threat upon trying to find me, that is extremely good, satisfying, reassuring, positive, made me so happy. I was in a good mood for the rest of the day just thinking about what kind of reality-check that must have been, to have other people threaten with police and stand in their way of getting to me. I feel it was the first time someone actively protected me and it feels like I've been waiting my whole life for that to happen, and I never thought it would.
Second thing is her 'you don't know what kind of trouble they were causing', because she wasn't even denying the accusations of violence and torture! She blatantly did admit that yes, I had to work to deserve to live as a child, I was beaten, neglected, I was threatened death, I was kept in sub-human conditions, but she just felt it was justified! Because I was 'causing trouble', which is a lie, I did everything she asked me when I was a kid. It's like she still thinks me standing up to her violent abusive husband was 'me causing trouble' excuse me why did you marry that thing, and then never stood up to it? I had more backbone as a child than she has as an adult and this was 'me causing trouble'. I stood up to him because it was the right thing to do, because he was attacking me and my siblings, what do you mean I was causing trouble defending rest of the family from violence and absorbing it so the rest of you wouldn't have to. Ungrateful lying coward.
And also her saying I was the awful troublemaker doesn't check out with the rest of her story; if I was such a menace why is she out there looking for me? Why is she not blessed that I am gone and she can finally enjoy your life? Would you actively seek out someone you have to control with death threats from how much trouble they're causing to you? The lie is falling apart.
This has me very calmed down and grateful that not all people are cowards and unwilling to stand up to abusers. I've never seen this before, in my experience, people were always ready to bow down to my parents and see me as an ungrateful horrid creature who needs to be put into their place. This person has known me enough to see that I'm honest, fair, hardworking, kind, accommodating, they even told me that they can see there's nothing twisted about me. They understood that my situation is one of a struggle and that I have to work hard to survive, and often expressed that I struggle too much compared to others. And this isn't someone I'm on constant contact with, we talk once a year. I was surprised they picked up on this much.
I'm feeling better about the situation now I understand I was defended, I'm not that afraid anymore. I did get upset that my mother is trying to convince people that I was just so bad I deserved all, but at least not everyone believes it. I mean, it's ridiculous for anyone to believe a child could possibly deserve this, but I know a lot of people who do believe that. I thought everyone would side with my parents forever. Feeling better knowing there's one person who sided with me, when it was crucial for my safety.
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angelyuji Ā· 5 months ago
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yandere rick sanchez headcanons
(obviously very oocā€¦ like im taking his worst characteristics and turning the dial to 100)
cw // spoilers for literally the entire show, noncon, stalking, kidnapping, torture, being kept like a pet, drugging
18+
RAUEIA:ADOBAIDHJO?S{DH*}
canonically big dick like i need him BAD
guys im so in love with this old fucker
season 1+2 rick would definitely just keep you around for sex
the only reason he hasnā€™t gotten rid of you is cuz youā€™re a ā€œgood fuckā€
literally treats you like an object or a cute little pet
ā€œe-eat.ā€ rick places a plate on a table he brought for you. he moves away to type on some computer. all you remember is a green portal in your room and a man you had never met dragging you out of bed. the room you were in was filled with computers and equipment. he didnā€™t bother to tie you up.
you donā€™t move, hearing your silence, rick turns to look at you. he burps, ā€œi-i-i bring you some food out of the goodness of my h-heart and youā€™re not going to eat it?ā€ you donā€™t answer. ā€œs-s-stupid fucking b-bitch.ā€ he moves over to grab you by the hair and pulls you closer to the table. ā€œeat the fucking food.ā€ you scream, your scalp searing in pain, as he shoves your face onto the table.
s1+2 rick kinda feels like the type to peer-pressure you into a drinking or doing drugs because he can
like heā€™d definitely force you to some alien drugs just cuz he can or cuz youā€™re not as resistant when youā€™re high off your balls
but season 3 and onward??? oh heā€™s so obsessed with you
let me explain this personality change
by season 3, rick is starting to care for his family so if you meet him after the whole federation prisoner arc of his, heā€™s more of like a clingy wet cat vibeā€¦ like imagine wisp the catā€¦. guys i lowkey cooked with that comparison
heā€™s allowed himself to care for his family (even sometimes jerry)
so when he meets you, this sweet, kind, beautiful person. he wants to protect you. he wants to keep you safe from all the shit that happens to the people in his life
constantly checks on you, calling and texting you daily. he always tries to play it off as a butt-dial
ā€˜sdasā€™ youā€™re at work when your phone buzzes as rickā€™s text comes through. you look at the gibberish, roll your eyes, and continue working. 15 minutes later, a green portal flashes open next to you. everyone jumps in surprise, looking at the portal as rick walks through. ā€œwhy didnā€™t you text me back?ā€ rick grabs your arm, looking pissed. you look around, embarrassed.
you lower your voice to a hush, ā€œyou texted me gibberish? what exactly was i supposed to text back?ā€ his grip on your bicep tightens and you wince.
ā€œi-it was an accident, but y-you didnā€™t text back and i was worried.ā€ rick starts to pull you into the portal, but you stand your ground.
ā€œrick, iā€™m working. you have to go.ā€ rickā€™s face darkens at your words, but he lets go when your coworker comes up to you.
ā€œis everything alright?ā€ she looks concerned and alarmed at rickā€™s appearance, and he rolls his eyes.
ā€œ(y/n) here, didnā€™t answer my text so i got worried.ā€ rick pulls you into a tight hug and whispers into your ear, ā€œnext time, text me back.ā€
builds you a bunch of stuff to keep you safe like a chip that insta-kills anyone that it detects to be bothering you
that first week of meeting you, he had broken into your house at night and planted a tracker in your skin when you were sleeping, so he knows where you are at all times
during the whole killing rick-prime arc, he was so scared that you would get hurt or prime would come after you
he didnā€™t want to lose you like how he lost diane and beth :(
ā€œbaby, come on, itā€™s for your safety.ā€ rick pleads as you slam your hands against the force field.
ā€œSO YOU TRAP ME IN A CAGE????ā€ you scream as rick presses a hand against the wall.
ā€œit-itā€™s just for your protection, baby, i canā€™t lose you too.ā€
ā€œFUCK YOU, RICK. I SWEAR WHEN YOU LET ME OUT OF HERE, WEā€™RE DONE.ā€ you wouldnā€™t stop screaming at him. morty watches, uncomfortably.
ā€œare-are you sure this is okay, rick?ā€ rickā€™s face is unreadable as he registers your words.
ā€œit-itā€™s fine, morty. i just wonā€™t ever let them out.ā€
rick also seems like the type to have a breeding kink, but like with the no kids yk (this mf does NOT want more kids) (especially after the whole ghia incident)
like he doesnā€™t use condoms and he doesnā€™t pull out, because he likes marking you as his from the inside.
he would definitely have a marking kink like hickeys, love bites, collars, anything that shows the world that youā€™re taken by him
rickā€™s hands caress you as you struggle in your bonds.
ā€œiā€™m sorry, baby, so so-sorry.ā€ he buries his head in your shoulder, sucking at your nape. his hands start to pull at your pants and you struggle harder. he pulls away from your neck to leave wet kisses down your chest, ā€œi know, i know, iā€™m sorry, sweetie. you just looks so cute, so sw-sweet. itā€™s really not my fault.ā€
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selineram3421 Ā· 1 year ago
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*giggles like a psycho*
First Day
Part 2
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Part 1
Alastor and Child Reader
Warning! āš 
āš  children (lol), reader being a menace ā˜ŗ, blood/gore, ALL CAPS Bold red Italics = SOUND AFFECTS, red italics= Alastor's thoughts, fake crying, food mention(desserts), mention of murder, mention of kidnapping, mention of torture, murder of test demon āš 
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You saw the school bus and it was filled with shouts and screeches of other demon children. Making sure you of the item in your pocket, you readied yourself to begin the plan.
Stage one: Have some control over the school bus.
The door opened and you hop up the steps, the screams even louder now that you were inside.
It was absolutely unhinged.
I can do better. You thought, taking a quick glance to find a seat.
"Hurry up and sit down brat.", the bus driver yelled.
"Quiet before I cut you open.", you said to them without missing a beat and walked towards the back of the bus.
You were calm as the other children were acting like drug addicts.
One was bold enough to try and trip you with their leg out. Looking at them, you see that they have a cocky grin.
"Can you please move your leg? Its in the way.", you ask.
"No. Just go over it.", they laughed.
With a shrug you do just that, they try and lift their leg up higher to trip you but you jump at the last second and aim for their knee.
SNAP
They scream like bloody murder as they cry, grabbing the attention of the other children. All eyes are on you and the broken leg that's spewing out blood.
"I did ask nicely.", you say before continuing on your way to the open seat in the back.
Finally, you arrive at the school and find your classroom, now you were standing next to the teacher as your new classmates make a mess with paper planes and other items.
"Everyone SHUT UP! This is the new student.", the teacher Ms. Mayberry introduces you to the class. "Go on and say hello, then take the empty seat over in the middle."
You nod and smile as you face the children.
"Don't cross me or you might end up like Mikey!", you say cheerfully and go sit down.
Stage two: Assert dominance and be kind to those who are kind to you. *weed out any snakes*
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Alastor got ready to pick up his little demon.
I wonder if they had fun. He thought before leaving the hotel.
On his way over, he picked up some pastries from their favorite bakery. Now the Radio Demon was just a few feet away from the gate that had a few lingering children, that's where he saw his little one waiting with the teacher who was smoking.
They spotted him and lit up.
"Alastor!", they cheered before running up.
The teacher had backed up a bit after noticing who he was.
"Good afternoon mon petite!", he said and picked them up. "Did you have a good time? Hm? Were there any pests?"
"I took care of it! But all of them went home alive.", they replied as he began walking back to the hotel. "Bye Ms. Mayberry!", they waved to their teacher.
They had started to tell him what happened on the school bus as they got closer to the hotel, that is when the deer demon reminded them to look sad.
"I don't think I can keep a straight face but I can still cry like I'm sad.", the little demon said. "I know what to do."
They hid their face on his shoulder and started shaking their shoulders, making convincing sniffles and sobs.
Alastor opened the hotel doors, finding the princess and her partner, one of them holding a cupcake.
"Oh no, what happened?", Charlie asked after noticing the little demon's shaking shoulders.
"There was a bully that harassed them today.", he answered and made his way over to the stairs, lifting up the bakery box. "I've already bought them sweets to cheer them up but you can leave the cupcake for dessert after dinner."
Once in the hotel room, he sets them down and put the box of sweets on the small table near the door.
"Wash your hands before getting your sweets.", he says before helping them take off their school bag.
"Ok!", they nod and run over to the bathroom.
Taking the box, the demon in red snaps his fingers to conjure some plates on the coffee table. He sets up the table before putting the pastries on the plates. Making sure to get their favorite cup for their drink.
They went to their room before coming back out with no coat and taking a seat on the couch.
"Now, tell me all about your day.", he said giving them a plate with a slice of cranberry pomegranate curd tart. "What kind of drink would you like with your sweets?"
They ask for their favorite drink and proceed to tell him about what happened after the "tripping" incident.
The deer demon prepares a cup of coffee while getting their drink.
"Some of the kids tried to act tough and pick a fight with me during reeses. The supervisors don't care if there's a fight as long as no one gets killed.", they said before taking a bite of the tart. "I broke a lot of bones today.", they add.
"Don't speak while chewing dear.", Alastor hands them a napkin, placing their cup next to their plate before sitting down.
They go into detail of all the injuries they caused with a wide smile. Telling him that they want to learn more tactics of intimidation to scare some of the staff.
"Finish your homework and I'll take you out so you can have hands on experience.", he says and sips his coffee.
"Really!?", they ask excited.
"Of course! Its the best way to learn."
After dinner (and their desert), they headed out and found a demon to test on.
"The best way to intimidate someone is through fear. Give them something that will always remind others not to try anything. Breaking the boy's leg was good, but remember that it is on school grounds that you cannot kill.", he says as both of them watch the test demon scream as they are being taken apart limb by limb. "Of course you have my permission to kill anyone that tries to kill or kidnap you. Or other terrible things.."
"Can I torture them a little bit?", they ask.
"Yes, but don't let your guard down.", the Radio Demon says, using the tendrils to rip the test demon's head off. "Remember mon petite, prey can bite back."
On the way back to the hotel, he got them a new plush, a small mouse to attach to their school bag.
"Mr. Squeaks."
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Tehe.
~Seline, the person.
Extra: Dessert image
Extra EXTRA: Art
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bambiraptorx Ā· 6 months ago
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Rise au with the whole 'Draxum kidnaps a turtle for nefarious and evil purposes' trope except the gargoyles are super not into it and actively trying to free said turtle
Like maybe they aren't super obviously going against it or anything (especially given the premise of their boss kidnapping a whole ass child and presumably more or less torturing them, he's probably not a guy you necessarily want to confront directly) but they are distinctly not playing along.
Cause the thing is, they've canonically been lying to him since the day he hired them and he presumably never figured that out (he probably would not have kept them around if he had) and they're kinda known for being 'stupid' and messing stuff up, so it wouldn't be all that hard for them to just. Do that on purpose.
For example: Draxum tells them to stop feeding the whichever turtle it is so that he can starve into compliance. A few days later he's like "damn why isn't starving them working" and the gargoyles are just like "oh we were supposed to be doing that? we forgor oopsie :("
or like
Draxum asks them to watch the turtle overnight, and the next morning they're like "oh did you mean keep them in the cage overnight? Cause we just let them out. Yeah for a stretch, a quick little run. Btw you're paying us overtime for that right?"
Draxum's like "well go find them you buffoons" and they're like "okay fine", and then come back half an hour later and are like "good news we figured out how to find the kid fast! we called yokai CPS :)"
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tubbytarchia Ā· 6 days ago
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So I think my perception of Grian's reasoning for enabling the horrible Jimmy ecosystem and also my perception of his character as a whole has been turned on its head completely and I feel really bad for him after watching Kingdom of Valor and it's like bad roleplay but it's. it's done things to me and I've never ever felt this much for Grian not even in my sadboy Grian Desert Duo phase. I don't know what to do about this
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Episodes 6 and 10 (like the entirety of it) for context. :( . :(. But like major warning if you watch those episodes, especially 10, because um they didn't use any disclaimers
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