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*you enter Andrew’s room to find he’s gone. Only a diary entry is left behind.*
no. don’t even think about it. they’ve said no. I know how they feel. Why even ask? I already know the answer. I want to give them the benefit of the doubt, but I can’t, knowing what I do. I want so badly for them to give peace a chance. I want so badly to tell them the truth, to let them know what’s really going on so that they’d trust me and them- but I can’t. That would break protocol. Every single day, the idea gnaws at me, though. What if? What if they were willing to cooperate? What if they knew? Dare I even mention Zero’s name anymore? I’ve seen how unreasonable they’re being, and I can’t do anything. There’s still so much I don’t remember. I feel helpless. Lost and alone. I’m here, on this planet, but it feels like I’m drifting once more, and if I let go, I’ll be back where I was before the fall. Nothing can change how they feel. Nothing can change what I know and remember. I’m stuck in this hell, forced to endure as I am powerless to change anything. I thought they would trust me. I thought they would listen when I said to “wait until the time was right” but I was wrong. Their actions are hasty, misguided, and it’s obvious why. They lack information. They can’t know the reasoning behind our actions. They couldn’t possibly understand that if we didn’t protect this multiverse the way we have, they would be long gone, a memory lost in time like everything else. Why should they? I understand how they feel. They’ve got a business to run, and our business isn’t theirs. So I’ll leave. Tomorrow, I will leave this facility, and they won’t see me again. They can’t trust me. It would go against everything. And I get it. But I wish they’d try, at least. It would make things easier. It so pains me, because without their support, we don’t stand a chance against the one who I share a name with. I am leaving, knowing full well that we have already lost. There’s no turning back now. We must simply let it be. In a month’s time, it’ll make no difference either way. What a joke. This is delta officer Andrew Reese Prower of the Zone Police, signing off.
(A signature is printed here, fancy and loopy)
// See you next month for the final part :) -Matthew
//additional note, from Carsten: We wanted to see how you reacted to the Zone Police message you last answered. Depending on the outcome of that ask, this diary entry wouldn’t have been made at all :) -Carsten
Oh what have we done. I know my partner comes off a confident and hasty but I know she usually plans better than this. He shouldn’t be out there alone, not so little time since his memory came back. They all misunderstood, between both sides lack of information and [REDACTED] being the way she is, well. …This is unprofessional of me. I’ll write a formal report to the council, that might be a start.
[Urgent message to the council of Ultra Megalopolis regarding the case on the “Zone Police”]:
In light of new information received by a trusted source, there has been a misunderstanding by both the URS and Zone Police. Andrew Reese Prower, a faller under my care, has committed dangerous and rash actions because of this misunderstanding and his current wearabouts are unknown. These actions were taken because he worried about the claims we made in regards to Zero and his associates. I believe the Zone Police have taken our case against them as an invitation for violence and have responded in what they believe to be an appropriate manner. While I still do not trust their leadership, nor many of their members, I do think we should conduct more research before coming to our final decision regarding their legality. There is still greed and selfishness under the surface of this entire situation but it is becoming increasingly hard to determine where and who is the cause. However, it is clear that we are “in over our heads”, as the human saying goes. [REDACTED] is on the case already and we should do our best to support her by making sure she is going into as safe a mission as we can make it. This is an unfortunate position to be in, especially with our lack of time, but contrary to my previous records I do not think now would be the time to act. Instead let the URS do what we were meant to do, reconasince. Thank you for your time and understanding,
Nori Phoris
#nori’s asks#pkmn irl#paradox research team#//he feels so bad about this#//he trusted and helped Andrew so he will finally start to realize that he might have to change his mind#//he also is trying to make sure that [REDACTED] is okay but that’s pretty hard to do#//as for the other asks that we’re sent to me from other people I’m getting to those#//might be a bit but I’ll get to them
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I swear every time I see anything relating to ATEEZ my eyes would always go to this man
BYE OMG WHY IS HE SO BEAUTIFUL????
This is a different type of ethereal beauty because wtf
He is a fairy 🧚
#ateez#kang yeosang#ateez yeosang#im still learning a lot more of stray kids#but i think Ateez is the next group I might get into#THIS MAN IS SO GORGEOUS WTF#why he prettier than me 😔#idk that much about Ateez btw#but is he the soft spoken one?#when I see clips of him he just seems in his own world#but like not in a bad way#ngl the first members I knew were Wooyoung and Hongjoong#I swear every time I see him I always get silenced by his beauty#this such a beautiful gorgeous man#and he be having a deep voice too#it might take me a bit to get into Ateez#but I’ll get into them sometime in the future lol#his beauty is so different from Hyunjin and Felix’s#idk how to describe it tho#a-talks#kpop
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i don’t think rhaenyra would call it like a condition on her love, i think in slightly different (safer) circumstances jacaerys could eventually prod her into talking about harwin and yet i do think jacaerys feels like there is a sort of condition on how much she is capable of loving him because she refuses to be direct with him about the harwin of it all, and it’s not even really on jacaerys for being resentful because it’s like - she knows what it’s like to mourn a parent when you’re young and she knows what it’s like to feel undermined by the parent you are supposed to be the heir of, but she completely cuts off his ability to mourn & understand his own father even in privacy with her (she Will Not Speak The Truth even when he asks when they’re alone and she does that TWICE!!!), and pretends like it’s not a horrible thing to do to him. but if she admits that she maybe hurt jacaerys’ feelings when she refused to tell him anything about his father even after his father died & then got remarried .2 seconds later and just expected him to roll with it, then she also has to admit viserys hurt her by marrying her best friend .2 seconds after he killed her mom and that completely destroys the way she has conceptualize the last two decades of her life. he’s telling her directly as he is capable of to her face that something has gotta give and she is saying “i don’t know what you’re talking about everything is fine.” well eventually, that’s just not gonna work anymore lmao.
#sometimes i’ll say something about tg or alicent & i’m like. i think i might not have whacked rhaenyra here for something she needs whacking#for. let’s backtrack a bit aksjdj.#i was actually thinking about aliotto & i was all of a sudden like ‘i whack them for this all the time but rhaenyra is also bad at this’#getting on my soap box#but anyways THIS IS WHY RHAENYRA ASKING HIM TO DEFEND HER CLAIM IS GOOD#she STILL believes that like. wow me and dad could have worked it out one day. no you would not have.
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ASGARD’S FAVORITE BOYS!
🌟🖋️💌🐺⛈️
Anyways I needed a little tap into digital stuff cause I’m gonna be working on a logo for my friend and I thought drawing them would help me a bit. And this was a silly Chibi I sketched forever ago that im still obsessed with!! They’ve all finally got colors…
Btw I designed Baldur, Vidar, and Thor and @clusterpuppy designed Hermod and Hodur!! :D
#norse mythology au#norse mythology art#norse mythology#norse gods#odins sons#thor#vidar#hermod#hodur#Baldur#norse mythos#Norse#procreate#okay I get to infodump a bit in the tags#these are the only sons in the AU we have!!!#you might be thinking where’s heimdall? And Tyr? and bragi?#THEYVE ALL GOT DIFF PARENTS OKAY and vali is also an extension of Odin I’ll explain later#Lots of lore that we tie into the fact that this is a last unicorn au vers of these gods#Might as well be ocs atp#Baldur has albinism!! With spots around that aren’t entirely effected by it!!#that’s also why hermod has split hair half of his hair is effected by albinism hehe#They get it from Frigga :3#but yes Baldur hodur and hermod are sons of Frigga#vidar is a son from gridr obvi#and thor duh son of Jord#their dad being Odin…. none of them except hodur rlly look like Odin 😭#uhhh feel free to ask questions in my ask box or comments!!#Bc I don’t want any of the art to get drowned out by infodump#but I can talk all day about them
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Day #74: Creation and Destruction
#kagami tsurugi#felix fathom#felix graham de vanily#feligami#<- ?#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#<- ? also#ml#miraculous#kagami#felix#i finished s5 and decided i am on the felix x kagami train like FINE theyre CUTE#also ty to ppl who suggested prompts i will get to them sooonnn#i have a guest i’ll be hosting for a bit so i might not be able to post them right away but feel free to send more ^_^#funny how its been years and i still cant stop doing word vomit in the tags on my art LMFAO#oh i forgot to tag#tikki#plagg
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went to the state fair yesterday and tried so so much good food !!! my favorite things were the pickle lemonade (literally my favorite drink ever since i first tried it a couple weeks ago) and the fried pickles and the roasted corn. feeling like a true midwesterner after that :-)
#although i will say the pickle lemonade i tried by the lake by our house was a lot better#it was punchier#the ones at the fair were watered down a bit i think just from the ice melting in the heat#but it’s just SO refreshing#genuinely something my dr would prescribe for one of my health conditions is a shot of pickle juice#so it was so rejuvenating LOL#it was rly fun !! my home state doesn’t have a state fair like THAT#but it took me back to my 4H days :#when i competed agility w my childhood dog as a kid and camped out to do some horse riding events and archery#and pigs and chickens and such#rly nostalgic haha#i only did pigs one year bc it was too sad#but i was a chicken girl through and through#4H is what started me down the dog trainer career path and sparked that interest as a hobby#i didn’t pursue it seriously until a long time later and have since taken a hiatus bc of burnout but#it did remind me why i fell so head over heels in love w it#something abt being so in tune w another creature like that is just#so special#we didn’t get to watch the stunt dogs tho we missed the show :((#i kinda want to go back again to see them perform#kinda feeling like it might reignite something in me and maybe i’ll start making steps to be a trainer again#i’ve been missing it#personal
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#ok ok nothing definite yet but I might disappear at some point next week#like I’ll still be here but I feel kinda unmotivated to do some things even like things I find fun#I’ll still queue the Halloween fics once I finish them and reply to dms but I also did get like really psyched out today and it made me#scared and I’ve been stressing about it all day hopefully I’m just overreacting#BUT THIS ISNT DEFINITE!!!!!!#THIS IS ONLY IF I DO LOG OFF FOR A LITTLE BIT I MOGHT JUST BE POSTING THIS BECAUSE I FEEL WEORD RIGHT NOW#I WILL PROBABLY BE BETTER TOMORROW#claudia announcement
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bestieesssss /platonic
(Xīn Yá belongs to me, Sailor belongs to @crow-cap)
#some of these are kind of out of context so I’ll explain a bit djshdhshs#Xīn Yá’s fruit are ‘oranges’ but this could also mean fruits like tangerines and clementines#their taste also changes depending on Xīn’s mood. it does taste like orange but it could be sweeter or sour. if you get them really mad it#could be spicy somehow.. however the fruits healing powers and taste only work if you’re within a certain range of Xīn Yá. if u try to leave#the island with a shit ton of her fruit you just have a bunch of regular oranges. so you can’t just grab a bunch and save em for later exp#expecting it to work. although crow told me Sailor would take some oranges with him fully knowing they would end up being regular oranges#once he leaves. the idea of him taking them as souvenirs makes me cry EVERYTIME#LIKE CMON.. XĪN IS SO USED TO BEING USED AS A TOOL TO HEAL PPL OR SERVE OTHERS SO JUST. ACCEPTING EVEN READILY TAKING THEM#WITH YOU KNOWING ITS NOT GONNA DO SHIT IT JUST REMINDS YOU OF HER.. OUGGHHFFFFHHHH#on that note since sailor is their first friend it’s very fun watching their interactions dhfhsh. Sailor has actually been around and#might even have a social life so Xīn is learning a lot of new things sjfjfs#bc of that Xīn is probably possessive of him and hates it when he leaves. sailor asking them to come with him would also be a good chance to#show them how to ride and sail a boat so they can come with him but their reclusiveness outweighs that. sorry sailor shfhfsg#I lov themb#myart#my art#doodles#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk ocs#lmk oc#Xīn Yá#Xin Ya#little sailor#friend oc#my oc
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DRAGON PRINCE S7 DAYYYYYY
#6#The Dragon Prince#I got the song from last season’s trailer stuck in my head#So I decided to use it#Felt so nice to not paint something again like when was the last time I did that even#I’m not all the way done yet I’ve watched up til ep 5#I’ll refrain from yelling about spoilers (*gritted teeth* even though I reallllly want to)#Hrgrg anyway but like idk why S6’s trailer just got stuck back in my head#Something about it is just so grand and cool#One of the best trailers for anything ever whoever made it applause to them#I think I was just watching it bc I don’t want this beautiful series to end. I mean I know there’s a chance it might not for a bit but like#This is the precipice if we get new seasons or not#Like I was there when Aaron told the cast at 2020 comic-con that they’d get seven seasons I felt so happy for them#And now it’s four years later we’re actually here#It just has had the best story characters world and goddamn representation!! in any animated property I’ve seen#Ok I’ll make a bigger piece later probably and get sappier in those tags but for right now here is an angsty Callum
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You will never guess where the sudden decline in quality of this outline is
#hint it’s not the bit about Chet or trip or Marcia or brill#(Bev is there she’s just too far up for the screenshot to get)#I’m not even sure whether I’ll include cherry rn tbh cause I have basically an extended version of this that’s just on her (+ a bit marcia)#so I might make this one just ensemble roles#if anyone knows any characterization details that might affect these interpretations feel free to shoot them my way#I have not seen the show and I am refusing to watch boots until I’m sure I’ll never be able to see it life#*live#og#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#trip the outsiders#brill the outsiders#marcia the outsiders#cherry valance#chet the outsiders#my writing
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Super Secret cowboy au
#fine I’ll post this here#I can’t get. them. out of my head#I need to talk about them more but I d#anyways#hey BCJSBDJ#no you will not get context you will have to wait and find out whenever I put it all together#some day#but honestly that day might be soon I have quite a bit written out for it#HCJSJDJ#ok bye#millenniumringg doodles#cowboy au#ryou bakura#tkb#malik ishtar#yami malik#conspireshipping
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Aaaa so sorry but I have to go to work. So I’ll get to the rest of the asks in. Anywhere between 1 and 4+ hours
#by that time it might be. not Halloween for some of you#but I got called into work tonight. after I requested off. :/#thambles#thposts#thpersonal#I’ll get to them all eventually it might just be a bit#do feel free to keep asking tho :3
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Sabine!!! 😈🌕✨
#god i fucking love women#can’t wait to see her in the new art style#I’m on a bit of a roll w all these villains lol#idk who I’ll draw next but I’ve got several wips I might finish up idk#suggestions welcome tho I can’t guarantee I’ll get to them lol#art by me#fan art#digital art#artists on tumblr#oots#the order of the stick#Sabine oots#order of the stick#giant in the playground#the linear guild#once again pioneering new tags /j
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if youuu send me 🫶 and a ship i’ll tell you my thoughts and headcanons for them :)
#i’ll probably answer most of these in the mornin if i get them#but we’ll see!! i might stay up a bit longer :3
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I’ve been spending less and less time on this stupid ass website recently and honestly….. good
#idk I just don’t find it as? enjoyable as I once did?#which is sad in a way cuz I’ve used tumblr YEARS now and I DO enjoy the way the platform functions#and I for the most part enjoy the space I’ve created#but idk#it’s getting harder and harder to find ppl I actually want to follow and interact with#not many ppl post about my interests in a way I like#and while I once had a pretty active and good chunk of ppl I followed#more and more of them are starting to be inactive#on top of that I’ve been fighting the urge to just drop off of social media entirely recently anyways#like idk….. something about it all of a sudden has started to feel very draining and not fun#not that I have a lot of social media accounts to begin with…..#but I have been seriously debating just deleting most of them#I think part of it is not wanting old ppl in my life having a method of contacting me haha#but also it’s not like I use or enjoy them that much anyways#idk I have some mutuals on here I still enjoy interacting and seeing their posts and such obviously#but idk…. just not been feeling it lately#which in a lot of ways is a good thing! the amount of time I spend on my phone has dropped A LOT#I mostly just use it on breaks at work now and for a little bit before bed#other than? I’ve been actually engaging in hobbies and not mindlessly scrolling#mostly gaming writing and cooking and idk it’s been nice#I doubt I’d ever actually delete this blog#I’ll be here until this website goes down#I am starting to feel like my activity might be slowing down a lot from what it once was tho#kaz rambles
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Why has skincare got to be so… much
#it’s a bazillion tiny potions and i feel so lost. like jesus christ#i swear they’re making things up and then charging £1+ per millilitre of product#i took quizzes on 3 different websites and told them the same things and they recommended me totally different products what does it mean#what does it all mean#honestly i might just stick with my current 3 step routine. my skin seems to like it#i was doing like 6 steps but i had to accept that a couple of the serums were irritating my skin. ESPECIALLY the retinol one#so now i’m down to: cleansing (w/ inkey list oat cleansing balm which i’ve been using for ages & have never had a problem with)#the ordinary barrier support serum (just started using this but genuinely it feels so nice. i really like it)#and then i just do lush celestial moisturiser#i do also have the fenty hydra vizor for an option with spf but to be honest it irritates my skin a bit so i’m thinking#about trying inkey list’s spf. my skin is bizarrely chill with polyglutamic acid so it should be fine#i think i might switch from lush celestial when i use up my current tub also. i do really love it but £22 for 45ml is a little bit wild#i think inkey’s omega water cream is £15 for twice as much product#i did get the mini of hydra vizor so that’s not a complete loss#christ. i did want to try typology but they’re SO expensive i about died. yes they have tinted serums but at what cost? ALL MY MONEY#god i wish i still had my 22 year old skin that looked fantastic after being washed with bar soap and moisturised with a fucking body lotion#like once every three days. but alas i am almost 29 and i look like a bus hit me if i don’t baby my skin. it’s so cursed#personal#i Know i shouldn’t care but literally in my mid 20s i went from people being surprised i was old enough to drink#to people being surprised i wasn’t in my 30s yet. practically overnight#i know the pandemic + my various dependencies did a number on me and i also started going prematurely grey but jesus#developing arthritis at 27 cannot possibly have helped either i’ll be honest
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