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finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using
#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for?#open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer)#maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel#once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs#i respected their commitment to the theme#but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities#dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton#ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered#i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it#aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment#honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet#letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already.#really i've put off my responsibilities long enough#(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings)#(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time)#(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.)#(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)
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Has pebbles ever accidentally dropped a crystal and broke it? Has anyone else ever dropped one of his crystals?
[ I googled it and turns out malachite ain't that rare LMFAO ]
I'm sorry Inv, you're about to be thrown around like a plushie
#autistic pebbles au#rw iterator#rw five pebbles#five pebbles rain world#rain world five pebbles#five pebbles#rw fp#rain world fp#rain world slugcat#rw inv#rain world inv#inv rw#slugcat fanart#rw slugcat#rain world downpour#rain word downpour#rw downpour#ask me anything#ask me things#rain world iterator#rain world#shitpost cuz it's fun#this fella about to suffer but im already regretting it#like why am i doing this ... i like this guy... littol blorbo...#hidden amogus#rw lizard#lizard rain world#rain world lizard
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“Just a little souvenir to remember our date.”
#robinhill#robin hsr#boothill#honkai star rail#its supposed to be for robinhill week day 1 on twt#the prompt is first date#i already have some narration in mind#the idea is robin running from paparazzi > meet boothill#hes helping her escape and while theyre at it yea they go on a date 😂#classic lah#but im tired lmao#the picture alone doesnt indicate first date so….. yeah#i only knew theres robinhill week this morning 😂#its already 1.22 am im gonna regret this when i wake up 😩#definitely NOT gonna do the week. goodness i dont have the time lol#btw i only realize boothill design is actually really ero HAHAHA#it only hit me bc its black and white so it looked like naked abs 😂#jejesart
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Got bored, made some art in regards to ii 16 & 17 but the gkgg au instead (With text)
(Without text)
On other news, here's a rant about this au because why tf not + this au has been my hyperfixation for months now despite the fact it is literally a roleswap au & just things I have been pondering ever since ii 15 came out (Which for those who don't know what the gkgg au is, here. Because you'll need context to understand half of this.) I kinda always thought Mecintosh would be the one to side with Paintbrush, because I don't really think 4s would turn on Cobs, but then again, with how Cobs relationship is portrayed in the au, it is hard for me to see any of them breaking off from him (Besides 4 but it was more like Cobs broke off from him). Next, there's the whole ending thingy, which god damn would the endings be different tenfold, my source? Now I couldn't find the exact post, however, I do recall when swap Sliver was revealed (fulfilling the role of Candle), he was given a backstory as to how he discovered the shine or something (My memories fuzzy okay?), & that it was stated that him & knife were brothers, now why is this important? Simple, as much as we're aware, Cobs did not create the contestants. With this backstory supporting the fact, albeit this post I am referring to could be very much outdated for various reasons. But my point still stands until proven otherwise, so take it with a grain of salt Now, another thing that would change things tenfold is gkgg mp4's motives. Why would he delete the contestants (Also I'm pretty sure the explanation as for how bro's able to do so is the same), does he view them as an obstacle? Does he want to reconnect with his creator who he pushed away by being emotionally inept? Is he doing it because he can & he's just being a massive bastard? Who knows, I don't. Anyway, I could see mp4 telling Test Tube & Baseball that they aren't real to turn them against Cobs, with the statement being complete bullshit but bro has enough evidence to back it up. Also Mepad going against mp4 because bro wants answers & 3gs singing the future is so yesterday because mp4 needed to distract him somehow from everything else going on. Anyway, that was my rant about an ii roleswap au that has consumed me for the past several months at least The gkgg ii au belongs to @maxphilippa, supported by @burgycreeper405-blog (I am scared for my life if Max or Burgy finds this my social anxiety will not be able to handle it)
#digital art#got bored and made this#ii gkgg au#ii#inanimate insanity#ii microphone#ii oj#ii paintbrush#ii paper#ii lightbulb#ii suitcase#ii spoilers#ii 16#ii 17#this au has been my hyperfixation for months now#fanart#i need sleep#i am coping#ii 15#ii au#rant post#I am already regretting posting this#the hyperfixation is hyperfixating#the hyperfixation is real#the hyperfixation is strong#Welp it's too late#already typed this all out
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Noah fence but if you can't handle thinking about the actual story of Mouthwashing and you just want to imagine silly found family scenarios with the crew on the Tulpar then maybe you shouldn't be engaging with HORROR media...... just a thought.
#mouthwashing#100% gonna regret tagging it but whatever it's been on my mind a lot recently#i feel like mouthwashing absolutely should not have been fandom-ified the way it has been#I'm not saying that no one should enjoy it. I'm not saying that no one should make silly memes or hcs or fanart#I just feel like all the people who are like#“mouthwashing but nothing bad happens and everyone has a good time and Jimmy is a normal person and/or dies”#are kind of..... severely missing the point of the game#it feels almost disrespectful in a way. this game was clearly trying to communicate some heavy stuff#and ppl are just throwing that all away to play with the characters like dolls#I mean obv it's not really my business how other ppl engage with media but scrolling through the tags I'm like. man cmon#anyway Daisuke is my newest chew toy blorbo but if I try to draw him I need to actually be put down for real#rambles#(it's too late btw I already sketched him bc I was annoyed by seeing all the fanart where he just has a gash across his face)#(he got an AXE TO THE FACE)#oops it's 5 am lol
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Please vote today
#that’s it#that’s the post#I bought wine for tonight and I’m not really a big drinker but I already want to unhealthily cope with today#another historic day I’m sure#fucking hate historic days#I hate crying#I’ve cried so much the past few days#hate the specific heaviness of being a millennial#if applicable to you#I’m exhausted#what am I supposed to do with two little girls if Trump wins?#fuck anyone who makes me feel the feeling of regret over having my babies#I already want to throw up or get blackout drunk or both#fuck anyone who votes for Trump#fuck anyone who chooses not to vote#fuck anyone who thinks abstaining from voting proves any kind of point#fuck anyone who votes for Jill Stein#fuck anyone who doesn’t vote for Kamala Harris#the weight and enormity of this makes me feel like I’m going insane#I hate being so goddamn angry all the time
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Heh 😼 I reposted atleast 43 rtc posts because of the TikTok ban while watching rtc while texting about rtc while posting about rtc I'm just so sigma 😼😼😼
#ride the cyclone musical#rtc#rtc musical#ride the cyclone#noel gruber#rtc noel#i hate life#im a minor#im just a girl#im weird#i need heeeeelp#its an obsession at this point#i need to be diagnosed#i might be autistic#i might have a problem#im mentally ill#i am not getting a job#do i regret it?#no#im proud of myself#im sigma#im questioning things#im insane#im silly#im crying#i miss TikTok already#Its not even banned yet#Im just going to exist#i wish i was on the cyclone rn#i wish i was joking
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Hello, Dean
#THIS. THIS ACTUALLY TOOK ME WAY MORE THAN IT SHOULD HAVE PLEASE WATCH THIS#I migh or might not have also edited a bit the ending because fuck my life I can't see that tiktok-cut scene it just kills me. also fuck all#that yellow#i have mo regrets but please watch it#i tried my best it's now 4 am i have again. been possesed by the Destiel of November 5th#basically. basically 4 years ago i figured out that castiel always says Hello Dean#and . and just Once. Just once Goodbye Dean#honestly. i wish i could. eat god#anyway. i jave yes indeed edited the ending too because OT WAS ALREADY TWO AM WHAT SHOULD I HAVE DOEN??? STOPPED THEREEEE??? WHAT FOR????#so yeha. whatever fuck me fuck you fuck the cw and fuck everything we deserved at least a GOO d edited ending.#at least that#fuck fuck fuck#no but really you know#i understand everything and it's okay#but at least if you have to spit on my face one last time. at least make it count. make it worth it. make me FEEL LIKE YOU CARED#we deserved better. at least a good editing. at least that#but yeah happy nov 5h#nov 5th#nov 5 2024#spn#supernatural#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#deancas#:(#the internet is so lucky I'm not unemployed anymore. so. lucky#also it's so sad that Cas doesn't say Hello dean after season 11(12 if u wanna be precise) and all the others are just fake cas trying to#trick dean :((( i miss you cas i miss youuu
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I think if a fanfic says Cass is in Hong Kong the writer should be obligated to explain exactly why she is in Hong Kong and the answer cannot be “I didn’t bother learning anything about her so I shoved her in HK to avoid writing her.”
#in the sense that it actually impacted her canonically it was worse from comics writers#but the massive nonsensical extent it’s used in some parts of fanon is it’s own kind of frustrating.#after it’s already be fully resolved in canon too!!! like why would she be there now!!!!#if you wanna write cass please read batgirl (2000). what am I if not a batgirl 2000 propaganda machine#and for cass talking about home & coming back to Gotham go read Batman gates of gotham you will not regret it#heroesriseandfall#cassandra cain#batfam
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jayvik truthers I noticed something that's making me go even more insane than I initially thought:
THE COG !!!!!
Viktor drops it after Jayce does you know what and I've seen dozens of posts implying it's the original cog from when they first got the hexcore to work, BUT NO.
It's actually a random cog that falls off a contraption Jinx bumps into when Viktor calls her Powder after she roasts him unprompted in an earlier scene.
It drops in some water and he picks it up and keeps it with him.
Now the reason this is making me insane is because the whole reason Jayce is even able to shoot him dead I assume to begin with is because he has to believe Viktor, the real Viktor, is no longer in there, or at least been corrupted to the point of no return by the hexcore at this point in time.
But then why does this Turned Viktor keep this inconsequential thing with him? Why did he hold onto it if the dream is dead and he's possessed by something dark? If he's done with hextech AND with Jayce? Why does he hold it close to his heart as he meditates and then grasps it tight in his hand as Jayce comes to run him through???
Literally no straight -I mean logical explanation for that except it's still Viktor, Viktor enough to give it meaning at least.
When Jayce realizes, and he will in time, that what he really destroyed in there was a Viktor that still cared and loved enough to be sentimental I'm actually going to SCREAM and NEVER recover.
#arcane#jayvik#arcane s2#viktor arcane#jayce talis#im throwing up tbh im going insane#auauauauaughhhhh#who am i kidding tho im already never gonna recover but u know#THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT IS GONNA BE INSANE#think he regrets it now??? just waaaaait gang just wait ✋️
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My homunculus
Hashtag my homunculus
#diy plush#i think i was overcomplicating the bodies. like. most basic plush body shape is fine. who gives a shit#also i am maybe regretting the felt for the head... you can see the wear on her already.#alfonse is holding up really well bc his felt was thicker. HUGE pain in the ass to work with#but it did end up making him super sturdy!#i have been thinking of going back and fixing sharena's head (you can see it's misshapen too)#but like. i actually have no idea where i'd start w that. aside from adjusting the shape beneath the head#but i have no idea how i'd fix the issue of her material without like. having to re-do her completely.#at their core these two really are fuck around and find out plushies. i'm learning the importance#of what material to pick and for what purpose.#unfortunately i am gonna do something different for alfonse's body too. the initial one i made#while super cute and i still love the back stitching. i need to readjust proportions#esp if i'm gonna be layering materials for clothes. ESP on this small of a scale.#i have a test run body on alfonse rn that i'm not entirely sold on either. proportions are right#but the craftsmenship is shoddy on it. so. split on even showing it.#also i did succumb to cheating w a sewing machine. which! i need more practice w anyway.#esp if i want to make bigger plushies in the future actually. so. at this point i was just avoiding it#also don't mind the stray pages there LMFAOO one is a comic i already posted and was reffing#for other comics i've been doing. really cool i have like. a backlog of stuff i can ref of my own work actually#i am soooooo obsessed w paneling and placement... nobody talks about paneling and placement......#sharena
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Me, planning how I'm going to binge all part one episodes within one work night:
#polin#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#colin x penelope#its going to happen no matter what#will i be groggy in the morning#yes#will i regret it in the morning#no#could i wait for saturday or friday#yes i could#but that would not be proper now would it#nonsense waiting and additional 24 hours when i am already beyond feral
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I have been thinking about Q.
Falling in love with the person leaving him notes at the cafe throws him completely off balance. It's his final year of high school, his world must revolve around his art and getting into college. But he's sitting thinking about this person he has never met and how natural it feels to love them and how deep this feeling has settled into his chest and how little he knows how to deal with it.
So he leaves. He goes to university. He spends a year making friends, dating around, drinking. His art surrounds him again and if he ignores the memory of that milk frappe boy whom he left behind then he can return to the person he understands. He loathes that he is able to live with having left him behind. He draws and fools around some more. And so the year ends, and, walking into a new semester, he meets Toey.
Q's mentee is. strange. For a fine arts major, he has the most peculiar relationship to art. He doesn't have the faintest clue of the skills that, to q, are simple as breathing. Armed with blunt pencils and a conviction like none other, Toey paints beauty into the world around him
It's like I'm sitting in a vast grassy field, with a gentle breeze under a bright sky. It's like I'm watching a masterpiece of art.
Q recognizes the way he's starting to care about Toey, but he's still trying to learn how to show it. Small gestures, little invitations. Quite moments with just the two of them. He remembers the milk frappe boy and regrets what he didn't do then. But he likes the person Toey is showing him how to be.
You said I didn't take care of you at all, so I'm treating you to some desserts.
It occurs to Q all at once that Toey might just as easily slip away. Because of a love beyond his hands or someone else who gets there faster or his own lack of action. Q refuses to lose the person he loves ever again. He's never been in love with a boy. He doesn't even know if Toey has a reason to like him back. But he doesn't have the time to give thought to his feelings or his fears. He needs to run towards Toey, faster than he himself thought it possible.
So when he finds out the truth, the feeling of betrayal is difficult to describe. The love that he had kept concealed - from everyone and from himself - out on display for all of his friends. A boy who made him want to reach out and hold onto his own genuine feelings, working behind him to catch him off guard.
The boy he has been in love with loves him back. He has always loved him back.
But the person he has been becoming now feels like he might slip away. How easy it would be to let him go. How easily he had left him in pain and silence, two years ago.
#i am crying sobbing#i have spent the entire week thinking about him#i know i am a toey fixationist but q has been ON MY MIND#the show follows toey so closely and i love that!!!#but it makes me wonder how q feels about all of this#he isn't the most expressive character#(y'all you read some of the translations on twitter in EVERY Q chapter he says like 5% of his thoughts and just. thinks (narrates) the rest#even toey being ace!!!! was a q thought#we are the series#we are the series episode 7#q#qtoey#toey#i think q holds a lot of regret about milk frappe boy#and being with toey makes him want to understand himself in that respect a little better#i think that while toey was pushing him to connect the dots#q was pushing himself to make it right with toey whatever he got wrong with milk frappe boy#he decided to move on and be better#only to be hit with the fact that he has already deeply hurt the person he loves#and that to feel betrayed is only hurting him again#wow i need to go cry
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you know, i see a lot of people criticizing the final fight with zhaitan. some people say that it's annoying to play (fair and true; i usually have to get someone to keep mobs off me while i'm on cannons, or vice versa). some people say they wish we got to actually FIGHT zhaitan, rather than just shooting cannons at him. some people say it doesn't make sense, with what we later learn about elder dragons having weaknesses - har har, zhaitan's weakness must have been a Big Fucking Cannon, right?
but like
we take him down with a bigass cannon, yes, but. we're not the only ones shooting. the pact is there, physically, on the ships with us; but all of tyria was in the hands that shaped the metal and enchanted the crystals and built every SINGLE piece of that ship
plus - trahearne, the scholar, who was not made to be a marshal but picked up the sword regardless, who rallied the orders that had been fighting for as long as they had existed, who failed his quest but did not give up, who dreamed of orr, green and growing -
zhaitan is the dragon of death and shadow. where it flies, misery follows. but what is a dragon, in the face of the world standing together as one? what's despair in the face of hope? what's death and decay when there's still someone dreaming of a better world?
to me, that is the thesis statement of this story: reach out a hand to others. lift other people up. don't give up the fight just yet. so. of course we need to rely on other people to watch our back. of course we need someone to cleanse orr and strike at the dragon to weaken it. how could this story end any other way?
#i am not sure this makes sense but i have so fucking many thoughts. i love this game i love personal story i love this game#blorbo server has already seen part of this in a probably more coherent form#original#not sure what to tag this. not sure i won't regret posting it HFNDJHKDNGD#in a world that is increasingly hostile it's nice to have a story about hope.
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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* ok u know what OC X CANON BLAST get CANINESed 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
#my beautiful cringefail wifesband the mario hugo#digital art#fanart#31 minutos#31 minutos oc#oc x canon#mario hugo#lobc : zosia wilczak#self ship#ship art#kys joke#tw kys joke#im normal. im no#doodle dump#this is not including stuff i already posted#and stuff i didnt wanna post#<- only like 3 drawings#its 1 am right now im posting this RIGHT NOW#if i regret it in the morning and die of cringe and delete this YOU SAW NOTHING
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