#// sorry for the vent

[8d2t]

oil and water. wasnt meant to be.

[ang3xxx]

I hate being human I wish I could just be perfect why aren't I perfect

[dorian-gaye]

It's not everyone, and it's not always, but it is fucking annoying when it happens.

The canine lady isn't supposed to look like anyone in particular, this is just The Vibe (tm) I get from the kind of people who equate Queerness with Femininity Posted 22nd September, 2024

[pamithebunterfly2007]

(Vent) Why I’m deeply emotionally attached to Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel compared to my life

Ever since the incident I made at DA, I go to tumblr, and the only people who cared about me is @nicky-toony27, @leftunknown, @lizzietherwbychibifan, @sakiohappychan, @softpawsxd, @halliedrawz, @emo-gals-4life, @cxrxmelchoco, @manekimelikawaii, and TazyanaDevil. But what about the others from DA?, they hate me, They don’t even love me for what I’ve done, So I have no choice to but to hide from them and have a deep hatred for them, especially God himself. That’s why I’m starting to get attached by the works of Satan to keep me alive and thriving. Like almost everyday, I’m so fucking emotional, even today I school, I cried but many people don’t notice this. The real reason why I’m so emotional is about the past, faking my death, my former friends on DA neglecting me for what I’ve done, hurting people on tumblr by making them leave, Someonefromyt making a callout doc out of all the mess I made, a user insulting my interests of Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, my best friend Promni deactivating due to her parents. And bottleing up all of my emotions.

And sometimes I feel like people just don’t like the same interest as me, they think I’m weird, or demonic, or whatever. I’m like obsessed with Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, I’m mainly a helluva boss fan. I don’t support the creator for some reasons. I just get excited when someone mentions demons or Helluva Boss. But some of my friends are not into that, which makes me feel like I’m the only one. Helluva Boss is basically what my life is like, I feel like I’m Blitzø and all of my friends are basically Millie, Moxxie, and Loona. And there are times where I imagine that I joined I.M.P and I want to be part of their family, especially Stolas and Octavia, This is the perfect example, I wish I could be in the picture too, but they’re just fictional characters, this shows how much I love my friends on tumblr:

This GIF made me feel so fucking emotional, but there are other things too I wanna put on, Basically when I tell someone if they love Helluva or Hazbin, some say they like it, but others, they don’t. . . . . . . . This sort of hurts me how I feel so deeply attached on Helluva Boss. And I feel like I’m the odd one out from them, This web series is like a way to escape from my harsh reality. And I often compared my friends to random helluva boss or Hazbin hotel characters. It hurts that I’m so obsessed over a show than reality and my friends. And there are times where I just want to have a romantic partner, I get it’s hard to find a soul mate, what if he doesn’t treat me fairly or respect my boundaries? What if he likes Demons? What if he’s just like Rhylie? . . . . . . . . What if, People think I’m nothing but an obsessed idiot who has Helluva Boss as her life than her own reality? That’s why I get people don’t like it, and I get that, if they don’t like it. . . . . . I guess I’m left out from them. . . . . . . . I have feelings too, I just wish they could understand my emotions more than ignoring it. . . . . . . . I wish I could go back in time to fix everything I fuck up. . . . . . . I just want to spend more time with my old and new friends. . . . . . . . I just want to be happy again. . . . . . . . I want to loved again. . . . . . . I wish Promni came back to help me. . . . .

@crystalline-loptous @chellys-catbox @dazzle-expandism @sleepi-toasti @glitchy-across-aus @sicdios @sketchymenace @karinathebutterwolf2k5 @pennyroyald @gothiestarzsuki @torrentialchaos @9mysterybook6

[jubshead]

I miss people interacting with me 😭 what is going on?

[cosmosbunni]

Being an artist and slowly losing your ability to create due to disability has got to be something they make you go through in hell

[chaoticsnowykiddo]

pacifers are not sexual or kink items!

diapers are not sexual or kink items!

teethers are not sexual or kink items!

baby bottles are not sexual or kink items!

sippy cups are not sexual or kink items!

stuffies are not sexual or kink items!

if you think otherwise you are disgusting!

[whathappeninglestappen]

Here’s to hoping for a lestappen Thursday drivers press conference this week!

I feel like it’s been forever since we seen them there together. Some on my favorite lestappen moments are from the drivers press conference.

[fernsproutxx]

just a moment ago realized that i fucked up by being very rude to a friend on accident and he proceeded to just stare at me in silence like bro maintaining eye contact isn’t gonna make it better i KNOW what i did was wrong but now you’re just making me feel overwhelmingly uncomfortable and less likely for me to address you and apologize

and also like fuck off because he’s stated multiple times that he doesn’t even care about apologies because he doesn’t forgive and never forgets bruh then why would i even bother in the first place if he’s just gonna be a bitch about it

“i want an apology but i don’t really care about it because you were rude and i will always remind you of it” okay girl fuck you stay upset hope your day gets worse like actually lmfao

i mean i genuinely get the sentiment of wanting others to feel an ounce of your own hurt but even i know that’s just plain toxicity and i don’t know about him but personally i’m trying to break off that bullshit habit

he’s not beating the walking red flag allegations fr ugh

[sirlazz]

Don't mind me dumping all my pixel art maps at once. For the full story, I started doing these during lockdown and got kinda popular, first on reddit but at some point local media picked up on it and it was pretty fun getting interviewed for like, making pixel art (especially since I was a kinda-beginner-artist, student, poor and starved for attention).

Anyway I ended up burning out (our school was giving us so much work during quarantine, i literally burst out crying when drawing multiple time), not making any maps for like 3 month and coming back to see that some brand had copied this but in vector art style and they could put out like 10x the ammount that I did in the same time. I was slightly upset (completely disgusted with them and myself for "letting an opportunity pass") and well now i haven't done any new map in like a year to concentrate on other things.

if you can guess what every one of these is, treat yourself with a cookie cause you're good at geography.

[bushbees]

It's been said so many times, (and thank you to everyone who says it) but I hate the tendancy that some aftg readers have to just casually insult Nora's writing in the books. specifically I saw an artist on the bird site (not gonna name names b/c even if realistically this post won't gain enough traction to matter, I don't want anyone harassing the artist.) post fanart of Neil and the rest of the Monsters, captioned something along the lines of

"I'm so glad i looked past the first sentence in this series... cause it may be bad but I love it so much"

Why do we do this? I genuinely don't think this artist meant anything bad by it, but how can you call yourself a fan of something while also shitting on the way it's been crafted? Nora did an amazing job writing the aftg series. She has a wonderful habit of throwing out raw lines that leave me breathless, and I genuinely enjoyed reading her writing style!

I want to draw attention to the parallels between this attitude toward how this series is written and the attitude toward the production of Miraculous ladybug. If you're not in the MLB fandom this might be lost on you, but basically MLB gets a lot of hate for the production, animation, and writing quality of the show.

for context, the show has had very inconsistent plot lines, points and holes over the course of the shows run. And it's been running since 2015, around a decade or so. I don't have enough information on how the production of the show is handled, so I'd recommend doing your own research if it's something you're interested in, because there's definitely been some controversy.

all this said, there are real reasons for fans of MLB to be critical of the quality of the show, and since the issues with the writing, storyline, and animation revolve a lot around the production controversy, it's a very understandable reason to be disappointed with the quality. in contrast, Nora wrote the aftg series herself as the sole author. She created a world and characters that we've all admittedly fallen in love with, even the antagonists. to have that creativity and love that she put into her series shit on and insulted while simultaneously praised in spite of the writing really hurts to see.

So please, can we all just go back to the kindergarten phrase of "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all"? please? If you made fanart, or fic, or anything else, just share it! I promise we'll love it even without the accompanied hateful comments.

[babybunnytoy4you]

Is it weird that I want the non-conventionally attractive guy? The one that was a band kid and had no friends? The one who spends most of his time chronically online? The one who’s never been touched by a female other than his mother? Idk, three year crush is fading. Ig I should move on

[ang3xxx]

Maybe all of this is just one sick, twisted and entirely too long nightmare and I'll wake up tomorrow, I'll be 6 and my parents won't divorce and I won't be bullied in primary school and I'll have a good relationship with my mom and brother and I won't have panic attacks everytime something unimportant happens. Maybe.

[starlit-writer]

i know that i am shouting into the absolute VOID about this but i am fucking terrified of the implications of the tiktok ban here in america.

i know it’s just an app. i survived the vine shut down where i was a creator that had 4 million+ followers, so it’s not about the app being banned. for me, it is entirely about the fact that this information highway and community that has been brought together in an entirely unique and important way in the last six years is now gone because people don’t understand what this app has truly become and are afraid of the community and the consciousness that has come with it.

was it parasocial as all hell? yes. was it cringe at times? yes. was it filled to the brim with brain rot and AI that at times it made my skin absolutely crawl? absolutely.

but the community that was formed there, the information that you could find so easily? that can never be replicated. that app helped so many people throughout the last six+ years, myself included. it gave me a place to process, to feel apart of something that i don’t know will ever come back.

and i know i’m screaming into a void. but if just one person sees this, and understands, and is terrified and worried and scared and any and all of the other emotions that you bet your ass i am also feeling, know you’re not alone.

but you and i? we have to be brave. we have to still stand up for everything that we have learned and believe in. we have to fight for what we know is right. and i know that’s scary. it’s always been scary. but i know in my heart of hearts that we can do it, and we will survive, and, eventually, we will thrive.

anyways. give yourself time to grieve, hug your friends (both virtual and in-person), and check in with your loved ones. your community is not gone. it’s just changed. even with everything going on, know that there are so many people in the world who care about you, who love you. myself included <3

[cheeseceli]

Jeongin likes to boost your self-esteem through clothes. He will spend hours shopping with you and he doesn't mind if in the end you didn't like anything. He praises you in every outfit you try and will encourage you to buy the things you liked (but he will pay for it ofc)

"You look amazing. Don't think about people's comments. Do you like it?" and he's already with his card on hand because even though you're skeptical he can see the way your eyes shine when looking at the mirror

[lonelyprincess666]

I hate that my family has to make me feel guilty for the most insignificant shit possible, instead of actually loving me...