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it was that white cloak that soiled me
#jaime lannister#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones#asoiaf#got#mine.png#this is specifically 17 yr old fresh kingslayer jaime bc oh my god. Oh My God.#if there’s one thing about asoiaf that will ALWAYS get me immobile on the floor it is how young absolutely everybody is#especially when terrible awful traumatizing events define the rest of their lives#i was doing the digital stuff for this on a flight so i got sick of it too fast so its honestly like. not that good. but still#blood tw
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I just saw one of your fave games is What remains of Edith Finch and I’m so happy! I feel like its a lesser known game but i loved playing through it. I’m so happy to know more than just my small friend group know about this game!
Sorry this isn’t a question. Also want to say that you’re art is amazing and the development of the designs is so interesting to see. Also the way you draw intimate scenes have so much emotion to them. I love the Aj and rarity kissing comic so much, you can just feel their love for each other ;w;
Thank you so much!
I highly, highly, highly recommend What Remains of Edith Finch to anyone interested in narrative game experiences/"walking simulators." It's one of those games that was handcrafted with nothing but love. Every room you explore is just... real. The way the light flows in and makes the colors of the living room, the kitchen, the bedrooms glow. Playing the game is like walking through your childhood home as an adult and seeing how the dust clings to everything you once touched. Also genius-level gameplay mechanics, ones that can make you completely empathetic with the character you're embodying or feel completely complacent in their tragedy. It's really not fair to call it a walking simulator because it's so much more and so much smarter than that.Everyone talks about the fish one.
The theme of death and memory and storytelling and the burden of invisible trauma and self-fulfilling prophecies is so affecting too. The ending made me cry.
#detective-marshmallow#ask me#using this ask to seriously plug edith finch#and to talk about spoilers here#major major major spoilers#because i still think about walter. who saw something so awful and traumatic as a kid that he spend the next 40 years living right under hi#family. and everyone forgot about him#i think about the house. literally aching and creaking with the family's history of strange deaths#i think about sam. who had to grow up in an empty bedroom he once shared with his twin brother. and stare at the partitioned-off side#every single day#i think about edith. who knows she will have a child and knows she will die and continue the family curse but decides to live anyways#god edith didn't even make it to adulthood.#this game tears me up from the inside yet it's so full of love and fantasy and hope#it was honestly really helpful for my death anxiety.#don't fear death. one day you'll go. people will mourn. and then they'll tell stories about you.
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my personal headcanon for Grujaja joining the bizzyboys really is just that he showed up asking to join really young and two exhausted campaigning 20 year olds were like "DUUUUUUUUUDE WE CANT LEAVE THEM HERE IT SUCKS HERE. "
type of guy that escapes one bad situation and it snowballs him into another. How would you NOT blindly (semi literally haha) follow the people and group who took you in.
#ggg spoilers#great god grove#ggg hector#ggg capochin#ggg grujaja#ggg gr#[points at gruja] im bestowing you the highest honor i know... traumatized autistic person#this makes him late 30s to early 40s game timeline wise for clarification btw#but yeah grujaja being very passionate about following inspekta and being afraid of the world very much gave me specific vibes#of someone brought in very young after a traumatizing event and idolizing people who helped him#this started as a silly little headcanon and now im sitting here. head in hands. hate it heres man#sorry hector and capo for my headcanon making u babysit a guy for half a week. had to happen because its funny to me#also because it lets me draw tiny gruja and it brings me joy
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i just think
#excuse me. sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy- sorry. mo-#veilguard spoilers#look.#did i beat mythal into the ground? mayhaps. absolutely.#do i also find her hot? yes.#let a woman be evil#god i hate her. i love her.#''she was the best of them'' the bar was in the fuckin ground solas????#i wasnt gonna go into my opinion on her but here we go#i hate this woman. i love this woman. she's manipulative. she's not sorry about anything at all. redeeming quality Where?#some kinda spirit turns into a woman and starts a thing w elgarnan and peer pressures a spirit of wisdom to take a body against its will#hatches lyrium dagger rendering titans tranquil plan to end the earthquakes bc she and her ppl where fucking??? stealing their blood????#but again convinces wisdom spirit to do it/work out the details she just does the actual ritual everyone goes yay mythal!#gets murdered by her husband/other???children/siblings? whatever the fuck they are to each other#yada yada fast forward like 7k years#she's a swamp witch now talking in riddles and laughing at inappropriate times fdksjfksdla#and traumatizing young daughters she continues to give to birth to#and turns into a dragon like. literally. every. game. this bitch cannot stop turning into a dragon. it's her favorite thing to do#godforbid a woman have hobbies anyway#so then she's slowly amassing power and hinting at a RECKONING REVENGE bc she was BETRAYED and she knows solas is gonna pull some shit#but then she just lets him kill her/take her glowy blue essence and there's no reckoning#no revenge#she appears to her latest daughter as a ghost and bestows 1 last curse upon her:#secondhand embarrassment for realizing she shemsplained to the dreadwolf himself#for some reason she materializes from the statue and goes ''sorry you felt that way solas'' and vanishes again#hilar. iconic. go girl give us nothing.#i love her i hate her that's how it is.
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if people start spinning the sex-repulsed, traumatized by sex so couldn't possibly enjoy sex view with Jean Moreau I will be coming after them with knives because have you morons not learned a single fucking lesson about infantilizing SA survivors
#killing you killing you killing you#i'm asexual and an SA survivor#guess what! still not sex repulsed and still like sex!#GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELVES#we actually have no narrative indication that he's disgusted or repulsed by sex#there's caution around consent (like checking in on Cody) and obviously he's fucking traumatized but for the love of god let's not go to th#sex repulsed demonizing anyone who writes about jean having sex or liking sex#like please go fuck yourselves#aftg#tsc#the sunshine court#jean moreau#all for the game#personal.txt
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Dropping this potential meme, draw your squad, or draw from certain media or your Ares and Athena challenge here. Go wild people!
#greek gods#ares#god ares#ares god#ares greek god#athena#goddess athena#athena goddess#athena greek goddess#disney hercules#hercules the animated series#For us epic musical fans maybe pre-Wisdom Saga before God Games because Ares would've stopped these pranks after a traumatic event...#draw your squad#meme potential
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to cleanse myself a little from the SHEER RAGE, i'm going to talk about one of things i found hilarious from the novel
Lu Yizhan was really just fucking with everyone the whole time
he knew everything
i'm not even going to talk about the times he waited exactly seven seconds to "forget" about the game, or him pretending to be all confused and asking if Bai Liu is selling his body, and then if he works in a circus (a goddamn circus, how he kept a straight face i have no idea, the man deserves an oscar), but
the rose factory arc. with tang erda. telling him to his face "gosh, officer, i'm so sorry, i just took my eyes away from him for one second, it's all my fault, BUT i promise he's not evil AND he's my friend so can he get a lesser sentence please <3?"
bitch
bitch, you were there. for all the worldlines Tang Erda went through, and more
you know exactly what is going through this man's mind
you know who he sees when he looks at Bai Liu
was it fun to tell him it was your little meow meow instead???????
#literally “it's not that he's evil he just lacks empathy and commits morally grey (but legal!!!) acts for money”#anyway we all need our coping mechanisms i guess#fucking with your traumatized junior is just#...yeah#ghg thoughts#i became a god in a horror game#ghg#ghg spoilers#...i'm still not happy about the thing with bai liu's psychiatrist
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Dating Service
tagged by: @harpershigh tagging: steal from me and tag me u coward
#that sounds abt right#JHBDSHJDS#thats me EVERYDAY BUDDY#the gods r not that nice#what was it? what kink did he traumatize u with?#did he try to call u daddy cz ur 50?#no it was smth to do w spiders wasnt it#did he climb on the ceiling? did he chase u thru the woods?#i try telling him thats not foreplay but...#vhaal vc: ah obvs they can no longer live without me i understand i understand#˚₊𓆩༺��༻𓆪₊˚ prompts — dash games.
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getting a lobotomy can be a religious experience
#its funny how well those tweezers fit into God’s hand#reblogs are appreciated#Whoever mentioned Vittorino and a lobotomy in one sentence you put a bug into my brain that had to be taken out#idk if its even compatible with canon but i think its cool#it couldve happened in a dream#8:11#8:11 game#8:11 vittorino#on my endless quest to traumatize that catholic priest#vittorino fanart#811 fanart#811#811 vittorino#811 game#8:11 fanart#cw medical#lobotomy
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reading baldur's gate fic is so funny to me sometimes because almost every single tav i've read is like. a nerd. awkward. stuck in a library/commune/forest and doesn't know How To Do People. combat unready. a wee paper slip of a person. self-doubting and uncertain.
whereas i am out here with my bard who dumped all her stats in charisma and perception and therefore is no longer able to fail a persuasion check. and my personal backstory for her is that she's an insanely well known frontman for a rock band in baldur's gate so literally everyone they meet knows who she is. nonstop flirt. clocks manipulation left and right because seeing through performances is like half of her skillset. oh yeah. and she can fucking oneshot you by being mean in your direction.
#all tavs are created equal obvs but if you are not making your tav so op it's funny what is the point#i wrote some quick drabbles bc as always im irked by the way i cant tailor responses in rpg to match my characterization#and like. the funniest scene i have is when they go to the grove and literally EVERYONE there knows who she is.#it's like. if fucking beyonce picked up a rapier and a group of raggedy ass nobodies and said Let's Fucking Go#also making astarion have NO clue who she is was deeply funny to me. that old man doesnt listen to hip young music#he's too busy being traumatized and gay#bg3#im truly not being mean i love the awkward tavs too#it's just so very far from how i characterize my own i have to laugh#that said i want to do a durge run & HIM i plan to make awkward and uncertain#this rockstar persona all came about bc i want a canon reason to give her purple hair btw#and to dress her in slutty little shirts with tit windows#me playing bg3 as a dress up romance game as god intended#im saving the astarion romance for my durge run but they WILL be best friends. and yes. she falls for gale of all people
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Grace FUMBLED Ryan! BAD parenting to preach respect and then act contrarily (ie saying she wants him to feel safe, then not allowing him any autonomy). She should've let him leave and come back... or at least explained why she didn't want him to leave before deciding (ex: 'Homelander will kidnap you', etc). She needed to let him make the decision for himself... agh. AAAAA.
And now Butcher's no use because he's committed to being evil and can't offer ANYTHING good to Ryan!!! He was so right, they NEEDED to give Ryan more space... I know the external pressures seemed impossible, but dammit, Grace, this was no way to beat the odds!
(this is about The Boys season four)
#ryan butcher#the boys#How much does Ryan know about his dad's upbringing?#Because he's right... Grace trapping him would've been like Vought and young Homelander... AAAGH#I hate it!!! When the heroes are genuinely more moral than the villains#but they make the same fatal mistakes and doom their cause in the process!!#AAA!!! GRACE!!!!#I don't hate her. I think she was dead wrong but I do not despise her. I know she meant it from the bottom of her heart--#--when she said she loves him.#But as she said it I couldn't help but imagine Barbara saying that to young John in the exact same way...#Grace may not have wanted to be like that but her actions would've had the same effect.#It hurts because I know so much where she's coming from#but it's just dead true that they can't reach a happy ending by treating someone so inhumanely.#Anyway. I hurt#Homelander is EVIL and THE BAD GUY#and this is not mutually exclusive with the fact that HE SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN TREATED LIKE THAT (how Vought raised him)#And it HURTS because the protagonists who were able to get to Ryan understood the first part (Homelander evil)#but not the second!!!! (His upbringing was a moral abomination)#It hurty it hurty because I WANT Ryan to heal...I want SOME kind of closure to what happened to the kid Homelander once was...#Ryan and his dad (insofar as he is Ryan's dad) had the potential to get to that place Hughie described...that place of forgiveness#where it's not win all vs lose all.... where it's confronting hell and making something good out of it...#Homelander was corrupting the trust he and Ryan were building by traumatizing Ryan and pushing him to do evil things....#..but god...GODDD....Hughie was SO RIGHT in his speech... what he and Victoria had is the answer. That's the answer!!!#And there was a MERE GLIMMER of a chance that Ryan and Homelander could enact that healing#And damn!! After the name of the game being 'kill Homelander' for the other three seasons#seeing the answer be 'violence only exacerbates suffering.. let's make things better instead' .... It would've been so amazing...#ah! Too good to be true!!!!#Butcher saying 'If where you feel safest is with Homelander then I won't stop you' HIT SO HARD#knowing that Ryan has felt so afraid....#they made it about the relationship between a child and their abusive parent and uh BIG SURPRISE it's breaking me
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Entry 9: When there's drama at Denny's house, all ya gotta do isss 🎶walk awayyy-ayyy-ayyy 🎶
(Johnny refuses to elaborate but told me this'll be a hit from something called 'Vine'... He's laughing as I type this and won't let me delete it)
#thanks a lot scop-for-brains#I swore Denny was going to hit a homerun with Henry#stop laughing that was a traumatic experience#Please remind me to never get on Denny's bad side#She's hot though#Ngl it went better than expected#I mean...cement in a million dollar pool???#Johnny stop laughing I swear to god#I have a spikey bat now and I ain't afraid to use it#I support womens rights and wrongs#cyberpunk 2077#vine reference#cyberpunk aesthetic#cyberpunk photography#cyberpunk photomode#night city#cyberpunk v#male v cyberpunk#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#gaming#nonbinary v#kerry eurodyne#johnny and v core#johnny silverhand#Denny cyberpunk2077#Henry cyberpunk2077#Samurai band#kerry x v#cyberpunk kerry#I got a badass golden bat from it
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"Kazuya has been in charge of his Devil since Tekken 4! he's an irredeemable asshole kazujun shippers are delusional blah blah blah"
no
#tekken#kazuya mishima#y'all could learn a lot by paying attention to the small details as this#this statement is in fact false#kazuya is not in control of his devil as people think he is#whoever said this and brought the whole fandom with them was false#or it was retconed in tekken 8 with the devil's source of power confirmed#the games literally show this and it should be enough to shut this statement up#and literally it was confirmed that the devils source of power is desire#he literally has the devil on his head feeding him his childhood trauma and all his traumatic experiences#anyways i am so tired#and for the love of god quit tagging your character hate in the tags!#just keep it on your blog without tagging anything
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After finishing the neutral route of the game I have two things to say:
1. Fuck you Flowey
2. What the heck was that final boss, you didn't pull shit like this with Frisk (it was cool as fuck though)
#uty#undertale yellow spoilers#undertale yellow#flowey#flowey the flower#flowey undertale yellow#flowey undertale#thank fucking god that the game didnt come out when i was younger#that shit would have traumatized me
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everyone's insights and takes on house of the dragon season 2 finale are intriguing, off-putting, and humorous. there are parts of the finale I did not like and there are scenes I loved. for a majority of the episode though it was in distaste due to the script writing connections back to game of thrones trying to link the prequel to it over and over as well as the whole vision scene and those character's now knowing their fates in the dance. I am a Rhaenyra supporter. even though most of us know her fate, I am hoping she can have time for happiness in the position she is in, no matter how little. this show is still something I'm going to want to watch since I want to know how the writers will portray the rest of the story and the cast does such an amazing job acting as these characters. here's to waiting not too too long to season 3 (。•́︿•̀。)
#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#dance of the dragons#daemon targaryen#game of thrones#season finale#I want to point out I haven't read the book#I watched a youtube video that gave spoilers when game of thrones was still airing#Rhaenyra The Realm's Delight#My Queen#as much as I wish all the character's could live happily we're going to see a war and the deaths of more in this family#poor dragons :(#the scenes that upset me btw were alicent magically appearing in quickness to plead with rhaenyra for freedom after all the shit she did#the other scene was ugh the whole winter is coming line like wtf jsndjd let it go god dam 🦫#it's only cool when a stark says winter is coming#Daemon you're still a badass even if you're a traumatized one kdjdjdjd#okay waiting till season 3 bye
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how did my kirby hunger games simulation turn into an actually fleshed out mini au with comprehensible lore
#rambling#hunger games simulator#magolor is so traumatized oh my god#this part right here was the breaking point for everyone i swear#dark taranza disguised himself as the original taranza and slowly killed off all of his friends and left him as the only survivor#how does it get any worse for the poor guy#magolor#kirby
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