#// god no not this game. traumatized
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
it was that white cloak that soiled me
#jaime lannister#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones#asoiaf#got#mine.png#this is specifically 17 yr old fresh kingslayer jaime bc oh my god. Oh My God.#if there’s one thing about asoiaf that will ALWAYS get me immobile on the floor it is how young absolutely everybody is#especially when terrible awful traumatizing events define the rest of their lives#i was doing the digital stuff for this on a flight so i got sick of it too fast so its honestly like. not that good. but still#blood tw
754 notes
·
View notes
Note
I just saw one of your fave games is What remains of Edith Finch and I’m so happy! I feel like its a lesser known game but i loved playing through it. I’m so happy to know more than just my small friend group know about this game!
Sorry this isn’t a question. Also want to say that you’re art is amazing and the development of the designs is so interesting to see. Also the way you draw intimate scenes have so much emotion to them. I love the Aj and rarity kissing comic so much, you can just feel their love for each other ;w;
Thank you so much!
I highly, highly, highly recommend What Remains of Edith Finch to anyone interested in narrative game experiences/"walking simulators." It's one of those games that was handcrafted with nothing but love. Every room you explore is just... real. The way the light flows in and makes the colors of the living room, the kitchen, the bedrooms glow. Playing the game is like walking through your childhood home as an adult and seeing how the dust clings to everything you once touched. Also genius-level gameplay mechanics, ones that can make you completely empathetic with the character you're embodying or feel completely complacent in their tragedy. It's really not fair to call it a walking simulator because it's so much more and so much smarter than that.Everyone talks about the fish one.
The theme of death and memory and storytelling and the burden of invisible trauma and self-fulfilling prophecies is so affecting too. The ending made me cry.
#detective-marshmallow#ask me#using this ask to seriously plug edith finch#and to talk about spoilers here#major major major spoilers#because i still think about walter. who saw something so awful and traumatic as a kid that he spend the next 40 years living right under hi#family. and everyone forgot about him#i think about the house. literally aching and creaking with the family's history of strange deaths#i think about sam. who had to grow up in an empty bedroom he once shared with his twin brother. and stare at the partitioned-off side#every single day#i think about edith. who knows she will have a child and knows she will die and continue the family curse but decides to live anyways#god edith didn't even make it to adulthood.#this game tears me up from the inside yet it's so full of love and fantasy and hope#it was honestly really helpful for my death anxiety.#don't fear death. one day you'll go. people will mourn. and then they'll tell stories about you.
536 notes
·
View notes
Text
if people start spinning the sex-repulsed, traumatized by sex so couldn't possibly enjoy sex view with Jean Moreau I will be coming after them with knives because have you morons not learned a single fucking lesson about infantilizing SA survivors
#killing you killing you killing you#i'm asexual and an SA survivor#guess what! still not sex repulsed and still like sex!#GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELVES#we actually have no narrative indication that he's disgusted or repulsed by sex#there's caution around consent (like checking in on Cody) and obviously he's fucking traumatized but for the love of god let's not go to th#sex repulsed demonizing anyone who writes about jean having sex or liking sex#like please go fuck yourselves#aftg#tsc#the sunshine court#jean moreau#all for the game#personal.txt
108 notes
·
View notes
Text
Dropping this potential meme, draw your squad, or draw from certain media or your Ares and Athena challenge here. Go wild people!
#greek gods#ares#god ares#ares god#ares greek god#athena#goddess athena#athena goddess#athena greek goddess#disney hercules#hercules the animated series#For us epic musical fans maybe pre-Wisdom Saga before God Games because Ares would've stopped these pranks after a traumatic event...#draw your squad#meme potential
39 notes
·
View notes
Text
to cleanse myself a little from the SHEER RAGE, i'm going to talk about one of things i found hilarious from the novel
Lu Yizhan was really just fucking with everyone the whole time
he knew everything
i'm not even going to talk about the times he waited exactly seven seconds to "forget" about the game, or him pretending to be all confused and asking if Bai Liu is selling his body, and then if he works in a circus (a goddamn circus, how he kept a straight face i have no idea, the man deserves an oscar), but
the rose factory arc. with tang erda. telling him to his face "gosh, officer, i'm so sorry, i just took my eyes away from him for one second, it's all my fault, BUT i promise he's not evil AND he's my friend so can he get a lesser sentence please <3?"
bitch
bitch, you were there. for all the worldlines Tang Erda went through, and more
you know exactly what is going through this man's mind
you know who he sees when he looks at Bai Liu
was it fun to tell him it was your little meow meow instead???????
#literally “it's not that he's evil he just lacks empathy and commits morally grey (but legal!!!) acts for money”#anyway we all need our coping mechanisms i guess#fucking with your traumatized junior is just#...yeah#ghg thoughts#i became a god in a horror game#ghg#ghg spoilers#...i'm still not happy about the thing with bai liu's psychiatrist
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
Dating Service
tagged by: @harpershigh tagging: steal from me and tag me u coward
#that sounds abt right#JHBDSHJDS#thats me EVERYDAY BUDDY#the gods r not that nice#what was it? what kink did he traumatize u with?#did he try to call u daddy cz ur 50?#no it was smth to do w spiders wasnt it#did he climb on the ceiling? did he chase u thru the woods?#i try telling him thats not foreplay but...#vhaal vc: ah obvs they can no longer live without me i understand i understand#˚₊𓆩༺🕷༻𓆪₊˚ prompts — dash games.
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
getting a lobotomy can be a religious experience
#its funny how well those tweezers fit into God’s hand#reblogs are appreciated#Whoever mentioned Vittorino and a lobotomy in one sentence you put a bug into my brain that had to be taken out#idk if its even compatible with canon but i think its cool#it couldve happened in a dream#8:11#8:11 game#8:11 vittorino#on my endless quest to traumatize that catholic priest#vittorino fanart#811 fanart#811#811 vittorino#811 game#8:11 fanart#cw medical#lobotomy
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
Grace FUMBLED Ryan! BAD parenting to preach respect and then act contrarily (ie saying she wants him to feel safe, then not allowing him any autonomy). She should've let him leave and come back... or at least explained why she didn't want him to leave before deciding (ex: 'Homelander will kidnap you', etc). She needed to let him make the decision for himself... agh. AAAAA.
And now Butcher's no use because he's committed to being evil and can't offer ANYTHING good to Ryan!!! He was so right, they NEEDED to give Ryan more space... I know the external pressures seemed impossible, but dammit, Grace, this was no way to beat the odds!
(this is about The Boys season four)
#ryan butcher#the boys#How much does Ryan know about his dad's upbringing?#Because he's right... Grace trapping him would've been like Vought and young Homelander... AAAGH#I hate it!!! When the heroes are genuinely more moral than the villains#but they make the same fatal mistakes and doom their cause in the process!!#AAA!!! GRACE!!!!#I don't hate her. I think she was dead wrong but I do not despise her. I know she meant it from the bottom of her heart--#--when she said she loves him.#But as she said it I couldn't help but imagine Barbara saying that to young John in the exact same way...#Grace may not have wanted to be like that but her actions would've had the same effect.#It hurts because I know so much where she's coming from#but it's just dead true that they can't reach a happy ending by treating someone so inhumanely.#Anyway. I hurt#Homelander is EVIL and THE BAD GUY#and this is not mutually exclusive with the fact that HE SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN TREATED LIKE THAT (how Vought raised him)#And it HURTS because the protagonists who were able to get to Ryan understood the first part (Homelander evil)#but not the second!!!! (His upbringing was a moral abomination)#It hurty it hurty because I WANT Ryan to heal...I want SOME kind of closure to what happened to the kid Homelander once was...#Ryan and his dad (insofar as he is Ryan's dad) had the potential to get to that place Hughie described...that place of forgiveness#where it's not win all vs lose all.... where it's confronting hell and making something good out of it...#Homelander was corrupting the trust he and Ryan were building by traumatizing Ryan and pushing him to do evil things....#..but god...GODDD....Hughie was SO RIGHT in his speech... what he and Victoria had is the answer. That's the answer!!!#And there was a MERE GLIMMER of a chance that Ryan and Homelander could enact that healing#And damn!! After the name of the game being 'kill Homelander' for the other three seasons#seeing the answer be 'violence only exacerbates suffering.. let's make things better instead' .... It would've been so amazing...#ah! Too good to be true!!!!#Butcher saying 'If where you feel safest is with Homelander then I won't stop you' HIT SO HARD#knowing that Ryan has felt so afraid....#they made it about the relationship between a child and their abusive parent and uh BIG SURPRISE it's breaking me
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
Entry 9: When there's drama at Denny's house, all ya gotta do isss 🎶walk awayyy-ayyy-ayyy 🎶
(Johnny refuses to elaborate but told me this'll be a hit from something called 'Vine'... He's laughing as I type this and won't let me delete it)
#thanks a lot scop-for-brains#I swore Denny was going to hit a homerun with Henry#stop laughing that was a traumatic experience#Please remind me to never get on Denny's bad side#She's hot though#Ngl it went better than expected#I mean...cement in a million dollar pool???#Johnny stop laughing I swear to god#I have a spikey bat now and I ain't afraid to use it#I support womens rights and wrongs#cyberpunk 2077#vine reference#cyberpunk aesthetic#cyberpunk photography#cyberpunk photomode#night city#cyberpunk v#male v cyberpunk#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#gaming#nonbinary v#kerry eurodyne#johnny and v core#johnny silverhand#Denny cyberpunk2077#Henry cyberpunk2077#Samurai band#kerry x v#cyberpunk kerry#I got a badass golden bat from it
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
reading baldur's gate fic is so funny to me sometimes because almost every single tav i've read is like. a nerd. awkward. stuck in a library/commune/forest and doesn't know How To Do People. combat unready. a wee paper slip of a person. self-doubting and uncertain.
whereas i am out here with my bard who dumped all her stats in charisma and perception and therefore is no longer able to fail a persuasion check. and my personal backstory for her is that she's an insanely well known frontman for a rock band in baldur's gate so literally everyone they meet knows who she is. nonstop flirt. clocks manipulation left and right because seeing through performances is like half of her skillset. oh yeah. and she can fucking oneshot you by being mean in your direction.
#all tavs are created equal obvs but if you are not making your tav so op it's funny what is the point#i wrote some quick drabbles bc as always im irked by the way i cant tailor responses in rpg to match my characterization#and like. the funniest scene i have is when they go to the grove and literally EVERYONE there knows who she is.#it's like. if fucking beyonce picked up a rapier and a group of raggedy ass nobodies and said Let's Fucking Go#also making astarion have NO clue who she is was deeply funny to me. that old man doesnt listen to hip young music#he's too busy being traumatized and gay#bg3#im truly not being mean i love the awkward tavs too#it's just so very far from how i characterize my own i have to laugh#that said i want to do a durge run & HIM i plan to make awkward and uncertain#this rockstar persona all came about bc i want a canon reason to give her purple hair btw#and to dress her in slutty little shirts with tit windows#me playing bg3 as a dress up romance game as god intended#im saving the astarion romance for my durge run but they WILL be best friends. and yes. she falls for gale of all people
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
After finishing the neutral route of the game I have two things to say:
1. Fuck you Flowey
2. What the heck was that final boss, you didn't pull shit like this with Frisk (it was cool as fuck though)
#uty#undertale yellow spoilers#undertale yellow#flowey#flowey the flower#flowey undertale yellow#flowey undertale#thank fucking god that the game didnt come out when i was younger#that shit would have traumatized me
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
everyone's insights and takes on house of the dragon season 2 finale are intriguing, off-putting, and humorous. there are parts of the finale I did not like and there are scenes I loved. for a majority of the episode though it was in distaste due to the script writing connections back to game of thrones trying to link the prequel to it over and over as well as the whole vision scene and those character's now knowing their fates in the dance. I am a Rhaenyra supporter. even though most of us know her fate, I am hoping she can have time for happiness in the position she is in, no matter how little. this show is still something I'm going to want to watch since I want to know how the writers will portray the rest of the story and the cast does such an amazing job acting as these characters. here's to waiting not too too long to season 3 (。•́︿•̀。)
#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#dance of the dragons#daemon targaryen#game of thrones#season finale#I want to point out I haven't read the book#I watched a youtube video that gave spoilers when game of thrones was still airing#Rhaenyra The Realm's Delight#My Queen#as much as I wish all the character's could live happily we're going to see a war and the deaths of more in this family#poor dragons :(#the scenes that upset me btw were alicent magically appearing in quickness to plead with rhaenyra for freedom after all the shit she did#the other scene was ugh the whole winter is coming line like wtf jsndjd let it go god dam 🦫#it's only cool when a stark says winter is coming#Daemon you're still a badass even if you're a traumatized one kdjdjdjd#okay waiting till season 3 bye
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
how did my kirby hunger games simulation turn into an actually fleshed out mini au with comprehensible lore
#rambling#hunger games simulator#magolor is so traumatized oh my god#this part right here was the breaking point for everyone i swear#dark taranza disguised himself as the original taranza and slowly killed off all of his friends and left him as the only survivor#how does it get any worse for the poor guy#magolor#kirby
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
Susan Foreman, Abandonment Issues && The Past Haunting John Banville / Nicola Yoon / Franz Kafka in a letter to his father / Hera Lindsey Bird / Franz Kafka in a letter to his father(words changed, for some reason) / Eula Biss / Rainer Maria Rilke / Michael Cunningham / Richey Edwards / @ ghostheavens / The End of the F***ing World / Valeria Luiselli / Phoebe Bridgers / Katherine Fabrizio / Lang Leav / Emily Palermo / Vicente Aleixandre / Lyra Wren / Ocean Vuong / Haruki Murakami / Richard Siken
#a quick and fun little web weaving game before bed that I DEFINITELY DIDNT CRY OVER WHILE MAKING !!!!#character; susan foreman#about; susan foreman#god. GOD. It’s 2 AM. I am unwell about this tonight. I am. oh Susan. in my feelings about her w the Doctor and w (or w/o) the Master.#retroactively knowing that your grandfather was making what he thought was the best choice for you & abandoning + traumatizing you for life#somewhat knowing the feeling after you become a very clueless parent. wanting to do right by your family.#only for your other father figure(that you maybe don’t even realize is him) to kill your husband. the one guy truly grounding you-#-to your new life. and then shortly after your grandfather comes back for a bit. is an influence on your youngest kid.#he gets himself killed trying to be like his granddad. no. you don’t want to travel with him again after that.#you have to be there for your family and also it hurts to see him— but then your kids also want nothing to do with you now that they can-#-see you#you decide that its best to isolate yourself for like. an ungodly amount of time. for your hearts and somehow for other people.#it doesn’t help.#musings !
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
my favorite ship dynamic is when two characters hold. i don't know the exact phrase but they hold power over each other socially but in different ways. like one is thirty years older than the other one but is also in a lower social caste.
#random thoughts#my absolute favorite ship is charon x lone wanderer purely because jesus look at it#the lone wanderer is like eighteen and freshly hatched from the trauma-inducing womb that is a vault#charon is a heavily traumatized and brainwashed soldier who has been enslaved for GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW LONG#and the lone wanderer holds charon's contract#specifically like him with a girl lw because maximum twilight-esque 'i can fix him' vibes#and let's be honest any fallout game is made infinitely more fun with a female mc
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ok but thinking back to how I was in elementary and middle school: I had such disdain for other kids who broke the rules, that I irrationally hated a whole bunch of kids — kids I would have made good friends with — all because I couldn’t stand the fact that they engaged in conflicts with, and affronts to authority figures or standards.
It even went as far as internally mocking a kid my age — calling him “Mama’s Boy” in my head — over the fact that his mother whispered comments into his ear, which he mumbled unintelligibly into the mic, and then would fall asleep as if dead on her arm. I perceived his inability to give comments on his own, and his sleeping, as moral failings of both mother and child; because I wasn’t raised like that. And maybe, those feelings also came from jealousy. I was expected to fight off sleep all the time because I could read at a college level in third grade, and could theoretically understand the material presented at the meetings despite it still being inappropriate for my age group.
I was so far deep into the “bad associations spoil useful habits” mindset that it made me hate my fellow neurodivergents — kids I would have been friends with — who maybe couldn’t hide it as well as I could. That is beyond fucked up. Now, I work with those very kids I disliked so much as a child, and guess what? They are my absolute favorite people to be around; and many of them remind me of myself.
#exjw#ableism tw#I’m also just very uptight about rules anyway; so the whole cult thing did not help that part of me At All#I often find myself more concerned with doing things “correctly” than I am with doing the right thing in non-serious scenarios#and it’s kind of scary because like… how much of a sheep am I?#Would I torture someone if an authority figure I trusted ordered me to because it’s what I’m “supposed” to do?#Most of it comes from a desire for consistency: If [x] happens; then do [y]. So every time [x] happens; [y] is the correct response#and this — like the laws of physics — Cannot Change#Except of course the real world is vague and variable and there is a lot of grey area to work with in coming up with solutions#so doing [y] when [x] happens may make things worse than if you do [z] instead#This makes a lot more sense when you consider I was taught how to play chess at a very young age by my father#who bragged about being a “chess player” with regard to real world problems#Yes chess is strategy; but you’re also playing on a grid and your movements are entirely restricted by the rules of gameplay#My father can’t leave the cult that traumatized him because he loves Jehovah#he can’t go to the meetings to serve the god he loves because it triggers his trauma#he can’t talk to a therapist about his religious trauma to get over it because he would be defaming Jehovah#If life is a game of chess then he’s checkmated#But here’s the thing: the game is imaginary and the rules are made up#Viewing real life as a chess board is extremely unhealthy for your free will#Which is why in this essay about Nineteen Eighty Four I will—
12 notes
·
View notes