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Successfully distracted myself from panic with suffering for half an hour but 'twas only temporary 😔 back to panic, this time with the remnants of physical suffering still lingering.
I need a document I requested over three weeks ago signed by tomorrow or my whole erasmus plans are done for. The deans office is the absolute opposite of stressed about it. And I'm so stressed about it I'm crying. They managed my bac certificate in one day why can't they show the same kind of speed here, it's much more time critical. I've asked on their discord, no use. Now I sent an email to their hopelessly overloaded email account in the hopes of getting it done faster. Idk what else to do. I'm kinda almost throwing up from panic that it won't work out.
#way too cold also before lunch and I slept like shit today. the worst conditions for sport for me.#still have taekwondo in the evening great conditions for an awe-inspiring performance today (breaking a bone)#personal
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Going for a run now even though it's way too cold or I will genuinely do nothing but have panic attacks all day long 🫠
I need a document I requested over three weeks ago signed by tomorrow or my whole erasmus plans are done for. The deans office is the absolute opposite of stressed about it. And I'm so stressed about it I'm crying. They managed my bac certificate in one day why can't they show the same kind of speed here, it's much more time critical. I've asked on their discord, no use. Now I sent an email to their hopelessly overloaded email account in the hopes of getting it done faster. Idk what else to do. I'm kinda almost throwing up from panic that it won't work out.
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I need a document I requested over three weeks ago signed by tomorrow or my whole erasmus plans are done for. The deans office is the absolute opposite of stressed about it. And I'm so stressed about it I'm crying. They managed my bac certificate in one day why can't they show the same kind of speed here, it's much more time critical. I've asked on their discord, no use. Now I sent an email to their hopelessly overloaded email account in the hopes of getting it done faster. Idk what else to do. I'm kinda almost throwing up from panic that it won't work out.
#personal#the problem is that my host uni requires the learning agreement earlier than my home uni. fucked up#i'm also terrified of going don't get me wrong but I was so resolved to do this and if it doesn't work out I'll be disappointed forever
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This is what today felt like to me
#i checked the news twice today. woke up to trump winning and it ruined my morning. going to bed to whatever germany is doing#terrible day from beginning to end
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when you click on the blog of someone who has you blocked and tumblr says “that isn’t anyone” im always like gaggggg that’s right they’re a nobody
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#I've kinda grown into my features and know more about what to with hair & clothes so I'd say I look a bit better now#didn't look terrible at 18/19 or anything but I just still had that teenager look
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Hello darkness my old friend,
shown up at 5pm again.
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i fear i may actually just be incredibly weird. it’s a little sad
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The best thing about being awesome is when you do good and you feel swell
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My mutuals are excellent in building extensive and elaborate siegeworks, your mutuals struggle to dig a knee-deep moat.
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hate coming to terms with things. i should be able to cast a fireball instead
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#we recently did a trip with my grandfather and his sister (born early 1940s) to the various places they grew up in#straight up the whole family worked and they worked hard physical labour from childhood onwards. including all the women and girls#they worked just as much as the men except they didn't have rights and were paid less#in addition to that their lives were easily ruined by sth like getting pregnant out of wedlock#really put it into context just how easy me and my 38.5h/week of deskwork have it.#and how much no one lived the 'trad live' in any way.
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People who are not afraid to text you 40 times in a row and don’t take it personally if you haven’t replied are literally the most valuable members of our society and should be recognized as such
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fact: Birds have an instinctive urge to feed their young, and sometimes some birds in captivity feed fish because their open mouths and the act of feeding them feels very similar to feeding young.
wrong and boring take: This bird is too fucking stupid to tell apart fish and its own young.
alternative take: While birds lack the cognitive skills for the kind of introspection required to wonder WHY they derive enjoyment of something, this bird is having fun.
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in the j store. straight up 'sorcing it'. and by 'it', haha, well. let's justr say. My researtch.
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