#/ not eating

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

[moon-mxlk]

I just want to curl up and hide my unwanted grotesque body under the covers for the rest of my life

[porelaindoll34]

Bodycheckkk

45,4 kg/164 cm

[weebingwithana]

One day my body will look like this

[mymiro-006]

Hey! Over here! I know what you want….

You wanna lose weight, right? Well, I got just the right thing for ya!

Did you know that there’s a weightloss group chat on WhatsApp? No? And did you know that we all help each other lose weight in a kind and non-forcing way? No?! Well, let me tell you-

The group chat is called „Fast & Curious“ and we’re still growing. There are rules, of course, but also challenges and tips for you to lose weight!

Oh, you seem unsure about your decision. Don’t worry! If you’re afraid that we’re „too strict“ or that once you join there’s no way out then you’re wrong! Nobody is forced to be here, so don’t worry :D

Did I change your mind? Well, I’m glad! Just dm me for more information ^^

[tinyteddybby]

Why is there such a twisted comfort to returning to ED tumblr content after being away for so long... (*VENT POST*)

I was skinnier when I started this page. I used to scroll through thinspo every morning before school and take a single can of diet coke for lunch. I had so much determination back then. So much strength to push through cravings and never break. And if I did I would make myself sick in the toilet until I was empty.

But now? I'll eat anything. I'm a pig. I have the sick mind of someone with an ED but the body and appetite of the fat girl I was before I downloaded this app. Past me suffered so much just so future me could throw it all away.

The guilt of food is weaker than my ability to shove food down my throat. I took my body for granted. And now I'm back at where I was. Disgusting.

[whumpschild]

Webtoon comic heartstopper

4-26

[sweetstarvationsss]

I WANNA km$ and my mums taking me to a restaurant

like i’m exited but c@l0r13s bro

[wthworld]

I hate myself

Today my partner told me that they don’t find me attractive. I knew they had some questions about themselves and what they find appealing in a relationship, so I asked some clarifying questions.

Eventually we got to the question of “Do you lack all romantic/sexual attraction, or is it just me?” And the response I got was “Just you.” I’ve always been very self-conscious about my body, and we’ve talked about whether or not my body bothered them, and they’ve always assured me that my body was fine.

There was also a comment made about how they really only sleep with me to satisfy a need, not because they love me.

We live together, so it’s not like we can just avoid each other. We’ve been together for years and they’re just now saying something. I feel disgusting and used.

Maybe if I was skinnier things would be different. Maybe if I was prettier or more handsome they’d actually like me. I wish I hadn’t given them so much of myself. All that time and energy, the hours I spent reassuring them or comforting them, the things I went out of my way to do just so they would be comfortable was wasted on someone who used me to satisfy a need.

I feel sick. I hate who I am, and I hate my body. I hate everything about myself.

[peepthatbish]

Maybe the secret to living is just poppin an Advil and sayin “fuck it”

[animelover32456]

*is sitting and gets dizzy*

Me: Why am I dizzy?

Mom: Oh I don't know maybe it's because you haven't eaten all day, you don't drink water and you barely get sleep?

Me: I ain't getting enough oxygen

[zombearzilla]

I wanna wanna die I wanna wanna die I wanna wanna die I wanna wanna die but I don't

[porelaindoll34]

Eating is lame, pretty people don't eat.

[weebingwithana]

Want to go back to looking like this and smaller. I can't believe I used to look like that. I didn't have rolls when I went to sit down and I didn't have backrolls when standing up normally. I look disgusting now. What I would give to look like how I used to look.

I want to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I have to do it, I can't stand my body anymore.

I don't need to eat. Eating made me look like this.

[supernovacat]

You know the ADHD thing where you don't eat because you only have the focus and energy to do stuffy before you eat.

That's because when you dont eat, "orexin levels in the brain spike, keeping you awake increasing mental energy due to, among other things, increased dopamine levels in the brain"

ADHD is a dopamine deficiency disorder. We feel more motivated because we don't eat because our brains give us a shot of dopamine to tell us to eat food, and we say lol no ❤️.

This is also true for less sleep, "This stress opens up a surge in hormones like adrenaline and cortisol. These are pumped into you to keep you more on edge, awake, and alert."

So basically, if you find yourself not eating right away or not sleeping much and still feeling motivated and energetic, maybe even more so than usual. Then you are running on adrenaline, cortisol, and dopamine, and you can and will burn yourself out. Whether that is into the soft pillows of your bed for a nice nap or straight into a brick wall driving 70 mph, is up to you.

[midnight-starving]

Coffee in the morning, something for dinner under 400 calories. This will help make be beautiful.