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anyone else get periods of like. idk intense weepiness like the world is just so massively suffocatingly beautiful? humans struggling through history (history including the present) and the horrors are so real and sometimes we've turned on the ones closest to us but we [humanity at large] didn't give up. or the vast symphonic cacophony of human languages, spectrums of expression like a ray of light striking an opal, scattering into innumerable dazzling scintillations, but in this sea of delightful chaos, I can speak to you. and across the confines of language we reach out to express to connect to spark and see the spark in the Others, across cultures across time we will build bridges aashdahdhahhhhhh infrastructure and architecture is so cool this glorious experiment of life on life on life and all its expressions will continue and hopefully will continue even when I'm gone.. well, it must coalesce because the threat of nuclear war and annihilation means ALL humans lose. eons of love cannot end here. the ultimate tragedy of the last link of a broken chain
or maybe i just got off my sleep schedule and insomnia/staying awake wayy too long swerves my brain into mania-lite zone send help someone force me to sleep. why am i crying about the ability to see colors.
#+ delete later maybe idk#+ rambling time#+ my poasts#even while mildly incoherent my brain go BRRR NO NEW COLD WAR#back to slow. unpaved. & uneven path of self-study#fucked up sleep schedule is so bad for me but! when else would i raptly listen to new world symphony or revisit butterfly lovers concerto#yo its kind of fucked up that i dont have the attention span to sit down & listen to whole symphonies when not hopped up on insomnia#rachmaninoff mood tho tbh
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“... I'm not Captain America, yet.”
#and i love bucky so much but you're not gonna be baby#we already have our captain america but nice try <3#anyways my god he's been looking extra good isn't he?#i think i fell harder... maybe idk#deleting this later#probably not entirely loving this one lol#sebastian stan#sebastianstanedit#sebstanedit#fysebastianstan#stansclan#sstanedit#sebstangifs#marvelcastedit#mcucastedit#marvel#mcu#mcufam#gbbb#tokyo comic con
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Cannot for the life of mine decide if I like or not how this Gideon came out so enjoy her while it last : ' ) (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAU)
#THE VIBES ARENT VIBING TODAY IDK#But here she is#Maybe to be deleted later#TE QUIERO GIDEON#Gideon Nav#tlt#Gideon the ninth
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purple with wings!
(+ green preening purp's wings below the cut, not finished tho)
bro green u cant just grab someone else's wing like that !!
(update: i did finish this little preening comic u can find the finished version on my blog:3 )
#pawu.art#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#avm fanart#avm purple#purple avm#avm green#green avm#anddd hmm#avm shipping#grapeduo#avm grapeduo#i mean u can see it as platonic but just in case yknow#maybe ill delete this later idk
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Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.
And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’
#solarpunk#anti pesticides#ani rambles#this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like#I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though#my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to#keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida.#if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense)#theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches#and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays#we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any#like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like#thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet)#idk man I’m going to bed.#might delete later#house pest saga
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griddlehark modern pen pal au where they don’t know each other but are assigned as pen pals for those pen pal projects you get in middle school and it just turns into them sending each other hate mail and somehow they just keep going for several years, even though they dont rly have to
#smth about them yearning through letters???? sign me up#this was inspired by me sending a lot of letters at work today#n also inspired by my old pen pal ly (if u r readinf this i miss u sm)#the locked tomb#griddlehark#i kinda wanna write this but i have never written anything rly#maybe one day idk#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#gideon the ninth#bonus points if stop at some point because Emotions and then one day at a rly low point one of them sends a letter to the other#ans they just start up the whole thing again???#one day harrow would def be like im at this coffee shop at this time meet me if you want#and gideon would drive any distance to meet her or smth#and they r both like?????????? thats what you look like#and then they live happily ever after or smth#i might delete this later#also idk if that pen pal project thing is A Real Thing In Real Life#i think i mightve made it up
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notes game because I can
!!Deadline is December 1st!!
rules:
no spamming!
5 notes per person total
any extra notes will result in a 1 day deduction to the deadline
please do not write meaningless letting or numbers in the comments
10 notes: I'll do my laundry more often
30 notes: I'll take care of my hair and face better
50 notes: I'll take showers more often
75 notes: I'll eat more often
100 notes: I'll stop purposely ignoring my iron pills in the morning
130 notes: I'll get out more often
150 notes: I'll stop my occasional very minor sh
175 notes: I'll stop neglecting myself and others around me
200 notes: I'll set an alarm to remember to eat lunch and other snacks throughout the day
250 notes: I'll stop procrastinating my work
300 notes: I'll find a way (hopefully) to get rid of my chronic year long insomnia
350 notes: I'll stop being so reserved and secretive around my family and friends
400 notes: I'll stop jumping from high things like bringing and trees
500 notes: I'll fix my bad habits
600 notes: I'll start socializing with people
700 notes: I'll seek help about my depression
800 notes: I'll start trying to get along better with the people in my life
900 notes: I'll (try) to cut ties with some toxic people in my life (not talking about any tumblr mutuals or you ace, don't you even dare think that D:<)
1000 notes: I will stop trying to kms at any given chance
#bored#avoiding sleep#notes game#idk why im doing this#might delete later#dont quote me on any if this#who knows.. maybe this will actually make a difference#Ill try my best to follow through
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will redo this shot hatsune miku and teto animation maybe
#sorry for the bad quality its all tumblr will allow lol#might delete later tbh#but its just miku and teto#for an animation idea i had#maybe i'll finish the animation but idk#ive only had the energy and motivation to animate vocaloids#for some reason
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Sorry no real art -- here's bed time doodles of Mama Stargazer cause she lives in my head rent free
#one day i will draw her normally#for now#doodles#sky cotl#thatskygame#sky children of the light#ushering stargazer#prince alef#king resh#dawn ember#mamagazer#doodle#my art#maybe delete later?? idk
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okay but for real-
#tickling#sfw interaction only#my stuff#ami mumbles#ami's memes#tickle meme#sfw tickling community#sfw tickles#delete later#because idk???#maybe lol 'cause i'm cringe aljxskjdk
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#tim drake#robin#dc comics#delete later#maybe idk#just havent posted in ages so i figured i should give u all something even if its just scribbs!! <3#im going through a tim phase rn he’s just my little guy of the month#my art
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Hear me out the whole sun and moon thing from Arthur’s pov except he does see Merlin as the moon and himself as the sun.
You can’t get to close to the sun without burning and even though the saying goes “they look at you like you’re the sun.” You can’t actually look at the sun without it bringing you pain, squinting your eyes and looking away. You can wish for the sun when it’s cold but to much of it and you get aggravated and wish it would go away.
But when the moon is out you could stare at it for hours without an ounce of pain. The moon is refreshing after a tiring day out in the sun. The moon doesn’t bring pain it, doesn’t hurt to be around. When a moon is full and bright it’s beautiful to look at.
Merlin is the moon to Arthur not because he thinks he doesn’t shine but because he doesn’t burn.
#Did I cook?#there are probably mad spelling mistakes but oh well#Idk what to call this#A Drabble maybe?#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin#merthur#might delete this later idk
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people actually like the idea of nintendo music? people like having to download yet another app just to listen to nintendo music specifically, and having to pay monthly and use their data to stream more music they cant own? huh?
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My guy pretty like a girl etc. Still thinking about @dzala-va medieval au
#wip#charles leclerc#f1#eggon#why is he wearing a veil ? bc i wanted to draw one. maybe its like a queen of love and beauty thing in asoiaf or maybe somebody#just gave it to him as a joke idk#medieval au#might delete later#formula 1
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misc dialogue
#art#fan art#ovw#overwatch#junkrat#jamison fawkes#roadhog#mako rutledge#roadrat#comic#delete later#maybe idk. just feel ambivalent abt sharing art online lately
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I keep getting messages asking me if my header picture is me and I say yes because it is BUT I feel very guilty because I'm wearing a TON of makeup, much more than I usually do and even a bit of eyelid tape to alter my appearance so here are some minimal makeup selfies 👉👈 (I'm wearing mascara in the first and eyeliner/lip gloss in the second.) My haircolor is also fake (I'm naturally brunette) and I sometimes wear colored circle lenses. To the 4 (!!!!!) girlies who messaged me so far that have made comparisons between my appearance and their own with a very unfavorable opinion of their own I promise I do not look like that picture 99.999999% of the time and in real life I am pretty plain and unremarkableand it is very possible that I would wish I looked like you if I saw you. 🙈
#im feeling really vupnerable making this post rn but i care more about not perpetrating girls' negative self image through comparison#than i care about impressing people with a false image of myself 🙈#i will probably delete this later because I dont have a good feeling about posting it but maybe it is just anxiety idk idk idk#you're all hot ok#mine
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