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so uhhhhhhhh. not to be cryptic and bitchy on main but congratulations to everyone in my messages for like 5 months on being right i guess
#ramble#ughhhhhhhhhhhh ok so#i will delete this later bc idk if this person has tumblr and i genuinely mean no ill will i just need an outside opinion#i vented about it on my close friends story already but i need like. a neutral party#i won't say their name but if you're on other socials you probably know who it is#basically for a while i've been getting messages saying 'this person has hacked your art style' or 'is REDACTED your alt account'#and in the beginning there were like. similarities? but nothing i could really claim and also i don't want to accuse someone of theft#like i don't own any stylistic choices or anything. i've used things from other artists i like. honestly it's kind of flattering#and we are actually really friendly in DMs now and we even joke about it. we message eachother any time we get a comment about it#i made a joke literally 2 weeks ago about how we're two different people i swear#but after adding some Very specific things to my art (like the paper texture/hatching/shiny lighting). they also added them#and i gave them the benefit of the doubt bc i don't like to believe anyone has bad intent with stuff like that. and i've done the same obvs#but recently they dropped some tav lore and it was. basically a panel for panel copy of one of my cyra comics down to the HAND PLACEMENT#and obviously i don't own the Bitch Mother trope or anything but it's just. mmmmm it makes me feel weird#idk it just feels like it's gone a bit far now and i'm not sure what to do about it#like you would think after we became moots they would get scared and stop but i think i was too openly trusting and they just kept going#recently someone on THEIR PATREON thought they were me and they weren't even one of mine (which by itself is funny but. y'know)#i don't want to call anyone out or upset anyone bc it only causes more problems but like. i Know. and idk if they should know that i know#maybe i'm just stupid idk i really trusted that it wasn't happening but it is and i don't know how to feel#hONESTLY I'M JUST MAD THAT I CAN'T DO ANY MORE CYRA LORE NOW BC PEOPLE ARE GOING TO ACCUSE **ME**#also PLEASE do not witch hunt this person i want to deal with this as quietly as possible#i really felt like i was in the twilight zone or just being paranoid so i had to ask
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purple with wings!
(+ green preening purp's wings below the cut, not finished tho)
bro green u cant just grab someone else's wing like that !!
(update: i did finish this little preening comic u can find the finished version on my blog:3 )
#pawu.art#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#avm fanart#avm purple#purple avm#avm green#green avm#anddd hmm#avm shipping#grapeduo#avm grapeduo#i mean u can see it as platonic but just in case yknow#maybe ill delete this later idk
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one downside abt this new era of digitized art is the lack of named techniques and styles. like how am i supposed to look up ���thing where the shadows are blocked in with one color or a gradient’ and not look like an idiot
#‘why dont you google blocked shadows’ that brings up shading exercises#what im talking abt is like. the skyward sword art. yknow#and its very possible that these things have names but i doubt many people know them#maybe its bc ive never taken a course actually centered on digital art idk#orphe yaps#delete later
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soap developing a parasocial relationship with the reader does something so evil to my mind.
#Maybe it's because it freaks me out irl.#Maybe it's because he'd be so genuine about it#not really understanding that its strange.#Maybe it's because he doesn't understand why anyone wouldn't like him.#Idk. Either way its so yummy.#soap#rambles#delete later
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and what if i pulled myself together and contacted the local riding school to tell them i'm interested in joining ....
#but i'm Scared#it's a pretty big one and i'm afraid that it's snobby#i would like to somehow communicate to them that i have baggage and may not be a typical case :'(#on a knowledge and skill basis i could join a group at a higher level#but i doubt my body (or my mind) would handle it and i'd feel safer in a group just above beginner level#there's also the whole being poor and not having a car thing - but this one just so happens to be accessible by bus :')#idk anyone in my life who has such a complicated relationship to horses#they're an open wound in my life and my biggest regret is quitting all those years ago ... things would've been SO different if i didn't#i've cried about this a lot lately and maybe it's time to do something about it#delete later maybe#i'm talking into the void but i don't really have anywhere else
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griddlehark modern pen pal au where they don’t know each other but are assigned as pen pals for those pen pal projects you get in middle school and it just turns into them sending each other hate mail and somehow they just keep going for several years, even though they dont rly have to
#smth about them yearning through letters???? sign me up#this was inspired by me sending a lot of letters at work today#n also inspired by my old pen pal ly (if u r readinf this i miss u sm)#the locked tomb#griddlehark#i kinda wanna write this but i have never written anything rly#maybe one day idk#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#gideon the ninth#bonus points if stop at some point because Emotions and then one day at a rly low point one of them sends a letter to the other#ans they just start up the whole thing again???#one day harrow would def be like im at this coffee shop at this time meet me if you want#and gideon would drive any distance to meet her or smth#and they r both like?????????? thats what you look like#and then they live happily ever after or smth#i might delete this later#also idk if that pen pal project thing is A Real Thing In Real Life#i think i mightve made it up
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notes game because I can
!!Deadline is December 1st!!
rules:
no spamming!
5 notes per person total
any extra notes will result in a 1 day deduction to the deadline
please do not write meaningless letting or numbers in the comments
10 notes: I'll do my laundry more often
30 notes: I'll take care of my hair and face better
50 notes: I'll take showers more often
75 notes: I'll eat more often
100 notes: I'll stop purposely ignoring my iron pills in the morning
130 notes: I'll get out more often
150 notes: I'll stop my occasional very minor sh
175 notes: I'll stop neglecting myself and others around me
200 notes: I'll set an alarm to remember to eat lunch and other snacks throughout the day
250 notes: I'll stop procrastinating my work
300 notes: I'll find a way (hopefully) to get rid of my chronic year long insomnia
350 notes: I'll stop being so reserved and secretive around my family and friends
400 notes: I'll stop jumping from high things like bringing and trees
500 notes: I'll fix my bad habits
600 notes: I'll start socializing with people
700 notes: I'll seek help about my depression
800 notes: I'll start trying to get along better with the people in my life
900 notes: I'll (try) to cut ties with some toxic people in my life (not talking about any tumblr mutuals or you ace, don't you even dare think that D:<)
1000 notes: I will stop trying to kms at any given chance
#bored#avoiding sleep#notes game#idk why im doing this#might delete later#dont quote me on any if this#who knows.. maybe this will actually make a difference#Ill try my best to follow through
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get the fuck off my lawn
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btw when i say jayce and viktor fell in love in every universe i also mean the alternate timeline where jayce died
i think that jayce didnt just put his equations and name into his notes, he put his whole life and soul into it. it was basically a diary in some spots, mentioning his mom, the wizard, his studies, and obviously. yknow. the end. when viktor goes through jayce's notes, he naturally starts to mourn everything that this guy could've been, could've done, and everything they could've done together, if he just wasn't too late.
and jayce? when he hits the ground and the last thing he sees is someone approaching, with his notebook in hand, he dies with the hope that it didn't all go to waste, wouldn't all be forgotten.
and that's close enough to love, no?
#idk why i wrote this#i think i just don't like the copout of yknow. viktor being wholly ignored in the s2 e7 timeline and jayce being ignored except for bro die#maybe i'm just a jayvik completionist but i think all timelines is all timelines#jayvik#jayvik au#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayce arcane#arcane jayce#arcane viktor#arcane season 2 episode 7#arcane s2 ep7#arcane alternate timeline#arcane alternate universe#tw sui implied#may delete later idk#this one's just kinda emo
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will redo this shot hatsune miku and teto animation maybe
#sorry for the bad quality its all tumblr will allow lol#might delete later tbh#but its just miku and teto#for an animation idea i had#maybe i'll finish the animation but idk#ive only had the energy and motivation to animate vocaloids#for some reason
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if there is a re-release and the greedy ts4 cc 'creators' start trying to paywall ts2 cc can we all agree to not welcome them in?
like that sounds way harsher than it did in my head but like you're not one of us you don't even go here
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Seeing as we're at the halfway point of the year and some of these situations are (hopefully) no longer ongoing, I can actually talk about them. So, new Marlin Life Lore in no particular order:
- Left a cult (don't worry about it)
- Kissed someone who was enbyphobic (boo)
- Quit my job part 2 electric boogaloo
- Tried manifesting as a joke and think I got cursed instead
- Three month long situationship 🥳
- Five older people were hitting on me, but at least 2 of them were actively evil (3 if we count enbyphobic woman)
- Burned bridges with two long-standing industry connections within 3 weeks of one another
- Gathered a Google Drive worth of evidence on my ex-boss (because we can always nuke the remains of the bridge)
#my boss tag#the conclusion of this is I have so much like. wild shit to talk about but oh my god does she suck#cult/pyramid scheme idk what to call it; when the music industry is involved it's all treated as normal#I honestly didn't have 'Joined and quickly left a cult' on my bingo card of Things My Mother Did In Her Twenties That I Will Also Go Through#unreality#<- to be clear this all happened i just don't want anyone to stumble across the manifesting joke without context and worry about it#I think I jokingly thought Yeah I'd Like A Hot Blonde Gf when I'd already met the woman I ended up Briefly dating#and who know? maybe we'll get back together at some point#it's just really bad timing As Accelerated by the Toxic Workplace/Cult vibes#can't sleep and I'm just processing things#delete later maybe#personal log
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my friend keeps joking that I should make a replica of Marko’s jacket in Lost Boys (cos the gang’s talking about visiting Santa Cruz this summer and she already dresses just like Star) and she better stop because I legitimately will do that atp
#lost boys is a rad movie but let’s be real half of why I like it is Marko#and half of why I like him is that excellent jacket#it had no right to be that cool dude#I def care abt fashion a /little/ more than the average guy#-yk it’s a side effect of being an artist n having learned what colors n silhouettes looks good-#but this jacket is livin rent free in my head you have no idea#istg clothes don’t usually matter this much to me idk what the deal is lol#the lost boys#marko the lost boys#personal stuff#rambling#maybe delete later lol#self portrait
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“I’m sorry I said a slur it was bad” -> 30 seconds
“Tommy you are a terrible person who manipulated me, you were basically an adult anyways, I never harassed your mom and texting her isn’t weird in fact I was kind to her, you accusing me and my friends of sexism is evil (he also referenced that this was fair and they have been told they were weird towards women by other parties in HIS OWN STREAM, backtracks in the video), you love child labor, you are racist, where are your receipts, but also you were my friend and you are a good person because you used to like me at some point BUT IF YOU DONT LIKE ME ANYMORE might as well take down every time you ever interacted with me and my family because it means you never liked me and btw you are kind but also I’m not sorry to you” -> NINE WHOLE MINUTES ON A MAIN CHANNEL VIDEO + A CRASHOUT LIVESTREAM OF THREE FUCKING HOURS
Chat we are back in the fucking building again 😭😭
#dsmp#discourse#dream situation#dream#Tommy in it#I’m so sorry to my normal blog i promise I’m back to normal content like soon#but wtf#I’m gonna need melatonin#SIR IT’S MIDNIGHT IN UR TIMEZONE#crash out#not my usual content#your career is over buddy#the crazy thing is he never mentions any of the crazy stuff he said on stream#maybe delete later idk depends how funny i am#edit: i'm hilarious
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Sorry no real art -- here's bed time doodles of Mama Stargazer cause she lives in my head rent free
#one day i will draw her normally#for now#doodles#sky cotl#thatskygame#sky children of the light#ushering stargazer#prince alef#king resh#dawn ember#mamagazer#doodle#my art#maybe delete later?? idk
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i think of a rlly cute fit, i go out, and suddenly i remember that men exist this is so fucked.
#can i not wear smthn cute without men being so fucking creepy about it i hate this sm#i love dressing up sm but my fucking god.#frambling...?#delete later maybe idk i do want to show my fit thou...
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