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This is the way you are supposed to play this game.
#dddaily4sherin#day 172!!#grian#smajor1995#pearlescentmoon#itlwart#goodtimeswithscar#trafficblr#traffic smp#secret life#secret life smp#secret life spoilers#life series#my art#cw blood#i had so many thoughts about this but itll be too complicated to explain it#so ill let u guys analyze it and take it how u want💥💥💥💥#(maybe ill change my mind and ramble about it later maybeeeeee idk BHASDAHW)#explodes. cant believe we can draw scar with all the winners now it still feels like a fucking hallucination
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blake lets him keep it. this is a dire lapse in judgement on his part but they're just gonna have to live with it. (ids in alts)
#niksartstuffs#furry hockey league#ocs#furry art#theyre both.... like. ok.#conor is like. nice and soft spoken and awkward and sweet but then every now & then does smth SO serial-killer-esque.#and you just have to stand there like okay my perception of this kid has been irrevocably changed forever. what the fuck man.#and blake is very outwardly offputting and bitchy kind of on purpose which hides a deep insecurity which also hides a belief that he is#in fact better than everyone else which also hides a desperate need for someone to pay special attention to him. tch. typical.#then conor does pay attention to him. a lot. and blake likes conor more and more the weirder and weirder he reveals himself to be. win-win.#that being said i dont think they are getting together until they're like. 10 years into their careers LMAO. i keep making the burn slower#every time i think abt it. a couple yrs and then 10 yrs next thing u know it'll be when they're retired.#wait... coaching a team together........... no no i cant keep doing this to them. whatever actually i can have AUs for my own universe.#conlake baseball au. make that a reality.#idk what their portmanteau ship name should be. in my mind they are the obnoxious main ship that ppl with good taste ignore in favour of#blake/lucas or something. anyway. its fun meta thinking about my own work. these tags have gotten so far away from me.
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My angel, my pride and joy, my beloved AKA the Good Hunter Ruza lmao 🧡 ft. Her Lost Chikage and her fun outfit from these screenshots! + some lil headshots of her in the Yharnam Hunter Garb, a look I also care Deeply About ✨️
#sin scribbles#bloodborne#good hunter#good hunter bloodborne#hunter bloodborne#bloodborne oc#bloodborne oc ; ruza#(ITS DONE CAN U BELIEVE IT I SURE CANT!!!!)#(yes. i repeat. this was largely inspired and enforced by me playin d/m/c5 again. LOL.)#(look.......is it my fault my favourite games happen 2 both be about monster hunters with cool swords???)#(anyways whatever AHEM *shuffles notes*)#(i do rly like ruza in the knights garb tbf its fun and flashy. especially in game where everything is dark af)#(very fun to draw. but i prefer her in the actual hunting garb so THATS WHAT WE STICKIN WITH.)#(at least for now idk my mind changes like the weather sis thats largely why i havent given her a new ref sheet)#(or posted her new bio bc tbh im cursed!!!)#(as soon as i post a ref or a bio i immediately want to change it all. so. i just wont LOL)#(if yall still curious about her u can just send an ask or a dm or smth i dont bite 😂)#(this was supposed to be a sketch sheet can u tell i lied deceived played myself to filth)#(bonus cainhurst armor look bc i love that set SOOOOO....much)#(watch out yall sin is back at it with her nonsense cloth physics again)
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Very important conferences.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#some real serious discussions goin on in this atelier today. dont u doubt it.#agott is the only one who has ever thought about this because she is a 12 year old lesbian and UMM..FRIEND? LIKE FRIEND? IS THAT..LEGAL???#this is all i drew today because silly things like this take hours lol. at least it's practice for poses -_-#i got the pattern of the girls' dresses wrong but i couldn't be bothered to change halfway through.#don't worry if you're like what is the naakiwan downs. is that name even mentioned in the main manga#ANYWAY i KEEP thinking about what if it's actually banned for professors and watchful eyes to date like that would make a lot of sense.#like maybe it should be banned. SO??? are they just low-key Aware of what the deal is and they're just Putting their feelings aside#until graduation??? take my tassel as an unspoken reminder of how i feel?? living together trial period?? this feels like it's truly it#When we're free to be together........ Sensei loves homophobia parallels without there actually being homophobia#Let's invent reasons why men cant be together. Ummm well whatever. i'm screaming in my head but it's fine.#this will probably form the theme of my orufrey for a while. i've thought of this before but for some reason today it's big for me.#i guess the tassels might not specifically be a part of that since they exchanged them before tower of books#and qifrey made his mysterious decision to be a teacher after that and..well whatever. I need more of backstory and just..everything?#But i also don't mind when vinanna interrupts my wishes with just a chapter of just being really dreamy? I love witch hat?
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alhaitham and kaveh are neurodivergent and each other's special interest
#kaveh#alhaitham#haikaveh#kavetham#genshin impact#genshin headcanons#genshit#theyre gay your honor#theyre in love your honor#theyre neurodivergent your honor#theyre all three your honor PLEASE put them in gay baby jail finally#and they were roommates#like they cannot be any frutier#also if u dont believe me look at how/how much they talk about each other#alhaitham has autism and kaveh has adhd u cant change my mind unless to say they both have autism#edit: actually yeah kaveh has audhd ive decided it just makes sense#anyway id say i dont make the rules but actually i do#source: theyre my current hyperfixation
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I WANNA SHOW U GUYS SOMETHING I NOTICED. So yk when Ian calls mickey and we see the bike chain
( ignore the unsmoked cigs what is going on there??)
ANYWAY
there is a picture of noel (AS MICKEY OBVS) where he is wearing a bike chain ring
Idk if this is possible like what size are bike chains ?? Can they be made into rings?? IDK BUT THEY CAN NOW. MICKEY MADE THE RING. In my heart Mickey makes himself a lil bike chain ring cause HE CAN. And ik the first chain looks bigger but idc I've decided he a lil cutie who makes jewellery and u cant change my mind with UNIMPORTANT facts. Okay that's all guys
#u cant change my mind#mickey shameless#mickey milkovich#shameless us#BIKE CHAIN RING#im obsessed#i need crafty mickey milkovich#CRAFTY MICKEY#MY BOY LIKES TO MAKE THINGS#idc about the facts#THE FACTS DONT MATTER#why are none of the cigarettes smoked the whole way???
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World's most frustrating feeling: having multiple ideas and character designs but despite working on the thing for nearly 5 YEARS still being nowhere close to having a coherent plot 💀
#yeah ok this is UBER specific lmaoooo but u get me#idk man i think im really proud of my character designs (finally) especially the prsonas ive been designing lately#and i have a character i adore so much and i KNOW many things about him#but apparently cant come up with a decent plotline. like alirght#cool cool brain#sorry to be bitching ill probably delete this in the morning#but i was thinking about this as i was playing royal and thinking about how he would react to the situations#even thinking out dialogues and how id change small lil things now that hes there#but i cant realy go in depth if i dont have a plot to introduce him huh#yeah basically back to the drawing board again. for the like. 7th time idk i lost count#realistically these things take time i know but at some point i have GOT to resist the urge to just scrap all the stuff ive done#and start over going this time itll be different!#look in the grand scheme of things this really doesnt matter i just wanted to get this off my mind LMAOOOO#sorry friends <3 hope you dont mind me losing my mind over a fictional au i created for FUN again 💀#i will now be going to sleep because lets face it thats whats really wrong with me
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i don't really want to bc like. there's many reasons for me to stay but. i don't think this tumblr life is for me anymore
#obvs im gonna keep this blog like i'm not. gonna go away. i can't lol!#i need to have a space to post when i do have stuff to post ... with gachiakuta otw ofc !!!#but i think it's time .... i admit to myself i cant do this the way i did anymore#not even back in like. 2021 but even just. last year. im not someone who can sustain interaction no matter how much i want to#there's just too much on my mind and im too anxious and way too insecure and with the election i have students to take care of#my family to prioritize and i have to move house and get my credentials and my degree so i can get a job.#it's just too much really to be worrying about what i can do here .. ive been in denial for so lng#not that that changes anything for anyone here or anyone reading this. i'm not disappearing and im still gonna be reading.#but i need to officially relieve myself of duty... iN MY MIND. if that makes any sense.#im sure i'll write again one day. my writing has come so far and ive finally noticed. and im so grateful to have tried so hard#i never let myself down once. thats for certain. i did what i could when i could#but i can't anymore and that has to be okay bc its whats happening.#anyway nothing's changing dw there's just been a shift in my psyche thats all#and i might post less and reblob more .. but that's all!#still love u ofc <3#caitie blabs
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One thing that I’ve been thinking about is a possible route(?) this story could go, and that is Spamton’s trip to the Ambyu-Lances’s office. And boy do I feel bad for the Addisons because it’s gonna be hell on earth for all of em. Spamton has the mentality of a feral cat and this feral cat is going to the vet in the first time in forever. I don’t think Spamton is a big fan of large syringes, and when you have one of those chasing you down because well, look at him. He’s a walking talking corrupted program. If masters his glitches like Survey says, I can totally see him glitching through the doctors to make his grand escape™️. I feel like all the Addisons are gonna have to be here for both moral support, as well as making sure that he doesn’t attack his doctor. (Maybe they’ll sedate him a little? I know that’s what some hospitals do with rowdy-er patients LMAO, but then the Addisons have a whole new problem on their hands because now Spamton is high as a mf kite or something 😭) the last time I was under anesthesia my doctor said I wouldn’t stop laughing until I burst out into uncontrollable sobs and then I immediately blacked out💀
god a trip to the doctors office would be hell in a handbasket for this guy ;v; because he 100% has the energy of a feral cat finally being checked out
though i think once he gets closer to the addisons he'd agree to go, just to see if he can be set back to normal (spoiler alert: he can't cuz fate has handed his ass the bad luck card from square one) but he immediately regrets it and the addisons have to calm him down
them sedating him would probably be the best course of action as to actually get ANY results (because he will bite and attack on instinct hfjkkdjfkks)
though i feel if i were to write an ambyu-lance scene in the future this is how id imagine it would go:
#im a giggly hysterical laughing mess under anesthesia until im out#but i can 100% imagine spamton in ur experience#like hed be uncontrollably laughing sobbing glitching just the whole board of emotions until- bam- hes out#but not without a couple escape attempts first#but also my hcs about his corruption is truly it cant be reversed#and that the man on the phone changed him in a way that no darkner can help- at least in their world#a lightner thats like very good with computers and code could fix him maybe but then again hes pretty fried#its not entirely a bad thing infact id feel hes been like this so long that going back to the guy he once was would even mess him up more#thats just my lil take on it like im a fan in healing but not completely-going-back-to-the-way-things-were-type thing#maybe thats just irl bias like after going through something traumatic and everyone expects u to be like u were but youre not#but again your changes aren't bad just as long as you're healthy and healing and happy#thats why i keep his hair black in my fics :D also bc he thinks he looks great with the different hair color which he does#oof these tags got outta hand srry anyways thx for the ask!! i loved this idea so i hope u dont mind i doodled it fjjfhfjkkfhhsj#asks#my doods#fanfic
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@lonely-dog-song and I's button table at a craft fair last week! If you thought I had uploaded many buttons on ko-fi, then you will see that we have a lot more left from that day. (Some of these sold but most did not. We're going back for another event in a month, I guess we'll see how that goes! Thank you to everyone here that has bought stuff from me online!)
#not my art#image described#just 2 show u all the results of the button mania dog and i have been swamped in.#even tho the event is past i still cant stop thinking about buttons to make.......... i got buttons on my mind.....#sorry if its weird i sold them cheaper in person. its really hard to figure out how to price things?!?#we might change how we price them at the next event.
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OC art again
Sov the Ovenist has an assistant in the shop (or something)
Kinda happy about the design of the clothes
#oc art#digital art#i hope you have a good day today#gpizza au#sovenist#art doodles#dont mind me as i bring another oc into the gp#i just cant split the two idiots#my Tripmix duo#also I just wanted to post it because i feel way too happy about how i designed the two#(also i feel like everytime i draw Sovenist something always changes about your clothes dhsjjs)#sopas is wearing shrimp shirt#>u<#and if his hair at the back looks like a fish#well that's a stylistic choice#pizza au#gpgp#sopassistant
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Hm. So am I the only one who 'likes' having ARFID?
Like don't get me wrong it's horrible it's caused so much damage to me but also like. I've had it my whole life I can't imagine a version of myself without it and I wouldn't want to not have it.
It's as big and fundamental a part of me as my autism. Sure there's bad parts but it's what makes me me, and without it I would cease to be me and become a whole nother person.
I've always found it a 'fun' part of me, a unique thing I was completely alone in most of my life, something that made me different in a funky way.
#arfid#avoidant restrictive food intake disorder#personal#just tbc this isnt anti recovery if thats what u wanna do good for u#i consider my arfid to be chronic tho#i tried therapy my family tried so many things when i was younger but nothing worked nothing helped#and i have consistently just gotten worse#and ive never truly wanted to get better or whatever#the doctors would always ask if i had any concerns about my eating habits and i would answer nl#no*#bc i dont. i dont mind it. its so fundamental to who i am as a person i cant separate it from myself#idk this is my relationship w all my disorders honestly#they suck but there does not exist a version of me without and if there did i would no lonher recognize them as Me#but also frankly? i was just one of those kids who was weird and creepy and loved it.#i love my unhealthy habits bc they make me special n not like everyone else. is that so wrong???#idk im just screamin into the void#only IM allowed to insult my arfid. anyone else does it and theyre on my shitlist#anyway again. if u wanna reciver good for u i dont consider it impossible for other ppl#just for me. bc my arfid is based in my sensory processing issues and that is never gonna change#and even if it could i wouldnt want it nor would i put in the effort#so yeah. my arfid is crhonic but my add is iconic whatever#ass*
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stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN
stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN
stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN
stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN
stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN
stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN
#personal#SAW A POST. LOST MY MIND#''nothing changed u mistook a man for a butch and were attracted to them so really youre just small minded and should be okay with that#attraction bc clearly you hate yourself <3''#This Is The Lesbophobia We Are Talking About When You Guys Pretend We Cant Have Boundaries#like ohhh ishould just love a man instead <3 i should change my sexuality for you <3 i should just fuck guys huh <3#how fucking dismissive of our experiences. how deeply sick and disgusting of you. i hope ur an adult so i wont feel bad ripping ur hair out#like how dare you! how dare you tell me NOTHING changed. how dare you look me in the eye and tell me that its the same#its not! its not. sorry some people are comfortable with labels that assert boundaries xoxo to you but im a lesbian bc i like women. not bc#i have an aesthetic attraction to a person. if i see a butch i think oh! a butch! a fellow lesbian! and am attracted#turns out to be a guy? oh! not a butch! not a fellow lesbian! nevermind :) and omg i am so normal for that <333#like god. GOD. what a fucking piece of shit to tell lesbians we should just Let ourselves be attracted to men bc we secretly do anyway#top ten reasons i hate associating with ppl who flout no labels like it works for you im glad but you keep shoving that down my throat#and im going to commit vehicular manslaughter#i have boundaries for a reason! i am attracted to women! i dont like men! WHAT IS SO HARD TO GET THROUGH YOUR HEAD#stop TELLING every lesbian theyre secretly bi but theyre repressing and too attached to the label i will FUCKING kill you#ANYWAY. IGNORE ME LMFAO
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got a good number of cds yesterday and tomorrow but also culled a bunch
#i have limited space at the moment so must be done#and also the chunk im getting rid of i dont really need or wanf#do i really need these 3 omd albums when i am happy with keeping just the singles compilation etc#and some are '10 cent cd i want to give a listen for the first time and if i like it yay i have it and if not no loss and can just donate'#becoming a bit more strict in only keeping albums i really like as a whole piece or find w skipping a bit but overall good#and some are just 'this is a notable album i havent heard so i should have' but then its like if i dont care for it... bye#so yeah i got 13 cds yesterday? and then getting rid of like 30#and then for vinyl im just getting rid of 4. im already pretty strict with records to begin with#so im good with what i have even if its comparatively small to some#records can get expensive and u cant skip so it has to be something i really like as a whole#idk ive been collecting for 4.5 years so im due to downsize stuff i dont want#ill post a haul tomorrow after tomorrow's trip#its like would i miss or get upset not having this after i get rid of it kind of thought process lol. or will i ever change my mind about it
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theres characters u see & immediately decide "this ones mine" and then theres characters u look at and go "well this isnt anything special" & walk away but they trail u like a bored cat until u fall in love with them
#thinking about the 'is the first vocaloid u liked still ur fave' post i saw like a week ago#yeah. i looked at lapis & went i like THIS one. & i still do#rime on the other hand heard me say shes kafu but not & decided to personally change my mind#she was like hm. no. unacceptable. u are going to like me. watch this. & proceeded to not leave me alone#and it worked. she cant surpass lapis but she might be passing kafu at this point#esp when like fuyuu or magu use rime. or like daibaku hashins ookami. they make her sound so good.#naisho no pierce should use her once. please. for me. i want to hear her with their tuning#i have a bunch of irl things going on but i NEED to use her next i NEED to shes fun. u will be seeing her from me.#u can take this post away from the tagged context btw idc
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Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW
#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him#im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh)#im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked#like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ)#and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings!#god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb”#sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear)#maybe dont be so dismissive#like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves#and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed#and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance???#like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off#leave it be!#god looking back on all this....#i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things#ppl can change so ill just hope for that#or maybe he'll meet his match#someone who reflects the same energy he has!#tho im not sure if hed like that haha#the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt#but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses#which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own#gotta get context for everything u know#but in this case....naur#like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind!#so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr#im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly#trying to make sure not to make things harder for them#and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset#but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???
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