#& a heavy heart to carry
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Rubbin it in.
#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#team fortress 2#heavymedic#im a heavy main and my boyf is a spy main but i've been teaching him heavy and ill go medic to help him stay alive lol#and he's CONVINCED that he carries me as heavy when im working my arse off to keep him alive as he thunders around#i never have the heart to argue though as he's SO proud
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how can you drop a heavy burden if it's holding you up as well
#im having too many feelings post the very final#NGAHH. im in a hell of my own making#they said a heart’s a heavy burden#and gintama said to live a full life is to carry a heavy burden throughout a long journey#and i said what if i started sobbing#the yorozuya actually mean so much to me. i can never explain it in words#they are THE found family first and foremost. and i really want to convey that in the art i make later on#they’re such a comfort#oh god i might tear up#anyways#sakata gintoki#kagura gintama#shimura shinpachi#yorozuya gin chan#yorozuya#gintama#ok bye
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did you know that my love has concrete feet my love's an iron ball
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In which Medic is a dramatic bastard
(full version on PF, feat. Heavy Cameo Guy)
#gopher art#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#sorta. hes talkin#heavymedic#red oktoberfest#again. sorta. its implied#spice ish#in my heart he is the king bottom. but he loves misha and likes making him happy. so hes really just playing up his preference lmao#introducing the Info Hazard Sketchbook btw#I keep that thang separate from the one I carry everywhere. because i would die if someone looked at it
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One last store update! After this I will begin sending emails to a subscriber list.
You can input your email of choice for my shop newsletter into this google form here.
A quick summary of some things:
I was unable to finish orders by printing their shipping labels by today, despite what I said last week, because of health issues that had to be addressed instead.
More of my product order was messed up, had enough items to fulfill every order but I’ve been left with ZERO extra stock on a couple items to put into my shop after.
I got enough interest in the Halloween keychains and stickers so I will be making them.
Full explanations below ^^
I have now packed every single order and reviewed all of their contents. However I was unable to send them out today as at some point last week I became very unwell. I’ve been going downhill for a while but it has never gotten to this degree this fast before. I still don’t really know what caused it and so I had been unable to pack over the weekend and couldn’t get all the shipping labels printed for them today.
I will be printing these labels out and taking chunks of the orders to the post office over the next few days.
But the more I’d packed the more I’d realized more of my product order had been messed up. I had ordered extras of everything and yet some of the products that I ordered just BARELY fulfilled every order — I had to use some of the initial samples to fulfill every order but rest assured they are the exact same as the products in size and quality. I have exactly ZERO of some products left over for shop stock when I’d ordered 10-15 extra of every item (as well as TOO MANY of some less popular products that didn’t need all these extras) which sadly means a few items will not be in stock when I open the store back up. I may put discounts on the unwanted extras I received because of this.
While I would expect by default to receive the products in the quantity that I ordered, I also understand that I ordered hundreds of products all in one order, and that is only one order that is being fulfilled out of the many other orders they get daily. I myself did not count out every single product to check because of the sheer amount of everything that was ordered — I had ordered over 500 keychains alone to fulfill the preorders and the entire order has taken up a full room when all spread out. But I still did not count beforehand and would only find out once I’d run out of a certain product, so I accept this is partly my responsibility too. This should not happen again as I never expect to make an order this big again, I had only done this for shop startup, and I will be making another order to restock these products. But it’s still sad it happened.
I apologize for this and I appreciate all of your patience once again. I am explaining all of this as I believe you are owed information about what is going on seeing as you’ve put money into this, and I myself said they would all be sent out by Monday. I just want to be transparent ^^
And one last thing — many of you wanted Halloween merchandise, so I will be moving forward with that! (I’ve decided they will not be glow in the dark though, as I’d have to make every vibrant color instead transparent for the glow to come through, and I believe the designs would suffer too much without these colors)
I have ordered from this manufacturer multiple times before over the years and they’ve always gotten it right with more reasonably-sized orders, so I am confident these will not have the same problems as this preorders period has.
Thank you again very much for your support and understanding up to this point!! <3
#I don’t know how long I’m still going to feel like this#basically it’s heart issues#at first I had thought I’d reacted really bad to caffeine in headache medication that I’d taken#because I cannot have caffeine#but it had never done that to me before and it’s been lasting for longer than caffeine would even be in my system#and maybe it still was the caffeine I don’t know#but for now#I do not know how long things will be like this#I can’t carry anything heavy or walk or stand for long periods of time right now#so I will have to take the orders in chunks over the course of about three days with some help probably#I promise I’m not pushing myself though I take breaks the moment I feel like I should#I’ve been getting help and this is a health issue I’ve already been trying to address and my job thankfully gave me some relief#so I’ve just been resting for a few days and thankfully have a head start on managing this#I do apologize if any of this has been disjointed or disconnected concentrating does not come easy right now#thank you all for your patience thus far it means so much to me
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terrible awful realization
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arisveah: and the surgery scene was so much more piercing seeing it from a different angle like omg now we have the idea that he was screaming the whole time omg.
best friend: RIGHT
arisveah: (referring to a previous comment about the exposure) "nerd" okay star wars. what am i supposed to do with the knowledge that charlie was screaming for half an hour what the fuck. what do i do with that? poor boy. if he ever escapes his voice is going to be absolutely shot. and plus saying all that (referring to the horror of promoting a future sex channel with your voice and not your authority) on stream- poor man might never say anything again (if he gets out) :(
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#generation loss#genloss#slimecicle#genloss charlie#mute genloss charlie#the founders cut#u ever get such a foggy brain in public that your mouth speaks without your consent and now u said something very violating about yourself?#now imagine that its been streamed in front of thousands of people and you can’t stop your mouth despite your best efforts#and before you know it youve made promises you know youll be forced to keep#because you didnt make them the people controlling your life did#and now you just have to wrestle with the reality of keeping these promises while your legs run with a boy. you know will die#and your eyes are too heavy to tell where the camera is focusing#but youre pretty sure its already focused your butt after you were forced to eat people and you dont know what else mightve happened after#terrifying#poor fucking gl charlie slimecicle#and he thought he was in the sanctity of his home too#maybe im reading too much into it#but my heart cries for that character man#he needs a hug and a warm blanket BADLY#i will give him hot chocolate and a Gun and he will be safe forever slash platonic#i want to steal him and niki and sneeg and vinny and carry them away to a safe little house on the prairie where they learn how to be human#and they farm carrots and wheat and charlie and sneeg go vegetarian while niki joins the police force and vinny works as an accountant
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im so heavy in your arms
#my art#kingdom hearts#aqua#anti aqua#kh#the void and darkness represented by the ocean and aqua being the manifestation of fluidity and all encompassing nature of the ocean#drowning in her depression#carrying ur grief is so so so heavy#can you bear it all urself#shes so eldest sister coded it makes me frow up
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i dont want to do anything but i want to do everything you know
#please understand me why cant i move why am i frozen#why i want to move but i cant why moving is emotionally hard am i ungrateful am i bad am i no good#i want to read but emotions are too heavy to carry i want to watch but my heart is aching i want to talk someone but in my room not interne#when will it be good will it ever be okay#is there gonna be peace feeling warmth joy friendships#will they exist at future for me?#i dont even lnow what im talking about#hope i see good dreams tonight but i know theres too much nightmare thar waits me there and im scared to tell you this but they are too muc#you have to process#you lived it but now you need feel it again#i want joy kindness warmth#i want to someone to cry#personal
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08x14 // 09x07
I'm just tired of losing everything.
#rwby#jaune arc#penny polendina#rwby9#rwby v9#rwby v8#rwby spoilers#rwby parallels#rwbyedit#rwbyparalleledit#my edits#jauneedit#v8c14#v9c7#it's been so hard to make gifs for this episode#it's so so painful and heavy#my heart breaks for both ruby and jaune#both leaders having to bear the heavier burden of failure and loss#both believing they are responsible#and they have to carry that burden alone#jaune never being able to process his trauma#penny's blood is on his hands#and he's been waiting for so many years on his own in ever after#still trying to be a hero#because if he wasn't a hero#what does he have left?
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MiqoMarch Day 06 - Road
"Yours is a long road, my friend, and it stretches on to places beyond imagining... no matter how far your journey may take you, you stand where you stand by virtue of the road you walked to get there. For in times of hardship, when you fear you cannot go on... The joy you have known, the pain you have felt, the prayers you have whispered and answered—they shall ever be your strength and your comfort."
#MiqoMarch#MiqoMarch2024#ffxiv#endwalker#miqo'te#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv wol#endwalker spoilers#ffxiv spoilers#ffxiv endwalker#one of my favourite quotes#from one of my favourite miqo \o/#please appreciate how hard arsay is trying not to cry rn#this is moments before alisaie takes arsays hand and arsay in turn snaps out of it and takes aliphinauds#they walk the rest of the way there holding hands its very sweet#anyways the finale of endwalker is really important to me because arsay doing her fucking best to stay strong despite it all#and learning that staying hopeful in the face of despair is not the same as simply ignoring all your problems and pretending its okay#its about accepting the bad shit happening and making the choice to keep going#you have to carry that weight space cowboy!!#keep moving forward despite how heavy your heart feels#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
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#ahhh a lil more patience#need to hold on for a lil more#my heart is so tired#it feels so heavy#there's a burden too heavy to carry#a burning sensation#right in my heart#and idk what's the cure#idk what to do#idk when everything will get fine#I'm not giving up#but I can't withstand it either#I can't sleep can't eat can't exist happily
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#・。 * 。 ☆ * :: (( ooc. ))#OKAY I MAY NOT RP THE KNIVE BUT#・。 * 。 ☆ * :: Tsaritsa#I DO RP THE TSRITSA -#・。 * 。 ☆ * :: snezhnaya | a heavy heart to carry : words of love never felt like any blessings |
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❤️
#oh friends. God is so good#I was so heavy-hearted this morning#about the war in Israel (I’ve been to the border village where 15 civilians were shot this weekend. I was scanning the names to see#if our guide who lives there and his family survived)#about my skin condition which is daily growing so much worse and causing me to lose a lot of hair#also I am so tired thanks to the cricket and other things#BUT I poured it out to Him in worship today#and then!!! got to watch a dear friend become a member#had great conversations at lunch about things I love#(including Desdichado :)#AND God guided my mind to verses that help AND we had a truly fantastic hymn sing#good songs picked - so many of my favorites - and so much enthusiasm and everyone doing parts!!#so yeah ❤️#the heavy things are still with me but you know what I’m not the only one carrying them
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okay one thing about g3 cleo is that i like that they acknowledge that her organs are in canopic jars but like... her heart would still be in her body. literally for the reason they state in the show is why mummies would keep their hearts in real life
#telly tells#monster high#cleo de nile#sorry if this isnt entirely accurate to the show i only watched the first ep <3#anyway i like that she carries her canopic jars around bc like. shes disabled babey!!!#like having to carry around something heavy and inconvenient elsewise there are physical consequences#also i do know that not all mummies were uniform but like considering. she would almost definetely have her heart in her chest
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If Zoro and Sanji had a daughter, and if Zoro decided to let Sanji name her, he would name her Sora, after his mother whom he loved dearly, and poisoned herself. I think that would be so wholesome = '>
So I've actually thought a lot about this! Since both Zoro and Sanji have two women in their life who they loved who passed, those would be good candidates for baby names.
but the more I thought about it the more I think Zoro and Sanji wouldn't want to put the weight of their grief on their daughter. For my ZoSan child oc, her name is Mariposa! Mari for short. It's Spanish for butterfly, but someone on the French side of my family has that name so I thought it would be a good pick. They also decided that she would take Zoro's last name and not Sanji because he denounced his family name
#ask box#zosan#one piece#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#roronoa zoro#one piece sound au#i thought about giving her sanji's mom's name#but i think sanji would consider it#but then decide against it#he doesn't want his baby to carry his heavy heart
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when you come across a new song, and the first few lines hit hard, so now you must listen to it a hundred times just to listen to those words
#i know the hurt is heavy/ i know the road is long/ and all the pain you feel is hard to take/#carry your heart like a stone/ but we can carry each other/ watch the midnight pass#music#on repeat#favs
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