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#ahhh a lil more patience#need to hold on for a lil more#my heart is so tired#it feels so heavy#there's a burden too heavy to carry#a burning sensation#right in my heart#and idk what's the cure#idk what to do#idk when everything will get fine#I'm not giving up#but I can't withstand it either#I can't sleep can't eat can't exist happily
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limogen is so much better to say than imodna omg
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i just saw izana and kaku edit and now i struggle to do my tasks today i can't function properly
#why would op do it#馃槶馃槶#i was fine#until im not#i can't get it out of my head#and chest hurts#it feels so heavy#im wrecked#foul#just foul#.
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mob psycho 100 is such an incredible story and now that it finished there is a hole in my heart.
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it doesn't help that I'm going through my worst bout of depression in at least a year (probably longer).
numb, empty, unfocused.
how am I supposed to show her that I can be stable for her, when I feel fucked up too, sometimes?
#it feels so heavy#i don't want it#it doesn't make sense#even when things seem to be going well it still hits me#bpd#borderline#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline partner#bpd partner#borderline personality disorder#bpd relationships#borderline personality disorder relationships#borderline relationships
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anya deserved so much better
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing art#mouthwashing anya#ibon draws#cw eye strain#eye strain#just in case#massive trigger warning for people interested in the game 馃槶i myself had to just listen to a video summarizing it#because i don't do well with heavy games like that especially as a survivor and someone with cptsd myself#the way in which she was systematically failed and gaslit by the others even after the fact felt eerily similar to what i experience#'in the back of my mind it's always there' how it feels to have cptsd in the aftermath is so realistically depicted by anya- i can confirm#take care of yourselves ok <3 i wish us all healing and safety
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This took me forever but finally I can get a lil ref lineup of all of them haha I had a fun time trying to pin down their body shapes! I took sooome liberties but I tried to stay on model (their models are... surprisingly way more lean than in memory) And we can't forget administration:
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 soldier#tf2 pyro#tf2 scout#tf2 engineer#tf2 demoman#tf2 heavy#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#tf2 medic#tf2 administrator#miss pauling#my god#so many characters#yknow what for more torture next time ill draw every tf2 woman lol#this is so i can reference my own art lol see how I drew someone#I feel like I struggle with consistency
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i lied theres no sex. were gonna sit down and watch supernatural while we analyze the way almost every character is queer coded especially dean
#supernatural#dean winchester#spn#destiel#castiel#deancas#sam winchester#theyre all queer because i said so#at this point it feels so wrong to call deans queerness a headcanon like it so soo heavily implied its literally canon#sam however......#and if i said a character who has always felt like they dont belong and something is inherently wrong with them is heavy queercoding......#like wow thats Queer Experience literally#ALSO U KNOW WHAT IM SOOOOOO UPSET ABOUT OMG#like i LOVE LOVE LOVE when in dean and cas live together and claire and kaia come over and hang out im gonna cryyyyy#and they sooo shouldve done that in the show#anyway a queer show (real) for queer people (debatable)
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I have been seeing posts about how a certain frame in the TF2 comics should make heavy and medic hug so-
#we must gaslight people into thinking this is real#feel free to spread the image around just give credit-#they are so gay in the comics#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 comics#heavy tf2#tf2 medic#red oktoberfest#gay men#i did NOT draw the backround lmao
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Hello Ethubs nation :]
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#gremnda art#this is the silliest thing i've drawn in a while and i am so happy w it#i just read a heavy angst fic with etho and bdubs#this is my way of coping guys let me have this#ethubs#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#oo look at me go making ship art#guys im from dsmp fandom i feel like im committing an actual crime by drawing ship art#please be nice i will cry
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#interview with the vampire#vampterview#iwtv#armand x daniel#armandaniel#armandiel#daniel molloy#armand#assad zaman#eric bogosian#iwtvedit#tvedit#do_you_think_a_depressed_person_could_make_this.jpg#love spending hours on a gifset just so some clown from twt can steal it in 1 sec 馃憤#i'm jealous of Armand's patience lol#that 'gloves and contact lenses' gif. yeah...#bottom left gif. shoud've winked at him#amc iwtv#iwtv s2#iwtv spoilers#*gif#wanted to make it funnier but i feel like i'm going to pass out. rip my whole body#long post#gif heavy#*iwtv
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i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#megumi#looks at clock UHHHHHHHH oops#i got lost in the sauce that is rendering his gd chin and under his lips.... ive been in stylized anime mouth land 2 long i fear#i had forgotten how much of a pain those shadows are :'>>> eSP at a lookdown angle#fought a bit but little did he know i spent years doing coloured pencil portraits. this is My domain#god but the rest of the skin render was so FUN i love . warm grey in2 brown in2 red/orange fr the deep underneck shadow#lip tint heavy blush freckles glossier model fushiguro megumi...........im a believer i fear#had a bit of a hard time finding a middle ground between how i normally draw his hair and a more Realistic take on it#the model in the og has hair that's pretty close but i think the strands r a bit short n too heavily curved fr my tastes#its my brand im afraid i simply must give itfs both longer hair#nothing else feels Right#but god i underestimated how Good this photoshoot is as megu material . i get the hype now i get it#i did the sketch n i looked at it and i had an oh /oh/ moment#smh megumi put those lustrous emerald orbs away before u hurt some1#his gaze is too powerful . slaps a red bg on him makes him my new icon :)#anyway its 6am it is morning time do i sleep fr like 3 hrs or do i say megumi voice Whatever we shall see
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my arm rlly hurts idk why T__T agrhrhdhhh
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THE GLORIA SCOTT - part 2, and a follow up to my comic for the first half of this scene! thanks sm to @crashingmeteorz for allowing me to source validation for my whimsical cosmic approach to this moment <3
#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#i had such a distinct and vivid image for this scene in my mind when i first considered drawing it#but i was worried people might find it. too weird?? but . i dont want to draw 13 pages of two men lying on a bed#so heres my heavy visual metaphor for the ways in which i think john and sherlock are trying to connect with each other in this scene#i hope it makes sense!#i have so many feelings about this scene i cant put it into words so it had to be a comic instead#another note i was already working on this when joff's floorplan released and i didnt want to reshuffle the entire composition to conform#wouldnt have worked#but future comics will take the canon floorplan into account#uhmm#oh yeah also wanted to mention: i took inspiration from Space Boy the webcomic. so. read that if u vibe with this kind of storytelling#another thing: sleep well by electric president - tracks 4 5 and 6#patsart
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rereading aftg and realising just how oblivious neil was is truly hilarious
just a few pages ago renee told neil andrew is gay and neil literally had to lie down to process it, now he's admitting he watches andrew at the gym and is impressed by how much he lifts??? dude. you are down SO bad
#oblivious idiot. I love him#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#also I feel like some ppl really gloss over how much upper body strength andrew has#his racquet is HUGE and heavy as hell#and he lifts enough to impress neil (the guy who literally never compliments/praises anyone)#plus he eats so much sugar and seemingly couldn't care less about maintaining a proper athlete's diet#andrew is jacked. andrew is beefy#and neil loves it#finch.txt
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SCOURGE SUNDAY 026/???
real fur coat [thtz cruel]
#scourge wc#warriors#warrior cats#scourge warriors#wc scourge#scourge#scourge warrior cats#bloodclan#scourge sunday#tigerclawstar#I GUESS LMFAO#slapping filterz n texturez on this i may hav gone 2 far but well. idk#i basically alwayz wanna hav this filter on super heavy but it distortz the colorz soo much i alwayz only evr use it at like. 5% LOL#shoudl this hav som kinda warning. i feel like itz not any mnore grusome thn the avaerage scourge so idk
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