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I feel nauseated, every day growing ever jaded with tears on full display like my face was marinaded From this disease called love I wanna be innoculated before all I know is hatred With baited breath I waited, in vain I did, but my heart was never satiated as my feelings you only ever masturbated while my faults I ruminated until what was left of my self worth had shriveled and faded I used to be elated, believed things were fated, but realizing more and more that dreams like that are dated and that the only way to survive is to keep yourself gated from foolish fantasies to be berated Cut me out, cut me off, no longer weighted by a child's silly desire to be soulmated; a harsh lesson belated is that even in a universe where everything is connected, our hearts and souls were never related --- I like to idealize and idolize my lovers and their lies, while in my self I fail to be wise and prioritize. Don't be like me, guys. ✨💜☮️🕉️✨ --- #art #wordart #poem #poetry #words #rhyme (not very good rhythm or flow, though, I know) #love or #justlust? #twinflame or #justagame? #pitypartyofone #movingon #lettinggo #letitgo #codependency #catharsis #resilience #alchemy #selfhelp #selfworth #selfcare #selflove https://www.instagram.com/p/B66_MxvgdOn/?igshid=1tfxl5t6ap21k

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Dear God, What did it mean? Was it a lesson I needed to Learn but refused to see? Down on my knees begging and Pleading to better understand this State of being you put me in to Seek a sense of self I can be free in I'm still learning, yearning to Know the meaning behind this Burning feeling that pushes other Muggles to turn their struggles and Blunders into word flow wonders and That tear closed minds asunder A wizardry, a mastery of an artistry That's still feels beyond me. But I've seen my heroes go from the streets To dropping gold disc GOAT beats So just maybe there's still a Possibility for me Hopefully --- Listening to @thatsdax for encouragment and motivation while processing some things. No Cappin on repeat like the obsessive weirdo I am. I'm not after the gold, at least not the same gold. I'm after one that's old, one that's mine to keep and keep me warm when the shoulder turns cold. ✨💜☮️🕉️✨ #art #poetry #poem #prose #word #spokenword #lines #bars #questions #lessons #lifelessons #hope #optimism #dontgiveup #goals #resilience #stateofmind #mindovermatter #alchemy #magic https://www.instagram.com/p/B66bb2ugkEm/?igshid=1q8clpd82x2fe

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whatcha doing? what do you think about at night? do you wonder about the future? do you ever reflect on the past? how many mistakes did you need to learn? how many times have you changed your mind? what fall hurt the most? why do you hate me? I like the face on this one. #art #artist #draw #drawing #sketch #sketchy #shadows #questions #practice #angel #wings #nekkid #prose (at Bakersfield, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5-Qv0mgJP3/?igshid=1oartrj4s1trn

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Reporter: What’s your name?

Hong Kong Protestor: Lee Chun Hei! I won’t commit suicide!

Police: 

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gay_irl

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The bisexual overlords approve.

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fun fact: basically every mod on r/legaladvice is a cop. if you see a bunch of comments in a row that have been deleted for “offering bad advice”, you can replace “reddit” in the url with “ceddit” to see the same page with all the deleted comments still there, and roughly half the time the “"bad advice”“ is literally anything that suggests that maybe OP shouldn’t trust the cops

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Red sunflowers are my favorite. ❤ #sunflower #girasol #tournesol #słonecznika #sonnenblume #blodynyrhaul #lusnagréine #sólblómaolía #sun #flower #flowers #floweroftheday #sol #flora #fleur #floral #red #yellow #gold #rojo #amarilla #oro #nature #naturelover #flowerpower #summer #gardening #green #greenthumb #skull #yesfilter

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Look at all my fleurs!!! #sunflower #girasol #tournesol #słonecznika #sonnenblume #słonecznik #blodynyrhaul #lusnagréine #sólblómaolía #HashTagAbuse... #sun #flower #flowers #sol #flora #fleur #floral #mirasol #yellow #gold #amarilla #oro #nature #naturelover #flowerpower #flowerphotography #skulls #hippie #dirtyhippie #summer #verano #garden #gardening #apartmentgardening #green #verde #greenthumb #pretty #purdy #Bakersfield #CA #California

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The first #sunflower of the year. El primer #girasol del año. Le premier #tournesol de l'année. Pierwszy #słonecznika w tym roku. Die erste #sonnenblume des Jahres. #hashtagabuse... #sun #flower #flowers #sol #flora #floral #mirasol #słonecznik #blodynyrhaul #lusnagréine #sólblómaolía #yellow #gold #nature #naturelover #naturegram #floweroftheday #flowerpower #hippie #hippieshit #dirtyhippie #summer #garden #gardening #gardener #apartmentgardening #flowerphotography #green #greenthumb #pretty #purdy #instapic #picoftheday #yesfilter #Bakersfield #CA #California

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Loving all the weather lately. Coworker thinks I'm a dork...here's me not caring. :-p #Clouds #CloudPorn #Cumulus #SkyPorn #InstaSky #ElNiño #Winter #AfterTheRain #Nature #NatureLover #NatureGram #Hippie #HippieShit #Pretty #Cielo #Nubes #Bakersfield #Bako #CA #California #PicOfTheDay

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Wooh! #Sunflower number 2! #hashtagabuse... #sun #flower #flowers #flora #floral #macro #yellow #gold #nature #naturelover #naturegram #floweroftheday #flowerporn #flowerpower #hippie #hippieshit #treehugger #summer #garden #gardening #gardener #apartmentgardening #green #greenthumb #pretty #purdy #Bakersfield #CA #California #Cali #kerncounty

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My #pretty #sunflower is now in full bloom today. I'm hysterically happy that I actually managed not to kill something. #nature #naturelover #naturegram #hippie #hippieshit #treehugger #sun #flower #instaflower #floweroftheday #flowergram #yellow #gold #garden #gardening #apartmentgardening #green #greenthumb #nofilter #picoftheday #instapic #instacool #bakersfield #bako #ca #California #Cali #kerncounty #hashtagwhore

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I'm loving the juxtaposition on my feed between these two squirts posted for #WorldTurtleDay. #AmericanTortoiseRescue

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Ice cream fortresses of doom! Nom nom nom! #icecream #coldstone #chocolate #diabeetus #sugarhigh #pickmeup #sweet #yummy #nomnomnom #bakersfield #ca #themarketplace #picoftheday

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The Harrowing Tale of Peter Rabbit. My chocolate Peter Rabbit looked like he finally met up with Mr. McGregor...I added a few details. #easter #happyeaster #chocolate #candy #candygram #BeatrixPotter #PeterRabbit #bunny #iplaywithmyfood #Ihaveissues #ibabysit #keepmeawayfromkids #morbid #macabre #creepy #creeper #weird weirdo #strange #blood #bloody #dead #death #jelly #sugar #sweet #diabeetus #bakersfield #ca