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Wat.

I have just learned that Mountain Goats are NOT, in fact, actual Goats.

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This is so so so very important. If you are struggling I want you to be safe, I want you to know that you are loved. I don't like talking on the phone, sometimes I clam up and can't talk when I'm anxious. So I'm glad that I found this to share. Spread the word.

i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls

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Like how his orientation says "straight (gay)" is so funny to me lol

zach's page on the wiki is so silly

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YEAH okay 😩👌 he's fine. 😩 😴

some of my favorite Lyle pics, will reblog and add more :3

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Original post! Oh I know this is amazing!! So short story long, I got some taco bell after going to donate some clothes that didn't fit and I decided to go to the park with my food. After I was done eating I took some pics with Zach and decided to do some parkour. Well. I fell. I got too silly and whimsical doing so. I decided to go to the hospital because my hand hurts so bad...

I find it funny how Zach called back one of his old animations TOTALLY by accident. BRUH. 💀 This is MY car, I ain't getting out mofo! 🤣😅

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I love its feet. Keep being you lil dude 😎 🐾

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BOOM. 🫱BISEXUAL🫲 I REST MY CASE. *folds arms and sits plump ass down on chair only to miss it and fall to the floor* 🤸💥🌀😵‍💫💫

"You can maybe even be straight and do a gay act."

-Zach Hadel

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Me: Has the willingness to work out and lose weight.

Also Me: (no I'm not pregnant, just fat LMAO)

just ate so much fuckinv fried chicken

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I was actually about to buy something like this, recently coming out as trans masc and trying to figure out what style works for me while I still haven't taken any steps in medical transition. I'm not ready. Sure big clothes may help hide some things but I am a heavy and curvy individual as is. Zach has really come a long way in terms of confidence I think 🤔

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I get the same feeling sometimes when I keep blowing my nose and have to keep telling them about my nasal issues. I don't think I have a particularly big nose but I hate to keep explaining it to others. Cleaning chemicals can sometimes just make me sneeze and my nose drips more. Gross, I know, but I'm not sick or don't have seasonal allergies. I've had rhinitis since I was like 19 and sometimes I just simply forget to take allergy pills or my nasal spray. And then sometimes I need breathe right strips so I can sleep at night. *Plays smallest violin* 😢

👁️👃👁️

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Well when you can't really take other recreational drugs like alcohol or weed due to being on prescribed mental health medications because you are bipolar AF and may actually just need the extra dopamine or whatever...

then yeah🤷..... 🤫

um don't you know that when you play toys it releases dopamine (a CHEMICAL) in your brain... and it literally acts like a DRUG... you might think you enjoy playing toys but it's actually just dopamine dependency... so yeah playing toys addiction is a serious problem :/

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Ya gotta wonder if he's a trans man

IF

🤫🫱 ZACH FROM THE HELLBENDERS IS CANONICALLY TRANSGENDER🫲🤫

Just spitting facts though... 🤷🧑‍🤝‍🧑🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

HIS PUSSAY IS FACING THE WORLD

GOOD GOD I GOTTA GET BETWEEN THOSE LEGS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!

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TW: kinda sexually suggestive read; just talking briefly about rpf for a bit. Tune in if you want, or leave, I don't care.

Here's the thing... I'm not totally opposed to rpf but I have to admit it is a bit weird.

Like more specifically, I am autistic, I sometimes have a very hard time reading social cues, so there's a LOT of moments on Oneyplays that I just wonder if it is actually real or not.

Like there's some instances where Chris and Zach are just "fagging out" and sometimes I can't even make this shit up. Like how can you tell me that when Zach put his thumb through his pants to look like a penis, and Chris did the same with his hands to look like a pussy??

Like that's probably a joke but there's just so many damned blurred lines at least to me.

I am not saying that they are romantically involved, sexually involved at ALL irl, that's the whole point of rpf. Acknowledgement that it IS fictional, as far as the nature of the relationship.

And well... It just seemed a bit fishy to me how Zach Hadel has two, count em, two characters that are self-inserts that are canonically gay or bisexual. Eh I don't wanna keep beating this dead horse, but it's like come on man. Just say two words or two sentences. You're gay or bi or whatever.

Albeit that being said, that DOESN'T change the fact being that he's in a relationship with his girlfriend Nikki.

I am able to separate the two facts in my mind that while yeah, this rpf is a bit weird, it doesn't bother me much.

Maybe part of the fact is Oneyplays has little characters that makes writing fiction for them easier to digest?

Maybe.

Does that make me a freak for enjoying it? Maybe so, yeah.

I didn't quite understand at the time that Hellbenders was totally queer-coded and maybe Zach and Chris were trying to say something serious? Maybe not, maybe I'm just a dummy.

But enjoying oneyplays rpf doesn't keep me from respecting the Oneyplays crew and said parasocial circles.

I probably won't always repost rpf stuff here because yeah I am a rather bit uncomfortable with others finding it.

Ya gotta understand that this is the person who used to draw Pete Wentz and Patrick Stump in awkward social situations with the band lol.

Rpf is probably NOT my main focus here but I'm still figuring out what. Tumblr might be a dead platform anyways... I understand if you just leave a like and scurry off to the hidey hole you came from. I won't force you to come back...

Okay thanks for listening on an episode of whatever the fuck!! 🥴🎧🙏🎶 🦉 🌙

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Holy hell I love him he's so angry

another 3d grim, i have realized i have not posted it

i WAS gonna do more with it, but i think it's just fine as is

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Similar vibe.

therapist: it's ok, hyper realistic Lyle Oneysona isn't real and he can't hurt you

Hyper realistic Lyle Oneysona:

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SAME. I've been having the worst work day. Technically we aren't supposed to have two earbuds in but I need them in because for some reason my body just decided to have the biggest sensory overload today. I fucking hate working in maternity, I NEED to go home.

does anyone want to lay on the floor with me and be weird

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Can I haz cheeseburger? 🙏 🐀 🧀

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