porcelainbunnyboo

[porcelainbunnyboo]

Start today or the cycle repeats tomorrow

Start today or the cycle repeats tomorrow

Start today or the cycle repeats tomorrow

Start today or the cycle repeats tomorrow

Start today or the cycle repeats tomorrow

Start today or the cycle repeats tomorrow

Start today or remain the f@tty you’ve always

been

[porcelainbunnyboo]

You gained weight? St4rve.You lost weight?St4rve more!! Your gonna gain either way if you don’t 🤷🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️

[porcelainbunnyboo]

St4rv1ng so adult me won’t be disappointed that I missed out on having sk!nny teenage years.

St4rv1ng myself because if I don’t start in the winter where will I be in the summer?

St4rv1ng because that’s what a real 4na does.

St4rv1ng because it’s better then eating

St4rv1ng so I will be the girl that walks in the door and heads turn

St4rv1ng so the same people who called me fat ask me “how did you get skinny”

St4rv1ng so someone will notice me

St4rv1ng so people in the future will see how destroyed my skeleton body and wonder what went wrong

St4rv1ng because it’s better then ending it

St4rv1ng because cals or not your still eating and you’ll still remain the way you are.

St4rving so if sum1 ask about my 3d they won’t say “you don’t look like you have one”

St4rving because eating is gross and uncalled for

[porcelainbunnyboo]

4n4 rage is when I’ve been f4sting for almost my 5th day and all the sudden I get sick so my mom gives me cough syrup which I don’t find out till AFTER it has 5 FREAKING CALS.And I can’t p3rge it because meds don’t come up easy and my parents would hear bc it’s night .I CANT WIN OH MY GAWSHH.So yk what?My birthday is on the 31rst .So if I choose to ⭐️ve Oh well I can do what I want.Therefore I’ll f4st until January 3rd🤍

[porcelainbunnyboo]

I hate it when people say they can’t control their b1nging.Like wdym?!Your the one putting the food down your throat obviously you can control it , your choosing to b1nge that’s just the hard truth.Get over it and stop e@ting🤣‼️‼️

[porcelainbunnyboo]

You b1nge and your 4n4?Have control.Who is controlling you?Your friends and family?Are they the ones stuffing your face?You choose what you want to do.You are the one who enters the fatty food in your fatty mouth.Your f@sting won’t matter after you break it with a b1nge.You make the choices.Nobody is in control but you..

[porcelainbunnyboo]

Tw.4n4 v3nt

Is it just me or does 4n4r3x1a makes me so sheltered.I feel so out of place in the world.I never want to go out over the fear of f0od.Im starting homeschool next month to have more time to myself and to burn more c@lories.But at the same time I’m failing not one but TWO classes.I have no energy to get anywhere.If I can’t burn I just ⭐️ve.Everyone has normalized me staying quiet.I even feel out of place talking to people online.Like as if I don’t belong anywhere.I just wanna get w0rse.And I’m accepting myself for that.Ill never fail 4n4.She never failed me.

[porcelainbunnyboo]

⭐️ving as long as I can.Not sure when I’ll stop prolly until I’m p4ssed out or until I can’t m0ve.I don’t wanna breath around foød.It feels so good to be 3mpty.The others will talk about low c4l food all day and how I could just eat.But it’s just not enough.I need to st4rve.Its to hard to e4t when I could choose to simply not.It makes my 3d feel less valid when I e4t.Ill show everyone how long I can really go.People don’t know how avoidant I can get.How much we1ght I can drop in 2 weeks of st4rving.Just wait.

[porcelainbunnyboo]

Tw 3d‼️‼️‼️ If u are sensitive don’t read or block don’t report pls.This is for my girl blogging purposes + 4n4 t1ps for those in need + m34nspo

[porcelainbunnyboo]

I’ve reached my second gw .It’s not enough.And it won’t be enough until I’m completely sk1n and bøne.Until I’m shriveled.Im f@sting for most of the week in a competition so I better win!!

[porcelainbunnyboo]

I wanna be skinny .I wanna be skinny .I need to be dæthspo .I need to be dæthspo. I wanna be under weight.I wanna be under weight.I can’t eat .I can’t eat .Make food leave. Make food leave. Make food leave.Food isn’t fuel it’s fat. Food isn’t fuel it’s fat.Food will never complete me..just 15 more kg please please please

[porcelainbunnyboo]

Yeah you’re cool but do yk why my bracelets are red and purple ??❤️💜

[porcelainbunnyboo]