lostasalicemadasthehatter

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

“Fall for someone who makes you love yourself a bit more.”

— Unknown

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

And Im still doing it. I just don't feel Im able to change. I keep falling into my old ways.

“I owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with what I didn’t deserve.”

— Unknown

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

Sometimes I wonder what would have become of me if somethings didn't happen. Where would I be now?

it's strange how purely through the existence

of my mental issues and symptoms alone,

I am able to find comfort.

because I know I wasn't faking it.

that I wasn't exaggerating.

that no matter how many times I was told,

I'm not oversensitive

you can't take these symptoms.

you can't fake the feeling

of not trusting your own mind,

feeling like you are completely unreliable.

you can't fake the fear I feel.

the panic attacks and the flashbacks

I experienced

through my pain and suffering alone,

I find comfort in knowing

that I wouldn't be this fucked up unless something happened to me.

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

It was always you.

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

“my mom told me.. “a person who values you, wouldn’t ever put themselves in a position to lose you.” and that really hit deep.”

— Unknown

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

no stevie nicks, i CAN’T sail through the changing ocean tides and i CAN’T handle the seasons of my life

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

Do you ever go to talk and no sound comes out? As if the emptiness of your bones whispers out of your mouth silently singing its sweet melancholy songs.

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

Why do you only love me when you want to love me? What happened to those nights where you wanted to comfort me wanted to hold me wanted to be there for me? And why are you so cold now- to only give me but a taste of your love..?

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

I still see you, in the people I surround myself with. Theyll crack a joke that was one of yours, Or theyll smile in a way that reminds me how you lit my world up years ago. I still think of you, I wonder do you remember me? You were the friend that got me through the worst time in my life and I know you were going through the hardest time too.

You were my bestfriend for years until you up and left. I wonder where you are now. Where does the wind blow you?

-a girl missing her childhood bestfriend

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

"Eyes. Those damn eyes fucked me forever."

Charles Bukowski

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

happy international women’s day, 2025

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

The truth behind this.

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

Maybe I’m not like the moon because I am ever changing,

Maybe it’s the fact that I only feel whole when someones behind me helping me light up the world.

Maybe it’s the fact that I can’t do this alone and I never have been able too.

— beau taplin

[lostasalicemadasthehatter]

Can you feel it when you close your eyes?

The shivers up your spine

The images flooding your mind

The feel of your skin on mine

Because I do

When I think of you