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A dead man's last wish

Two scarred hands

Holding fragments of a broken mind

Taken from them before,

All that i used to call mine.

Little escapes of ecstasy

Sorrows drowned in bliss

Memories of anger, of guilt, of pain

Of a haunted past no one will miss.

An empty house

In hell i left

A life not guided

And hearts to mend.

Arms of death

The warmth of an embrace

To return home of course

Is a dead man's last wish.

[i was bored in school so i wrote this and it was supposed to be about bullying but spiralled into wwx's life story. Any thoughts?]

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ᵍᵘʸˢ, ⁱˢ ⁱᵗ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵒʳ ⁱˢ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ᵃ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ᵍᵃʸ ⁱⁿˢⁱᵈᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ᵒˡᵈᵉʳ ᵍⁱʳˡˢ?

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Idk whats more funny, finding out about the ides of march on tumblr is on par with holi this year(indian holiday) or that both of these holidays are in some quantity, about killing a dictator

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Had a dream that about me creating the dandelion meme. But instead of saying

"Oh look! A dandelion! Must be the last one this year!"

I said "oh look! An emotional connection! Must be the last one this year!" Because i was down around hindu new year time but no one got the joke( a tumbleweed somehow rolled through my bedroom)

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What i assume modern!wangxian would post on their wedding day. Specifically to piss off jiang cheng and lan qiren-

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Hello to anyone to plays dnd or is willing to help out a newbie

I have been looking forward to starting to play dnd but because of not having any gamestores of any kind around me, i do not even know where to start. Any help would be appreciated^-^

Thank you:)

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The yunmeng trio in three lines-

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Okay a little embarrassing story, so its the exhibition and fate season in india and so in mine, i went and got a little menhdi of the gusu lan symbol just cause it was free.. and as i thought "oh! If i write 'G' on it, it will symbolise gusu!" But if any indian girlies are there, i'll tell you that teacher looked at me and asked whats your name? (my name starts with n)..... let me tell you i fucking realized what i did so fucking late that i couldnt go back and now i have to permanently live with the knowledge that the teacher probly thought i was another cringy teenager in kid love-

(Rant over)

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As someone who cannot properly showcase their love for their fandom in cosplays or merch, i personally love being subtle in ways i know is there. Also my budget its zero so the chances of getting jewerlly are very few and far in between.

HOWEVER PEOPLE, today, i found two of the jewerlly peices i wanted to refer to my two current fandoms, mdzs and woh!!!!!!:D

I have yet to add a purple string and a red bead for the ring and the necklace to match jc and wkx but i am too happy at the fact that i got these by coincidence to do it rn.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI WUXIAN (part 2/2)

Heres a very sad, short and sad (unfinished) poem i wrote from lwj's perspective

Every night when i look up at the sky The stars mock my tearful eyes The moon shares my sorrow When i look, and see only your smile I drop my eyes at the shameful play That the tears start across my face At times when the dark breaks through And all i hear are your silent cries

Hope you like it wei wuxian, sorry to be so sad on your birthday my guy😅

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Happy birthday wei ying!!^-^

here's a letter from the gods;

I wrote this letter a while ago and it fit wei wuxian so here it is, (part 1/2)

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In love with these lotus doodles,

(Feel like modern!wwx would definetly absentmindedly doddle these)

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one-sided platonic feelings always hit me so hard. like. i want you to love me like a son, but to you i’m not much more than a servant. i swore our oath of brotherhood out of real devotion, and you swore it out of convenience. i want to go to the ends of the earth and the depths of hell for you and follow you until the end of time, and in your mind that’s no more than what i owe you

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No words. Only these two

Summer Romance Dialogue

A: "This summer has been... perfect."

B: "I know. I wish it didn’t have to end."

A: "It doesn’t. We can still see each other after."

B: (quietly) "But it won’t be the same. Will it?"

A: "Maybe not. But I don’t want to let go of this. Of us."

B: "Neither do I. Let’s make the most of what we have, right now."

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I dont like water colours and here is proof but its okayish

(PS- id ont why i made lan wangji so expressive in this seriously 😓)

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Just a sketch of wangxian:)

I'm leaning towards water colouring so i'll post that later! Please tell meh what you think^-^

(Edit: it went terrible but i posted it nonetheless)

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Reason why i will never again read a time travel fic...

I was browsing through fanfic recommendations and i stumbled upon the time distortion/ age difference/ time travel tags

And then i remembered how long ago i read a book that is based on time travel /time distortion....

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It been almost 3 years...

And the reason is that i've only ever read a fic like that ONCE in my life. Its flowers from 1970.

And i assume those who know what it is, know why i subconsciously did this.

(And to think i downloaded wattpad only because of this fic and got to know about this community...... i am still absolutely in love with every word of this fic)

Same room same house 50 years apart

We have loved each other