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Just waiting for my demons to quiet down.

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I removed the knife from my back

Power surged through me.

Oh, how satisfying it would feel to watch your skin break, to hear your bones crack, to paralyze you the way you paralyzed me; to make you bleed.

Tempting

My grip loosened; The blade fell;

Feet walking away

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Why am I still up thinking about you when you fell asleep ten months ago?

4:45am

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Because after all this time It's still you I talk to in my head.

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Trying to pick myself up but I keep getting cut on the pieces

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49.5%

How do I give my 110% when 65% of me is still broken

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Why do we hold on to those who have already let go

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To: the ones I never dated

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Lesson 6 ║ 5 ║ 4 ║ 3 ║ 2 ║ 1

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I’m just sayin’.

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Conversation 5 ║ 4 ║ 3 ║ 2 ║ 1

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New Years Resolution: Reprioritize

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Lesson 5 ║ 4 ║ 3 ║ 2 ║ 1

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Note to self: You are enough.