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Don’t believe anything - Jaehyun from Nct U, 127, and 2018

Tw: Mentions of self-harm, suicide, mental illness, and this is a physco au.      

 I’m starting the first day of my new job. A security guard in an all-girls mental asylum. I always have wanted to help people, whether it’s talking some people out of doing something dangerous or protecting someone from something dangerous. I had decided to become an asylum guard because I had used to know someone who had committed suicide from mental illness. I wish I could have helped them more than I did before they were living. That’s why I wanted to become a guard for this type of work. Nobody really supports me in my decision. They think that I’ll have to belong into an asylum because I have chosen this as my life career.

      I started driving to the asylum located across the other side of town, closer to the countryside, away from citizens. As I started to get further away from the city buzz, the more this is making me feel like this is cruel to the people held in there. Away from citizens, away from life in general. I wonder how they're treated. I guess I’ll have to see how it is once I reach there, in about 20 mins.

      Once I reached there, there was a giant metal fence, about 20 feet tall and it wraps around the building. I press the button for the head of the security to let me into the building.

      “Please scan your card” I pulled out my ID card and flip it over to show the barcode on the back. I scanned my ID card. The large doors slowly opened up and I could see a man standing at the end of the driveway, waiting for me to drive up to him.

      “Hello, you must be Jaehyun. My name is Taeil, and I am the owner of this building. Here we give treatment for the women who need some extra special care and attention. We like to make sure that every single woman gets a different treatment because every woman is different in her own way. Some of them just need someone to talk to and some need medication, and some need rehab. Think of this place as like the middleman. During therapy, if the therapist feels like the patient needs more than they could offer, they send them here until the proper treatment for them is ready. Here your job is to make sure that these women reach to their therapist, don’t attack the other patients, and that they aren’t going to harm themselves. When you walk in the head of security, Jackson will tell you what your schedule, more about this place is run, and who to go to. I hope you like working here.”

      I parked my car and started walking into the building, the same way Taeil had mentioned to go. Taeil seemed nice so maybe the patients are being treated nicely. I walked in and noticed a tall, buff man standing, seemingly flirting with the lady at the front desk.

      “Umm sorry but, are you Jackson?” The man turned around and looked at me. He looked at me up and down, which made me feel weird.

      “Nah man, Jackson is in the room to the left. I’m Lucas, you should be the new guy.” He held his hand out for me to shake. I took his hand into mine and shook his hand. The second I let go, I turned to the left and walked down to the office. I knocked down the door and heard a deep voice telling me to ‘come in’. I walked in to see a blonde man sitting on his desk and looks like he has waited for me.

      “Hey man, I’m Jackson. I’m assuming Taeil told you how this place is. If he told you that you must treat everyone the same and that everyone gets attention for help, he is lying. People who aren’t as mentally deranged, they get favoured. The ones that truly need help, he tells us to ignore. I don’t know why. I guess it helps business to go on but, here’s your schedule for every day. You have to follow this, and just do everything this thing tells you to do, you will have a good time working here.” He patted my shoulder and told me to go and follow him. “There are certain patients for specific times so I’m going to show you where their rooms located.”  Jackson gripped my shoulder a bit and released, he started walking out of his office and towards an extremely locked door. He scanned his finger, he scanned his eye and inserted his keycard to unlock it all. We both started walking down a long and dark hallway, it was slowly lighting up brighter the more we walked. We reached a door where you need to insert a key card.

      “Where is your key card? I’m going to use it to show you how to get in.” I gave him my card and watched him use it. Jackson inserted the key card, pressed a button, that I hadn’t noticed from before, twice, then swiped the card. You could hear an unlocking latch and the door started to slowly open. As you were walking down the hallway more and more cells were all lined along the walls. The cells looked more like a prison cell the ‘safe spot’ room. There were bars keeping them away from the guards, a tiny cot up against the wall in a far corner, no windows, and a button on the wall. That was all that was there. As we were walking down to meet the people I will be walking with every day, all the women were standing up against the bars, just staring at me.  

      “Just ignore the girl's majority of the time, all they do is stare. Just only talk to the ones that are in your schedule.”

      All the women were looking at me except for one. She is into a ball, curled up on top of her cot and refusing to look at the guards. Jackson started banging on the bars of her cell with his baton.

      “Y/n! Wake up already, you need to meet your new personal guard. His name is Jaehyun, you know what the rules are with the guards.” She picked up her hand and waved it towards me, and pulled it back down to her side. Jackson turned to the folder that was near everything cell door. He picked it up and handed it to me.

      “In this folder, everything you need to know about the patient is in this. Your job for today is to stand here and make sure she doesn’t hurt herself. She has tendencies to snap and to start hitting and throwing herself against the walls. We still haven’t figured out what triggers her.” He put his hand on my shoulder and nodded. “Good luck on your first day. When you hear the bell just come back to my office, and if I’m not there just wait” and he walked away. He didn’t even tell me how long until this supposed bell.

      “D-don’t trust anyone” I heard this frail and quiet voice coming from behind me say. I turn around to see Y/n still lying down, but now, she’s lying face up staring at the ceiling instead of looking at the wall. “Don’t believe anything you hear from this place. Run.” Y/n turns back around to look towards the wall.

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Arrangement

Soooo.. this is the longest thing I’ve ever written. 2,295 word. Scoups x Reader. Smut, a little angst, very little fluff. Gang au, and just read it lol. 

My family runs a tiny, yet popular, cafe. It’s usually fill,ed with younger kids, like middle school kids, just because the school is beside our cafe. With this general age range it was odd to see a 23 year old man walk in. He had silver hair and strong cheekbones. He was wearing all black. A black shirt, black ripped jeans that hugged his thick thighs, and a black leather jacket. God he is so good looking.

“Hi, can I have 2 small chai lattes, 5 medium americanos, 3 large cappuccinos, and 3 large orange pekoe.” Why is his voice so deep.

“Okay, and is that all?”

“Yea that’s all”

“Okay it will be $22.58” He passed me the money with veiny hands. He is a God of Gods.

“Wait, what name for the order?” You could see he was debating what to give me.

“Seung” Right after he said that he sat down and immediately pull out his phone and looked mad.

Once he got all his drinks for 13 people, he almost bolted out of the cafe while trying to call someone. Which was super suspicious, yet I brushed it off. Everybody has some issues in life, so maybe there was an emergency.

A week went by and Seung hasn’t come back yet. It was kind of refreshing to see his face in a crowd of children. As days go by, less and less people are coming to the cafe. It is slightly nice for the cafe to be quiet, yet i don’t even know if my parents can afford for the rent to keep this place open.

All of a sudden, my parents are telling me that they want to talk to me.

“Hey sweetheart.. As you can tell there hasn’t been much business going on and we don’t know if we can keep this restaurant. At the same time we want you to live your life being financially stable and you won’t be like that if you stay in this family. So we have arranged you to marry someone to have money.”

“I-I don’t kno-”

“We know that this is very stressful for you but we want the best for you.” I got up and ran out of the cafe. I can’t be in the same room as people who is controlling and potentially ruining my whole life.

I don’t know where I’m going but I’m still running. Running away from the cafe, my parents, this marriage, and maybe life. I understand that I am a 22 year old woman who isn’t dating anyone but, I am trying to keep up with my studies. That is why I wanted to work at my parents place. So I have a job until I can get a real one. I also understand that my parents don’t support my job choices. I wanted to be something my parents never wanted me to be. That is probably why they are arranging me with a ‘rich man’ but, this is never what I wanted in life. I wanted to choice my life and to choose how I want it to go.

My phone is blowing up with calls and messages from my parents but, I don’t want to go back to them. Maybe if they can’t find me, they can’t go on with the marriage. They never cared for my own well being. They only want what they want and they ignore what I want for myself. Everything must go their way and their way only. I call up my friend, Joy, to see if I can crash at her place. I don’t want to go home, I never want to go back.

“Hey Y/n! What up”

“Hey I was wondering if I can crash over at your place”

“Of course, you’re always welcome, but why?”

“Can I explain why once I get there?”

“Sure, hurry up.”

I started to run over to her place.

“Aww sweetheart. What is wrong with your parents? Why do they think that is appropriate to try and control your own adult?” Joy said, after I explained to her my situation.

“I really don’t know what to do about this, but how could I ever forgive my parents”

“What if you agree to it but, only if you meet him first and like ‘date’ him to get used to give and then see how you feel about it?” I looked at her as if she’s crazy. Why would I want to go and meet the man that is ruining my life. Though I am curious about why my parents choose him out of everyone they could have chosen. Maybe it’s not such a crazy idea.

“Alright” I pull out my phone to call my parents. Explaining to them about this plan that Joy had made for me, and saying that I need to meet him and be with him for a little bit before I marry him. They agreed and made a set up a date and time to meet up with them. Until then, I will sleep over at Joy’s until that day comes.

The day has finally came and I am so nervous. I don’t want this marriage to real, I want to choose my husband, choose to have kids, or even have them by accident but, with a man that I truly love. Either way, I don’t want this.

Once I got to the cafe, I noticed that there was a familiar silver headed man sitting in the chair in front of my parents.

“Seung?” He turned around and smiled at my shocked face. It’s as if he knew that this was going to happen and that’s why he came to the cafe. He only came to the cafe once, how did my parents know how he is?

“Honey this is your future husband, Choi Seungcheol.”

“Okay I am going to be real, your parents told me your conditions and if I can’t make you fall for me then I’ll cancel everything. Now I was talking to your parents and you’re going to live with me. Go home and pack your shit and be ready in an hour, I’ll pick you up by then.” After he said all that he got up and left.  

“Do I really have to go and live with that fucking weirdo?!” My parents looked really nervous as if they had a gun to their head. They didn’t say anything so I just walked back to my place, starting to go and pack up everything I own and to go and live with a man that I don’t even know, or trust.

Once Seungcheol picked me up in a van and helped me put all my boxes into the car. He hasn’t said anything to me and I’m glad he hasn’t. He started driving further and further away from my house. Seungcheol started driving further away from the city buzz and closer to the middle of nowhere.

“Where are you taking me?”

“Shut up. I said that I am taking you to my place and that is where I’m taking you. Just so you know, I don’t want this marriage either. My father wants this for me. I’ll just tell you this I am a mafia leader of a gang called Seventeen. Do not mess with me or my work. You will not try to run away from me until this fucking month is over and when this month is over, you will leave and not say anything because after this you will forever be watched.” Holy shit.

We reached his place and saw that there was a tall man with a cigarette hanging from his mouth. He had dark, full hair and circle glasses.

“Wonwoo when you’re finished with that show her where she’s sleeping.” He grabbed my bags and threw it beside me. “I have some work to finish so I can’t. After you show her, call the rest of the boys for a meeting.” and he just walked away, into the house.

Wonwoo picked up my bags and nodded at me to follow him. He took to upstairs to the end of the hallway.

“This is your room. Boss isn’t usually like this. He just has a lot of work to deal with so just ignore him for now.” His voice was even deeper then Seungcheol.

I walked into my room and noticed that it was all neutral colours. I placed my bags into a corner of my room and I lay down onto my bed and take a nap.

Once I woke up it was dark out. I was starting to get hungry. I walked out and found my way into the kitchen. I saw that they had some cereal, so I poured some to eat. As I sat down to start eating I felt a gun to my head. I turned around to see Seungcheol holding a gun. Once he notices it was me he put the gun down.

“What are you doing up?” he asked me.

“I just woke up and was hungry. I swear to god that if you tell me that I’m being held hostage and I can’t eat I will be pissed.” He laughed at that statement. God fucking damnit his laugh is cute. For an asshole, he is one attractive fucker.

“You are allowed to eat.”

“How come your up?” I asked him.

“I was taking a break from work and came here to get a drink.” He says while he pulls a beer out of the fridge. “You want one?” He asks while he is grabbing another one

“Yea sure. Wait do you have anything stronger?” he laughs again at me wanting to drink. Seungcheol grabs a bottle Soju and two large shot glasses. I pushed away at my cereal waiting for the shot to come. He pours out the shots and passes me one. One shot becomes 2 shots, 2 shots become 4 shots, and 4 shots turn into I don’t even know how many we took but, we’re both fucked. Seungcheol looks even more attractive, like I wonder what his face looks like while he’s cumming. What I didn’t know is that Seungcheol is thinking of the exact same thing as me.

Seungcheol got really close to me and all of a sudden he kissed me. The feeling is so intense. I kiss back and throw my hands around his neck, with one hand traveling into his hair. His one arm is wrapping around my waist and the other arm is traveling under my butt to support my shaky legs. He pulls away and tells me to jump. My legs are wrapped around his waist. Seungcheol was pecking kisses down my neck and walking to his room. Once we got there he closed his door and locked it. He put me down onto his bed and took off his shirt. Seungcheol doesn’t have any abs but, he is quite toned, and is still very sexy. He got back on top of me and started kissing me. His hands started to go up my shirt and grope my breasts through my bra. I pulled away to take off my shirt. I got on top of him and started grinding on top of him. Seungcheol unhooked my bra and started tweaking and slightly pulling at my nipples.

“Seungcheol” I moaned. He lightly smack my boob. “Don’t call me by my name”

“Daddy?” After I said that he grunted and thrusted up. I tugged at his pants and he pulled them down just leaving his boxers on. I got up and took off my pants and underwear, leaving me with nothing on. I got back on top of him and connected his lips back onto mine. His hands started going down onto my pussy, and his fingers started dragging through my folds and wetness. I moaned at the feeling.

“Baby girl lay back down, daddy wants to make you feel good.” I laid back down and Seungcheol immediately threw my legs over his shoulders and he dived into my wetness. His tongue flicked at my clit and a finger was entering my hole. Seungcheol started pumping his finger into me.

“Daddy” I moaned. He started pumping his finger even faster and added a second finger. He brought his lips back down to my clit and started sucking. With everything, Seungcheol rapidly pumping his fingers into me hitting all the right spots, and him sucking on my little bundle of nerves.

“Fuck Daddy, I’m cumming” He started pumping his fingers even faster. There is a knot in my stomach started getting tighter and tighter yet it feels like it’s unraveling. The knot started to unravel and all I could see was white.

Seungcheol pulled away and reached into his draw for a condom. He rolled it on and placed his tip into my hole. He slowly started pushing into me. The stretch was so pleasing as he pushed in his whole length into me.

“You okay?” he asked me. I nodded.

“Please go faster” Seungcheol nodded and started thrusting even faster. His thrusts was hitting me in my g-spot. I could feel myself starting to cum again and I could tell that Seungcheol was going to cum to because his thrusts started to get messy. I clenched around him which caused him to twitch.

“Don’t do that I’ll cum” he said. I did it again and he started getting faster and faster with his thrusts. The feeling of my little knot in me tightening. With one last thrust both Seungcheol and I came. Seungcheol pulled out of me and took off the condom. He laid down next to me and looked at me.

“Maybe this relationship won’t be that bad.”  

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Teasing

Y/n POV

The boys and I finally reached the store. Jungkook is blowing up my phone making sure the boys haven’t been weird yet.

“Kook, we just got there so they haven’t done anything” after I pressed send I looked up to see Taehyung and Hoseok running around pulling dresses left and right, giggling to themselves. “Yet” I added. I put down my phone and watched Jin chasing the two boys. Namjoon is just calming watching while holding Jimin by his shirt collar to make sure he doesn’t run away with the other boys.

“Hello, welcome to bridal shop! What type of dress do you prefer?” Our consultant came up to us causing the boys to all freeze in their spots.

“Hi. I really don’t have any preference about dresses so, I’m open to trying on anything.” After you gave her your size and price range she started to pull out some dresses.

All of the boys had picked out dresses, as beautiful as they are, the dresses don’t feel like my dress.

“Hey jagi, hows shopping going so far?” Jungkook called me, probably bored out of his mind being by himself.

“Hey Kook, it’s going well. I have a feeling that the boys are more excited about the wedding and dresses then we are. They keep on pulling out dresses and feel like every dress is the one”

“They can be like that, you know it. Suck it up and hurry up, I miss you and your ugly face” I laughed.

“Alright, goodbye I love you”

“Love you too”

The consultant asked which one has been my favourite so far. “I’ve liked them all but-”

“You don’t love them?” She interrupted. I nodded.

“I think I have a perfect one. I’ll be back” When she came back she showed me the most beautiful dress I think I’ve seen. It has a cute sweetheart neckline, a slim waistline, and a full bottom. It would be perfect on my figure. I’m already in love with the dress and I haven’t even tried it on yet. Once I got it on we walked out to show the boys. Jimin and Taehyung started hitting each other, Jin is tearing up and Namjoon is holding him from yelling “MY BABY”, Hoseok is full on crying and Yoongi is comforting him.

“So I’m assuming this is the one?” Jin is now full on crying, Hoseok is still crying, Jimin and Taehyung just nodded so hard that their heads might fall off.

The consultant spoke up. “So Y/n is this the one?” I took one last look in the mirror at myself and nodded. “I love this dress” Everyone but Namjoon and Yoongi is crying while

I’m tearing up. “This is the one, I am in love with this dress”

Everyone cheered and is super excited about the wedding that is coming to happen soon.

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Suspicious

Light POV

Listening to Ryuk talking about apples and why I should give him more on a daily. I go to my room door when I notice that someone had entered my room.

“Ryuk, when we walk into my room I want you to look in every corner, every square inch of my room and tell me if you see any cameras. If they are, tell me the amount. If you don’t I will stop giving apples forever.”

Once I open my door Ryuk started to run around and started to check my room. I lay my bad down, trying to figure out how I’m supposed to keep criminals out of jail with the death note. Ryuk comes behind me and tells me that there are exactly 64 cameras in my room. I sit down on my bed when I hear my phone buzz in my bag. I stand up to go retrieve it. Once I pull out my phone, I smirk. It’s Y/n.

L’s POV

Once I had watched light walk into his room, Mr Yagami started to look closer at the monitor. Light, or the number one Kira suspect, just lightly placed his bag down and looked like he was thinking about something. After a good couple seconds, he sits down on his bed, just to immediately get back up again and walked to his bag. He pulled out his phone and smirked at it.

“Yagami, does light have any relationships with anyone at the moment?” I had asked him. It would make sense if he did.

“Not that I know of. He is popular at his school but, that is it. His mood usually changes when he has a girlfriend.”

“That’s when he has a girlfriend. Does Light have a boyfriend?”

“What?! No, he is not interested in guys, … or at least what he has told me.” I can see in his head that he looks like he’s debating on asking his sons’ sexuality.

“Just making sure. You mentioned girls only. You can never be too careful.” I watched Light lay down on his bed smiling while texting whoever. Then he started to change out of his uniform. Just into regular clothes. He is pretty toned but, when you look closely, his back looks like he has faint red marks. Starting from his shoulder blades to his lower back. It doesn’t seem like it was caused by a cat, yet someone he might have been intimate with. I brought this up with his dad.

“If he doesn’t have any partners, did you know that he has casual sex?”

“What are you talking about?”

“Light has red marks all over his back. It’s not deep enough for a fight with another person or an animal, yet it’s faint enough for, let’s say, a partner during the night.” It’s surprising that he didn’t know about this. Also because he is a young man.

Once Light had finished changing he continued to talk whoever. The way he is laying down we cannot see who he is texting or the number, all we can see is the light glowing on his face. After like 10 minutes, Light jumps up, grabs some shoes, a jacket and left. He left the house altogether. He left smiling, what the hell? That didn’t seem like an evil smile, it seemed like a genuine smile. Who is he texting?

Light’s POV

My girlfriend Y/n had started texting me. Her parents don’t know that she’s dating me. As much as I would like to tell her parents, her parents don’t want her to date. Whenever I get a text from her I like to cherish it. I started to change out of the stuffy uniform. Then I remembered that I still have some of the marks that Y/n has left last time I saw her. I internally smirked knowing that they could probably see them. I lay back down on the bed and continued to text her.

“Hey, babe!”

“Hey Y/N/N”

We continued to text until she mentioned that her parents aren’t home.

“We haven’t seen each other all week. I at least want to hug you. It’s killing me that we can’t even be together. I just don’t want to die at the hands of my parents lol”

“I mean I could come over I don’t mind. Plus you still have those pages that I gave you right?”

“Yup! Just promise me that you’ll spend some time with me before you start working?”

“Of course. I’m getting ready to leave, I’ll be there in about 15 minutes”

“Okay, I’ll take a shower while you get ready.”

Okay, now I’ll be there in 2 Minutes I’ll run to you. Don’t take a shower without me”

“Omg, if you're not here in 5 mins I’m locking the door”

“Running”

Once Ryuk and I left the house I turned to him.

“Stay in my room, go take a walk, scare children, I don’t care, leave me alone all night got it. If you can follow that order I’ll give you 50 apples tomorrow” I watched Ryuk run off the opposite direction that I am going. I don’t care if I seem suspicious I get to finally be alone with my love.  

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Top Shelf

@joy-bangtan Y/n POV

As much as I love my boyfriend of two years, I do hate one thing about him. Why is he so goddamn tall?! I feel like he likes to watch me struggle. He put all the cups on the top shelf and he’s at practice right now. I’ve given up on the cup and found something else to drink my juice in.

Wonwoo POV

After a long day of practice, I just want to spend some time with my jagi. I unlock the door and walk into the apartment.

“I’m home!” I get no response. I walk into the living room to see Y/n glaring at me, sipping orange juice from a bowl?

“What are you doing?” I asked her.

“I decided to give up on cups, they are the small versions of bowls. What does it look like?! I couldn’t reach the cups so I had to settle for the next best thing.” I burst into laughter.

“It’s not my fault that you’re so damn short to reach the top of the shelves.” I feel like I’m going to cry from how hard I’m laughing.

“Hey-I’m perfectly average height for my age, thank you very much. You’re the one who’s freakishly tall!’ I fell on the floor laughing and Y/n came beside me and started lightly kicking me in my side while yelling how I don’t care enough about her and her need for cups.

“I’m sorry Jagi. I can move all the cups lower and yes, you’re not short your average. Now after I move the cups do you want to go out for dinner?”

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Alucard x Reader

Warning: Lots of blood mentioned, death, and just Hellsing gory-ness

Alucard’s POV

Integra said that there are some ghouls out in the east but I don’t see anything. I don’t even know where my Queen is, all I hear is police girl talking my ear off about her favourite blood type. I started to walk away from police to find my Queen, who knows where she went I just saw her running off with her personalized gun like mine. A melted, blessed cross, remade into a gun, helpful for ghouls. She isn’t a vampire, yet every time she runs off she needs to drink blood. My Queen, you always get into trouble don’t you, you love trouble. I guess that’s why she is with me. Whatever. As I started to walk towards the woods I can smell her rare type blood coming closer to me, my mouth waters, I know I can’t drink it, she could become a ghoul if I do, still doesn’t mean it doesn’t smell delicious. I start hearing gunshots, grunts, and the sounds of ghouls.

“May God and Queen Elizabeth bless you, Amen” BANG.

There’s my queen. I can see that she already has a gunshot wound on her stomach. As she moves more blood starts to pool around her feet, yet she’s surrounded by ghouls. I pulled out my gun and start shooting at the ghouls. They start turning into the dust that they started as. God this is so much fun, I love killing. Once I finish I notice that my Queen is on the ground.

Y/n POV

I saw the ghouls so I ran off to get ahead of everyone so they have a clear path. I left Alucard, the no life king, alone with Seras. I know she doesn’t mind, it’s her master. Alucard will get annoyed pretty fast. As I was shooting them I had failed to notice that one of the ghouls had a gun with him. One quick shot, I felt horrible pain on my left side of my stomach. I can hear Alucard's voice in my head, asking me where I am, I ignore it. I know he’ll find his way to me, he always does. Either way, I’m trying to finish this battle. I see more bullets going to the ghouls' heads and I see that Alucard is here helping out. The pain was too much. My grip on the gun was becoming looser, my vision started to have spots. I stopped fighting and just collapsed on the ground, bleeding out. I reach my hand out for Alucard, he doesn’t see me. I close my eyes and let the darkness take me.

I feel like I’m being picked up, but I can’t feel who my saviour is. I can’t open my eyes.

“How does it feel to be dead?” I look up at Alucard, whose in my head.

“You’re already dead, how would I know?”

“You were once alive, now you are not. I don’t want to lose you my Queen” he reaches out to hold my hand “I can try to turn you but I don’t know if it can work.” I pull him closer and remove his orange glasses to reveal his beautiful red eyes.

“Turn me into Draculina. If it doesn’t work and I turn into a ghoul, promise to kill me. I don’t want to die in the hands of someone else, okay?”

Alucard nodded his head. Eyes watering he slowly pushes his head into my neck. I can feel pain from where he is biting me. It’s getting too much. I close my eyes and feel them pulling me back into darkness.

I gasp for air, which isn’t a good thing because I have horrible pain in my neck. I touch my stomach to see that it is bandaged, so is my neck. I get out of bed and started walking to Alucard’s room. He’s still sitting in his throne, drinking blood from his wine glass. When he looks up and sees me standing there, he smiles.

“I am so lucky that you didn’t turn into a ghoul” He embraced me into his arms. This is the safest I’ve felt in awhile, I don’t ever want to leave him and I won’t ever. I am now undead like he is and we can live together, forever.

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Word Count: 1160

Y/n pov

Growing up I have slowly given up on soulmates. I can only see in black and white, that’s not normal. The type of soulmate connection I have is apparently the rarest type out of them all. I used to only not see blues, that means my soulmate had blue eyes. That’s the key word, had. Now I only see black and white. My soulmate had died. I never even met him, or her, yet. I could see other colours, red, yellow, pink, purple, green, any you can name, just not blue. When I was young my mother gave me a book filled with soulmates and how they can be connected. I figured out mine just because some pictures I just couldn’t see the colour blue. People told me it was blue but I just can’t see it. Now I have nothing. It happened at home, after school, I was doing homework.

Flashback to 6 years ago.

I was doing homework, writing an essay that stupid Mr Roberts gave us. It had to be 2000 words about World War 2 and is there a possibility of World War 3. My eyes started stinging so I just assumed that it was because I’m working for 3 hours straight, with zero breaks. My eyes started to burn really badly, no they feel like they’re on fire. Why is this burning so much, oh my fucking god this feels like someone is slowly pulling my eyes out of my socket. I pressed my eyes closed tightly and started crying in pain. I didn’t even notice that I started screaming in pain until my mother came in all panicked. I opened my eyes to look at her, but I just couldn’t see. It feels like there is a thick film over it. I just can’t fucking see. I heard my mom gasp and ran into the bathroom. I’m still tearing up but it doesn’t feel like water anymore. What the hell am I crying? My mom came back with a warm washcloth and started lightly dabbing it on my eyes. Whatever was on my eyes, she’s getting it off. I can’t see any colours, why can’t I see colours? When I look up at my mom, she’s crying her eyes out, why can’t I see the colour of her skin and her hair, why is everything black and white?

“What happened? Why does the cloth covered in black glop? Why can’t I see any colours?” As every question come out of my mouth, my voice is slowly getting louder, more panicked.

“Your soulmate had died. This happens, yet it’s very rare. The only time you can get colour back is if you get another soulmate. I’m so sorry sweetheart.” My mom is now sobbing at telling me this. I have nothing to say, I feel like someone is choking me, I can’t even fucking breathe. I got up and ran out of the house, I just kept on running, I no longer cared about anything. I just don’t know what to do.

Back to normal time

I was walking back to work, looking down at the ground. Starting to focus on the grass that was beside me, I see specks of green. What the hell? If I have a soulmate shouldn’t I be seeing all the colours again, just not my soulmates eye colour? I did all my research about this and I had just given up on soulmates. I shook my head at the random sparks of colour and continued walking. Living in Gotham, with my job, I can’t really afford a car. It is late outside just because I am a bartender at a local bar. When I walk into the bar I see full colours, everything but, blue. I still have a small issue with the colour blue. I’ve never even met my soulmate yet, every time I hear about the colour my heart clenches a little. If I feel like this I wonder how my soulmates parents feel than. I walk to the back to get into my uniform and started by wiping down the counter, counting the register to see how much we have in the beginning and greeted some guests. I never really had any troubles because it’s mostly filled with older people. Which is why when I saw a buff man who looked like he was around 22 years old, and with the clearest blue eyes I’ve ever seen.

Wait, how do I know that he has blue eyes! When he sat down at the bar and looked up at me to order he had a shocked look on his face, the same look at I probably have on mine. With his mouth slacked open he stuck his hand out in front of him

“Hi, I’m Jason” his voice his deep and gruff with the sound of hesitation.

“I’m Y/n” I shook his hand. One of my regular customers were watching with a big smile on his face.

“You’re my soulmate, I didn’t think I would find my soulmate,” Jason said.

“Neither did I. My first soulmate had died so I thought that I only had one chance.” When I mentioned that my first soulmate had died he flinched a little. Did something happen to him?

“I’m sorry for your loss” I feel like he’s holding back from telling me something. So I told him

“You look like you want to talk about something. My shift ends around 3 am so if you want to stay you can and we can go back to my place and we can talk about whatever is bothering you okay?” Jason smiled and nodded his head at me.

“Sounds like a great plan. Can I have a beer?”

After my shift, we walk back to my place. As we walk in he says

“So this may sound weird and you will probably not believe it but, I am your first soulmate. Hear me out. I got killed by the joker when I was 15. My adopted father didn’t get to me in time to save me, he never really cared about me in the first place. My body got kidnapped and replaced by a fake. My ‘father’ didn’t notice that it wasn’t actually me. I got resurrected with PTSD, anxiety, and other issues. I didn’t think I was going to find my soulmate because I had died once so I just thought that fate had given up on me. Life has been horrible for me so I just thought I wouldn’t have a chance for anything good.” Once he finished the giant rant I hugged him.

“You were right that sounds made up, but since you’re my soulmate, I’ll believe you.” He seems shocked. Is it the fact that I believe him or the fact that I’m hugging him. Either way, he slowly starts hugging me back and I know that I can help him become stronger than before.     

Admin Lee

[jisung-kpop-texts]

I will also write for Hellsing under anime! If I change my mind I will reblog this to add changes.

Hello! I am admin Lee and I will be writing for this blog! I will write for

Kpop:

Bts

Got7

Seventeen

Blackpink

Exo

Monsta x

Twice

Nct (all units)

Dc Comics

Batman

Superman

Bat boys

Young justice

And I have decided last minute but I will be also writing for Anime!

Anime

Kuroko no basket

Free!

Haikyuu!!

Assassination classroom

Yuri! On Ice

Black butler

Death note

Fullmetal alchemist

I will most likely add more later. Important note!!

This is a LGBTQ+ safe place, if you want to request something that is related to that go right ahead. Requests are open.

I have some stuff already written up but needs editing so it won’t be posted until a couple days.

Admin Lee!

[jisung-kpop-texts]

If you post NCT then like this

I will be following more blogs from @kim-dongyoungie because my dash is dead from a clear out I did 2 months ago.

I prefer multifandom but please no majority Bts, Exo or Got7 blogs; I have enough on my dash even with two of them blacklisted. A little is fine but have a majority of other groups. Thank you 😊

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Friends to confession: Jisung Park

Meeting for the first time:

The dreamies went to Canada for two weeks for their break and a new NCT life

It wasn't exactly winter but it was cold

So it was fallish

The boys are staying in a hotel but are visiting his parents almost everyday pretty much

Though there was no cameras for the first week.

They were gonna start filming the second week

The boys could easily be able to tell that Mark was excited to see his parents

Fast forward to a couple of hours

Mark asked for a girl named Y/n?

Who?

Apparently this Y/n was/is a girl that Mark sees as a little sister

And that she's the same age as Jisung

Marks mom has apparently already called her and she should be here soon

Que to about 5 mins later

Someone walked into the house

'HONEY I'M HOME'

Mark immediately jumps up to the front door

They all followed him to see him hugging a dark skinned girl with poofy hair

She got off of him and took her jacket and shoes off

She's wearing black ripped jeans and fish net stockings underneath. A flannel unbuttoned but tucked in slightly with a tank top underneath (outfit)

Next thing she did surprised them

She bowed slightly and said in perfect Korean her introduction

She sounded like she was born and raised in Korea

No one knew what was going on in Jisung's head but he thought she was absolutely gorgeous

Being friends:

Even thought he was shy Jisung quickly became friends

Y/n gave permission to show her face on NCT life

The rest of the boys came up to Canada and was loving her

Taeyong is having suspensions about Jisung because he think that Jisung has a crush on her

Taeyong knows that if he has a crush on her, Jisung doesn't even know yet himself

She was walking around with them and Mark looked so happy for having his brothers and sister all together having fun

Finding Out he has a crush

Even when he was in Korea and they constantly texting about everything. Any day and any time

Well until he remembered the time difference

He was talking to her after practice until Mark told him that it was like 3 am in Canada

He texted yelled at, her to go to sleep

He had never felt so special knowing that she stayed up for him

He realized than

He liked her

He wanted to hold her hand and hug her

Telling someone

The first person he told was Taeyong

He's the leader, the mom

The only one that wouldn't make fun of him

When he told him that he liked her he responded with an,

I know

He still helped him to try and tell her

Jisung still didn't want to tell her

Feels awkward telling her cause they've been talking for like 2 months

What he doesn't know is that she likes him too

Asking her out

Mark had missed her and invited her down to Korea

Jisung was freaking out on the inside

Because he wanted to tell her

Than he remembered

She's staying at the dorm, fuck

When she got there he couldn't stop blushing

She's staying there for a week

On the second last day he decided

He was gonna tell her

's-so I have something he t-tell you'

Word vomits it

'ireallylikeyouandiwantyoutobemygirlfriendbutyouprobablydontlikemebackbecauseyourwaytooprettyforme'

Lucky you caught all that

You accepted

He almost fainted when you said you liked him back

@haelohyuck

[jisung-kpop-texts]

Hello! I am admin Lee and I will be writing for this blog! I will write for

Kpop:

Bts

Got7

Seventeen

Blackpink

Exo

Monsta x

Twice

Nct (all units)

Dc Comics

Batman

Superman

Bat boys

Young justice

And I have decided last minute but I will be also writing for Anime!

Anime

Kuroko no basket

Free!

Haikyuu!!

Assassination classroom

Yuri! On Ice

Black butler

Death note

Fullmetal alchemist

I will most likely add more later. Important note!!

This is a LGBTQ+ safe place, if you want to request something that is related to that go right ahead. Requests are open.

I have some stuff already written up but needs editing so it won't be posted until a couple days.

Admin Lee!