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youre not suicidal ~ you just need a hot shower, cup of tea, a cat and for that one bitch to die !! <3

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like gurl you dont need him, im right here.....

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tommyfebuary6

the original rockstar girlfriend, sang one of my favorite openings of all time "lonely in gorgeous" for ParaKiss, when i first watched the anime, i wasnt properly into it until l.i.g came on, so sad she disappeared...

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dear life,

thank you for considering this formal request.

i will be expecting a reply in 3 - 4 business days.

kind regards,

tired human being x

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cannot wait for this week to be over

so many unpleasant things happened today e.g. trump won the election, i dont know much about american politics but idk i think the competent, only slightly problematic candidate seemed better than the racist, not so competent felon that is known outside of america because of his....controversies..

i completely flunked my maths test as well, it was non calc. why did all the equations come to me after the test...i should really go revise..

xoxo

A

ps: plan b looking real good atm

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praying for you poor souls living in america

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me : dont cry over spilled milk

also me:

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i accidentally deleted all my tabs, 74 in total, my heart hurts.....my head too

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almost dropped my laptop when i saw tamaki, im still waiting....iykyk

quite obsessed with this video, found it when i was suppose to be doing revision..

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rant

when did a random person wake up one day and decide "yeah. i know how i want to make the world work, put a bunch of adolescents into a big room and measure their self worth on their ability to analyse a piece of literature, either written 100 years ago or theyve never stumbled across, on a time crunch. ofc if they do badly theyll get ostracized from society for the rest of their lives buuttt if they do well they get to work 9 to 5 until theyre 65 at a slightly higher paying jobs, better than their abomination of a classmate that couldnt write an essay on the writers intention in 10 minutes" dare i say the system is corrupt...(i had an english paper 1 mock if you cant tell already)

xoxo

A

ps: plan b is to run away to the german countryside and live as a humble farmer with a cat or two....or five

pps: ive got a maths test tomorrow, pray for me

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me during winter:

i just love winter, my bdays feb 1st btw !!

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reasons why i think my parents pissed off a fairy before i was born (why i think im cursed)

cursed pieces of media always seem to find me

im not exaggerating when i say ive seen more than my fair share of fucked up stuff. it always seems to land on my cellular device or my piece of paper. ill be simply enjoying a show or consuming a book as one does and the most heinous thing will happen and ill be expected to just carry on. and now i do just that, i keep calm and carry on. more specifically theres one topic that seems to pop up a lot (tw!!) incest.....now now you may be thinking "what!? incest....id drop whatever it was and go reconnect with nature...weirdo" now now lets not jump to conclusions, 9/10 that movie/book/manga/whatever is actually really good (the other 1/10 lands you in therapy) and the incest or whatever never progresses the plot at all, but is a big enough plotwist to give me whiplash. and dont you worry, ive got an example. last year, i needed a book so i went to my schools library with a friend. about 10 mins of searching resulted in no book i felt inclined to read....until my friend gasps, a book in her hands..."Shadowhunters"?? i had never heard of it but apparently it was a big part of her childhood, something that soothed the gaping hole Twilight left...okay ill read i said. reading the first few chapters was great, i could practically smell an enemies to lovers and the big mystery of who and where mc's brother is was lingering in the back, my type of book i thought happily. little did i know....mc and ml were infact revealed to be siblings......i dropped my book. i had already thought it was weird that ml's adoptive brother had a crush on him but that gets crushed quick and now this...? now you may be thinking isnt it illegal or sum to promote incest..? and yes u are right, so you can imagine my deep sense of relief i felt when mc and ml were infact not related... because i didnt know how much more i could take of the ml yearning for his literal sister..(he was relentless...). but it doesnt stop there, for all you sickos out there, the author still managed to weasel some incest in. when the ml and mc are still believed to be siblings by them and everyone, another ml enters, this boy is perfect, maybe even a better fit for mc, girl is feeling it too. turns out this second guy is none other than.....her brother !! shocked you didnt it...(hes completely sick and knows the entire time....he wants his sister). but dont worry guys other than that, Shadowhunters is really good, character development? chefs kiss. i luv isabelle.

all my pens perish

im not exaggerating when i say i probably go through 6 pens a week, either they explode in my school blazer, completely new pens dry out in my pencil case, snap or most common cause, i lose them. i try pencil and the lead snaps in the middle so now matter how much i sharpen it, it will never be useful again. this is a cry for help, any stationary reccs??

i lose everything all the time

would you believe me if i said ive lost my keys a total of 5 times this year? well dont. because ive lost them 7 times and only 3 of the times have they been returned. im a regular at the keymaker.... how many of you can you say that??? i hope none, i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy. i think this 'losing stuff' thing ties in rather nicely into my fish memory too, im pretty convinced ive got a rare amnesia that hasnt been discovered yet. its almost impossible, scratch that, it is impossible for me to remember everything for school the next day, ill always forget at least one thing. my friends will try referencing a supposedly funny/memorable thing that happened and ill just stare. theyll stare back and then do everything in their power to try to make me remember...nothing works.

my friends always have the same crushes as me

you may be thinking, well thats kind of normal for a group of girls that hang around eachother to have the same taste in people and i i thought so too, until it was such a regular thing i just stopped telling them about my crushes. i do have a story, start scene-its the end of a history lesson and im really happy, its been good lesson and i love history. im abit tired because its P5, the end of the day, for that reason, im lagging just a little, i leave my book usually at school because ive got two and my bag doesnt need any added weight . as im packing, a boy, a desk away from mine, walks over and takes my book to the cabinet, some thing he really did not need to do. and i don't know why but i guess im attracted to people being nice, even if it was just a decent human being doing just decent things... the next day, i realise i do want this boy, sadly. i had noticed him before, hes the kind of pretty that doesnt need to exist in a boy but if it does, he unfortunately becomes an object of envy. long lashes, blonde hair, droopy kinda eyes that make him look sleepy all the time. we had just never talked, seeing as we never had reason to. the next day, in a maths lesson, my friend says, "hey don't you think so and so is cute..." as shocked as i was, partly because this friend had been gushing about a different boy an hour ago and partly because it had happened again, i think i played the "really? maybe if i squint really hard he's meh" role really well....long story short, they're dating now....

now youve read my reasoning, there are more...but i just cant remember, i just know you see what i mean. my parents deffo pissed off some magical being and in return it cursed their firstborn daughter.

xoxo

A

ps: this is actually my second time re writing this because i accidentally deleted but the world just needed to know...ty for reading to the end <3