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i wish i could care for myself as much as i care for others.

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we always meet.

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tfw you know you are slowly getting worse but you can’t tell anyone about it because you know that no one would understand so you keep it to yourself and remain in a constant downward spiral.

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paint the sky black and pray for the day where you feel as if you are capable of genuinely, unconditionally loving yourself as a human being and not as a concept.

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Dear Supporter,

I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. 💔

I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. 🙏🕊

Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ☑

!!!

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yeah, sorry i acted like the traumatized person i literally am. it’s almost like the trauma didn’t just magically go away?? wild. it will probably happen again because, you know, trauma doesn’t just leave. hope this clears things up!! 🫶🫶🫶

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stumbling upon previously recognized epiphanies

you cannot properly love others if you cannot love yourself.

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i'll watch you change from behind

for somebody else / somebody new / somebody different / somebody like you

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are we still interlinked or did you manage to sever our soul tie haha do you think about me when i think about you Hahah how could you just leave me like that after everything that we've been through and not even offer me a fragment of an apology, was i just that disposable to you?

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i hate you for what you did

(and i miss you like a little kid)

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“You collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you've committed”

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does knowing me more lead to loving me less?

i wish i could be more than an idealized fantasy.

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forgot this account existed

maybe i can use it as a vessel for me to speak into the void

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for the first time in my life, feeling like i’m gonna die is scary, and not welcoming.

maybe it’s because this time i have something to lose.