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Also odd how dropping out of stem was necessary for me to go back into loving it full force, things are so much more enjoyable when I dont need to compete or be the best at it to survive or whatever

I loved my position and my work, but holy shit its so much better to do things on my own, even if I dont get to publish anything or access institutional perks

Props to the folks that manage to keep their spirits even when the field is a war to try to get a position that maybe will pay you, or maybe just cancel all your stuff forever out of nowhere (or maybe they'll be kind enough to let you work for free after they cut funding, just to not lose your place there cough cough)

Going back to my childhood dinosaur interest at age twenty three was not predicted but it is so much more fun when I can buy fossils and also when I know a bunch of paleontologists and paleoartists from my country

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Going back to my childhood dinosaur interest at age twenty three was not predicted but it is so much more fun when I can buy fossils and also when I know a bunch of paleontologists and paleoartists from my country

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I need to kill and eat something with my teeth. For sexual purposes ☝🏻

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how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever

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Dramatic Irony and Glass Houses

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u ever wonder if ur associated with a character forever to someone else. like. when ur scrolling ur dash and u see a url u don't recognize and after going to their blog ur like ohhh this is the Character person. yeah ok i remember now.

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"i dont ship them theyre too toxic i just think their dynamic is interesting" i hope they kill each other mid-fuck

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Anura, Sated

Part 2 of painting all the follower Bishops in their domains. (Part 1, Leshy is here.) I like how this one came out more but can't help feel that some details are still meh.

I think Heket would hold a lot of grief still. Anura might look the same as it was back then, and even if she's ready to move forward, maybe Anura looks different since her absence, and maybe it's for the best, but it was still her home.

Free HD Download on Patreon + Background only version | Speedpaint

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Been away from my drawing tablet for so long i bought a new sketchbook and a pencil

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hang on I’m trying to see something

don’t tell me the name of your pet, just tell me in the tags the name you call them that’s got nothing to do with their actual name

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Sorry for infodumping about my special interest out of nowhere, you said a keyword and it activated my unskippable dialogue

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painting test

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Not now kitten, daddys grieving not seeing her friends daily for another god knows how long

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I hate how fandom has become "if you haven't created anything in this very specific time frame after the release of the show/movie, everyone will have moved on"

And call me old fashioned, but that's just not me. I sometimes take ages to create and publish. And I will love a show or movie for such a long time (years, babes, years) that I just can't relate to the fast consumerism that's going on.

Because, let's be real, it can get really lonely in a fandom if most have simply moved on to the next shiny thing. Is what's created less worth, just because it was created outside the hype? Why is it such a taboo for this new fandom generation to love an old or "late" fic or art?

It's so tiring and I'm too old for the 30-seconds-hype-tiktok-shit. Just tired. So, so tired.

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I think my general thought process with interacting with other people online is like yeah you have really cool art. You have really cool writing. You're really good at that thing you're posting about, but are you nice?

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I saw this meme going around on twitter and I think it'll be perfect for this account.

List 5 topics you can talk on for an hour without preparing any material.