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[am-that-dog]

I think ur a lil special, bc streetlights only have one light where I'm from, Not 2..😧

why are street lights shaped like weenors. like the 2 lights branching out on each side r the balls, and the pole is the weenor. this question has been bothering me for awhile 😓😓 /j

..its 6 am and I just woke up. I am NOT thinking about this.

[am-that-dog]

why are street lights shaped like weenors. like the 2 lights branching out on each side r the balls, and the pole is the weenor. this question has been bothering me for awhile 😓😓 /j

..its 6 am and I just woke up. I am NOT thinking about this.

[am-that-dog]

..i seriously can't keep defending you bro

Edge

edge.

have you ever been on an edging streak?

Edge

edge.

Do they keep you in a state of edging?

Edge

edge.

When you are not performing your edging, do they make you goon?

Edge

edge.

Rizz

rizz.

What's it like to hold the gyatt of someone you like?

Rizz

rizz.

Do they teach you how to feel Sigma to Sigma?

Rizz

rizz.

Do you long for having your heart rizzed?

Rizz

rizz.

Do you dream about being rizzed?

rizz.

Baby Gronk rizzed up Livvy Dunne.

Rizz

rizz.

Do you feel that there is a part of you that's skibidi?

Rizz

rizz.

Skibidi, edge, rizz.

Skibidi, edge, rizz.

Why don't you say that three times? Skibidi, edge, rizz.

Skibidi, edge, rizz.

Skibidi, edge, rizz.

Skibidi, edge, rizz.

Killing myself

[am-that-dog]

freakderman

freakyman

freaksterman

freakman

peanut puffs MMMMM

𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 😈😈😈⛓⛓🔥🥀🥀⛓🥀🔥🥀⛓

..feb 30th, 1988, watch out bud.

[am-that-dog]

Hey, so reminder, I do NOT support endos.

D.I.D, OSDD, and anything similar including DPDR is caused by TRAUMA in childhood years. Please, if you support endos, block me. I do NOT need that shit here.

[am-that-dog]

..yknow, sometimes, I wish I wasn't me.

Rn not in a "oh I hate myself" way but in the way where I have a crush on a fictional character, I'm a fictionkin OF that character, and I have a FICTIVE of that character.

[am-that-dog]

Funny thing you should know. Turns out I'm both a fictionkin AND I have a fictive of Alex Kralie, so my guess is why I had so much guilt while writing that 😭🙏

First small vent post, but fuck I hate being a fictkin of the worst people ever.

Just figured out I'm a Alex Kralie kin, and it makes me want to rip my skin off, because unlike with most of my kins (minus bill cipher) I regret the shit I done. The only regret I have for Alex is that I didn't kill everyone fast enough, and that just makes me in general feel like a bad person now.

I wish I didn't kin people like him, or Jeff, or bill, but I literally can't control it. And it pisses me off and makes me wanna cry.

Maybe I just need a nap.

[am-that-dog]

Update: I've talked to my psychologist at school about this, and he is currently helping me get some professional help. It is a chance that I do infact have at least osdd-1 but we don't know that yet.

Hello! So, I got something I need to talk about, and this is targeted to anyone with D.I.D.

I've been questioning if I have had D.I.D for a few years, and I have a whole paragraph I've written down already with some things I've personally experienced.

So, i think i have D.I.D? I don't know. Sometimes my body doesn't even feel like mine or my thoughts dont feel like mine. Ive been gaslighting myself saying "oh its just my autism" or "oh its just because im having a kinshift" but i don't even know anymore. I don't know if i have what some people say "multiple people in my head" because everything just sounds like multiple people, because im told I have a very active imagination.

All i here is voices atp and i talk to myself in my head 24/7, but i actually have no idea if its just me, or what some people will call multiple people inside my head. It doesn't exactly help the fact i often have greyouts and sometimes blackouts and just dont remember shit. And the co conscious thing isn't exactly helping either because it feels like thats happening multiple times a day. I genuinely Don't know whats happening.

But the thing is im also doubting being a system or anything because i personally don't think my trauma is that bad (minus 7th grade, but that was something else) I mean, yeah my mama left me when i was like 5 and neglected me b4 then and randomly wants back in my life now, but thats like the worse thing. (Minus 7th grade again.)

So i just genuinely dont know. And my confusion is fucking scaring me. And, I'm sorry if I did get some things wrong about D.I.D, im still researching about it, and I'm trying my best to learn still. I've gotten a lot of info from my system friends, but I do understand that not everyone is like that. So again, I apologize if I did something wrong.

Also, for those who are new to my page, I'm also a fictionkin otherkin, and a therian, so I also don't really know if this is me just randomly having kinshifts or what. But I just genuinely need y'alls help. Please, anything will work.

[am-that-dog]

My ass gets bitchy & sarcastic then don't understand why I did that after.

ALTERHUMANS I AM SUMMONING YOU

let's start a chain

everyone reblog with your alterhuman toxic trait

mine is that I forget that I'm not actually the size of a cat, which usually ends up with me stuck in a box

[am-that-dog]

Hello! So, I got something I need to talk about, and this is targeted to anyone with D.I.D.

I've been questioning if I have had D.I.D for a few years, and I have a whole paragraph I've written down already with some things I've personally experienced.

So, i think i have D.I.D? I don't know. Sometimes my body doesn't even feel like mine or my thoughts dont feel like mine. Ive been gaslighting myself saying "oh its just my autism" or "oh its just because im having a kinshift" but i don't even know anymore. I don't know if i have what some people say "multiple people in my head" because everything just sounds like multiple people, because im told I have a very active imagination.

All i here is voices atp and i talk to myself in my head 24/7, but i actually have no idea if its just me, or what some people will call multiple people inside my head. It doesn't exactly help the fact i often have greyouts and sometimes blackouts and just dont remember shit. And the co conscious thing isn't exactly helping either because it feels like thats happening multiple times a day. I genuinely Don't know whats happening.

But the thing is im also doubting being a system or anything because i personally don't think my trauma is that bad (minus 7th grade, but that was something else) I mean, yeah my mama left me when i was like 5 and neglected me b4 then and randomly wants back in my life now, but thats like the worse thing. (Minus 7th grade again.)

So i just genuinely dont know. And my confusion is fucking scaring me. And, I'm sorry if I did get some things wrong about D.I.D, im still researching about it, and I'm trying my best to learn still. I've gotten a lot of info from my system friends, but I do understand that not everyone is like that. So again, I apologize if I did something wrong.

Also, for those who are new to my page, I'm also a fictionkin otherkin, and a therian, so I also don't really know if this is me just randomly having kinshifts or what. But I just genuinely need y'alls help. Please, anything will work.

[am-that-dog]

The red tower.

The red tower..

[am-that-dog]

happy full moon lycan/werewolf kins!! Tonight of September 17 there is a super moon & a semi solar eclipse! So make sure you drink water, eat, and enjoy you're amazing werewolf night!! Enjoy the special night and enjoy your werewolf instincts!!

[am-that-dog]

First small vent post, but fuck I hate being a fictkin of the worst people ever.

Just figured out I'm a Alex Kralie kin, and it makes me want to rip my skin off, because unlike with most of my kins (minus bill cipher) I regret the shit I done. The only regret I have for Alex is that I didn't kill everyone fast enough, and that just makes me in general feel like a bad person now.

I wish I didn't kin people like him, or Jeff, or bill, but I literally can't control it. And it pisses me off and makes me wanna cry.

Maybe I just need a nap.

[am-that-dog]

was considering following you, but one of our headmates is Jeff the Killer fictionkin, we wanted to double check your boundaries on doubles before following!

I'm absolutely 100% okay with doubles! I actually love doubles! To me it's like seeing another version of me from a different universe, so it's really fun! That could be because of my bill cipher kin, but either way it's 100% okay!!

[am-that-dog]

I love being a ficto-canine cladotherian, and a canine cladotherian, because I am basically every canine.

I could be this. Or this.

And I'm this, and that!

I have no limit. And that makes me feel more comfortable in my body. It makes me feel like I'm valid as a therian & a alterhuman in general. I love me, because I feel like my life now has no restrictions.

Of course, I know there's gonna be some people that would call me a fake, but that's okay, because I personally know I'm not, and I don't need anyone else's approval with who I am.

Remember, you don't have to worry about what other people think, as long as you know that you're telling the truth. As long as you're doing that, then you should be happy with who you are! Remember, as long as you're telling the truth, you're valid. If you happen to make a mistake, that's okay, because you're still valid! Everyone is valid!

[am-that-dog]

"The reason why you're a common kintype/therotype is because __"

"Oh you're this because blah blah blah!"

no. I'm that because I'm that. I personally can't choose who and what I am. And there's no reason why I'm that besides that I'm that.

Some people out there COULD have a reason. Some people out there could've chose their kin because of a reason. But that's not me. I can't choose who I am.

Don't make me have reasons that isn't true.

[am-that-dog]

Hmm..feels like I'm forgetting something..

does anybody know if there's something we're supposed to be remembering this month???