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I haven’t been restricting because I’ve been feeling really sick for the past few weeks to months and I’m now realizing I have a lot of symptoms of hypothyroidism? Gonna get bloodwork and talk to my doctor about it but I’m hoping it gets sorted out because I feel absolutely terrible and I want to be able to exercise again without almost collapsing

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just got scammed out of like 200 bucks in the dumbest way possible (someone manipulating anxiety and guilt to get money from me 😝)

try not to kms challenge level impossible

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does anyone have tips for purging with longer nails? I see people say all the time to only use fingers to minimize damage to the back of your throat but I keep accidentally scratching it and bleeding so I fear that doesn’t work for me

my nails aren’t even super long maybe 4-5 mm past my fingertips

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this is me all day

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if I’ve said it once I’ve said it a million times: soups/water based stews are THE high volume meal and you can make them so flavorful with basically no cals

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highkey fell off of tumblr the past couple of weeks because I’ve been on the verge of breaking down + eating like a pig but we’re back!

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Erm my brother just heard me purging idk if I can come back from this one

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I desperately need to be inebriated but I STILL don’t have any weed and alcohol has too many calories

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Daily routine ✨✨

12:00- wake up

12:01-23:00 - distract myself

23:01- sleep

🤍✨😍

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do I need a boyfriend, adderall, a glass of water, a joint, 40 days off school, new clothes, better friends, institutionalization, a girlfriend, coffee, to lose 50 lbs, flowers, or a fucking nap

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blew straight past my cal limit today time to find the hair ties

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I keep waiting for something to suddenly change like

“oh yeah this was all a test! a super fucked up experiment and we’re really sorry so now you can go and live the life you actually have in the body you want and without feeling like that all the time!”

but then I realize that this is my real life and it’s not gonna magically fix itself

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I wish my depression made me starve and not binge eat

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changed my lockscreen and I feel like I’ve been reborn

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back from vacation and locking in trust (lie)

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Repost if you’re a teen with an active @na blog

(I need @nas my age to relate to 💔)