vivyzka

[vivyzka]

collarbone th!n$pro 🩷

[vivyzka]

hey guys me again 🩷

i started counting calories again and i feel so good.

remember you can to it!!!

[vivyzka]

hi guys so i’m at my lowest rn (not weight lol) idk what to do anymore so if anybody has any tips to kys without any pain or js to idk maybe get into a mental hospital please tell me i just can’t take it anymore and idk i’m so tired and i know that nobody will take me seriously in the mh because there are people who have it worse

[vivyzka]

hey guys, i stopped counting again my next step is to try bulimia hopefully it will work only problem is that i have emetophobia but i’ll make it (tips to puke are welcomed)

[vivyzka]

hey people, i started counting cals again and it feels so great i‘m happy i started again and you can do it too!!!

[vivyzka]

i can’t i gave up but please don’t give up i regret it so bad i think imma start counting cals again in january

[vivyzka]

I have enough!

I can’t handle my eating anymore i won’t eat today until i weigh under 70 kilograms.

If she could lose so much weight i can do that too!

[vivyzka]

hey guys

inactive ik i‘m js so tired i started sh again and idk what to do still on diet but i want to lose weight faster does anybody know any pills oder smt that stops the hungry feeling?

[vivyzka]

hey guys

i’m inactive i know my mom found out she bought me yazio pro and told me to lose weight healthy so thats what i’m trying to do now imma update you 💘

[vivyzka]

i just can’t do it its so frustrating not eating sounds so euphoric but it isn’t and i don’t have that sick mindset my brain whats to eat i love to eat but i just want to lose weight i cant do it

[vivyzka]

Hey guys💘

I binged yesterday it was dumb my mom brought food when she picked me up and i ate some noodles and chicken.Today i ate some asain noodles but low cal so that’s okay.I’m sick so i had to eat something otherwise my mom would go crazy.

I wont let myself down i got this.I can do it!💘

[vivyzka]

First Hours on my waterfast!

So far so good I’m a bit hungry but I have gum and coke so I will get over it.School is so annoying i’ll update you tonight. 💘

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Somethings aboute me!💘

My Name is Vivy,I live in Germany and was born in Melbourne,Australia.I’m 14 years old and my first languages are aussie english and polish but I can speak german too.I don’t have many friends neither a boy- or girlfriend (i’m bi actually).My favourite shows are young royals,insatiable and heartstopper.I’m going to an puplic “highschool”.I play soccer in the 3rd best club in Berlin.I’ve played there for almost 11 years.I tore my alc once and my meniscus once my kneecap slipped out once.I had 4 knee surgeries and 2 foot surgeries.So i’m a pretty injured player.

I’m on a wl journey and my goal is to weigh 40-45 kg at my confermation on 24.05.25 but I hope to already weigh at christmas (24.12.24 german time).

I never really felt skinny then i all came crushing down when my docter said i’m a bit overweight and showed my a diagram of how my weight changed so now here I am starting my journey November 5th.

If you are interested in my journey and goals please follow.I put a lot of work and effort into documenting it on tumblr.

If you wanna lose weight YOU CAN DO IT! 💘

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Downloaded some Apps to keep me motivated&help me track everything.If I am missing something or you have any go to apps or suggestions please let me know!💘

Tumblr:Motivation&Inspo

BMI Calculator:calculating BMI

StepsApp:counts Steps all Day long

Fasty:Fasting Timer&Tracker

Happy Scale:Weight Tracker

Pinterest:Inspo&Distraction

[vivyzka]

relatable 💘

i don’t want food i want to be SKINNY

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Hey guyss,

on tuesday i am starting my diet/restricting whatever kind of thing. i’m scared tbh but mostly because i think i wont be able too stay strong an don’t eat anything.i’m on vacation rn and here are so many pretty skinny girls i feel like a pig tbh.i’m using tumblr as a diary and also just something to put my thoughts and feelings into.my starting weight is 72,6(please don’t judge) and my goal weight is 35-40 something like that and i wanna achieve it before 24.05.25 (my confirmation) but i’d be happier if i achieve it before christmas(24.12.24 bc german time)

And I hope i’ll be able to make it and get to my goal if you have any questions,suggestions,support anything else always js text me 💘

[vivyzka]

Beeing fat BRAT. ………..skinny………………