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i’m actually going crazy, i’m pro recovery for other people but I can NOT continue this way. My fall plans include starving and over exercising 🍁🍂

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my friend just tried on my rings and they were bigger on her i feel like such a pig

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i’m actually gonna die- jk but like i ate with intent to reverse it ifykyk and i CANT get it to come back up dm me if you have any ideas please 😭🙏🙏

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hii how are you! i couldn't send the link to the quora post so here's the copy and pasted version i found :) you can also just search up "How do you make yourself throw up safely and quickly?" and you'll find a few ways! but please be careful and don't do it so much only when you feel like you really need to purge. <3

"RelatedI need to throw up but I can't. I've tried using my fingers but I just gag a little and get a bunch of saliva. What should I do?

i had this exact problem. and spent ages researching before trying one of the tips.

So one night after dinner I put 2 tablespoons of salt in a glass of water and drank as much as I could. It tasted like utter shit but it helped with puking. After I finished the salt water, I shoved my two fingers to the back of my throat and when I gagged i didn't pull them out. I kept my fingers there are after gagging twice I eventually threw up my dinner.

After that night I have never needed to use the salt water to throw up. Just keep your fingers at the back of your throat until the vomit comes up

Hope this helps :)

Disclaimer: I have bulimia and I know from experience that people telling me not to throw up won't stop me. So I just hope this doesn't become a habit for you"

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these are gonna help sm thank you!! and the disclaimer is very important because yes it’s easy but also think about moderation and safety first

(if you want me to take down anything on my page just dm me or go to asks to talk do not report please and thank you 💗💗)

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fr i thought i was in my little recovery era but no thanks 😭

they said recover and i tried but gained 7 KG 💀

nah thanks never againn

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lmao

Literally what it's like posting on ed and sh Tumblr

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ended up with a crush on someone skinnier than me 💔💔

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stuck between “i hope you feel the same way i did when you made me think i was the unloveable one” and “i hope you find peace with yourself so that you can see we were both unhappy”

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Frida Kahlo, from a letter wr. c. November 1933, featured in The Letters of Frida Kahlo: Cartas Apasionadas

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don’t hmu i just remembered the dreams i used to have about being abandoned and i’ve got things to do 😂💯

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el oh el

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she thought i was finna beg her to stay 😂😂 (i cried a month later when the reality of the situation hit)

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how i look at myself after getting worse writhing the span of 3 days

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flowers after i realized that event definitely did hurt me

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i never promised you i’d stay clean why are you surprised?