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When the love blossomed from the driest tree

I cherished every petal I collected

My lover's sweet magical words gifted me with a pair of wings

I was victorious to crush every battle I had

When tree's falling fetals colored the ground

Ground welcomed us with a sightseeing view

I was drunk by the love and magic which my lover caused

Then magical stairs appeared and led me to heaven

I danced fearless trusting the magical stairs, wings and hopes of my lover would catch me if I fall

I danced and danced when I made my way to higher

Even though the ground had shaken below me

I kept having hopes about the magic my lover made

Then all of a sudden lover of mine got far and far away me

Every step my lover took away from me weakened his magic and caused it disappear

Distance to the ground was too high for me to survive

And then when my lover got out of sight

My wings were ripped and stairs were gone

I fell and fell to the bottom

I gasped my shock and pain

When I knew lover of mine wouldn't catch me

I didn't scream for help with the hopes of someone hearing

Lost my heart in the hands of my lover

And I hit the ground harshly while hearing every bones of mine to be broken

I cried and cried and cried wanted to wash my pain away

But there was a hole in my heart and it bled too much

I didn't wait for help and I didn't expect to survive

I was broken by the hands of my lover

When tree died in front of my eyes

Pain got impossible to handle

I wished to die immediately

No one would prefer to suffer like this

I was broken to the tiniest pieces and the one I trusted was gone

I cried and cried and cried and poured my inside the outside

Pain was everywhere and it hurt

My tears dropped and dropped till it became a sea

Then I drowned myself in the sea of my tears

I was drowning deeper and deeper

Waiting to lost the light of sky and hoped darkness to wrap me to the end

I was broken and I was lost

Nothing mattered anymore

The sound of earth vanished from my ears

I wanted it to end but I owed myself better than that

So I had to reach to surface

I got out of sorrow and tried to hang on with the hopes of my love would need me

I was broken and I had left to learn how to survive. My lover was out of the reach of my hands

Even though I saw him from away

He kept me far away from him

So I am still struggling to survive and sometimes I fall into the arms of suffering deeper

Everything hurts but knowing that my lover didn't want me stabs every inch of me

I don't know what's gonna happen

A sire like me still trying to find a way to live

It hurts like hell and this suffering never ends

So the seeker of this story, don't fall to the arms of others

They won't even bother to catch you

And this is a lesson from the one who hides themselves from everyone

Because I trusted once and reached to the light

Listen the words of suffered and pray for their poor soul

When will this pain end I wonder?

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Can you help me to suprise my partner?

Hello everyone, I have a partner who lives 2,854km away from me. I saw a reddit post that one of my friend sent and I'd love to make that for my partner. I am too scared to ask but I really want to do this because it is gonna be our 2 years anniversary soon. I know people in long distance can understand how distance can be upsetting. So, if it is okay, can you write "Sena's love for Talliss is so big, it reached (city name &country)" on a paper and take a picture of it in wherever you are like taking are picture of city or street with that note? It can be perfect and means a lot if you can help me. And original idea isn't mine and I couldn't find the link of account who made this and if you read this, I hope you are not mad at me, I don't want to upset you but when I saw I thought that would mean a lot for him. Please help me and thank you anyone who read this 🌸 I will leave this post in here bc I am scared of being ignored or not doing it if no one wants to help. I hope you can help me and thank you for reading this 🌟

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“Hem insan sevdiğini kaybettiği vakit herşeyini kaybetmiş sayılmaz mı?”

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Besides, when a person has lost his beloved, doesn’t that mean that he has lost everything?

Elveda Rumeil

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“a: Adını söyleyim mi isteyi misin?

z: Benim adimi mi?

a: Dur düjinelım, senin adın olsa olsa zarife olır

z: A a! nerden bildın!?

a: Çok zarifsin de ondan!”

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𝒲𝒶𝓃𝒹𝒶 ℳ𝒶𝓍𝒾𝓂ℴ𝒻𝒻

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➤  OTPs as Taylor Swift Lyrics 2/?

ScarletVision - Cornelia Street

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Well, I didn't update for a long time but we had a tough time for a while. He made me cry a lot and broke my heart. He said it wasn't something but I think it was cheating. But we got through it. Well, I didn't heal from that. I am trying. We are very good I think. We are planning our future together. I am not having mentally good times but he is being helpful. We are serious about each other and he said he loves me. I know it's a big deal and he says so many good things but I still think about that time. I love him and he makes me happy. He saves me from everything and he helps me to save myself by myself. So we are a couple. Two ravenclaw in love with each other. He is calmer one from us and I am more energetic one. Well, I decided to live day by day. I am focusing on the day I am living, so I won't over think. And he is being too cute and I love his laugh. We watch movies together and listen music together. We gossip together. And I love him a lot.

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Another Ravenclaw

Umm~ Something happened and he said he likes me~ But did he meant as friends or more than friends 🤔 I dunno why he said that 🤔 I just said he is so cute like i always say but i said a lot this time and he said he likes me and i was like "wwhhaaaaattt theee heeeckk iss thatt meann??" He is so confusing. -.- He keep saying he and i are friends. So did he said that he likes me as a friend?? He had T function in his mbti type and because of that T, I think he said that as friends because he is very rational person. I don't know what to do if he didn't say as friends. It's too complicated for me. I am a simple dumb girl and I don't understand what the heck is going on. What should I do?? Help!!!

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I think i am gonna write what happens between me and another ravenclaw and hope harry potter fandom can help me~

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Another Ravenclaw

So I download an app to get rid of being bored. It’s bottled up. You send a message with a bottle and if the person got your bottle accepts your bottle, you start to talk. One day, I got a bottle and I saw the owner of the bottle is from Ravenclaw too. I thought that person can be Harry Potter fan too because I never seen a boy from Ravenclaw and I wanted to talk with someone who can understand my love for Harry Potter. So I accepted his bottle and we started to talk. I wasn’t care about it first, so I told him lots of things and he was always so kind to me. He said he was like Voldemort and he has no feelings because he killed them. He said his friends always say that he is like a Voldemort and that makes me so sad. Days passed when we kept texting and one day I said him that I watched a wonderful movie and it was like how my love life would be. I said One Day and 500 Days of Summer were how would my love life would be. After that he watched these two movies without even I ask for him to do. So I felt selfish about it and asked him for suggesting me two movies. I watched the one he suggested, The Forest. It was quıte scarry but I watched it all of it. And then while we were talking he said he is going to commit a suicide when he can go that suicide forest in Japan. After that, I asked for him not to do that, and he made a promise that he won’t do it before reading my 5 books. So after that, I keep texting him like madly. We talked about lots of things. And I said it’s my talent to make people gets bored of me. He asked if it was a challenge and he said I was coward after I said no. Then I accepted his challenge because I thought If I accept it, he can be happy and live longer. So he said if he wins, I have to give him a very long kiss from lips and I said fine because we are from different country and he can’t get his kiss if he wins. I said if I win, he has to write a poem for me. And we didn’t pick a date because I didn’t want him to run away from me. So after that, I kept trying to annoy him. He wasn’t like flirting horny men and he was very understanding. We kept talking days after days and I realised that I don’t want to lose him. So I asked if he has an instagram account and I said I don’t want to lose him if something happens to the app. He said he had before but he opened again after I insisted. So I looked at his account and saw a picture of a cup he was holding. That post from the day he opened again and that cup has a story that we both shared. When we were talking, I said I love mulled wine and it was kinda my favorite drink, so the next day he went to try mulled wine for me. So we kept talking from dms. I wrote him from app that saying I met someone, that person accepted a challenge, I asked what should I do to him so he can lose it, and told him to help me. And while were talking I said nobody wants to watch a movie with me and they can’t stand me because I talk too much and react too much. So we watched a movie that he picked, at the same time. We kept texting each other while we were watching Passengers. He said it was so much fun to watch it with me. I noticed I wanted to watch lots of movie with him, so I said he can get annoyed after 2 or 3 times.So he asked if it was another challenge and I said no. He got so excited and said If he wins, I have to comment ‘’I love you -his name-’’ on his last post. I overreacted and said I don’t even say that to my mom and it’s not easy for me to do that because his followers can get wrong and bla bla bla. In that moment I thought he wanted me to do that, so he can have fun with his friends about how stupid I am. I said it’s easy to watch 3 movies with me and he asked how many movies we should watch and I said 100 because I really wanted to have much more time with him but I didn’t think he would accept. He said deal and if he wins, I have to post a photo and write ‘’I love you, -his name-’’. So I thıught it was okay because I can find a loop hole even if he wins.But if I win, he has to write a song for me. So we watched The Greatest Showman as a starter of the challenge.It was so difficult to talk because he was working a lot. So six days ago, Saturday, an Italian boy that I talked a little and only about bread asked me if I can be friends with his Turkish friend and he said she was feeling sad. So I added and texted her on instagram after he insisted a lot. I realised that she was the perfect girl and she has everything I wanted for myself. So while I was talking with her, she acted like she wasn’t interest in to talk with me and she insulted me with flirting with everyone but I didn’t flirt with that Italian boy. While we were talking,she started to look down on me. The more I talked with her, the worse I started to feel bad about myself. So I said to the boy who has 2 challenge with me, that I met a perfect girl, she was making me feel worse, I didn’t want to use my phone for a while, I need some time to improve myself, so he won’t get bored of me and I said I hope that he wouldn’t think he wins and he should give me sometime.He asked if is because of her and should he talk to her and he said he doesn’t care who is she and if she would hurted me, she would regret it. He said he needed me and I said he doesn’t need anyone and he can survive few days without me. He really begged to me to stop talking with her. I didn’t reply to him and I had a total mental breakdown that saturday. I cried whole day and night and thought nobody likes me and needs me in their life. He texted me after I went, even though he was on night shift. So the day after that mental breakdown, I replied to him at noon on Sunday. I apologised for everything and he helped me to get some courage to blocked her. So I apologised to her and blocked her. But I wasn’t feeling well because I fried my brain the day before. He got happy and I came even though I didn’t recover fully. So we played Q&A and I asked him a few question. ‘’What is the last lie you told and when?’’, I asked him and he said ‘’I’am alright’’. I said I hope he didn’t lie to me and he said he lied when his friend asked if he was okay, the day I went offline. I said If he was feeling bad, he should tell me, because If he would, I wouldn’t went. He said it was after I went offline, I wasn’t there and I asked for time. I said I never shut my wifi after we started to talk and he can text me whenever he feels bad. So we talked and talked. Yesterday, I lied him and said I started to talk with her and she was making me sad. He begged for me to stop talking with her and he said he can text her after I said I can’t no to her. So I told him my other account name because I wanted to know what would he write. He was so caring. So we were talking and he said his lover left him when he was in the army, even though his lover promised to wait him. So we watched the second movie after he asked if we could watch it because he never seen them. It was so good to watch with him even though his wifi didn’t work much and he got annoyed to his computer. It was too funny to see that side of him. But I realised he doesn’t ask questions to get to know me better. He is in love Hatsune Miku and sometimes he sends me photos of her and I reply with nice comments to her. But I realised the most hurtful truth ever, he wanted me to post a photo with saying Ily to him because he can show his ex and he can make her jealous. That trutht hurts like hell because I do everything for him and I answer back as soon as he writes. And I can’t sleep without reading our daily texts. I don’t know if I like him, because I never like someone romantically before and I don’t know what to do if I will be platonic.And in deep down of my heart, I wish for him to win the first challenge and come here to get it. It would be awesome dream come true for me. But I think he enjoys that he found a clown like me. I don’t know what to do because we are talking for 2 months. Help! I need help! Somebody helps me about this situation because I am hopeless.