#end of love

[touchingthevoid]

I’m not entirely sure how this will go, if I’ll manage to do it and, if I do, how long it will take me to get there, but I decided to not let myself be broken by one person’s behaviour.

It’s common for a great deal of autistic people (neurodivergent people in general) to feel like others’ bad behaviour towards us must somehow be our fault.

We’re the “weirdos”, so sure we must have done something weird to deserve it, expecially when those others clearly state that much. Or maybe we aren’t, maybe we didn’t, maybe - just maybe - that’s just a lame excuse they use for the inexcusable.

I don’t want to let one such people define me, define how I see myself and define how I see others.

One person’s narcissism with its typical taking advantage of and disregard for others won’t serve as the means through which I evaluate anyone else. They will not be the lens through which I see the world.

I will not apologise for being me, I will not be ashamed of my autism, and I will not automatically take someone else’s nasty behaviour towards me as being surely my fault.

This is a work in progress, but I won’t let them define me, define how much I love or how much I care for anyone else. My own self included.

[huong1952]

huong1952: Nothing to Dream On

Birds gather at our feet

Waiting for crumbs of love

From the hearts

When togetherness is falling

Apart ...

The sky is dark

We've lost the moon

Our hands no longer hold ...

What did time do to our souls

Washing away dreams

Leaving only emptiness ...

I know birds can be sad

Silently they stand at our feet

Famish they are

No love to feed their songs

Nothing to dream on ...

[the-past-in-words]

[coffeebookslovegt]

Nunca soñé con encontrarte entre miles de personas.

[sofiachetiprendeetiportavia]

Hi…

My name is Sofia.

I joined the Tumblr community, because I'm at a time in my life when, after the end of a love, I see everything black and white.

I hope my blog helps someone overcome the lost of an important person, who decided to lose you.

[austeregreen]

the air smelled of tansy and wormwood though summer of that year was cold and full of rain and settled on the fields like a pale coating but still I was able to smell those herbs to feel more and more bitter aftertaste in my mouth a trickle of juice flowed from my fingers to wrist I licked that juice off even though I knew - it was far too late for us overriped blackberries fermented it was the end of summer

[depressedromanticism]

Now that I think about him i finally feel indifferent towards him .

[yeesiine]

Ohhhh dance me to the end of love

Ohhhh dance me to the end of love

Let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone

Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon

Show me slowly what I only know the limits of

Dance me to the end of love...

[chiisana-lion]

[guiiay]

jinx and isha visit a walmart

[touchingthevoid]

Loving someone is one of the most dangerous things we can do, a risk we most often don’t even choose taking.

To love a person is to give them an incredible amount of power: the power to make us happy, to make us feel whole, alive, and that our lives are entirely worth living… and the power to make us feel the exact opposite too.

I never ever want to give this amount of power to anyone else ever again.

[azvhaalk]

our dream

[ideologyofone]

I’m sorry but I will truly never get over Ekko who lost his mentor and all his friends at a young age, then spent the rest of his childhood building a beautiful and strong community that helped get shimmer addicts off the streets and give them a new life that thrived off of trust, respect, and loyalty while slowly watching the girl he loves lose herself to her psyche and become an unhinged suicidal terrorist who he is unable to save despite repeated attempts at it. And THEN gets booted into an alternate reality where he learns he could have had EVERYTHING, the beautiful and thriving community, the education, his family, and the girl he loves and he heartbreakingly leaves it all behind because he knows he doesn’t belong there and he has to go back to save his people which he DOES multiple times at great risk despite knowing what overextending his z-drive could do only to end up completely alone in the end. The most selfless character in the entire series. That’s my boy savior.

[squidflavoredsoup]

mama n her babies

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The math just adds up!

[kensatou]

i'll let phie-san say it: