#end of love

[touchingthevoid]

I’m not entirely sure how this will go, if I’ll manage to do it and, if I do, how long it will take me to get there, but I decided to not let myself be broken by one person’s behaviour.

It’s common for a great deal of autistic people (neurodivergent people in general) to feel like others’ bad behaviour towards us must somehow be our fault.

We’re the “weirdos”, so sure we must have done something weird to deserve it, expecially when those others clearly state that much. Or maybe we aren’t, maybe we didn’t, maybe - just maybe - that’s just a lame excuse they use for the inexcusable.

I don’t want to let one such people define me, define how I see myself and define how I see others.

One person’s narcissism with its typical taking advantage of and disregard for others won’t serve as the means through which I evaluate anyone else. They will not be the lens through which I see the world.

I will not apologise for being me, I will not be ashamed of my autism, and I will not automatically take someone else’s nasty behaviour towards me as being surely my fault.

This is a work in progress, but I won’t let them define me, define how much I love or how much I care for anyone else. My own self included.

[dre-amin-g]

Ma nuit est comme un grand cœur qui bat

Ma nuit me précipite dans ton absence

Je te cherche, je cherche ton souffle, je cherche ton odeur

Ma nuit m'étouffe du manque de toi

Ma nuit sait que j’aimerais te regarder, voir ton visage et le caresser,

Ma nuit palpite d’amour, celui que j’essaie d’endiguer mais qui palpite dans la pénombre, dans chacune de mes fibres.

Ma nuit voudrait bien t’appeler mais elle n’a pas de voix.

Elle voudrait t’appeler pourtant et te trouver et se serrer contre toi un moment et oublier ce temps qui massacre.

Ma nuit voudrait avoir des ailes qui voleraient jusqu’à toi, t’envelopperaient dans ton sommeil et te ramèneraient à moi.

Dans ton sommeil, tu me sentirais près de toi et tes bras m’enlaceraient sans que tu te réveilles.

[the-past-in-words]

[coffeebookslovegt]

Nunca soñé con encontrarte entre miles de personas.

[sofiachetiprendeetiportavia]

Hi…

My name is Sofia.

I joined the Tumblr community, because I'm at a time in my life when, after the end of a love, I see everything black and white.

I hope my blog helps someone overcome the lost of an important person, who decided to lose you.

[depressedromanticism]

Now that I think about him i finally feel indifferent towards him .

[guiiay]

jinx and isha visit a walmart

[chiisana-lion]

[touchingthevoid]

Loving someone is one of the most dangerous things we can do, a risk we most often don’t even choose taking.

To love a person is to give them an incredible amount of power: the power to make us happy, to make us feel whole, alive, and that our lives are entirely worth living… and the power to make us feel the exact opposite too.

I never ever want to give this amount of power to anyone else ever again.

[azvhaalk]

our dream

[tawnysoup]

Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3

If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods

[ideologyofone]

I’m sorry but I will truly never get over Ekko who lost his mentor and all his friends at a young age, then spent the rest of his childhood building a beautiful and strong community that helped get shimmer addicts off the streets and give them a new life that thrived off of trust, respect, and loyalty while slowly watching the girl he loves lose herself to her psyche and become an unhinged suicidal terrorist who he is unable to save despite repeated attempts at it. And THEN gets booted into an alternate reality where he learns he could have had EVERYTHING, the beautiful and thriving community, the education, his family, and the girl he loves and he heartbreakingly leaves it all behind because he knows he doesn’t belong there and he has to go back to save his people which he DOES multiple times at great risk despite knowing what overextending his z-drive could do only to end up completely alone in the end. The most selfless character in the entire series. That’s my boy savior.

[dre-amin-g]

Remember how it used to be

When the sun would fill up the sky

Remember how we used to feel

Those days would never end

Those days would never end

Remember how it used to be

When the stars would fill the sky

Remember how we used to dream

Those nights would never end

Those nights would never end

It was the sweetness of your skin

It was the hope of all we might have been

That fills me with the hope to wish

Impossible things

But now the sun shines cold

And all the sky is grey

The stars are dimmed by clouds and tears

And all I wish

Is gone away

All I wish

Is gone away

All I wish

Is gone away

[jiji-writes]