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[thinlittle-princess]

This is probably a TMI but I am going through it rn. I always get so d3pr3ssed the week before Aunt Flo comes to town and it’s kinda like I disassociate from myself and like yes I kinda know the girl in the mirror but also like I don’t at the same time. I go in a downward spiral for a week and then it’s like poof 💨 I’m “good” again. I am scared to bring this up with anyone because I don’t need a grippy sock vaycay rn but I don’t think it’s normal but idk it’s normal for me? I’m at a loss

[thinlittle-princess]

Oml 😭 I’m so thankful that the last 3 days are over with so I can f@st. It’s been so hard bc I didn’t know how many c@ls have been in everything and I’ve been spiraling. I need my control back fr and I picked up stuff today to keep myself busy for the next 3 days so I won’t even think about 3@ting anything. I need to make up for the progress I lost

[thinlittle-princess]

Convinced my husband and mom are trying to keep me f@t. Why does my mom have to bring food here everyday and eat dinner here like? The food she brought for me to cook is 550 c@l per serving wtf why does anyone need to e@t that much for dinner? And it’s going to ruin my plans for my 48 hr f@st im so upset

[thinlittle-princess]

And remember everyone 👏 if you’re not going to e@t or if you’re going to f@st still take some fiber supplements. No reason for anyone to be getting hemorrho!ds while working so hard to get to their gw.

Stay safe and pøøp easily everyone

[thinlittle-princess]

I ❤️ my anas that struggle with binging

I ❤️ my anas who are not underweight

I ❤️ my anas who are in recovery right now

I ❤️ my anas who eat 1000+ kcal in a day

I ❤️ my anas that worry about being wannarexics

I ❤️ my anas who recovered once and relapsed

I ❤️ my anas who aren't diagnosed

You guys are my princesses/princes, and I love every one of you!! You are worthy and seen 💝

[thinlittle-princess]

Started a 48 hr f@st to try to løse some more we!ght before my 5 year anniversary. I want to at least not look as pudgy in the pictures. The pictures from last year made me crash out internally and ik it’s going to take a lot of effort to get back to my old ugw but small progress is better than no progress.

I’m at a point now where even if I f@st for a while I don’t even get hungry anymore and I’ve been using my toddler’s plates to portion out the food if I do have to eat bc of family being over, the only issue is idk where we’re going for the anniversary dinner and I can’t look up c@ls beforehand. I’m probably going to keep it safe if they have a salad and just get red wine vinegar if they have it. I’m stressing out so bad 😤

TW C@l count today: After 24 hour fast

1 air fried samosa bc my husband wanted me to eat it before he left for work: 150 c@l

Sugar free creamer to go into an quad espresso over ice: 10 c@l

My mom came over with some sort of lasagna soup?? Idfk what was in it but she made me eat some so I’m gonna just say 500 c@l even though I didn’t eat more than the 2 spoonfuls she practically shoved in my mouth thanks mom 😤

Exercise: 5k steps bc I was stressing about the dang lasagna burned ~322 c@l

Total c@l: 660

Burned c@l: -322

Net c@l: ~338

Okay beautiful people sorry for the long post- stay safe and dm me if you get bored I have a long a$$ masters paper to write tonight and let’s be honest I have no friends and I would love to hear from you ❤️

[thinlittle-princess]

Oh look it’s the dark circles under my eyes again. And the daily headaches. Oh how I’ve missed you

[thinlittle-princess]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 1000 likes!

[thinlittle-princess]

Fighting the urge to take l@x and see what I am with everything out of my system

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I can proudly say that my net c@l for the day was only 202 🤩 I put myself In charge of all the kids at the family gathering and walked around a lot and only ate when my father in law handed me a samosa and was practically watching me 😭 I told my husband I ate more with the kids (lies) when he asked. Ending the day with a Diet Coke and some lemon water- was a pretty good day for me.

I hope everyone else had a good day ❤️ stay safe lovely people

[thinlittle-princess]

😗keto flu is real and I’m in the trenches. Can’t wait to see how much I løse because there ain’t no way I’m gonna eat anything feeling like this.

Stay safe and make sure to drink your water today lovelies❤️

[thinlittle-princess]

𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐡𝟒𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐬.

to whoever sees this, please do not report 4n4 blogs. i cried this morning when i woke up and saw mine was gone. i had an anxiety attack in class an hour later and when i got home i cried more and then ate a pint of (diet) ice cream and considered sh for the first time in years. these blogs are h4rm reduction. everybody here encourages recovery, but a lot of us aren't ready for that ourselves. having a community takes away some of our isolation and self loathing, which at times is the hardest part. 4n4 is the most lethal health condition, and the majority of deaths are from su1c1de, not st4rv4tion.

in the few hours i spent without my blog, i spiraled far worse than any of the time that i had it, and that's as someone with a community outside tumblr. i fear for the people with no support system besides this.

you aren't helping us, you're k1lling us.

[thinlittle-princess]

I just learned that your maintenance c@ls is your cw (lbs) x 15. So for those that are feeling bad about a bïng3 as long as it’s not over that number any gain is going to be from bloat bc your digestive system isn’t used to that amount anymore. A bad day will not define your progress, what you do after the bad day will.

Please stay safe lovelies ❤️

[thinlittle-princess]

𝐡𝐢𝐢𝐢𝐢𝐢𝐢𝐢

guess who got t-worded! my name is c and my old blog was sparklingskinny, i had roughly 500 followers and this might seem dumb but it felt like a really nice community i could lean on. this is my new handle because i'm very creative and not at alll sentimental. i'll make a new intro post soon but for now this is what we got.

please reblog this post if you're 18+ and see this, esp if you recognize my old handle! I really wanna build a community again and find my mutuals.

also ik some of my posts got kinda big, if you happen to have reblogged anything i posted could you send that to me? i'd love to have some relics.

until next time, c ♡

[thinlittle-princess]

Bro that heavy aşş feeling in my chest and stomach when I’m forced to eat something 😥 idk if it’s anxiety or what but it’s like there’s something sitting on my chest

[thinlittle-princess]

[thinlittle-princess]

Manifesting a new year of everyone getting closer to their gws and everyone staying safe ✨