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Realising there is a story you invested so much of your self in but you are never going to write, that there are characters you created and worked on that you now have to mourn, is a different type of hurt

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The duality of "If you even imply that being aro or ace condemns someone to a sad and lonely life I will fucking fight you"

and

"being aro and ace is the most isolating thing I will ever experience"

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The bonds we make force us to keep living

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Being neglected by friends as a child (unintentionally or not) can really mess up the way you communicate as an adult, like I know you don’t mean it and I know we have our own lives, be it college, family, work or relationships but I can’t help feeling ignored. But also I would never trouble you with this. But, I should communicate how I feel in a healthy way. But you can’t demand people’s time, especially when you also have an understanding about how life works. But-

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Every time I see a man not wash his hands after using the bathroom, my attraction to women increases

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New Voltron dropped

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Trollhunters Rant - Spoilers

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Okay. So, you watched trollhunters. You watched 3Bellow. Waited for wizards and now Titans. Then Time happens. The time traveling trope, that not everyone knows how to handle. So you end up with Toby being the trollhunter. 

The ending was not for me:

All the character development is gone. Some character arcs were not even finished, in my opinion Jim’s arc never ended, Toby’s arc, hell, Claire could still use some work. The word of Arcadia as we know it is gone. I don’t know if there is going to be another movie that “fixes” everything, but nothing got resolved. Gunmar is still trying to have the Killahead Bridge fixed. Aja and Krel are still going to end up in Arcadia, Douxie will still be called by Merlin because the Order is approaching. In the series that we watched, yes the Order was stopped and beloved characters died, but Jim erased all that.

I would like to point out that Jim didn’t go back in time: he went to another timeline. In our timeline (the one we watched) Merlin always knew that Jim was going to be the trollhunter, so the amulet called to him; it was meant to eventually fall into his hands. So when in our timeline, both Toby and Jim were under the bridge the amulet called to Jim. So further proof that this time jump is in fact a new timeline is that the amulet called to Toby. If it was the same timeline, Toby wouldn’t have heard it. 

There are so many issues with this. Don’t get me wrong, Toby being a Trollhunter is a concept I don’t mind exploring, the problem is Jim. Jim carries in him our timeline, and his knowledge about the “future“ might become a huge problem in Toby’s training. Plus, there is no guaranty that everything will be the same so Jim can mess things up for Toby big time. Hold him back. And while I see the potential in content, this can take the spotlight away from Toby. Toby is now the Trollhunter, so technically he would be the protagonist. 

We saw this in Titans. It felt like most characters were sided so we can see Jim deal with his own issues. Is this also going to happen with Toby being the trollhunter? Assuming there is more content to come.

There are 6 Trollhunter books which I haven’t read, this post is based solely on the animated stories, so I don’t know who the books follow. I understand that since the animated stories started with Jim, Jim would be the main protagonist in Titans, but he wasn’t the protagonist in 3Beloow or Wizards. So it’s not far fetched for me to assume that since Toby is now the trollhunter he would be the protagonist in the new timeline’s Trollhunters. I worry that if there is more content we wont see Toby’s true potential. Movies still haven’t mastered having a lot of characters, that were main characters, being in the same movie.

Now the ending. If there is no more content coming out, the ending is just not right. We sat through everything, only for it to be erased? And is this really the time for an open ending? There is already so much uncertainty going on everywhere, so many people don’t know how their lives are going to be in a few weeks, shouldn’t the words they turn to for comfort give them a sense of closure? Open endings can be awesome, leave so much to the imagination, and have people create so many beautiful things (I will defend fanfiction till the day I die), but, right now, we don’t need an open ending. We need stability in our comfort worlds, we don’t have it in real life. The ending felt tone deaf.

I believe that I would have liked the ending more, if it was in another time. Maybe it is the right ending, just the wrong time. However, I will not let it take away from me any praise I felt towards the artists and the vision and work behind it. I will just, you know, pretend it had another ending. 

(There was also m-preg I’m dead)

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Hi Would You Like To Talk To Me About Dinosaurs?

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Italy wins the Eurovision with a badass song and sore losers are like: they obviously snort cocaine

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Don’t let me near kids, I’ll mention Santa and show them this

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Castlevania season 4 more like everyone needs therapy

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Just when social media feeds calmed down the transphobia I see some 🤡🤡🤡 reimagining the pornhub colour theme to give transphobia a new name. They wanna be oppressed so badly, I can’t even list why this shit is wrong, jokes, all of them 🤣🤣

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This post reminded me that I don’t care if I loose my mind because I’m already cursed (headbangs to violin)

Who is this? Wrong answers only!

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Fate: The winx saga didn’t have Tecna because they couldn’t fit technology in the overused magical place trope, therefore they are cowards, and I will continue to call them cowards for many things even if Tecna is eventually introduced, such as blatant whitewashing. Flora is gone, Musa appears European. In the original Stella and Bloom are the only girls that you can claim are explicitly white, Tecna could be considered ethinically ambiguous, the possibilities are endless.

As for the style of the show, we knew it was going to be on the “dark and edgy” side, let’s not pretend. But did it have to be teens?? I had a stroke when Bloom said she was born in 2004, you mean to tell me these are kids? If the production had made it a college/uni the plot doesn’t change one bit, and people are more comfortable with fan art, fan fiction, shipping etc. I don’t like shipping kids, and I’m watching kids figure magic in an institution, but they don’t look like kids. And not because they are more “mature” for their age, no, it’s because these people are my age and my brain knows it.

Netflix could have cast the actual age group making the “dark and edgy” trope actually worth something, I would have definitely been more on edge worrying about the characters. Or they could realise that having adults portray kids can be harmful and decide to “lead the change” in media. But nope.

Therefore, Netflix and the people involved in Fate: the Winx Saga are cowards.

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I am at work. And @thepanvamp texts me about a dream she had about her cat killing Keith with a slipper.

How did a cat kill Keith with a slipper? Easy. Keith was a tiny gnome.

I had to draw this shit. So here’s a very rough gnome Keith.

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You know this world is messed up when something like this does not surprise me, but it still horrifies me beyond words. Please spread this so we can raise awareness and look for ways to help!

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