thelittlefirepup

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Being fictionkin means constantly playing a game of:

"Do I just really like this character, or am I discovering a new kin?"

Or also "Do I relate to this character, or am I this character?"

And then never knowing the answer.

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This might sound weird, but I kinda wish there were similar labels like xenogenders, but for sexualities.

Like, I know most terms for sexuality are based on what gender you are attracted to and all that, but for me, it feels more complicated than that.

Why can I describe my gender as a gentle rain, but I can't label my sexuality as a storm so wild even i can't navigate it? Or say my romantic attraction is like a dog with the mysterious air of a black cat?

Obviously, we'd have to get creative with the names, cuz while catgender works, catromantic definitely wouldn't.

Just a little thing I wanted to throw out there. Let me know if this already exists.

Peace <3

(Also, not ignoring the whole election situation, just keeping it off this blog because I need somewhere to stay a positive place for me.)

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It has come to my attention that my blog (this post specifically for some reason) has started to be seen by humans.

So to the humans who might be reading this... uh..... hi?

This is probably not the blog for you, sorry. Just hit not interested or something if this is on your recommended. Or say hi if you're willing to keep an open mind. Either way.

Also, turns out that catkin is the name of a flower. The more you know.

(And by humans, I mean those who don't know/hate the otherkin community. Supporters or otherkin that still identify as/with humans are fully welcomed)

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What do humans have against catkins?

Like, just the other day, I overheard my family make a joke, "and some people identify as cats." It was the only part I could hear, but it made me realize something.

Every time people talk about therians/otherkins, it's always the cats they go after.

Which says a lot about how little they know.

So don't care about what they say. They clearly don't have any clue what they are talking about.

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Why be human when I can be...

*checks long list of kin types I'm kinsidering*

Uh.... very much... not human?

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I'd love a cg, but I'd suck at having one.

Like I'd be such a handful and am so picky on how things would be. I'd probably drive any caregiver away. Plus, I hate doing things online, but i def don't have someone irl I could trust.

I mean...maybe eventually after I move in with my gf I'll tell her about my regression. But until then, guess I'm suffering alone.

(Reminder you are still valid if you don't have/don't want a caregiver)

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I want to make otherkin/therian (or alterhuman/nonhuman, whatever term y'all prefer) friends, but interacting with people is so scary and half the time I barely have the motivation to function, let alone socialize.

So...uh.........

Be my friend? Please? 🥹

(No pressure of course)

(Also, I've realized that I forgot to mention that I'm 19 since it was never relevant to this blog. So, keep that in mind before dming. <3)

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This blog was supposed to have a lot more of agere content and my agere experiences, but I swear as soon as I finally made this blog, I hit a regression struggle spell. Or whatever you would call it. (I doubt it is linked to this blog if you're worried about that).

So...yeah. Very much struggling to regress. To be fair, I'm not in a great environment to do so. (*cough cough* my family) But anyways....

How was your guys' day? :)

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What do humans have against catkins?

Like, just the other day, I overheard my family make a joke, "and some people identify as cats." It was the only part I could hear, but it made me realize something.

Every time people talk about therians/otherkins, it's always the cats they go after.

Which says a lot about how little they know.

So don't care about what they say. They clearly don't have any clue what they are talking about.

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The thing with both being someone who is trying to shift (key word trying. Not there yet, but I'm getting there) and otherkin is like...

Is this weird thing I'm feeling a kinshift or am I connecting to my Dr self? (Who is not human)

And idk but honestly, who cares which it is

I'm just vibing.

Vibing in a very not human way.

Still vibing tho

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Okay, but why do tarot cards gotta be so vague?

Don't get me wrong, thank you for the message universe. But I'm still not entirely sure what you're trying to tell me.

Keeping an eye for signs so I can hopefully understand.

To be fair, I am an amatuer when it comes to this stuff, so idk. But I'm still so confused.

But otherwise...have a great day/night!

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I have developed the habit of hissing at things that annoy/frustrate me.

Idk what to do with this. I'm surprised no one has called me out on this.

Not a catkin, but meh. I'm kinda cat.

Idk. Anyways...

*purrs*

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Had a wing shift the other day, which in of itself isn't a big deal. Until I thought about the fact that none of my current discovered kintypes has wings.

Idk what kind of wings they were to even know where to begin. I just know they are wings.

So...back to kin questioning. *shrugs*

Any winged creatures out there reading this, feel free to comment reblog with your kintypes.

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My custom ordered paci just came in!

It's from Smol Sky Co. If you are wondering

You can customize it and there are many options to make it how you want. And the price is so good for how well you can customize it. This one I bought was $30. Shipping was $5 and I paid $2.50 for a custom center. Shipping will be more expensive for international of course, but still pretty decent in opinion. Their shipping is also discreet, at least for pacis but I believe other stuff is discreet too.

(It doesn't fit my mouth quite how I had hoped, but that is probably a me thing. Still is really good!)

They also sell other things like cups, crochet items, paci clips, mystery boxes, and stuff like that.

Here's the link if you want to check them out.

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Idk what to even post anymore. Kinda just want to run away and move into a cabin in the woods or something. Existence sucks.

Stuck in some weird void of being and I don't appreciate it. 🙃

Anyways. Drink water ig.

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;-; tempted to go curl up in a ball and pretend I don't exist for a few days.

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I've come to the conclusion that there is a good chance I'm a system (specifically pdid). Sadly, I am not in a place where I can get an official diagnosis, though, so no way to be 100% sure. Which means in a week, I'll be back to insisting I don't have it.

Does this change anything?

No. Not really.

But if you want me to describe my experiences or do any introductions, I will. Just know they are pretty blurry and not fully distinct, so it's a little hard sometimes to tell them apart.

(And if anyone with DID is upset by this post, let me know. I'm just trying to figure myself out)

Peace <3

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Well, cool. I think I might be a permaregressor. (Teen if I am)

Anyways....

-/`(-_-)'\-

;-; have a good night