#~~pls~~dnt~~rblg~~

[neilarmstrong]

Last day at work today was during our pride event. These gorgeous telescopes will now be gathering dust in a closet for the foreseeable future. Rip.

[thesummerstorms]

I just needed to share this fuzzy mess. (Pls dnt rblg.)

[kohakuhime]

“They bully you because they like you and/or have a crush on you” is not ever going to be a good excuse to justify poor behavior, and you shouldn’t reward it or encourage it.

[harringtontmaa]

⚡ — steve harrington  +  wardrobe ;​

steve’s sense of style is pretty standard prep, with some sport influence. most clothes that he did not acquire from school or various sports teams were picked out  &  bought for him by his mother. as someone who has been involved in athletics for most of his life, steve’s wardrobe contains a myriad of sporty pieces. most commonly found in his closet are gym-ready shorts, tennis shoes,  &  athletic-inspired jackets. if he isn’t planning to play sports or go swimming, steve can most often be found in faded jeans, a nice t-shirt or polo shirt,  &  a simple jacket, although he does sometimes wear khakis. if it’s chilly, he will often add a team sweatshirt or a knit sweater. his tennis shoes ( always nikes ) are especially important to steve,  &  he works hard to keep clean. if he gets his Nikes dirty or scuffed, he will not wear them again until he’s cleaned them up. in fact, he usually keeps a backup pair in his gym locker, just in case. other than his shoes, he tends to stay light on accessories, often adding little more than a watch or his trusty ray ban sunglasses, though he does match his socks to his outfit whenever possible. because steve is relatively long  &  lanky, most clothes tend to be a little bit short on him.  this includes his jeans, which he sometimes wears cuffed to prevent them looking too-short,  & also sometimes his t-shirts. in the summer, he wears his shortest shirts as crop tops with shorts to beat the heat. his colors stick to a very basic theme. the primary colors tend to be the dominant hues  ( blue, red,  &  yellow ), but forest green or orange sneaks in once in awhile, as those are hawkins’ high school colors. steve rarely wears patterns  —  with the exception of a basic stripe  —  &  rarely ventures outside of his comfort zone when choosing clothing. if he’s trying to dress up, steve tends to move toward darker colors. he owns two blazers  — one navy blue  &  one black  — with a few pairs of slacks to match,  &  a single black suit.

[jolliejackdaw]

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[gerrydelano]

jon aggressively commandeering the kitchen in someone else’s home my beloved

[midwestcannibal]

i’m literally so tired of being sad i’m tired of the Need to self isolate i’m tired of sleeping my days away i’m tired of the fear and the emptiness i’m tired of latching onto anger bc it’s the only other emotion that feels genuine anymore i’m tired of not knowing what’s going to happen and getting so worked up over not knowing what’s going to happen i’m tired of the hollow loneliness i’m tired of the shame and the eating disorder i’m tired of the suffocating want wmd the earth shattering disappointment i’m exhausted and bored of it all this can’t be my forever but it’s all i fucking know dude

[femmestoker]

DID talk below

for the first time, I've been aware when a new part (alter??) has split off.

Thursday was a horrible day, lots of things went wrong and I was horribly stressed and high-strung, and even after then I had to go get groceries, which is another stress. I don't remember much of Thursday except lots of bad emotions. And crying. A lot of crying. I was age sliding (is that the right term?) left and right, being a teenager one moment, a child next; it was certainly a wild 9(?) hours.

Then when I got home, I realized that I, Mars, was not the only one around (in the front).

I don't know how Jon split off, I know why, obviously, but I just know that all of a sudden, he was there.

Yes, "Jon" as in Jonathan Sims from horror podcast The Magnus Archives, no I do not want to hear your opinions on fictional introjects, I doubt myself enough as it is--i don't want to hear shit. I didn't choose him, I didn't make him appear voluntarily, this isn't a fun thing, this is a response to intense stress that my mind needed to deal with, and that Mars couldn't. Not on his own.

Anyway, I went to bed after, I think, eating dinner and putting groceries away, but when I woke up, Jon was still there. He wasn't the main one in control, like he had been the night previous, but he was co-conscious with Mars.

Mars can still feel him. Not saying "I" as Mars because it's not just Mars anymore. Jon is still here.

My head has been fuzzy since Thursday night and my hands are shaking still as I type this.

I'm not in any danger, and I have a psychiatry appointment on Monday, with an actually good psychiatrist, whom I will tell everything to. Probably will give my therapist a call on Monday too, though I emailed her Friday morning.

That's the situation. Friends feel free to DM with any questions. might make more posts on this...situation as well because I need to get my thoughts out.

[newathens]

seeing all the ppl who mercilessly bullied me during my adolescence bc i was “spiritual” and “magical” suddenly become “spiritual” and “magical” in their 20s while im still stuck with the lasting scars that have actually become memory imprints in my brain

[quiet-admirer]

(Anyone else with a partner not into this kink live in constant fear of inadvertently doing something you didn't realize was fetish-y and making them uncomfortable or upset lmao 🙃)

[bog-horse]

me, beating my brain back with a stick: your friends are not ignoring you, it is 12:30 on a tuesday, they are BUSY you fool eat your damn chili cheese fries and go

[winqlessangel]

i really fucking hate to do this but im so desperate,, someone please message me i am not stable right now and i don’t want to be alone. please help me.

[kohakuhime]

‪Update: my work family came in clutch and had a really good brace I could borrow. My back is feeling better, though I still need to be careful.‬

*slowly starting to panic because she may have hurt her back again*

[harringtontmaa]

⚡ — initial thoughts  &  takeaways regarding st4 ; warning : major spoilers  &  personal opinions under the cut

GOD-TIER :   steve  &  robin being platonic soulmates, steve  &  robin being neurodivergent solidarity, steve  &  dustin’s lil callout + fist bump moment in the car, steve continuing his hero arc, steve being appreciated by everyone, the sinclair siblings saving everyone’s ass in the intercut hellfire club / basketball game scene, steve spitting blood after ripping a monster apart with only his teeth  &  bare hands, max’s whole arc, kate bush  &  the theme of the things you love being the things that will save you in the end TOP-TIER :   steve  &  dustin’s brotherly banter,  jon  &  agyle’s friendship, eddie’s whole existence, the first half of steve  &  eddie’s conversation in the upside-down, billy looking hot even as a dead hallucination, steve refusing to stop wearing his heart on his sleeve  &  flirting with every cute girl he sees just in case she’s The One, steve being #confirmed boob man, steve being held with a broken bottle to his neck by eddie   hope this doesn’t awaken anything in me   GOOD-TIER :   steve  &  nancy interacting platonically, the california arc, argyle  &  eden hotboxing his van, joyce  &  murray’s dynamic, nancy’s investigative reporting skills in the first half, some nice classic horror references, interesting villain MEH-TIER :   eleven’s whole rainbow room reversion arc, hopper’s whole russia arc. sorry but both of these had so much time dedicated to them but so little actual plot in them that i was just so bored the whole time. also everyone still calling steve dumb all the time. SHIT-TIER :   st*ncy being pushed together not only by all the characters  ( even the ones like eddie that would make no goddamn sense for them to interject )  but also by the story itself, nancy having her entire characterization  &  plot potential forgotten about for stupid flip-flopping relationship tension, robin being regulated to the comic relief sidekick zone, will still having essentially zero plot of his own, whatever was going on with suzie, the episodes being so long due to just a complete lack of basic editing

[kittenpoem]

like every thing each day loses its meaning which ive always been used to, it’s the cycle. but it’s always been replenished and begins again. lately i find there is less and less which serves this role & more days are painful, if anything at all. i’m trying to remember how i found meaning in anything b4 hmmm

[gerrydelano]

OOF i ended up at a family gathering and having an AMAZING time talking to my cousins and their friends and like... these literal 15 year old cishet girls were asking me questions about like. being gay and trans and nonbinary and butch and disabled and what gay relationship dynamics are like and what words to use and communism and advocacy and unlearning things that your family is pushing and what reclaiming slurs really means and how to talk to your families about changing their views and how to find good therapists and so much more? like? so much REAL stuff that MATTERS.

and i was just. fucking SHOCKED actually, at how Much they clearly wanted to KNOW like. i didn’t feel at all like i was annoying them or preaching they KEPT asking questions, really SMART questions, and like. even when they maybe said the wrong words or didn’t understand something, that’s the point? they wanted to BE corrected? and were so fucking sweet and earnest? and seemed to really like me? i’m still reeling ngl. just. wow.

it was a really great time and i was just. talking to my family for the first time in a really, really long time and having good conversations where i didn’t feel like an outsider or like i was spouting nonsense, like... they seriously, genuinely asked me and they listened and it was just. so good. so refreshing. i felt? really good.

GONNA POST THE JON EDITS NOW! sorry i’m late!