#zakk hcs

[adaricruz]

still have some pending asks , will reply to them soon .

[hunter-sylvester]

Pride month may be over but I'm still gay as fuck so. hcs ig

Hunter Sylvester - Metal Lords / Zakk - Deathgasm / Turo Moilanen - Heavy Trip

[totalfknloser]

hii i noticed u mentioned you were ok with headcanons surrounding sh and other addictions..

if you don't mind could you do zakk x reader who self harms head canon?? i feel like he really wouldn't be understanding at all at first (judging by the scene where brodie asks him if he's ever felt like symptoms of a panic attack or whatever and zakk was just clueless like ...no) but he really loves you despite not being the best at showing it and wants to try to understand just for you

sorry i rambled so much 😭😭 thank you anyways i love your hcs

no it’s okay! i love rambles!! yes ofc! and thank yewwww!!!!!

tw: abuse and self harm

.-⛧ 𓄃 ⛧-.

⛧ Zakk wouldn’t really understand why you’re doing it? like he would be like “Why do you care so much?” because of his mindset.

⛧ he wouldn’t get how you can’t just brush off emotions, that’d you’d have to do that in order to feel better. but he would try to understand and even if he can’t understand entirely, he would still help your through addiction.

⛧ i feel like when you tell him he’d be all chill n shit but maybe like late at night when you’re both in bed together, he would look at wherever you did it if visible, then hold you tight and tell you “you’re never gonna do that shit again, you hear me?” in a stern voice.

⛧ he would help you care for yourself. i headcanon Zakk is like Brodie in the sense that he can care for himself because of basically absent parents. (i headcanon Zakk has trauma with abuse and learnt to care for himself in other ways than Brodie. like Brodie can cook n stuff, but Zakk can take care of wounds, bruises, etc cause yk, abuse. absent parent twinsies!) so he would be able to care for your cuts/burns/however you do it properly.

⛧ Zakk would think your scars if you have any are like super badass and super metal. it’s like battle scars, but without yourself.

⛧ he would always be there for you. as everyone knows, Zakk isn’t the best at understanding, but he loves you a whole lot. at your lowest or highest he’ll be there.

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thank yewwww!!!!!! these r my headcanons! i’ve struggled with this topic for about 4 years now so i understand it very well. i think that i really like this idea a lot. i love zakk so much lmao

[lords-of-mayhem]

Have you seen the people who hc Zakk (deathgasm) as trans?

I have! I was surprised by it, but I think it's fun. I always advocate for more trans headcanons

[crucifuucked]

i demand that there is a deathgasm 2

i get its been like 7-8 years but who cares

give it to me p l e a s e

[miafic]

mia characters on tumblr and what they use it for:

morgan is here for the shitposts

bunny runs a blog all about rabbits. some kind of bunniesdaily type thing but his url is like “ilovebunnies” or maybe the names of his 3 bunnies that he had when he was younger and he just posts rabbits. all the time. all sizes, all colors, all ages. videos, pictures, drawings. what would be cool is if he amassed a giant following and didnt even realize. one day he clicks the tab and sees that 17,000 people are following him and he’s like WHAT

shane is on ED tumblr :/// he does a food diary on a sideblog and his main is thinspo :( but he posts kpop too sometimes (but in all fairness, to him they’re kinda similar :/) 

i could see zakk having an aesthetic blog where he also occasionally posts thirst trap pics that don’t fit his instagram 

jawn has a blog that he abandons for months at a time and then randomly comes back to. he reblogs a bunch of fandom content over the span of a week about whatever he’s into at the moment and then leaves again til he gets into something else 

[littletantrums]

Zakk goes absolutely Wild for little Aws. he fuckin LOVES watching cartoons and playing with dinosaur toys and letting Aws win at mario kart, he fuckin thrives on it because it makes Aws SO happy and a happy Aws means the brightest smiles u will Ever Fucking See

[crescentavenue]

Here’s a metal instrumental cover of Camel by Camel you didn’t know you needed. I will be writing a drabble based on this that involves Luna’s New York days.

[whythowastakenwhatisthis]

unpopular zakk tomorrow™️ opinions

— kevin today TOTALLY should have been part of the main trio. i kno the writers talked about having him be a kind of antithesis of zakk? but he would have been such a good addition to the team

— alexa didn’t know how to play chess. yeah, yeah, i know!! we all hc that she’s president of the chess club, and i’ve seen the au’s where she’s a chess genius but WE NEVER SAW HER PLAY. the only real proof we had for her being good at chess was fact that the hadrons had a mid-game chess board in the lab

— adam deserves more screen time!!! we got like one episode in season two focusing on him, but that was not enough. what was up with his mom?? they never explained that

— zakk totally knew how to drive that hoverbike, he just didn’t want alexa to know that he did

— also about alexa: SHE IS NOT ON THE NERD PART OF THE SCALE THING. SHE IS A JOCK/PREP HYBRID AND ANYTHING IS ELSE IS SLANDER

— (prof hadron is daddy. as is timm tempo.)

feel free to add!!

[bokunoheroaheadcanons]

Momo and Toga and Jirou with a musician s/o who almost died, (your choice of how) near Christmas. After they wake up and are healing at home, on Christmas day, the s/o gives the girls a necklace and as a surprise when their in private, a song they made when they were unconscious. And it tells of how they almost died but sold their Soul for the s/o. Sold My Soul by Zakk Wylde is the song jsyk. Could you write a scenario or hcs for it? Love you and merry Christmas 😊😊

This is interesting request, but I’m not confident to write this or how to go about this yet. I’m sorry @-@ ;;;;

[miafic]

drifting off had been an accident. 

it always was when the tv was on, but this time was different. lucas had fallen asleep with his head on zakk’s thigh and his arms around zakk’s waist. it wasn’t lucas’ fault, though; zakk had been stroking his hair, all slow and gentle. how was lucas supposed to keep his eyes open with that going on? 

he’d come back to himself a bit when he felt zakk push the already bunched up hem of his shirt up a few more inches. zakk hesitantly set his palm flat on the small of lucas’ back and left it there for a bit. lucas had started to fall back to sleep when he felt zakk’s hand lift up. within a few seconds, zakk’s finger started to draw on his skin. 

z... a... k... k.

he set his palm down as if to erase his name and then began writing with his fingertip again. 

i... love... you.

a sleepy smile settled onto lucas’ face. he was lucky that it was buried in zakk’s leg and covered by his own arm. 

i... love... you.

zakk doodled a little heart on lucas’ skin and then wrote L O V E in bigger letters. lucas found himself wishing that zakk had a pen in his hand while he was doing this. or maybe a sharpie. 

“i love you, too,” he slurred, his voice rumbly from sleep. 

zakk froze. “lucas?”

lucas lifted his head a little and opened his eyes to smile at zakk, who leaned down to kiss lucas’ hair. 

lucas could hear the smile in zakk’s voice as he confessed in a whisper, “i’ve been waiting so long to hear you say that.” 

[miafic]

idk what it is but there’s something so calming to me about the boys going to sit in the office to take a test while lucas writes emails. or sitting at the dining room table to take a test while zakk sits with them and balances the p&p checkbook. 

so cute if one of the kids goes, “hey, lucas? how do you spell ‘congruence postulate’?” and lucas goes, “what’s your test on?” and the kid’s like “...math?” and then lucas tilts the computer away, looks it up, and tells him. 

[miafic]

how AMAZING must zakk have felt the first time he fell asleep all wrapped up in lucas’ arms with lucas pressed up against him and tucked around him?

zakk would have been so warm and safe and cozy and he would have felt really small in a good way and so loved and wanted, and he’s like yes, yes, i made the right choice :D

[miafic]

one of the kids seeing zakk like, lovingly looking at lucas while hes doin somethin and one of the kids looks at zakk and calls him a simp

“Listen to the wind blow... Down comes the night,” Lucas sang under his breath. 

Zakk smiled from his spot leaning against the archway. He felt warm all over, watching his beautiful boyfriend standing at the kitchen counter, chopping up vegetables for the stew that would go into the crock pot soon. His beautiful boyfriend, who had set his hair free from its bun to spill over his shoulders, who was still wearing his cozy pajama pants from the night before. It was all Zakk could do not to sneak up behind him to hug him around his middle. 

I love you, Zakk mouthed so that Lucas wouldn’t notice him, and he tipped his head against the wall. He folded his arms across his chest and just soaked in the moment, wishing he could do more, like hug him or kiss him. Or maybe even rip his clothes off. But Lucas wanted to wait for that, and besides, the -

“ZAKK IS SIMPIIIIING!” 

-kids were around here somewhere. 

Zakk turned around and looked up, and sure enough, two of the boys were crouched down outside of Zakk’s room, looking right at him and laughing. “I am not,” he protested, but he had been, and he couldn’t help but laugh. Fuck. He totally had been. 

“Zakk’s a simp for Luuuuucaaaaas,” the other one sing-songed. 

“What does that word mean?” Lucas whispered to Zakk from the kitchen, and Zakk looked over his shoulder at him. 

“One second.” Back to the kids, he said in a slightly serious tone, “I’m just appreciating what I have. Lucas has been my best friend for years, and he’s making dinner for all of us by himself even though he definitely doesn’t have to. I love working here with him and with you guys. It never hurts to stop and be thankful.” 

“Boooo!” one of the boys yelled, and the other one joined him, sticking two thumbs down out through the balusters. 

Zakk shrugged playfully, the smile back on his face. “Brendon and Ryan will be here in a few minutes. Come down and go in the game room with the other two, okay?” 

There was some grumbling, but the kids obeyed. As soon as the game room door shut, Lucas asked again, “What does that word mean?” 

Zakk chuckled. “Nothing.” 

“Is it bad?” 

Zakk crossed the kitchen then and allowed himself the hug he’d been resisting. “No.” 

“They’re not being rude?” 

“Mm, maybe a little. But they didn’t hurt my feelings. It’s a... It’s a social media thing, I guess. It’s...” More offensive to you than it is to me, he was going to say, but he stopped himself. The meaning had morphed away from rude pretty quickly, and if he mentioned that, he was going to have to explain the whole thing, which he didn’t want to have to do. “It’s fine,” he said instead. 

Lucas lightly patted his arm and then bent his knees a little so he could tilt his head against Zakk’s. Zakk smiled and kissed Lucas’ shoulder. 

“Are you a simp then?” Lucas wondered, half teasing, half trying to figure out what it meant. 

"For you, yeah.” 

“You lied to the kids?” he asked in surprise. “You don’t usually do that.” 

“Protecting us,” he hummed. He kissed Lucas’ shoulder again. “It’s a romantic thing, kind of.” 

Lucas let out a confused sigh. “I’m googling it when I’m done cooking.” 

“It’s gonna say something harsh, but it doesn’t mean that, really.”

“What?” 

“You’re not mediocre.” Zakk kissed his cheek and then let go of him. 

“What?” Lucas repeated, only more confused. 

Zakk just grabbed a piece of celery off of the counter and slipped away. “You’re not mediocre, Lucas Hand!” he called as he left. He grinned as he went to join the kids and the aide in the game room. 

[miafic]

“fuck, i needed this so bad,” zakk murmured as he and lucas walked out of the starbucks and back to the car. he unwrapped a straw as he continued, “this morning sucked ass, and that phone call after lunch was brutal. fuck insurance companies.” 

lucas lifted his caffè americano up in agreement. he unlocked the van with his free hand and headed to the driver’s seat while zakk walked around the front to get in on the passenger side. 

lucas opened the door just in time to hear a splat followed by zakk hissing, “shit!”

“what?” lucas set his coffee in the cup holder and leaned around to see what was going on. 

zakk had dropped his tea all over the pavement and was standing with both hands covering his face. his shoes and the bottom of his jeans had red juice all over them. 

“aw, zakk,” lucas hummed sympathetically. 

“just give me a second,” zakk said tightly, but lucas could hear the tears in his voice. he shut the car door and walked over to him, where he began lovingly rubbing his upper arms.

“stop, you’re gonna make me cry,” zakk complained. 

instead of pointing out, you’re already crying, he replied, “i’ll get you another drink.” 

zakk shook his head and softly sobbed. 

lucas rested his forehead against zakk’s hair. “why are you so upset?” 

“today sucked, and i’ve been looking forward to my tea since yesterday, and i just dropped it.” 

“i’ll get you another one,” lucas repeated. “it’s really no problem.” and it wasn’t. it was what, two minutes and three or four dollars? not worth crying over. but zakk didn’t seem to agree.

“i’m sorry,” he said hopelessly, and he started to really cry then. 

lucas frowned. “zakk...” 

zakk pushed forward, hiding his face in lucas’ hoodie. lucas hugged him, and he kissed the top of zakk’s head before tucking it beneath his chin. “it’s okay, it’s okay,” he whispered lightly, rocking zakk a little bit from side to side. 

“fucking homos,” came a disgusted voice. 

lucas’ head snapped up, and zakk looked over, too. 

“he’s my little brother,” lucas said easily. 

“aw, yeah, right,” the guy said, shaking his head, and he disappeared into the store beside the starbucks. 

lucas looked down to apologize to zakk for the disturbance, but zakk was staring at him, mouth slightly open. his eyes were full of hurt. “are you kidding me?” zakk demanded. 

“wh- i just wanted him to leave us alone.” 

“‘he’s my little brother’?!”

“i was protecting you.” 

“don’t ever do that again.” 

“zakk-”

zakk gave lucas’s chest a little push to get him to let go, and he stepped around the puddle of fruit drink on the ground. then he climbed into the car and slammed the door. 

“zakk,” lucas sighed at the window, but zakk ignored him. he had no choice but to go back to the driver’s side. he opened the door and stood outside the cab, where he said, “i really am sorry. i just didn’t want to get into it with some asshole-”

“it’s fine.” 

“no, it’s not. you’re right; i shouldn’t have said that.” 

“i know.” 

lucas sagged against the frame of the door. “do you want some more tea?” 

petulantly, zakk shook his head. tears were spilling down his cheeks. 

“okay, i’ll get you another one. hang on-”

“i said no!” zakk half-yelled. 

lucas paused. 

“i just want to go home!” he buried his face in his hands and let himself sob. 

lucas heaved a silent sigh, slipped into the driver’s seat, and quietly closed the door behind himself. but he didn’t turn the car on. 

“can we please leave?” zakk asked. 

lucas reached out to stroke his hair, and zakk shoved his hand away. 

“i’m mad at you!” 

“yeah, i know. you’re right to be.” 

“i know,” zakk sobbed. he opened the glove compartment in front of him and yanked out a napkin. he wiped his nose and dried his cheeks, but he kept crying. “don’t do that to me! don’t tell people i’m your brother!” they made brief eye contact, and lucas could see the pain on his face. “i’m not your brother. i’m your boyfriend.” 

lucas nodded.

“how do you think that makes me feel? you always wanna know how the kids think things would make other people feel. how do you think i felt when you said i was your brother?”

lucas stared at his lap. “not great.”

“no, not great, lucas!” 

“i was trying to protect you,” he repeated weakly. 

“i know, but it felt like you...” he shook his head. “i think i’d rather you have gotten in a fight than deny our relationship.” 

lucas’ eyebrows rose.

“maybe not. maybe the grass is greener on the other side,” zakk said, seemingly calming down the littlest bit as he spoke, “but it felt like shit. don’t ever tell people that i’m your brother,” he said again. “i’m not your brother.” a little rudely, he snapped, “can you turn the heater on, at least? it’s freezing.” 

lucas obliged immediately, putting the key in the ignition and cranking the warm air up as high as it would go. “do you want my coffee?” he offered. “i only had a little bit-”

zakk shook his head. he stared out the window. “let’s go home.” 

lucas stared at him for a long moment and then muttered, “i’ll be right back,” and went back into the starbucks. he placed an order and waited. through the window, lucas could see zakk alternating between crying more and using napkins to wipe his face, and his heart ached; he really thought he’d done the right thing. 

“lucas?” the barista called, and he went up to collect what he’d gotten. 

as he turned to head for the door, he saw zakk lowering his middle finger. lucas’ eyes followed zakk’s to where the man from earlier was walking back to his pickup truck, laughing to himself. lucas pursed his lips and watched to make sure the man left without incident. once he did, lucas went back to the van. 

“i think i felt like you thought i wasn’t worth the the trouble of an argument,” zakk explained as soon as lucas opened the driver’s door. “thanks,” he said, taking the tea from lucas. it was a size bigger than it had been before, and it already had a straw inside. 

lucas sat down and closed the door. zakk lifted the cup and spent a several seconds sipping from it. 

“did i get the right thing?” lucas asked quietly. 

zakk nodded, still drinking. his eyes were pink, and his face was pale. lucas felt a fresh twinge of sadness. 

“i’m sorry,” he whispered, meaning it with everything he had. 

zakk nodded. “i know.” he sniffled a little and wiped his left cheek with the back of his hand. “just don’t do it again.” 

“i won’t,” lucas promised. “unless - unless i think we’re really in danger, then i might have to.” 

zakk was quiet.

“but otherwise, i won’t.” 

“okay.” 

“okay?” lucas echoed. 

zakk nodded.

“i’m sorry.” 

“thanks for my drink,” zakk said instead of responding. “i don’t think i'll be able to finish it, though.” 

“that’s fine. just have what you want.” 

zakk looked over him and gave him a tiny but grateful smile. 

i love you, lucas mouthed. 

zakk leaned across the console, and they shared a quick kiss. 

lucas brushed some of zakk’s hair back from his face, relieved when zakk actually let it happen. “i got you something else, too. don’t kill me.”

“what is it?”

“you remember those little snowman cake pops you-”

zakk instantly set his cup between his thighs and made grabby hands.

“-swore off last year - okay, hang on,” lucas laughed. he took the carefully wrapped pastry bag out of his jacket pocket. “here.” 

zakk dug into the bag for one and started to eat it right away. “three!” he declared excitedly as he saw that there were still two more inside. “thank you! i’m never gonna finish my drink now.” 

lucas chuckled fondly. “that’s fine.” he’d intended to get two for zakk and one for himself, but if zakk wanted all three, then zakk could have all three. 

“seatbelt,” lucas directed, and as zakk reached back for it, he put his own on, as well. then he shifted the car into reverse and carefully backed out of the space. they didn’t have to get the kids for another hour and twenty minutes, which meant exactly one thing: it was time to go home and watch some game of thrones. 

[miafic]

“Hey. Sorry I’m late. There was kind of a Christmas rush,” Lucas said with a tired smile after he and Zakk exchanged a greeting kiss. 

“Christmas rush?” Zakk wondered in confusion; the mall was in the opposite direction of the route Lucas would have taken to Zakk’s apartment, and all of the major shops were, too. 

Lucas held up a brown gift bag with a cute teddy bear face on it. “I made a stop after the kids had dinner.” 

“Is that for me?!” Zakk asked hopefully. 

Lucas nodded. 

Zakk clasped his hands together in excitement and then took the bag, eager to see what was inside. 

Lucas was already blushing with embarrassment, but he followed Zakk to the couch and sat down beside him. “It’s... I got it for you for when I’m not here,” he explained. “I know it’s not the same, but I just thought that since we’ll be apart for the next two days...” He shrugged.

Zakk caressed his cheek. Lucas kissed the inside of Zakk’s palm.

“I love you,” Zakk whispered.

“I love you, too.”

“I’m gonna open my present now,” Zakk told Lucas, still whispering.

“Okay,” Lucas whispered back. 

Zakk opened the bag, sifted through the red tissue paper, and pulled out a light brown teddy bear with curly fur. “Ohhhh!” he exclaimed, and he hugged it right away. “Thank you! I love him!” 

Lucas smiled softly. 

“He’s so cute. You picked him out for me?”

“Yeah. And press his left paw.” 

Zakk stopped embracing the bear so that he could. And then Lucas’ voice filled the air. 

I love you, Zakk. I miss you. I’ll see you soon. 

Zakk beamed. He set the bear down on his lap and threw his arms around Lucas’ neck, pulling him close. “I love you so much. Thank you.” 

Lucas smiled into his shoulder and patted his back. “You’re welcome.” 

“I”m keeping this forever. And every time I miss you, I’ll just-” He let go of Lucas to press the bear’s paw a second time. 

I love you, Zakk. I miss you. I’ll see you soon. 

“And then if I miss you again...” 

I love you, Zakk. I miss you. I’ll see you soon.

“And even if I just wanna hear your voice, I can.” 

I love you, Zakk. I miss you. I’ll see you soon. 

I love you, Zakk. I miss you. I’ll see you soon.

I love you, Zakk. I miss you. I’ll see you soon.

“I don’t know how much juice is in that thing,” Lucas warned, chuckling. 

“I hope it lasts forever,” Zakk sighed dreamily, and then he leaned into Lucas’ chest and lifted the bear back to his own. 

Lucas wrapped both of his arms around Zakk (and the bear) and kissed the top of his head.