#yves talks or yves writes are good tags?

[usurpator]

This was simultaneously one of the worst and best reading experiences of my life

[crookedkryptonitebeliever]

Would Yves join me on the anime fes :00 Cosplay with me even? Or does he simply here to accompany me while I do the photoshooting and buy silly stuffs from the booths? Love your writing and Yves 🫶

He would absolutely tag along, cosplaying with you too. Yves prefers to cosplay as characters that already look similar to him, but it has to be fully clothed. You might notice that he would cosplay as a feminine presenting character most of the time.

There will be stares as Yves could easily tower over everyone in the convention regardless of whether he is in cosplay or not. After the first few festivals, Yves would choose to dress up as a character that wears a mask. Because it annoyed him to no end that he kept getting scouted by modelling agencies. Yes, there would still be a good number of people who requested to take photos with him, but at least there is one less group to worry about. And no, it isn't flattering him that a good number of them think he should be a model.

He would buy you the merchandise that you want, but only to a certain extent. Yves believes that you should respect the things you own, because they help you with your day-to-day life, and you should be grateful for their purpose. If he thinks you are buying too much, that you would leave the majority of them to either dry-rot, mold or collect dust in your closet, Yves would stop you.

It's a different story if he knows you will eventually gift it to someone else, donate it, or you're simply buying to support the creator. He would gladly fork over his hard earned money to see you smile with glee.

Yves lets you hang out with your friends, or the people who generally do your photoshoots. But it would be a lie to say Yves's lower eyelid doesn't twitch in sheer irritation when he sees your camera person filming you in an awkward angle, everything they're doing is wrong, wrong wrong. It would be so much better if he did it, and it is true. Whatever he captures is of film-like quality, always getting your good sides and making you ethereal regardless of what shitty background is behind you.

He would get along fine with your friends. But you would notice he isn't interested in discussing any consumable media. Yves would only speak up if it's regarding you and how you act, any anecdote he can glean that mentions you, he will squeeze it out of them. And they're still so enamored by Yves, because he is just unbelievably hot and manipulative.

Yves would appear in pictures if you ask him to. But just like a certain prescription-glasses-wearing-professional-boxer, he prefers to be the photographer instead.

He would be walking around carrying a handbag that fits the theme of his outfit. It contains materials and equipment to fix your costume whenever it has a malfunction, a water bottle to keep you hydrated, deodorant, documents required (i.e., physical tickets, your ID, his ID, etc.), tasty homemade food neatly packed in a container because he doesn't trust the quality of the vendors there, your phone, your camera, any emergency medication... Yves is essentially your breathing, talking inventory.

You wouldn't need to worry about being responsible for your own belongings, or worry if a large backpack is going to ruin your cosplay, Yves will take care of that for you.

All he wants you to do is have fun and come to him when you're ready to leave or if you need anything at all.

And all he wants to do, is to observe you.

[bicayaya]

🏞️ country!au bea & yves

when leon asked beatrice if she could give his brother a ride, he forgot to mention which brother. all she knew was that it was someone younger than leon, as he clearly said “little brother”. that meant four options: yves, licht, nokto or luke. she would say “yes” independently, but deep down she was hoping for a specific someone…

🌲🐈����💗

beatrice wasn’t sure if she believed in love at first sight, but she couldn’t deny that she felt something when she saw yves for the first time. a need to know more about him, to get closer. but finding a good reason to talk to him was almost an impossible mission. her best friend, maeve, told her everything she knew about him, which made bea feel even more captivated, but not even that helped her. she wasn’t the most outgoing person on earth, but she had never felt so nervous next to someone. the words just didn’t come. so the moment she entered the street of rhodolite farm and saw a blonde man waiting in front of the gate, her heart almost stopped.

🌲🐈💐💗

yves was 99% sure leon was messing with him. again. he should be used to it by now, but every single time a little voice in his head says “what if it’s serious this time?”. now, he was waiting in front of the gate, not exactly sure why. all his older brother said was that he found a solution to his problem. after waiting for a few minutes, he was ready to go back inside, but a pink pickup truck caught his attention. only one person in that ridiculous town owned a pink truck, and yves wouldn’t admit it out loud, but he knew exactly who it was, even though he never exchanged more than two words with her.

🌲🐈💐💗

after beatrice parked, for a few minutes they only stared at each other, in complete silence. she was the first to open her mouth, her voice way shyer than usual, saying something about how leon asked her to give yves a ride to the big city. and yves replied in an annoyed tone that his brother always decides things without consulting him and that he didn’t need a ride. he was ready to complain some more, but then he looked at bea’s face again. she looked so much like a sad little kitten that he just stopped talking. why was she making that face? she couldn’t be sad because of what he just said, could she? before even realizing his own words, he mumbled that “since she was going to the city anyways, perhaps he could seize the opportunity, but only because his favorite fabric just ran out” (it did not). beatrice smiled at his answer, a sweet smile that made yves look away. now he remembered why he never talks to her… even without any words, she made him feel way too weird.

in the end, they went to the city together for the first time. and the ride there was incredible awkward.

@keithsandwich @candied-boys @lorei-writes (tagging you guys bc you showed interest in my first post for this au 🥺)

[running-with-kn1ves]

Walla....kn1ves....genius big brain yandere writer....i just (re)found your Yves work (im sure you saw me freak out in the tags lmao) if you have the time/energy/inspo pls i beg you for a speck, a crumb, a droplette, ANYTHING of my baby Yves x fem!reader. I'm not sure how specific is too specific but I have a truckload of daydreams and prompts for this man dc im down BAD BAD for the way you write him. I'm not sure if this is too specific of a request but can it be yves holding himself back constantly because he wants to *romance* the reader but its so obvious he's itching for more until one day he finally snaps and takes her (specifically him giving her his virginity and whoops maybe going crazy when he finds out she isnt one)? I'm just obsessed with his characterization and want to see him in a ton of situations and feeling/reacting to different things. The stern dom undertones his whole vibe has disguised by a friendly foreign guide 🥵 The drabble of him was sooooo good and such a tease of his personality, it's so enticing hahaha. If that prompt is no good or doesn't inspire you then anything else is fine and ofc if you have no inspiration for Yves at all then that's a-okay too!!! Thank you sooooo much for thinking up that beautiful man and sharing him with us!!! Hope you enjoy your holidays💞💞💞

A/N: Ugh I'm so sorry I took so long in answering 😭😭 I was gonna write like a whole piece but my time has been cut dramatically, so please accept this poor little piece!! I was honestly so overjoyed at seeing your tags, it makes me so happy to see people's reactions to my stuff ┗( T﹏T )┛I wish I could have more time to write for this because I love the concept, I'm a huge fan of the "mysterious foreign guide who's just a little too friendly" kind of trope. Thank you so much for your support anon and I hope you enjoy this!! OG piece here for any of you nerds!

TW: Kidnapping, implied dubcon/noncon, manipulation

It wasn’t hard to notice Yve’s shift in behavior. Well, this shift out of many. When you first met him, he gave off a kind, well-meaning but nervous vibe. He did his best to show you around, to make you comfortable and converse with you in english to the best of his knowledge. That kind persona shifted into something more… desperate; obsessive, once he brought you back to his apartment. He was still kind, still well-meaning and observant to your needs. He apologized profusely when you got upset from how he kept you from leaving, promising that you weren’t missing anything important in class and that he could show you real culture instead! What could you learn from a textbook that would be better than seeing the country itself?

But time and time again, Yves made excuses to keep you inside, to make you stay by his side whether through photoshoots or studying, with him as your “teacher”. You had to learn the basics before taking such a “big” step out into his country, right? Unfortunately for you, Yve’s only taught information on the most trivial subjects. From words like “textbook” to “glass”, you were able to make meaningless sentences that wouldn’t serve you well in conversing with native speakers outside of Yve’s little apartment. Sure, it might help you occasionally, but it got you no where closer to understanding Yve’s rushed mumbling and incoherent rambling. 

With your sudden move to his apartment and his new change in conduct, Yves had slowly become less generous. He didn’t make as much of an effort to talk in english anymore, and made far less points to explain himself. You couldn’t tell what caused this new change-- a change that you were soon starting to accept as Yves showing his true colors. The man was still attentive to your needs, still caring and kind-- but the posessiveness that had slipped out almost entirely seemed to be taking hold. And while you’d think that a growing obsession would make it more beneficial to you-- it in fact, made your difficulty increase tenfold. Yves began to direct you on what you should wear, when you should eat, what you should do for the day.

 Not only that, but his attentiveness to…more intimate needs were far more prevalent as well. Whether it was bathing, or the need that pulsed between your legs, Yve’s was there to try and take care of it. You pushed him away multiple times, awkwardly trying to tell him that you were fine-- but it never seemed to stick. He always just looked at you with a tilted, confused expression, muttering in his native tongue as if he didn’t understand. So when the foreign guide began to sleep next to you instead of the cot on the floor, and began to press his morning erection agaist your backside sleepily, you knew your protests weren’t having any effect.

You would have walked right out of that teensy apartment the moment you felt he didn’t listen-- if you weren’t so afraid. If you weren’t afraid of the loaded handgun in his locked nightstand drawer, or how easily he could destroy your life at your new university-- which he mentioned offhand multiple times in a casual manner-- you would have walked out. The power he held against you, a foreign student with failing grades and no money, was too much for you to ignore. So, you decided to bide you time. It was only a matter of weeks until he got bored with you, you decided. But his new actions didn’t seem to prove that. 

In fact, the lustful, mischievous look he gave you that evening was the complete opposite. His scrawny frame jumped atop yours, hooking his hands behind your neck and leaning in to try and kiss you. He had planned an unusually fancy dinner, lighting candles you had never seen in his apartment before and bringing a bottle of wine with some italian takeout. You tried to question him about the mound of pillows and blankets on his balcony, the sudden romantic lighting, but the male only gave you a broad statement on how it was a “celebration” of sorts.

Yves’ sudden prowling mood after dinner wasn’t a complete shock-- considering you felt his eyes on you the entire evening-- but it still caught you a tad off guard. You tried to reject him, to push him away after each kiss, but it was done with such little effort and such great fear that you stayed silent once he muttered in an annoyed tone in his own language. Yves took your silence as a surrender, friskily lowering his hand under your shirt to caress your abdomen. He rambled against your flesh in half-english as he kissed you up and down, not afraid to let out vocal little noises of pleasure, or grunts of satisfaction ones he heard your breath hitch or a hum of desire come from your lips. 

But it wasn’t until he uttered a sentence with a familiar word, did you actually reply to him. You recognized the term from messing around with your friends, when you jokingly learned dirty words from your textbooks and the internet to use when you finally entered the country. You never expected to actually utilize them unless you went to a club or bar and happened to meet someone. One of those words, was ‘virgin.’ A more tame term compared to the bunch you had memorized, but one that you and your friends had idiotically decided to research. Though, it seemed your stupid endeavors had paid off. 

As Yves repeated himself, you began to understand the sentence a bit more. The man was seeming to imply… you were a virgin? Something about you both no longer virgin-ing? Maybe he was saying that he was going to ‘virgin’ you? You couldn’t figure out what he was trying to say, only mustering up the courage to poorly explain your sexual status to him, first in english and then in a broken version of his language. You tried to repeat yourself, thinking you might have said your statement wrong-- but Yve’s shocked expression and sudden lack of kisses seemed to prove you wrong. 

“You have…. Sex?” Yve put a hand to his mouth, eyes begging you to respond.

“Uh….yes?” You said with an awkward expression; you hoped he was asking what you thought.

Yve’s let out a choked gasp, looking as if you had crushed his heart in your palm. 

He looked down, voice cracking as he mumbled something incoherent, and likely not understandable to you in the first place. 

“I….I i’m sorry?” You tried to apologize, seeing how shaken Yves had become at finding out you weren’t as inexperienced as he. Despite his eagerness, you could tell he was new to trying to initiate something you had already grown long accustomed to, new to being so intimate. It was actually in part of his eagerness that you realized he wasn’t of the same sexual history. He was full of anticipation and desire, throwing caution and logic to the wind to fulfill what he had read in books and seen in films.

 Yves seemed to treasure the act of losing ones virginity far more than you had-- but you had only noticed it now. The candlelit dinner, the mood-fitting music-- your first experience was nowhere near as romantic. 

Yves seemed shaken, his low, almost sob-filled words growing heavier. He grew more aggressive, seeming to realize something now that he had processed this unexpected news. He had assumed you were just as much of an amateur as him-- that he’d be the one to “deflower” you in an act of passionate romance-- a bubble fantasy that had just been popped. But the male realized-- if he couldn’t have his desired outcome, he’d have to make due with what he had. Which was to make sure you’d fall to your knees, experiencing the best night of ‘passion’ that would make you never want to crawl to another man again. 

He was going to claim you-- to make it so those nights you spent with others never counted. 

You could only understand a fifth of what Yves breathily moaned into your mouth, once again jumping your bones though this time much more roughly. Before you could say anything further you had felt his quick hands unbutton your pants, his own thrown to the floor. He didn’t listen as you begged him to atleast let you move to the bed, where you would no longer be visible to prying eyes on the balcony. But he didn’t care-- Yves had already taken off his shirt, intent on ripping yours away too. He didn’t care anymore if this wasn’t going to be special for the reason he expected-- he was going to make sure you would be left with a night you wouldn’t forget.

[misty-moth]

I have seen you talk passionately about Leon. (From this RB : https://www.tumblr.com/misty-moth/736722062035615744/alright-so-ive-been-thinking-about-this-when)

If you want to, i would like to listen (read) you rant about Leon. Stay safe 💜

I did get very passionate 😂 I feel like I could write an essay on each character tbh, but especially Leon when it comes to plot.

If I were to add anything to what I said before, it would be explaining the “why are they always in the training grounds??”

Warning: this became another essay 🥲

To elaborate, I think the other princes are put in places/situations that show off their personalities. Examples: Yves/Licht in the gardens, Licht on town patrols/escort missions, Nokto establishing relationships outside of the palace, Chev/Clavis out on ~mysterious missions~. (Luke is sleeping somewhere, and we love that for him)

The reason I think location is so important for Leon is that he is a man of action. When I think of him, I don’t think of sitting in an office all day doing paperwork or in the training grounds shouting commands. That feels more like a comfortable fit for Jin.

Leon is a leader with great people skills— a trait that would go really well with seeing him interacting with citizens and showing his collaboration with them to solve issues/gather intel.

He’s a leader that’s incredibly street-smart— put him in situations where he has to problem solve on the spot. Where there isn’t an obvious solution, so he has to go with his gut.

He’s a leader who is an even match for Chev. I will die on this hill. “Chev is always right” when has Leon been wrong? “Chev is an astounding fighter” so is Leon, and he’s gone toe-to-toe with Chev. Their ruling styles are clearly and purposefully different, but I also think their “pr team” is out of whack, and I’ll explain that too.

See, Chev is incredible. He wants people to know that and respect/fear him accordingly. He is not shy about his ideologies, his intellectual and physical talents, and all the things that make Chev undeniably powerful. He makes sure people know.

Leon is incredible. He doesn’t want to intimidate anyone. He also isn’t shy about his ideologies, but he does his best to only flaunt his intellect and physical talents when talking won’t cut it. He has the people skills to solve issues without taking unnecessary losses. We’ve seen this many times.

Leon and Chev are both crazy interesting. If they were both given equal intel, they would be an unstoppable duo.

But if you were mc and had what felt like “an impossible to solve problem”, who would you go to? The guy who is always referred to as a genius, or to the guy who is always referred to as “nice”? I know Leon won’t flex his skills, but god I wish he would.

Okay, okay, this has become a whole essay, so I’ll just add a last thought:

Leon is also incredibly mature… and a damn good actor. It isn’t that his past isn’t hinted at in other routes, it’s that he doesn’t show anything that doesn’t need to be seen. He doesn’t want anyone to carry his burden or to see him differently. As far as coping goes, he’s probably doing the best. (To clarify: his trauma isn’t lesser, his coping is just stronger imo)

All of the princes have varying traumas, and we don’t know what they are until we read their route. So I truly don’t think that’s what he’s “lacking”. He doesn’t need to dwell in a past when he’s kicking the past’s ass. I want to see the emotional strength he’s gained kicking the future’s ass 😎

Also gonna tag @leonscape in case you’d like to read me ranting and raving again 😭

[vacantgodling]

re. about

you may call me: ren, renjamin, rimz, r.a.a, or vacant

refer to me with he/him pronouns (masculine nicknames like ‘king’ & terms of endearment like ‘dear’ or ‘sweetie’ are also good. just nothing overtly feminine like ‘queen’ is the gist)

i am 26 and my birthday is october 2

i am black, transmasc, neurodivergent, and queer (achillean or yknow gay if you want to be specific. i’m a fag ok.)

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[hysterotic]

yooo the new chapter was so so good! I'm so srs it was so fun to read, the dynamics between the characters and the dialogue is always so engaging and it tells so much just from them interacting with each other.

I really really liked the way that you built up tension esp when she was outside and she could feel someone watching her it really felt eery and when she ran into the house I was lowk outta breath myself 😩

I loved the moment with kei where they're watching the deer and they're so still and quiet and then they talk to each other. Even the later moments when he was ignoring her even tho it was annoying I am to my core a mean/unbothered baji simp because of the tension it creates and how he's possessive of her regardless lol

Ahhh I went on and on in the tags and I don't wanna sound too repetitive so I'll end it here by saying that it was so exciting and I am hungry for the next chapter! I literally reread from the beginning because it was so yummy and I wanted to really get into the fic 🥰

Pls don't stress yourself out with writing, take care of yourself! We will always be here to read when you update, good luck for your exams! Will be only thinking about this for a while now xoxo

aw yves ;( you get me, you always do. i was looking forward to your reaction to act 2, i would be checking my notifs for joontroverted 24/7 no joke i adore you. & your not being repetitive at all! i love the little notes you put in the tags too, it’s the only thing that motivates me to keep this series going even though i’m having major writers block right now. genuinely, you are so cute.

nonchalant, unbothered & mean keisuke is soooo underrated, it just makes him twice as sexy as he already is n i’m so happy you agree w that (thanks to a letter from baji, that side of him is getting more knownhehehehehe)

& thank you so much yves <3 i will!!

[cloudcountry]

i created my own ikemen wrapped for 2023. this is how i feel about the routes i played by the end of the year!!

this isnt spoiler free so tread carefully!!

IKEMEN VAMPIRE!!

im sorry jean you would have had a higher rating if i DIDN'T play your route. i'm mostly neutral towards a lot of them but i ADORE the top four. it becomes even funnier when you realize that the top four are the only ones whose routes i have completed.

i played isaac's route twice, shakespeare's route twice, vincent's route once, and arthur's route once. i started comte's route only to drop it, and i am currently on jean's route!! i did not diversify my suitors at all JAHSJASGHD

a memorable thing about each suitor i played this year:

one thing i remember about isaac is when he started to fall in love with her, the scene in the church when he tied that ribbon in her hair. i nearly choked when he called her darling, he was smiling so sweetly and holding her so close. it was such a tender scene.

( honorable mention to that certain fanart i was tagged in so many times that the op called me a true isaac lover or something along those lines. it made me really happy that so many people, even people i didn't know, knew how much i adore him. )

for will, my most memorable moment of him was when i realized i loved him after playing vincent's route. i hadn't cried that hard over a character's misfortune in a while, but will's always been good at giving me a rollercoaster of emotions.

( honorable mention to vio calling my love for will blinding, ive thought about it a lot ever since she said that C: )

my most memorable moment of vincent was when he tried so hard to make mc genuinely smile on her first few days in the mansion. he didn't want her to feel uncomfortable so he tried his absolute best to make sure she could be herself and be happy. he really is an angel.

for arthur, it is one hundred percent his apology to mc for almost biting her. i've never seen him look more like a sad puppy in my five months of playing and honestly, it was so nice to see him reflecting on his actions and actually being able to admit his feelings (since we know arthur isnt the best with that.)

( once again, honorable mention to my enemies to lovers arc with this man. he's really not as bad as he appears, he is one of the most tender hearted and sweet men in the whole game. give him a chance if your heart allows it!! )

even though i'm not done with either comte's or jean's route, comte's most memorable moment was when he called the mc strong in chapter one. it was nice too see someone acknowledge her situation and try their best to help her instead of biting her. side eye.

and on that note, i'm sorry jean but your most memorable moment is the only one that made me angry. i hate that he bit her and i hate that the writing just skipped past it like it meant nothing. im blaming this on the writing itself because i believe jean's route is a good route so far, but it would have been so much better if it had a different beginning. but if i pick one that was actually wholesome, i'd say whenn he took her to the field of lilies and said the flowers were very her.

i started playing on july 2nd, 2023!! and what a journey it has been ^^

IKEMEN PRINCE!!

my first route was yves!! i wanted to play licht's first but people talked me out if it because his route is HEAVY!! i ended up playing rio's, then licht's, then nokto's, then i played about halfway through clavis's before keith's route was released. i played keith's route twice and then hopped back over to clavis, and i'm currently finishing up his route!!

a memorable thing about each suitor i played this year:

when mc chased after yves when he was leaving for obsidian just to tell him she loved him i was SCREAMING. i remember really admiring how much strength it must have taken to go to the kingdom that abandoned you.

for rio, it was 100% the discussion he had with nokto about how he doesn't want to be with mc because he might put her in danger by being with her, but ultimately he can't help himself. that was such a good insight into his character.

licht's route was. intense. and because of that it was packed with moments that i agonized over. but overall, i think what nokto told mc about how the closer she got to licht, the more she was hurting him stuck with me the most. it really showcased the bond between the twins and sent a knife through my heart :C

i actually forgot i played nokto's route and skipped right over him, and that probably says a lot LMAO oops. honestly i thought his route's pacing was weird but the romantic ending was very cute. the most memorable moment from his route wasnt even a cute one HELP!!! when mc straight up slapped him for no reason and he was like "oh so slapping me helps you huh??" and she was like " :(( no...." and then they made out like WHAT!!!

clavis is also a very memorable person, and after spending a lot of time analyzing him i know why so many people love him now. something that really stuck with me was his philosophy on government and how the current ruler decides whats right and wrong. i think the same about people in power so it was nice to see my sentiments reflected in a prince.

oooh its time for my favorite prince!! keith also had a lot of memorable moments and ive been sitting here for like ten minutes trying to pick out the best ones.

for nice keith, i'd say the moment when he told mc he would try his best to stop saying "a guy like me" and "i'm sorry" over and over. it really touched me because i know how hard it is to break that habit and it made me really happy when he said he'd try ^^

wicked keith was such a TEASE but the most memorable moment with him was when he and mc went out to that cafe and he actually answered a lot of her questions. i know that may seem trival but it felt like a sigh of trust to me and that felt really sweet.

( honorable mention to the scene were they gave mc the earrings they picked out for her during the christmas event, i actually cried. )

i started playing on july 11th, 2023!!

IKEMEN REVOLUTION!!

my first route was kyle ash and honestly i'd say for a guy i don't like romantically his route was very memorable. he's a great first route and if anyone is a bit indecisive as to who they want to pick i'd definitely recommend him!! ANYWAYS moving on, i played harr's route next, then edgar, zero, jonah, then i tried playing ray's but he was being stinky so i started lancelot's route.

a memorable thing about each suitor i played this year:

like i said, kyle had one of the best route i've ever read. listen to vivi aka the ikerev authority people. i remember lots of bits and pieces from his route, such as his determination to keep people alive, his pig goo, mc making him soup so he wouldnt drink himself to sleep, his gentle care for her once he figured out he liked her, how he pointed out the full moon and told her she could go home and was happy when she chose to stay, how he waited until everything was over to let her know how he felt, how he DIDNT DRINK on the night he wanted to make love to her, OUOTUOROUGUOUROHGH IM TELLING YOU HIS ROUTE WAS TOP TIER. but the thing that stood out to me the most was how him and mc worked together to save amon, and furthermore, to uphold kyle's principles. it was so heartwarming when mc told him to stick to what he believed in (even if i wanted to punch amon's teeth out during that scene)

i would keep talking about kyle's route but i have to move!! on!! because harr's route was peak domesticity. the first time he took his mask off in front of mc is one of my favorite moments (i actually did a happy little dance when i saw the other half of his face ehhe) because it shows such beautiful trust in her and arghgougohugo INSANE.

the most memorable moment of edgar's route was absolutely when he was so hesitant to let alice hold his hands, but when she takes them so comments on how warm they are. it was such an emotional moment because edgar was definitely feeling very complicated but alice was still there for him. i love them together :((

( honorable mention to vio saying i was alice reincarnated when i talked about that scene were they were all calling sweets evil LMAO that made me very giddy ^^ )

( second honorable mention to edgar asking mc if she thought pickles were a wolf in sheep's clothing??? weirdo. )

i was intrigued by zero all the way back in harr's route, and i started to really like him during edgar's route when he was trying his best to protect mc, which was really sweet. absoLUTELY the most memorable moment in his route was when he was fighting against the magic tower and he emerges from the rubble with an injured arm and a smile, just to tell alice "i'm home." i was crying like a BABY. zero i love you. please marry me.

jonah's route is a classic and a fan favorite, and i can see why. he starts out being arrogant and hell (and its irritating tbh) BUT he melts so quickly under gentle love and care. anyways, the red army routes seem to have a theme of giving up your position for what you believe is right because it happened like three times okay!! and jonah became a "traitor" to the red army just to protect alice. it was him and her against cradle and i will NEVER forget that.

lancelot's first impression was really bad but after playing all the red army routes and finally, his own route, i've grown to like him a lot. what really sticks out to me about his route is when he takes mc away from the dance floor because they're being stared at and they have a heart to heart. he tells you a single white rose would suit her or smth along those lines and when i looked up the meaning and saw it meant hope and renewal i DIED.

i started playing on july 27th, 2023!!

IKEMEN SENGOKU!!

my first route for sengoku was mitsunari, then kenshin, then kennyo, then sasuke, then kanetsugu, then yoshimoto. the only routes that didn't bore me to death at the end were mitsunari's, kennyo's (i was actually shocked when the route ended, it felt like the perfect length to me), and sasuke's. i can't speak for yoshimoto though since i just started. i feel like ikesen has a tendency to reallyyyy stretch out the routes but maybe thats just me.

a memorable thing about each suitor i played this year:

mitsunari was such a good first route for me, and the most memorable part of his route was definitely when he challenged nobunaga for mc. not only was it unexpected but i was so proud of him for betting so much on his plan AHGRHGG mitsunari my beloved.

kenshin's route was crazy but EASILY the best part was when mc rode into battle with an army of her own to stop kenshin from FLATTENING the country. she kicked ASS and earned the title "goddess of war" for what she did and that was so cool of her.

i played kennyo's route because of the parallels between him and kenshin and WOW i did not regret it. his route was phenomenal but the most memorable part was when mc and him buried the bell that kennyo had kept with him to remind him of all the lives he felt he was at fault for losing. it symbolized finally letting those people have their peace, and furthermore, kennyo's inner peace. it was beautiful.

sasuke really got me when he THREW himself into battle with kenshin after kenshin lied about him and mc liking each other. sasuke's desperation to let her know that he couldn't stand her being with someone else made my heart RACE. it was so nice to see a suitor finally being on the more "selfish" side.

kanetsugu's route had the Wonderful experience of mc carrying a head!! a decapitated head!! and while i'm sure he has a lot of cute moments (one of them being when he told mc he loved her and she FREAKED OUT) I CANNOT GET OVER MC PICKING UP A DECAPITATED HEAD LIKE ITS NOTHING!!! shes a trooper.

yoshimoto's route gives you the unique (and memorable!!) experience of a warlord actually viewing you as a friend instead of an enemy!! (keep in mind this is coming from someone who has only played ONE oda forces route. im constantly on the "enemy side" oops) i thought his mindset was very refreshing after months of "oh nooo we cant see each other we're enemiesssss"

i started playing on july 27th, 2023!!

this took me so long to write oh my goodness. it was fun though!! im thinking about how all of this information is only five months worth of playing so i dont know how im going to handle TWELVE MONTHS PLUS A NEW GAME but i'll figure it out. i might leave the fandom before then idk!! who knows!! but anyways thank you if you read my thoughts i love sharing them even though i know its a lot hehehe

[honeylikesyanderes]

this has been in my drafts since like february oml

anyways

i hope you enjoy!

18+ only. minors please dni

warning: contains yandere themes, socially unacceptable behaviours, a lil bit of mental health talk, slight/implied nsfw, gn reader, lowkey unfair power dynamics (typical honeylikesyanderes trope 🤌🏽)

yves' name is pronounced as eve

requests are open btw! ask anything or drop any thirsts/headcanons/ideas into my inbox and i’ll write asap :)

(y'all please reblog this, it isn't showing in the tags :(((( )

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yves falor

yves falor - the therapist.

age: 25

birthday: oct 23rd

physical attributes:

back length golden blonde hair

bright blue green eyes

6'3

very pale skin

slim build

is actually stronger than he looks

has a calm, yet deep voice

his tone is always cheeky/teasing

always smirking

personality traits:

is very cheeky

gentle yet rough around the edges

a great listener and very helpful

he has a calming personality; people naturally feel comfortable around him

he isnt super sensitive but some subjects are a bit touchy for him

is a risk taker

and he’s very emotional but he avoids showing it too much

bad at picking up social cues

meeting you:

after many months of battling your mental health and emotional turmoil, you decided it was time to seek help

fortunately, your friend bhodi had a brother who happened to be a therapist

you were a bit anxious about reaching out to make the appointment, so bhodi helped you out.

on the day of your appointment, you almost chickened out

you didn't want to go to a therapist because you were scared of being judged

plus you had read multiple horror stories of therapists that ended up traumatising their patients even more

bhodi was at work so he asked his partner to give you a ride

you ended up telling them about your fears and they reassured you that bhodi's brother was a professional and a good therapist

they dropped you off at the office and waited with you till it was time for you to go in, making sure to give you a big hug before leaving.

when you walked in, you were expecting to see a middle aged or older person, but you ended up seeing a young man that looked similar to bhodi

the only differences were that his hair was longer and he had more piercings than bhodi.

you felt more comfortable because he had a familiar face and aura, plus he was around your age, so hopefully he would understand you better right?

yves, on the other hand, was internally screaming

he finally gets to meet the person he'd heard so much about

the person that he's always fantasized of meeting

the person that stole his heart without speaking a word to him.

when bhodi mentioned that you needed a mental health professional, he jumped at the opportunity

he needed to get close to you

and this was the perfect chance.

are they aware that they are a yandere? are they bothered by it?

yves knows he's a yandere. and he knoss its not normal to be like this; but he doesn't want to change. he believes no one can love you as much as a yandere does, so why would he go out of his way to make himself love you less?

yandere tendencies:

yandere type: delusional/clingy/manipulative

to be fair, yves is a realistic yandere

he knows that he's weird and thia isn't normal

but he's delusional because he always has excuses made up or he always finds a way to justify his yandere behaviour

he's also very clingy and caring

he uses this care to worm his way into your heart

because, who doesn't want a caring man?

yves is also lowkey the stalker type

he'll make multiple burner accounts to follow your social media

and if you block one account, he'll use another

he has your post notifications on and will always be the first person to like any post you make.

in real life, yves will approach you romantically, but it will take some time

he wants to use his therapist position to get close to you, yes

but he actually wants to see you get better first and he actually cares about being a good therapist.

he'll tell bhodi about his feelings for you and will ask him for help

tbh, yves obsession with darling is really bhodi's fault

if bhodi didn't talk about you so often or didn't show him pictures of you all the time, then he wouldn't be yandere for you, now would he?

oh yeah btw, yves will manipulate you and/or any love interest you have, so the relationship will breakdown

whether its telling you thar they're bad for you or they're one of the root causes of your issues, he'll do it

yves would rather go down the mindfuck route rather than outright murder.

(he will commit murder tho)

when yves and darling start dating, yves' obsessive behaviour will increase but his outward expression of toxic yandere behaviour will decrease

yves is generally a sweet yandere and he actually would do anything for his darling and to make them happy

fun facts/trivia:

yves is a secretive person. he doesn't lay all his cards on the table with most people, but with family and close friends, he's very open

bhodi is his younger brother and he's close to his cousins angel and priest.

he and angel usually get tattooed together

he has 20/10 vision

yves has a degree in both psychology and neuroscience (double major)

yves is very popular with the ladies (and men and enbys) and has a lot of people interested in him romantically and sexually. (therefore you'll have a lot of love rivals 💀)

yves and bhodi used to look very similar when they were younger, and one time, yves cut his hair to look like bhodi and wrote multiple exams on his behalf.

unfortunately, after puberty, due to voice changes and physical build, they could easy be differentiated.

yves likes to write handwritten love letters to his darling and has a box full of the ones he's never sent to you

this will continue even after yall start dating.

he categorises them by content: yellow envelope for sweet and loving words, pink for compliment relays and red for spicy content.

there are so many red envelopes in his bottom left desk drawer

(if you wanna explore more yandere ocs, feel free to check out the masterlist!)

[frozen-fountain]

Ten Songs, Ten People

Tagged by the lovely @late-to-the-fandom.

Rules: Put a wip/character/etc playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs that come up. Describe how they relate to your WIPs or worldbuilding.

Tagging: @hrh-spinach, @ourspecial, @bowieandthemickjaggernauts, @laboradorescence, @keioschaos when you get home, @punkass-diogenes, @the--calamity, @visualheresy, and @danceswithdarkspawn. You guys all seem to have interesting taste in music so I'd love to see what you come up with.

Without further ado, and from my multi-fandom plot bunny playlist:

How to Be Invisible by Kate Bush

This is the Shera song for me. It's even the working title (probably to be discarded) of a fic I want to write centered on her, in which learns the deceptive power that can come with being small and easily overlooked. Ostensibly my attempt at a tournament arc, she's going behind enemy lines to do some espionage none of the loud and identifiable main cast could ever get away with.

Sleep is a Curse by Maudlin of the Well

I've been finding this one really useful for getting into Cloud's post-canon headspace as I see it. Ostensibly excited for everything they're doing to make it up to the planet for allowing them a second chance, he's still dissociating his way through village council meetings, fixating on his mistakes, and wondering if humanity enjoying a brief moment of singularity before the end wasn't the better option after all.

Rings of Earth by Kayo Dot

If this series had an anime adaptation I'd want this as the ED. Walking around with the ghosts of the industrialised old world at every turn.

Gospel For a New Century by Yves Tumor

An instrumental version of this was my mental soundtrack for the gang's slow motion entrance into the museum during the Dulosis heist. Plus, I was listening to this album a ton during the early days of lockdown which is when I was first gahtering my ideas for this project, so it always takes me back.

Church Burns by Zeal and Ardor

I couldn't get this one out of my head when I was writing Barret arguing with his id in the form of Dyne, and the shards left behind from everything that happened in Corel and then Midgar.

Killing Game by Skinny Puppy

This is my go-to "Moment of unpleasant revelation and subsequent breakdown" song, and I currently associate it most strongly with Vincent's trip to Gongaga and realising what he should actually feel guilty about.

The Cockfighter by Scott Walker

I find this avant-garde composition about the trial of Adolf Eichmann surprisingly great for writing action to. If it's a really ugly, bloodthirsty, gritty fight, at least. The shifts and lulls in its tone and rhythm work really well in guiding bouts of exhaustion and trash talk and renewed energising vitriol.

Maw by Chelsea Wolfe

I played this on repeat when I wrote my Anima fic, but it's a good song in general for handling the liminal and suspended feeling that comes with a significant shock or loss begins to sink in.

Love Song by Susumu Hirasawa

I played this as I wrote, rewrote, and edited Elmyra and Marlene watching the lifestream rise, and I can't listen to it without crying anymore.

Then Came the Wave by Atoma

I associate this one with the World of Ruin in FFVI, and particularly Celes alone on the raft, not knowing what if anything waits for her beyond the island she woke up on but facing down the horizon anyway.

[idliketobeatree]

thanks sm for the tag! <3 japanese house is SO GOOD

last song: crude drawing of an angel by caroline polachek. i swear not everything in my life is about gomens /sweats, i'm in my haunting pop era breaking the replay button on the whole album

favourite colour: yellow

currently watching: the good place! just started season 2, it's great, i'm enjoying the exploration of moral philosophy, character dynamics and the 4352 plot twists

spicy/sweet/savoury: sweet and savoury all the way

relationship status: i (probably) have a gf but we haven't really talked about it yet, y'know? life imitates art

current obsession: good omens for 5+ months now and going strong, the mint+citrus color combination, funky socks with long skirts, yves tumor, writing poems meant to be shared - a novelty to me tagging, if you want :) @robinwithay @hey-there-hunter @boykat @kokoshka67 @alectricblue @wemightliveinasociety @eybefioro @crowleysshittyglasses

Nine people i'd like to get to know better:

Tagged by: @bell-of-indecision, thank you so much for tagging me <3

Last Song: Gmfu by Odetari,6arelyhuman

Favourite colour: Dark red, violet, pink

Currently watching: Death note, ep6

Spicy/Savoury/Sweet: Spicy

Relationship status: Single

Current Obsession: Mbti types and cognitive functions.

Tagging: @somin-yin @a-cloud-for-dreams @axepen @hinsaa-paramo-dharma @basic-bitch-alkali @rhysaka @blackknight-100 @squishywizardd @reykalot

[yves-a]

hi u fine? i hope so

well im here to write abt danganronpa etc etc

y'know like these other blogs who write abt danganronpa yeet

THIS IS NOT PRETTY IDK HOW TO MAKE THINGS PRETTY IM A SIMPLE MAN FORGIVE ME Y'ALL

alright

so i tried making a carrd bc why not its easier than writing all abt me here ((focus on the word "tried"))

here it is, you should definitely read

soo, i dont put it in the carrd bc i kinda forget but i do hcs oneshots angst fluff matchup kin bla bla bla most of the things, i just dont do nsfw bc im 16 years old (a minor) and that makes me uncomfortable

and you can call me yves ((thats my name)) i dont rlly like being called by mod *some character* but if you dont feel comfortable calling me yves you can call me the way you prefer idc abt it really

alright i think i said everything

I KNOW I MAY NOT SEEM A GOOD WRITER BC OF MY ENGLISH ETC OR MAYBE THE WAY I SPEAK BUT GIVE ME A CHANCE BROS IM GOOD I PROMISE (thats what my momma say to me everyday

((i know i didnt put commas in the text but i swear i know how to use them im just a bit lazy))

alright so i think thats the part where i ask for a promo and get ignored bc man what a bad introduction

would you all give this poor man a promo?

@papillon-writes @toko-writing-imagines @s-serendipit-y @monotaro-comfort-imagines @rqntaro-amami @autumn-writes @constellation-wifi @ibuki-loves-you

((idk what tags to putttttttt

[yvesdot]

How To Read Poetry When You Don’t Know Anything About Poetry

(With the disclaimer that you can read anything however you want, and this is more for people who want to analyze poetry in a traditional academic manner, whether for school or personal enjoyment, but don’t know where to start.)

I am very bad at poetic analysis. I’m okay at prose, but when it comes to poetry something in me snaps and I just don’t know where to start. Here’s an amalgamation of things I’ve learned from papers I keep around, which are the only reason I passed Literature classes where we read poetry.

The Basics

Just write down all the simplest things. Historical context for the author, title of the poem, audience for the poem, style (freeform, sonnet, etc etc.) List everything you can know for fairly certain, and begin discussing their significance. Can you think of alternate titles? Would this poem look different today, and why? 

Some Less Objective Matters

This is where you start underlining words and making cases. What tone does the poem have? Who is the speaker, and what message are they attempting to relate? Ask yourself what everything does for the poem-- not just what it literally means, but what effect it has. Start with things like alliteration and branch out to entire lines. If you delete this random word, or use a synonym, how does it sound and read?

Do Some Research

In case you haven’t ended up on Google yet, go to Google. Find out what other people are saying. Take into account their position-- is this an academic writing a paper, or someone leaving a review on a blog? What do people in your position say? What do people who have spent a long time studying poetry say? You can learn quite a bit from the ongoing discussion.

Address Your Confusion

Questions are fantastic. Questions are wonderful. If you’re confused about something, that is the ultimate jumping-off point because you’ve showed an interest in a specific aspect of the piece. Again, research comes in handy, but there’s also something to be said for crystallizing these questions for yourself and discussing them on the page to see what you find. 

Turn Your Hatred Into Knowledge

Let’s be honest: sometimes we hate the things we read. This is not only reasonable but great! Really dig into why you feel the way you do-- whether hatred, love, joy, sadness, boredom-- and ask yourself how the piece accomplishes this. It it using a meter you don’t like? Does this alliteration seem too simple? Feel free to use your opinions to formulate an analysis.

Remember that it’s fine to be confused and to have ambiguous perceptions of a piece. In my opinion, the best analysis is one that encourages other perspectives and acknowledges other possibilities. If you’re stuck in class or on your own when trying to interpret a poem, but you really want to try, this is what I’ve used to get my thoughts started. Happy reading!

[ikehoe]

Like Usual [Licht x Reader][Smut]

Characters ↬ Licht Klein, Fem! Reader

Rating ↬ Explicit (Smut – mdni)

Tags ↬ Slight Angst, Jealous Licht, Established Relationship, Smut, PIV, Cunningulus, Demanding and Needy Licht, Fluff end.

Description ↬ Your sweet, loving boyfriend, Licht, usually makes it a point to see you as many times as possible throughout the day. So what happens when he avoids you all day because he sees something that has him jumping to all the wrong conclusions?

A/N ↬ I am always up to write some Licht smutty goodness. Our baby wolf deserves the world and more. Hope you enjoy! (◕ᴥ◕)

Disclaimer ↬ I do not own the rights to Ikemen Prince or any of the Ikemen series games.

Wordcount ↬ 2k

To you, it was a day like any other. You wake up like usual, ready to take on the duties for the day. You dodge Rio's over-the-top proclamations of love, like usual. You participate in your studies with the terrifying King's Regent, Sariel, like usual. You even have tea and raspberry chocolate cake with the kind fifth Prince, Yves, like usual. Yet, unlike usual, your silver-haired lover doesn't steal you away between your routine activities to press a chaste kiss to your lips or fuss over how you're pushing yourself too hard.

The curious absence of your lover weighs on your heart the entire day. When you ask Leon about your lover's whereabouts, the fourth Prince tells you that Licht has been carrying out his duties as he usually does. Despite Leon's best intentions to answer your question, his answer only brings more doubt to you. Unfortunately, before you can go to find your lover, your attention was stolen away again by another usual task for you to take care of.

When day turns to night, and you retire to your room, a tiny part of you holds onto the hope that your lover will be there waiting for you. Ruby eyes twinkling with that rare joy he shows only you. Wiry, silver hair reflecting off the rays of the moonlight. Exquisite, delicate features highlighted by his alabaster skin. You had always been attracted to him, but fear of scaring him off rendered you unable to examine his beauty at the beginning. That is until you two confessed your love for each other and started dating. After that, there wasn't a day that went by where you weren't amazed that someone as wonderful and kind as the sixth Prince harbored feelings for you – a commoner.

"There you are!" You approach him with thinly-veiled glee, only to have your heart sink to the pit of your stomach when you see the pained expression on his face. "Licht? What's wrong?" Your hands reach for his face, eager to soothe him. The urge you have to wrap your arms around his lithe body is overwhelming. Right as your fingertips are about to make contact with his skin, he flinches and pulls away. To say that your heart breaks into two at his action is an understatement. Confusion, distress, and fear begin to swirl around your mind as you wonder what it is you've done to cause him to act like this towards you. "What… Licht… Did I do something?"

"I saw you with him."

And those five words are enough to send your mind off into a million other questions. The hurt behind your lover's eyes is so overwhelming you have to take a couple deep breaths just to ask him your next question.

"What are you talking about?" Your voice is meek, and you feel your hands begin to tremble.

"Earlier, I saw you and Nokto together…. I went to go find you after your morning studies and…." He trails off, eyes cast to the side once more.

His words drag you back to reality, and your gaze immediately softens. However, the urge to wrap yourself up in his arm returns, and you have to try with all your might to hold yourself back. "Licht, nothing happened. Nokto was just talking to me about an invitation to an upcoming event that a nobleman is holding… Sariel asked that I attend."

Your explanation does little to ease the aching of his heart, and you can tell. Your lover had always been cautious around you, always felt like he wasn't good enough – but the truth of the matter was it was the opposite. Thankfully, he allows you to gently grip his chin in your hands, and you guide his gaze to your own.

"But… You looked so happy…." His voice trails off into a whisper. The fists hanging loosely at his sides are clenched so tightly that his knuckles turn white.

"Licht, look at me. I promise you nothing happened between Nokto and me. I love you, and I would never do anything to jeopardize that. I can't imagine being with anyone else other than you… You're the one that makes me happy, Licht. You, not anyone else, not Nokto, not Yves, not any other person in this world makes me as happy as you."

And all of a sudden, he has you pressed tight against his chest, hands cradling your head. The furious beating of his heart is deafening, and you realize just how much stress he must have been holding onto the entire day. "I don't deserve you. I'm selfish, and I'm a sinner, and I don't deserve you – but I can't help it… I want you to look only at me." His cheeks are dusted with the lightest of pinks, and his eyes are gazing at you like you're the only thing that matters to him in the world. Without wasting another moment, he crashes his lips onto yours, stopping you from protesting his self-hatred. The kiss is all-consuming, possessing, and you brace yourself against his body as your knees go weak.

"Mn—, Licht." A wanton moan of his name slips from your mouth, and he takes the opportunity to slip his tongue into your hot cavern, sensually rubbing it against every inch of your mouth.

"I want to make you feel good… I want to make it so you'll only ever want to look at me. I want you to be mine and only mine," he whispers, eyes brimming with desire and love.

"Of course, Licht. I love you." And then he's pushing you back onto the soft plush mattress of your bed. He doesn't give you a moment to catch your breath. Right as your head hits your pillow, he's pulling down your already soaked panties and pushing the fabric of your skirt up above your torso.

"Fuck, you're so beautiful." Those ruby orbs peek out from his half-lidded gaze, and he licks his lips. Though he may be captivated by you, the sight of him is equally as arousing, and you find it near impossible to tear your eyes away from his face. He senses your gaze on him and quickly flicks his eyes up, shooting you the sexiest smile as he begins to gently caress your folds with the most feather-light touch. Yet, it isn't enough for you, and both of you know it.

"Don't tease me, Licht." The whiny way in which those words slip out from your mouth is embarrassing, but the smirk on his face only grows.

"If you want more, then you have to indulge me… Who do you belong to?" His sensuous gaze stokes the flames deep within your body, and another wanton moan slips from your lips.

"Y—you."

"Good." And as though doling out a reward, he gently eases a finger into your needy core at your words. His head begins to lower, inching closer and closer to your dripping cunt. All you can do is fist your sheets in your hands as he licks a stripe along your folds, gathering your arousal between his lips. "Who makes you feel this good?" He asks, garnet eyes peeking out from his position nestled between the apex of your thighs. As he waits for your response, his tongue begins to lavish the sensitive nub at the top of your folds. You're barely able to muster out a haphazard response and your legs are twitching at the pleasure he's giving you.

"You. Licht, please, I need more," you beg. The slow pace he set had you teetering back and forth from your release. Thankfully, he seems to offer you a bit of respite as he eases in his middle finger and begins to coax his digits against that sweet spot in you. "—Mn! Right there!" Your lids are squeezed tight as you feel waves of pleasure begin to crest over you. "I--, I--, I'm co—oh gods." As the pleasure of your release crashes over you, the only thing you're able to do is stammer out incoherent babbles as you rut against your lover's mouth.

"You're so beautiful… I want you to look at me when you come around my fingers." And you certainly weren't going to resist his command. Your eyes fly open, and the lewd sight of your lover continuing to lap at your dripping cunt is so erotic that you continue to ride out your release. The way he's able to bring wave after wave of pleasure to your body is nothing short of incredible. Not to mention, his stamina that was honed from years of training resulted in many restless nights between the two of you.

Finally, when you come to your senses, you needily reach for his face and bring him up towards you. Your arousal is slick against his lips and chin, and you almost feel embarrassed at just how wet it is. "I—I'm sorry, I didn't know I got this much on y--." You begin to try and apologize to him for the mess on his face, and he quickly captures your lips in a sloppy kiss.

"Don't apologize. You're the sweetest thing I've ever tasted. Even better than those sweets you make. If I could just have you, over and over, I'd be happy," he whispers against your lips. Your hands move to tug at the waist of his pants, and he quickly gets your hint. It's evident how much he desires you as your eyes ghost over the hardened bulge straining against the fabric of his pants.

He makes quick work of removing his clothing and freeing his manhood from the confines of his undergarments. His cock, thick and hard, springs up. You can't help it when your mouth begins to water as you take in how pleasing it looks. "I need you in me, Licht," you whine, wrapping your legs around his thin waist when he positions himself over you.

With your plea, he gently thrusts his hips forward, and his manhood begins to stretch your needy heat. The delicious stretch has you whining, and you can think about is how you need more of him. Not to mention that absolutely sinful groan that slips from his mouth that has you ready to take in all of him. Your fingers thread through his wiry strands, and you bring his lips down to yours in another crushing kiss. "—Mn, fuck, I want all of you, Licht," you whisper against his lips.

And he's nothing if not a slave to your pleas to him. He sheathes himself inside of you in one go and begins to thrust into you, reveling in the way your eyes roll back into your head and your needy cunt clenches around him. "' Ngh, y—you're so fucking beautiful," he curses, feeling as though he's ready to spill his seed deep in you already. With all the concentration he can muster in the moment, he wills himself to stave off his impending release and instead wraps his arms around your waist, pressing you even closer to his muscled torso.

The new angle he's shifted you into has his thick manhood pressing directly against the sensitive, sweet spot within you. The only thing you can do at that moment is to continue calling out his name as he thrusts into your sweet spot, over and over, until you are delirious with pleasure.

"Angh, Licht, ri—right there, please, right there!" You cry, voice muffled by his lips still pressed against yours in an all-consuming kiss. Lips moved against lips in fervor as he deepened the kiss, wanting you to reach your release again.

And with one final thrust, you're thrown into your release once again, whole body shuddering and cunt spasming against his manhood as he continues chasing his own release. His lips pull away from yours, and his garnet eyes are widened, taking in the way you moan his name, the way your eyes roll into the back of your head, the sensation of your fingernails digging into his shoulders. If there was something in the world he could commit to his memory forever, the image of you coming undone would be it.

When he finally comes, he thrusts his manhood deep into your core, sheathing himself to the hilt. The pulsating sensation from his cock can be felt even within the depths of your heat as he shoots his seed deep within your walls. His lips are latched onto the sensitive skin of your neck as he rides out the last of his release, leaving a delicate purple mark against you.

After a few moments pass, your breathing evens out and Licht shifts, softening member still in you, bringing you with him, so you're laying on top of him. Your head lifts up, and you gaze at your lover with an exhausted smile on your face. "I missed you today… Promise me you'll come to see me tomorrow, like usual?"

He gazes back at you tenderly, hand rubbing soothing circles on your back. With his heart full of adoration and love for you, he knows that despite the darkness he sees, you will always be the one that guides him into the light.

"I promise."

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I simply considered myself tagged because I love this idea @the12thnightproject

What creation or accomplishment from 2022 are you most proud of? Actually posting my first public piece of fanfic despite the anxiety I was feeling. I was scared I wouldn't be "good enough", no one would want to read anything I write, etc.

Cut and paste some of your favorite reader/viewer comments on your work. We’re celebrating, people, and comments on your work is your champagne. It’s New Year’s, live a little.

This reaction from my Cozy Sweater (Clavis) fic

What stretched you creatively? Headcanons because I did not know how to approach them. I avoided them for a long time until I found my own way to handle them and now I love them!

What was the most difficult thing you created and how did you get through it? My Ikevamp fic with a trans male MC because I wanted to be respectful of the topic and make sure I really did it justice. I spent a lot of time talking to a former student who is trans and reading through Tumblr posts on the subject.

What’s one thing you’ve never tried to create that you might challenge yourself to create in the next year? Content for characters I have never fully written before like Dazai, Vlad, Jean, Vincent, Shakespeare, Yves, Jin, Nokto (sorry, no Rio and Charles-Henri😆 )

What new fandoms did you discover over the past year? Ikemen was new to me!

What fan-works created by someone else inspired/excited you? I have already listed my favorites from this year but I really need to mention the absolutely beautiful art work by @batteryrose @thewitchofbooks @ana-thedaydreamer @atelieredux @ndoandou

What did you read or see that made you go, “I wish I had written/painted/created that.” I really appreciate everyone's work but I will say I admire and strive for @aquagirl1978 and her wonderful dialogue writing and @scorchieart and her perfect characterizations

Who did you discover? Literally everyone in the Ikemen fandom because it was all new to me!

Spread the fandom love – who makes you smile? [Yes, it is totally valid to write “everybody” in this space] I want to take a moment to thank the blogs that have been quietly and steadily liking my writing since the very beginning (excluding my taglist because you guys are loud and supportive 😉). A heartfelt thank you to @ikemenprincekeithhowell @iheartgirlymcs111 @namine-somebodies-nobody @mcofthemansion @nad-zeta @alby-rei @herbal-tea-and-manga @thegeekcloud @sky-drgn @ez-brrreeze @whitelittlebunny @ranhanabi777 @vivifucksthevillian @milk-leaves @cilokgoang @nani-nani-nani @moonpawprints @iamsimp13 @randonauticrap @toshipingu @ozalysss @madarlingcherie @luna-the-moth @littlewitty @wenddegbear (please forgive me if you read this and feel I have forgotten to mention you! 💜 Throw an ask at me and say hey me too so I can thank you!)

Content Creators...

Thinking about 2022 as we wave it goodbye and send it into the past. Let’s do a little bit of navel-gazing and patting ourselves and each other on the back and realize just how much we’ve accomplished over the past year.

So, for your blog, please answer (all or some) of the following questions. I’ll be working on my own answers over the next day or so.

What creation or accomplishment from 2022 are you most proud of?

Cut and paste some of your favorite reader/viewer comments on your work. We’re celebrating, people, and comments on your work is your champagne. It’s New Year’s, live a little.

What stretched you creatively?

What was the most difficult thing you created and how did you get through it?

What’s one thing you’ve never tried to create that you might challenge yourself to create in the next year?

What new fandoms did you discover over the past year?

What fan-works created by someone else inspired/excited you?

What did you read or see that made you go, “I wish I had written/painted/created that.”

Who did you discover?

Spread the fandom love – who makes you smile? [Yes, it is totally valid to write “everybody” in this space]

Tag yourselves in! Share the love! Party! Toast! Hugs! Rainbows! Unicorns! And a box of kittens!

[white-poppie]

— ⋆｡°✩ 𝐆𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐈 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀 (gāuree)

17 ﹒Indian🇮🇳﹒sanatani 🕉 ﹒INFJ-T (2w1/9w1) Author. Highschooler, Psychology Student, Artist, Aspirant Lawyer

she/her ♀ || Straight (ally) 🫂 18th September 2007 (☀ - ♍) ﹒(🌙- ♐) ﹒(Rising: ♍)- no idea what these mean tho (can speak and write) Hindi, English (can understand fully) Odia, Bangla, Marathi

— TR0PE: Melancholic MC, Anti-Nihilist, Knight in Sour Armor, Hurting Hero, Living Emotional Crutch, Anti-hero

— JUNGiAN ARCHETYPE: The persona: Caregiver (ego) The true self: Sage (self) The Shadow Self: Melancholy

— AESTHETiC: Dark Academia, Chaotic Academia, Light Academia, Dark feminine, Dark Coquette

⬆: kind, caring, motherly, affectionate, understanding, accepting, loyal, honest, mentally strong, thoughtful, wise, calm ⬇: overthinker, anxious, perfectionist, putting others' need first, can be manipulative due to good analyzation skills, clever, moody, bottling up, (door slamming)

— LiKES: books, kpop, kdrama, anime, art, dance, plants, yves saint laurent, fountain pens, leather journals, baking cookies ! bts, txt, mamamoo, blackpink, jackson wang, jessi, mitski, mäneskin, lana del ray, melanie martinez, chase Atlantic ! & u ♡

— DiSLiKES: loud noises, exams, eye checkups, bitter gourds, carrots, tomatoes, capsicum, colleen hoover's books, booktok books that get famous because of excessive smut

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