#about renjamin

[vacantgodling]

you know there’s still 3 days to help my partner stay in the first round of the face of horror competition?? you should vote for them because they do cool stuff like this ->

and they deserve to win because they’re the coolest person in the competition 💛

you can vote for free once a day by following the link here ->

[vacantgodling]

I need everyone to take this quiz right now and reblog what element they get

[vacantgodling]

RE. ABOUT

WHO: REN (renjamin, rimz, vacant, lotus) writing as R.A.A

WHAT: he/him. black. queer. transmasc. 27. audhd rizz. libra (10/02)

WHERE: main/writeblr (here), rbs blog -> @babylonsfalling, discord -> @/vacantgodling (feel free to add me if we've talked), bluesky & ao3

LIKES: overwatch (derogatory. if i'm not on here i'm playing lol), digital art, history and mythology, names and etymology, anime (but i am particular about what i watch), kpop, vocaloid, jrock & visual kei, gothic lit, lotr, true crime and mysteries, wikidives about nonsense, bad movies, ... and probably more but i think that's enough of a list to get the gist

RE. WIPS

i have many wips and hundreds of characters. i talk about them all whenever inspo strikes. find more about them on my linked wip masterlist. however, the main wips i'm usually losing my mind about are:

PARAMOUR -> powerpoint intro || s: paramour

THE CHRONCILES OF LATHSBURY -> main crash course || origins of terrae || the first age pt. 1 || main plot ppt intro || s: tcol || tcol character tournament pt 2 || character intros

BETWIXT THUMB & FOREFINGER -> powerpoint intro || s: btaf

HE WHO SMITES THE SUN -> intro (coming eventually) || conlang intro (coming eventually) || s: ph

i am open for ask games of any sort or just general inquiries about my wips, and just talking in general.

to see a list of all my wips: CLICK ME!

RE. NAVIGATION

talking -> musings and personal thoughts

about renjamin -> insight to me / who i am

ren analysis -> when i get meta about my wips

ren mix -> a treasure trove of my music taste

ren polls -> any polls i make

ren reads -> for my ramblings and analysis as i try to get back into books

friends tag -> talking with friends or boosting my friends work

others work -> boosting other writeblrs work

hall of fame -> praise / things that make me happy that i want to keep

ren writing -> all of my writing in one place

ren poems -> all of my poems in one place

short stories tag -> micro or flash fiction bits and bobs

ren art -> all my art

q eh you eh -> queue

sex mention -> tag for any sexual content.

worldbuilding -> all of my worldbuilding notes across all my wips

ren hot cakes -> specifically for my overly opinionated opinions

to read -> others works that i need to get around to reading

rens ocs but sims -> for when i make my ocs in the sims lol

ren plays -> me talking about video games but it’s usually overwatch

ren is jopping on main -> for the rare occasions where i talk about kpop

character stats -> when i decide to compare and contrast my ocs to see trends

ren rabbit hole -> i like history and mythology and the ancient world and i Will ramble about it

ren fights linguistics -> i'm starting to try and conlang!! it will be hard!!

writing in review -> for my end of the year lookback at wtf i was doing writing wise that year :) usually done in november bc december is a bad month for me usually

[kylo-wrecked]

I also did notice you have different styles depending on what verse you use. what made you decide that? 🥺 i wanted to try different styles with my muse but idk how.

good question! and the answer is... the passage of time? i can't say i made an active choice to give each ben/ren a distinctive 'tone.' i never planned on having verses. they sprout like weeds from the ground up. ('they popped out of the snow! like daisies!')  

i also wouldn't say my interpretations are quite so distinct. they're variations on a theme and sometimes the notes blur. firstly, they're all the same guy. secondly, sometimes i see ex-con!ben talking a little too much or modern!ben being mean and a bit kylo-ish (though this is a part of who he is as well), dark!ren being too soft. that, too, is perfectly natural and wonderful since, like people, renjamin has good days, bad days, talkative days, people they know well, and people they don't, all of which should affect their behavior and the way they move through the world. and they're all interpretations of the same guy. and that guy is kylo ren, a big fat piece of IP, and not my creation at all.

i would say, if you want to try ~*different styles*~ out on one muse, you'll just have to go for it. but don't think too hard about it. their unique characteristics unfold naturally the more you write about them. and by virtue of different verses being different! in rp, definitely vis a vis interaction with other muses, and maybe by vague regional distinctions. for instance, if your muse is American, and one version of your muse is a Nu Yoahkah and the other is from Seattle or living in Bawltimohw or Neh-vAAh-dAh, that will impact the character. or say one version has the Iliad memorized, and another version isn't sure what an Iliad is because they didn't STAY IN SCHOOL or they're from a galaxy where you go to a different war every few years instead of university. but most crucially, you build the distinctions by spending time with your character on/off the page. or your muse in/out of character. think about them. go brain-rot yourself on your characters/muses then go write.

[freakingweirdo]

💌 rawr

REN my friend you are the coolest and bestest ever. i love hearing about ur interests and stuff LIKE!! i was surprised and delighted by tobey maguire fanism. i dont know much about him but it’s such a cool thing AND it’s not . something you fake. it felt so awesome a ren original hand painted tobey maguire. i even got to learn about their insane poker games.

ANYWAY renjamin. you are sooo so awesome and have to coolest bestest opinions ever and i admire you for speaking out!! about stuff you like (scike) and just saying your piece. like. youve dealt with so much stuff. anons. and say things that normally ppl would only dare to under the guise of an anonymous total drama hot take. which is cool and awesome btw. AND . i hope your workplace explodes and you gwt one hundred million dollars in emotional damages. for working there.

[vacantgodling]

oh grazi for the tag :3 my username (as are many of my sides) is a combination of 2 songs by my favorite band the gazette with some added pizazz. also bc i wanna be edgy LMAO

vacantgodling in specific is a combination of the songs VACANT and GODDESS, but since i’m not a womf i changed the feminine connotation of goddess to “godling” and it’s just stuck ever since.

and for fun i’ll link some of the other songs that inspired my other side blogs bc i love gazette propaganda cough.

babylonsfalling = BABYLON’S TABOO + Falling (a newer MV!!! it’s so good 😭)

outsidebeast = this is just one song INSIDE BEAST lmao i just changed it from inside to outside 💀 — tho this one has an actual music video so gaze upon the men i am extremely not normal about :3

mothgrudge = A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN + GRUDGE

i’ll tag with no pressure @outpost51 @void-botanist @multi-lefaiye & anyone else who’d like to do this :)

what made u guys pick ur url's !

[izzyspussy]

tbh i don’t know your ocs well enough to have a blorbo (which is why i am off anon) but i think an equally fun game for the birthday boy would be for you to government assign me one of your ocs that you think should be my blorbo

(pls ramble about your characters im so intrigued :3)

OOOHH. HM. Okay okay, I'm like formulating a Type for you based on your characters akfsjks standby.......................................

Okay so like. I think perhaps it would be Ferris if he actually ever got some gotdang spotlight/his human life was ever canon. But since that's NOT the case.................. Renjamin, your government assigned calicorbo IS

Angel Alfaro (witch noir, specifically Latchkey Craft)

Runners up (other than Ferris) include: Fred Alfaro (witch noir, specifically Curse The Messenger) and Gwaine Hinata (Any Publicity)

[hellleo]

i think about this scene where Renjamin got stabbed through by a man who eventually became his dad every so often

[vacantgodling]

so i decided to make a goal on ko-fi because i want to get a car by 30 lmao. but unfortunately due to my life's circumstances i've never been able to get a driver's license rip. i'll post my little blurb below, but i'm gonna try and start saving for that.

one of the things that's been holding me back in life is the ability to get a car. i live in a suburban hellscape, and while i can use the bus to get back and forth from work, its kept me unfortunately unable to move from my (growingly) expensive area, from being able to have more job opportunities and for being able to have an overall better life. getting a car itself is a pipe dream however, until i'm able to afford the necessary driver's ed and $$ for a license. thank u for considering!

any little bit does help, including just sharing things around. as many of you know i offer a host of commissions so if you want to request something, have at it. unfortunately i've had to use a lot of my money in the past years to yknow. survive. but i'm TRYING to make a dedicated effort to get my license this time around. so. the 10% that's already there is occasionally my father sends me money and i'm gonna try and hold onto it instead of immediately putting it into bills if i can avoid it lol. but otherwiseeee we're starting from scratch (or at least until the irs releases my damn refund from hostage. i've stopped expecting it at this point)

anyway i hope u have a lovely day wherever you are <3

[vacantgodling]

it’s more like i’m fucking adopting these idiots they can’t take care of themselves🧍‍♂️i’ll tag @valeffelees @zeenimf & @multi-lefaiye

last fictional character in ur camera roll just adopted u

(Yes I did do this only because I want him to adopt me. Fuck off)

tags: @cryptidwithaninternetconnection @reggie-the-inferi @gingerbreadeel24 @pickupstyx

and whoever the fuck sees this

[rendoesthedoodle]

HELLO. @i-heart-beffica MADE A BUGSNAX FORUM AND YOU SHOULD ALL JOIN RIGHT NOW!!! https://the-bugsnax-boards.boards.net/

in all seriousness i think its sick af that we have a forum now!!! i didn’t rlly get to use any forums as a kid (just sorta missed out) and its exciting!! so come join us!! there’s tons of cool boards to talk in, and it’s really fun so far! My username on there is Renjaminnifer!

[kawaiijohn]

Currently foaming at the mouth over crossover fics with so much potential I vibrate and clip through the walls

[hopegained-a]

pretty fucked up if you think about how eron had known about vader to some degree and he didn't say a damn word to ben so it makes the whole revelation through space cnn all the more painful

[djarinsbeskar]

For the fic ask game! Of course RYLAB is an obivous one, but also - and I know it's not a finished fic but from the moment I read the very first chapter of One Night Standards by our dear Renjamin @the-ginger-hedge-witch everything about it screamed original story at me.

Just the imagery and intensity of the opening sequence and how rich the main character was portrayed from the begining - I could see it shaping up to be such an enthralling romance, but I also wanted to know more about her OC with a burning passion from the get go 😩😩

It's Ren's most heinously underrated work IMO 👀

ONS MY BELOVED... I WANT I WANT I WANT MOAR

[dilfdoctordoom]

richard renjamin rider?

003 | Give me a character & I will tell you:

How I feel about this character: LOOK I KNOW I'M NEW TO HIM BUT THERE'S LITERALLY NO ONE BETTER. Like he genuinely just.... he's everything I want in a character, most likely bi, just some guy, had a teen team, sad space bitch, likes women with swords, hella guilty, committed a very cool murder, literally everything I need, he's got

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character: Peter Quill, Gamora and Namorita :)

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character: HIM AND SAM AISJHDGF THEY HAVE SUCH A GOOD DYNAMIC

My unpopular opinion about this character: MCU cannot actually do Richard Rider, they wasted that chance years ago and now there's no way to make him work well

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: StarRichMora canon??? Or at least him and Peter for fuck's sake. Also I think he should be allowed to kill Annihilus again

Favorite friendship for this character: HIM AND WORLDMIND like idk I just... yeah

My crossover ship: He and Hal Jordan would kiss. In space. Something would blow up.

[vacantgodling]

how is being a cat a weakness lmao

i’ll tag @jezifster @lesbianakaashi @valeffelees :3c

Find your cosmo persona!

Got tagged by the lovely @tamburins

It's 99% accurate 🤣 only two things it got wrong: I respond immediately the second I see the message (otherwise I'll forget it)

And I'd never say "I might be wrong tho" 🤣 my deadly sin is Pride... that's not a sentence I'd say 😅

ANYWAY!!! Let me tag @sanjoongie @moccahobi @limjaeseven @potatomountain @arafilez