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[ID: Pink square post with gray-outlined shells in the background. In the foreground is a wavy-edged light pink rectangle, located at the top of the page. In the rectangle is all-caps pink text, outlined in black, reading "join us in Arkansas." Below that, smaller text in the same style reads "for a queer youth beach day." In the bottom right corner are two illustrated people, drawn from the waist up, laying arm in arm on a beach towel. One person is Brown, with light green hair, and the other is white, with red hair and top surgery scars. End ID.]
[ID: Pink square post with gray-outlined shells in the background. In the foreground is a wavy-edged light pink rectangle, located in the center of the page. In the rectangle is all-caps pink text, outlined in black, reading "July 25, 2023 from 2:30-5:30 Sandy Beach Heber Springs, AR" Below that, small black text reads "Bring your beach toys, games, and swimsuit (if you'd like!) to join us for some fun under the sun! QYA is bringing the community for some ice cream, swimming, and more! Don't forget sunscreen! Please email us to RSVP or ask us any questions! [email protected]" In the bottom right is an illustrated person with light brown skin and green and pink hair, wearing a striped bathing suit top and holding an ice cream cone. End ID.]
#original post#queer youth assemble#qya#queer youth#queer rights#trans rights#trans#lgbtq youth#youth organization#youth events#arkansas events#arkansas#queer events#lgbtq event#lgbtq
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Kshatriya Karni Sena Expands, Names New Youth District President
Mohit Singh appointed as East Singhbhum Youth District President at Bhuiyandih event The Kshatriya Karni Sena Parivar Sangathan expanded its district-level organization, appointing a new youth leader. JAMSHEDPUR – At a special event in Bhuiyandih, Mohit Singh was unanimously chosen as the Youth District President for Karni Sena in East Singhbhum. The ceremony took place on Thursday evening at the…
#जनजीवन#Bhuiyandih ground event#community leadership#district-level organization#East Singhbhum politics#East Singhbhum Youth District President#Karni Sena expansion#Kshatriya Karni Sena#Life#Mohit Singh appointment#saffron ceremony#youth organization
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aftg au where bee adopted andrew and later aaron when they were teens. she owns an apple orchard that the twins and occasionally a few of the foxes help run but it's almost harvest season and she needs help prepping everything for the town's fall festivals so she decided to put up a help wanted ad. neil, tired, alone, and running out of options, decides to apply. bee let's him use the renovated barn loft as residence when she learns he's homeless. andrew is wary, his family means everything to him and neil is a flightly little thing that could only bring bad news, but something about neil is familiar. maybe it's how he checks all his exits or how he flinches when people touch him or how he cradles the key bee gave him in his palm like it was a treasure instead of a piece of metal. he asks neil for truths and it's like bleeding a rock but he finds neil is more willing when truth is reciprocated. they spend their days walking down the lines of apple trees, harvesting and talking, and andrew is only a little mesmerized with the way neil's auburn curls blend with the red of the apples and his eyes match the sky like something deliberate, like he was meant to be here. andrew thinks that maybe he doesn't hate how neil looks at him like he's worth something. andrew thinks that maybe he doesn't want to lose this. he's still learning how to accept that not everything is transactional, he doesn't need to make deals to keep people close, hes still figuring out how to want things without the fear of them being snatched away. his mind screams at him to turn away and push any feeling aside but then neil is handing him an apple and smiling and telling him stories he says he's never told anyone else and andrew doesn't think he deserves this but he wants it
#no exy no mafia just the run of the mill serial killer dad and a mother with questionable parenting skills#wymack runs a youth sports center where matt teaches boxing and dan helps coach the kids soccer team#kevin manages an athletics store and helps his dad with running the center in his free time#neil likes visiting the center bc wymack lets him use the gyms treadmill whenever he wants#renee works at a flower shop and hosts biweekly community arts and crafts night#allison owns a vintage clothing market but sometimes fills in as a barista at abbys cafe next door#(she flirts with customers for better tips and has no problem giving people she doesnt like some awful concoction of a drink)#katelyn is the mayors daughter and is assisting with organizing the fall festival this year#this uh got away from me a bit#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#andreil#neil josten#andrew minyard
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Thomas Barrow is such a funny character, it’s like, man wants job security, proceeds to go about attempting to secure his job and land promotions in ways that will ensure his prompt termination. Somehow against all odds he continues to be rehired/accidentally promoted to everyone’s disbelief, including his own. Some suspect divine intervention is involved.
#thomas barrow#downton abbey#I enjoy all the implausible ways he’s somehow managed to stay#including and not limited to#soap#dog theft#fire#and old age#although the last one is like#he was being trained to be a butler as an underbutler#what fountain of youth did everyone think Carson was organizing an expedition for
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Such a niche and uncommon thing, but I really do like seeing the different ways people try and pick apart Ganondorf's youth... guy didn't spring fully-formed into the world, he was a kid once! A little baby! Was he born evil, or corrupted somehow? Why or why not? It's really interesting stuff imo. He doesn't even start out with the Triforce even though he is destined against the odds to find it...
Also it's funny to see if people decide to make him a brat or more amicable. lol. No matter what he's gonna grow up to be an asshole so the journey there's always gonna have implications. And he's gonna get to be cute for a while. At least a little.
#*is seen here handing him as a kindergartener the divine equivalent of the nuclear launch codes* have fun and kill#ganondorf#another reason I'm not into Demise Curse... it gives less reason for him to have a troubled youth that'd make him so entitled and arrogant#I love a helping of supernatural madness but ORGANIC cruelty? oh that's so much more despicable and harder to weed out
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You know that your hyperfixation is getting bad when ur drawing random people to practice, but sth feels weirdly familiar about one of them, u just can't put ur finger on it
And then u suddenly realize, you accidentally drew joe hills from nashville tennessee, holding up communist propaganda, without even realizing it
(sketch below)
#For context I'm part of a political youth organization in my city which shall not be named bc im not doxing myself#And we meet up to discuss our plan for the upcoming austrian elections#So for funsies i decided to draw someone holding up communist propaganda (aka a pamphlet from the communist party in austria)#And i just gave the person some random characteristics bc i wasnt using a reference#And then i was like hold up that looks familiar#AND I REALIZED I DREW JOE FUCKING HILLS#joe hills#joe hills fanart#hermitcraft#hermitblr
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Pagans who have been using candles to talk to the gods (cannot remember what it's called) on tiktok: I think the gods are mad, their candles are going crazy/not lighting at all
Me who does not worship that way but just got lots of them on my fyp: ....focal?? (word??)
#Someone said that maybe that was why Apollo and Hermes have been gaining so many followers lately#Apollo the god known for being queer and Hermes who is also queer and the father of Hermaphroditus#they're also both Kourotrophos (protectors of youth)#I'm not one for saying everything is a sign from the gods cause i'm more likely to be called delusional by others#but the amount of people it's happening to is weird#Haides. it's not even just the Hellenic ones too I saw someone mention Lilith and Lucifer (Hi pagan cousins!!)#Astraea aint coming back to us any time soon clearly#the r/Hellenism coummunity says that gods cant be angry#I disagree with them on that. I'm sure they're angry for us.#Part of the reason I chose the Greeks 1st was because of their rage and 'humaness'#wolffox speaks#paganism#pagan#if even a 'perfect' being like the abrahamic god/s can find it in whatever they have in place of organs to be angry then why not the pagans#not fandom related
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#organic agriculture#aquaponics#aquaculture#symbiotic relationship#love#permaculture#education#entrepreneur#small business#join us#support communities#youth of america#farm
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Queer & Trans Youth Pen Pal Project!
[ID: Green square post with beige wavy-edged box in the upper center of the screen. Large, green, all-caps text outlined in black reads "queer & trans youth pen pal project." Below that, in smaller black text, reads "visit queeryouthassemble.org to learn more." At the bottom of the page is a wavy brown shape, representing dirt, with green, white, and yellow flowers. An illustrated person using a wheelchair is extending their arm towards a blue mail box. They are holding an envelope, and have light brown skin, curly hair, and colorful clothing. End ID.]
[ID: A sage green square with a beige wavy-edged rectangle centered at the top. Overlaid on the rectangle in all-capital green block letters reads "Pen Pal Project." Below, over a larger beige wavy-edged rectangle, is smaller black text that reads, "We understand that it is not always easy to connect with other queer & trans youth for a variety of reasons, including location, anti-queer legislation, being closeted, and more. That is why Queer Youth Assemble has decided to officially launch the Pen Pal Project for queer & trans youth under 25. This project seeks to connect queer youth from diverse backgrounds and geographic locations to facilitate nationwide networks of care and solidarity. Visit queeryouthassemble.org to sign up and learn more!" End ID.]
[ID: A sage green square with a beige wavy-edged rectangle centered at the top. Overlaid on the rectangle in all-capital green block letters reads "Matching Criteria." Below, over a larger beige wavy-edged rectangle, is smaller black text that reads, "Pen pals are matched based on a variety of factors, including age, interests, hobbies, and preferences, among others! While we will attempt to match you with a person who shares these characteristics with you, our ability to do so will be determined by the volume of pen pal applicants and the backgrounds of those interested in participating. We can only guarantee that penpals will be within two years of your age. " At the bottom right edge of the lower rectangle, there is a darker beige graphic of the back of an envelope. End ID.]
[ID: A sage green square with a beige wavy-edged rectangle centered at the top. Overlaid on the rectangle in all-capital green block letters reads "Matching Safety." Below, over a larger beige wavy-edged rectangle, is smaller black text that reads, "Queer Youth Assemble DOES NOT share your physical location with your pen pal match. Instead, we will connect you via email, and allow you to exchange information with each other as you wish. If at any point you feel unsafe or uncomfortable with your penpal, please feel free to reach out to us at [email protected]." At the bottom right edge of the lower rectangle, there is a darker beige graphic of the front of an envelope. The stamp of the envelope is a trans flag. End ID.]
#original post#queer youth assemble#qya#queer#queer youth#trans#transgender#queer rights#support trans youth#let trans kids live#trans rights#lgbtq youth#youth organization#happy pride#lgbtq rights#lgbtq community#lgbtq organization#lgbtq#lgbt#lgbt community#lgbt pride#lgbtq resources#lgbtq pride#pride#pride month#trans youth#queer community#community
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The environment will collapse before some of us reach our thirties. Our future has been stolen from us by the state. Children are an oppressed group and we will fight for our freedom. Older generations repeatedly look down on us and presume we know nothing. Parents and guardians treat us like property, censoring what we say, stopping us from acting.
Youth liberation is necessary. We must be free. The state repeatedly tries to fuck us around, turn us into a statistic. Keep us preoccupied so we can’t see the murder and devastation they cause. But we see it. We will not surrender to the state. We may not believe the revolution will happen but we will continue to fight because it’s the right thing to do.
Older generations have repeatedly shown that they don’t care about climate change. They know they’ll be dead before it becomes devastating. And they don’t want us young people changing how they have to live or, in their words, “inconveniencing” them. We the young people have no future. We must fight for our liberation, like any oppressed group.
Climate change affects us. Climate change will kill us. We refuse to go without a fight. In the last year, we the young people have scared the shit out of the state with demos and direct action. It’s important our older comrades do not try to control us, or police us, in our fight for freedom.
Youth liberation is especially important to the climate movement as we are the ones that will suffer. We are the ones that are acting. We don’t mean “acting” as in the same sense as XRY [ed. – youth wing of Extinction Rebellion; see Rebellion Extinction], or even the youth strikes. We are taking direct action against our oppressors. Gluing and chaining ourselves to roads and fences while relying on state empathy will get us nowhere. A to B marches will get us nowhere. Only chaos will change things.
For too long older people have been made the face of the climate movement, with liberal groups pushing an image of older people, grandparents, to the front of their activism. You aren’t fighting for your grandchildren’s future by submitting yourself to the state. Only complete insurrectionist action will cause change. Punch the enemy, do not rely on their empathy. We are the climate movement, not grandparents who chant “police we love you. We’re doing this for your children”.
Corporations know their actions are unjust, they rely on the compliance of the people and this is why we, the youth, pose such a threat. It’s a time where values are experimented with, boundaries are broken and it signifies the end of relying on our oppressors for sympathy. This, along with the youths ability to begin organising independently, combine to make young people such a genuine threat to climatemassacring corporations and the oppressive structures they rely on.
Youth comes with an aspect of autonomy, which many other social groups lack. This is why the established system views young people as such a threat. We have a crucial role in acting for social change and we will fulfil it.
No matter how much they try to force and control us, there is no place for us in the state hierarchy and therefore their ideas of correctness. We can’t be placed in a section. This is why youth movements and youth themselves are so often belittled and put down by media and corporations and tried to be controlled by schools and classrooms; because by its very nature, youth works against the state’s ideas of hierarchy and control. This is why in movements such as the climate movement, which heavily relies on youth liberation, is important as its existence works against the hierarchies the movements desire and need to remove.
Young people are a determining dynamic force [ed. – see Return Fire vol.2 pg27]. All throughout history, exploited youth fight against the state and those who oppress them and encourage the people around them to do the same.
Smash the state. Set fire to the prisons. From the streets to the schools, remain ungovernable!
#climate crisis#climate change#youth liberation#trans youth#transphobia#full stop affinity#affinity groups#community building#practical anarchy#practical anarchism#anarchist society#practical#revolution#anarchism#daily posts#communism#anti capitalist#anti capitalism#late stage capitalism#organization#grassroots#grass roots#anarchists#libraries#leftism#social issues#economy#economics#climate#ecology
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there's a post going around with a reminder that marriage is a legal contract and that's why it's important - and i agree. i think it's really helpful to think of marriage as a legal contract rather than The Highest Declaration Of Love. what irks me is an addition to the post expressing worry about people getting into polyamorous and queerplatonic relationships instead of getting married and gaining the legal security of it. it's like... many people in QPRs or polyamorous relationships are married! for that exact reason! i don't think it's a good solution to narrow down what relationships people should center their lives around, and that it would be a lot better to expand who can get married, so that more people COULD get the kind of legal security that fit them best. like that's the whole point of legalizing same sex marriage!! anyway those are my two cents
#too long for twitter#one of the goals the Norwegian queer youth organization campaigns for is marriage for polyamorous couples#i understand there's a lot of issues that could arise and i don't know a lot about law and shit#but ideologically it's something i would strive for
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Unhoused Solidarity In Action
This is a non-exhaustive list of resources you might have access to, or know of, that can be used to aid unhoused community members directly. Many of these focus on direct mutual aid as individuals but can be helpful to consider when in community organizing settings. - What do you (or someone you know) have access to, that you can provide to the community? - Can they be accessed, used, or provided: regularly, occasionally, only in emergencies, weekly, daily, sporadically, consistently, etc.? - Consider seasonal needs (winter coats don’t help us when it’s 90 degrees out!) - Remember to practice active, informed consent with individuals and ask if these would be helpful! Don’t take it personally if your offer isn’t helpful to someone, it might help someone else. - These should be realistic and not compromise your safety or well-being. Remember to prioritize safety over comfort.
Housing
- Consider your relationship with this person (generally, don’t offer complete strangers into your home)
- Location matters a lot. Unhoused people often need to be near “hubs”/cities, close to resources and systems of care.
- Some people can’t live in hotels, couch surf, or any of these options without losing their housing vouchers, and in some cases health insurance or other assistance programs. Legal definitions of homelessness (used by voucher programs) usually don’t include people living in hotels/motels, or couch surfing (including most of these options). Check with the individual to see if this might be helpful.
Extra bedrooms
Campers, trailers
Couches
Apartments
Land/yards to camp on, park at, etc.
Donate funds or points for a hotel room
Shelters
Floor space
Safe parking lots to sleep in your car in (sleeping in your car is considered legal homelessness in most places)
Time
- Emotional capacity and minimizing the risk of burnout are important here especially
Do outreach with a community org
File for grants
Provide education materials
Share knowledge regarding resources
Emotional support - build genuine connections with your local unhoused neighbors
Reach out to companies for donations
Create or add to lists of resources, open bathrooms, etc.
Transportation
- One of the biggest barriers to accessing existing resources is transportation (also mailing addresses, internet access, and active phone service)
Personal car, ride-sharing/carpooling
Bus tickets/passes
Old/not frequently used bikes
Taxi services/vouchers
Uber/Lift gift cards
Carpooling
Coordinate rides for people
Food
- A lot of unhoused people prefer “comfort foods” to “health foods” - Ask about dietary restrictions, the cooking ability of the unhoused person, the cooking equipment, etc. - Soft foods are frequently more accessible to us as dental issues are very common - 100$ in fast food is significantly less than 100$ in homemade food
Can cook hot meals
Can pay for meals
Knows someone (person, business) who can supply food
Inviting people over for a meal
Gifting food (be sure to be considerate of dietary restrictions, cooking ability, equipment needed to cook, etc.)
Have a community dunkin gift card
Make or add to a fruit tree map (fallingfruit.org, community gardens, federal university campuses)
Money
- Money should be freely given, with no strings attached - Ask what form works best for them— cash apps/virtual, physical cash, gift cards, quarters, etc.
It is best to provide cash donations directly to impacted individuals (or organizations) with no strings attached
Provide relevant, local chain store gift cards (Grocery stores, coffee shops, restaurants)
Coordinate fundraisers
Apply for grants
Supplies
- Ask individuals what they need most!
Purchase and donate supplies directly to individuals or organizations
Reach out to businesses
Donate old phones or computers
Add someone to your family phone plan
Donate professional clothes for interviews
Donate an outfit you would actually wear
Talents, Trades, Skills
Your hobbies might be helpful! Crochet is extremely trendy right now (easy to learn, you could make hats/scarves for community members)!
Professional ties/experience Examples: You’re a cosmetologist who can do free haircuts for an hour each week, or you’re a graphic designer who can create a website for an organization for free, or you’re a nurse who can provide wound care to encampments
Community gardens
Connect with and partner with non-profits or community-based organizations in your area (or help start one if there’s none!)
Allow people to use you as a reference for job interviews
Bathrooms
- Not just toilets, but showers and mirrors are important too
Ask businesses to pledge to have open, public, accessible, and free restrooms
Your personal restroom
Make a list of local public restrooms
Free gym memberships or add someone to a gym plan
Services
- In order to access most services, you need most, if not all, of the following: transportation, identification, important paperwork, printing/faxing access, mailing addresses, internet access, active phone service, free time during business hours, and emotional and mental ability (and capacity) to complete everything required (forms, applications, phone calls, interviews, annual reviews, verifications) in a timely manner (usually on a strict deadline)
Case management experience you can volunteer
Peer support for service navigation (great option for people with prior lived experience)
Advocacy within services
Offer to provide a P.O. box or use your address to receive mail
Housing skills
Allow someone to use your library card for books, computers, the internet, etc. (most libraries won’t allow unhoused people to get a library card)
Volunteer at a shelter
Allow someone to use your home wifi, printer, phone number, mailbox, email, etc.
Fundraising
- If you can’t donate your own personal funds, fundraising is a great way to help out
Community mutual aid asks (in person or online)
Art walks
Skate competition
Concerts
Tip jar
Gift basket raffle
Clothing and food drive
Game tourney
Live streams
Start a GoFundMe for individuals/orgs
I strongly encourage you to look over the matching slides I created for this workshop: https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1VDngImsMByUFmKX611zAJ43a0UcYIfMBxrbh_g1IJvc/edit
As a disclaimer: I have been homeless/unhoused for over half of my life. My experiences of homelessness have included while being a infant, toddler, young child, preteen, teenager, and young adult. I am 24 years old. My most recent experience of being unhoused was last year, and I am currently precariously housed (meaning: at high risk of losing housing again). My experiences of homelessness have included sleeping outside in a tent, sleeping on park benches and under freeways, walking around all night to avoid hypothermia and freezing to death (something that has happened to several of my friends), couch surfing, sleeping in cars, squatting, sleeping in motels, living in a shelter, and institutionalized. I have been homeless with family a few times during early childhood and again when I was 15. All of my other experiences of homelessness have been on my own starting at age 9 or 10, and the last time I lived with a parent I was 16. I have been homeless in both rural and urban areas. I have been homeless in New England/Northeast United States as well as the Pacific Northwest.
In addition to this, I have many contributing factors to my experience, including being disabled, a person of color, trans, queer, a survivor of child abuse and CSA, being trafficked, and a drug user and a SWer, amongst other marginalized experiences.
That being said: my experience of being unhoused/homeless is not the universal experience. While I know many people of all different demographics who I’ve met on the streets, I cannot speak to every single person’s experiences. I especially cannot speak to experiences outside of the United States, aside from what I hear secondhand.
This is meant to serve as a general guide to accompany a workshop I created, and might not be helpful for everyone. If it’s not helpful, I hope it inspires others to offer creative solutions. I’m always working on expanding this list. Thank you for reading.
#chronically couchbound#guides#info#homelessness#unhoused#homeless#houseless#homeless care packs#mutual aid#community organizing#community outreach#houselessness#homeless trans youth#support swers#trauma survivor#houseism#housing instability#affordable housing#housing crisis#support unhoused people#support homeless people#disability#disabled#intersectional social justice#intersectionality#praxis#leftist praxis#solidarity#trans solidarity#queer solidarity
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Can't get over a photo of Doug speaking at BBYO IC being included in his intro video! My experience in BBG was absolutely formative (Simcha BBG #2339 what's up! sadly the chapter folded ages ago with a council reorg but it lives in my heart forever) and I love that it's still going strong and taken seriously by Doug.
I hope my kids want to be in it, too!!
#formerly known as b'nai b'rith youth organization but now formally just BBYO#Aleph Zadek Aleph and B'nai B'rith Girls#for love and laughter friends that last times so good they go so fast#we stand and sing with all of our might b'nai b'rith girls our future's so bright#anyway I can't believe I remember that song!#it doesn't appear that doug himself was actually in BBYO
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I was afraid for a long time to admit it but ur life INDEED gets so much better without disgusting ppl in it
#i have reconnected with my good friends :D and we now share so many interests :D and i have great ppl on here to talk about stuff too :D#and i have gotten into the commie youth organization and am gonna be writing texts and holding movie discussions!! i wanted to do that#for so long#and job is going well and i have a little road trip planned next weekend and I'm idk. so content now. people are noticing my art more too#i cannot ask for more and tbh idk why I'm typing this all out but guys it gets better i promise <3
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currently all i want in my life is to have a reference librarian job at a library where nobody is doing weirdo power grab stuff/acting like sixth graders who don't want me at their lunch table. this desire feels pathetic to me & also probably wouldn't work anyway because i am incapable of showing up to a library but i immediately am like "i am CONCERNED! about the STATE of the FIELD!" and am constantly brimming with painfully earnest & deeply felt opinions. which is cringe, obviously, and also annoying to others. but in my defense the state of the field is fuckin bad. anyway. one simply should not dream of labor. etc.
#irredeemable whining#talked to my friend who's a youth librarian in fl*rida on the phone & her library director's whole strategy is to hope#that the right-wing elected officials who are doing evil culture wars bullshit & cutting services#will simply forget about the library. like if they just keep their heads down no one will get mad at them#so they're making all kinds of quiet concessions & really encouraging staff to be like. timid. no pride displays no juneteenth#& the problem here is that the right-wing project is to destroy social infrastructure; to privatize public goods#so they must inevitably encounter the library! the pride stuff for some is an excuse; for the rest no appeasement is possible#short of completely removing queer perspectives from the stacks. which would be difficult because they employ queer librarians!#the library is an inevitable target or it wasn't doing anything worthwhile. they're either going to wreck it or it was already nothing.#& we are not organized to respond we do not have a powerful counternarrative we do not have a plan. it's fucked#so you know. grounds 4 concern etc.
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my brother can make me laugh without moving at all. he can make me laugh on command, just by existing, and there is no physical tell or indication that it is about to happen. it’s like he can will me to laugh and i will. of course we’re not telepathic, but we do speak in unison sometimes. we improvise like no one’s business. we could fool anyone into believing we are psychically linked. when i try to explain it, i sound silly saying it out loud, but i really CAN tell what he’s thinking. we exchange so much information just with a look. he can make me cry laughing and he doesn’t even have to move
#i miss him so much i need him back i need him to live next to me again. i need to mooch off his wifi from my porch and invite him over#i miss him so much.#he’s only 2 minutes younger but he feels years younger. and yet i think we’re two halves of one soul#i’ve always babied him not even in a mean or diminishing way but i felt this need to protect him#because he tends to be so naive and so shy#but. i am so proud of him. i need to show him off to everyone and i need everyone to understand how funny and charming he is#it feels like i grew up and left him where he will remain 11 forever. i miss him more than moving back home can fix#i miss him in ways that have nothing to do with the distance between our locations#but. it would certainly help to be able to see him every day#i keep smelling the carpet in his room and it’s so vivid. i remember the countless hours we spent developing huge wood block cities#and we would drive hot wheels over the wooden raceways we had made. we were actually quite coordinated and autistic about it#we were always building things together#just recently me and him talked on the phone about an old mlp au we came up with. all original characters and shit#it was super extensive and very clever#i STILL think it would make a really cool book series or something#i remember watching him play army men RTS gamecube on the wii. i STILL listen to the soundtrack to that game like…. daily#i remember walking into my room once where he was watching a show. and he was crying#and he NEVER cries over tv#but he was crying because his favorite character had resigned from the organization that the series was based around#and he was so distraught that she was leaving.#i remember when all 3 of us slept in one room. i remember when me and him were in bunk beds across the room#and we would sneak out of bed right as the parents left and stayed up playing by the light of the nightlight#the way we raced back into bed when the parents were approaching 😭#my mom always says she’s sad that i seem to remember so little of my life. like every story of my youth is news to me lmao#but i feel like i remember the most important parts? i think so#i remember how mom woke me up in the night to ask me to roll over because my bro could see my face from where he was sleeping#and he was scared because there was a weird shadow cast on my face that made it look like a skull which was making it hard for him to sleep#it was. so funny. i begrudgingly rolled over#i don’t know. it’s just that there isn’t a single instance i bring up that my brother does not also remember.#no matter how tiny or specific. we shared everything growing up
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