#your girl is SUFFERING
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counting. down. the. days.
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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I think depictions of Anya being cruel to Curly or drawing out his suffering are artful and chilling but completely miss the point of the story and her character.
I'm not saying she doesn't deserve to have that "I told you so" moment with him but not in something callous or cold. Even if that is how it happened, she'd immediately feel guilty cause at that point she's not tormenting her tormenter or even the person truly at fault. She's doing something cathartic, similar to how Jimmy likely hits Curly to release rage he can't against the rest of the crew. She'd see herself as no different when she'd come back from the moment and see Curly cowering at her. She wants someone to take responsibility but how does being cruel to the defenseless help? Why would she want the power Jimmy has over her over Curly?
The idea of her extending someone else's pain is just so against the struggles she already faces and how she can't even bring herself to cause someone pain even to help them. Her very desire is to release herself from her own suffering and I doubt she'd even fine some sort of guilty release in being cruel to another.
#anya is not a character i see taking agency or indulging in cathartic behaviors#not knowingly like i see her as a character trapped in her head and maybe in the scenario she's cruel to Curly she is envisioning Jimmy#in his place but its not a story about justice or those deserving of punishment and those not like its the opposite of people projecting#their issues on the wrong people and saying things to the wrong people and doing things they shouldn't but anya uniquely falls out of it as#she is subjected to a lot of it but it is also not something she wants to subject another person to like you are doing what Jimmy does and#placing ur rage into another persons and viewing their actions through your eyes like she'd more likely yell at him than do harm or#cause him more pain like at least make it in character#but also she clearly doesn't want to see jimmy or curly in the same light and doesnt because she still repeatedly goes to Curly for comfort#and protection and god there's like concepts that need to be applied to characters individually and then the story as a whole#we can not view the game through only one themed lens less we forget to inspect the compounding factor of Anya is so much more than girl#that needs to be allowed to go off but a woman that simply wants right to be done by her and no more harm like she doesn't want to be aroun#the suffering like idk but some of yall would just benefit from like understanding that people are inherently grey with the capabilities of#black n white thinking or actions#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#i like her the most but then again i am defensive of all women in media and hate when people change the way the character would take agency#for themselves like yes I want her to tweak out but she just wouldn't and I like seeing realistic depictions of a woman suffering the way#she is like shes not the type at the end of the movie to have a one liner but feel a shallow freedom cause she needs to realistically heal#idk but its just like there is an obbsession forming with making her character her pain and not how she handles and navigates the issue
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george rexstrew deserves awards for many things but i have to say. edwinâs bloodcurdling scream as niko gets killed deserves a whole award unto itself. like. that scream did not feel at all like a tv show scream. to a somewhat jarring degree. and i canât express how much I respect that
#he has a number of very convincing screams and suffering noises which I imagine was an important prerequisite for the role#but this one is just especially chilling and again. jarring. not saying that the other actors are bad or anything but no one even comes#close to competing with george and its stark in moments like this#another screaming moment that I thought he did really well in particular is far easier to gloss over and thatâs#when he and charles are escaping hell and he almost gets dragged down into lust#when heâs screaming out for charles he borderline SCREECHES#throughout that arc in general itâs just incredible but yeah#I think part of what makes it so convincing is that he isnât afraid to be high pitched and genuinely Scream rather than yell#like. he is clearly immune to being put off by âyou scream like a girlâ rhetoric#I think a lot of male actors avoid screaming and screeching like that for that internalized reason when. if you wanna be as realistic as#possible. a scream is high pitched. if youâre scared for your fucking life itâs just involuntary#I can also see it being uncommon due to difficulties getting that sound adequately recorded but yeah anyway you get my point#tldr: george rexstrew is great at disturbingly realistic screaming and I applaud him for that#I really hope he didnât have to retake that part too many times..#his poor throatâŚâŚâŚ.#george rexstrew#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives spoilers
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What if acotar antagonists got the same level of justification as our 'heroes' from the Night Court did?
#my art#acotar#acotar fanart#amarantha#prythian's best worst girl#keir#beron vanserra#anti rhysand#posting this on april 1st pls don't take their excuses TOO seriously#is just so silly to me rhys can excuse anything he does with a 12 page monologue and 2 tears#keir can cry the two tears too!#amarantha can give you a choice between doing what she wants and horrible suffering#but it's YOUR CHOICE of course#kinda like 'go die in the human lands or get locked in the house of wind' :)#with beron i'm just indulging myself
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we started watching princess tutu last night and oh my god why is princess tutu so fucking GOOD AND SMART. PRINCESS TUTU IS EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING IMPORTANT IN LIFE I LEARNED FROM PRINCESS TUTU
#this is oike the fifth time ive watched this and#im sooooo excited to watch it with ship#such good Themes about Narrative and Agency wowee#deep offense whenever anyone acts like yhe magical girl shoujo anime needs to be#deconstructed by outsiders to the genre#who dont respect it. youre stupid youre all so stupid. go watch princess tutu.#princess tutu did that compassionately and without eroticizing adolescent female Suffering in a#pointless and offensive way!#KILLING YOU KILLING YOU
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hate to say it, but part of ending the stigma around sexual assault means not assuming every woman blames herself. yes, female socialization encourages it, but that doesnât make it a given, and the goal of all of these campaigns is to eventually diminish the proportion of women who do blame themselves. it is entirely possible, and increasingly common, for women to experience sexual assault and not feel shame or guilt, which we should be happy about. but instead, there are only so many times you can hear âyou know itâs not your fault, right?â before it sounds like âit was your faultâ. and thereâs only so many times you can hear âdonât blame yourselfâ before it sounds like âyou should blame yourselfâ. because it feels good to say, doesnât it? sure, you donât believe sheâs guilty, but you do believe she should feel guilty, so that you can disabuse her of the notion. just something to consider.
#i think we are very pleased with the idea of female shame#even among people who genuinely do not believe women are at fault for being assaulted#you are still meant to pay the penance of suffering and self destruction#god fucking knows why#âi got muggedâ âaww donât blame yourself for walking around with those fancy shoes and visible wallet okay? itâs not your faultâ#youâd be like girl what. i didnât fucking say it was my fault but your mind sure jumped there fast đ¤¨#âmy mom diedâ âwow. do you feel terrible crippling shame for everything youâve ever done wrong in your life?#up to and including causing your momâs death? because that would be totally wrong if you didâ#like how could that possibly be an appropriate response#genuinely i think the feeling that i was going completely insane post-being raped because no one would believe i didnât blame myself#was like. solidly half as traumatic as the actual event#like. it is okay not to feel guilty and shameful. itâs great actually. youâre not having the wrong response.
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her.
#my it girl â¤ď¸#just please do not invade her castle you will suffer the conses of your quences â¤ď¸#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#the sims 4 edit#12 kingdoms#12r#frozen ghost of Yume
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âmen arenât allowed to cryâ mfs after punching holes in their walls and verbally abusing their girlfriends:

#so truly idgaf king!!!!#you may feel like you arenât allowed to express your emotions but you make everyone around you suffer the consequences#women are actually dying maybe learn to deal with your emotions like a normal person and focus on the bigger issue#radical feminist safe#radical feminst#radical feminist community#tirf#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#coquette#girlblogging#girlblogger#tumblr girls#feminism
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a little family
#buddy daddies#my art#doodles#sometimes a family is an two misfit assassins and the daughter of the guy you offed and thats a okay#but lets not talk about that#we love healing in this house and how do you heal if not after suffering#reis journey through depression and kazukis journey through grief#what 1 little girl does to a man#its 5 am all i can offer are doodles but i love them very much#i know we do reasonably get to call them cowards for not making it gay (esp at the end bc come on)#but i do love whatever relationship they have going becuase theyre just. Thats marriage babe....#theyre not going to be doing any dating with that committment that is the most domestic ass setting ive ever seen#everyone and their mother assumes theyre married/dating and doesnt even question it because theres NO QUESTION T O ASK#only the people involved apparently dont know theyre married#ok nvm they were cowards for not making it gay. but again. theyre clearly married your honor. theyre just a little stupid
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devon deserves one billion dollars and an apology from every person on earth. just gave birth, found out her brother's ex-boss committed lactation fraud on her, her close friend and sister-in-law may be alive and kidnapped by her brother's evil company, her husband's writing sellout propaganda, her brother's getting experimental brain surgery without telling her, her brother's experimental basement brain surgeon leaves her alone with her comatose brother bc she says she'll make One phone call instead of letting him get a Third Lobotomy. and she's bisexual!!
#severance#severance spoilers#fuck helly r my girl devon is suffering more than jesus on the cross#like truly she was handling it So Well by curling up and crying. oh my god i would be on the floor shaking and convulsing and sobbing#and at the end of the episode she just!!! patiently helps him wake up!!! oh my god devon this is outside your pay grade girl!!!#like! ohhhngndv. im so unwell ab their dynamic. they love each other so much...
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love poem (typical)
#my writing#my stuff#words#poetry#poems#i doubt that these tags will go anywhere so mainly for archiving purposes#guys (slamming head into table affectionatelyÂĽ) i fear your favorite mr worldwide manwhore is once again In Love#i have this disease where everywhere i go i fall in love with people and then i write about them#what can i help it though sheâs devastatingly lovely#i texted my friend three weeks ago and i was like#i am suffering from an excess of kind beautiful and extremely hot women in my life and she was like#this is a good problem to have. i mean it is also kind of givingâwill hsge to do crazy troubleshooting laterâ#but for now iâm love love and i get to write poems about a beautiful girl so#wahoo! and yipee! and the like#hope love is with all of u too. in every shape. love of friends and lovers and family and all the other things and people
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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr
Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first
Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid


Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors
peep the rant in the tags
#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#god ive been obsessing over isat lately#its terrible how ive been feeding into it#ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing#not in this particular one though#at least not at the part thats written rn#i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts#siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you#a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo#slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose#okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names#hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated#also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering#needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop#everything was so neat#upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles#or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation#BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him#so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control#case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point
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last year i got yelled at for not seeding the artists and now you bitches are yelling at me for seeding them by popularity đŤ girl itâs not MY fault that some artists are more popular itâs just one of those things. anyways theyâre seeded by spotify monthly streams and also none of this is real
#LETS BE CLEAR. YOURE GOING TO SUFFER. THE POP GIRLS ARE GOING TO SUFFER#BUT I AM GOING TO SUFFER THE MOST.
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Worldâs most nineteen year old girl
#shes angry shes self destructive she yells at her dad she knows exactly what she wants to do with her life and isnt doing shit about it#girl your problems are real and valid but its worth considering that you are suffering from âbeing 19itusâ#more memes from the one piece adventures of spk#shitty edits#one piece#op#black leg sanji
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on a quest to find a Serious Winter Coat because as you may recall I just moved to South Dakota from Georgia and my wardrobe's not really up to that, especially whenever we get snow.
(I have lived somewhere with actual winters before, I grew up in central Washington State. that would be the reason why I moved to the Deep South for thirteen years.)
#I am not suffering as much as my taiwanese colleague who moved here from arizona#but I will complain about it the whole time#I actually do own winter coats! but they're good for washington winters or the week or two we get below freezing in atlanta not sd winters#other problem is bottoms#tops are fine shoes are fine#your girl
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