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Chiron led them to a quiet corner of Camp Half-Blood, away from the curious eyes of the other campers. As they settled, a sense of shared uncertainty hung in the air. Callum, feeling a responsibility to explain, took a deep breath.
“We come from a place called Xadia,” he began, his voice wavering slightly as he tried to steady it. “It’s a world filled with magic, where humans, elves, and dragons coexist. Rayla and I are... different. She’s an elf, and I’m a human mage, which means I can do magic.” He paused, searching for the right words.
“But Xadia is not a part of any world you might know. It’s a mystical realm, a land of wonders and dangers.”
Rayla, her violet eyes uncertain, added, “Our world is divided, torn apart by ancient conflicts. But we come from a part of Xadia where different races try to live in harmony, despite the challenges.”
Piper, her eyes thoughtful, interjected, “I’ve heard of a few magical places that aren’t on regular maps, but Xadia... it’s something entirely new. Annabeth mentioned hidden realms and parallel worlds, but this is... incredible.”
Sadie, her natural curiosity piqued, asked, “Magic, elves, dragons... sounds like something out of a fantasy book.”
Callum nodded, offering a small smile. “It does, doesn’t it? But it’s real, in our world at least. Our arrival here is as much a mystery to us as it is to you.”
Carter, ever analytical, chimed in, “Could there be a connection between our worlds? Some sort of cosmic overlap?”
Callum shook his head. “We don’t know. Our journey here was unexpected and unexplained. One moment, we were in Xadia, and the next, we were falling through the rift.”
Rayla, her grip on Callum’s hand loosening slightly, said, “We’re lost, far from home and without a way back. But we’re not here to cause trouble. We just want to understand where we are and why this happened.”
Piper regarded them with a mix of sympathy and curiosity. “You’re not alone in being far from home,” she said softly, thinking of her own adventures beyond the mortal world. “We’ll help you figure this out, together.”
Chiron, his wise eyes filled with understanding, spoke up, sensing the newcomers’ need for clarity.
“Camp Half-Blood is a haven for demigods, people with powers like yourselves,” he began, his tone gentle yet authoritative.
“It’s a place where young individuals with divine parentage come to learn about their heritage, harness their powers, and stay safe from the monsters that hunt them in the outside world.”
He gestured toward the diverse structures of the camp around them. “Our camp is divided into different cabins, each representing one of the Olympian gods and goddesses of our world. Each demigod here is a child of one of these deities. We train, learn, and grow together, forming bonds that often last a lifetime.”
Piper, always attuned to emotions, added, “We’re a family, in a way. We understand each other in ways nobody else can. It’s not always easy, but it’s home.”
Chiron nodded in agreement. “Indeed, we are a family. And as a family, we help and protect one another. You will find friends here, people who understand the challenges you face and the uniqueness of your abilities.”
Callum, his curiosity piqued, asked, “Are there others like us here? From different worlds, I mean?”
Chiron’s expression softened. “Your arrival is unprecedented, but this camp has seen many extraordinary things over the centuries. We’ve welcomed demigods from various cultures, time periods, and even realms. Your presence, though surprising, is not unwelcome. We’ll do our part to assist you in understanding the situation as best we can.”
The camp fell into a hushed awe as the rift in the sky opened once more, releasing a small, disc-like hologram device that floated gently to the ground. Intrigued, the demigods and magicians, along with the newcomers from Xadia, gathered around the mysterious object. Among them was Leo Valdez, the skilled mechanic and member of the Argo II crew.
With a faint hum, the hologram projected an image of a man in a black suit and a white mask adorned with a spray-painted spade symbol over one eye hole. His voice echoed eerily, filling the air.
“Greetings, young heroes. I am The Collector, and I’ve selected you—Carter, Sadie, Piper, Jason, Callum, and Rayla—to participate in my next game.”
The campers exchanged puzzled glances, their curiosity mixing with a healthy dose of wariness.
The Collector continued, his tone cryptic yet commanding, “You will face three challenges, each in your respective domains, thus earning you a key. Once you have all three keys, you shall be rewarded for your hard work. Now, for your first clue: ‘The ruins of a city that once towered in the shadow of a great king’ in Egypt.”
Carter and Sadie exchanged a glance, recognizing the reference immediately.
“That’s Thebes,” Sadie said, her voice tinged with concern. “We’ve got to go there.”
A thoughtful expression crossed Jason’s face. “We can use the Argo II to get there quickly,” he suggested, looking at Leo. “But it might need some repairs first.”
Leo grinned, his excitement palpable. “No problemo! I’ll just need a bit of help, Jase. Let’s head to Bunker 9; I’ve got some tools and gadgets that can speed up the repairs.”
Next Part
Also for @booksandfairytales who enjoyed the last bit so much!
#tdp callum#tdp rayla#rayllum#current wip#hoo jason#hoo leo#hoo piper#kane chronicles carter#kane chronicles sadie#current fic project#glad you liked it!#your comments made my week!#fic: let the games begin
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
(It's not belated what are you talking about-) With the spooky day I bring...
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--------------------------------------- There's A LOT OF ART under the cut, however it's A LOT OF SPOILERS.
ESPECIALLY FOR THE ACT 6 ENCOUNTER/TWO HATS, EVERYTHING IN THIS POST IS DEPENDANT ON THE FACT YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT ENCOUNTER.
(The dandelions are frozen in time) (...) (You envy them, but you think that's sacrilege, so you move on.)
The gif takes forever to load, please bare with me-
ALRIGHT, LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO ROBORO.
Roboro (it/they/he) is cold and calculative. It spent so long trying to get out of the loops, that a lot of their tact and bubbliness gave way to their cynicism and bluntness.
They exhibit more of their younger traits. Extreme smarts and avoidance. However, they still carries themselves tall, and aren't afraid to speak their mind. Most of the time, they simply choose not to.
The decision to make him cold and distant, rather then manic and erratic, actually came from Loop themselves. Loop is very actively trying to be the opposite of Siffrin. They act chatty and cruel because that's how far they've been driven, that's how they choose to hide themselves now.
Roboro is the same, in the sense that it's supposed to appear the very opposite of Isabeau.
"Why is it a Dandelion?"
From what I've seen, most people lean on the space idea for the guides, and I find that super neat-
But as an exercise (before this AU was even an IDEA in my mind-) I tried to design Mira, Odile and Isa as guides.
I tried the space theme, and felt really limited with it.
So instead I decided to design them based of ways to wish
Mira was a fire (candle)
Odile was a coin (throwing a coin in a fountain/well)
And Isabeau WAS in fact a dandelion (blowing on a dandelion)
And I guess that idea just stuck around in my brain until I got to making this au.
Their Dynamic With Isa
The two's dynamic isn't too dissimilar to Sif and Loop. Isa still tries to be his loud positive headstrong self, and Roboro sees past the bullshit, and grinds Isa's gears
(Fun fact for that second one: Roboro knew Isa wanted to be called "good boy" cause it probably would have wanted to hear it too-) As time goes on, the two learn to get along if only a little. Isa starts to appreciate the bluntness of Roboro, together with the helpful tips. Roboro meanwhile, seeing Isa's descent starts to feel a spark of empathy for the guy (which sucks for ACT 5 whoops.)
Silver Coin Equivalent
The equivalent is called "Lucky Pencil". Isa is a pretty superstitious guy, despite knowing better logically. So I thought he'd totally be the type to carry around a lucky charm of sorts!
(You recall.) (Before you lost yourself to time, you tried to become a defender.) (You got so tired of being the lone kid, the one people would not see, or think about.) (You were smart, but you were invisible.) (Sure, you were quiet, but you had good grades! You were getting by!) (Even your own family didn't think much of your solitude.) (And yet, you were so scared to open your mouth, to even answer questions you knew the answers to-) (It was hard. Suffocating even.) (When teachers started giving you good grades without you even having to try-) (Something had to change. You had to change.) (And you did! You became stronger, resilient, reliable. Became the very antithesis of what you used to be.) (Left everything you were behind.) (But it was worth it! You could finally!!! Talk!!! You could bring smiles to people's faces! They'd smile when you entered a room! And each time you felt pride. Pride in who you were.) (You tried talking with your family more, being more open, loud-) (They still didn't see you.) (Smart kids turned away, uble to face you, see their fears embodied. Fears that if they wanted to belong, they had to leave their brains for brawn.) (It was better. You were happier. But you still didn't belong, either.) (In hallways filled with people, you were still just there.) (…) (You tried really hard for you Defender exam. You exercised to near faints. Only really ate and slept cause you knew it would make you stronger.) (Buried your nose in reading and studying to avoid thoughts of doubt. And when they'd reach you anyways, you'd go for a run.) (You know it wasn't the best for you. You're supposed to be stupid, not unwise. "Just until I pass" you told yourself.) (… You were exhausted on your exam day. As your nerves heightened, so did your "coping". You were ready!!! You just, needed a little help.) (So you opened your drawer, filled with old papers and textbooks and notes. You don't like looking in there too much, but you took what you needed.) (A beaten up pencil. Your little lucky charm!!! Sure, you always knew the answers, but it was easier if you believed this pencil was helping you, guiding you.) (It was silly to think it would help, but you weren't taking chances.) (…) (Even after all that time, you couldn't leave that part of yourself behind.) (You still can't.) (You're the only one that can't.)
ACT 6 FIGHT
The ACT 6 encounter would... go about as well as you'd expect. Not only did a version of you win- it's the version of you that pretends to be a meat head, the one that's preoccupied with being nice rather then thinking ahead. How did he get to win when you, you who's changed, you who's given everything you had, everything you wanted to simply get out?
Why does he get to win? Why does this loud mouth, emotional, explosive guy get to win? He's learned nothing!---
I have more stuff to draw for this encounter, including the "I'm sorry/ thank you" pictures. I leave this one off with the knowledge that Isa used to tug on his hair as a stress stim. Guess is stuck around huh.
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Post Loops Roboro
Roboro, once again, Changes! This time to resemble a yellow dandelion, rather then a white one. The family is long gone by the time Roboro wakes up again, and first thing's first- It has to find clothes. It doesn't like the weird looks people give him.
So, he goes to the House, braves the looks and gasps and confusion. It's trauma be damned, it's gonna talk to that Head Housemaiden finally.
He meets up with Euphrasie, and she quickly catches on what must be going on.
She's readily willing to give Roboro one of her old dresses-
Problem being- 1. They are too big on it (he may be Tall, but not EUPHIE level tall-) and 2. It wouldn't be the most comfortable wearing a dress around.
So, they figure they should make some adjustments. Euphrasie is willing to make the adjustments, it would only take her a day or two.
However, Roboro kind of... wants to try to do it themselves. There's no rush, it has nowhere to be. Maybe... maybe learning to re-engage with an old hobby could be good for it...?
Euphie excitedly lets it stay at the House, figure out what it wants to do- to take it's time changing!
Obviously, Roboro has trauma from the House. The walls, the cramped space- it terrifies them. But they also don't want to stay at anyone's home in Dormont, the awkwardness would kill him, if feeling like a nuisance doesn't do it first.
So. Roboro stays at the rooftop.
Roboro does some sewing on a new outfit, at the top of the House. At the very end of everything.
It's a bittersweet reminder that it's over, so it's as good as it could get while staying at Dormont.
I have a whole comic about this in particular, but this is already a massive infodump so I'm gonna stop it there for now-
Roboro travels around a while. It and Isa agreed to meet up eventually, but there was no rush to it.
He went around a while, re-familiarized itself with life, with people, with hobbies, with existing-
Probably made some friendships along the way. Those are probably the people who pushed it into reconnecting with the family.
I'm not gonna go into detail about everyone's dynamics and stuff, this is too long, and I'm still writing that stuff anyway.
I can however leave you with this:
(I might change how Post Loops Isa looks in the future, I haven't quite figured it out yet)
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PHEW
THAT WAS A LOT
IT'S NOT EVEN EVERYTHING I HAVE, I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF AUGH,,,
Anyways, I just wanted to thank you all for the support on the first post, I didn't expect it at ALL Just know I appreciate it :]
#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat#in stars and time#irac#in repetition and change#irac roboro#irac isa#some of him pff-#BUT YEAH- I know this isn't the most consumable- but I hope you guys like Roboro#I think about the guy. A fair amount#Thank you all for such incredible positive feedback#it's amazing- I've seen all your comments and stuff and it absolutely made my week so worth it#Also yes. That Roboro in color is a Gravity Falls reference cause I thought it was funny#two hats spoilers#two hats
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having a stressful time at work but i think it's very important to point out the other day i was asking a guy for help and he's like aight gotcha and then we go to this freezer room and he, from somewhere beyond a mound of boxes, just goes "you like anime right?"
sir this is the FIRST TIME we have spoken how did you clock that.
(he claims i had the vibes of someone who liked it then i was like oh like the woman in the deli wearing a jujutsu- and before i can finish the series name he says "no not her, she just liked the shirt. she's never watched anime". . . oh. i see. you have already had this debate with her then. okay.)
EDIT UPDATE:
So I got clocked AGAIN as a weeb by a coworker because I saw part of her outfit and was like "oh, Attack on Titan?" and while I then said I've never watched it she said that's fair then "do you know anything about vtubers?" and I just. Are you kidding me. I mean yeah but like. Why is your safe question with me "do you know about vtubers".
WHAT AURA DO I BRING TO A GROCERY STORE TO BE CALLED OUT LIKE THIS?
#moe talks a lot#not art#also im trying to swap from pick up to stocking and specifically dairy stocking#bc they seem to always have the hardest time keeping things stocked#and all of pick up has to stop them from working to ask for things in the back which keeps things from getting stocked#and this one guy made a terrible mistake of telling me#yeah we're like the unwanted ginger stepkids of the grocery store#because my brain immediately went NO IM ADOPTING THE DAIRY DEPARTMENT AS MY BELOVED GINGER KIDS#i told my mom that comment and she immediately laughed and said welp thats your department now#before i could even tell her i mentally adopted them#anyway gotta get to bed soon bc i do actually think i was a bit sick ? im so tired despite napping earlier#and only working a partial shift (five hours instead of eight)#sooooo gotta get rested up for the next three (or more!) days#since ive been cursed with no social life and will always work saturday and sunday#so even though my current schedule ends saturday and the next week schedule will be released At Some Point for sunday onward#i have yet to have a sunday off so i am most likely working sunday again#like the job itself is rough and i dont think the pick up workers like me much but every other department seems v nice and chill#i will continue to write essays in the tags no one can stop me
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This is a call out post for your toxic behavior
...Ahem.
Thank you very much for the delicious lunch today. You looked - let me check my notes - very gender while preparing the food. Just the most mascufeminine aura while eating with me, a truly trans-a-gressive conversation and very nonconforming cuddles afterwards. Not a single binary to be found.
#I've learned that this is how you make a nonbinary persons day.#Intentional ungendering.#I shall do everything in my power to be an ally to my yingyang friend.#Thank you for the fanart. It made me choke on my tea. No comment.#I think you should draw Tim in your outfit today. Just leave out the beanie. It made you look very bullyable.#Everyone; don't sympathise too much with Mari. This is them making up for their repeated attempted murders earlier this week.#ask#personal#fanart?#fanart#I keep telling you that your 'friend' needs to step up his gane if he wants me to shut up#Also he can just not interact with me. I don't care.
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Behold! This absolutely incredible drawing of me as a Pokemon gym leader, drawn by my wonderful and incredibly talented friend Fen @salt-and-bramble 💙💙💙
I love it so much as a work of art and as a drawing of me and I'm using it as my profile picture everywhere now.
Fen did a wonderful job of - capturing lots of details that match up with things I actually wear (the heart gems I put on my forehead, my favorite top with the boob window, the galaxy print on my favorite dresses, the color of the glowy wheels on my skates), while also adding so many delightful little things that spark so much delight in my soul (the heart-shaped pupils, a much fancier design on my gloves than I currently have, the poi-pokeballs, a lil bit of embellishment on the cleavage) and. the hair.
Gods, the hair. Y'all have to understand - I've legit never seen a picture or depiction of my hair I've loved anywhere close to how much I love this. I've gotten a lot of compliments on my hair over my life, and despite historically really hating it, lately I've been figuring out ways to get it in a state where I can appreciate it myself, which has been a slow and strange process. But when I first saw this drawing, I felt like I understood for the first time what people are seeing, when they look at my hair and tell me it's beautiful. (When I told Fen this, they said I have the curls of the ocean... ;-; this has stuck in my head, and I think of it when I look at my avatar or my hair.) And the action lines in the rest of the piece really enhance the wave vibes...
it's just so perfect ;-;
#there's more to the story of how this image came to be and why the comment about smarthome bullshit and the other people involved#but - I'll be posting that later#because I've been writing this post in my head for the last several weeks and today it finally came out like this#and the perfect should not be the enemy of the good#and I know I've already said this but#thank you so much Fen#I love this I love you I'm so so so glad you're a part of my life#these last 2 months have been horrible but your support has made them so much more manageable#and this picture was one of the purist and brightest spots in that darkness#and it means the world to me#💙 💙 💙#personal#art#gym leader sona saga
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Triage: Initial Thoughts
Hello! Venus back at it again with the 4-5 AM theory time! This time we’re looking at Shidou’s second MV, Triage!
I’m going to be going through my various thoughts on everything as usual, going point by point to analyze each thing. I’ll be referencing Triage, his first MV Throwdown, and the always-fast audio drama translation by @onigiriico!
Alright, let’s do this!
Shidou’s kids died immediately, but his wife had a chance to live.
I’m basically just going to give a quick play by play of what I think happened in the video.
Surprise, Shidou has kids! And a wife, but we figured that already. They’re all very cute and all until they fade out like ghosts pretty early on. Before that happens, though, I think that, chronologically, the opening sequence of Shidou walking with some groceries happens first.
He’s just going about his day, walking around, having a great time. He’s intending to take stuff back to his family and cook dinner or whatever he usually does that we see in the cute scenes.
Then, though, he gets a phone call. He answers it (this is the untranslated “Kirisaki desu” part; please let us know if you find a full translation of what he says on the call there!) and we move on to the next scene. However, later, at 1:57, we hear the line die. I think that this is probably Shidou getting a phone call from the hospital. He sounds casual in his initial response because he probably assumes it’s work related, but once he hears what happened, he drops the line and immediately heads over.
I think Shidou’s kids must have died immediately because of Throwdown. Throwdown has absolutely no references to his kids (though he does mention liking children and stuff like that in his first audio drama, which now kinda stings) and, were he also trying to save them, I’m sure there would’ve been at least some references.
I think it’s far more likely that, whatever happened, both his kids died immediately, but his wife was in a condition where he could still try to save her. That’s when Throwdown occurs. Shidou probably focused intensely on trying to save his wife as a way to cope with the death of his children. Then, after his wife officially died, it really hit him that he had nothing left, and he was forced to process it. That’s when he started feeling all the guilt and wishing for death.
This isn’t really relevant, but my best bet is a car crash. It seems like a likely and viable way that his kids could’ve died instantly while the wife could’ve kept living. As a minor note on that, he’s also walking back with groceries, which could indicate that someone else (the rest of his family) might’ve had a car. I don’t remember if Shidou mentions anything about driving or anything like that at any time, but if I had to call a method of death right now, that’s what I’d go for.
NOTE: I do want to disclaim this by saying it’s also possible that one of his kids was the flower person in Throwdown. He gives a receipt to one of his kids, so that could make some sense. I need to go back and compare the flower person in Throwdown with the people in Shidou’s family now that they have appearances. I also need to reread his first audio drama; he says something about it being fitting that Es is judging him, which could check out if his crime relates to trying to save his kid instead. If I am wrong and it was one of his kids that he was trying to save, then everything about what I’m saying still checks out; just swap everything I say about his wife with one of the kids.
Shidou purposefully showed us the least forgivable parts of his crime in Throwdown.
Looking back on it, Shidou painted himself in an awful light in Throwdown, and I’m sure it was intentional. After all, he was trying to get us to give him a guilty verdict. If you say that a prisoner like Muu might have been altering what part of her story we received in order to get her desired verdict in the first round (innocent), Shidou could absolutely do the same thing with a guilty verdict.
He doesn’t show us any of the context of his loved ones and how much he loved them; that was all stuff we had to read between the lines of. We see him butchering plant after plant only to end in horrific failure without ever seeing him succeed at anything surgical. (He still should’ve hypothetically been saving lives while doing all of this; it’s not like he was ONLY killing people.)
He even shows us the horrified reactions of the loved ones of patients he killed. I can only imagine that he would do that if he was trying to spark a negative reaction in us.
In contrast, this MV is very straightforwardly showing how the day he lost his family went for Shidou and directly examines what verdict Shidou wants (more on this later). I think, therefore, that this is probably a much more honest view of the situation than Throwdown, at least in terms of how Shidou perceives the truth.
Shidou is constantly plagued by the guilt of what happened.
The simplest way to explain this is with this image:
When showing Shidou’s family turning to ghosts, he views the man that he used to be as dying with them. Shidou, as he was, is dead. Still, what happened clearly still impacts him. That’s pretty obvious, but I’m talking down to the details. He mentions kids and liking them in both of his audio dramas. Further, take this lovely image:
Pancakes. Shidou made pancakes for his kids. In BOTH Minigrams 3 (Pancake) and 24 (Pancake: a Second Trial) Shidou is directly shown talking about pancakes and their relation to children. He really wants Amane, the young child, to try some. It seems like he used to make pancakes for his kids before they died. He’s very clearly not recovered in any sense. That’s not surprising, but it’s still something to point out.
Triage takes place almost entirely before and after Throwdown.
That sounds a little confusing, but all I mean is that Throwdown is completely isolated from this MV. Some parts of this MV happen before the events of Throwdown; those are the ones featuring Shidou’s wife and kids, as well as the ones where he simply looks younger. The other parts are clearly looking back at the same time frame, but are from Shidou’s present perspective, here in Milgram. Those are the ones where he reflects on his verdict or directly addresses what verdict he wants.
Most directly, I think the part at 2:14 indicates this. Shidou, looking back on the death he caused (knives in the pomegranates and other food, dead flowers, receipts from the surgeries that we also saw in Throwdown), says “I want to be INNOCENT / I want to live.” That’s him, in the Milgram prison, right now, coming to terms with the fact that he actually, genuinely wants to live right now.
In the audio drama, he’s clearly conflicted. He still says that he wants to die, that he wants to atone for his sins and that dying is the only way he can make it up to the people he killed. He also, though, says that, at least for right now, he wants to live. Futa and especially Mahiru are on death’s door, and there’s no telling what other injury might occur. He believes he’s essential to saving lives within the Milgram prison (and I think he’s 100% right).
He even directly references this in the song lyrics, talking about “extracting the fang.” The fang is clearly Kotoko, given that Milgram has referred to the damage Kotoko does with fang imagery before and given that that’s what he’s currently healing. He has to be the one to save them because he’s the only one who can; as a result, to save lives, he has to care about his life right now. While he’s still unsure of what final verdict he wants, he knows that he needs to stay alive, at least going into trial 3.
VOTE: INNOCENT
Personally, this one’s a no-brainer. Es theorizes in the audio drama that Shidou only harvested organs from braindead patients, and though he never outright confirms it, based on his responses, it seems to me like that’s true. That means his crime isn’t as severe as we initially thought it was.
Additionally, he’s right; he is indispensable to us right now. He outright says in the audio drama that if he stops giving Mahiru care, she’ll die, whether or not anything else happens to her. That basically tells us that voting Shidou guilty means Mahiru dies. That’s not good, and I’d rather avoid prisoner death when we think it’s possible.
I also just don’t think it’s smart to change verdicts on him here. If we decide that, after all is said and done, we can’t forgive Shidou, we should do that with the third verdict. Here, we want to leave both options open. Right now, Shidou is torn between wanting to live and wanting to die. If we switch to guilty, we’ll ruin any chance he has at recovering a will to live and a will to atone through any means other than death. If we want to preserve the option of forgiving him in the end, I think we have to forgive him here. We can debate whether his actions were forgivable or not in the last round.
#admin venus#milgram#ミルグラム#kirisaki shidou#shidou kirisaki#milgram theory#i'd like to apologize if this is incoherent#i moved around a bunch of paragraphs and i don't wanna proofread rn#i have to pack and go home for spring break tomorrow and it's already 5 am#the lights only just came back on recently#it's been a power out for a while over here which is why the other admins were talking about battery so much#also the mv didn't have english subs right at the drop so we watched in french for a hot minute#that was fun#also apologies if i'm too much of a shidou apologist but legit i feel like his crime is at least extremely understandable#and he does genuinely seem to want to help#the audio drama made me emo though ngl#like... oh... THAT'S why you were commenting on Es being a kid and all that so much...#i lost my train of thought. anyways have your initial thoughts#i'm gonna try to get the futa/mu/shidou full theories up over the next week or so cause break
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Current Ninjago *wip* Projects List
Ninjago Arena: Ninjago but a Mortal Kombat game animation project
NRB: Ninjago but i wrote a bad rap battle or like 3
Darkleys Graduation: I made darkleys more serious and whatnot
Animatics: Dont be Sad -Tate McRae (Morro) Rockstar - CallmeKarizma(Jay) Thot -Tokyo's revenge(Llorumi critical/joke)
Art Projects that will take me 20+ hours to finish feat: Overjay au, Overlord Possesion type study??, Post-Possesion au(art and writing) Ninjago: WhatIf (art+writing). Other long ass art starts
For all the people who didn't ask why i keep disappearing or why i mention a project you've never heard of. There's a lot. And I'm not even including the 17fic backlog. Ufkbfkabfakb.
Feel free to ask about any of these, I just answer asks slowly because of anxiety around disappointing people or just not having an immediate response. Or if they're compliments i just save them for encouragement.
#ninjago#coffee speaks#coffee doodles#sketch#coffee wips#ninjago au#This post is fucking massive buts its interest how i manage to not juggle any of these properly#arena is the most fleshed out its just time consuming and i think i hate the animation process but like animations yknow??#same with the animatics...i pick them up once every 2 weeks but with the exception of 'thot' they're all like 1200 frames#and i animate on 8 frames a second for my peace of mind#the rap battles are coming along slowly...they rhyme they just don't burn the way i want them to. I wanna make a server but social anxiety#the last group project i was in Ninjago: Master of abridgedzu fell apart because there wasn't any real order to the thing.#the writing team vs the VA team was vastly different. And i loved every fucking session even the ones never posted#maybe ill di them out of my files and post but most of the mods from that server became inactive like a year ago so i don't know#if im allowed to just post that yknow.#I wanna bring it back but it needs structure that i can't provide by myself.#If you made it to the bottom of this wall of text comment one of these ^-^ so i can be your friend lmao bye#coffee art
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sometimes a piece of art uses imagery that is important to the person making the art and it differs from the traditional usage of that imagery. you may even have a different personal interpretation of it that is not shared by the artist or the traditional meaning. this is important to know and learn.
#i appreciate comments on my work. but no my art about breaking destructive thought cycles made by ocd -#- is not saying i think death is the answer nor do i need encouragement to keep holding on to things that hurt me#i know media literacy is the topic of the week but please at least consider the tone of the work itself and think about it -#- if you feel it challenges your initial perspective. its art. you are supposed to think about it. thank you#not art
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I would also like to second the YouTube comment. I just subscribed and I am so inspired by your save file and lore and it makes me so excited to play the game again, you made it feel so alive and full.
ahh thank you!!! it is so good to hear this type of thing, honestly! <3 it’s so exciting that my channel can be that for people.
#sillee little thoughts#asks#lularose#and yeah do expand on what i said earlier#esp right now when ive been pretty bummed about the channel and stuff#which is objectively weird like i hit 10k i should be so excited!#but between the game giving me a hard time making it impossible for me to really record without major frustration#and then my last two videos preforming pretty terribly#it’s reeeeally easy to get down on yourself#i think other youtubers have talked extensively about this but youtube ranks your upload 1-best preforming 10-least#and it is genuinely so bad for the mental in a way i did not realize.#i get sad when it’s a 4/10 or lower so for one to be a 10/10 and a 9/10 this week#made me WAY more upset than pixels on a screen should ever have the power or ability to make me#anyways i’m rambling!#my point is that it means a lot to read the comments and the actual words from people#bc the numbers don’t matter the fact people enjoyed it does :)
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oh my god my editor for this fic is the slowest editor that has ever existed
*i am the editor for this fic*
#the problem is i dont know how to end a story so i write and i write and i write#and it's been a week#and i'll no doubt write even more if i hate the ending when i get down to it#i live in a constant state of not wanting to forget a stupid comment made by either tommy or ellie#and if i read through it a billion times to make sure i have everything i'll see a spot where i can make one of them say something else#i prommy its coming#its oddly so connected to graceland too which was not the plan at all but i guess somewhere in my mind while i slept#i was like tommy & ellie graceland too arc#and now i have that in my mind#so my silly fluffy fic turned into something i actually cared about a lot more#because graceland too is special to me#graceland too tommy & ellie arc right before the kyoto joel & ellie arc#anyway theres your obligatory update#its still coming im just slow
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I stayed up till like 4 last night writing and woke up remembering I wrote a little thing for the Dad Sigma AU again and went to proofread it.
And all the author's note says is
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#4am me just wanted Sigma#4am me got distracted from Hollow Halls#Still reworking the draft but progress is being made slowly ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#Might not get the double chap out but I am working on both chap 4 and 5 so who knows#I'm back on my feet and very eager to make up for lost time ( `・ω・´)9#Thank you for the comments btw I'm doing better now so no worries (。•̀ᴗ-)✧#And thank you so much for your patience! Hope everyone is having an awesome week! (。・ω・。)ノ♡#Flurry chats✦
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today someone saved Snakes and Lattes to a reading list entitled “F*ckers who will never update :)”
and that was it.
that was the spite fuel i needed to open up the neglected word doc.
#that and the stray readers who recently discovered the fic and liked/commented enthusiastically on every chapter#i hit a wall but i think maybe i can just walk around it?#it was a mix of very lowkey winter blues (winter in my side of the world)#and a mean comment someone made somewhere online about the story being a confusing slog#which honestly is fair#there's a lot of little details you need to remember for it to make sense#and if i'm only updating once in a blue moon#then it for sure can become a confusing slog#anyway#isn't it quite powerful how one negative comment can sort of keep you from soaking up every good comment you've ever received?#it only lasted a while but that was quite a potent anti-motivation spell!#anyway anyway#i think i'm back#i'm suddenly sitting up in bed at 3am writing down ideas for fic/fanart again so that feels like being back#hope you're all keeping well#if you made it this far and you can be bothered please comment your favourite tea flavour#mine is toffee oolong milktea#i used to order it every week from gong cha until it was discontinued </3#harney and sons hot cinnamon sunset!!#that's a close second :)#........#the irony of this tag section being another Confusing Slog is not lost on me#snakes and lattes fic#cinnamon irl
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i'm so glad i won't be working with my pi after this month. i think i've reached my limit. i just can't deal with her anymore
#she said 'oh idk if i can make it to your thesis'#SHE IS ON MY THESIS COMMITTEE. SHE'S KNOWN ABOUT THIS FOR A YEARRRRRR#she said she might be on vacation w her bf... instead of going to my fucking thesis defense.#there was a special vote just so she could be on my committee. wdym you have to go on vacation#ALSO i've been asking her to check my calculations for a thing for MONTHS#and she still hasn't. but she made me present on it in front of a bunch of people.#i'd like to note that this calculation is like. the point of my thesis. and she hasn't even bothered to look at it#she forced the interns to work 50 hours last week. they're only being paid for 40.#she hasn't read any part of my thesis... others have but they don't know the details like she does#i told her to read my fucking thesis and she said she had and that it 'looked good'#what does that mean. WHAT does that mean. how do you have no comments. on my thesis. that determines whether i graduate#and then she said i'm ''irresponsible'' bc i went to a concert???#like it didn't affect anything. i showed up to work on time. i completed everything i meant to.#but i guess going to one concert is like. unacceptable.#i'm sooooo sorry i decided to go have fun for one night instead of agonizing about my thesis (that again. she hasn't read)#she asked if i want to give a talk at the new place she got hired at but she now works for fus#which is a incredibly conservative homophobic private catholic university. i've never heard anything positive about it#like they're legally allowed to discriminate against lgbt people... does she know what i fucking look like????#she's so so conservative but she only interacts with other conservative catholics#and doesn't understand how fucking vile her views are. and she wonders why people don't like her#like maybe she should shut the fuck up about how she thinks abortion is a sin at work!!#she once said 'the only time i feel uncomfortable in my skin is when i talk about being a conservative catholic at work'#AND THEN SHE SAID 'it really makes me understand how hijabis feel'#IN FRONT OF MY HIJABI COLLEAGUE. HELLO???? like she is not persecuted for being a conservative catholic#i literally started laughing when she said that. i think i said 'please get real'. and she's still mad#anyway. my colleague decided to no longer work with my pi. idk if it was bc of that comment#she mentioned that once i leave there won't be anyone who understands the data on the project anymore#like yeah. maybe you should've looked at the data. like at all#and not had an unpaid master's student do literally all the work for you
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hey there's a lot of shit out in the world but like. there's also 300k fanfics written as labours of love and exuberant comment threads on art that point out and gush over little details and there's people who spend hours sewing tiny details on their cosplays and there's fragments of poetry that get shared over and over and bring emotions over and over and there's entire communities of people built around 'we loved a story together' or 'we made a story together' and there's people poring over every line in a work and building theories together and there's getting together with your friends to have ridiculous fantasy adventures every week and yeah. there's some good stories here too yknow.
#text post#my post#yes this post was made immediately after d&d when i am emotional about the absolute fucking luck and joy of getting to do this regularly#but like#yknow not to quote the 11th doctor on you but it's TRUE we are all stories in the end#anyway i've been listening to lilli furfaro's stories a lot can you tell#just like. art and people and shared story and yeah#i got like three ao3 comments from the same person last week cause i'd left a comment on their work#and like. we don't know each other we've never met but now we've gone through each other pages and realised we feel the same way about this#and we have made each other smile with comments multiple times over the last week. that's fucking wild#like you know you watch a cosplay video and you see how many people and how much love and how much togetherness has gone into it#you recommend a book to a friend with your favourite passages underlined#you take part in a fic exchange and you make each other cry with words#you watch your friends roll dice and have emotions and fight and succeed and fail and you build a world together#idk idk i'd say i'm too emotional about this but i think i am the right amount of emotional actually#as lilli furfaro said. stories stitched together are how families are born
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it feels like only creepy old men are ever attracted to me i must be cursed or something
#theres one guy whos like 70 in the show and several weeks ago he made snide comments to me about my acting#and then tonight i was back stage zoning out and he came up to me and said your hair is beautiful in a way that made me veeeeery uncomfy
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just saw that there's a monster in the hull update and realized i'd missed three of those........this + the audio are such treats giggling and kicking my feet about it fr. going to leave a comment on the fic itself but in the meantime needed to drop a letter on here to say i love the way you write billie--her loneliness, her thoughtfulness, distrust of yet attraction to emily and everything she represents........not to mention the way she's haunted by daud, the longing for a life she can't fathom and will never have !!! society if everyone gave billie the complexity she deserves. and your banter and prose are stunning as always lord everything abt this fic is so good. bringing wine to you on the deck to drink together about it in spirit and yes pun intended
🙏😭 thank you so so much I don't know what to say! that's amazingly kind of you ♥ its a genuine pleasure to like. double down on themes and nuance and less popular characters and just like. idk. trustfall into the fandom that there's people with taste like you, and you can invite them onto your metaphorical deck for wine and meaningful looks 🍷♥♥♥
re: billie - no one else in the dh universe comes close to whatever she has going on
hiding my thoughts about writing dh2 billie >
there's so much material to her!
i thought i'd never write for dishonored 2 (not derogatory - its my favourite game). its undoubtedly linear & doesn't have the mystery or grit of dh1 IMO.
but i saw lapin post that billie & emily comic, and i saw a few other people i respect mention billie/emily and it had me rotating them until the abjection/emily-monster thing clicked and then it was downhill from there
but there's more to think about - what billie has been doing with herself, how she feels about daud & the whalers at this point in her life, her relationship with sokolov (god.a separate rant), her history in karnaca & dunwall, emily's place in the empire and how that fits into billie's story, her lifelong revenge arc, and comparisons between jessamine & deirdre.
like. when you consider billie's perspective you realise how fucking badass she is for going back to dunwall. she not only did it scared she did it scared for her life. suicidal level flimsy disguise trapped in a tin can with your enemy. etc
PLEASE tell me if you ever decide to post that daud & billie fic you mentioned a while back :O
#asks#corpseprince my beloved <333#thinkin bout your one-day fic. daud and billie are SO difficult to write#not simply father daughter but like. the suicide pact vibes they have and the all consuming nature of dauds bonds#and there's a strong running tension between them#not to mention neither being the type for feelings#the more 'dishonored fandom friendly' fics im working on i've deprioritised recently#yuri on the way <3 there was a deficit anyway!#mostly excited for brigmore smut#if i may bitch on your lovely post (sorry). if you cbf with that stop reading here#idk. it keeps happening#so i post a chapter. maybe get 2 kudos that week#which is nice and i smile every time im stoked to see readers around#but then one or two days later some unpleasant fucko on tumblr has taken one of the ideas i put in the new chapter of my fic#and turned that into a low quality textpost like it was their idea. it gets a heap of notes#and its always a *highly specific* idea after i posted it. and i know what the fandom is talking about broadly so it sticks out#i dont mind at all when its like mutuals or people who have commented or talked to me then its more like 🤝#like. someone who doesnt appear to have ever interacted with me or the fic#im not trying to flatter myself by saying theres no chance its a coincidence. but its offputting as hell#backhanded signal of success? bestie thats my meta post but you made it worse <3#so my focus rn is niche-r stuff for smart cool people with taste#THE RAMBLING. *tops up your wineglass if you made it this far*
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