#you're not exactly hiding it.
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roadtrips suck
#it's one of those nights again#you're back.#i didn't want you here#i thought it'll get easier to forget. since you're gone anyway.#your dumbfuck speech patterns. and annoying fucking voice.#i thought i killed you already#yet here you are back again.#i keep finding you in the worst fucking places. the few fucking places i thought i could forget about you in.#and it's one of those nights again.#just when i thought you're gone#my head conjures up your annoying face in my dreams#how do i get rid of you#when everything i found as an escape i keep wanting to go back and show you#though i know you wouldn't care.#you're not exactly hiding it.#same excuses every time. we both know it's a lie#but so what? if you bothered enough to lie#it means you're bothered enough by me to feel the need to#I just wish you'd at least tell me to fuck off to my face. Rather than whatever this is.#i kept. trying. yknow? i thought I'd be able to meet more like you.#fucking hell#what is wrong with me#hey lion. i wish i had never met you.#i hope i get to see you a little longer in another life
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Is this a mysteriously exciting way of flirting between two immortal beings?
#come on logan just admit that you're attracted to wade#you aren't exactly hiding it well#everyone around them can feel how thick the tension between them is#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#wade wilson#james logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#peanutbub#old man yaoi#imagine your otp#otp prompts#writing promt#marvel memes#mcu avengers edits#ryan reynolds#hugh jackman#deadpool x wolverine#mischievous thunder
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also sorry but you don't feel that specifically guilty and like a fraud about not coming out to your best friend unless you're in love with them. it's straight out of the lgbt handbook
#cause not telling them is you actively hiding a factor that could be a huge influence on your relationship#good or bad it feels like you're taking away their right to choose what their relationship with you is#thats exactly what bucks describing in that scene#911 spoilers#evan buckley#buddie#eddie diaz#911 abc
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Dana is a really interesting character because she shows one very realistic version of what it's like to live with severe anxiety - a version that I have NEVER seen in a story before.
You can't tell by looking at her that she has an abnormal degree of anxiety. She'll tell you, but it's still hard to conceptualize, because she acts so confident. But I've had people say that about me - that I seem chill. And on the inside, I am nervous like 75% of the time. You get good at hiding it, but that doesn't mean it goes away.
We see her so freaked out in episode 4 that she's taking as-needed anxiety meds for it - and lemme tell you, if her 'it's bad enough to need more meds' point is anything like mine, that implies she might have been bordering on too anxious to function, which is a really high bar for those of us with chronic disordered anxiety. Mine tends to be along the lines of 'prolonged inability to breathe and/or move.' But you wouldn't think it was that bad, watching that scene, because she is a master of functioning through it. Just like me.
#if you know me you are probably thinking 'who the fuck thinks Hylian is chill?!?!' not anyone who knows me well but apparently strangers#sometimes get that impression#it's so hard to deal with this when it feels like people don't see or understand what you're going through - even when you tell them#they don't GET it. the only people who get it are people who've been through it.#i bet dana knows exactly what it's like to stand in a crowded room and feel alone because she can hardly breathe and no one notices#maybe that's why she's so open about it - because hiding it hurts so much#brilliant minds#brilliant minds spoilers#and near the end of e4 she did the 'i'm fine' thing to the other interns and oooh i know that feeling it hurts so much
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December 17 & 18 - Anniversary (Inside & Out)
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15
16 | 17 & 18 | ...
Technically Chapter Art, Link below cut:
#rottmnt#rise fanart#rise of the tmnt#rise donnie#ao3 fanfic#sorry this took me so long#and that this is so much darker than the rest of my december art#been fighting my mean little mental demons#it just be like that sometimes#exactly one year ago i started my very first fanfic#and i just had to push myself to update it no matter what#anyway... sorry dec 19 & dec 20 will be shoved together too and then i'll be back on track ;u;#if you're still reading i love you#ok bye <3#*hides from social media for the next 24 hours*#teidoodle#tei's dec23
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#reblog if you believe balin K N E W#he looks at him like 'bilbo you don't need to tell me anything ok..? i may be old but these eyes still work quite well'#'and he felt the same about you dear lad'#bilbo can't even verbalize his feelings and thoughts -- he can just nod in silence and hide his grief behind a smile#i don't know if you've ever found yourself in a situation in which you want to confess everything but something inside you stops you#it's like you're on a cliff and you can foresee how everything is going to change if you do so your body and brain pull you back#it's a fine line between wanting to get caught and still being scared of not being able to take those words back once said#this is exactly what it looks and feels like -- and bilbo realises sometimes you don't have to say anything 'cause everyone knows#the hobbit#hobbit#bilbo#bilbo baggins#thorin#thorin oakenshield#bilbo/thorin#thorin/bilbo#bilbo x thorin#thorin x bilbo#bagginshield#martin freeman#richard armitage#the battle of the five armies#battle of the five armies#botfa
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"when did destiel sex happen for the first time?" i love that i'm living so far in my own obscure deluded doomed by the narrative canon-compliant version of surprisingly wholesome but tragic destiel that the only right answer isn't even an option on polls: stanford era.
#deancas#it's like.#you're in a car with an ugly old angel and he looks at you like he has loved and known you for years but you just met#and he wont tell you that he's hiding something from you but he's hiding something from you#and he reaches over and you let him hit bc you're lonely and he's saying all the things you wish your father told you#like he discovered a belief in a future where you'll have eye crinkles and your brother at your side and a home with your own bedroom#and you feel your heart taking root in your body until one day you wake up with a headache and no memory of him or the past 2 months at ALL#and you never have time to wonder about it bc its october 2005 and you have 327 episodes of horrors ahead of you#and they all happen exactly like they do on screen. destiel was real but it was also dead before the story even started#(other than that they only had sex in purgatory which dean came to regret bc it made him realize he's not into cas like that#and he had only invited him to his benny fuckfest bc they're friends and it seemed rude not to)#and dean never ever learns that they once were lovers. and for cas there's nothing to remember bc it hasnt happened to him yet#its beautiful. to me.#also slightly embarrassing for me as a person but nevermind that
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sometimes twists in stories get you by being smarter than what you expect from their genre.
#like yeah I suppose I'll suspend my disbelief of how illogical it is for the love interest to fall head over heals for the MC on the first#page because this is a YA adventure romance whatever#then it turns out the love interest was pulling a long con and you're like !!!!! I KNEW IT!#(I did not but only because I was resigned to a much dumber and less interesting storyline based on my previous experiences and expectation#which honestly really tracks and that is exactly how authors should be playing readers excellent job!!!)#mias reading#miaing#i just think it's really neat. to hide your twist in plain sight BY the genre conventions#almost as if the author also has beef with that trope and decided to use it for good#excellent excellent taking notes on your moves ma'am
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joyce deciding that her family needs to leave hawkins because it's not safe, there's something broken in this place, something dangerous, and then the slow zoom in on mike specifically getting left behind. i love this brand of "how didn't I see that the first time?!" plot twist foreshadowing
#manifestation theory#it's shot exactly like season 2 and makes no attempts to hide it so you're MEANT to notice it#but not what it MEANS#ugh. cinema#st posting
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man. lark was already such a jenny from thebes character but after this last episode...i don't even NEED to make a playlist for her we can just all go listen to that album
#motorcycle and everything.......#is anyone with me here. the overlap btw my friends who listen to midst and my friends who listen to the mountain goats is exactly zero#midst#midst podcast#midst spoilers#once you commit to a turn you're gonna have to follow through! hide your face when the splash comes it's the only thing you can do!#and just when you think you've learned how to forget you find it's just the ones who haven't risen to the surface yet!#absence after absence keep this place secure! this will be the last time i do this i'm pretty sure!#you're gonna have to watch for the signs you're gonna have to learn how to read!#nobody's gonna hand you a flashlight you're gonna have to steal what you need!#i could keep going.
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Something something about Spinel, Friede and Amethio, and how Spinel gets people to follow him through deception, while the latter two do so with honesty.
#as a follow up to my previous post. thinking about the three of them and their similarities and contrasts and.#anyway. spinel and friede both similar. yet friede is a natural leader and just has that charm that makes people follow him and respect him#and spinel does not ww he manipulates people into getting on board with him#the gradual thing of: honesty (amethio). deception (spinel).#friede is kind of in the middle. he used to omit information in chapter 1#(forgetting but also because i think he didn't want to worry others needlessly as the leader etc..)#he is getting better though. now he shares info openly.#and i think. amethio is close to friede when it comes to leading people#maybe he'll get on his level someday. but he already has zir and conia following him because they genuinely like him#he has these honorable and honest sides to him that make people stay. kinda like friede#i want spinel's backstory /now/. give it to me. what is his issue#i tend to imagine the opposite of some of friede and amethio's traits for him#so if friede makes friends easily and impact people positively#i feel like maybe spinel was just isolated. maybe even disliked. perhaps his smile was called creepy. he only had eevee etc#(at least it's easy to push these concepts in this direction for fanworks)#it's soo interesting to think that spinel specifically hit where it hurt for amethio#as in getting gibeon to lose his trust in him.. taking that away. is it envy.. or something else#is there anything you're hiding and not sharing with us spinel.. do you have issues pertaining to family maybe#i really hope that spinel's va comment about 'i look forward to knowing what kind of person spinel really is' will come into fruition tbh#we don't have the full picture yet.. i still don't know exactly what kind of character he is beneath it all#friede#spinel#character notes
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𝗚𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘂𝗰𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗸 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗽 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗲𝗱. This, beyond being a testament to his softer heart, his rather sizable well of care, is a consequence of his time shared with Mystra. Being a worshipper, a follower and lover both to the mother of magic, Gale is far more familiar with giving than receiving. A tremendous deal more. Beyond those illusions of love, Mystra granted him nothing, and whenever she was troubled, even sour or short, it was Gale, doting Gale, who would smooth it out. In truth, short of the stars, he had offered her everything. His whole life to boot. Still, living for some years prioritizing Mystra, Gale's grown notably reluctant to ask for help. It's why, when strapped with the netherese orb, newly blighted and rotting to death, he'd sooner clamored in his tower than look to friends. He's loathed to show his folly, of course, and is far from a fan of stirring worry, but with Mystra, any ask he'd made was resolutely shunned, and from his lover, his deity, that left its mark. Gale--a giver, a man that wants to hope but doesn't dare to--is not a man to ask for anything. If ever he does, the ask is comically small, and even then, he expects to be denied almost immediately. Consequently, an eager kindness leaves him floored. Gale can read displeasure. (See: Mystra.) Gale's trained to soothe it, too. Yet, when confronted with the novelty of that same generosity, your resident Gale of Waterdeep is like a fish out of water.
#HEADCANON.#This hit home because I know too intimately what Gale went through.#God. It sucks. Gale is so attuned to Mystra and her periods of distance and#her cold demeanor.#He just learned to go right into tell me what I can do to make it better mode.#I think Gale isn't really the best at reading or catching social cues#but he's very aware when someone is upset.#He had to learn because god forbid he failed to recognize something and receive less warmth from Mystra#(she isn't exactly warm to begin with.)#she was just largely neglectful of Gale and Gale was convinced it was love#he showed so much of it and so much warmth and...kinda felt being chosen by her#was enough of an expression of love on Mystra's part (it isn't!).#Gale also only asking for help from YOU because he knows you deserve to know#because hiding it would be a danger to others around him.#Like Gale truly asked for no ones hand before the nautiloid incident. he had to be quite literally#torn from his life and freefall into another disaster before even asking for help#a small ask too. This man is like hey can I have your UTTERLY useless necklace so I don't die? i'm so sorry i'm such an inconvenience#fuck. Gale. Gale...baby....#Literally you go 'children shouldn't die' (arabella) and he's all you're such a decent person...i trust you#???? honestly. need i say more.#anyway idk if ill write much today beyond this. im DROWNING in work and i have to prep for an event tomorrow#so you can just frown with me about gale#Me writing about Mystra: wow theyre a lot like my abuser. 🥲🥲🥲🥲hauew..a..
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not my coworker who has been proudly proclaiming for the past few months that voting is useless and he’s never voted before coming in all shocked and dismayed about project 2025 and explaining it to us like its brand new information lmao. that’s what we’ve been talking about for a while…. welcome to the convo I guess.
#the funny thing is he’s probably still not going to vote#he just said he’s going to hide out in the countryside with his shotgun after the election 😭😭😭#like what???? wtf are you talking about????#it’s just soooo annoying to have shit explained to you that THE SAME PERSON had previously called stupid when you were talking about it#and he absolutely always mansplains shit he doesn't understand#like sorry i cannot stand people who learn One thing and decide they can explain it to everyone else#especially like. you are an ADULT and this is the first you're hearing of this?#that shows me you are so entirely disconnected from current events that your opinions are essentially useless#if you don't read the news i don't care about your opinions on the news???? no shit????#anyways. biden and trump are exactly the same. if you vote you're stupid.
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Did any other chubby musical theatre girls (or former girls cause I sure as hell am not one any more) have the specific experiance of never being cast in female lead roles for years because you were too fat, and then finally getting to do hairspray and being told you weren't fat enough to be Tracy.
#theater is better than film about fat but it still sucks#like i was always fat enough to be alternative and not an ingenue or romantic lead but not fat enough to be allowed to make it A Thing#im of course not saying that i had it worse than people who are fatter than me like fatphobia is horrible all around#but yeah this was such a cognitive disonance moment i remeber exactly the moment the director said it to me#i was 16 and it kind of shattered my world for a second cause i was like oh ok so whats all the bullying and self hatred been for#if the first time i can make being fat work for me you're just gonna say “youre not really fat”#theatre#hairspray#but yeah#its like the level of fat were you're supposed to pretend you can hide it#fucked up shame stuff#live from the musain
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so there's this place-
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#defunct I-95#doodles#i miss the I-95 and i don't know why but lol#//anyway fun thing about Day is the little keyhole thing is actually a fingerprint scanner#so that they can verify if you're supposed to receive whatever they're carrying in the little door thingy :))#//anyway if anybody's wondering why i'm making so many new characters it's because It Is The Time Of Year Where I Kinda Just Do That#every spring without fail! new beginnings? new OCs more like#i've considered giving some away but also i get really attached really fast ffvhsbhfj#yea i'm not gonna draw them again. yes they are IN my cranium and they are being very loud about it#//the story i've got so far is this though‚ it's pretty simple so :3 :#Day has a letter‚ a Very Important Letter. he doesn't know what it's contents Are exactly‚ but it's got a Very Important Stamp on it so it'#First Priorty !! unfortunately the recipient lives Far outside the city. like‚ cities away from the city. should be fine though‚ they were#designed for this :) but actually he's been hiding the fact that his leg has been damaged for quite a while now (or at least longer than#they should've been hiding it) but the parts they need aren't in production anymore‚ so it's not like he can just say he can't take it#so they take the only other obvious route and 'hire' someone to take them (more like Commandeer For The Use Of Postal Delivery Under The J-#and that's when he meets Pilot and they go and do things on their trip :D#so ye .u.#//ok i'm going to go and. do a thing#i don't rebmeber what it was but ay! ......#i think i was going to say something about inflatable pools but i don't know fvhfbsh#anyway !!! TOOdles :>>>
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hello fellow nickel hater btw bot for the character bingo
i love bot!! what a sweetie!!! i, like many, have gripes about testy and fan having made them - which, we can all admit, is rather silly - but in concept bot is so fascinating!!!!! i think the fandom has lots of good ideas for bot's origin... i should probably come up with one myself (which would probably in some way coincide with my idea of a meeple guy other than mephone hosting ii3). but yeah bot is nice. very cute :)
#melonposting#ask#ask game#soapfriendo#idk exactly where my little rewrite would take this#but we know mephone himself has had issues with people he trusted turning out to be robots#so as it is i find it kind of ridiculous that this whole bot situation could even happen with mephone as the host. why hasn't he gone insan#so yeah we have our new meeple guy as host!#and hm maybe this meeple guy left cobs and was inspired by mephone to make their own show#maybe they watched ii themselves? haha#and then maybe bow was their favorite character. so they themselves made a robotic version of her to compete in their challenge#and then meeple guy would be trying to hide that from them... like no you're totally bow!!!!!! what are you talking about!!!!!!!!!#i think that could be cool :) but that's just an on-the-fly idea of course#(combine this with the fans vs flops au and ii3 would be golden!!)
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