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pokimoko · 6 months
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Alright, I don't want to be a dick (and that's half the reason why I'm not answering this ask properly and censoring the user's name; I don't want to throw them to the wolves over poor wording), but I just have to say this: if you're going to send in an art request to me, please at least do me the basic decency of being polite about it. I am doing them for free and out of my own spare time, so I am under no obligation to make them if I don't want to.
The way this particular request is written feels like the equivalent of a 'please update' on a fic or like I'm some sort of AI art generator you're putting a prompt into, and it absolutely turns me off wanting to make art for you, which I won't be doing for this one. I'm sorry to be pedantic over phrasing, but I have to set some boundaries when it comes to requests, and this is one of them.
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standing-restart · 4 months
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My f1 spark has come back to me (as has my interest in writing explicit content) so here's the deal: I'm going to go through my inbox and select the asks I have inspiration for, and delete the ones that don't immediately spark joy.
You're more than welcome to submit a prompt and fill the inbox back up !
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doctorbrown · 8 months
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I still like—I find it so absolutely wild to believe that at the end of pt1, that Doc, a sixty-five year old man, has just been shot no less than six times in the chest at reasonably close range by a man brandishing an AK-47 just picks himself up off the ground like absolutely nothing is wrong and immediately is like yeah Marty, let me take you home and then I'm going on my thirty year jaunt into the future.
Like sir??
All that energy had to go somewhere and that somewhere is mostly into you. The fact that your vest caught some of those rounds, oof—
There's no way, especially not pre-rejuvenation. And especially not after you're probably contending with the world's worst headache after receiving that sudden influx of memories from the TP timeline (including, yes, the pain and ordeal of your death) that you're not even able to fully parse through and understand yet because of the way it'd overload your senses. Like, you need to be getting your ass home because you're going to have some nasty bruising, some incredible chest pain, and you're going to be incredibly sore. Hell, you probably should've had a fractured rib from all that; the last place you need to be going is 2015.
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delicatetaysversion · 1 month
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okay ventpost time im bored and my period is late
#my mother is leaving AGAIN#to stay with my father#bhai mujhe nahi rehna akele i don't want to parent my brother#i don't want to cook or stress about what to eat and clothes and laundry and literally buying vegetables every few days#well all these things are just surface level but i REALLYYYYY do not want to live alone with my thoughts#i want to study i can't just study on my phone with no adult mere sarr pe khade hoke asking ki itna tv#kyu dekh rahi hai kya hua class kyu nahi attend kari#kar liya try bhai call me immature and childish and pathetic and dependent and undisciplined whatever but mere bas ki baat nahi hai#also ooooh listen to my moms great solution: she'll stay there and dad will come!! to live with us two!! alone!! haha.#it's sk fucking sad and repetitively traumatizing ki i don't even know how to react#my sister is the only kid both my parents like when she stays home things are mostly calm and happy#they dote on her they tolerate us#and they should i love her too but now i feel like crying because i don't want her to stay back just for me??? my stupid mental health??#she's doing enough by staying here till rakhi just because i asked her begged her to not leave me alone mami ke side#she could've fucked off and gone to live her life 10 days ago#it's not fair#the person i love and want to live with.. if she stays she's miserable and her being miserable mskes me miserable#i just. i miss her so much. she already feels so distant and busy and then she'll go abroad and totally forget about me right#who doesn't need all this constant depression holding you back weighing you down when you're living your best life#i hate that there's no solution i just have to grow up and be okay with it#i already got more time with her than i thought she stayed home like 2 years extra cause of covid#3 actually#ab why am i crying it was a good day#also i don't want to make it all about me but like. idk when i was picturing my adult life i was thinking like#night clubs and gay bars and beaches at night#i never factored in real factors like the horrifying fucking country we live in 💀💀#it's just it was the only thing that kept me going the promise of a better future#but now what.#and like#it's feels so stupid now the fact that i sometimes want to like
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deadrlngers · 1 year
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no but thinking of violante's manic state following her murder of ruven and that sick game of association-replacement played by gortash where he acts just like ruven did, picks up some of his behaviours and mannerisms and speech patterns he specifically used with violante and that he knows of well bc he observed and studied them interact, so that he can fill up the now empty spot left by ruven's death.
#rena.txt#LIKE THE LAYERS. vio is visibly not. alright. it's all about 'i'm alone without him' so he plays a role. takes advantage of the weakness so#to devote her to him like she was devoted to ruven. vio could've killed for ruven and now more than ever she's a powerful asset to have on#your side. plus she showed she can and will kill. she took out the only person she cared for (in their twisted ways) in the world so she's#useful but dangerous. a double edged blade. no better moment than now that vio is so unstable and lacks purpose and a sense of community#to lure her on his side for his future plans. there's smth about the manipulation in it that makes me lose it like#i know this is what you desperately need rn and i know you know you will never have it back so what if i showed you i can be that thing#you're missing? that sense of loneliness is what he's pressing on the most. and the loss too. and vio notices ofc she recognises when he#speaks or acts in a certain way. she's aware but willingly letting his plan work bc god. she does miss ruven so sickly much and the comfort#in a lie is preferable to what's going on in her mind in that moment.#there's exploitation and there's a lil touch of loneliness on his side too and it's bitter to pretend to be someone else to convince her to#stay but he won't ever admit it. genuinely think that if vio didn't leave without saying a word his plan would've worked. she'd willingly#pretend he could replace ruven. it would hurt less probably#that devotion that could lead her to do great horrors...both her weakness and strength 👍 the illusion of free choice 👍#it's past 3am if i could elaborate better i would but i feel like i'm having visions at this point.hit me with a giant hammer so i can slee#i 🫶 toxicity in my characters dynamics btw
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heart of glass is a ford song but specifically the cover by mini mansions
#couldn't find it on spotify :[#'once had a love and it was a gas/divine' < hyperfixation being a form of love#bill is included in the hyperfixation and he is considered divine at first for his god-like status#obviously. all mentions of love are platonic#'soon found out i had a heart of glass/i was losing my mind' < do i need to explain#'seemed like the real thing only to find' < ford blaming himself for being manipulated by bill#'mucho mistrust love's gone behind' < mistrust needs no explanation#< 'love's gone behind' what he thought was a friend going behind his back#'in between what i find is pleasing and i'm feeling fine' < intitial start of the 'friendship'#what ford finds is a being that promises the answers he seeks. he's feeling good about this#'love is so confusing there's no peace of mind' < again platonic love#there's a part of ford that knows the way he's being treated by bill isn't right. but he doesn't know what the right kind of treatment is#'if i fear i'm losing you it's just no good you teas(ing) me like you do now'#< bill keeping ford in line with what he wants by threatening to leave if he doesn't#< 'like you do now' ford in the future absolutely hating bill with every fiber of his being + bill acting all buddy buddy with him still#'lost inside adorable illusion and i cannot hide' < do i need to explain this one (genuine question)#'i'm the one you're using please don't push me aside' < this line is just tragic :[#'we could've made it cruising yeah'#< 'we could have actually done what you promised. we could have acomplished great things together'#a lot of the lyrics they sing are shortened versions of the original lyrics so i just included the whole lines#anyway. uh. it's not on spotify :[
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your-turn-to-role · 2 years
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since i'm back in a vox machina headspace, at least for now, i'm looking back at all my old unpublished fic and, a) i may actually post some of these one shots i wasn't brave enough to originally
but more importantly b) for nano 2019 i wrote like 20-30k of a vm ava's demon au, didn't finish it, don't know if i will, but would people be interested in that if i polished it up a bit?
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tellmegoodbye · 1 year
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I've had some time to collect my thoughts after a couple of days so here they are even though nobody asked.
I really loved the finale. It was devestating, no doubt, but I think this is their best one yet and I absolutely loved how they handled it. There was so much grieving in this episode, not just from Carlos, but from Owen and Judd as well. But despite everything they chose happiness and the wedding ending up being beautiful and bittersweet and joyful all at once.
There has been the question of deleted scenes but there's really only one we've seen so far that I would have loved to see in the episode. Other than that, I'm just glad we get to have them all as extras. I don't think the wedding needed them though.
Another thing I'd like to add is that yes, sometimes storylines can feel rushed in shows where you have a lot of characters and especially if there are clear favorites within a fandom. There was a lot going on, but that doesn't necessarily mean any one character's storyline is less valuable than another's. I guess I'm speaking as less of a fandom member and just more as an enjoyer of the show if that makes any sense. I love all of the characters in this show, and while I would be lying if I said I liked every single storyline, that doesn't mean I wish they didn't happen. In this case, however, I loved all of the storylines and I think they all made sense together given the theme of this episode. I personally don't think any of them shouldn't have been there in favor of getting more wedding content.
Honestly, my only regret is not getting off of tumblr as soon as the final bts stuff started coming out. I'm pretty bad when it comes to guessing things so if I hadn't been aware of the theories I literally would have had no idea and it would have hit me so much harder. It still got me pretty good though.
Again these are just my opinions so feel free to ignore everything I say if you didn't feel the same. I'm happy though, and I'm going to continue being incredibly annoying about this show. ♡
#I'll just touch on this in the tags cayse more people have put this a lot more eloquently than I could#but in terms of the decision to kill of gabriel I know a lot of people feared two things#1) it was too close to the wedding 2) potential future storylines would take a hit#and if it had happened any other way I would have agreed with the second one#but the fact that we got that scene between him and carlos was really important#and they way it happened really opens the door for revisting this in the future#I would honestly be really surprised if they don't come back to this mystery because there's a lot of potential there#and speaking of potential I think we reallly started to see so much more of carlos and a side of his character that we've never seen before#him dealing with his grief and in the end chosing to allow himself to have his wedding#that moment between him and owen#I loved all of it and I know in shows like this it can feel like characters start to get stagnant but this is definitely not the case here#not just carlos but everyone else had moments this season that just showed us so much more of them#and it makes me excited for their character development and what future storylines will hold#anyway I think those are all of my thoughts#if you're going to say anything please be nice I don't really do well with negativity#I usually stay out of fandoms for actively airing shows because discourse isn't great for my mental health#but since y'all are like 90% lost shameless mutuals and 10% bots I feel safe enough to share my opinions publicly lmao#har rambles#911 lone star#weewoo rambles
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chiropterx · 2 years
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𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒.
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smoke escaping a dark alley. speckled lights up a skyscraper at night. the business of the morning rush to work.  the smell of freshly baked bread and pastries from bakeries in the early morning.  the crack of dawn walk of shame. lines of cabs and buses filling the main streets.  sunrise breaking over the skyline. neons flashing against brick. lightning bolt cracks in the pavement. sunset streaming through buildings.  a theatre district full of tourists and performers. night time rain hitting long glass windows. activity on every street corner. shattered glass littering the concrete. wind tunnels passing through a maze of buildings. churches nestled within high rises.  breakfast on a small balcony. sirens echoing and bouncing off the inner city walls.  dirty rivers breaking up the concrete jungle.  season changes:  burnt orange of autumn trees,  light white snow of winter,  midday sunshine of summer, blooming flower bushes in spring.  crystal canals littered with houseboats.  dusk falling and lights flickering on.  lightning striking the tops of skyscrapers.  vague reflections in the water of fountains.  cigarette ashes in the gutter. darkened and empty side streets.  lines of people and chatter outside of clubs.  fire escapes trailing down the sides of buildings. high ceilings in industrial studio apartments.  rainbow hues reflected in glass.  cityscape views from monuments.  a park oasis in the middle of the city.  new years fireworks lighting up the night sky.  airplane trails littering the sky.  polished corner offices.  strip club pamphlets strewn across the damp footpath. rooftop gardens. oil pools staining asphalt.  skyscrapers protruding thick cloud. helicopter spotlights.  litter piles surrounding dumpsters nestled down alleyways. window displays of designer stores.  streets lined with thin trees.  the contrast of the white paint and asphalt at crossings.  street views from the bathroom windows. lowlit bars permeating red light.
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searidings · 2 years
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how do you decide what books to read?
oh! i have many devious methods. i get recs from friends/family/mutuals, i plough through the entire works of authors who have written one book i've liked, i check rec lists e.g. on library websites or goodreads, and awards lists e.g. the man booker prize, but my fave way is to go and browse in a bookstore for 7 hours, scope out the books i'd like to read, write them down, then go home and borrow them from my local library (for free!!! support your local libraries kids!!!!) and THEN only if they're great will i keep a lookout for them in second hand stores and eventually get myself a copy
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spurgie-cousin · 2 years
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Karissa - you aren’t going to get a reality show not because of cancel culture but because you’re hateful views are not a vibe.
cancel culture = not being able to compare lgbtq+ folk to ped*philes or teach children that the earth is flat on national TV apparently
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shoechoe · 2 years
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What was the IHNMAIMS video game even trying to do with its ending section
#ihnmaims (1995) spoilers#i have no mouth and i must scream#not jojo related#rambles#it's like... a metaphorical place? you're transported digitally into AM's mind and there's like freud psychology shit?#why do the russian and chinese supercomputers look like bootleg jojo characters??????#the fact that there's living humans frozen on the moon is a pretty major thing to only actually include at the very end...#there's a lot of weird character inconsistency with the ending too#like how ted is stated to be a conman who lies about his wealth and status but then is stated to be actually affluent and popular#also benny's gayness being erased and ellen implied being into ted hurts me but what are you going to do ig#i would've taken the original vision of there being no good ending and just some endings that are better than others#than shoehorning in a bunch of info at the last minute and making a ''good ending'' that's rushed and confusing#i could make a whole rant about how this ending section and AM getting nerfed in the video game frustrates me tbh#yeah the video game is a very mixed bag to me#it has both things that i like better than in the book and things that really annoy me#what was done with the characters is FANTASTIC. the melodramas were excellent. the exploration into the dystopian future was fascinating#the gameplay is a design mess and a lot of aspects of the story felt annoying and unnecessary#but idk. theres something about the ending in particular that makes it feel less rebellious and interesting and more...#generic? sanitized? whatever it is it hits wrong#i just feel like it could've been... a lot better. it's frustrating because there is great shit here but it flops at the finish line#idk. am i the only one who feels this way#should've probably wrote this in the post instead of leaving it in tags but oh well lmfao#not an ihnmaims blog...... this is a jojo blog..........#shoe midnight media rambles
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I'm halfway to my goal weight!!! 🥳🥳🥳
#I totally understand why some people may feel uncomfy reading these kinds of posts so I'll be sure to tag this for that crowd buuuut#I've been actively making healthier choices for myself! I've been trying to be more disciplined which isn't always easy!#I've been putting in effort and now I'm seeing the results! And I deserve to celebrate that!#My goal weight = my pre-pandemic weight + like 1-2kg because I actually felt and looked much better after gaining some weight (initially)#but then we were in lockdown for almost 2 years straight and things kinda spiraled HAHA#I finally look more like myself again and I'm very excited going forward because my goal after reaching my goal weight is to then try and#build some muscles! 😼 and I actually feel like I can do it now! I've proven to myself that I can if I just believe in myself and try!#also getting a Fitbit was such a game changer lol#100% worth the investment if you're wondering#btw I started my journey in September so it will probably take me another 6 months but slow and steady wins the race ok 😤#the time will pass anyway! :')#and tbf I only go to the gym once a week for 2 hours atm 💀 but even that is something I honestly never thought I'd have the guts to do#idk WHY I was so intimidated to go lol bc I even made a new friend there 😭#anyway so much about the future feels scary and out of control when I actually think about it for more than 5 minutes#so it's great to feel in control of something? something important!#now if I could just...conquer my irrevocable sleeping schedule 💀 I'd be unstoppable lmao#speaking of which goodbye it's nearly 7AM aka time to lie in bed and think of tristamp lore that makes me feel anything but normal#until I pass out...I should read the manga 🤔#this is derailing quite quickly OJSJJS#weight mention#weight ment tw#ask to tag#personal#damn that's a lot of tags...I haven't made a personal post in a while here though! I missed my internet diary :')
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originalcontent · 2 years
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Night in the Woods and Pathologic 2 are literally the same game, beyond a few superficial contrasts in presentation there isn’t a single difference.
#this is a vaguepost @ my sister#it is a joke but also if you try to challenge this statement i WILL defend it#*ahem* in this game you play as someone returning to their small town after having left for college (which they did not complete)#the character is honestly great. sarcastic little shit who might stab you but has a heart of gold and is a hero of the people.#the town is a part of you but you're also separate. your home feels like it changed but maybe you're the one who's different.#the town itself is a character. the autumnal atmosphere is not only beautiful but also perfectly ties in with the story's themes of change#the central conflict to the setting of course being the tensions between the past/tradition and the future/progress#drastic measures are employed in order to fight back against all the inevitabilities of industrialization involving ancient powers that be#and you're left to unravel its secrets and address it in just under two weeks before more people get killed#the game is set around 12 days plus a prologue and an epilogue#anyway. you arrive in town and go to your parents house and get in touch with three childhood friends. nothing is the same as when you left.#day 1 will also slap you in the face with a murder mystery but it's far too early for the full scope of the story to be revealed#in the following few days you get to explore the town and choose which npc's to spend time with#the game is designed so that you never have the time to do everything. many events will be locked forever if you don't do them on given days#your character is brash and possibly even violent but still finds themself mentoring kids and showing kindness to strangers#you also talk with a number of older more engrained members of the community and learn about the town's history and spirituality from them#there's a stark contrast between the full and bustling streets vs the abundance of abandoned spaces and empty buildings#you'll also discover that your dreams are packed with meaning and symbolism and will sometimes even see you commune with supernatural forces#tensions will rise as you uncover more and more pieces of the mystery. this ultimately culminates in a journey into the earth below the town#your character visits the magical pit that resides there where you learn the final truths of the story and can finally put it all together#you make a fateful choice in hopes of saving the town and the game ends allowing you to wander it one last time to see the results#you can take your time and when you're ready to end the game you return to a stage you've visited so often for your final goodbyes#of course the similarities don't end there. the weather. the rats. earth/sky dichotomies. the discussions of labor movements.#the church conspicuously lacking any christian iconography. the giant animals as a representation of god but also not. the color palettes.#the human characters who look like stylized dogs and birds. the empty theater. man i could go on forever.#they even each have a side story where you play as a traveling scholar trying to unravel the secrets that lie beyond the veil of death#if i were a games youtuber i would make this into a 20 minute video with spliced footage from both games#for those who don't get the joke nitw has the coziest vibes my side of gaming despite its inherent sadness and patho2 is a survival horror
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littlepetbee · 2 years
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#people keep going on about how ~generous it is that my BIL lets me and my sister live in the house with him and his wife aka my other sister#and it's so hard not to be like 'UM IT'S MY DAMN HOUSE'#because um it's my damn house#me and my sisters have been planning to move out together for years...we just had to wait until we could swing it financially#and my sister is the one that bought the house and specifically got one with rooms for us#BECAUSE UM. IT'S MY DAMN HOUSE#IT'S NOT GENEROUS TO ALLOW ME TO LIVE IN MY OWN DAMN HOUSE JUST BC HE'S IN A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SISTER#they've been married for a month. romantically involved for a few more than that. have known each other just a year+ in total.#whereas we've all been sisters for 25 years HELLO#what...was he just supposed to kick us out??? ARE YOU INSANE??? is that truly how people view marriage and ~romantic shit??#THAT ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU'RE THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT MATTER AND IT'S GENEROUS TO NOT SEND YOUR WIFE'S SISTERS BACK TO AN ABUSIVE HOUSEHOLD???#sorry i know i'm yelling a lot i just hate people's view of marriage/commitment/romantic relationships with the burning passion of 1000 sun#i cannot BELIEVE that my aro ass is considered the abnormal one when everyone else is apparently sociopaths smdh#...ftr there are zero issues with my BIL...he's really great and wants us to be live-in aunties for the baby#and whenever they talk about moving in the future he's automatically factoring in space for us bc we're welcome until death do us part#if that's what we want#so yeah no problem with him just EVERYONE FUCKING ELSE#personal
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ideablog2409 · 7 months
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