#you'll pray for me?
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Now, don't judge the video until you watch to the very end.
I'm going to clarify if you things because I'm not posting the clarification video until later. But, this was after school drop off and I had to do a return on an impulse purchase I made thanks to ADHD.
And I get into Target and walk to the return counter. The lady at the counter was very lovely until, the screenshot start. So, pause the video and read the two screenshots.
It took me a couple minutes or so to get over the audacity. I was still going WTAF?! And, I knew for a fact that if I talked to a manager, I'd be stumbling over my words or looking like a deer in headlights and so, I needed to get my brain to square up.
But this part is legit and no lie. When I finally felt like I was going to be ready to find a manager, my stomach was not ready. It bubbled. I knew I had to poop, and I had to 💩 urgently.
There really was no way I was going to be able to hold it in and find a manager, and talk to them.
So, I rushed home so I wouldn't have to 💩 in a public restroom. So, I do intend to go back to Target. I do intend to find a manager and show him the screenshots and bring it up. Either this evening after my child's doctor appointment, or tomorrow after school drop off.
Because it's not okay to push religion on someone. And it's not okay to judge someone's religious stance just based on what they're wearing. I mean, what if I only bought this hoodie just because I like goats and legit had no idea who baphomet was?
I will however, be considerate and change my hoodie before I pick my child up from school. As well as when I take her to the doctor's appointment after. Plus, it's 70° f and a bit too hot to wear this hoodie anyway.
#goth#goth clothing#killstar#christians#baphomet#the audacity#what the actual everloving fuck#don't push religion#satan#satanism#praise satan#you'll pray for me?#only if you see the prayer out loud so everyone can hear and confirm my salvation#You know ma'am#I'm Catholic#So in the name of the father#the son#and the holy fucking spirit#let me pray for you too#sure you can pray#but it wont do you any good#because I'm going to hell anyway
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fwee top 5 things i had fun with this year :-)
#*begins talking to myself in my tags like a freak*#since reikoumi retired i have thought about zuka less than ever before in my zuka-knowing life. i used to think about REAL women EVERY day#i miss being in love with reiko. being loopy about a REAL person......damn...what was that even like...so distant (happy birthday to her)#my zuka obsession wanes & waxes through the years. it's fine. peaks were 2014 (first saw it live) 2019 (lived there) 2022 (reikoumi reign)#fields of mistria is really cute and fun....i love it a lot more than stardew. i love my crush....i love baking..feeding my golden rabbits.#i've played it for like 70 hours and it's not even out of early access....PLEASE UPDATE IT!!! I NEED MORE FISH TO CATCH! NOW!#edgeworth game was lovely. i actually was thinking of narumitsu as much as orufrey for a while. Whoa. but i never drew those ideas...#VEILGUARD....WAS STUPID FUN FOR ME. my personal and romantic little adventure :)#falling in love in a game isnt the same as when you already know you'll love a character. it's UNEXPECTED. keeps you young.#orufrey.........ya know the deal. They are my life.#the only thing that distracts me seriously from orufrey is when i think not of their love but MY love.....in video games.#runners up were dragon age 2 where i also fell in love. i immediately spat out so much art about da2 and veilguard LOL#i discovered various media that wasnt included here too..read some good manga..etc#i made several personal comics this year (the wha oc one and the Wolf one) and a lot of.. semi-personal art like my veilguard oc#i'm slowly learning to express myself artistically in ways that arent orufrey...... next year..i want to achieve various things....#i don't know what i can really manage any more. but i'll try a bit harder. just in CASE life can still be good..#OH AND I DID BG3 HONOUR MODE...bg3 was a 2023 thing but the first half of this year i was also just soulfully playing bg3. saved me#the second half of the year was actually better even though i got sick. Weird. anywayyyy *ceases talking to myself*#i pray for health and safety and peace for everyone and for my dreams to come true.
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Newest resident of Apartment #3 by @alerionjkeee
#ts4#extras#story stuff#pray he doesn't find her#its the high chairs for me#you'll see more later#indya
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Why don't you listen to Laura Jane Grace talk about Pretty Girls (The Mover) and maybe you'll calm down
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#sorry i'm slowly losing my mind about this song#sometimes a song reaches directly into your soul and speaks to all the parts of you you normally try to forget#speaks directly to the terrified kid you used to be and the jaded adult you are now#and reminds you that despite everything you're the same person#(you can pray all night and day but you'll always wake the same person in the same shitty fucking place. if you even care.)#and when that happens you are obligated to post too much about it on tumblr dot com#against me!#am!#laura jane grace#ljg#pretty girls (the mover)#Youtube
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A DEVIL REBORN
Happy Halloween!!! A detailed ID will be placed under the cut (it's close to being 1K i could literally post this to Ao3)
p1. ड्याम्म (dyamma) - Nepali for "(feeling) full", "hitting something"
p3. Chutiya - Hindi for "idiot", "moron" and other related insults
p5. க்ரீச் (kreech) - Tamil onomatopoeia describing scraping/screeching sounds
[Extended Image ID: DYAMMA! Slamming his hands on a table, Achanba Okram finds himself in the darkness of his laboratory. He is wearing black clothes and a white lab coat on top, and has a bowl cut with rectangular glasses.
His thoughts whirl within boxes that are coloured gold and are outlined with red; they put a voice to the uneasy feelings Okram knows are stirring inside of him. The thought boxes read:
With Pavitr gone, I finally have time to string my thoughts together. Half-drowned answers bleed out of my pores. Coalescing like some great, abysmal creature of unknown origin.
Bracing his hands against the table, Okram is acutely aware of his body, of the gaping holes in his back that bubble with demonic energy. His thoughts narrate, My body quakes when I begin to question, wracked with paranoia. With dread, as if the idea of what I had to face was unbearable.
The holes in back — four of them, spaced evenly from each other — begin to ooze golden liquid, hot like fire and viscous like tar.
And yet, Okram thinks, I felt it all the same: that crawling, scintillating horror of my reality. Of my tainted flesh and blood. My being here is the work of demonic forces.
Golden arms, fluid yet bony, powered by some otherworldly thing, unravel from the void in his back. They flounder and expand around him, filling the lab with a cold glow. The fingers are tipped with talons, and, if he looked hard enough, Okram swears they are edged with blood.
I died years ago, Okram thinks. I lost my humanity to the fire of the devil's madness. Thus, the question remains: what is the future of Achanba Okram, a DEVIL REBORN?
The lights of the lab suddenly brighten, and Okram hears him before he sees him. His arms register the presence of the other person, immediately unraveling and slipping out of reality. Just outside, Pavitr Prabhakar's voice calls, "HEY, DOCTOR OKRAM! Sorry I'm late! Traffic was abysmal today."
Pavitr's entrance catches Okram by surprise, and he stutters out, "PAVITR?! You- ah- you have one of your shifts today?"
His thoughts reprimand him, You CHUTIYA! Pavitr always has his shifts on Tuesdays!
Pavitr is unaware of Okram's turmoil, sauntering into the laboratory while hefting up a white plastic bag. He's wearing a black and white flannel shirt, and he has circular earrings. Pavitr's eyes are trained on the bag in his hand. He answers Okram's question with, "Yeah, I do. I, uh, got a little hungry along the way (I'm always so hungry)." Pavitr whispers the last part as he lifts the bag up. He continues, "so I went and bought some vada pav, and—"
He suddenly pauses, his eyes locking onto Okram. He can't tell what is going beyond Pavitr's eyes, but the other man's analysing gaze unnerves Okram to a degree beyond description.
(In Pavitr's POV: his Spider-Sense was just triggered. Red and gold squiggly lines emanate from and surround his head in a halo.)
Pavitr lowers the bag slightly in concern. "Uhm," Pavitr says "are you okay, Doctor?"
Dread and fear floods Okram's system. Suddenly he is hyperaware of everything in the room, including the golden arm that has sprouted from his back and was lying on the workbench behind him, right in Pavitr's line of sight.
Play dumb! Okram's mind screams at him. Accordingly, Okram replies, a tad too tightly, "Of course I am, Pavitr! Why wouldn't I be?"
KREECH. The golden arm scrapes its taloned fingers across the table, no doubt giving away its location.
Okram chuckles nervously, sweating almost immediately, at which his mind howls, Not that dumb!
Pavitr narrows his eyes at Okram and at the golden arm on the workbench. "Are those...demonic arms?" he asks Okram, a shadow crossing his face.
(In Pavitr's POV: In the back of his mind, Pavitr sees a vague and faded image forming in response to seeing the arms. He remembers Doctor Octopus, the man with two extra sets of arms who had attacked him many years ago; he was one of the first villains Pavitr fought as Spider-Man. But... Doctor Octopus died a long time ago. Perhaps...?)
"Oh, Doctor..."
Pavitr's gaze softens as he asks, "Are you being haunted by demons? Have you been attacked by them? Why didn't you tell me? I'm so sorry this has been happening to you. I can't imagine how stressful this is for you." A moment, and then, "Do you want to talk about?"
Okram hides his face in his hands, quickly responding, "No, I'm alright, Pavitr."
Pavitr walks forward, placing his bag down and reaching down to place a reassuring hand on Okram's shoulder. "But, Doctor, men of your generation have ignored their mental health for too long."
"Yes, I know," Okram sighs.
"It'll be okay, Doctor," Pavitr promises, "we can figure something out!"
"And what?" Okram asks somewhat sarcastically. "You will be here with me 'every step of the way'?"
"One hundred percent!" Pavitr says.
Behind them, one of Okram's demonic arms reaches out to peer at Pavitr and Okram; if an arm could be happy, it certainly was. The arm is seemingly pleased with Pavitr's helpful and understanding nature. /.End ID]
#i finished this comic the night before an exam. pray for me#anyway THE COMIC IS HEREEEEEEEEE#this thing has been rolling around in my mind for SOOO LONG lmao#only real spidey fans will understand that this interaction is based on that one scene between peter and otto octavius-#-in the first ps4 spidey game#friendly reminder that pavitr prabhakar (at least in the comics) does not know the identity of his version of doctor octopus#so my brain knew it would be super fucking funny to have this scene happen in the mmau except the roles are swapped. how fucking funny#(please tell me it's funny i worked so hard on this hyperspecific joke)#also yes that picture of pavitr with the bag? that i've been reblogging where he picks up sad peter parker or gets jumped by miguel?#yes that came from here. I AM A COMEDIAN#but narratively-speaking. considering this is now canon for the mythic mumbattan au....#thinking about how i far i can push the insomniac spidey agenda into this universe. thinking. just THINKING. wait I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHI#and it is FANTASTIC oh you guys are gonna love it#cackling. you'll have to wait for it tho <3#spider man#spider man india#pavitr prabhakar#achanba okram#(also in case you didn't know. achanba okram ISN'T REAL. HE'S MY LITTLE GUY. I MADE HIM)#(he's like. half oc half established character)#artoftheagni#mythic mumbattan au#atsv#across the spider verse#atsv pavitr#doctor octopus
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isn't it a bit cringe to kin someone that much you name yourself after them?
omg it's been so long since i got one of these hi!!!!!! i missed my speshul snowflaik pookie ❤️ it's been so many years
the correct answer is no, actually, because i don't kin the "person", and i never have; the character, yes, the person, no. you've presumably come from my very old content, because i have not properly posted about the source material in years, and you'd also have figured out that i don't actually care about that because i'm not 17 anymore.
people can, and will, pick up their names wherever they please. "lewis" is a name that i was referred to as a few times on accident, but i ended up not hating it. it wasn't tied to MY engagement with the source; it was my friends making genuine mistakes and i went "oh, i kind of actually prefer this over the other name(s) i go by". it's a lot more befitting of me than "chris" ever was, and it's just a part of me now.
people will name themselves over anything, and many parents will name their children after family members or celebrities that they love -- i was going to be named "robbie", after a mutual friend of my parents! if you look at the real world, you will find that this is, in fact, commonplace, and has been for centuries. you are making baseless assumptions off of presumably old posts, wherein i was much younger and in a much more unstable place mentally, especially regarding my identity. having something to latch onto and eventually mold into my own self had ultimately saved my life because of the severity of my identity struggles and how i reacted to them. but i understand that the intricacies of discovering yourself and finding comfort in your identity doesn't matter to you, because sending anon asks calling people "cringe" over something that hadn't been touched on in years is a lot more important to you. you are incredibly late to this party, sorry!
i sincerely hope that nobody around you has a chosen name, or any name at all, because your line of thinking will cause them stress and harm. sorry for going by a regular, common english name as an english man! i'll be changing my name from hereon to Tabbit Cringe because i loved this ask so much and i kin you so heavy i hope you don't mind!!! ❤️
#guys help the 2024 yogscast fandom is jumping me for calling myself lewis!! shock horror#i pray to god you never have an interaction with queer teenagers or young adults online you'll hate their names
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📸: Ryan Fleming
#apologies to those praying for the end of my Luke phase 😘#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#when we were young fest 2023#ryan fleming 2023#Instagram#band ig#kh4f post#with content like this it's truly not a phase mom#thoughts and feelings!!#I'll keep them to myself for now bc i am hilariously behind schedule for an appt but i have poor prioritization so here i am! 🤸🏻♀️#🫠👄🫠#no thoughts only shoulder#no actually that's not true i have like an absurd number of thoughts on this actually#you'll just have to wonder 😏#or be subject to unfortunate dms from me later if you're one of the unlucky ones lol#Crystal it's 1:25 why are you still typing
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Still wild to me that the Avatar team saw a guy write a love story between a stick and a monkey and were like "This is the guy who we need to write Rangshi and Yangvik" and then he ended up making two of the best couples in all of the Avatar-verse TT0TT
#rangshi#yangvik#'a stick and a monkey?' did I stutter?#listen they knew they wanted to make Kyo's love life messy and were like 'HIM! THAT'S THE GUY! GO HAM!'#of course by the 2nd novel i was shipping the stick and the goddess but that wasn't intentional on Yee's part#willllld that Iron will came out AFTER RoK#maybe some of the yuri rubbed off on his writing kjfdsakljfda#i did like the stick and monkey romance in Epic crush tho don't get me wrong they are fun#it's just that Iron Will they get shoved to the side for uhhh *reads palm* “sisterhood” hmm uh huh yeah that's what that is hmmm#I know this man CAN write sisterhood. Jetsun is proof#i think the issue is that the monkey gets sidelined waaaaay tooo much in the 2nd novel#listen all i'm saying is that genie has a boyfriend.......BUT she also gets two girlfriends in Iron will ok it's a poly situation#Please come back for the Szeto novel FC Yee! *pray emoji*#Have Szeto make out with a volcano and that's how he learns lava bending~! <3 *pray emoji*#(y'all need to read both Epic Crush and Iron Will of Genie Lo bc you'll see A LOT of how both Kyo and YCs novels were influenced)#(it's really fun to see)#guanyin is like if kirima and yangchen merged (and had the voice of chaisee...if you're listening to the audio book)#genie is 100% the rangshi love child#there's a yun/jianzhu dynamic in this too but it plays out differently which is fun#ahhh there's a lot I need to re-read it tbh but i like them#RoK/LoY/1st half SoK>2nd half SoK/Epic Crush>DoY>>>Iron Will#That's how I'd rank the novels imo (tho I REALLY do love Iron Will's ending#I'm just a little....hmmm eh on how we got there....but it's a much better/happier ending than what Kyo got so :'D I'll take it)#epic crush of genie lo#iron will of genie lo
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some men are textbook villains fr
#tw religion?#kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on#some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago#liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not#tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much#i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different#things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how#id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet#but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that#and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on#you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding#things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc#life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam#me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you'#AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you'#even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that'#and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone#(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it)#(nothing even ever started you bitchass)#also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it#mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal..#but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared#my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN#'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean#i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective#but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back#and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever#anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol#def gonna delete later#but ty for reading if u did <3
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At some point you're gonna come home to your little apartment tired from work, but you'll end up laying down next to the most important girl in the world to you. Your cat is going to come in, make a little huff, and plant her back up against one of your beloved's legs.
And then you'll remember just how much you wanted this. How much you dreamed of it, and how you had imagined so many small things that ended up happening, like the cat cozying up to you. There will be other small things that will catch your senses - Someone moving into a neighboring apartment, cars racing down a nearby street, the familiar smell of your lover - that you hadn't considered in your dream. All of this is a bit new to you since maybe you were unable to leave your family earlier, but the sense of a world and community out there, mixed with having your whole world in your arms, is exactly what you had dreamt about for so long.
Over a decade and a half of you thinking that a situation like this would be impossible, that you'd be stuck in a body you loathed, and either alone or unwanted. So many years stuck in survival mode, so many people who pushed you down or away, but you had a dream you'd get to feel so loved and adored. You read about others surviving for so long, and you read about them getting to this dream you had.
You're just so happy you got there too.
#Luna came up to Maxine and flopped down like she does for me at night and it just hit me so hard#Maxine is fast asleep and I just hear a little kitty sigh as I see her cuddle up to the first person that isn't me#and it reminded me just how much I cried and cried either praying or pleading or wishing I'd have a situation#Where its me and my wife and precious little cat are all cuddled up on a bed#and I just broke#Life can be so lovely sometimes#Its finally my turn to feel like I can say 'You'll get there some day'#This feels cheesey but I already wrote it so what the hell I guess#I love this beautiful girl next to me and I think I'm learning to feel alive again#;;w;;#Like there are so many problems happening in my life rn but this??? At least I have this.
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I saw your eyes. You were totally rockin’ the “yes” back there. So, what changed your mind? Honestly? The damnedest thing. I mean, the world’s ending. The walls are coming down on us, and I look over to you and all I can think about is, “this stupid son of a bitch brought me here.” I just didn’t want to let you down.
DEAN WINCHESTER | 5.18 Point of No Return
#spnedit#deanedit#deanwinchesteredit#dean winchester#supernatural#point of no return#5x18#dean#you and me#i am not one for praying#when push shoves you'll make the right call#every angel is terrifying#**
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pls stop reminding me that they're using damian in gunn's fuck ass dcu, i don't want to think about it.
#damian wayne#batfamily#batfam#personal#GOD!!!#it legit makes me sick just thinking about it!#also 'based on grant morrison's run' do you hate me that much?#praying for the new dcu's downfall continues#you all gave snyder so much shit & you put your faith in fucking james gunn???#snyder is supposedly an 'edgelord' but you trust mister 'rape & pedophilic jokes galore' & 'joking about tony stark turning batwoman'????#if it wasn't for the fact that it's honestly painful having to experience this whole shitshow#i'd just say you all deserve the trash you'll get & move on#god i'm sorry but it makes me so mad!!#dc stans deserve nothing for real
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i have no idea whatsoever about who the killer(s) might be this season, but i AM worried to death that LORETTA is in huuuuuge danger !!!! SAVE MY LORETTA !!!! YOU WILL NOT HAVE HER DIE TOO
#4771#omitb#omitb s4#omitb spoilers#i was right about dudenoff being dead BUT HOLY COW I DIDN'T EXPECT HIM TO BE INCINIRATED AS WELL#and he was murdered and burnt 3 YEARS AGO ?!?!?!?!#who the fck can easily access the arconia's apartments to place secret camera#and shoot from long distances#and take dudenoff's checks from the bodega#and receive all the money the westies have been paying for their rent ???#who had sazz's smartphone ???#i guess they have loretta's too or answered the phone when oliver called her to clear up the whole proposal situation#I THINK LORETTA HAS ALREADY BEEN INJURED IF NOT FREAKING KILLED BUT IT'S SUCH A SCARY THOUGHT I DO NOT WANT IT TO BE REAL#also why would someone shoot Glen !?!?! and Zach ?!?!?!???#i am so confused WHO IS BEING THREATENED AND WHO IS FREAKING KILLING EVERYONE#i am very suspicious of jan btw#and lester#and i also believe one of the sisters could have been involved without telling her twin#BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONNECT THE DOTS#so that's all you'll get from me#dear lord i pray charles mabel and oliver will be alright#and loretta too#also don't you find it weird paul rudd was included in the opening titles for the 4x07 episode but never really appeared on screen#aside from the initial frame where he's lying on the ground in a blood pool#just thinking
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Curse MK is so delightful because like, as I've mentioned before he functions as a mirror to MK, and that gives us the opportunity to have some out loud introspection. He forces MK to emphatically admit insecurities and even reveals to the audience some insecurities that wouldn't have been voiced otherwise:
"We're just like Wukong, a fraud! A trickster! Destructive! Why would our legacy be any different?"
You wouldn't EVER catch MK admitting his doubts about Wukong out loud like that, but that's fine because we have our buddy the curse to do it for him. I love it so much.
#''Nice hero speech bud! But I know—deep in your hearts you don't believe a word of that'' hello#Well I know MK certainly doesn't believe a word of that. MK let's himself drown in his past mistakes#It's just wild#s4 is wild#this post has been sponsored by the beautiful prose of the new tdp short story#Like the introspection is the SAUCE of that scene/story#And then it got me thinking about how Curse MK enables that introspection (that sauce) to be said out loud#''I know more about you than you'll even admit—to yourself or to others.''#hmmmmmmmmmm monkie#lmk rant#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk MK#lmk ink mk#monkie kid#I am very tired I pray to god that this is coherent
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Hello tis me please please please tell me more about your hcs especially how House and Wilson finally got together? But really anything you want I am fascinated you should write a fic (if you want!) or “yes, and” with me until I write a fic if you don’t write fic
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GODDGOUH i'm gonna be super duper real with you i always keep it vague ("but once they're together, blahblahblah") bc i do Not know how and when it would happen. there are so many opportunities and ways it can pan out. and my brain will flipflop between this all being just "the show + omegaverse flavored" OR "rewrite the show a little to be mgv, so some things have to be changed but some can stay the same"
and i like to play with what-ifs and AUs too!!! my mgv canon is frustratingly fluid!!! i have a hard time having conviction to anything!! idk what i consider my canon (besides house having a miscarriage with the infarction) and it drives me crazy!!! it doesn't help that i have yet to see the series in full yet STILL -- i'm still on s4 iirc and amber's alive and i know what happens next and :((( i love angst but i'm also tender and baby :((
and........... also they're weird???? affectionate. house and wilson are fucking weird. they act up around each other, have different biases and boundaries towards the other that no one in their respective lives have.... i guess i can say them finally getting together doesn't have a definitive starting point. house has been smitten since day 1 (hc is not exclusive to mgv. this is just actual show canon to me), and the relationship with him really is the only one wilson hasn't given up on..... and over the years they fall into a totally unique and peculiar normalcy that's hard to make heads or tails of.
like the act of helping each other's cycles. friends can do that. they hang out, they bang, maybe a couple affirmations here or there, but once it's over they keep on as pals and nothing changes. but wilson and house keep up the domesticity of it far beyond pre-/post-cycle, yet if anyone asks, state there's nothing going on between them (or, well, wilson does. house is more glib about it)
but after that last marriage particularly is when wilson finds himself pushing more affection on house. he's lonely, for once also disinterested (bored?) in pursuing someone for either a little romp or something more serious and doomed to fail, and house is always there whether he likes it or not, so..... it's pushing their status quo, it frightens the both of them, but neither back out either. but it doesn't really feel like..... anything changes between them? even moving in together is hardly a blip on the radar of the things they get into.
it would be easier for the ducklings or cuddy to pin down when house and wilson became an item (and all give differing answers) than to ask house or wilson personally because really, they have no idea
#asks#anon#whaley#<- i'm assigning you a nametag under the assumption you'll be back#house mgv#house md#mgv#pray tell whale how do you plan on “yes and”ing this.......... enlighten me#(tumblr tags let me use a comma please my ENUNCIATION)
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I FINISHED THE WALTZ
#im going to go lie in an ocean trench now. my fingers hurt. my eyes hurt. my brain hurts#poor geo had to hear it 50 thousand times. keep her in your hearts. pray for her.#ANYWAY! its done. im never looking at it again (lie ive been playing it on repeat)#i really love it. i think she's nice. i think she's pretty. i think you'll like her. let me know!!#the tree sings#the tree speaks#music
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