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Woo boy, the fact I can't get an endocrinology appointment before fucking FEBRUARY is the worst.
#you'd think there'd be more of them with everyone apparently knocking down their doors to get their hands on ozempic or whatever#but google says they are super badly paid compared to other specialties#which again in america where we have such an obsession with the potentially fake prediabetes diagnosis#and general weight loss which 3/4s specialize in anyway#you'd think that wouldn't be the case#regardless my dermatologist clocking my insulin resistance after years of pcps/gynocologists/endocrinologists all telling me 'you're on#birth control the pcos is fine' is annoying af on it's own#but now i'm bascially treating it with her single response to my blood work that doubled as a referral since nyc has no endocrinologists!!!#those hormone influencer bitches are going to take over my instagram algo again i'm already mad about it#but clearly i see why people fall for it#better to follow them and get (bad not tested) guidance than deal with the medical bullshit
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as someone with a guilty pleasure for isekai and time regression stories I am just thinking of a story where Husk dies and wakes up during the height of his Overlord days with the memories of everything that would happen and has just. From the outside perspective become a completely different person overnight and changed his ways (read: the morals he gained during his afterlife he applies to how he, uh... Overlords?). A Husk whose last soul deal is to get Angel Dust away from Valentino (and offers Angel his freedom, which Angel possibly decides not to take for the time being bc it'd be safer for him to be under contract than not, with Valentino as mad as he is), and who avoids making bets/deals with Alastor like the plague. Starts building alliances with other Overlords (maybe even including Alastor, albeit reluctantly) to steadily create a support network/team (which is also useful when going up against the Vees once they're established), and just bides his time until Charlie and Vaggie open their hotel- which, at the time of his death, he had come to love and support the cause of.
And Husk is ready to be the hotel's sponsor, immediately. Alastor gets there and finds Husk beat him to it (seeing as Husk knows about it before the interview even airs), but unlike Alastor with his ulterior motives, Husk actually wants to help.
After all, he died for the hotel, and its people, once upon a time
#hazbin hotel#Au#now if it's true time regression or a case of dreaming of the future#that is the question#anyway I don't think Husk was a good person while he was an Overlord#but I love good 'healthy work environment' Overlord Husk and this is how I can still have it thank you#while also indulging in one of my favorite genres/guilty pleasures lol#also to clarify when I say Husk wouldn't 'deal in souls' I mean he wouldn't gamble away souls#but he probably continues to accept people offering their souls#bc let's face it more souls means more power#and when you know there will be a war with heaven AND a civil war within the Overlords AND whatever is up with Alastor...#more power is what you need. no matter how much you'd like to just let them all go
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#mlp#My Little Pony#g1#g2#g3#g3.5#g4#g4.5#g5#I had to think about this a while#personally my answer is no they are not dolls#it's true they were designed to be played with 'as if' they were dolls#like they are portrayed as intelligent creatures who talk#not mere pets#but that is also the case with Fluppy Dogs and Pound Puppies: they talked and even had fashion packs#and they are always called stuffed animals not dolls#I had a bunch of little cheap plastic zoo animals growing up (you know the kind)#and I gave them human personalities and imagined them talking and having adventures#but I wouldn't consider them dolls; I'd call them animal figures or just 'plastic animals'#to me 'doll' implies human or at least human looking (could be an alien or a monster or have a dog head like Pinkie Cooper etc)#but most importantly if someone says 'I wasn't into dolls as a kid; I was only into My Little Ponies'#you instantly understand what they mean#whereas if someone said 'I wasn't into dolls as a kid; I was only into Barbie' you'd be like 'wait what'
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you know what i'm so tired of? the influx of negative clickbait articles surrounding the possibility of ofmd s3. i've seen things like "taika says he isn't sure whether he wants to return for the third season" and "the show will go on without ed and stede." and the worst recent offender was "stede might be the one to breakup with blackbeard in the third season" because it misconstrued rhys' words when he was talking about ed and stede likely reuniting with the crew.
and like...intuitively i know that they are all indeed just clickbait, and are trying to take advantage of everyone's desperation for any sort of s3 news. and also, i feel like the negativity is pointed and purposeful, because it gets people talking and subsequently spreads the article around faster/gives that particular site more attention.
but man do i hate it, because it does not mix well with my anxiety.
#OFMD#OFMD Season 3#also it's so weird to me because i feel like the fandom would take off running with POSITIVE news--arguably even faster than negative#to quote an og fandom lol: 'hope. it is the only thing stronger than fear'#so you'd think they'd try and get a tidbit of positive thinking and focus on THAT instead#like 'the crew and our swashbuckling sweethearts may have separated at the end of season 2...but their stories with each other aren't over!#'they're all a family and will more than likely cross paths on the high seas once again' TYPE DEAL#AS OPPOSED TO TAKING RHYS' WORDS AND BEING LIKE 'oh lol stede is going to breakup with ed actually'#and not even ed because they always use bLAckBEaRd which instills an even deeper contempt in me tbh HSDJKLS#but it drives me bonkers bananas because i KNOW that wouldn't be the case#and i KNOW the show is the relationship#and i KNOW david said that they're done breaking up and that the third season would be focused on their maturing relationship#BUT EVEN STILL#//EVEN STILL//#ANY SORT OF WHISPER OF DOUBT GETS MY ANXIETY SHOOTING OFF AND I JUST SHDJKLSDLS#I SIMPLY WISH THEY WOULD STOP DOING: THIS
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-- Poorly Constructed Enchanted Tool --
A small tool carved from a fruit tree seed. Energy to power the enchantment has seemingly run-out long ago, and the method of recharging is unknown - but, based on the appearance, it's very likely that this was once used for detecting magic. Usually, looking through the glass center would highlight areas of higher magical energy concentration present in the viewer's environment, even if they were otherwise obscured to the naked eye. While this form of enchantment itself is highly advanced, the craftsmanship of the item is far less neat or complex than what might be typically seen in similar devices. It may have been made as part of training/practice, or as a hasty replacement for a previous tool that had broken.
#written from the perspective of some fantasy traveler who checks all of the local thrift-stores and lost & found places for every#town they visit - looking for interesting items and documenting them or something#In reality - just another one of my goofy little avocado pit carvings lol. Still working on inlaying little stones in them and stuff#I don't really have the tools to make super intricate stuff but doing little plain swirly patterns is still fine enough lol.#WORKING ON NEW POLL ADVENTURE also I know I know it's been months.. I have been Busy and struck by the evils of summer#But like I mentioned in the previous one I do want to at LEAST finish the quest with the egg lol#ANYWAY.#Things like this would plausibly exist in Nanyevimi (my fantasy world) but wouldn't be very common as - like mentioned- this would be an#extremely advanced enchantment. REALLY advanced mages could sense magic around them (to varying degrees of pinpoint accuracy of location#) without even having to use any external device. But for a majority of people there's really no way to know someone is using magic near#you unless you either see visual proof or if it's strong enough to feel effects from it (since magic is kind of like radiation in that the#higher energy/more of it youre exposed to the more it damages you/can make you sick/etc.) and even then most people would just be like#'hmm why do I feel so nauseous and bad out of nowhere?' likely wouldn't directly think to link it to magic. Thus the only really reliable w#way isto just hone your senses over like 500 years as you become an expert mage - OR use enchantments like these. But a 'sense magic' encha#ntment is not as common as a just 'magic is not allowed here' enchantment. If you wanted to prevent magic from being usedin a space#it's easier to just put up a broad barrier enchantment around that space than to have some sort of Magic Sensor to pick out if it's being#done and then handle each individual case of it . etc. etc. These sort of things can have their uses (especially for people investigating#things or trying to be secretive about detecting something etc.) but are less common - especially in this form (where visuals are used. itd#be more likely to jsut have like 'piece of metal that gets warm or cool depending on magic nearby'.) ANWAY so this is why it's a notable#object. Though a majority of the realm is not very magic literate - if you were a researcher or a mage and found this at a pawn shop you'd#definitely be like 'oohhh!! :0 inch resting... ' if not you might just be like 'oh cool necklace!' lol#also love the quick 2min ''costume'' for the image of it being used. literally just 'wrap yourself in scarves from the waist up' and slap o#a wig and ears lol#on this blog I guess since it's worldbuilding related and technically art.. maybe more like crafting? I should have a crafts tag lol.. hmm
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a few days ago i (re)watched the 25th anniversary concert of les misérables and. oh god. i forgot how much this musical did éponine dirty
#partly javert too but éponine is the clearer victim#of simplifying complex characters into more easily lovable (or villainous in javert's case) archetypes#so the audience can root or despise them accordingly#(i think cocciante's nddp is also guilty of this but imo there this adaptation choice makes more sense and is better executed)#say what you want about the 2012 movie and you'd probably be right... but at least they tried and partially succeded in giving éponine back#her complex moral ambiguity with not giving cosette's letter to marius and selfishly goading him into a sorta murder/suicide plan#which more or less is what happens in the book#(javert is also allowed to be more than a caricatural villain. i mean... russell crowe's singing is. Not Great#but at least the script show the character's many layers. or it attempts to#nvm that i don't even consider javert a villain. he's 100% an antagojist but far from the main villain of the story#he's both victim and perpetrator. the law and society at large are the villains here. he's actually a good cop... which is the point!)#éponine in the book is a multilayered bordering on grey and easily the most complex female character of the whole book#but god. in the musical she's just there pining for marius and being all Saint Éponine of Saint Michel#it's insufferable. i mean i still like her but she's TOO perfect. i wouldn't have had such an issue with it if i didn't read the book#.... probably. but damn we were robbed. les mis miniseries with actually accurate depictions of the characters/the plot in general when???#(preferably made by someone who *understands* the book. tyvm)#having said that i still love the musical to pieces. the music is great the songs are beautiful the story is touching#and the epilogue makes me uglycry every damn time. but i think we really missed a chance with éponine ngl#val speaks#txt
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Paul as Mark North in Luther, Series Five Episodes Three and Four.
#'don't drink all the orange juice and don't get blood on my sofa!'#poor innocent mark#you'd think by now he'd know that wouldn't be the worst-case scenario with these two#as is proven not long later when he gets held at gunpoint#sees someone shot dead in his living room#and is locked in a freezer#paul mcgann#ruth wilson#idris elba#luther#i haven't seen a lot in the way of gifs for this final series so i thought i'd work backwards#my gifs#mark and alice look remarkably well for two people who should probably have been suffering from at least mild hypothermia#it took john a while to get to them
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I hope you blink before I do (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#DAX#Blood#Fuck you *reinjects romance into your song about love-lost*#It's the ''I want to be the one to lay you to rest'' of it all#Or if not that then at least to be the last one suffering#See him off - make sure he goes knowing that he's not alone#I'm Fine just Don't Look at me and I'll Be Fine#Schrödinger's Fine lol - I am simultaneously Fine and Not Fine until I am observed#I simply subsist largely off of angst and then whatever small scrap of comfort that can be coaxed from there hehe#I am very mean to them considering how much I want them to be happy lol#Honestly I think what would be meaner is seeing ZEX off and then somehow DAX survives alone#Night ends just as he's about to blink out and oops you're still stuck here sorry about that <3#But I wouldn't do that to them would I?#:3c#I also think it's interesting that I started doodling this before I actually read ZEX's death - I finished it after but still!#Does he just give off gutted vibes? Canonically he's eviscerated so#And not just in the eye way - in this case it's enucleation#Did you come here for eye removal surgery puns? I don't see why you'd expect anything different *b'dm tss*#I've done way more research on eye removal than I ever expected to but now those two terms will be forever seared into my mind haha#Hhh ZEX's death was very affecting to me ;; I'll talk about it more with its accompanying doodle but really 💔#I wanted an honourable death for him - and if not that then a death where he wasn't alone - and if not that then to rest#He got one of the three ;;
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So... How far down the fascist rabbit hile (?) do you think Roman is going to fall down? I'm scared they are gonna take it so far I'm not gonna be able to love him anymore🥺.
i meeeean i do think he will fuck (or try to fuck) mencken, and subsequently operate as an extended member of that campaign, but i also think the evidence is there to make the case that he (and several others on the show) think of politics as part of The Big Game Of Life, not something that they consider as real or relevant to them as people. so like...will he join and champion the fascist candidate? yes, almost certainly. will he like...take a real interest or stake in progressing fascist ideology beyond getting mencken in power? i don't know, i'm not convinced.
i think there is an interesting idea of mencken losing the election and roman (by way of atn) helping him launch his sort of "fake news/the election was rigged"/2020 trump response to it all, but even then i would think he would be coming from it not as a genuine belief in those ideas, but as an opportunity to do Flashy News/News as Entertainment, which is something he has talked about when pitching how atn becomes relevant again
#i think after last week's episode/season trailer it's easy to doom spiral but ultimately i trust the writers to tell a nuanced story#and i think him going full far-right and Only full far-right wouldn't be the level of nuance i would expect from them...ya feel?#answered#anonymous#mencken#roman x mencken#<- in case you want to avoid discussion of mencken or them that's the tags i'll be using#please let me know if you'd like other words tw'ed!!
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if you could... describe aftg in 5 words
oh this is not as easy a question to answer as it should be akfhsdkf bc like. i could describe its plot, or my thoughts on it as a fan, or how it makes me feel, or just make a joke, or or or and bc idk why you're asking it makes it harder :'))
but let's see...
plot: gay sports mafia found family.
fan: drama, familiarity, trauma, comedy, home
feelings: love, understanding, chaos, joy, comfort
joke: you know, i get it-
(as you can see, i couldn't pick which one to go with, so choose whichever 5 words you want lmao)
#anyway the hard part is cus like. if you're already a fan then you KNOW it's plot#and i would go with either feelings or joke probably#if you aren't a fan you won't understand joke and maybe want the plot to see if you'd want to read it#in which case getting my feelings or thoughts on it could also help you decide#especially bc 'gay sports mafia' is something it has been described as OFTEN#and thus you wouldn't necessarily need ME to tell you that#anywya#i spent WAY TOO MUCH TIME thinking about this so ya know. i do hope you see this kshdfhsd#i know how it can be sending anon asks#especially if you don't follow the person you sent it to like MAN rememebring to check in and then scrolling the blog to find it????#so sorry i never shut up here#anyway if you ARE someone who hasn't read it yet and are interested; please feel free to reach out to me with any questions!!!#aftg contains a lot of potentially triggering material so it's good to have some understanding of what you're walking into!#(i did not but thankfully i'm not easily triggered by most things lmao but it still is nice to have that warning)#aftg#askers#anon#shh ac#also if you HAVE read it please appreciate my joke. i think im very funny.
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I wish people took Claudia's emotional issues stemming from her being neglected more seriously because sometimes, a child having to put boundaries doesn't inherently mean they're emotionally stable/mature and completely fine with being neglected.....
#fandom just really does this thing where they make Claudia out to be this 'independent woman' when the tragedy of it isn't#just that she will never mature into being a woman....it's also that she's ultimately stuck#in the hell that is perpetually having a teenage body and mind#case in point with her outburst at Louis#like.....you'd think that Claudia at the mental age of 40 wouldn't have an outburst but she DOES#because her issues ARE CONSTANTLY THERE WITH HER#just like they're constantly there with Louis Lestat Armand etc etc#she wants the freedom of being powerful enough as a vampire in order to be taken SERIOUSLY and respected#but that doesn't mean she's fine with not having any love OR her parents' love and priority
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So, I may occasionally throw out little rambles about the process and progress of writing this story. I'll tag these as "[game title] behind the curtain" for any given game it's for, and the bulk will be under a readmore in case anyone isn't into that or wants to avoid such things until after they've gotten to read the content it's about first. This first one is going to be rambles about chapter 2 edits in regards to Abby, tho I have some similar posts to share in time about writing the other characters as well.
Writing Abby is really hard and so much different from any other character I've ever written but not in the way of actually finding the words. The writing itself is easy, but afterward? Ho boy. Part of why the chapter 2 edits have taken this long is that I can't stop overthinking his and Marina's part. I'm just reading it over and over again, caught between the people-pleasing urge to make him more palettable and the knowledge that the very core of his character and the intention when I made him was that he'd be distinctly UNpalettable.
He isn’t supposed to be palettable. If he's perfectly palettable to most readers, then I haven't succeeded in writing him as intended. His very nature is supposed to be so diametrically opposed to humanity that it's clear most humans would have a negative reaction to him. He's supposed to come off like a walking headache. He's supposed to be ill-fitting, he's supposed to Not Belong Among People, he's supposed to be Incompatible With Humanity.
It's hard to break the mindset of writing a character people will like, though. It's hard to shake the feeling that it's a failure that many will dislike him, despite the fact that being dislikable was one of the first traits I started with when designing him. It was baked in from the start. My concept for his character at his inception was "creature who dresses like a rainbow drank straight neon until it got sick and is a personified concentration of chaos and dissonance, way more than even most other supernatural creatures are willing to put up with."
If I make him more appealing, he won't be Abby anymore. But still, the whole time I'm editing his bits there's an urge to scrap the original intent entirely for the sake of making him more broadly appealing.
#dont get me wrong i wont be making him more appealing#i wouldn't have as much fun then#and honestly? i kinda think that once people see more sides of him and learn more about why he's Like That#he might be more tolerable to them even if they still dont like him#but even if that's not the case... he wasn't made to be liked#he was made to be disliked#and as the person who made him you'd think I'd know that lmao#cursed ambrosia behind the curtain#behind the curtain is going to be my tag for these little rambles about the process and progress of writing this story
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Sure am glad ao3 finally added block and mute features so that I can do both to whomever writes fluffy they-love-each-other-and-everything-is-fine fic about Marius and Armand.
It's much easier than tracking them each down and smooshing them with a big big mallet so that they're too flat to use a keyboard
#you'd think it'd be easier to filter out marius completely. but I'm not incapable of reading works where he's mentioned#or where his abuse of armand is discussed. if that was the case I wouldn't even be here
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i hate that i actually need to consider buying a new hard drive and i want to blame it on things like bloatware and video games being dozens if not hundreds of gigabytes large because no one bothers to optimize anything and graphics have to be better and show more skin pores and ray traces and shit but the bulk of my storage space is dedicated to hoarding old console games that had to be optimized at least to some degree back when they were hot shit so i think a lot of this is on me this time
#soda offers you a can#i mean you'd think 500gb would be enough considering i don't do a lot of things that involve large files#but it isn't unless i do semi-regular file management#at the same time though sonic frontiers is over 40gb + mod files + my own modding endeavors#if i uninstalled it and deleted files i'd get a decent chunk of space but i like frontiers :( and modding it also :(#if i was rich i wouldn't be as bummed but i am not and i need to save my money anyway in case i get accepted to uni again#bc this time i'll need a laptop for that shit. or a tablet? An Expensive Gadget#point is no hard drives for me for the foreseeable future
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i just realized that if i get awl for steam, i could try seeing if it's possible to free my kids from het-locked romances. 👀✨️
#it really bummed me out when i found out that my daughter doesn't really interact with kate at all#i think it'd make more sense if the character your kid ends up crushing on was linked to their interests rather than their gender#like if your kid is into ranching farming or athletics they'll crush on hugh#while if your kid is into music art or academics they'll crush on kate#idk if you'd be able to implement that in a mod but i feel like you could at least swap the code for hugh & kate#maybe sometimes games are really fucky wucky with how they lock gender stuff#(like how hard it is to have kids in the gay hack for fe fates. i think you had to edit code yourself to get kids ->)#(in a same sex relationship bc they coded the game in a way that prevented their kids from unlocking it was weird)#hopefully that wouldn't be the case#new rival events or couples could also be fun to try modding in but that might be too much for me 😅#i know the characters have preset animations but figuring out how to move them & fiddling the camera sounds tough#and idk what kind of modding engine you'd use for that or if you could even implement that#i saw that someone was modding in flora as a romance candidate but they had to swap nami w/ her bc you couldn't just add new candidates#so that might not be possible#idk i'm just pondering at this point 🤔#mj.txt
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Sis and I (finally!) treated ourselves to the full set of HoME, as well as the new Fall of Numenor book that just came out (because Alan Lee illustrations and actually having all Second Age things in one place), and I think we have officially run out of room on our dedicated Tolkien shelf.
unofficially, personally, I think we can squeeze in at least 4-6 more, depending on size, but don’t tell her I said that
#well#i guess i now have everything i need text-wise for that luciferan analysis i was half joking about lmao#i don't have the spoons but. we'll get there one day#baby steps. step one (collect materials) has been achieved!#UGH what i wouldn't have given to have written a dissertation in college on him#< him = mairon#back when i had the energy to write 20+ page essays one after the other XD#but fantasy was (is?? idk if it's still the case) considered so lowly when i was in college that i took two (2) classes in Literature and#promptly decided against it as a major#that one creative writing class was hands down my worst ever class experience#and that includes organic chem and that really weird pottery analysis/ethics class#(< which you'd think would be interesting. i thought it'd be interesting. but nope i was bored out of my mind)
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