#you’re my end and my beginning
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Sebastian Stan f/os
Part 2 of 3?
Hal Carter; the picnic
Aricka x Hal, as you wish, I love you
Lance Tucker; the Bronze
Aricka x Lance, Times Square can't shine as bright as you
Chris Beck; The Martian
Aricka x Chris; my love for you is out of this world 🌎
Clay Appuzzo; I’m dying up here
Aricka x Clay, I want all your midnight fantasies
Dayton White; Logan Lucky
Aricka x Dayton, love at the finish line 🏁
Steve; I’m not here
Aricka x Steve, forever family
Chris; the destroyer
Aricka x Chris, I need a cool rider
Charles Blackwood; we have always loved in the castle
Aricka x Charles, you got that James Dean daydream look in your eyes….
Frank; endings, beginnings
Aricka x Frank; you’re my end and my beginning
Scott Huffman; the last full measure
Aricka x Scott, show me the power of love
#Aricka x hal#as you wish; I love you#Aricka x Lance#Times Square can’t shine as bright as you#Aricka x Chris B#my love for you is out of this world 🌍#Aricka x Clay A#I want all your midnight fantasies#Aricka x Logan#love at the finish line 🏁#Aricka x Steve#forever family#Aricka x Chris#I need a cool rider#Aricka x Charles#you got that James Dean daydream look in your eyes#Aricka x Frank#you’re my end and my beginning#Aricka x Scott#show me the power of love#seb stan f/os
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'i love you, i love you both, okay?'
'i'll be there, because actually it's us three against the world, now'
#swarla#coronation street spoilers#THATS FAMBILY#and here comes the setup for lisa giving up her jobbbbb ugh you’re so sexy loser swain let’s ditch that uniform#(i stg though if she does and then carla invites her into the factory im going to lose my shit)#(from laughter first and foremost but also you know that’s the beginning of the end lmao)
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College (uni??) AU catering to my own interests as it should always be hehe :)
#projecting my major on Vash because them mfs who have changed from the med field majors to that one have some tragic things to tell#and also because I think that Vash would be such a wonderful designer I don’t know why it’s a gut feeling#Nai the law major because of course he would have you seen the guy#he would be a personal injury lawyer because lore#fun fact Nai rested for a semester after the incident with Vash while Vash took two.He never told Nai he would be changing majors#so it was a big big shock for him. they fought again but yk I’ll explain more on that if anyone is interested#as to Kni and WW I thought it’d be funny if they shared a common subject that required a lot of team assignments#and they can NEVER work out together. being an absolute nightmare to the rest of their group#separately they are great to work with. even if Kni can come off as too bossy sometimes he is actually a great leader#and WW would always deliver things on time exactly as it was asked from him#but Kni and WW just never really matched. Kni was too rude at times when WW made a mistake and WW would always clock him if he passed a line#like insulting his reasons for wanting to study security#one day Kni tells him at the beginning of a new semester where they both have unfortunately landed on a shared subject again#“you are not suited for that sort of job Wolfwood. you should simply give up and why don’t you go play role model to your little kids’’#then WW beats him again and then is like hey yk what you’re kinda right. and changed majors and he feels so much more at home studying#education/teaching than security. he fucking hates some things but the end goal makes it worthy#Trigun Uni! AU#because I don’t know how differently a college and a uni work#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#vashwood#trigun fanart#wolfwood#vash#Nai saverem#millions knives#lenssi draws#pen!
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it’s been a few hours and i’m still very angry and upset at this ending like wow ofc i’m mad about gojo not coming back but the overall downfall of this series has me baffled…
#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#like wow why did i invest four years of my life into this just for such a shit ending#like even if gojo had to die#why couldn’t we acknowledge him???#after everything he’s done#and he specifically said he didn’t wanna be forgotten#and that’s what happened#but even aside from gojo#SO MANY PLOT HOLES#like wdym you’re gonna tease kenjaku/suguru and then never elaborate????#we don’t even know which one it was#and then why is there still one sukuna finger???#what was the whole point of the story#we went back to the beginning???#i’m so confused#and never talking about megumi’s full potential like gojo was talking about early on#ugh there’s so much#i’m sad bc i didn’t get satoru back#but i think it’s worse that the ending of my literal favorite series could end up so horrible#idk#i’m very tired#jjk spoilers#jjk 271#jjk leaks
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I wish I knew more about music or like how to talk about it in depth because the tsp soundtrack literally makes me feel so many emotions and I don’t even have the words to express why it makes my heart claw out of my chest (major rambling in the tags lol)
#crow thoughts#LIKE. ITS NOT JUST ME RIGHT.#THE MUSIC IN THIS GAME HITS GOOD#like. rn I’ve been nonstop thinking about the epilogue music that plays while you’re traveling to the memory zone#(the video from earlier played a bit of it and it’s been looping in my head)#AND IT JUST. DOES SO WELL AT CONVEYING THE EMPTY LONELY WASTELAND THAT WAS ONCE THE MEMORY ZONE……#like it’s not chipper or upbeat like how it usually is#it’s empty. it’s lonely. it’s looking for something.#<- AND MAYBE ITS A REACH BUT. it sounds eerily close to the freedom ending track#the way it opens at least has that same sort of tone but just the beginning parts#and like. idk if that’s just me feeling that way but. I AM THINKING ABOUT IT.#also a very fun neat one but the bottom of the kind control facility song-#-having a cute simple version of it playing in the background of the bucket version of that ending#idk it’s just so fun I love it. I love it A LOT#(is that a leitmotif? I think so. when a song reuses parts of another song right?)#also I love the way they use the music within the game if that makes sense#such a good navigation between when and when not to play the track#like when you first start up/restart and stand in Stanley’s office it’s got the music playing in the background#and it follows you till you get to the two doors; your first choice and when the music fades out/stops#I know there’s the coward ending as a choice but the two doors is like yknow. the first big choice the game introduces to you directly#<- IDK…….I JUST THINK ITS GOOD……….
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𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒 | @belovedblossoms | 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆
❛ you left like i was never a reason to stay. I need you, you idiot. ❜ from Hiyori (ooh some angst)
━━ ❝ 𝐎𝐡..𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞.. ❞ He spoke softly, he couldn’t look her in the eye, considering just how disappointed in himself that he was. After all..there was major trouble which followed him into this part of Tokyo..trouble which he could NOT involve her in..these demons were too strong and Yusuke had gotten himself involved on the other side of the law as well..though it was..still nothing but an excuse.
Yusuke wanted nothing more than to wrap his arms around her…but over the couple of years that went along he felt he did not deserve to even hold her. It’s shown in his movement, one moment he had reached out to her but then pulled away rubbing the back of his neck because he did NOT KNOW what to do with his hands afterwards.” It’s just..I do really think you’re worth the stay…But I was a danger t’ you babe, you have to believe that I left because I felt it was safest for you.”
#❛ mail ━━ when i rush make your butt pucker the fuck up.#❛ hiyosuke ━━ you’re the place my life begins and you’ll be where it ends.#belovedblossoms#baby girl he's sorry
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had such a sudden and intense vision of death!karasu and felt the ground begin to shake beneath me
#coucou coco!#it’s not quite time for him to collect your soul but you can Still see him even though you’re not supposed to…#perhaps he spends this last little bit of time you have left acquainting you so you’ll come easier with him when it indeed /is/ time ):#only for him to find himself hesitating when it gets to that point ): perhaps your sweet unassuming naive nature was something he thought#to take advantage of in the beginning… but maybe death himself too has a heart ):#maybe even though he is bound to the end of all things he begins to wonder with you what it would mean to stay ):#you know ): you know ):#sick to my stomach. sick to my stomach. sicknto my stomach Oh my gosh. sick to my st#i will revisit this concept. soon… Sooooon!!! 🤞 omg karasu 🥺🥺🥺#cw death#<- just in case! i’m sorry :’3
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i.roh was such a good parental/familial figure... wish we’d gotten that in book 2: spirits 😔
#i know the nwt is characterized as being all formal and kinda snobby#but why make korr.a’s family a theme if you’re not going to use it effectively.......#make the transition between beginning and end of season meaningful pls (<- what did i mean by this. no idea)#i love my man but i’m writing him because he was written badly :’)#𝐔𝐐𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐓𝐔. 『 ooc. 』#okay 5 years later looking through my drafts... this is still true#listen. shitty family members exist. un.alaq is not a good person! he's unwell and way too goal oriented! but... he didn't have to be like#this isn't negative at all i'm just yapping :P i still love tl.ok it's my weird baby
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pretty minor thing to think about, but i find it interesting how chapter 7 is the first chapter illustration to show chizuutan as chizuru (instead of chuutan)






like, i get it’s a flashback chapter, but we hardly got to see her as chizuru in the previous few chapters thus far… maybe we’ll get to see more of her as her true self after the hiyori fight/make up? only future chapters may tell, i guess…
#there’s like 5 weeks to go till chapter 6 is released into the rest of the world and i m n o t r e a d y—#man. chapter 5 still manages to ruin my mood no matter how many times i read it… man.#i was having so much fun with renren and concon and the 3 stooges and th e n.#imagine putting on a (somewhat) perfect/cute act to hide your true self because you know you’re unlovable the way you are#but then someone else runs along and screws up every step of the way without putting on any airs and is adored for it anyway…#i imagine chapter 6 will be much worse. especially since the start of the flashback begins there…#i sincerely hope the flashback ends in chapter 7 bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#though. considering where we are now in the series. i think there’s a chance that vol 2 will come out at the end of december#ch 8 will prolly start to drop somewhere around the later half of november so it seems about right…#b u t if there’s the preorder bonus manga for vol 2 in dec can we have santa girl chuutan in it p l s—#i think we’ll need an incredibly cute bonus feature to lift the mood from whatever the heck’s going on with vol 2’s chapters#bc. idk. im sensing some self hatred with this one chizuchan… it’s as though she can only love herself if she’s dolled up as chuutan…#like. even in her aizo self-insert delusions she’s thinking of herself as chuutan… maybe im reading too much into this. hm.#but then again she even puts on makeup when she’s at home in her own room…#w a i t a sec what if this wack behaviour only came about bc of what’s about to be revealed in the flashbacks. wait. no. w h a t if—#i hope manga chizuchan will be able to love herself properly soon… we all love you chizuchan~~~~~~~~~~#this. too. is our oshi no—#dammit why is something set in the same universe as the [redacted] anime making me feel things??? i hate itttttttttt#anyways. wh. what if one of the h10w turns out to be an anime adaptation of the chizuchan manga#and they’re just waiting on. like. the final vol to announce it.#it’d make the most sense for an anime series at this point… since chizuchan is marketable and it’s set in the same anime verse#so there’s no inconsistencies to retcon and such…#but!!!! most importantly!!!!!! we’d be able to see animated renren and concon!!!!!!!#…but something like this will only appear in my delusions huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#mousou dake no kawaikute gomen anime#ok that’s enough thinking for the day; back to kimikawaii mv g o o d b y e~~~~#chizuutan chizpost
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oohhh i know you did an ask on who every teachers favourite child is but who are the kid’s favourite? out of the teen parenting trio, who were tsumiki and megumi’s favourites? or atleast the one they were individually closest to?
This is a legitimately hard one and there is no exact answer to it. Here’s the best approximation.
Tsumiki:
When she was little, it was Shoko. This was not for the best reasons.
I don’t want to delve too deep into this because we’re gonna find out a lot more about how Tsumiki felt about the teen parenting trio as a kid in the fic itself, so I’m leaving a lot of context out. But she liked Shoko as a kid because Shoko was a drug addict, and so was her mom.
It’s not that she liked that Shoko was addicted to drugs. I think Tsumiki violently hates drugs for what it did to her mom and, later, Shoko. But there was a safety in familiarity for Tsumiki. She liked Shoko because she knew how to deal with her and what her problem was. She’d take the monster she knew over the one she didn’t any day of the week, and she just could not understand why Gojo and Nanami were hanging around or why they pretended to care. She was too afraid of anything new to feel comfortable around Nanami or Gojo for a long time. She kept waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Shoko was good to her as a kid. Better than her own mom ever was. And Tsumiki really, truly liked her for that. But she also liked her because she thought that if things went sour with Shoko, she would know how it would and how to handle it. She felt most comfortable around Shoko as a result.
When Tsumiki grew up, I don’t think she had an exact favorite. She was comfortable with and trusted all of them equally, which shouldn’t be confused with her trusting all of them entirely.
She loves her family. And she trusted them enough to bring megumi to them at the start of the fic. But we also know that Nanami found something to make him think she thought they would cut her off from her brother. She’s got a bit of a distance from all of them.
I think she’s spent the most time with Gojo. He was around the most as a kid. I think she likes how he always pushes megumi to be out of his shell. I think she trusts him to take care of them. All of them were really a team in raising them, but Gojo was the closest they got to having a dad. She called him “Dad” once by accident and then immediately tried to drown herself. Megumi had to follow her into the ocean to get her to come up for air. Gojo was insufferable for a month trying to get her to do it again and moped for ages when she wouldn’t.
But I also think that she still has a soft spot for Shoko in the present. They have a little bit of a girl's club. And Tsumiki's unspeakably proud of Shoko for getting clean, and a little bit emotional about it. Shoko got clean for them. Her mom didn’t get clean for her.
It means a lot to her.
Megumi:
When Megumi was little, it was Gojo.
He would never, ever admit it, but it was. He was the one that Megumi trusted to save him from the Zenin, and it fucking broke him when he didn’t. He thought Gojo was a pain in the ass, don’t get me wrong. But Gojo appeared first. Gojo took care of them first. Gojo went to their stupid school recitals and walked him home from school and ruffled his hair and gave them a stupid house even when they said he didn’t have to.
Megumi thought Gojo was just some asshole with ulterior motives when he met him, and it took a long time, but Gojo was the first person he ever thought would take care of him unconditionally. He was a pain in the ass. But he never hurt him. And he always took care of him. It was like gravity, and Megumi trusted it would still be there when he asked for help.
And it fucking hurt when Gojo didn’t.
He took a huge amount of distance from everyone, after, but Gojo especially. He’s most comfortable with Nanami. Nanami has judgment he trusts and has a quieter energy that Megumi is most comfortable with.
He believes that Nanami means it when he says that he won’t let anyone hurt him again. He doesn’t believe Nanami can do it. It’s nothing against Nanami. He just knows how badly he can be hurt, and how hard it is to stop people from doing it. It took a Herculean amount of trust for megumi to trust that anyone even meant it when they said it, so Nanami does mean a huge deal to him.
He believes Gojo would protect him. He doesn’t necessarily believe he will.
It took a long, long time for him to trust Gojo again, but he does. He wouldn’t say it out loud, but he does. He believes Gojo would absolutely intervene on his behalf if he knew Megumi was being hurt. He just doesn’t have the same confidence of him finding out in time.
I can’t find the post again, but I touched on this a little in a different ask about Megumi’s delirium, when he kept insisting that he thought Gojo was busy—he wasn’t saying that because he thought Gojo wouldn’t come and save him, he was saying that because he was certain Gojo would save him if he found out in time. He just didn’t think Gojo would find out before the Zenin killed him.
If Gojo knew, then he’d come save Megumi. The Zenin could only get away with this because he was too busy to realize Megumi was missing.
Gojo was busy. Gojo was busy. It’s not that he didn’t care; it’s that he didn’t know. He’d save him if he just weren’t so busy.
I think Megumi would really struggle with this question if you asked him this in the present day. Not outwardly—he would say Nanami because that’s the safe, obvious answer, and he’d leave it at that.
But he’d struggle, because I think he knows that Gojo was actually his answer once. And I think he is afraid of looking too closely at whether that’s changed.
#sea glass gardens#in my head theres all these ridiculous family shenanigans we don’t have time for#Tsumiki had some guy flirting with her at the beach#she’s however hella gay and was trying to blow him off#and there comes Gojo. The Humiliation.#he simply writhes with a need to embarrass his children particularly when they’re getting hit on and Tsumiki snapped at him ‘dad you’re#embarrassing me’ before simply blue screening in unadulterated horror#then she just. walked into the ocean. ended it all then and there. she was not coming out again. she was returning to the sea because#evolution was wrong to leave it to begin with. Megumi had to go in after her to get her to not kill herself over this#then Gojo was Insufferable for Ages#he cried to Nanami about it for like a month and then wouldn’t stop trying to get Tsumiki to call him dad again#she was despondent
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“In the beginning I was so terrified of losing you that I didn’t want to fall for you. I still live with that fear, but you give me the strength to overcome that fear and give you all the love I have.” / For Kei!
SFW Romance Sentence Meme
@stardstschlar
His words... They touched her sincerely in the heart. She was even moved to tears, but just a little. She smiled though and wrapped her arms around him in a loving embrace.
"I don't want to lose you either Jotaro. You mean so much to me. I want to do the same, I want to give you all the love that I can offer and never ever stop."
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someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck
#who is talking about this!!!! let me know#idk i have 0 expectations for my family but they still somehow always manage to let me down which#i was anticipating#and i didn’t think i would care because i have never cared before#but liiiiiike.#i wasn’t expecting to feel sad rofl but my family is so fucking flaky. again i KNOW THIS i know i cannot rely on any of them#it’s annoying when i have given them a year and a half to make plans and i have had so many people tell me they would be there#just to back out or ghost or come up with some excuse#like do you know how expensive weddings are 😭 JUST fucking be honest with me and rsvp no#anyway i was very intentional with the few family members i did invite#and specifically invited people i have a rapport with / had a good (ish lol) relationship with growing up#people i have bent over backwards trying to please!!! and dropping everything to help them out#and they can’t even be bothered to communicate with me lol it’s fine. like. i do feel like it’s internalized homophobia at this point#or maybe they have hated me this entire time which is totally plausible#but they KNOW how much ayesha means to me and knows that no one from her family is coming to our wedding#at the end of the day it’s going to be like. 5 people from my family 1 from ayesha’s (her brother) and like 30-40 friends#which i am so grateful for obviously#i sound like such a brat but it’s also like - watching your family continuously choose drugs/alcohol over showing up for you - lol#AGAIN i’m used to this and expected as much but i’m still feeling bad#just rsvp so i can move on with my life please. stop telling me you’re trying to make it work when we both know you aren’t#i have so much more to say but i’m going to sound crazy even though i knooooow it is homophobia like i Know it#i think there are certain people i will finally go no contact with for good after this#which is a freeing thought but i only invited v few family members to begin with. there’s abt to be no one left lmao#probably for the best#ugh whatever#again i can’t help but feel a certain way when they have done more/traveled further for relatives they hardly know#meanwhile i was forced to spend so much of my life living for these people and for them alone#AAAAAAAA i just want to scream#text
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"I'd...totally f...fuck you...." Hiyori managed to say although totally red in the face with the confession
𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗗 '𝗜'𝗗 𝗧𝗢𝗧𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬 𝗙𝗨𝗖𝗞 𝗬𝗢𝗨' 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗔 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 | 𝗔𝗖𝗖𝗘𝗣𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚
If this relationship of theirs had a running theme it was Yusuke saying something wild that would have Hiyori’s face a deep red. In fact her BLUSHING ALONE, makes life worth it to him. However, today the pendulum of power shifts towards the other and Yusuke will be left the one with a mouth agape. Right now Yusuke remained within his living room, inviting Hiyori over to stay with him for the summer. It would get her accustomed to the new life he’s built in Yokohama, the puppies will get used to her scent not to mention she can tutor him on stuff that she’s learned since Yusuke’s only got a highschool degree to rely on.
However, today Hiyori chose war. Yusuke had been minding his business with his training and stretches. Performing a few dozen vertical push ups until he heard her saying that SHE WOULD FUCK HIM. Eyes opened wide and he’d slip crashing into his face before he ends up on his back.
“Wha-what did you say!?!” Was it because he was shirtless?? God this as embarrassing, he’s made quite a fool of himself, his face was beet-red and there’s no way he’d be able to live this down. “I’m not blushing..it’s that summer heat…and..I’d fuck you too..whatever.” He turned his blushing face away to look at the wall, rubbing the back of his neck.
#❛ mail ━━ when i rush make your butt pucker the fuck up.#❛ hiyosuke ━━ you’re the place my life begins and you’ll be where it ends.#yusuke kindly requests she forgets what ever happened period
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missing my dnd campaign a little extra today, so wanted to share the chaos of my life —
maydae la croix 💜
#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dnd campaign#tielfing#bard#starry art#if you’re wondering about the peach charm — they had a sibling named peacherella who tragically passed#then in then when they reconnected with their twin in the campaign.. she found out by singing peacherella’s favorite song#peaches from the mario movie#at the beginning of the campaign they had also recently escaped prison and all their aliases are different water brands#all of the party knew me as poland springs for three or four sessions#their cat is named muna btw#i don’t have any new art to share so i got this for y’all#since my last art post i graduated college!!!#also my contract for work ended so job searching :)#the :) is to hide the pain
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I want to make an actual edit with it but here’s my crosshunt playlist
#crosshunt#it’s in chronological order from the betrayal -> back to friends -> to lovers (?)#thousand eyes is a tone setting prologue#plainsong is to act as a bookend to cold’s intro#‘i was cold as I mouthed the words… your name like ice into my heart’ ->#“’it’s so cold it’s the cold like you were dead… sometimes you make me feel like I’m living at the edge of the world’#i tried to keep the songs tonally similar to one another ik if you’re not familiar with TS then it’ll seem jarring but it all makes sense#within da plot of the playlist….#hurricane is the midpoint and signals the beginning of the end aka eventual reconciliation#also I’m your man into cardigan is just too good especially if you listen with a fade#posing for cars is the penultimate track. giving an ambiguous sense of closure. will they won’t they type of thing.#plainsong closes them out and answers that question. for me at least.#crosshair’s the cocky sob who says it’s just the way he smiles#crosshair#hunter tbb
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i miss qsmp
#the community aspect of it specifically#maybe controversial opinion but i never felt that sense of community with dsmp lmao. probably cause i got into the fandom at its tail end#and by then it was like a ‘you had to be there’ kind of situation so i felt like an outsider✌️ yippeee#it’s always hard to insert yourself into fandoms that are either Much Bigger than what you’re used to#or that you haven’t been a part of since the beginning. and if you haven’t been whoo boy you better catch up!#i’m sure qsmp fans felt that same way too🥲 mcrp lore is always so overwhelming to try to learn no matter what server LMAO#anyway . this ramble was pointless nobody come for my neck please🙏#my ted talk
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