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H-h-hey.. senpai⊠I was wondering if you could make more about Mr Crawling! (I LOVEDDD YOUR PREVIOUS FAN FIC ABT HIM) because heâs such a cutie tbh and I love him sm so I was wondering maybe if you could make something about how he would react to the reader spending more time with someone else (coworker preferably!)
Feel free to ignore if you donât want to do this..!
(Can I be đŠ anon?)
the jealous type!
His face scrunches. âNot you⊠smell bad. Someone else.â
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Ëâź omg my first anon >.< ofc u can be đŠ anon!!!!
warnings. more fluff/comfort hehe, spoilers for end04
Itâs late when you return home. If it was any other day, youâd be scheming around the streets with your crowbar- but life is different now.Â
You have a commitment at home. Your new roommate⊠boyfriend? thing. Itâs almost as routine as having a pet; coming home, giving him a pat on the head, giving him his completely normal legally obtained soup and ending the day snuggled up on the sofa with him at your feet.Â
Sure, heâs the one who came with you all the way from that other world and didnât have any friends here, but does that mean you canât? Itâs not like you could bring Mr. Crawling with you to work, or after work drinks with your coworkers. Normal people can still see him, after all. Heâs just⊠a little hard for other people to notice- you picked up on that when your parents dropped by on an impromptu visit one evening.
When you kick your shoes off when you come in through the front door, you feel guilty. You can tell heâs a bit down- of course, Mr. Crawling still tackled greeted you with his overzealous, unnecessarily over the top hug.Â
âYou return!â he says, every time without fail.Â
âI return,â you reply, petting his head, but something feels off. He doesnât let go immediately, and his usual enthusiasm is muted.
Mr. Crawling pauses, his face stuffed into your neck. You quirk a brow, curiously eyeing him as he takes a big sniff of your skin and clothes. His face scrunches. âNot you⊠smell bad. Someone else.â
Is he the jealous type? Wow, and since when was his sense of smell so good?
âYou can smell my friend?â you blink at him, cringing as you feel a knot in your stomach. You try to explain, âUhm⊠someone else⊠uhhhh⊠my friend.â
âOther friend?â Mr. Crawling frowns, sitting back on his feet, the space between you growing slightly colder.
You pull yourself up from the floor, careful to meet his uncertain gaze. âOther friend,â you confirm.
âFriend⊠same me?â
You sigh, wishing this language was more descriptive. Itâs hard to explain something so complex when neither of you really understands it fully. You tap your fingers nervously against your leg, thinking. âI donât understandâŠâ you sigh, the weight of the misunderstanding settling on you. âTheyâre human.â
Mr. Crawlingâs frown only grows deeper. He shakes his head, and scoots himself closer to you. He wraps his arms around your waist, his hair falling over the both of you as if trying to shield you from everything outside of your house. âFriend like this?âÂ
Resting your head on his shoulder, you let out a content sigh. âNot like this, Crawling.â
âYou one. You me two. Not like three.â His grip tightens around you, pulling you as close as he possibly can, like heâs afraid youâll slip away. âMe like you. Worry⊠not like me. Gone long time⊠Smell someone else.â
You pull back slightly, feeling the pressure of his arms around you. Heâs not just possessive, heâs scared. You stretch your arms out. âLike you. Big like. See? This much!â You hold your hands closer together, parallel to each other. âFriend ok. Little like. Understand?â
You chuckle lightly, but the soft pang in your chest makes you pause. âYou get it now, Crawling?â you mumble. You reach up and scratch his head absently, a familiar gesture that seems to soothe both of you. âUhm⊠when I leave, I go to work. You know work, right?â He nuzzles into your palm, and you just assume he does, for the time being. âWork friend! Not important. You important. You, uh⊠you understand me?â
âMe understand,â he murmurs into your palm, his cool lips tickling the skin. âSmell bad⊠Me only like you. You smell good."
"I know you like me, Crawling. I like you, too."
He lets out a satisfied hum, his body relaxing again, and for a brief moment, you wonder if heâs truly getting itâor if he just likes the idea of being yours as much as you like the idea of him being yours. He pulls your head closer to his chest, and thatâs when you decide you donât really need to build rapport with your coworkers that much, not when you have a cute ghost waiting for you back at home.
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Dogtooth
jack hughes x fem!reader
WARNING - SMUT!!! minors, DNI. 18+. oral!female receiving, face riding
summary: just a lil jack thot inspired by the song dogtooth by tyler, the creator
notes: this is just a repost of the little jack blurb i posted last night, i just wanted to reformat it so itâd fit in my masterlist better. but!! this is probably my favorite jack thing iâve ever written and iâm obsessed with this song so, hope you enjoy!! đ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ
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dogtooth by tyler, the creator?? that song is soooooo jack coded.
itâs the right kind of cocky but also the perfect amount of loving his woman, which is exactly how i picture jack to be in a relationship.
heâs a pretty private guy, not enjoying being in the media too much and revealing a ton about his personal life. he hates media because he doesnât like the feeling of people assuming they know everything about him. but his girl? she knows everything about this man and he basks in the fact she knows him better than anyone else.
and when heâs down for someone? oh heâs down baddddd. i mean, pining level shit. he always wants to be around her. always calling her. always texting her. he just wants her attention 24/7, no matter what he has to do to get it.
he loves to pleasure his girl. and thatâs it, really. he loves any second he can spend making her feel good, any way she wants. he doesnât even care about the reciprocation (though he does love when she returns the favor) because knowing heâs the one to satisfy her needs is enough to put him on cloud nine all by itself.
and the second jack hears this song for the first time? oh heâs got big plans for it. (and you)
youâd be sitting on the couch, waiting on jack to get home from a mid-day skate. he sent you a text telling you he was leaving the rink around thirty minutes ago, expecting him to walk through the door any second.
no sooner than the thought entered your mind, you heard the lock click, signaling his arrival. calling out a greeting, youâre met with silence. you turn your body to see why heâs ignoring you, noticing the small white ear buds stuck in each ear.
he sets his bag down at the door, no doubt filled with his sweat soiled clothes he wants you to wash. waiting on him to look up and acknowledge you, you lay your head on the plush cushions resting against the back of the couch. you watch him, never missing an opportunity to admire how pretty he is.
finally, he looks up and meets your gaze, smiling at your love-filled eyes. he pops one headphone out while walking towards you, rolling it around in his hand.
âhey, sweets,â he leans down to place a small kiss on your waiting lips.
you savor the taste of his lips, always loving their soft feel.
âtried to say hi when you walked in, but guess you couldnât hear me,â you gesture to the one earbud still lodged in one of his ears.
he gives you a small, apologetic look. âsorry, found a new song i really like. think you will too, actually. made me think about you.â
grabbing his phone from his pocket with his free hand, the one thatâs holding the small bluetooth device brushes your hair away from your own ear, comfortably resting the earbud there.
âhereâs the thing thoughâŠ.i want you to ride my face while we listen,â he just casually tells you, not even looking up at your face, still fiddling with his phone.
you perk up, surprised at his casualness. âi- what?â
âyou heard me, before i press play i want you to ride my face.â
said face in question is dead serious, not an ounce of mischief to be found.
âyouâŠliterally just walked through the front door. what happened to asking each other about our days? or discussing what weâre gonna eat for dinner?â you ask him, not knowing how to react to the sudden proposal.
he rolls his eyes playfully. âis this your way of telling me you donât want to? because you donât have to. just think itâd really add to the experience, sâallâ he shrugs.
you still donât know how to react to the pure casualness of it all. by the way heâs acting youâd think heâs suggesting watching a movie, not having you ride his face in the middle of the living room.
âi didnât say i didnât want to. itâs just a little wild for that to be one of the first things out of your mouth when you get home.â
jack snickers at your words, walking around the large sectional to occupy the spot next to you.
ânot really. not for me, at least. been thinking about it all day,â he plops down beside of you, making himself comfortable.
his words shoot excitement down to your core. heâs been thinking about it all day?
before you can think of a response, you feel shuffling next to you on the plush couch. you look over to see jack laying flat on his back, head only slightly raised to look over at you expectantly.
âso, you gonna get rid of those shorts or what?â he asks, referencing your thin, cotton pajama bottoms.
âi swear to god, if i wasnât turned on right now iâd slap you,â you grumble, standing and removing all clothing below your waist.
jack laughs a real, out loud, laugh this time, prideful in the fact that youâve never really been able to (or wanted to) resist any of his offers.
he burrows his body further into the couch, making sure heâs in the middle of the large surface, ensuring thereâs room for your knees to rest on either side of his head.
you climb to hover over his body, looking down at his hungry eyes that are glued to your bare pussy, following every movement of your body from that landmark.
âshirt off or on?â you ask him, sitting on his toned abdomen.
âoff. wanna be able to play with your boobs, please,â he flicks his eyes up to your face, an innocent smile on his own as he bats his eyelashes.
âof course you do,â you remove your (his) t-shirt from your body, now completely bare as you sit on top of him.
âswear they get bigger every time i see them,â he says in awe, bringing a hand up to massage one of your full breasts. you moan as he kneads the flesh, stomach turning flips in anticipation of whatâs about to take place.
âgonna press play so we can get started or you just gonna play with my tits all night?â you huff out, loving the feeling but growing needier by the second.
it takes jack a second to register what youâre saying, too lost in the feeling of the heavy skin in his hand.
âoh! yeah, almost forgot,â he reaches up to the back of the couch where he left his phone, picking it up long enough to press play.
you scoot yourself farther up his body, resting your eager core right above his chin. all youâd have to do is relax your thighs the slightest amount to make contact with his mouth.Â
suddenly you hear a smooth beat ring out in one ear, assuming jackâs hearing the same.
the second you hear the lyrics âshe could ride my face i donât want nothing in returnâ pour out of the earbud, jack inched his face up, licking a long, deep stripe through your folds.
you allow yourself to relax, sliding your slick pussy back and forth gently, not wanting to rush.
jackâs nose brushes your clit with every movement. you sigh at the feeling, not realizing how much you needed the friction until now.
the melody in your ear continues, but none of the lyrics are registering anymore. the feeling of jackâs tongue working through you takes every ounce of your attention.
âgod, fuck! jack, best idea ever,â you moan out, picking up your pace slightly.
jack groans, letting his tongue still for a moment, allowing you to work yourself over it as you please.
fighting through the bliss radiating throughout your body, you try to focus on the lyrics at least a little bit. the chorus starts repeating, but the lyrics that follow make your head fuzzy in the best way.
âshe could ride my face i donât want nothinâ in return, except for some her time and all her love, thatâs my concernâ is what you focus on, the words squeezing your heart and your cunt.
jack smirks into your pussy when he hears you moan, knowing exactly which lyrics elicited the reaction from your body. youâve always been the type to get off on the sweet nothings he whispers in your ear while he fucks into you, so he knew that line in particular would be especially helpful while his mouth is otherwise occupied.
your pace increases again as the song continues on, already halfway to your release.
jack brings his hands up to hold you still, your hole mere centimeters from his waiting tongue. he guides you to lower yourself onto the muscle, encouraging a slight bobbing motion of your body.
with every depression of your cunt onto his tongue, your clit bumps onto the tip of his nose. the pressure is a delicious form of teasing, the sensation gone nearly as soon as itâs felt each time.
âplease, touch me. need you to touch me, jack. so so close,â you pant out, feeling the familiar swirl of your climax forming already.
jack grunts in response, the vibrations sending waves all throughout your body and youâre convinced you can feel it in your toes.
his hands leave your hips, traveling up your body until they find your sensitive buds, pinching and playing with each pink, taut nipple.
you jolt a bit, the motion causing your clit to slam against his nose this time. you cry out at all of the various sensations all at once. full with his tongue, rough hands on your tits, and round nose scraping against your clit.
the pure stimulation of it all forces your orgasm out of you, slamming into your body with the force of a train.
âfuck!â you scream, quickly shooting a hand out to grip the back of the couch, trying to stop yourself from collapsing on jackâs face completely.
you can barely hear the words âshe can ride my face i donât want nothinâ in return, and will i ever fall in love again? i canât confirm,â ring through your ear, the soundtrack to your release, literally.
jack continues to work his tongue in and out of your hole while you shake and convulse above him, having to chase your entrance as you move. he continues to knead your sensitive breasts, each squeeze sending small volts through your already spent nerves.
he can feel your release dripping onto his cheeks, chin, and nose. he tries to lap up as much as he can, not wanting to miss a drop of your liquid pleasure.
your taste alone was enough to form the wet spot on his grey sweats, not embarrassed in the slightest heâs literally leaking from how turned on he is. but when he looks up at you above him, skin damp and eyes half rolled into the back of your head, mixed with the feeling of your body tightening around his tongue so harshly he canât even pull it out, he blows his load right then and there.
he can feel the last flutters of your walls around his tongue, not stopping his movements until you pull back, having half a mind to keep going and work another orgasm out of your sensitive state. he moans through his own unprompted release, the only thing keeping him from following his sudden impulse to overstimulate you.
once the tired muscles in your thighs stop shaking, and your breath evens out, you can hear the fading of the music in your ear, signaling the end of the song. you push up slightly on your knees, detaching yourself from jackâs mouth as he chases your now swollen cunt, a small whine escaping him at the action.
âjackâŠthe songâs over,â you manage the words somehow, in awe that he made you come in only a single songâs length.
âi can hit replay,â he rushes out, already reaching to grab his phone again.
you squeak out a slightly panicked âno,â while shaking your head, worried if he started again you might actually explode. you let yourself relax fully, scooting back so you can rest yourself on his lower abdomen once again, but the feeling of something wet stops you.
jerking back up, you turn and look down, spotting the large, wet stain on his sweatpants. you canât stop staring at it, wondering if youâre really looking at what you think youâre looking at.
âjackâŠdid youâŠâ you trail off, turning back around to look at him.
he smirks as he leans himself up on his elbows. âsure did, sweets. you have no clue how much i enjoyed that.â
you laugh at his pride filled face. âpretty sure i do, seeing as i just sat on the evidence.â
he simply shrugs, patting your bare ass lightly to signal you to stand. you swing your legs over his body, standing and bending over to pick up your discarded underwear and slide it back up your legs.
âsoâŠ.about that dinner conversation,â you ask him as he stands, suddenly way hungrier than you were when he first got home.
itâs his turn to laugh at you, walking over and removing the now silent earbud from your ear.
âwhatever you want is fine with me. i already ate,â he gives you a kiss on the forehead then turns to walk towards the bedroom.
âohâŠnot even right, you dick,â you huff, following it with telling him youâre ordering his least favorite take out, a punishment for his sass.
making your way to the kitchen to dig through the different take out menus, you hear jack shout your name once again.
âi was thinking, how do you feel about that being our wedding song?â he asks, poking his now shirtless, but clean sweats clad, figure out of the bedroom door.
âjack!â you shout, scolding him as his loud cackle rings out around you, causing your own amused smile to break out on your face.
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â© CW: SUGARDADDY!NANAMI, fem!reader, fluff, MDNI unprotected soft sÄx, lowkey breeding kink. basically he pays you to spend time with him. overall felt soft writing this.
Nanami watches you tilt your head up, your smile full of childlike wonder as you observe the snowfall. The snowflakes that are as white as your coat.
"You wanted to see me because of the snow?" You ask, your eyes meeting his.
A rare smile graces his lips, and the sight makes his heart feel inexplicably lighter. "Mhmm," he replies, his voice deep yet somewhat soft. "You like the snow, don't you?" He brings the wine glass to his lips and takes a small sip, his gaze flickering over you, from head to toe. The way the snowflakes dance in your hair, your bright eyes, the way you were smiling as if enjoying this time with him⊠All of it adding to your beauty.
He looks unbothered by the chill in the air, and the snow that gently falls on his shoulders melts on contact. He sets down his glass, his eyes still fixed on you.
His gaze drops to the cup in your hands, his eyes lingering on the steam rising from the hot liquid. "Hot cocoa?"
Wine and hot cocoa, what a match.
âBetter than wine in this weather, don't you think?â
Nanami's lips curve into a half-smile at your response, finding your practicality endearing, "I suppose you're right," he nods slightly, the sound of the falling snow blending with the soft hum of the city. "Sometimes it's not about alcoholâit's about what feels nice." He watches you with a slightly fond look, continuing to enjoy the way the snow dances around you like tiny, frozen stars.
The quiet settles between you two like the snow falling around you. Heâs not one to fill silencesâheâs much more comfortable listening. But still, he canât ignore the nagging feeling that this time should be different.
âKento,â the call of his name immediately grabs his attention, âwhy.. do you always have to buy something expensive for me whenever we meet? I'm perfectly content with you paying me in exchange of my time.â your question is something he didn't expect you to bring up, but he can understand anyway, you're always grateful for the little things, even when you always deny his gifts because they're too âexpensiveâ.
His fingers tighten around the stem of his wine glass, and you notice. Heâs silent for a beat before he responds in a murmur, "Because I want to."
He doesnât elaborate right away, his eyes flickering over you, and away, as if heâs considering his words. He seems lost in thought, though heâs struggling to articulate something.
Your fingers glide along the cup holder of your hot cocoa, relishing in the warm in provides for your palms, âyou should find a wife for yourself,â you tell him, honestly. âIt's better than wasting your money on thisâŠâ
But Nanami nearly scoffs at your suggestion. As if it's that simple.
"And who'd want to marry a sorcerer?" He retorts dryly. "One day, you will wake up in the middle of the night to find me gone. Off hunting a cursed spirit, or fighting. Maybe not coming back." His jaw tightens "Itâs not that simple." He continues, taking a larger sip of his drink to buy himself some time.
"I..."
He doesn't finish his thought, his tongue suddenly feeling like lead in his mouth.
And you understand, so you don't press on further.
"Maybe I'm just not the type." He finally speaks before he looks away from you, staring at how the snow has taken over the city.
You want to almost apologize for killing the mood but another question pops in your head that you just can't resist but ask.
âKento,â your sweet voice that calls his name, again.
âWhy did you decideâI mean, why are you doing this with me?â
The arrangement between you.
The answer was simple, "Youâre the only good thing in my life... right now.â
You chuckle, "I find that hard to believe. Are there not any good people where you work at?â
"Most of them are idiots or brats. Or both."
âMm,â you take another sip of your hot drink that started to cool down, âdoes anyone knowâŠâ
âNo.â Quick to answer, again. âEmbarrassed?â You ask jokingly.
And Nanami's brow furrows at the question, "Embarrassed?â he repeats, "More like protective." he mutters under his breath.
His lips purse in thought, before he continues, "I donât like sharing.â
â⊠protective?â
âOf course Iâm protective," he mutters, his voice low. "What we have..." He trails off, his words suddenly failing to find the right way to describe this thing between you two. Instead, he lets out a frustrated sigh. "Youâre special. I donât like the idea of sharing that.â
You feel like you should close this topic for now, and you push your sleeve up to take the time from your wrist watch.
He doesn't have to ask, it cue to leave. And Nanami always walks you home whenever you meet somewhere close to your place.
You both walk along the snow trail on the side walk, leaving your footprints behind, Nanami follows beside you, his hands also shoved in the pockets of his coat as well as yours.
His gaze flicks from the children playing in the snow, the old friends chattering and laughing as they catch up on life, to the couples walking by hand-in-hand.
âYou like kids?â Nanami blinks at your question, his focus shifting back to you. For a moment, he almost looks embarrassed to be caught staring too long at a few children singing and laughing as they drown in the snow.
âYeah,â he replies gruffly, his eyes flickering to the group of kids before looking back at you. Heâs silent for a few moments before speaking again. âI like kids...â he says slowly, as if heâs testing the words on his tongue. âNot a lot, but I like them.â
You giggle, the sound warm and light, and his expression softens. He canât help but be taken in by your carefree attitude. It's a side of you that makes him even more drawn.
He keeps walking as he glances at you, watching as you rub your chin against the scarf wrapped around your neck. He almost wants to reach out and touch you, but he doesnât.
Instead, he clears his throat before asking, "are you warm enough?â
You stop walking, âwanna hold my hand?â
â⊠do you want me to?â he asks slowly.
âŠâŠâŠ..
It doesn't take long until your hand is interlock tightly with yours, his hand enveloping your own in his pocket.
He really doesn't want to let go.
The journey passes in relative silence, the only sound is the crunching of snow under your feet. Nanami doesnât say anything, his mind seemingly preoccupied.
Finally, he speaks, âAre you really gonna go home, once we get there?â
You raise your eyebrows, âwhat does that mean, Ken?â
He gives your hand a squeeze like he doesnât want to acknowledge this moment is going to end.
âYou know exactly what I mean,â he says in a low tone, âAre you just going into your apartment and go to sleep, like usual? Or are you... gonna let me invite myself in?â
It always leads back to this after the cute meet ups.
Nanami's hands are all over you as soon as youâre inside. He backs you up against the wall without a word, his body pinning you against it as his lips find yours.
His kisses are slow but hungry, his tongue slipping into your mouth as his hands roam around your curves while slowly letting your coat drop on to the ground, and you huff out.
âYou're getting my white coat dirtyââ
"I'll buy you a new one,â he instantly responds his breath hot against your skin. âBut right now, all I care about is you, and getting you out of these clothes.â
He groans as your fingers run through his hair, his body pressing against you further, desperate to close the tiny distance thatâs between you.
âStressed?â You pant softly, and his only response is a low growl, his teeth nipping at your bottom lip as he kisses you again, his tongue slipping into your mouth and making your head spin.
âYou know I am,â he mutters gruffly in-between kisses.
It doesn't take long until your beneath him on your bed, taking his time worshipping your bodyâthis time he notices how your arms cover your face just when his hands were sliding up and down your sides down to your stomach.
âI know what you're thinking,â he whispers, and the gentle tug at your arm makes you want to peek at him, âdon't. Let me see you.â He gives your forehead a peck and you frown, he's being too loving.
âYou don't have to take your time doing this, i can take it.â
âbut i want to take my time with you.â He says bluntly, âdo you not want me to?â
You shake your head, and a half smirk curls up his lips, âgood.â
He noses right between your tits, giving them soft kisses which makes your teeth catch at your lower lip.
The minute the tip of his flushed cock nudges right into your cunt, pushing in, you both groan in relief.
Fuck was it a stretch even when you were just taking in his tip.
âTell me if you don't want it anymore,â he reminds you, every single time.
Only when you nodded and wrapped your legs around his waist did he start to move, pulling out slowly before pushing back in while rolling one of your nipples to distract your fluttering walls from tightening too much around him.
He sets a gentle rhythm, each thrust deep and deliberate, taking his time, groaning as he watches his cock disappears into you before leaving you again and again.
Meanwhile youâyou looked drunk on him, your worries pushed away as your head is rolling back and your ruined glossy lips part when he thrusts deeper into you.
âNanamââ he squeezes your hip before kissing a mole from your body, âdid you forget my name already?â
You pout, your fingers reaching to stroke his blond strands, âKento,â you sigh breathlessly and his lips envelope yoursâyouâre even more breathless now.
âKenââ you try speaking, only to be muffled by his passionate soft kisses that honestly just makes you feel a little bit loved.
He lifts your body a bit, his hands sliding down to take a feeling of your ass, giving them a squeeze before sliding up to the back of your thighs as he increases the pace of his rolling hips.
Was he fucking you or making love to you? There was definitely a difference between the two.
âSweetheart,â the petname he only ever calls you in bed, it rings in your head, and it makes you clench tighter around him which makes him huff.
The rare raw feeling of his girth inside you makes you even warmer, you can almost feel every nerve throbbing and twitching. âi will pull out, don't worryââ
âNo,â you stop him, and he seems confused.
âCum inside.â
Bold.
âOh, fuck meââ he pants before pressing your thighs down until your knees reach to your ears and you gasp when starts pounding into you like there was no tomorrow, you would stop him anyway if you felt uncomfortable, he trusted you on that.
But with you moaning and whining for release, he can only almost roll his eyes back as he holds it in for a minute just to get a more feeling of you.
âKento, I'm not going to runââ
You don't know that, he doesn't know that. This is temporary, what if this was the last time you both get intimate together?
Oh, Kento would rather work overtime than end this.
âB-be my wifeââ He almost whines when he comes right on the spot, the prettiest moans elicits from your throat as you cum with him, quite literally milking and squeezing every drop of his seed right inside you, making sure not to waste any.
And he's panting heavily into your neck, he's done for.
You stare down at his buried face onto your skin, noticing how his ears have gotten redder, âKen, did i hear you right?â
He doesn't respond, and only rubs at your stomach slowly. Maybe⊠it's only a matter of time until it sticks, then this âarrangementâ doesn't have to end.
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Oooh you got any Jolly Thots?
Oh, yeah. I got them!! If anyone wants to send in their Jolly thots, my ask is open!
Warning: this is very angsty and there is no happy ending :( Also smut (p in v). Jolly is kind of a jackass in this, sorry.
WC: 1.4k
Jolly had you on your kness, back pressed against his chest as he pounded into you from behind. You could feel his breath on your neck, and the feeling of his hand pulling on your ponytail.
It was always like this. He'd call you, tell you he's feeling lonely and longing for you. You'd tell him to come over, only to have your heart broken over and over again.
When he had you like this, though, it was like the feeling of rejection didn't exist for a while.
"You love this, don't you? Me inside of you", he murmured in your ear, you only moaned in response. There was a time when you entertained his praises, but not anymore. Instead, you wished he'd just fuck and stay quiet.
He lets your hair go and you fall on your hands on the bed. His pace picks up and you can tell he's close by the way he's gripping your hips. He starts rubbing circles on your clit, and you're right there with him.
You hate the it feels so good, you hate the way he always seems to know what to do get make you fall apart for him. The way he hits all the right spots.
You wish he was as good with feelings as he is fucking you.
Seconds later, he's spilling inside the condom, with a grunt. And your shaking underneath him, knees giving out as lay sprawled on your bed.
You both take a few seconds to recover, and the part you dread the most is about to happen. Again.
You can hear him going into the bathroom, to discard the condom and wash his hands, you guess. You stay on the bed, now laying on your back and pulling the covers up to your chest.
There was also a time when you felt comfortable with him seeing you naked on the back after you finished. Now, you just felt kind of cheap. With how detached you've both become, the only thing missing was him slapping a couple of tens on your bedside table before leaving.
"Folio is having a party on Saturday. He says he wants to celebrate his new collaboration with TAMA", he tells you as he pulls his boxers on.
"Yeah, he told me", you responded with a detached tone to your voice. Watching him redress.
"You going?", he asked you.
"I'll see"
He only hummed in response. Grabbing his wallet and looking back at you.
"I'll see you on Saturday then. If you go", he opened the door of your bedroom.
"Yeah"
On Saturday, you found yourself knocking on the door to the boys' house. You pondered a lot over the week if you even wanted to go. But decided that your little situationship with Jolly shouldn't drift you apart from your other friends.
Besides, you were determined to ignore him tonight.
You guessed he wasn't there yet when you arrived, because you surveyed the place, but didn't find him. Good, you hope he wouldn't come, you wished to yourself, but knew that wouldn't be true, because he wouldn't miss celebrating his friend.
You were actually enjoying yourself and talking to people around you. You had a drink in your hand, but wanted to stay mostly sober for the night. Before, there was no problem with you getting drunk and spending the night at Jolly's room. Now, it just felt like you were overstaying your welcome.
Maybe an hour after you arrived, you could see two people entering the living room, when you looked in their direction, it was as if the whole world stopped spinning and the room became completely still.
There he was, dressed in all black, with a beautiful girl hanging on his arm.
You obviously knew he was fucking around with other girls, but he never actually brought them over to their house. Also, the fact that a few days ago, he was in your bed, fucking you, and now he was here, with a new girl, made your stomach twist.
Before he had the chance to come any closer to where you were standing, you turned around and made your way upstairs to the bathroom.
You closed the door behind you as you tried to calm your heartbeat that was pounding in your chest. You desperatly tried to think of an excuse to leave this party right now. You shouldn't have come in the first place.
After a couple of minutes, you decided to leave and then shoot Folio a text apologizing. You already had the chance to congratulate him, so that wouldn't look too bad.
Slipping out from the bathroom, you made your way through the living room with your head down, not wanting anyone to see you. Opening the front door, your stepped into the slight breeze blowing outside.
Taking a deep breath, you started to walk down the street to where your car was parked.
"Y/N", you heard a familiar voice behind you, but you didn't turn around, you didn't acknowledge him.
"Hey, where are you going?", he tried again, picking up his pace this time and walking beside you.
"I'm going home", you said, voice flat and devoid of any emotion. You tried to keep yourself in check, because you were sure if you stayed here any longer, you'd start crying like an idiot.
"Why? The party has just started".
Could he really not understand why you were leaving? Was he this dense? Instead of feeling sad, you were now feeling angry at his obliviousness.
"Are you fucking serious? Are you actually this stupid or do you just like to pretend that you are, so you don't have to own up to your mistakes?", the anger in your voice and fire in your eyes made him take a step back.
"Are you talking about?", he was wary now, but his eyes told you he knew exactly what you were talking about.
"Do you actually consider me your friend or do you just keep me around because I'm an easy fuck?", you were becoming tired of him dodging your questions.
"You're not an easy fuck. Please don't say it like that", he tried to take a step closer to you, but you took a step back, and he stayed in his place.
"Oh no? But you text me everytime already knowing I'll tell you to come over. You take advantage of the fact that you know I'm emotionally attached to you", you crossed your arms over your chest to try and protect your heart that was already broken in a million pieces.
"It was never supposed to be like this", he told you, and you desperately wanted him to stop making excuses.
"But it is. Next thing I know, you're going to be paying me for my services from how much a cheap transaction this has become"
Jolly just stood there, his eyes were wide and you could tell they were a little glossy from the way the light from the streetlamp hit his face.
"I'm so fucking sorry, You gotta believe me when I say I never meant to make you feel this way", his voice trembled a bit towards the end of his sentence. You could see a little glimpse of the old Jolly you met years ago.
"I'm not sure I believe anything that comes out of your mouth anymore", you stood your ground this time.
"I'm so fucking sorry", he looked down as he apologized to you. He couldn't even do it looking at your fucking face.
"Me too", you said as you fished your car keys from your pocket. "I'm going to delete your number, and I never want to speak to you ever again", now it was time for your voice to tremble. You were not only endind whatever you two had, but you were ending a friendship of years that developed into something neither of you could control or deal with. "Tell the boys I'll stop coming around"
With this last sentence, you turned around and walked the rest of the way to your car, now letting the tears fall freely from your eyes.
You unlocked your car and gor in the driver's seat. You told youself you wound't look back, but you couldn't helo but take a peek on the rear view mirror.
You Jolly sitting on the curb, you could tell his shoulders were shaking, and that his hands were covering his face.
Too bad, he should've shown some emotion all those times you desperately needed him to. With a shaky, deep sigh, you turned on your car and drove away from the most important people in your life.
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Graven Hearts
After being unofficially banished from the Mourn Watch, rebellious Lisbette must recruit one of her former professors, Emmrich Volkarin, to help her defeat two ancient Elvhen gods. Hurt that her favourite professor never stood up for her when she needed him, Lisbette takes delight in provoking the handsome, silver-haired necromancer, perhaps enjoying herself a little too much.
Female Rook | Age Difference | Daddy vibes | low key bratting | Hurt/Comfort | Eventual Smut
Chapter One
The Lighthouse is a sheer delight to Emmrich. The rooms given to him seem to shape themselves around him to his ideals and tastes without him needing to ask. He and Manfredd spend a happy afternoon putting all his things away, and Emmrich makes mental plans for how he may help this charming group of people. They are facing two ancient Elvhen gods, and the task before them is forbiddable.Â
Manfredd goes out to explore the lighthouse, and Emmrich sits behind his desk to write letters to his colleagues in the Mourn Watch. How does one post letters in a place like this? He supposed heâd figure it out.Â
Thereâs a soft knock on his door, but before he can call out for the person to enter, the door opens, and Lisbette appears.Â
He smiles at her, and opens his mouth to say, âItâs wonderful seeing an old student doing so well,â but the expression on her face makes the words turn to bone dust in his mouth. Sheâs smiling at him, but itâs a hard, fixed smile, very unlike the friendly welcome he received at the Necropolis.Â
But now he thinks of it, Bellara was the one doing most of the talking. Lisbette was merely polite.
Without a word to him, Lisbette takes a long, slow walk around the room. Sheâs wearing comfortable off-duty clothes, a pale shirt tucked into high-waisted pants. The ensemble is nothing special, but she somehow looks lovely in them. Her masses of curly red hair is down past her waist, and the freckles on her face and glassy green shards in her eyes catch the sunshine.
Lisbette pokes at a skull on a shelf. Examines a bottle. Her attitude is irritatingly overfamiliar, as though she feels she has a right to both examine his things and ignore his presence. She was never rude to him during her student days. Lisbette had been rebellious and provocative on paper occasionally, but in his classes, tutorials, and private meetings in his office, sheâd always behaved with manners and respect.Â
Emmrich sits back in his high-backed chair and watches her with what he thinks of as his chilliest gaze. Though her student days are over and her relationship with him is quite different, he still expects manners and respect. Â
Finally, she saunters over to him, though she still doesnât look at him. Her fingertips trail across the surface of his desk. â Coming in here reminds me of being called into your office, professor.â
âHow so?â
âI can feel waves and waves of your disapproval, just like the old days.â
âWhat do you believe I disapprove of?â
Lisbette laughs softly. âAlways a teacher, arenât you?â
âLisbette. If you donât want me here...â
âI need you here,â she says with a careless shrug, and perches on the edge of his desk.Â
Emmrich opens his mouth to tell her not to sit on his desk, but then closes it again. She wants to provoke him, and he feels certain that he mustnât be provoked. He supposes she wishes she didnât need him. Needing someone from the Mourn Watch upsets her after she was unofficially banished from the faction. He feels nothing in particular about that. He wasnât there when the decision was made, and itâs good for a young person to learn that their actions have consequences.
âYou have gathered together quite a team,â he tells her, hoping to change the subject to a topic they can both enjoy.Â
âYes, theyâre like family. Itâs good to have family around me again.â
Family?
He feels his heart sink.Â
Lisbette was found abandoned as a baby in the Necropolis. Like him, the Mourn Watch raised her, and just as it does to him, the Mourn Watch means family. Home. Love.Â
Or it did until they banished her.
How would he have felt if the only family heâd ever known shut him out and told him to leave? Has she had one kind word or letter from anyone at the Mourn Watch in the year since?
But Lisbette has landed on her feet, he reasoned. Sheâs a talented young mage and sheâs navigating these unfamiliar waters with confidence and apparent ease.Â
All the same, him being here hurts her. Angers her. She doesnât want anything from the Mourn Watch, but she has no choice.Â
He can find a way to win her over, surely. Â
In a kinder tone, he begins, âLisbette, what happened a year ago...â
She scoots around his desk toward him, and then reaches for a book on the far side of his desk. Doing so, she splays herself across his lap in a bewildering manner. His fingers flex on the arms of his chair as he stares down at her.Â
Lisbette sits up and pushes her red curls out of her face with a breathless smile. â Alvarusâ Treatise on the Undead . Iâve always wanted to get my hands on this.â
Thereâs better light from the window if sheâs facing the other way, and she perches on the arm of his chair. Emmrich finds himself with his arm around her, but pulled back as far as he can so as not to touch her inadvertently. She wriggles back, closer to him, making that task difficult for him. Â
â Lisbette, there are chairs for both of us.â
As she turns the pages, she slides further from the arm of the chair until sheâs half sitting in his lap. âIâm fine here, professor.â
âLisbette.â
âHm?â
â Lisbette .â
She looks up at him with a dazzling smile, her face just inches from his. âYouâre handsome when youâre annoyed.â
âI know what youâre doing. You dislike that you need help from me. Youâre provoking me because youâre angry with me. If we could have a mature conversation...â
She blinks innocent eyes at him. âDonât be silly, professor. Iâm provoking you because itâs amusing me.â
Slowly, she sinks even further into his lap. Her bottom feels soft against his bony thighs and very warm. Lisbette rests against his chest, licks her fingertip, and turns a page of the book.Â
He grits his teeth. If she wonât speak seriously, he will. âI will speak with the Mourn Watch. Youâve been punished long enough and you should be allowed to return to the order .â
The smile fades from Lisbetteâs lips. She reaches up and touches the silver strands of his hair, and then combs her fingers through the locks. Her touch feels surprisingly sweet.Â
Then she boops his nose with her forefinger. âDonât worry about it. Iâve had better adventures since being told to leave, and now I have a Mourn Watch professor all to myself. Heâs going to help me save the world.â
He gazes at her, feeling unimpressed by her arch tone and the way sheâs touching him. She might be their leader, but he was not her pet.
âHow may I be of service?â he asks icily.
She muses on this for a moment. âDo you have any advice for me, professor?â
âYour spells were ragged today. Your staff work was sloppy, and your incantations poorly aimed.â
âYou called out Beautifully done, Lisbette at least three times.â
He had, hadnât he. He was delighted to be invited onto the team, and heâd been impressed and inspired by the leadership his former student had shown. The way she smiled at everyone. Her warm confidence. Heâd congratulated himself that heâd been responsible in part for the young woman sheâd become, the old fool.Â
Emmrich clears his throat. âI must encourage as well as correct.â
She tilts her head teasingly toward his. âAh, so you encourage me in public and correct me in private?â
âYouâre trying to provoke me, young lady.â
Lisbette reaches up and ruffles his silver hair. âI am provoking you. Thank you for the book.âÂ
She snaps the volume closed, gets up from his lap, and saunters out of his room with an maddeningly hypnotizing sway of her hips.Â
Emmrich opens and closes his mouth. Too late, he thinks of something to call after her. âLisbette! I was reading that book.â
But the door closes behind her, and he thinks he hears her laughter in the corridor.Â
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Oh, Lisbette and Emmrich, you're both in so much trouble. Not the same bit of trouble, but definitely a lot of it, and together. Thank you for reading!
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people donât get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things arenât worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because theyâre things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. iâm at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but iâm a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. itâs not âoh but i can push through itâ because i canât without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I canât think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely donât know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers donât have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice iâm making thatâs true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told âbut you are making choices about your lifeâ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i canât go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isnât freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I donât go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still canât. good days just mean i donât want to lie down on the pavement when iâm going somewhere#I just. I donât magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately itâs#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because thatâs all logical but thereâs no way to explain what itâs doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i donât react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and itâs only getting worse#I canât even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isnât counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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It stg every time I see an anti-CGI-in-movies post I have to physically put my phone down to restrain myself from replying with a ten page diatribe about why that's a stupid stance everyone applaud my self control
#it makes me SO ANGRY#they're always written by ppl who have ZERO knowledge of how vfx in film actually works#and then there 700 replies that are nonsense or misinformat#but the trex in Jurassic park- THE FULL BODY SHOTS WERE CGI STFU#but Guillermo del Toro- WE REDID ALL HIS CREATURES OVER THE PROSTHETICS STFU#but vecna/jarnathan/the predator- THE WERE ALL RETOUCHED YOURE NOT SEEING PURE PRACTICAL EFFECTS#AUGH#as if vfx artists don't have it rough already#you get punched by your studio punched by the director#and then if your shit is good enough people will say Look! Look how good these practical effects were!#it makes me want to scream#you spend your days making things so that people can ignore it if it's good and hate you if it's bad#I'm begging people think for a SECOND before you just slam and entire art form and professional field ffs#okay I'm done#I have so much to say about this I could go on forever
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Imagine this
I've been reading some of this good fics about Yandere Batfam x neglected Reader and it got me thinking.
In some of this fic, usually it's Alfred that has given the reader some love and have not neglected the poor thing and I was like,
What if Reader is still neglected by the batfam but Alfred gave them enough love so much that reader just decided to stay just for Alfred and Reader really just treated Alfred as their real Father or Grandfather.
Where Reader just let go of any expectation from getting attention from the others and just strive to make Alfred proud and happy.
How the turns have table
Imagine reader walking pass the others not bothering to greet them as they look for Alfred instead and other stuff.
Dick seeing them practically skipping as they clutch on a medal hanging on their neck.
"Woah hey!-...um whatcha got-". He tries to say but doesn't get any answers because you were busy muttering to yourself 'I got first place! I have to show this to Alfred!' as you giggle while looking down at the medal and sprint away when you see a glimpse of the butler at the distance.
How instead of begging for the others to train you and become a vigilante, you ask Alfred to train you for self-defense (especially the stuff from his spy days).
Jason was the first to arrive at the manor when the team heard about some intruders getting in but halted when he sees you tying up the unconscious thugs on the floor.
"Hey Alfred is this right?". You didn't pay them any mind when some of them pile in as you pay attention to Alfred who was praising you and giving you more good defense tips while you and him pull the unconscious people out.
How you spend healthy family time with Alfred by helping him in cooking and chores that earns you some knowledge of the recipes from his famous dishes.
Tim was trying to grab a coffee when he sees you having a fun time with Alfred as you skillfully prepare for dinner and actually have good laughs with him.
"Okay, then after I fold this I should add some paprika, right?". You ask the butler as he smiles at you while sipping on the tea that you made for him.
"Yes, you're correct once again young miss/master". He said while humming after drinking the tea indicating how good it is.
Tim can practically see you lighting up as you cheered a 'yes!' from Alfred's confirmation.
How you revolved your time and passion to Alfred and actually deciding that only Alfred is the one you should waste your time on.
Damian wonders around the manor when you and him bump into one another.
"And what are YOU doing walking around MY Father's manor?". He asks while glaring at you.
you just sigh and turn while clutching away the art supplies you bought so you can paint in the garden with Alfred.
"Walking away from you that's what I'm doing". you tell him as you turn the other way not even bothering to argue with the boy anymore.
How you do well in your studies and aim to get a good degree/phd and act like a proper man/lady but not because you want to keep up to being a Wayne but to see Alfred's proud face as he watches you stand on the stage as you show him your diploma/degree certificate.
Bruce decided to take a walk from sitting down for too long when he walk pass a framed picture on the hallway near Alfred's room and double takes when he sees you and Alfred standing together with while you were wearing a toga and cap holding not just any graduation certificate but a college one as the both of you look so happy and him seeing Alfred having that loving and well pleased expression something he rarely sees from Alfred after becoming the crusading dark knight.
Looking at the date he couldn't believe that it has been more that a few years since the graduation happened.
All of the family who used to ignore you suddenly took a different turn and started to try and get your attention but they fail to see that you already moved on from them and only cared about the one person that have literally loved you from the beginning.
Bonus:
Imagine Thomas and Martha Wayne was mysteriously revived for a day and met the family but was deeply disappointed to the others and took a special liking to reader because Alfred has said many good things about them and them especially getting many good degrees something that the rest haven't gotten yet or never bothered to get (this is my hot take because my family are hellbent on us cousins to finish school) and you know for a fact that Alfred is really REALLY proud of the kid that he raised preciously
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(not) my girl - rafe cameron
summary: if rafe cameron is so sure he doesn't need to be seen with you at midsummers, you are more than happy to oblige (or) the time you drove rafe insane with jealousy.
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a/n: inspired by this post by the sweet @writingsbychlo âĄ
You were curled up on Rafeâs lap, head resting on his shoulder with his arms circled around you and his fingers mindlessly tracing patterns on your thigh as he talked with his friends around the firepit in his backyard.
You had been hooking up for a few months and recently you felt like you were right on the cusp of him asking you to make things official, exclusive. You were spending nearly every night together and every time he asked to talk or wanted to hang out you got your hopes up that this would be the time he brought it up, only to be crushed over and over again.
Deep down, you knew how Rafe felt. People who were âjust hooking upâ didnât beg you to stay every morning, didnât make room in their dresser for you, didnât wake you up with featherlight kisses to your cheeks, your forehead, your nose, face breaking into a ridiculous smile when your eyes fluttered open to find his drinking you in, they didnât call you during a panic attack after fighting with their dad, pleading to hear your voice as the only thing that would calm them down. No, you were pretty sure you knew exactly how this boy felt, but you wanted him to acknowledge it. You ached to hear him say with pride âthatâs my girlâ, to mark you as his own.
Your eyes flitted across the fire to your best friend Olivia who wiggled her eyebrows at the sight of you and Rafe together, all too aware of the situationship you were in and how badly you wanted him. You blushed and rolled your eyes back at her, just trying to enjoy this small moment where he showed his affection for you in front of other people. She winked at you before interrupting the conversation.
âSooo, who is everyone taking to Midsummers?â
You shot her a look that screamed what the hell are you doing!? You were still holding out hope that Rafe was going to ask you, even though it was less than a week away. Maybe he had an elaborate, last-minute surprise planned?
âFeel pretty good about my dateâ Kelce murmured, pressing a kiss to Oliviaâs cheek as she giggled. âWhat about you Top, still intent on macking on Rafeâs sister?â he asked. Topper threw an empty beer can at him as everyone laughed.
âI donât know why we even bother with datesâ Rafe said. âWeâre just gonna dick around together all night anyway, thereâs no point.â He took a swig of his beer without meeting your gaze. You felt your cheeks warm in embarrassment and a painful ache in your throat as you tried to hold back the tears that threatened to spring forward. You met Oliviaâs gaze again and she nodded encouragingly towards Rafe.
âW-what about me, Cameron?â you asked, trying to mask your feelings, to sound chill as you poked him in the side.
He looked at you sweetly, âCâmon and say what when my dad asks about you? âHey dad, hereâs the girl Iâve been sneaking through the back door every night and smashing while you and Rose are three doors down? Hard pass.â He laughed, focusing back on his beer and his friends as you felt his hand slide off your leg.
You allowed yourself to be genuinely upset for three days.
You didnât sleep at Tanneyhill for the first time in months, you didnât even answer his texts which grew increasingly more insistent the more you ignored them. You stayed home, you cried, and you contemplated what the fuck you were doing with your life. Was that really all you were to him â just someone he was sneaking around with? Did you somehow become that girl, too naĂŻve and too stupid to see that she wasnât and would never be anything more than a hookup?
You thought about the way Rafe reached for you and held you in his sleep, the way his hands ghosted over your body, the things heâd whisper in your ear, the times youâd ridden shotgun in his truck or heâd taken you to his favorite spot on the beach⊠Your heart was so sure about him, but your head throbbed with the echo of his words.
You and Olivia talked incessantly about it, dissecting everything heâd said. âMaybe he just needs a little push, a little⊠motivation?â she suggested, and the more you talked about it, the more you realized she was right.
If Rafe Cameron was so sure he didnât need to be seen with you at Midsummers, you were more than happy to oblige.
The last of the hot summer sun was settling over the ocean as you climbed the front steps of the Island Club in daring three-inch heels; the added height gave your figure a perfect sway that simply begged people to watch you as you walked by. Your dress had a thigh-high slit, open back, and was the perfect color for your skin tone, illuminating you; the neckline was devilishly tantalizing, giving the desired effect of drawing all eyes to the dazzling diamond pendant that reflected the setting sun.
Rafe heard you before he saw you; rather, he heard a sea of murmurs rippling through the crowd which drew his attention to the doors just as you walked through by yourself, essentially announcing to the island that you were alone for the night.
âGeezusâ he heard Topper mutter under his breath as he took you in. Normally, he would have known better and normally Rafe would have put his head through a wall for glaring at you the way he was, but even though his fists clenched in response and he wanted to turn and say something to him, he simply couldnât take his eyes off of you; âGeezusâ didnât even begin to cover it.
You were always undeniably beautiful to Rafe: when you wore his oversized sweatshirt around the fire pit, when you were makeup-less in your wet bikini at the beach, and especially when you were wearing next to nothing tangled up in his limbs and his soft sheets, but the dress you had on, the way your hair shone in the last rays of the sun, the way you were positively radiating had his pulse throbbing in his neck, his adamâs apple bobbing and his palms sweating. Fuck, I am so happy sheâs mine he thought to himself, smiling and moving to walk towards you as your eyes met his across the crowd.
You were glowing at him and sent him a discreet smile as you greeted people and made your way in his direction. He couldnât wait to get his hands on you, to have you at his side so everyone knew you were his. You approached your friends, dropping a kiss on Topper and Kelceâs cheeks before doing the same to Rafe. You made to move past him quickly, intent on talking to Olivia when he grabbed your hand.
âHey, hold up you-you lookâŠâ he started to say, trying and struggling to find the words to capture the way his heart was pounding in his chest.
Your wide eyes met his expectantly and just when he opened his mouth to speak, they flitted over his shoulder.
âOh! Sorry, Rafey! Just saw someone I want to catch up with, Iâll see you laterâ and without another word you walked away, leaving Rafe Cameron, the King of Kildare staring and stuttering after you.
You were walking away from him? he thought. You had seemed so adamant about this whole Midsummers thing, dropping hints about going together and now here he was, practically ready to get down on one knee at the sight of you, and you were walking away from him? He was speechless. He turned to watch you go⊠right into the arms of another man. He looked to be about your age, the same height and a similar build as Rafe, because of course Rafe was sizing him up, how could he not? This guy had his paws all over his girl. And then, after a momentâs realization, he thought darkly, sheâs not your girlâŠ
You had greeted this guy with a huge hug, and heâd nearly lifted you off the ground, now he had your full attention and you were laughing at something he said, the most sweet and perfect sound that Rafe wanted only for himself.
As everyone took their seat for dinner, you intentionally positioned yourself across the table from Rafe. The slight of not sitting next to him where he could run his fingers up your thigh or tangle them in your own left him fidgeting instead, buttoning and unbuttoning his jacket and swirling his drink. What the fuck did I used to do with my hands? he thought angrily.
You paid him no mind, instead, leaning forward on your elbows and toying with the diamond pendant around your neck, fingering it, twirling it and sliding it back and forth on its chain.
âHoly DIAMOND, girl!â Olivia said as she took note of your necklace and leaned over to get a closer look. âIs it new, where is it from?â her eyes shot from you to Rafe and back again.
He glared at you both over the rim of his glass as he took a deep gulp, trying to act unphased but also extremely curious to hear your answer knowing damn well it wasnât from him.
Your eyes flitted to Rafe briefly before you leaned towards Olivia, lowering your voice, but not so low that he couldnât hear you. âIt was⊠a gift from⊠someone specialâ you said winking conspiratorially at her.
Rafe choked on his drink just as someone was standing up at the front of the crowd to make a speech, shifting everyoneâs attention and interrupting the slew of words that nearly poured out of his mouth.
Who the fuck on Kildare fucking Island was buying his girl jewelry? he thought. And then, again, he reminded himself, sheâs not your girl⊠the thought making his whole body tense, rigid and taught in anger and frustration.
For the next 20 minutes, all he could do was stare at you as you twiddled that ridiculous necklace in your fingers, imagining what it would be like to rip it off of you and replace it with something twice as nice. He was mentally calculating how much he would spend and how quickly he could get it when JJ Maybank passed by their table. Rafe had a snarky comment on the tip of his tongue until he watched JJ do a double take at you and stop in his tracks.
Donât do it, Maybank, Rafe thought. Donât you dare do it.
He watched JJ eye you and the distance between you and Rafe and, deeming it safe, peddled back, pulling a glass of champagne off his tray and handing it to you with a flourish. He knelt down next to your seat and when you turned to talk to him, it left JJ perfectly eye level with your cleavage. He was whispering something to you and you rested your hand on his bicep as you leaned forward to hear him. Rafe could see you blushing, and he watched Maybank take in every greedy eyeful of you. Rafe stood up so abruptly, it knocked his chair over and rattled the plates on the table. Everyone looked up at him, including you, and for the first time that night he had your full attention as your eyes widened at his reaction.
âYN, inside, letâs goâ he said simply, walking to your side of the table.
You raised an eyebrow at him and his demanding tone.
âAnd Maybank if you donât stop staring at her tits, I will put your face through this table.â
JJ quickly stood up and backed away with his hands raised in surrender as Rafe approached you.
âRafe we were justââ you started.
ââ Inside. Nowâ he said, taking you forcefully by the arm and leading you inside and into the locker room.
âRafe! Come on! Stop it! I want to spend the night with my friends, I donât know what you possibly have to be mad atâ you said in resistance.
And that was the very last straw for him.
âWHAT I HAVE TO BE MAD AT?!â he said, incredulous, nearly shouting. âWhere do I even begin with you!? You blow me off all week, then you waltz in here looking like an absolute bombshell, wearing next to nothing â I swear to God, Iâve seen you in bikinis with more material - every guy here is leering at you. Then youâre talking to that jackass who had his hands all over youâŠâ he said, exasperated.
At this point he was pacing, his voice continuing to rise in anger and frustration. ââŠAnd then Maybank?! Maybank of all people?! He was flirting with you right in front of me. Was it to make me jealous? Is that what this is all about? Because Iâm about to lose my fucking mind YNâ he said running his hands through his hair, giving you sick pleasure knowing it took him probably an hour to style it. A surprised if not amused look rested on your face as you continued to twirl your necklace in your fingers.
âAnd who the fuck gave you thatâ he pointed accusingly at the diamond in your hand, not giving you a single second to respond, âNo. Absolutely not. Take it off. Right nowâ he said, walking briskly towards you in an effort to do it himself.
You held out a hand to stop him.
âI donât know what the big deal is Rafeâ you said innocently. âWhat difference does it make? Iâm just the girl youâre sneaking through your back door every night to smashâ you shrugged, your eyes burning at him.
His eyes widened as he heard his own words on your lips.
âNo, thatâs â thatâs not â I didnât meanâ he stuttered.
You gave him a vicious look as you watched the gears turn in his head and he tried to string a sentence together.
âLook, I didnât mean it like that â I shouldnât have â what I meant was â ahh, fuck itâ he said, taking a step forward and closing the distance between you in an instant, one hand holding your face firmly as he pushed you against the lockers and the other coming to rest on the wall beside you, caging you in against him as he pressed his lips bruisingly to yours, devouring you, just like heâd wanted to do all night.
You wanted to stay strong, to argue, to tell him he wasnât going to win you over like this. But he was. He so so was as he deepened the kiss almost instantly and the pad of his thumb ran across your cheek sending a shiver through your body. When he finally felt you relent and kiss him back, winding your arms around his neck and pulling yourself flush to him he let out a small groan that almost made you forget the whole point of tonight. Almost.
You pulled back, leaving not even an inch between you. The feeling of you kissing him had calmed him down significantly. His breathing had slowed but his cheeks were still flushed and his hair was mussed. He lingered there, his nose brushing yours as he stroked your cheek.
âYouâre my girlâ he whispered finally.
âAre you asking or telling?â you whispered back.
âDo I really need to ask, princess?â he said, meeting your gaze with his own.
You raised an eyebrow at him threateningly.
He rolled his eyes and said in a sigh, âBe mine?â
You bit your bottom lip and pretended to think about it. âGosh, I donât knowâ you said, pressing a slow kiss to his lips âMâmight have to think about itâ you said, pressing another kiss there, lingering longer âMmâmight need some convincingâ you said, kissing him again and running your hands up his chest.
His voice was low but steady, âI will take you home right now and convince you as many times as you need me toâ he said, kissing you back through a smile.
âDealâ you replied sweetly.
You moved to leave but he didnât let you go and when you met his gaze, his brow was furrowed, his eyes searching yours. âI am serious though, about this, about youâ he said. âIâm sorry I fucked up.â He looked uncharacteristically bashful, unsure even. âReally, are you mine?â he whispered.
âYes, Rafe,â you said as your heart fluttered in your chest âAll yours.â
He smiled stupidly, so far gone for you as he kissed you again. You were completely lost in the moment until he muttered against you, âThen please for the love of God will you take that necklace off and tell me who in the hell thought they could buy you something like that?â
You met his eyes strongly, the last embers of your pain crackling there.
âNoâ you said simply, continuing quickly when he tried to interrupt you. âIâm going to keep it and wear it whenever I damn well please to remind you of what you have and what you sure as hell want donât want to lose.â
He looked genuinely shocked to hear you challenge him like that and you could see a tic in his jaw as he worked it back and forth in anger.
âI⊠hate thatâ he growled. âWhat if I buy you something nicer?â
You shrugged noncommittally and he shook his head at you. âFine, letâs get out of here, that dress is killing me and I have a lot of convincing I want to do to you right now.â You giggled as he grabbed your hand and led you back outside, pressing a kiss to the side of your head.
When you rejoined the party there were a few murmurs and glances as you hung off his arm. Were you imagining it, or was he taking the long way back to your table, intentionally parading you around the patio and staring daggers at anyone whose gaze lingered too long? Being seen together at Midsummers was basically shouting from the rooftops that you were official. You were glowing, he was too. You said goodbye to your friends and within minutes you were in his truck headed back to Tanneyhill, his hand rubbing circles higher and higher on your thigh, your fingers in his hair.
He threw the car in park and scooped you over his shoulder, carrying you all the way upstairs like that, which had you shrieking in delight. He didnât set you down until you were in his room and he kissed you feverishly, his hands cupping your face, before his fingers traced your neck, nearing your necklace.
âRafeâ you muttered against his lips, a warning.
âJust tell me whoâ he muttered back, unable to let it go and kissing you deeper in the hopes of convincing you. âIâm already gonna to buy you a new one, youâll never wear this again, but I need to know. Canât stop thinking about someone else with their hands on youâ he said as he guided you backwards towards his bed, pushing you gently onto his comforter and crawling on top of you.
âI donât like it. I do not fucking like itâ he growled against your lips. Under his anger, you detected a hint of vulnerability and you broke your kiss just long enough to look into his eyes, which gazed longingly at you as they searched your face. Perhaps you had tortured this poor boy enough.
You sighed, relenting.
âOliviaâ you said.
He looked at you, completely confused for only a moment before the realization dawned on his face and he hung his head.
âThere isnât anyone elseâ he said in equal parts relief, frustration and embarrassment.
You shook your head at him.
âGod Iâm so fucking stupidâ he said.
You giggled before reaching behind your neck to unclasp the necklace and toss it on his bedside table.
He looked at you with heat and tenderness, âIâm sorry thatâs what it took for me to get my shit together. I wish it all happened differently, but I donât regret it. Youâre it for me, YN, no one else.â
He placed a kiss beneath your ear, to your throat, to your bare collarbone. âMy girlâ he whispered against your skin, enjoying how it felt on his tongue and the sound of your sweet laughter in response.
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Look at me
Pairing: Luke Castellan x Reader
Summary: Being oblivious to Lukeâs feelings, you tried to get over him by getting a boyfriend, who just does not know how to treat you right. Inspired by the song âBoyfriendâ by Dove Cameron ~ âI could be a better boyfriend than him.â (jealous luke, friends-to-lovers, fluff, angst, pining, happy ending.)
Warning: Just the boyfriend being an asshole and unwanted physical touch for a split second, but nothing serious. Sorry if your name is Cole. Violence (physical fighting)
Note: Iâm sorry if there are a lot of errors, I havenât had the chance to edit this thoroughly so if it feels like a train wreck, then I'm sorry. I just needed to write this out, get it out there, so I can go back to revising for my exams in peace lol, cause this plot/idea has been at the back of my head, I could not stop thinking about it or study properly. Lowkey hated how this one turned out, but whoops.
Word count: 4.8k
âPeople say that eyes are the windows to one's soul,â you once told him. You two have been best friends for a very long time: five years of being attached to the hip. Yet, you were completely oblivious to the way he looked at you. Even everybody at camp noticed and thought it was bound to happen. They were so sure that Luke and you would end up together. So imagine everybodyâs surprise when something else occurred.
It happened right in front of Luke: Cole - a boy from Cabin 5 and son of Ares - asked you out, and you said yes.
It has been two months since that day. All Luke could do was sulk as he watched his best friend slip away. Of course, you still tried to spend as much time as possible with him. But even then, things have changed. There were no more of those content silences between the two of you. There were no more carefree laughs that made Luke feel like you two were the only ones that existed in this place. He used to walk you back to your cabin every night, hugging you good night or kissing your forehead close to your hairline if he felt brave enough. Moments like those convinced him you two would be like that forever. But his solace was taken in a split second. Now, you were so near, yet so out of reach.Â
It didnât help that he saw you every day, like right now, as you sat in the middle of a gathering hosted by your cabin. Gods, even the wind seems to be in love with you, judging by the way it was blowing through your hair as if it was trying to twirl itself around those lovely locks that Luke himself used to always tug behind your ears. The sight of you always bathed him in this warm feeling, like the morning sun. Hence his nickname for you: sunshine.Â
Then his brown eyes landed on the figure next to you, and they hardened. He has witnessed it all: Coleâs backhanded compliments, ignoring you on your birthday, leaving you alone to talk to his friends, occasionally flirting back with girls who batted an eyelash at him, and then blatantly telling you that you were overthinking it. Luke knew he could treat you so much better.Â
You were sitting with your boyfriend and his group of friends, who often gave you weird looks or snickers. Gods, if it was him you were with, heâd never make you feel excluded. He would have his arms around you and defend you if his friends ever made snarky remarks. Not that that would ever happen anyway; you were well-loved at camp, and all his friends loved you. But he would treat you well, nevertheless, not like that dumbass sitting next to you.
One of your favorite songs started playing, and Luke watched as you genuinely smiled for once tonight. You touched your boyfriendâs arm, muttering something to him. Luke knew exactly what you were saying to Cole because you and Luke used to do this together. Except, you never had to ask Luke.Â
Whenever your favorite tunes were on, Luke would immediately pull you out of your seat and dance with you, laughing as if nothing mattered at all. Nights like those, he liked to imagine that the stars above envied them and what the two of you had. Now? He felt like one of them, watching from the outside.Â
Lukeâs jaw clenched as he saw Cole shrugging off your hand on his arm. Gods, Luke felt like that idiot was taking you for granted, and his blood boiled. Before Cole, Luke used to always orchestrated some excuse to have you touch him - getting injured on purpose sometimes just to watch you frantically panic over his wounds and take care of him, volunteering to help you out with swords training just to touch your hand and pretend to adjust the way you were holding it, hugging you every time he greeted you and so on.
For a second, your mask slipped, and you had that look on your face, like something had left you emotionally wounded. It was the kind of look Luke would kill to never see again, and oh, the things he would do to get rid of Cole. Luke had to wrestle with the thought of marching up to Cole and beating him to a pulp. However, he did stand up to approach you.
You felt a hand touch your shoulder. When you peered at the person standing, your eyes immediately glimmered as they caught Lukeâs. However, something foreign was gleaming in his eyes. The Hermes boy has always looked at you sweetly. But the way he was looking at you right now was filled with something much more intense - borderline fervent, like an obsession.Â
Cole finally glanced over at you for the first time the entire night. Unlike you, he instantly recognized the look in Lukeâs eyes: hunger and longing. It was clear as day to everybody but you.
Luke extended his hand out for you to take and you understood right away. For the first time in two months, your hand touched his. Lukeâs chest sunk and his breathing lost its usual rhythm for a second as your skin made contact with his. The Hermes boy finally looked over to Cole, and the Ares boy saw an immediate shift in his eyes. Now, they were filled with animosity and - the most obvious of all - heated jealousy.Â
Luke led you away from Cole and started twirling you around. You let out a laugh - the kind that was infectious and has always brought a smile to Lukeâs lips. You both sang along to the lyrics. For once, your relationship felt restored, just like the good old days. Was it wrong that this was the happiest you have felt since you got together with Cole? You shrugged away the thought as the song slowly ended. Luke settled with both hands on your waist while yours were around his neck. Usually, you would put your head on his chest as you both slightly swayed around. But now that you were in a relationship, you kept a bit of distance between the two of you. You gaze up at Luke, who was already staring at you sweetly. The moment was perfect. Gods, you almost wished to stay in it forever.
Meanwhile, Luke hoped he could convey his thoughts through his eyes - the unspoken words he wished he had told you sooner. Could you not see the infatuation coursing through his veins whenever he was with you? Could you not see that you got him at your beck and call?Â
The look you gave him almost convinced him that you heard his thoughts. You leaned your head on his chest, caught off-guard by the speed of his heartbeat as it soothed you along with the music in the background. Feeling a heated look over his way, Luke glanced around and locked eyes with your boyfriend. Cole narrowed his eyes while Luke gave Cole a look of resentment and immense loathing.Â
Gods, he could be a much better boyfriend than Cole.
âHey, man,â when you heard your boyfriendâs voice, you lifted your head from Lukeâs chest and withdrew your hands around his neck. âIâll take over from here,â Cole practically pulled you away from Luke and started swaying with you. Instead of feeling happy that Cole finally danced with you after two months of dating, you felt wrong. Cole's hands were on your waist, but they felt sluggish like his heart was not in it at all. Your ear was against Coleâs chest, so you caught the sound of his heartbeat. It soundedâŠtoo calm, almost cold and shallow, causing you to twist your lips into a frown.
You glanced up at your boyfriend but saw him staring behind you instead. So you glanced back and caught a glimpse of Luke before getting pulled around by Cole, who roughly yanked your face towards him. He kissed you almost aggressively. There was something cynical and bitter about the way he was kissing you.Â
Cole opened his eyes and conceitedly made eye contact with Luke. The Hermes boy glared at the sight of Cole handling you so roughly, claiming your lips so smugly. If it was him, he would be kissing you for you; he would be kissing you to show you how much he worshiped you and the ground you walk on, not to prove an empty point.
You finally managed to pull away when Cole let go of your chin. âAll right, weâre done for the night, donât you think?â your boyfriend muttered, quickly leaving you to return to his friends as if nothing had happened. Despite feeling slightly aggravated at Cole, you hated that you couldn't care less of his words at that moment, and the first thing you did was look in the direction Luke had been before.Â
Yet, he was not there anymore.
~~~
Your cabin was not on the same side as Lukeâs cabin for this match of capture the flag. You were fighting off some people who were on the blue team. Years of training with Luke paid off because you managed to point your sword at the personâs neck and grinned when they put their hands up in surrender. You continued perusing through the area, trying to regroup with your team or take down another blue team member. However, you almost tripped as you witnessed Cole on the ground with Luke on top of him, repeatedly punching his face..
âLuke!â you called out, watching as Lukeâs action faltered, and his eyes darted around frantically around like a lost wild animal. However, Cole took advantage of Lukeâs momentary distraction to land a hit on Lukeâs face. The Ares boy got off the ground as Luke stumbled and went for another punch. However, Luke dodged it effortlessly and rammed Cole against a tree instead.
âHey, knock it off,â you yelled, standing between the boys to stop their flight. Luke immediately backed off, afraid he would accidentally hurt you if he didnât. But Cole, in the middle of his blind rage, still swung for Luke and ended up striking you across the face instead. Right when that happened, Luke pushed Cole again and rushed to your side to assess your injury. At that very moment, Chiron approached the scene with one of Coleâs friends next to him, who promptly told the man:
âIt was him. Luke initiated the fight.âÂ
~~~
Luke wished for somebody to put him out of this misery as he stared at you from afar helplessly. He was so dotted that it hurt. Somebody must have answered his prayers because your eyes met his from across the field. There was a bit of sadness behind them, perhaps regret from how things ended yesterday. You whispered something to your boyfriend, but Cole did not even spare you a glance and waved his hand as if dismissing you from the discussion. Lukeâs hand once again curled into a fist. He bit the inside of his cheek from the pain induced by his injury. The Hermes cabin counselor felt no bit of guilt in his body about his physical altercation with Cole. He felt smug at the sight of Cole with one black eye, busted lip, swollen cheek and a body sporting way more bruises than him.Â
You deserved better.Â
âHey, stranger,â you greeted, sitting beside Luke. Almost immediately, he hooked one finger under your chin, tilting your head lightly as if he was afraid he might break you. The boy scanned over your injury, sighing at the sight of purple forming under your skin, indicating an emerging bruise. Even so, under the moonlight, you still looked heavenly to him.
âDevon said you initiated the fight. Is that true, Luke?â Luke frowned at the mention of Coleâs friend. Great, now he knew another idiotâs name. Meanwhile, you have asked this because you knew him. There was no way the boy you knew would lose control like this and swing his hands first.Â
âNo, but whatâs the point of telling Chiron that? Itâs two against one,â he breathed out.
âLuke, youâre literally the friendliest and nicest counselor here. Of course, he would believe you,â you reasoned. You sighed disappointingly as Luke only shook his head in response as if asking you to drop it.
Now, you two sat in silence. It felt the same as the comforting ones you have had with him before - the ones that made you feel like you were at home in front of your fireplace, curled up with a book.Â
âWhy are you with him?â and with that, the comfort evaporated as the air thickened. You and Luke rarely argued or even disagreed, so it felt like an unfamiliar territory every time it felt relatively tense between you two.Â
âI know you, which is why I know that youâre absolutely miserable with him, so I donât understand why youâre still with Cole,â Luke commented, though his voice was quiet because he was considerate of drawing this type of attention to you. He had seen it before - Cole causing public altercations and storming off and you running after him with tears emerging from your eyes. He did not want to put you in the same position.
âY/N, please, as your best friendâŠâ there it was again, the word that used to make you smile brightly, was now the same one that brought you pain. You wanted more. â...You deserve better,â he uttered, his eyebrows slightly scrunched as he looked at you with those eyes. There it was again, the look so intense that you were convinced they could swallow you whole. Yet, you could not interpret them. So, you looked away.
âLukeâŠâ you said his name almost like a warning sign. The boy sighed at this.Â
His fingers gently tilted your chin towards him, urging you to face him. There was so much contrast in the way he touches you and the way Cole does. You knew precisely why Luke wanted you to look at him: your eyes were your tell for him. Years ago, after you told him that eyes were the windows to one's soul, he told you that he knew this already because he had learned that your eyes will always tell the truth for you. Thatâs how, in so many instances, he would be the first to notice whenever you're upset.Â
âY/N, does he make you happy?â you stiffened at the question. Words choked up in your throat as your mouth opened to answer. You wanted to say yes so you both could get over this conversation. But you knew he would be able to tell you were lying. The way he looked at you right now, as if you were the only thing that mattered. He seemed so vulnerable. Little did you right at this moment, Luke was willing to surrender and let you go if you said yes.
âOh, this is who you left me to talk to?â Cole's voice broke you both out of the trance. âThe person who beat your boyfriend?â Cole passive-aggressively spat, sneering from above as he looked down at the two of you. You called out to your boyfriend, but he quickly cut you off with a quick âUnbelievable,â before walking away. But Cole did this on purpose. He liked the attention he drew, even if they were at your expense, especially because he knew you would chase after him.
âIâm so sorry,â you muttered to Luke on your boyfriend's behalf as you stood up to run after him. Luke frowned as he shook his head. If you were his, he would never allow you to apologize on his behalf, nor would he give a reason for you to ever do that.
âUhm, what are you waiting for?â Annabethâs voice broke Luke from his irritated state. âGo after her,â the young girl nudged.
âI doubt I should do that, Annabeth. Last time I was with him, he ended up in the infirmary.â
âYes, but you need to go after her before itâs too late.â
âItâs already too late.â
âNo, itâs not,â the girl stated sternly, and when Luke peered over at her, he recognized the look on her face. From experience, he knew better than to doubt when Annabeth was right. So, he stood up and walked in the direction where you disappeared after your boyfriend.
âStop it, Cole. I donât want toâŠâ Your voice grabbed Lukeâs attention as he started walking in that direction, eyebrows furrowed.
âCome on, this is the least you could do to make it up to me,â Cole replied.Â
When Luke reached the scene, he almost went into an uncontrollable wrath when he saw Cole trying to take off your shirt as you objected and struggled out of his grip.Â
âI said âlet go,â Cole,â you yelled this time, pushing him back. Upon finally doing so successfully, a figure stormed past you and immediately flung at Coleâs cheek, right at the spot that was already bruising. The impact knocked Cole to the ground as he wailed from the pain. Averting your gaze to the person, you saw Luke. Like a deranged bull, Luke grabbed Cole by the collar and lifted him up, going in for another hit, but you quickly stopped him, calling out his name.
Cole, who did not learn his lesson, spoke again, âGods, of course! He runs to your aid again. You must be a good fuck for him to get this attached. How many times have you fucked him, huh? Gods, youâre such a whore, you know that?â If it were not for your hands stopping Luke and removing his grip from Coleâ shirt, Luke would have ensured Cole no longer had a face.Â
âCole, stay the fuck away from me. We are over.â Your words seemed to affect Luke more than Cole. It was as if Luke could feel an immense weight being lifted from his shoulders. âLetâs go, this is not worth it,â you told Luke. Cole barked a laugh at this.
âMan, youâre more trouble than it's worth. Do you know why no guys ever asked you out? Youâre fucking difficult and clingy, thatâs why. If it was not for that fucking bet, I would not have either.â Luke was about to launch at Cole but was caught off guard because you had already done it yourself. You punched him, aiming for his nose and teeth, making sure to break a few.
âYou fucking bitch!â Cole spoke after he howled in agony. He spat out blood as his nose started bleeding, âGods, youâre gonna pay for this.â
âOh yeah? Come on!â you challenged him, motioning him to come over. Any sense of calm or restraint you had was long gone. âIâll be the one sending you to the fucking infirmary this time,â right when you started approaching Cole again, you were quickly stopped by Luke. He stood behind you, one of his hands soothingly rubbing your back in an attempt to calm you down. Luke averted his gaze to Cole.
âIf you know any better, then leave, Cole. And donât come near any of us again, or I promise youâŠâ Luke trailed off, shaking his head as his eyes bore the weight of the promise he left unsaid, leaving it to Coleâs imagination as to what Luke would ever do to him if he ever saw the boy again. Something seemed to dawn on Cole as he saw the dark look on Lukeâs face. Cole finally decided to leave the scene, limping away from the area as he muttered some insults under his breath.
You turned around and inspected Lukeâs hand, which started bleeding again through the bandage. Taking his non-injured hand in yours, you wordlessly dragged the boy to the infirmary. Despite the excruciating pain spreading through his injured hand, Luke blushed at your action and followed you like a lost puppy.
The Apollo person on shift was someone you knew, so you managed to convince them to let you do the work on the Hermes boy. You observed his hand again, peeling off the dirty bandage from it. As you went to grab disinfectant, Luke softly held you back by flipped over his hand that was in yours so that he could take a look at your hand instead.
âAre you okay?â His words made you swiftly look over at him instead. There was a sad look on his face as he sat on the infirmary bed. You havenât seen him this hurt and dejected in a long time.
âAm I okay? Youâre the one with the bleeding hand.â
âYou punched him quite hard.â
âHe deserved it,â you settled on answering, hesitantly pulling your hand out of his so you could grab the things you needed.Â
âYou know I had that handled, right?â you asked mindlessly, trying to fill the silence as you disinfected his hand and wrapped a new bandage over it. âI donât need you to defend my honor or anything, Luke. I can hold my own ground,â you tried joking.
âNo, I know you can hold your own ground. Besides, I wasnât defending your honor,â he spoke softly, watching as you delicately held his hand with so much care. He wished you could hold him like that as well. A quivering sigh escaped his soft lips, his voice much less firm than he wanted it to be:Â
âI was defending the girl Iâm in love with.â
You immediately looked at him, only to see him already gazing up at you. It was as if a blindfold had been taken off, you finally understood what your other friends were referring to when they said that Luke had always âlookedâ at you. His eyes were filled with adoration. However, this time, they were also decorated with pain.
âI could be a better boyfriend than him,â he stated, almost like it was a fact, and your gut knew it was true, too.Â
âSoâŠ.Why not me? I watched you give Cole - a complete asshole - a chance with you. I watched him give you so much less than what you deserve. It pains me, but I still sit here and wait for you to look in my direction for even one second in the way I have always looked at you. I could be so good to you, Y/N. I waited for you to realize I could be the one who loves you so endlessly and treats you way better than all these guys combined. SoâŠwhy? Please tell me why and put me out of my misery. Why is it not me?â
âLukeâŠâ you rasped out his name. Despite the pain he was in, his heart could not help but throb for a second as it yearned for the sound of your voice calling out to him again. He almost scowled at himself for the way he was reacting to you. Gods, you managed to unravel him through the sound of his name from your lips. He hesitated for a second, wondering if he would even be able to take it at all - if he was given a chance with you. Would he be able to handle the way your skin felt against his, or would his heart burst into unstoppable flames? Would he ever be able to move on if you ended up breaking his heart, or would it remain in scattered pieces of you?
âI love you,â he uttered so effortlessly, which almost convinced you he had said it a thousand times before. In a way, he did, but only in his mind after every time he bid you goodnight. Gods, never did you think heâd say it out loud and put it out there. You almost said it before as well - out loud to the universe, but never brave enough.
âLuke, I never knew,â Luke wanted to sigh as he looked away from you. For the first time ever, he did not want to be vulnerable and let you see his eyes. The same ones that had been looking longingly at you for the past five years, and you were too blinded to see.
He could have sworn that he had been laying it on thick for the past years - all the touches, the looks, his actions. Luke would always linger near you and select you first every time he had to go on a quest. And if he ever were selected to go on one without you, the first thing he would do after returning is wrap his arms around your waist as he pulled you into a hug, breathing in your presence like it would bring him back to life from the gruesome battles he had to go through while out of camp. Did all those actions throughout five years not show you enough that he was infatuated with you? He wanted to reassure you that what Cole said previously was not true. Many guys wanted you but never asked you out because they knew he would be first in line no matter what.Â
"Luke, please, look at me," Of course he obeyed. His eyes met yours - the ones he always tried to find in a crowd of demigods.
âI never knew that you were an option. I did not know that I could choose you. I thought that even attempting to tell you about my feelings would break our friendship forever. I didnât know you felt this way, too. In fact,â you dryly chuckled. âI was giving Cole a chance because I was trying to move on from you.â Luke tugged you closer to him, his fingers lingering on your hips. Thousands of thoughts speared through him as he tried to collect himself. A glimmer of hope presented itself as his mind toyed with the idea of you wanting him too.There was no way he was letting you move on now, not when you both have mutual feelings.Â
âI thought I was deep in the friend zone. Did you not see all the moves I pulled on you?â he asked.
âWhat moves?â
âUhmâthe physical contact?â
âI thought you were just touchy.â
âI walked you back to your cabin every night!â
âWell, I thought it was just a best friend thing?â
âThe first thing I do after every quest is search for you, youâre always the first one I want to see.â
âI really, really thought it was because you were my best friend.â He groaned at all of your responses.
âBut do know, Luke. You have always been my first option in everything. And I would have chosen you again and again, the first pick every roundâŠif I knew you were up for it.â He groaned again, but this time out of temptation and satisfaction. He didnât think the metaphorical butterflies were real. He slowly but surely stood up from the infirmaryâs bed and wrapped his arms around your waist. You reciprocated, your hands around his neck. He leaned closer to you and gulped. He wanted to say the right words, do the right things and not mess this up. He took a deep breath and finally settled on what to say next.
âCan I kiss you?â He muttered in a low, raspy voice with a restrained manner, as if he was holding himself back. Five years of pining led him to this point. You almost melted at the sound of his voice.
âKiss me, Luke.â
And he did. He pulled you up and arched down, connecting your lips together. He dove in as if he had been waiting for this day his whole life. He felt every breath knocked out of his lungs. He sunk himself into this moment like he was living for it rather than in it. He kissed you as if it was the only time he could and as if you would evaporate if he stopped. His hands moved to your face to embrace your cheeks in his palm.
You started moving your hands up his head and played with his curly hair. You tugged it slightly, and the action drew a moan from Luke. The sound caused you to break away. It made you flustered that you had evoked such an alluring sound from the Hermes boy.Â
âI wanna go slow for you, I really do. But it feels like Iâve been waiting for so long. I want to be a gentleman and not skip steps. But I canât wait anymore,â he whispered before whimpering against your lips, âplease be mine.â
He went in for another kiss again, but you pulled away. His heart clenched at this. The boy bit his lip and wanted to scowl at himself for attempting to speed things up. He was too greedy and wanted things too quickly for you. He almost whined at the thought of losing the chance he barely had.
âThat was not a question, Luke. Ask me, and Iâll give you an answer,â he stared into your eyes, and it almost set him on fire. He never saw that much passion in them before. It almost matched his, and that made his heart fasten again.
âWill you be mine, sunshine?â
âYes, Luke. As long as youâre mine too.â
âI have always been yours.â
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Please, if you can, take a moment to read and share this because I feel like I'm screaming underwater.
NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) stigma is rampant right now, and seems to be getting progressively worse. Everyone is using it as a buzzword in the worst ways possible, spreading misinformation and hatred against a real disorder.
I could go on a long time about how this happened, why it's factually incorrect (and what the disorder actually IS), why it's harmful, and the changes I'd like to see. But to keep this concise, I'll simply link to a few posts under the cut for further reading.
The point of this post is a plea. Please help stop the spread of stigma. Even in mental health communities, even around others with personality disorders, in neurodivergent "safe" spaces, other communities I thought people would be supportive in (e.g. trans support groups, progressive spaces in general), it keeps coming up. So I'm willing to bet that a lot of people on this site need to see this.
Because it's so hard to exist in this world.
My disorder already makes me feel as if I'm worthless and unlovable, like there's something inherently wrong and damaged about me. And it's so much harder to fight that and heal when my daily life consists of:
Laughing and spending time with my friends, doing my utmost best to connect and stay present and focused on them, trying to let my guards down and be real and believe I'm lovable- when suddenly they throw out the word "narcissist" to describe horrible people or someone they hate, or the conversation turns to how evil "people with narcissistic personality disorder" are. (Seriously, you don't know which of your friends might have NPD and feels like shit when you say those things & now knows that you'd hate them if you knew.)
Trying to look up "mental health positivity for people with npd", "mental health positivity cluster bs", only to find a) none of that, and b) more of the same old vile shit that makes me feel terrible about myself.
Having a hard time (which is constant at this point) and trying to look up resources for myself, only to again, find the same stigma. And no resources.
Not having any clue how to help myself, because even the mental health field is spitting so much vitriol at people with DISORDERS (who they're supposed to be helping!) that there's no solid research or therapy programs for people like me.
Losing close friends when they find out, despite us having had a good relationship before, and them KNOWING me and knowing that I'm not like the trending image of pwNPD. Because now they only see me through the lens of stigma and misinformation.
Hearing the same stigma come up literally wherever I go. Clubs. Meetings. Any online space. At the bus stop. At the mall. At a restaurant. At work. Buzzword of the year that everyone loooves loudly throwing around with their friends or over the phone. Feels awesome for me, makes my day so much better/s
I could go on for a long time, but I'm scared no one will read/rb this if it gets too much longer.
So please. Stop using the word "narcissist" as a synonym for "abusive".
Stop bringing up people you hate who you believe to have NPD because of a stigmatizing article full of misinformation whenever someone with actual NPD opens their mouth. (Imagine if people did that with any other disorder! "Hey, I'm autistic." "Oh... my old roommate screamed at me whenever I made noise around him, and didn't understand my needs, which seems like sensory overload and difficulty with social cues. He was definitely autistic. But as long as you're self-aware and always restraining your innate desire to be an abusive asshole, you're okay I guess, maybe." ...See how offensive and ignorant that is?)
Stop preventing healthcare for people with a disorder just because it's trendy to use us as a scapegoat.
If you got this far, thank you for reading, and please share this if you can. Further reading is under the cut.
NPD Criteria, re-written by someone who actually has NPD
Stigma in the DSM
Common perception of the DSM criteria vs how someone may actually experience them (Keep in mind that this is the way I personally experience these symptoms, and that presentation can vary a lot between individuals)
"Idk, the stigma is right though, because I've known a lot of people with NPD who are jerks, so I'm going to continue to support the blockage of treatment for this condition."
(All of these were written by me, because I didn't want to link to other folks' posts without permission, but if you want to add your own links in reblogs or replies please feel free <3)
#actuallynpd#signal boost#actuallyautistic#mental health awareness#narcissistic personality disorder#people also need to realize that mental health professionals aren't immune from bias#(it really shouldn't come as a shock that the mental health field has a longstanding pattern of misunderstanding and mistreating ppl who ar#mentally ill or otherwise ND)#the first therapist i brought up NPD to like. literally pulled out the DSM bc she could barely remember the criteria. then said that there'#no way I have it because I have low self-esteem lmaoooooo#anyway throwback to being at work and chatting with a co-worker. and the conversation turning to mental health. and him saying that#he tries to stay informed and be aware and supportive of mental health conditions & that he doesn't want to be ignorant or spread harmful#misinformation. and then i mentioned that i do a lot of research into mental health stuff and i listed a bunch of things. which included#several personality disorders. one of which was NPD.#and after listening to my whole ass list he zeroed in on the NPD and immediately started talking about how narcissists are abusive and#he knew someone who had NPD and how the person who had it had an addiction and died from the addiction in a horrible way and he#was glad he did#fun times#or when i decided to be vulnerable and talk abt my self-criticism/self-hatred bc i knew my friends also struggled w that and i wanted to#support them by sharing my own coping methods. and they both(separately!) started picking and prodding at my npd through the lens of stigma#bc i'd recently opened up to them abt having it. they recognized self-hatred as a symptom and still jumped on me for it. despite me#trying to share hurt vulnerable parts of myself to help them and connect with them.#again..... fun times
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pairing: Max Verstappen x reader
summary: Red Bull Racing has a new sponsor. You host a party as the head of that company to celebrate this agreement. Max has no choice but to attend, but the evening ends with a pleasant surprise after he meets you in person. Maybe he was wrong about you all along.
note: I'm everything but a scientist. If you are one, please, ignore the amount of inaccuracies. There must be a lot.
part two
âYou're insane,â Robert told you for the hundredth time that day when he arrived at your place, although every time there was a little laugh accompanying the comment.
Maybe he was right. Deciding to spend over three hundred million dollars on sponsoring an F1 team did sound insane, but he did agree to do it, and you signed the contract together. Sure, sixty percent of the company was yours, it was mainly your call, but he was still your mentor.
But he didn't stand in your way, he knew how passionate you were about this sport, and your biotech company could use the PR and marketing opportunities that came with this partnership. And let's not forget about the political aspect, because there were lots of important people who loved the sport and supported a top team like Red Bull Racing.
Your assistant came up to you to ask a few questions, but once she was gone, you folded your arms and stuck out your tongue at Robert. âYouâre just jealous because it was my idea. Jokes aside, it's a good thing. F1 comes to the US so many times these years, it's good to be a big sponsor of a top team. Have you seen what kind of people attend the races? Exactly who we need to charm.â
âYou never had an issue with charming people without such a big investment,â he noted with a sigh.
You bit your lower lip and turned away to look out into the backyard that was by now full of party decorations. You wanted to celebrate the announcement with an elegant party at your place, and you invited board members, top employees, some important people to schmooze with, and people from the newly sponsored F1 team.
âWe need some legislation changes to kickstart the new project, you know that,â you told him eventually when you turned back to him. âI wish we could afford to be patient, but we need to launch it as soon as we can.â
Robert put a hand on your shoulder and gently squeezed it. âYou stress too much about that. Take it easy,â he said.
Easier said than done, but you didn't want to continue this conversation. âI need to get rid of my yoga pants and change into something red, so make yourself at home as usual,â you told him with a smile before rushing away.
âOh, so you're still a Ferrari fan, aren't you?â he called after you, bringing up the elephant in the room.
With a laugh, you came to a halt and spinned on your heels to face him again. âYeah, and my favorite team is a joke at the moment. This was purely a business decision.â
Max did his research. Well, it was mostly the team handing out dossiers about the host and her business partner, along with a couple of other important people who were expected to attend the party, but he did read every single page and memorized each and every one of them.
When he reached the gate of his destination, he found armed guards outside, and he let out a frustrated groan at the sight. It was ridiculous. He didn't even want to be here. But he had to be a good boy and attend to act as the poster boy of the team. Hopefully he just says hi, maybe says a few words about how great this partnership will be, exchanges a few sentences with a few people and that would be it.
âLoosen up a bit, you look terribly tense,â Adrian told him from the passenger seat.
Easy for him, at least he would have a funny story to tell at the party. The car he wanted to come with had been stolen from the hotelâs garage, and no one knew how anyone could take it. This gave him the ammunition to keep up conversations. Lucky bastard.
Meanwhile, what was he supposed to talk about? Driving? He talks about that all the time. His hobbies? These people probably weren't the target audience. âIâm not in the mood for this,â he eventually replied with a sigh.
âNo one is, but sometimes we just have to play nice and schmooze with our sponsors. This is the first time they support an F1 team, I guess they're just excited.â
âYeah, I know that,â Max replied with a roll of his eyes. âI just⊠I don't know, with all the things I've heard about our host, it sounds like she is some real life female Tony Stark. She already built such a huge company, she's responsible for big innovations, and she was on Forbes' 30 under 30 list⊠I mean, come on.â
Adrian watched him with a deep frown. âDoes it have anything to do with the fact she's a woman?â
Okay, this was getting ridiculous. âGod, no, it's because of her age. This isn't some app you can make in a college dorm, then sell for a lot of money. Building that company must have taken a lot of work, she couldn't have done it alone, yet every article the team cherry-picked for us failed to mention how she did it.â
âWell, from what I've read elsewhere, her partner really did help her with the administrative part of the project, but they talked to investors together. She's smart, and nice, and I one hundred percent believe she's capable of achieving this at her age. Might I add she's only a year younger than you? You don't seem to be in such a bad situation at your age either.â
Max took a deep breath to calm himself, but in the end he couldnât hold back the painful grunt that's been waiting to come out. âI'm miserable,â he noted sadly as he parked the car.
But Adrian wasn't in the mood for this. âYou're just whining now,â he pointed out patiently.
âWhatever.â
They got out of the car and walked up to the main entrance, passing by some people who looked like boring businessmen and their airhead partners. Maybe there was a politician among them too, at least one with a big voice sure made him believe that.
Inside the two of them separated, and Max took his time to take a look around. The house was impressive; four stories as he counted outside, modern, clean design, combined with a huge backyard that ended in a lake. It must have been peaceful when there was no crowd around.
After a while he went back inside but was soon intercepted by Christian. Crap, so much for a peaceful evening. âOh, and here's Max,â he said happily as he put a hand on his shoulder and guided him over to their little group.
âHi,â was all Max managed to come up with.
âWelcome,â you said with a warm smile. âAnd good luck for this year.â
âThanks.â
You turned to his boss with a curious look. âAnd where's Checo? I thought he would be coming as well.â
Christian seemed a little uneasy, but he managed to explain the absence of the team's other driver. âHe has a family emergency,â he replied curtly.
Max bit the inside of his cheek in order to keep back a comment. He didn't want to attend this stupid party either, but for some reason he didn't have a choice. He never had a choice.
To his surprise, you began to laugh at this, then took a sip of your champagne with a mischievous look in your eyes. âOh, the real get out of jail free card,â you noted.
Max snorted at this, and there was no way he could hide the huge grin that wanted to break out. All right, you got a brownie point for this comment, that's for sure.
âI'm sure he would love to be here,â Christian assured you.
âSure.â You remained silent for a while, but just when Max was beginning to assume an awkward break would settle into the conversation, you spoke up again. âWell, I'm glad you're all here. Thank you for taking the time. Please, just make yourselves at home, and enjoy the rest of the evening.â
At one point Adrian joined the little group and decided to become a part of the conversation with one last question. âWhere's Mr. Hartford?â he asked.
You let out a thoughtful hum as you looked around. âI don't know, last time I saw him he was talking to a board member. But I'm sure he'll find and greet you too. Well, if you'll excuse me, I need to say hello to a few more people. Have fun.â
The three of them watched as you walked away, and Max couldn't help but appreciate the view. That red jumpsuit you wore tonight hugged your figure so perfectly it almost made him drool. Almost. He could easily push that stupid part of his mind to the side for now. He couldn't let himself be fooled into believing you really were oh so perfect, there had to be something that was wrong with you.
âDid it kill you?â he heard Adrian's voice, and when he turned to him, he saw a knowing smile on his face.
Meanwhile Christian looked a little confused. âDid what kill him?â
âTalking to her.â
âWhat, you had an issue with that?â
âNo,â Max protested, sending a disapproving look to the engineer who only laughed at him.
âSure? You sounded kinââ he began, but was quickly interrupted.
âYou two are insufferable, you know that, right?â Max asked them with a sigh, then rolled his eyes and left without waiting for their answer. All he wanted was a quiet corner and another glass of champagne, maybe a few bites of those delicious sliders a waiter offered him not long ago.
âAre you planning to come up with something that can race against Neuralink?â
Oh, for fuckâs sake, not this again. But you forced a polite smile on your face and took a deep breath. âIt's easy to come up with new, flashy innovations, but let's not forget that the root of the problem is always a bioethical one. Let's take them and their animal testing procedures for example. Whether you like it or not, euthanizing so many animals does raise ethical questions.â
âBut it's for a greater good,â another man noted, earning a few nods from the people around him.
âI don't know, I believe we need to find a way to test new technologies without hurting anything or anyone first. That's one of the things we're working on at the moment. Also there's another bioethical aspect, and that's the fact these things would be expensive. The general availability is highly questionable, it would only help the rich.â
That one politician you had no choice but to invite despite every cell in your body protesting against it began to laugh at this. âAnd what's wrong with that as long as they pay?â
Oh, you son of a bitch, how could you be so dense? You took a deep breath and tried to calm yourself, but it was really hard at the moment. Luckily, Robert realized that this was a touchy subject, so he put a hand on your shoulder to calm you down.
âWhat she's trying to say is that it should be more than just a discussion about profit,â he began to explain. âSure, that's important to finance our research, but science is supposed to help people.â
The man gave him a condescending look, as if he was disappointed that you would both choose to help people instead of earning a lot of money. What he didn't understand was the fact your company had highly profitable solutions, which gave you the opportunity to work on things that weren't as successful financially.
âFor us,â you suddenly began, your finger moving in a circle as a sign that you were talking about the members of this little group, âgoing to a private hospital to get treatment and paying for our prescribed medication is normal. But let's not forget that almost 8 percent of the US population is uninsured. That's 26 million people. Let's say they start coughing. What do they do? They turn to home remedies because they can't afford the medical bill. Then things get worse as it turns into pneumonia and if they're lucky, they can go to a free clinic where they're prescribed meds. But can they pay for them?â
Robert nodded, then went on to add, âAnd it can be anything, really, even something contagious.â Clever. That guy was known for being a germaphobe, if anything, that could surely get his attention.
But he remained silent and a woman jumped in to drive the conversation instead of him. âWhat about different cybernetic implants? I mean, those are pretty impressive in movies, but how close are we to actually having them?â
You shrugged. âDepends on who you ask.â
A painful half an hour later you and Robert went outside, walking all the way out to the lake to build a little distance from the guests. âThanks for backing me up there,â you told him before taking a sip of your cocktail.
âAnytime,â he said as he clinked his glass with yours.
Before he could say anything else, though, you heard someone clear their throat behind you. The both of you turned around and saw Max stand there with his hands in his pockets, watching you with a polite smile.
âYou have a second?â he asked.
âSure,â you replied as you took a few steps closer to him.
âI have to go, I just wanted to thank you for the invitation and say goodbye.â
You weren't used to guests you didn't really know coming over to say goodbye before they left. Most people usually just got in their cars and drove off without a word, but honestly, you were honestly grateful for that. But this goodbye was flattering, after all you could see it on his face that under the polite smile he just wanted to get out of here as soon as possible.
With a nod, you held out your hand, and he took it without thinking. âThanks for coming. I hope you could enjoy yourself a little bit. I know it's not a fun kind of party.â
âIt was okay. Well, except for that woman who was raging about people who want to replace real meat with artificial meat,â he added with a laugh.
You froze and your eyes slowly narrowed at him. âWait a second.â
Max looked genuinely confused, and his hand was still holding yours without either of you realizing it. âWhat?â he asked you.
âYou're a genius! Excuse me.â
As you dropped his hand and began to walk away, he turned to Robert with a confused look on his face. âWhat did I say?â No response, only a shrug. âWhere are you going?â he called after you.
âTo the lab,â you finally told him without looking back.
Once again, Max turned back to the other man. âShe's leaving her own party?â
âShe has a lab in the basement,â you called back to answer his question.
Robertâs lips curled into an understanding smile. âSend me a text if it's something worth looking into,â he said, then turned back to Max and held up his hands. âUsually it's better not to ask.â
Despite Robert's warning, Max was now way too curious to simply ignore your strange behavior. He wanted to know what was going on in your head, so he followed you to the lab inside the house. He first arrived in an office, but through the huge windows he could see the actual lab.
âIs everything okay?â he asked after he softly knocked on the open door.
âHmm?â You turned around with a questioning look, but once you realized it was him, you nodded. âOh, yeah, sure. What are you doing here?â
Max walked inside, feeling completely out of place. âYou ran away so abruptly that I wanted to know what's going on.â
âYou gave me an idea, that's what's going on.â
âOookay⊠And what was the idea?â he asked as he watched you sit behind the desk and enter your password to unlock the laptop that was connected to several monitors.
âUsing something artificial instead of the real thing. That way we can bypass a barrier that's been blocking us,â you replied without looking at him.
âYou lost me.â
A sweet little laugh left your lips, a sound that drew him closer as if it was a sirenâs song. âAll right, can you promise to keep your mouth shut about what I'm about to tell you?â Max nodded, so you grabbed the chair next to you, then pulled it closer and pointed at it to make him sit down. âGood. So one of the issues with bioprinting is that we can't be sure whether or not the cells we're working with are damaged, meaning if there's a possibility of cancer showing up later on for example.â
You were so enthusiastic, but he was so damn lost. It was the result of an unfamiliar territory, and the fact his mind could mostly focus on the way your lips moved instead of the words that left them. âWait, what's bioprinting exactly?â he asked, unsure if he had the right idea.
Nodding, you clicked on something and it brought up a video feed. âFor example, this,â you said with a proud smile.
It looked like a 3D printer, that much he knew, but what it was printing was a mystery at the moment. âWhat's that?â
âA 3D printed heart that's being made from my own cells,â you replied with a wide grin. âGive it another few days and it'll be ready.â
âIs that real?â
âYep. Although, and that's what I've just mentioned, I can't guarantee it doesn't have cancerous cells. But theoretically speaking, someone awaiting transplant could get it.â
Max let out a thoughtful hum as he looked back at you. âSo what does it have to do with artificial things?â
âThat's how we bypass the damaged cell issue. We just need to create artificial cells that we can then turn into whatever we want them to be.â
âYou think it could work?â
After thinking about it for a short while, you eventually shrugged. âMaybe,â you said quietly as you leaned back in your swivel chair. âI need to put a team together and discuss our options, then we'll see. As of now it's just a wild idea.â
âInteresting.â
To be honest, he could spend the whole night doing nothing but listening to you talk about your work. Meeting you in person changed the way he had thought about you before arriving here, and now he wanted to use this opportunity to get to know you better.
He did a quick search after first talking to you, and he read an article from the end of the last year that stated you were single. That was two months ago, maybe that hadn't changed since then. But something told him you were way too in love with your career to worry about romantic relationships, so if he wanted to get your attention, he probably had to work hard for it.
Your phone's screen lit up on the desk and he didn't miss the wallpaper. It was one of those prayer circle memes with Charlesâ photo on it, which made him realize something. âYou're a Ferrari and Charles fan?â he asked you with a raised eyebrow.
âYep, already getting ready for prayer circles as you can see,â you replied with a laugh as you showed him the screen. âThat's their only hope, I swear.â
âThen why are you sponsoring us?â he asked.
âA business decision in its purest form.â
Was he disappointed? Maybe a little bit. In his head he was already making up scenarios, like the first time you went to a race to support himâyes, he was getting ahead of himself, so whatâand now it felt like a bomb had been dropped on his plans. Sure, as a sponsor or his girlfriend you'd physically be in their garage, but your heart would be with the Italians.
Max let out a sigh as he nodded. âAnd here I was, thinking you just wanted to see your company's logo on a fast car. Didn't know you were actually watching the races.â He tried to keep a casual tone to make it sound like it didn't hurt him, but he had a feeling his disappointment was seeping through the cracks.
Because you remained silent for a while, and when you finally spoke up, your voice was soft and quiet. âMaybe there are a lot of things you don't know.â
âYeah, maybe,â he responded as he rolled closer to you.
The sadness he felt slipped away as soon as it came, because it was like he got under your spell the moment he got close enough to you. Your pretty eyes were following his every move, carefully watching him as you waited for whatever was to come.
It only took him a minute to make up his mind, to take a risk and see if you were willing to play this little game with him. So he raised his hand and curled his index finger to signal you to move over to him with a playful smile on his lips. âCâmere,â he said quietly.
To his surprise, you didn't hesitate to do as you were told, you stood up and sat in his lap with your arms around his neck, meeting him halfway for a kiss. The need for something more grew inside him as the kiss deepened, and a small part of his mind shifted its focus to your jumpsuit, trying to figure out the fastest way to get you out of it.
âI'm going home on Sunday. Come with me,â he suddenly spoke up, pulling away a little to look you in the eye. âStay for a few days. Or a week or two,â he tried with a cheeky grin.
You leaned back to reach for your phone that you left on the desk, but he had his hands firmly on your bottom to keep you in place. âI can't reach my phone,â you said with a pout. âI can't tell you if I can go without it.â
With a sigh, he rolled the two of you closer to the desk so you could get it, but he didn't take his hands off of you. As you checked your calendar, humming every now and then, he couldn't help but start and place kisses in the crook of your neck.
âHow about the week after that?â you asked him as you lowered your phone. âWe have meetings with the CFO, an important meeting with a certain someone that I can't delay or skip, and I want to put together the team to test my new idea. Next week's pretty crowded.â
Max cupped your cheek and made you look at him. âIf there's one thing we learned from Covid is that you can do these things online. Come on, I have fast and stable connection back home,â he tried with a smile.
âBut you'll let me work,â you told him sternly, to which he only responded with a laugh before kissing you again. âI hate you.â
âYou don't, and you know it.â
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sorry if you've already answered this 700 times, in which case totally feel free to ignore. but how do you lengthen your attention span? is it as simple as watching/reading progressively longer things?
First of, I am by no means an expert, but I'm happy to help as much as I can! There are a lot of great articles, books, and podcasts on the topic if you want any further info.
The most important thing to realize is why are attention spans are getting worse:
Information overload and distractions make it difficult to focus. (Ex. social media and text notification going off while you are doing other tasks)
Intentional multitasking gets your brain used to doing more than one thing at once so it becomes very difficult to make it do only one thing (Ex. having the tv on in the background while doing other tasks)
Consuming a lot of media focused on having minimal downtime and immediate gratification decreases our patience and ability to do slower tasks (Ex. watching a lot of action packed movies and short TikToks)
Getting constant small hits of dopamine from social media decreases our ability to do tasks that don't give us dopamine hits (Ex. getting likes from a post or messages from friends)
The solutions to most of these come down to two things: (1) Do only one thing at a time (2) Limit distractions from that task (3) Reduce immediate gratification
So some example of ways to do that would be:
Read a book without your phone being on hand to distract you.
Watch TV without multitasking.
Reduce time on social media, especially social media focused on short videos.
Spend a day or part of a day without technology.
Spend time with friends without looking at your phone.
Watch slow-form content like unedited lecture or panel videos where people are just speaking at their normal pace without cutting pauses.
Listen to music albums all the way through instead of shuffling and skipping.
Eat meals without multitasking (ie mindful eating)
Make yourself a cup of tea and sit on a park bench or by the window and watch some birds.
People-watch at the coffee shop.
Write long emails or letters to friends and family instead of short texts.
Call and have a conversation with a loved one without multitasking.
Meditate.
Take a walk and enjoy nature.
Don't scroll through your phone while waiting in a line.
Read long posts when you come across them on your dashboard.
Have an ebook on your phone to read whenever you would normally scroll through social media.
Don't go on your phone/online for a certain amount of time before bed.
If you are having trouble doing these things, try to do one tasks but increase the stimuli of that task. For example, read a book while listening to the audiobook at the same time. Or listen to music while watching a lyric video. These are great baby steps!
Another great baby step is (like you said in your question) doing things for progressively longer amounts of time! Set a timer for a certain number of minutes and then read without distraction for that amount of time. That way it won't feel like it is never ending and you can track your progress.
Obviously not all of these will be for everyone and some of these are too hard for people with ADHD or serious attention issues, but they are a good place to start!
I hope that helps đ
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(A/N: prt 3 of Mama Riley! One use of pronouns but it's nothing too gendered. Ignore any spelling error. I wrote part of this half asleep.)
Silence stretches out between you and Mama Riley. She's dropped an absolute bombshell of information so casually, as if it was like talking about the weather. And she's so confident in her statement, leaving no room for argument.
You're not entirely sure how to respond. But you manage to squeak out, âIs that so?â which is such a bad response. You can't help but cringe at yourself.
It makes Mama Riley laugh though. She really does like you. You're a firecracker, in her opinion, and she thinks you'd be good for Simon. But she promises that if you don't want to date him, that's okay. You two were friends before Simon caught feelings, and she won't let anything change that. She tells you to at least consider it.
You spend the next week considering it. Looking back over your interactions with Simon, knowing how he feels, it feels almost obvious. He's tense around you because he likes you. He keeps bringing you gifts and remembering your favorite drink because he likes you.
But where do your own feelings lie? You hated him in the beginning, and gradually warmed up to the mountain of a man. But do you have feelings for him? The thought process makes your head spin, and there's a weird feeling in your chest. The question is no closer to being answered.
Not until he returns from deployment. He's got a new scar on his ear, and there's a limp in his walk. Caught a knife in the side, just barely missed anything important, he informs you and his mum. And your heart clenches at the thought.
Before you can really think about it, you're scolding him for being so casual about being injured. He's got people who care about him, he can't be so flippant about these things. He has a reason to come home, so he needs to act like it. If not for his own sake, then for you and his mom.
Despite the fact that you're chewing him out, there's this tender look on his face, affection in his eyes. He quietly huffs out a âyes ma'am/sirâ, and the warmth in his eyes is reflected by the warmth growing on your cheeks.
There's a pause, something heavy in the air. Simon opens his mouth, ready to say something, but the moment is broken when Mama Riley comes bustling into the living room, dinner plates in hand. Her eyes dart between the two of you for a moment, a knowing smile on her face. But she doesn't comment on anything, just passes out dinner and settles down on the loveseat.
Over the next few weeks, you and Simon have a lot of tense moments, ready to finally admit your feelings to each other. But each time is ruined by some interruption. Mama Riley interrupts, your phone rings. Once, the kids down the hall came running past, shrieking about the upcoming snowfall.
Poor Simon is trying not to totally lose it. This is the closest he's gotten to admitting his feelings, to have you finally, and every time something interrupts you. He doesn't want to mess this up. It needs to be perfect because, in his head, that's what you deserve, that's how he's going to win you over. Unbeknownst to Simon, he's already won your heart. He just needs to ask you out.
Once again, it's Mama Riley to the rescue. You three have a tradition: the days leading up to Simon's next deployment, you all spend the night at Mama Riley's flat together. Now, Simon's on leave for the next few weeks, but she can't bear to watch the two of you struggle like this.
So she invites you both over, insisting that it'll be nice to have you both over for something fun instead of sad. And then she conveniently remembers that she's got a book club tonight, and she leaves, telling you two to get comfy, watch a movie. She'll be back.
Now's a better time than never, especially since Mama Riley's practically given you the chance. She's gone all of two seconds, before you whip your attention onto Simon, blurting out, âYour mom told me you're in love with me. Is that true?â
#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley imagine#listen his mom is lowkey fed up with y'all. get it together. she wants another grandchild.#my writing#mama riley au
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Asking the L&Ds boys "What are we?" Part 4: Sylus
Summary: MC and her boy have been in a sort of situation-ship but MC wants to know why they haven't officially called her their girlfriend
a/n: This ended up being much longer than I thought so I'm making it into 4 parts (one for each boy) Here's Sylus' part its the longest part, but also my favourite. hope you like it. also, I probably mixed up Luke and Kieran multiple times so just ignore it lol.
Genres/Warnings: lots of Luke and Kieran shenanigans, a bit of angst, fluff, kinda slow burn
Word count: 1936
Previous Parts 1 2 3
You were spending the day with Luke and Kieran, it was supposed to be with sylus but something came up. He didnât want you to waste your day off so he arranged for them to escort you around Linkon and basically do whatever you want for the whole day. While you were happy to have a chill day with your bodyguards/friends Luke and Keiran you were really looking forward to spending a whole day with Sylus. But recently lots of things have come up and he kept rescheduling all your dates. Was he trying to tell you something, is this his way of saying heâs not actually interested in you romantically but heâs too chicken to tell you? No, he wouldnât do that, Sylus is one of the most direct people you know, if he didnât like you, heâd just say so. So then why does it feel like heâs just stringing you along, when is he going to make you two official?
âMC?...MC?...â Lukeâs voice snapped you out of your train of thought.Â
âWhat? sorry I was a little spaced out.â you turn to the twins standing above you while you sit at one of the tables of the Linkon Mall foodcourt.
âI said where do you want to go for lunch? There's so many choicesâ Luke gestured to the row of different restaurants among the foodcourt.
âWe could always have the bossâs favourite, ever since you let him try your instant ramen that's all he asks the chefs to make for him when youâre away,â Kieran suggested as both boys took a seat next to you on the other side of the table. âThere's a ramen place right over thereâ
âUmm⊠Iâm not sure⊠Iâm not really hungry right nowâ You looked vacantly across the mall foodcourt starting to space out again
âThe boss said there's no limit to how much we can spend today so we donât have to eat here. Or if you canât decide on what to eat we can buy a bit of everything and you can taste them allâ Kieran suggests while taking out Sylusâ black credit card from his pocket.
âYou have to eat something, the boss doesnât want you to skip meals he told us to make sure you eat something or elseâ Luke warned in a fake threatening voice.
âWell, I guess if I have to in order to save you two from Sylusâ wrath, then I want something homemade, not this cheap generic stuff, so letâs go back to the base and see what we can cook up, what do you say?âÂ
âAnything for the Bossâs girlfriend,â Kieran said with a smile, he stood up and put out his arm for him to escort you to the car.
âHuh⊠what did you say?â You stopped reaching for Kieranâs arm at the word girlfriend.
âAnything for the bossâs âŠgirlfriendâŠ. Iâm confused, are you not his girlfriendâ Kieran looked embarrassed like he might have misread the situation.
âWell yeahâŠbut .. heâs never said it beforeâŠso I didnât think he thought of me as his girlfriend.â you stood awkwardly looking at the floor and playing with your hands.
âOf course he thinks of you that way he gets all smiley when he or anyone else mentions you. I donât think Iâve ever seen the boss smile so much before you came alongâ Luke grabbed your bags as you guys started to head to the car. âThe boss just has a hard time expressing his emotions. â he mentioned brightly
âYeah for the first year of us working for him he pretended not to remember our names cuz he didnât want to seem soft, even tho he could already tell us apart after the first day even with our masks on.â Kieran said as he looked up to the sky like he was reminiscing on the Good-old-daysÂ
âBut he always calls you his girlfriend around usâÂ
âRight, he even calls you his girlfriend in the task memos he sends usâ Luke shows you his phone with all the tasks set out by sylus. He clicks play and a voice recording of Sylus starts.Â
â1. As Iâll be away for the day take my girlfriend to the mall and get her anything she wants, to keep her happy
2. Make sure she eats something for lunch, she tends to skip meals and gets really tired halfway through the day because of it. If she doesnât eat anything, a punishment will be waiting for you upon your return.
3. Carry everything for her no matter how much she buys, rent a truck if you have to, I donât want her straining herself before tonightâs special eventâŠâ
âWaitâ you click pause on Lukeâs phone. âwhat event, he never told me about that.âÂ
âUhhâŠoopsâ Luke quickly puts away his phone âYou werenât supposed to hear that. Just pretend it didnât happenâ
Kieran slaps Lukeâs arm âYou idiot, that was supposed to be a surprise, the boss is gonna kill usâ
âJust what is he planning?â you interrogate the twins. Both of them looked at each other as they opened the car door and helped you in.
âour lips are sealed.â they both said in unison while placing their fingers in an X over their lips
You guys were now in the car on the way back to the base. Youâve fallen silent thinking about this special event. just what kind of event was this? It couldn't be something bad, right? Was he breaking up with you? Is that why he let you use his card with no limit, to give you one final good day then heâd cut you off??? You couldnât take the suspense anymore, you had to know. You took your phone out of your purse and called Sylus. Your phone was connected to the carâs speakers and Kieran saw that you were calling him and got a little nervous. Sylus picked up almost immediately.Â
âYes, Sweetie? What's wrong, are Luke and Kieran not treating You well, do you need me to get rid of them for you? Iâve been looking for some new Henchmen anywayâ He said with a chuckle
âHey, weâre right here you know?â Kieran said in a hurt voice
âI know, that's why I said itâ âSylus joked
âAnd you wouldnât get rid of us, right boss?â Luke asked, âWeâre your favourite henchmen, right?â
Sylus completely ignores Luke's question â...So why did you call sweetie? Remember when I said I was very busy today and that weâd see each other later tonight?â
You didnât want to beat around the bush so you got straight to the point.âYeah, thatâs what I wanted to ask about, what exactly is happening tonight? What's the Special event and why didnât you tell me earlier?âÂ
There was silence on the other end and then an annoyed groan. âDid you two tell her?â Sylus sounded like he was about to jump through the phone and punch both of them in the face.
âNo boss we promise all she knows is that thereâs an event tonight she doesnât know anything else,â Kieran said frantically âPlease donât get rid of usâ
Ignoring them again he sighed. âWhere are you right now babe?â
âWe were on our way to the base for lunch.â You informed him
âat least those two can do something rightâ he sighs. âOk then Iâll be waiting for you at the base and Iâll explain everything.â *Click* he hangs up
Now you were even more curious, what was sylus planning?
âDo you think the boss is really gonna get rid of us?â Luke asked you in a scared voice.
âI doubt it, you guys mess up all the time and he hasnât gotten rid of you yet, what's one more mess upâ you say in a joking tone âPlus if heâs as nice as you say he is, then you donât have anything to worry about.â
Later back at the base you all walk into the living room to see Sylus sitting on the couch reading a book. âOh, youâre back.â Sylus puts down his book and pats the space next to him for you to join him on the couch. âCome, sit. Letâs talk.â as you sit he wraps an arm around your waist to pull you closer. He then looked up to where the twins were standing. âYou two, Iâll deal with you later. Leave us be for now.â
âYes boss.â they both say and hurriedly walk out of the room.
On the way to the base after the phone call you just couldnât stop thinking about what this event could be and mixed with your thoughts from earlier you were only coming up with every bad result it could be. All those thoughts and emotions were boiling inside and before Sylus could say anything they overflowed âWhat are we?âÂ
âHuh?â Sylus looked confused âSweetie, what do you mean?â
âWhy do you keep avoiding me and why won't you call me your girlfriend? Apparently, youâll say it in front of everyone else but me.â You moved back so you were out of his gripÂ
âThose two, Iâll fire them for sure this time,â He says under his breath.
âAnd what is this event? Why didnât you tell me about it, is it about me? Did I do something wrong?â Your voice slightly cracked on the last word and your eyes started to get misty.
âWoah, slow down, if I knew it would make you feel like this I would have explained sooner.â He pulls you close again, holds your face in his palms and wipes your tears with his thumbs âFirst, We are Sylus and MC the strongest and most feared couple in the N109 Zone.â He chuckled. âSecond, Iâm sorry that I made you feel this way. I knew you were curious but I didnât know the curiosity would get to you this much. I wasnât avoiding you, Iâve been setting up the special event that Iâll tell you more about in due time. But, as for your third questionâŠâ Sylus pulls your head in closer and places a soft kiss on your lips that nearly takes your breath away. He pulls away and looks at you with a smirk âYouâve also never called me your boyfriend so I guess weâre evenâÂ
âYeah wellâŠI didnât want to assume⊠Iâ You start to stutter both from the kiss and his accusation.
He stops you and places another kiss on your lips âI guess we both felt that wayâÂ
âSo then what about the event?â youâre now sitting closer to him his hands on your waist to keep you close.
âOh yeah, the event⊠I was gonna let you watch while I fire Luke and Kieran. I set up events every time I want to fire one of my men, why do you think I had you keep them out of the house the whole day?â He joked.
You softly slapped his chest and rolled your eyes â I know youâre joking those two might be idiots but youâd never fire them. Come on seriously what is it really?â
âOk, I'll tell you, if you can tell me something first, what day is it today? He asks, hoping youâll know the answer.
âUh, Sunday?â you say confused as to why this day of the week had any significance.
âYou canât even remember yet you want me to call you my girlfriend,â Sylus said pretending to be offended âItâs the anniversary of when a little kitten first wandered into the N109 Zone andâŠâ he pulls you into a hug â into my lifeâ
#I like to imagine that Luke and Kieran were outside the door listening in cuz they were scared Sylus was gonna actually fire them lol#love and deepspace sylus#l&ds#lnds#love and deep space#luke and kieran#love and deepspace luke and kieran#sylus#love and deepspace#cute#sylusxMC#Sylus x reader#Love and deepspace fluff#love and deepspace angst#creative writing#writing#love and deepspace headcanon#headcannons#love and deepspace scenarios
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â° HC: BEING IN A SITUATIONSHIP WITH THE JJK F*CKBOYS
DESCRIPTION: my hcs on what itâd be like to be in a situationship/fwb situation with the jjk men hehe
FEATURED: gojo satoru, geto suguru, nanami kento, fushiguro toji
WARNINGS: 18+ MINORS DNI. fem + afab reader, this is fully self indulgent i'm just taking my own shiddy experiences and coping via hot anime men, suggestive content/smut, pretty standard manwhore behavior, slightly toxic, not wholesome, kinda crack tbh, some mentions of degradation as a kink, objectifying women, just like the real thing lol!
A/N: LONG BUT READ! this will Not have an ending where you get together at least not rn these are just my hcs all in good fun ur just having fun ok ur not heartbroken everything is okay. they are not good boys here they are normal regular boys
GOJO SATORU
has way too many hoes. way too many
so much so that he gave up on remembering their names and just saves their numbers like âosaka w the hand kinkâ, âbig tits shibariâ, âslut from trigâ, âhostess best bjsâ
has someoneâs boobs with his name written on them in sharpie as his wallpaper
says i love you when he cums inside and you never know if you should believe it
throws you off when he agrees to meet your friends only for him to flirt with them in front of you
takes you to the best clubs with bottle service, lets the girls sit on his lap and laughs when you get mad
pays for your ubers everywhere every time
into the weirdest shit like wearing your underwear laughing like a lunatic the whole time heâs fucking you then after he cums gets sulky and embarrassed
lays it on thick with the pet names, gives zero fucks if that confuses you even further
very public with you and it makes you wonder how many other girls put themselves through this humiliation just for the d
gets jealous about you being with other people and needs to prove himself by eating it from the back or something
fwb with gojo is just a huge mindfuck honestly he doesnât take anything seriously and this is no different sorry! itâs fun tho!
GETO SUGURU
keeps it extremely platonic because he likes to tell himself he has a conscience
too busy for regular chit chat ignores your texts all day then hits you up when he wants to fuck
even more of a whore than gojo is which is why he makes sure not to lead anyone on he just does not need the trouble
answers all your personal questions about him with one word answers
he lets you choose the movie for netflix and chill at least! but will never remember it or the fact that itâs your favorite :(
cleans you up after sex and brings you water
has female hygiene products in his bathroom which is both a red and a green flag
lets you stay after sex and you just lay there on his bed watching him do stuff on his computer but he will not be talking to you
never calls you baby or anything when heâs fucking you just goes oh fuck yeah right there fuuuuck your pussy
genuinely respects you and has nice decent sex with you unless you tell him that youâre kinky
in which case he fucks you just how you want it and gets off on how turned on you are
not one of those guys who gets jealous of sex toys and holds the wand on your clit for you
likes to make you cum over and over and over again
fwb with geto makes your heart clench because heâs just such a gentleman but you got way too much competition to even think about it
NANAMI KENTO
a professional in every sense of the word
uses sex as stress relief
thinks he's too old for this shit but you make him feel alive so he fucks you like he can empty all of his frustrations into you
invites you to his apartment serves you expensive liquor and lets you initiate things most times unless heâs too pent up
can actually have very nice conversations with you
never has the âwhat are we talkâ because he makes it clear heâs too busy for a relationship
lets you spend the night if itâs too late but solely for your safety/logistics
does your taxes for you but will not call you anything beyond an âacquaintanceâ
texts you happy holidays but does not know when your birthday is
gets tested consistently even though heâs not fucking anyone else and always uses a condom unless you beg him not to
eats you out because he thinks itâs relaxing and spends hours prepping you
the sexual tension is soooo thick when you two fuck all you can hear is grunts and growls and moans and wet slapping sounds and itâs so hot
has some random turn ons like gets bricked up when youâre wearing lipstick or stockings
fwb with nanami is very enjoyable and easy itâll get complicated if you develop feelings because he does not want to date but who cares yolo am i right
FUSHIGURO TOJI
broke ass deadbeat dad why are you into him
absolutely nasty sex
you know if he had a girlfriend heâd respect her too much to do the things he does to you
dick game so bomb that youâre scared heâs gonna give you a child even when heâs wearing a condom
wants to fuck you every way he possibly can on every fuckable surface with zero regard for your physical integrity
eats his cum right out of you
ego is so big, grins so wide and fucks you so hard when you stroke his muscles
loves to eat pussy but only after heâs fucked you because he likes it tight and hot with minimal prep
doesnât follow you on any social media but jerks off to your instagram pics
has like 3 different phone numbers and you donât know why
has only let you come over once, didnât let you shower after
no pet names but calls you a dirty whore and other degrading shit
loves it if you cry on his dick
doesnât give a fuck about your safety sorry youâre on your own
has never told you his last name
one time you asked to see a picture of his son and he didnât speak for 3 whole minutes
fwb with toji is the nastiest sex youâve ever had truly itâs just sinful and everyoneâs dark hidden fantasy half of it you couldnât tell your closest friends because itâs just too much
a/n sorry
#â©.petra.doc#â©.gojo#â©.geto#â©.nanami#â©.toji#â©.jjk hcs#â©.gojo hcs#â©.geto hcs#â©.toji hcs#â©.nanami hcs#tw toxic#â©.tw toxic#gojo satoru hcs#gojo satoru headcanons#gojo satoru smut#gojo smut#gojo satoru x reader#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x you#gojo x you#geto suguru hcs#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru x you#geto x you#geto x reader#nanami kento hcs#nanami kento headcannons#nanami kento x you#nanami kento x reader#geto suguru smut
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