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#it’s the comet in the left and the starlink satellites on the right#you might have to zoom in#space stuff#☄️
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Stress management Machete doodles.
#I was going though my sketch drawer again and thought that there's so many scribbles that I've never posted anywhere#own art#own characters#CanisAlbus#art#artists on tumblr#Machete#anthro#sighthound#dogs#canine#animals#sketches#I fear that these will look terrible on mobile#you might have to zoom around a little bit
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I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.
This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.
This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.
But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.
I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.
I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.
I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.
I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#abuse tw#i am not sharing this for the sake of pity and i also ask not to be told to divulge my abuse story. that isn't relevant#i have been needing to engage with this topic for a long time though and judaism has helped me a bit in navigating healing#but i decided to share this publicly in the hopes it will help other survivors specifically of familial/parental abuse#i know how it feels (in general). it's so lonely and you can really harbor (understandable) baggage about this particular commandment#i have a meeting with My Rabbi (sponsoring rabbi) and i might bring this up. we've only spoken once face-to-face (zoom)#so that might be really Intense to bring up to him but he is very kind and i trust him (which is why he is My Rabbi)#and he has already told me that he WANTS me to wrestle with g-d and His word *with* him#again i am posting this publicly so i can document my thoughts and keep them straight but also with the hope it MIGHT help others#if it even *casually* inspires another survivor i will feel so grateful (though it is THEIR achievement and not mine to claim)#i want us to survive. i want us to eat well. i want us to smile#i will say that this must be a very sudden whiplash in tone from my last post about sex. from sex to awful horrific abuse#my stream of consciousness is just Like This though in the sense that i have very sudden realizations and tonal whiplashes#so you're just getting a very frank look into how my brain is structured and what my brain thinks are important enough to think about#if i seem much more verbose it's because i needed to write this on my laptop which makes typing and more importantly yapping even *easier*
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I thought Time was the straight main to the chain's shenanigans but in reality he used to be just like them and so doesn't personally see anything really wrong with their behaviour.
However where he's matured into simply acknowledging the outsider 'normal' view, Warriors internalised it before even donning the hero's scarf and has always been too conscious of how he's perceived.
I think I've said it before but Warriors didn't have a traditional adventure like the others, cities and towns aren't just pitstops for him so he respects infrastructure and social decorum. Plus he's used to minding his reputation and maintaining his perfect image. Whereas most of the others had the freedom to act pretty much like cryptids, showing up out of nowhere, spawning local legends and then disappearing after doing only slightly more good than harm.
Even without that pressure Warriors is still holding himself to that standard and even extended it over the others. Had they actually done something weird Time would've have called them out on it, but he didn't in this case because a bit of parkour is like...fine? It's really not that big a deal. They didn't break anything. I just find this aspect of the Captain's character interesting.
Art credit @linkeduniverse :)
#you might have to click the image and zoom to read the tiny font#warriors needs to loosen up#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu#linked universe warriors#lu warriors#lu legend#lu hyrule#lu wild#lu wind#lu time#lu sky#lu four#lu twilight#lu chain#lu memes#lu headcanons#lu headcanon#lu incorrect quotes#lu meme#linked universe time#legend linked universe#linked universe legend#linked universe twilight#lu thoughts#lu update#linked universe memes#lu spoiler#lu updates
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I made something....
The drawings:
#I heard that audio like. months ago and it clicked in my head. it's for him fr#I'm being cringe but I'm free#spent too much time doing all the drawings. worth it?#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#young stan pines#stanford pines#ford pines#art#fanart#traditional art#watercolor#video#animation meme#3 looks#I also put Ford in there because I thought it would be funny#I'm not gonna let the fact that I'm a traditional artist stop me from making 'trendy' videos#and you can do it too. do it. draw stuff and video-ify them. have fun#for some reason it doesn't show me the full image when i click on the video (zooms in weirdly) but if I don't click it its the normal size#is it only me?#was gonna post this tomorrow but I'm doing it now because I can. I might delete and repost it who knows
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au where this was how ik and diavolo met for the first time when she was like seven
#obey me#art#they're reading 'the nine lives of montezuma' by michael morpugo by the way#it's about a cat called montezuma and it ends sadly. ik knows this because she's read it already but she wants to see if demons can cry#there's also very devout christian little girl later in the book and i just find the idea of diavolo encountering that character funny#obey me diavolo#jtta ik#slams hands on table how the HELL do you draw ROOMS!!!!!!#peep the incredibly thin lego house. that's all they could find enough bricks to build#also if you zoom in on the piece of paper (and turn it upside down) there's someone else making a little cameo#is it easy enough to tell who it is?? who knows#anyway yeah diavolo drew lucifer and ik drew herself and her dad (you can see zhao's glasses on one of the little figures)#when zhao gets home he sees the massive demon and passes out immediately#i think he and diavolo would make good friends actually. diavolo is the supportive ayi to his single fatherhood#one day dia's like 'man that guy's lonely so he sits him down like 'you know zhao i have a friend who might be your type'#infernal friends au
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cant stop thinking about this silly dog i saw on twitter the other day, reminded me of him for some reason. The Animal 🐖
#i would link a source but it was a repost account so. idk whose ouppy this is im so sorry#also FIRST TABLET DRAWING RAAAAAAAUGH 💥💥💥 MY HAND HURTS SO FUCKING BAD FKJDHG#i gotta get used to holding a pen like that...#my arm keeps doing muscle memory Dont Touch The Screen thing but. it's ok relax man this isnt even a touchscreen#you can rest ur arm it's fine#it's so funny that desktop medibang was so hard to get used to bc i genuinely just didnt understand the software#was anyone gonna tell me you can move the red square to move your view... i've been using the scroll bars this whole time#WAS ANYONE GONNA TELL ME I FORGOT MY FUCKING PEN CORRECTION-#NO WONDER MY LINES FOR THIS SKETCH WERE SO SHAKY KGJFHG#also i forgot to fix the anti-aliasing so umm just pretend this is pixels like usual ok.. i couldnt tell#i dont have my glasses on and the screen is juuuuust a bit blurry anyways. didnt notice till i zoomed in to do his eye </3#yay doodle <3 i love coloring on this thing it's so fun#awa#umm im gonna leave this nonrebloggable for now bc i feel nervous for some reason#might change it later bc this was really fun
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nene omori #2
#tbhk#jshk#nene yashiro#yashiro nene#art tag#doodle tag#ok this one is actually part of the au#tbhk omori au#i finally get to make it a tag yay#don’t zoom for better quality it was made in ms paint you won’t find it lol#immediately after finishing i remembered nene's actual white space equivalent is nothing like this but i am not drawing a whole theatre#and this is more recognisably omori anyway so oh well#i think i might hate this by tomorrow.... we'll see =_=#happy to have proof of this au at last in any case#plutos stuff
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Papa Emeritus IV // A Gateway to Reunion Pencil/digital artwork
See more of my artwork [here]
#feel free to come up with a narrative for this. I was having sad Copia feelings during a work meeting and doodled the idea for this#also I hate drawing backgrounds so much...#my artwork#the band ghost#ghost#ghost fanart#ghost art#cardinal copia#papa emeritus#papa emeritus iv#art#digital art#artwork#ghost bc#primo#secondo#terzo#copia#also the dimensions for this are huge so you might want to zoom in#tobias forge
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"This is a message to you, who listens. You must trust me, because we are friends. You just don't know it yet. "
(The Road to PARTIZAN 05 : Ech0 & dusk to midnight)
currently halfway through PARTIZAN (making my way towards palisade extremely slowly. see u guys there in a month or two) & this is to date my favourite intro Austin has done. what an great introduction to an extremely cool character
#Partizan#road to partizan#friends at the table#fatt#gur sevraq#ive been wanting to draw something for that intro ever since i first heard it but i didnt. even know who gur sevraq was at that point.#but its been On My Mind#rosa art#im fairly happy with this i had a lot of fun coming up w the composition. it felt like a puzzle bc i knew what i wanted...#the lineless artstyle is something ive been trying out more and it doesnt come easy but it is fun. (so many layers.....)#you can zoom in for details because. ofthe person i am i always have to add little lines everywhere#well i usually write kind of a lot in the tags but ive been drawing for 5 hours nonstop. my brains kind of wiped.#i havent taken my walk yet so. i will now do that#...usually id listen to more partizan but millenium break is. literally not relaxing and i need to chill a bit#might put on the new bluff.#oh one more thing every time i relisten to that intro i do a little ME? gesture i hear that first line. its fun to me#edit: ok i moved the text slightly it was bothering me !#probably noone else will notice.
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Life is like the ocean, it goes up and down by @tastytoastz (Click for better quality, master post of all my art for this fic)
#qsmp#qsmp au#LCDoodles#qsmp fitmc#qsmp pac#fitpac#Toast this fic has me in a god damn choke hold#I had this scene in my head before you even posted the chapter#The seaweed and bubbles are brushes I found on the csp library#I did the water ripples by hand#(first time really using the liquify tool my beloved)#I kept looking at it trying to tweak things. I need to get a more consistent rendering style#but that would mean I have to render things more ;-;#im tired I might take an art break tomorrow (april 28) my hand hurts#I need to hold my pen better and take breaks#im just whining now i'll stfu#I hope you like the art toast <333#oh one more thing if you zoom in on their eyes there's a teeny tiny easter egg#nothing big just a cute detail
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eobard thawne, why are you holding down your nemesis who 'ruined your life' Like That
#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#the flash#barry allen#eobarry ig?#the unimaginable things the first panel does to me..... grHGRAHGHR#HES NOT EVEN GRABBING BARRY OR ANYTHING. HIS HAND JUST FUCKING LIES THERE.#AND THE WAY HIS EYES ARE CLOSED???? MY FUCKING GOD HES ENJOYING THAT. _SO_ MUCH.#AND THEORETICALLY. FOR ALL WE KNOW. HE MIGHT EVEN BE KISSING HIM. WE SURE CANT FUCKING SEE HIS MOUTH.#WHO'S FUCKING RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS!!!!!!#im telling you even fucking running scared doesnt have anything even remotely close to This level💀💀#he IS faster than barry and he has a truly wonderful time putting it to use only in the moments like these#this mf is So gay and touch starved. i am officially not able to can#they are fighting in a burning dystopian world but thawne is just. chilling while hugging barry from the back. god why is he like this#actually no yknow what. i've changed my mind. no ig and question marks this time.#eobarry
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got a new laptop on sale yayy 😎 hopefully a zoom meeting will no longer threaten to wipe out my whole machine
#32 GB RAM 1 TB SSD and new generation processor which is what i’m most excited about#the display is nicer than my current laptop (edge-to-edge makes it look way bigger than what i have)#only stuff i take issue with is touchscreen (though i don’t rly use mine anyway) and windows 11 but i can make it habitable#first order of business is wiping mcafee off the thing and making windows 11 as habitable as possible#starting fresh on this thing i’m so excited#my very first lenovo of my own for $799 plus tax!#imagine… i’m going to be writing my dissertation on this thang#thank you G-ERTI (old laptop) for your service (high school and undergrad) 🫡#7 years of use with zoom meetings almost daily my first year of undergrad is not bad indeed#i think with the 16 GB RAM it was really starting to struggle in the past year#and then sometimes it wouldn’t let me log in bc i ‘hadn’t installed a drive’#battery life wasn’t the greatest this past year or two#plus the display was starting to go too#better to start fresh knowing i will be doing things that require more memory and power#all the software i’m using now needs a more powerful machine to run it#the whole laptop is backed up to an external drive i might screw around with ubuntu on it at last when windows 10 reaches end of service#em speaks
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notebookcast.com was an experience and a half
#bandit's doodles#grian#mumbo jumbo#waffle duo#the whole time I was drawing this I was thinking about having a little grian plush#And now I want to learn to sew#i used to know but I stopped doing it a minute ago#So uh#look out for waffle duo plushes???#idk man I might not follow through but also they would be so cute :(#anyways the website was a pain#i almost just gave up on it to go find another one#But I'm dedicated#I pushed through#You can't zoom in#Theres like 8 colors#It was laggy but that was probably just me in hindsight#thats why the doodles look rushed#i wanted to get outta there ASAP#also the eraser was huge#I couldn't figure out how to change it's size like I could the pencil#Another 4.5/10#Only bangers round these parts#trust
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Bzzt! Uh oh!
#.zip#pkmn irl#pokeblogging#rotomblr#blood#horror cw#unreality#<- //i actually have to tag that for this one to be safe#//if you think this needs any specific tags let me know#//anyways spot what i added to the actual image yayyy#//might need to zoom in on an art program or something to properly see#bites
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oh hello there
#not saying that i'm coming back here but i'm also not NOT saying it I GUESS...#i dont know if i trust myself to be healthy about it is the problem but alas#i may or may not be working on huge gifset that would be ridiculous not to post. in a sunk costs fallacy type of way#considering how many hours of work I've already put into it...#(picture me in shrimp position at my computer hand colouring every frame of every gif and by hand colouring i mean layer masking with#my mouse and zoomed in 800% djskfsjf this is fine i promise 🤡)#oh and I've been rewatching a lot of voyager while working on this (like everyone and their mother i got pulled back into the fold#by prodigy in such a big way lol but I'm not complaining) so there might be some gifs also?? in fact i have 1 set that i think is funny#so maybe i'll post that soon-ish? as a little treat...while i continue working on the big one...#well. mutuals and other followers who are still here after i abandonded ship...hi i love you! :)
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