#you know that man is Going Thru It
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Tbh I just wanna say that I'm going absolutely feral for the story, omfg. Also, re: that post u shared about Rust liking music, I was re-watching, noticed Rust had a boombox in the storage shed, and was thinking about what he would listen to. Definitely strikes me as a Leonard Cohen, Townes Van Zandt, Johnny Cash guy, but might also like Swans, Suicide, Nick Cave and Rowland S. Howard. I could also see him being a classical music fan (heavy on the Bach, Schubert, Hildegarde Von Bingen, 20th Century minimalism).
omg you're RIGHT--he does have a boombox even in his weirdo 3D murder board multimedia experience storage shed. And none of his evidence is on tape--just the video on VHS--so it's there purely because he wants it there. Perfect. We have in story justification for going wild with the playlists.
(palm's playlist from that post is full of bangers in particular, though)
Fucking imagine the vibe for the other customers, though. It's late and you're tired and you just gotta pick up this one thing more left over from your recent move, and somewhere in the storage shed complex some motherfucker is listening to the angstiest parts of the Leonard Cohen catalog. His door is closed. You smell cigarette smoke. You don't KNOW he's in there looking at weird serial killer shit but somehow. you do know. you decide that granny's good silverware can stay in storage for a little longer, actually.
But anyway, THANK YOU, anon. I feel like an anon dropping your inbox to compliment your fic writing is definitely what counts as Making It on tumblr dot com. And I am truly thrilled that people are enjoying my little id lead contribution. I expected no comments on chapter 3 in particular but instead everyone's been so nice! I haven't actually ENJOYED writing in such a long time and this experience is like. Genuinely healing for me. lol. lol because I mean that sincerely and being sincere is gross and embarrassing. but we do it anyway!
I think all your suggestions are solid except that I really need to check out Rowland S. Howard.
and oh man.
The Rust of the zombieboyband continuity is DEFINITELY blasting Nick Cave out of his truck speakers while being miserable in someone's parking lot. Red Right Hand is very Rust, actually, now that you mention, and there's also that entire album that's specifically the "hey I was doing so much heroin" Nick Cave album.
and of course, for the zbb Rust in particular: Loverman.
letters V and E because he's fundamentally still kind of a hater. but R and M
(omg HAHAHA--their initials)
because he's a freak.
#anon#thank you!#please imagine all this from the POV of the unnamed temp#just going into work one morning and the lanky old man is in his truck blasting Loverman full volume#covered in fresh bruises#definitely smoking. sitting absolutely immobile. shrimp posture. looking out at nothing.#you know that man is Going Thru It#like you have no idea what It Is but whatever it is. He's there.#crash.txt
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Behold thou art fair, my beloved, behold thou art fair..let me see thy face, let me hear thy voice. For thy voice is harmonious and thy face enchanting, thou has ravished my heart...thy lips drop as the honeycomb....thy palate a heady wine that goes straight to my love and flows over my lips and teeth....
Umberto Eco - The Name of the Rose
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Monk x Shinto Priest Au
#the great ace attorney#barok van zieks#ryunosuke naruhodo#baroryuu#the art of a lemon wedge#what do i even say honestly?#liks 2 years ago a friend reccomened me this book but it wasnt until a few weeks ago that suddenly found myself wanting to read it#and OBESSessd oBESSED WITH OLD MAN MONK SHERLOCK HOLMES AND SCRIBE WATSON#very rarely do i find something with the spirit of absolutely DELIGHT of sherlock solving mysteries and yet there it was#and then i finished it and was left hungry#hungry for more monks#so i picked up pillars of the earth and currently getting thru that and you know#your mind wanders#and slowly u start thinking#and its oBVIOUSLY going to be barok#british AND victorian?#i was actually this close to making it a regular priest au but i realized that was. the COWARDS way out#how can i call myself a fan if i cant even draw my fav in a bad haircut?#tONSURE BEAM#anyways....#enjoy my friends
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hi ik i just sent u an ask and i hate to be a bother but HOW DO YOU DRAW SEBASTIAN'S HAIR
LIKE THIS!!
honestly its different every time but this is the gist of how i do it...i start with his lil ear curl parts, then i do the sweep/bangs, and then add the rest. his hair is chaotic af but HOPE THIS CAN HELP!!
ALSO THANK YOU BAHAHAHA
@sleepingmissingprincess IM GLAD YOU THINK SO!! TY!!💖💖🥹
@strawberrysnmatcha THANK YOU BOTH 💖💖 and i responded to an ask last month about the same thing/my process for writing, you can see my answer here!! ive also talked about my writing methods more than just this time, so if you go back through my asks im sure you can probably find more of my yapping about the subject bahaha. GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR WRITING!!
@foundthatoldzeppelinshirt LMAOOO NOOOOO THIS MADE ME SO STRESSED WHEN I FIRST READ IT BAHAHA now im just imagining if clora's fell out and her and seb only realize once they get home and they have to go looking for it😭😭if only we were drawings and didnt have to worry about it falling out/deal with gravity...😔cuz im with you girl i just keep it on my desk🥰my clora shrine🙏
LMAOOO IM WORKING ON SOMETHING RN, TRUST!!! BUT IF ANYONE HAS ANY YANDERE SEB IDEAS PLS SEND THEM TO ME!!! I NEED MORE!! i want to draw yandere seb but i have like no ideas...im ashamed bc i love yanderes so much....😩😩i gotta go replay my otome games for a reminder...on my switch aka my otome visual novel machine 🥰
#if youre an otome fan and yandere lover then you know about The Cage....i love the cage and the man who puts us into it BAHAHA#my seb always threatening to lock clora in a tower suddenly makes more sense#i also plan to replay hogwarts legacy since ive only played it once... hopefully that will give me ideas too#redoing sebs quest and getting annoyed at him again will give me ideas bc getting angry at him also makes me want to smooch him🥰#2 sides of the same coin#i still havent done the haunted hogsmeade quest bahaha when i play it im just gonna imagine seb and clora going thru it together#ask#omg wait haunted hogsmeade is an alliteration too...its perfect
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You ever think about how All Might has two male exes that both have a child with blonde hair, blue eyes, and a big heart?

#we also have like. absolutely no mention of melissa's mother as far as I know#all we know is that she's quirkless and that she calls Toshi Uncle Might#not only that but these two have such like.#insane attachments to All Might as the symbol of peace#both of them also representing how we was perceived and loved by others#and how these two loved him so much they were willing to go thru so much shit for him#aaaaa the doomed old man yaoi is so real#has anyone else noticed this. please tell me im not the only one.#it just CANT be a coincidence that they BOTH have Blonde hair. Blue eyes. AND are such good hearted and heroic kids.#you can see the evolution of All Might and Toshinori through the specific men he gets close to ngl.#ok. thats it for gay all might posting. the 2nd one for today omg.#evelynpr bnha#bnha#mha#my hero academia#melissa shield#togata mirio#david shield#sir nighteye#all might#yagi toshinori
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Von's special brand of motivation. [continuation from this]
(please don’t tag/comment with your inquisitor, thanks)
#Dragon Age#Dragon Age: Inquisition#Post Trespasser#Pavellan#Dorian Pavus#Von Lavellan#oh von. got him going him goin thru it#Dorian called him an 'infuriating man' but he didn't know the half of it. yet#Andros on the other end of the line like 'What is going ON over there? you know you can just call me back'
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Found these old whiteboard drawings i made with my friends hehe
Anyways heres a not so memey one
#errorink#junie doodles#isnt it super fun to think about ink discovering that one of the ppl he thinks are just story characters can actually HEAR the creators#from what i remember ink cant hear the creators#he can only feel them.#headcanon of mine being its because he drinks the paints which ARE the creators feelings put into their world as they create#which creates a temporary connection between him and the creator's feelings#there are three ways to interact with us creators#consume a part of us to FEEL us. scatter urself across time and space to SEE us.#and in error's case#clip thru reality and go insane enough you can interact with us with all senses#man sometimes i forget error can actually touch us (when we initiate it)#though they do all have downsides (soulless. forgotten. forever unstable)#BUT YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO BYPASSES ALL OF THAT????#IJAG SANS MY BELOVED HAHAHHAHAH#being loved by the anomaly sure does have its perks huh#error sans#ink sans#error sans x ink sans#errink#utmv#oh yea pj and fresh are there too
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he'd have the strangest convos with the trans eliatropes guys (yes based off of that one mp100 post)
bonus of the eliatrope on the left, her name is amura! :]
#wakfu#wakfu yugo#wakfu spoilers#wakfu season 4#wakfu oc#yugo the eliatrope#yugo casually has a horrendously trans coded experience and we should talk abt it more methinks#pinpin has the autism experience#there was a post i rb'ed abt this#but like imagine being a trans eliatrope asking shit of ur king and he describes EXACTLY what ur going thru. but then u learn hes cis???#like what do u MEAN you were stuck in a body that didn't reflect you at all on the inside and everyone could never see you properly because#of it. and despite it all you tried to move past it and stay true to who you know u are on the inside#LIKE DID U JUST GO THRU A TRANS SIMULATOR???? WHAT#on a slightly related note i think yugo is demi!!! he might be straight he might be bi idfk- but that man is not alloromantic/sexual#yk the only times yugo has expressed interest in romance was with amalia in the ovas and in the bellaphone island ep. idk if that counts#cause yk sirens. they mess with u or smth#like hes shown no interest in romance as a whole. sure he gets embarrassed when that girl hit on him (hilarious)#but like no interest. hes developed a close relationship with amalia and only shows interest to her later#very hilarious because pinpin spends all of s1 going after women. ruel also hits on people. yugos just vibing. tho. tot. doesnt know how#to write women so. yeahhhh#ANYWAYS YUGO DEMI <3333#amaura is there too idk anything abt her shes inspired by a hat i have
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enjoying fifth elephant 👍
#smth smth a dog in wolf country#that old man is getting put thru a lovely meatgrinder#also every time i draw vetinaris face i feel like it gets longer#hes going to be walking into a bar in an anecdote next thing i know#smth smth why the long face well he's already been treated by a horse doctor#wait i think i can do this#the patrician walks into a bar the reckless bartender asks why the long face#“its what happens when you get treated by doughnut jimmy”#<- very bad but not nothing#AKHEM#discworld#samuel vimes#22ratonthestreet#night watch#fifth elephant
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it's really refreshing that isat's cast is mainly adults when everything else I like is about high schoolers but mostly it's really relieving that siffrin in particular is in their mid-late 20s. because if I'm making bad decisions and going through it and don't have everything figured out at 18 that's fine because siffrin is also making bad decisions and going through it and doesn't have everything figured out and he's a decade older than me. it feels less pressuring when someone significantly older than me is also going through it even if he's just a fictional character lol
#like yknow that feeling when u turned 18 and an adult to everyone now and it feels like u have to Grow Up. Be An Adult.#and you still don't feel like an adult when it's already been months since your birthday#but you're expected to know everything now and have shit figured out and know what you wanna do w your life n all that.#i mean obviously siffrin doesn't have these issues lol but it feels easier to deal with knowing that they're also going thru some stuff#like the grind never stops no matter the stage of life ur in or something man idk. anyways it's just reassuring. i love you siffrin isat <3
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I'm getting ratio'd by my family for my opinions, so let's see what Tumblr thinks about this:
He has to do it from standing, flat-footed. He cannot do it off of a high object or from standing in mid-air or into a Valley of Screams. He has to stick the landing. He is not allowed time to train or otherwise prepare. He's standing in the dojo and someone comes in and yells "DO A BACKFLIP!!": can he? Assume he is on-board with doing the backflip, i.e., don't pick 'no' on the assumption that he would refuse to do it.
#byakuya kuchiki#it's possible he's done a backflip in canon/the anime. i don't care#you can send me evidence but i will ignore it#this poll is about THE VIBE#there's also an episode where he's running thru the dangai with hitsugaya and i still refuse to believe he can run#if my man needs to go fast he will flash-step like a civilized person#i guess i've given away my position on this one but i don't care because i know i am correct#fortunately my daughter and i were in agreement on basically everyone else#including the fact that renji and iba can both do a backflip because they spent a lot of time practicing#so that if one of their subordinates ever yelled 'DO A BACKFLIP' they would Be Ready#i wish you could pick 3 days for polls. 1 day is too short but 7 is too long. oh well.
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No. Google. I'm actually looking specifically for trans MEN. I know a lot of articles talk about trans women. But I'm specifically looking for stuff about my subset of the trans community. Why the fuck are trans men so hyper-invisible.
#this is like the fifth different wording in the search and it all pulls up articles about trans WOMEN who have died#and that needs to be talked about!!!!!!!! IM JUST LOOKING FOR SOMETHING ELSE THO SO LIKE CAN THIS FUCKING SEARCH ENGINE WORK???#hyper-visibiliy and hyper-invisibility make it a nightmare to search for certain info#like 90% of the time things arent fucking recorded as a hatecrime when against a trans man. he gets buried under his dead name#and the silence echoes. never added to the numbers. never fucking seen.#then theres the guys who are just trying to push thru. even if you wanna talk about whats happened to you why? why would you?#its just taking attention away from (everyone else) people who need it#why talk about your issues when ur supposed to just “be a man” and bottle it up#we talk all the time about how men need to talk about their shit and need to be in touch with emotions and go to therapy and all that shit#but as SOON as its a trans man. “gotta man up! tough it out!”#and man you can see that shit in the statistics#yeah i know part of this is just google turning into AI infested garbage but still
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📸: Ryan Fleming
#ok listen. we all know I'm Going Thru Something when it comes to this man. so. this is. i am. i just think that. *dies*#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#the 5sos show tour lisbon#ryan fleming 2023#Instagram#band ig#kh4f post#i just. feel so unhinged sometimes in such brand new ways it surprises even ME#🧛🏻♀️#like#WHAT AM I MEANT TO DO WITH THIS INFORMATION#DO U SEE THAT CHEST HAIR#THE COLLARBONE#IT'S JUTTING#DO YOU ZEE THE JUTTING COLLARBONE#AND I'M JUST SUPPOSED TO SIT HERE AND FINISH THE EMAIL I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING??#FITTINGLY IT WAS TO MY THERAPIST SO ACTUALLY MAYBE THAT WORKS OUT 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩#that necklace jfc i am. i am fine. don't worry about it I'm actually doing great thanks#and the beard#i'm 🤸🏻♀️ doing 🤸🏻♀️ okay 🤸🏻♀️#THIS IS CERTAINLY PHOTOGRAPHY#GONNA LEAVE NOW THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE AND APPRECIATE VISUAL MEDIA#the 5sos show tour
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Imagine if you will... Ray with a tongue piercing ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ 💭
A more "messy" version under the cut bc I wanted to practice tears and stuff.. 👀

#Ok I may have put way more effort into this than I should've but I literally couodnt stop thinking about this#I used this as an excuse to practice rendering so technically its productive (��ꈍᴗꈍ)#I really enjoy drawing tears and idk what that says about me as a person#I just love the idea that hes just talkin away and suddenly you see a little glint in his mouth and oh my god is that what i think it is?#and hes such a bottom that he would just let you open and pkay with his mouth to see for yourself#he's just my lil sopping wet meow meow I can't help but put him thru situations#I think often about his different sides clashing and being very gap moe#like Ray with a tongue piercing? please someone hold me back bc I'm going AT HIM#I want EVERY version of this man I cannot even explain how deeply the brain rot goes#the day I stop thinking about Saeran Choi is the day I drop dead actually#I wont fill the tags with any more salacious comments about how sl\/tty this man is but just know the thoughts are plentiful#anyways enjoy the food#more art to come as I'm getting back into my artistic groove lately#my art#mystic messenger#mysme#saeran choi#mysme saeran#mysme ray#mystic messenger unknown#unknown mysme#ray mystic messenger#mystic messenger fanart#mystic messenger mc#mysme mc
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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the never stop blowing up vhs is where cute twinks go to get harmed
#not art#nsbu spoilers#kirk blade.... johnny manhattan..... maybe tenuously cosmo chase#also genuinely I Love that vic ethanol is showing himself to be bit of a dick#and kingskin conversely First Actual Communication With The Player is like. idk I just work here#(I am vibrating in my seat abt liv bloodlust. shes experiencing a bit of emotional consequence. hope she powers thru it and#becomes even worse)#I also love that g13 and jack manhattan are both like. gone#I know in adventuring party they're charting it to shape up as like. usha also slowly losing herself to the work like g13 did#and them becoming one entity entirely in the sense that their selves stop mattering in the face of their hacker capacity#(also called the Forum Moderator Dilemma)#but I also like to think that g13 handed it back to usha cleanly in the second episode with that one interaction#and is now fully unplugged from everything. left the movie. man is Sleeping#we all agree that paula ate jack manhattan tho I think it's fine to assume that#and! the way russell has been like. fully going whole hog full tilt into helping other people and moving the plot along#while Suggesting That Doing Self Reflection And Learning Lessons From This World Might Help to Other People#like I love that. 1/lieutenant syndrome but also 2/extremely transfem coded#like past the ''ohh I have realisationd I'm coming to'' stage. far past. man is bored with thinking abt genders#not new realisation to him! had that thought two decades ago. not motivated enough by anything to change anything#I think I just love the scenario of like magical mystical journey in a fantasy world clearly designed to make you contemplate ur gender#and ur like oh no what? we did that years ago. whats up#deeply interested tho. open up russell we wanna see whats up with u#dang is perfect no note 10/10 more important than anything else he is genre aware and savvy and that truly is all he needs here#the ''let's make it fun'' scene he does with liv is SO good I love him. Im so scared the vhs will snatch him away. hes too genre perfect
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taking mental damage watching a video and the 13 year old in the salon chair says 'whos bigbang'
#😭😭😭😭😭 everyone over 20 in the video took immediate psychic damage#somehow ive ended up going thru this korean hairdressers youtube channel (kiudesign)#like the moment he said that he likes bigbang i was like man hes really showing his age (13 yo was talking abt idols she likes)#but for her to straight up say 'whos bigbang'...... god#agfdsgdf ok wait when they clarify So you actually do know them tho right#she says 'i do know' but in the kind of way that says 'not really'
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