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another rant in tags
#im so angry and hurt#and i have been for the past month and a half because of what happened#not even because of the initial issue#it's because of how i was spoken to#and on top of that how i was spoke about#and then how my name to however many of their followers with people i dont know dont feel safe with etc was completely outed#like#i wanna change my url again#because it's still far too close to my name#because i no longer feel safe on this app#i feel like people in sevika fandom hate me#that they all think im a bad person#what made everything worse is ex moots i thought were cool#were liking all of those posts#posts that are still up btw#i deleted every single one besides the apology to my followers#and i've kept my feelings up thats it#i've still not said a name#because i respect people's feelings and understand them#you know i dont even feel excitement about trailers anymore#its all dampened because of this#it just reminds me that i hardly have people to gush with because they've all either unfollowed#or i've blocked because âšparanoiaâš#it reminds me i feel alone#it sucks so bad#i just wish there was some understanding#and that it wasnt referred to as a bullshit conversation#and that i wasnt dismissed#thats it#ellsss' rambles
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i feel like some of you are really shooting yourselves in the foot. i get it! trust me, i get it! i, well known dai hater, also have my anxieties abt da4 - and yes, even expectations abt things like where the plot is going to etc - but the teaser is TWO MINUTES LONG and i've been ripping it to shreds to get SOMETHING out of it, but the truth is that it's just not going to be indicative of the full game
the teaser trailers for dao imply that the sacred ashes quest is gonna be the huge memorable quest - and for me, they simply weren't? and how different did the actual game look to the teasers like let's be sooo real. da2 teasers hinged on the qunari invasion which was like... just one of many, many events in da2. and hawke and isabela didnt even look like that. i cant even remember seeing solas in the inquisition trailers?
the teasers aren't even for the plot, is the thing. these teasers are literally companion reveals, of course it's aimed to make the characters look cool and interesting, rather than really foreshadowing anything deep about the storylines - that's for things like tevinter nights, and the comics, and even absolution. it just feels really weird to use the thing they're using to advertise the companions for this game as a metric for the entire game plot and vibes. dao and da2 trailers were SO FUCKING INTENSE and then you get iconic lines like swooping is bad and hawke stepped in the poopy like...............
like da4 is not going to be dao. it's not going to be da2. it's not going to be dai either. all three of these games were tonally totally different from each other, and idk where the expectation is coming from that da4 will be like the other games. especially when the writing direction, as i've talked abt on this blog a few times already, is definitely changing and evolving. whether or not i personally like that direction is irrelevant to the fact it's happening.
i support the haterisms - god knows ive got my issues with it - but sometimes i just think you guys are unnecessarily hostile for weird reasons and i dont get it. "people who hate dragon age the most are people who love it" i dont think you guys like dragon age anymore, is the thing. which is fine, but i'm not obliged to tolerate it, or you. like you can just say: you liked dragon age origins. you liked dragon age 2. you maybe even like dai. and you're not interested in da4. that's fine. because da4 is not those games. i dont really care to hear abt the whinging abt how da's ruined or whatever - da hasn't been the same literally since da2, which was already a tonal shift from dao. da has been changing, and i have opinions abt the changes, but fundamentally, i am - cautiously, warily, anxiously - excited about a new game. new content. new companions. new maps. new knowledge. new narratives to chew on. aren't you?
if you're not, have you considered that you just don't like dragon age anymore? and that's fine? and you can just move on?
and idk why are you acting like a 2 min teaser is gospel for how the entire game is going to anyway? we know practically nothing, and at least try to keep that in mind when you're drawing firm conclusions abt the wholeass game based on the trailers because you literally WILL NOT KNOW. the teaser literally means nothing except: here are your companions. this is what they look like and where they're from. everything else based off the trailers is wild conjecture
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hi hi!! I loved defining love and a canaryâs cry! Any thoughts/wishes/predictions for the upcoming rui(?) event? Or the wxs world link?
HII !! THANK YOU SO MUCH OMYGOD...
You know? Upcoming rui escapes me. Mainly because we're entering a new arc and rui Isn't stuck on the same thing again (because wxs arent leaving eachother for the time being which is what he was waffling about). There's been a few bits and pieces of him reflecting on like "I need to know more about being a director than an inventor right now" because he wants to push tsukasa and nene forward...
...that. That is assuming, that we're going to get a current Rui event - but also i dont think its out of the blue for there to be a flashback event either? We've gotten so many lately... and we HAVE gotten rui as a kid but we've barely touched upon his middle school years so? Could possibly? be about that? the coordinates in the trialer being where he and nene crossed paths and then he walked off on her...
...but then you think more about like. would a commission like the one in the trailer fit. for this kind of event... unless its. Going for a completley different tone. I DIGRESS!!
In terms of other stuff though i do want like. a Neon..set... I think Ruiemukasa 4* are confirmed (because in this wxs rotation, theyve only had one each) so im only hoping nene can get a 3* and we can have a full set... i want something with ROBOTS. i wa nt something like? Vbs arc ender. that kind of neon.
for the world link i am so freaking excited ! For a producer i think its most likely to be sasakure.uk (considering when you thnik of wxs comms tondemo IS rather iconic - it feels more like a wxs comm than a tsukasa comm... although the "most iconic song" reasoning doesnt quiiite work anymore because i dont think love material was that iconic of a song I DIGRESS). but to be honest i wouldnt mind Kinoshita... maybe even pinocchio-p again .... Shrugs
for themes and stuff in the event its.. to do with a growth of sekai... Which makes you wonder if like. considering its Tsukasas sekai.. i wonder what it'll be like ?? maybe like. More stages? More plushies? Do you guys think they'll pull an An on us and then have emu's grandpa manifest,
THERES JUST!! SO MUCH POSSIBILITY?! AND YOU JUST WONDER!! what the HELL The cards will look like ? I THOUGHT they'd be going with a theme of the untraineds being in the sekai and that was the case for all of vbs but. Then. Ena. was just At a cafe like? Girl. Get in the picture
THANK YOU FOR THE ASK!!! I LOVE TO TALK!!! THIS IS A VERY FUN THING TO TALK ABOUT!!
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 I want to get off a stressful day of and work and have you come over with dinner and eat on the floor of my bedroom and talk. I want to go out and sit on sunset cliffs with you, I want to sit and steal kisses on the couch in between episodes, I want you to hold my hands above my head while we kiss on my bed. I just want you. And thats the thing, that the day you broke up with me, I had spent all day looking forward to seeing you. I was with my last client and I kept saying to myself, âonly 2 meow hours before I get to go home and see Ryan. Okay now 1 hours, okay now 30 minutes. I was so excited to see you after spending 3 days away from you and now its been 2 weeks. I miss you. I really do wish ,y first boyfriend had dated me for more than a month. It just all solidified that no one is ever going tot truly want to be with me. I finally found you, someone that likes me, but a month in and youre done. I understand youre busy and need to focus on yourself, but it just makes me feel like im not enough, im not worth the effort it takes to be with. I never am and I never will be. I hope in another sims universe weâre together, because it made me so happy when you said that, and I would like to think that weâre one of the rare ones where we didnât end up together and in most of the other ones we were destined to be each others person, like I thought we were in this one. I had truly hoped you were my person, but not here, not there, not anywhere. Fuck you, but also not fuck you at all. Its all so confusing because I know you broke it off in respect to me, but also because you didnt want to do it anymore and that is the hardest thing to grasp. That it felt like you liked me, that you wanted me. Instead you were questioning it the whole time. Even when you met my fucking family. Thats just embarrassing, you hadnât even told your brother. Another boy in my life who didnt tell their brother about me until they found out in another way. Wow, shocker. I now just have to start pushing myself toward and try to get over you. I should block you but I probably wonât, I dont want to hurt your feelings. Speaking of, I wonder what youre going to do with the DnD journal I got you. I wonder if youâll ever use it, or youâll throw it in your closet, never to be seen again, or if youâll give it to a friend. I hope you use it, but ill understand if you dont, considering I cant get myself to use the gifts you gave me. It just hurts too much to do so. I also saw the new trailer for the new DnD movie when I was watching Smile with Summer and Wade and it made me sad because I know that if we had stayed together, I would have gone and seen it With you. Summer said I could go see it with them, but I dont want to see it if its not with you. I also cant watch the rest of Arcane because thats your favorite show and watching it would just make me think of us sitting on the couch and watching it together and I dont want to do that. Everywhere in my apartment makes me think of you and I fucking hate it. I was on the floor of my bed earlier crying at the stuff you gave me/that makes me think of you and it just made me think of eating there together, and i was sitting where we hugged and said we were some of each others favorite people. Or my bed where we sleeping together and you kept getting up to pee and then when you got into bed one time you leaned down and kissed me softly as you got back on my bed. Or sitting on the couch and kissing. And the kitchen where we made mojitos and talked. Pathetically enough, I havent thrown out the extra mint you left here from that night because its the last thing , besides my memorabilia, that I have of you, even though its old and disgusting now. I just want it all back. I just want you back.Â
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i recently installed mystic messenger again after like a month or more of not playing (was afraid of someone finding the game in my phone) , and it felt good to "see" the characters again , so can i please request headcanons of the rfa seeing mc after a long time ?
hello, that's completely understandable lol. i remember back in 2016 when i played it the first time around (i deleted it after the first bad ending and didn't play again until 2019 lol) and was worried people would look on my phone and see it. oh how times have changed lol. but of course!
RFA Seeing MC After a Long Time
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yoosung kim:
you attended the rfa party during the last summer you had before going to college.
life was looking up for you.
you found an amazing boyfriend, started becoming independent, and got a good summer job.
things only got better when you found out you had gotten accepted to college.
only problem was that the college was in the US, and your friends and lover were in South Korea.
as much as you loved your new life here, you reminded yourself of your feelings before meeting the rfa.
how everything you created here would only be temporary.
but now, you didnât want to stick to that anymore.
your life was going so well, and you knew yoosung wouldnât be happy about you leaving to go across the globe.
however, it was too good of an opportunity to let it go.
this was what you were to planning to do for the last decade.
if you were to give up now, all your hard work would be for nothing.
you were incredibly conflicted, but eventually choose to follow your passion at college overseas.
and yoosung was frantic about it.
he wouldnât be able to see you, protect you, help you, feed you, walk with you, the list went on.
however as heâs gotten more mature over the past few days, he knew he didnât have the power to stop you, nor should he guilt you about it.
besides, he wanted you to pursue something you were passionate in and become successful.
some sacrifices would just have to be made.
that didnât mean he would let you go either.
the two of you made a promise to call, facetime, and visit each other as often as possible.
youâd make it work.
so with much regret, you left to the states.
and when the holidays approached, you decided to bring yourself to him as a gift.
it had been months since he saw you at this point.
you both could enjoy the holidays together while relaxing.
it was a win win.
and what better way to carry out your surprise than by showing up to his front door at 10pm?
and thatâs exactly what you did.
giving the door a good few knocks, you waited until you were greeted by yoosung standing in his unwashed pajamas, staring at you.
it took a few seconds for it to click who you are, yet once that processed, he was overcome with joy.
you thought it was adorable how his hands flew to his face as he began to pull you into a hug shortly after.
you were met with only parts of words as yoosung couldnât explain his excitement fast enough.
and you were ecstatic as well.
you never realized how much you missed him until you were reunited with him again.
hence why after you two spent the holidays together, you found it incredibly difficult to leave again.
however with his encouragement, you went off to work your hardest so he could meet a successful you the next time you reunited.
hyun ryu / zen:
much like zen, you were an actor too.
you were a much lesser known actress, but you had began building connections.
and those connections all paid off when you were offered a new role in a movie that was predicted to be going big.
you couldnât be more grateful.
yet as you began reading farther into the offer, your heart slowly sunk.
if you were to take the role, you would have to relocate to germany for the next 9 months.
you wanted this so bad, but you didnât want to leave zen alone for 9 months.
he if could, he would join you in germany.
but he already had a role to work on in south korea.
as much as you wanted him to join you, you didnât want him to give up his role he had been working so hard on for the past year.
you were conflicted, and knew it would be best to talk about it to zen.
not only to see what he thinks, but to ease your feelings.
and once you had the discuss about it with you, you came to a conclusion.
you would could, keeping in contact with him everyday.
though zen was heartbroken about it, he knew how much you wanted this and how much this would advance your career.
so with a heavy heart, he sent you off.
the moment you left on the plane, he was already longing for your reunion.
9 months never went by so slow.
when you were with him, there was never enough time to bask in each others love.
but without him, everyday had an extra 8 hours.
even though you were working 24/7, time stayed still for days on end.
yet when the production ended a month early, all your worries and stresses eased as you could finally reunite with your love in person.
without thinking, you packed all your stuff up once you got back to your trailer to get the next plane back to seoul.
you hadnât even thought to tell zen until you boarded the plane.
too late now though, as you werenât aloud your phone on the plane.
what an idiotic rule, you thought.
but perhaps it was better this way, as you could surprise zen with your return sooner than expected.
you gave into the tiredness that followed you around for the months prior, awakening to the speaker saying youâve landed.
in your half awake state, you got off the plane and called for a cab.
it only took an hour to reach your destination, in which you got more sleep on the way there.
you thanked the driver before heading out, practically running to the front door.
you knocked, hoping to make zen believe you were only a door salesman or a mailman.
you heard some footsteps approaching behind the door in a hurried state, before the door opened and you were greeted with your future husband.
his expression changed in the speed of light once he quickly realized who you were.
you were met with a tight embrace, doubting if you could breath for a second.
zen pulled away not too long after, his excitement getting to him as he said âi didnât think you were supposed to be home so soon!â
to that, you could only giggle as you admitted the reason behind your surprise.
zen was more than happy to see you home earlier than discussed before.
âthis day is too important, we have to do something now!â zen said as he got dressed up to go out in the christmas weather.
with a small laugh, you agreed.
the rest of your day was spent going out to cafes and buying presents for the other rfa members.
and to your luck, the movie turned out a huge success.
not only in germany, but in korea as well.
things worked out for the best, you thought.
but one thing was for sure, you werenât doing that again.
jaehee kang:
jaehee had brought up the idea of opening a cafe, to which you were 100% in on.
however, in korea you had to have a culinary certificate to own a cafe.
i dont know if thats legit or not i completely made that up
but if you had to get a certificate, you were going to get it in the best way you could.
and a college you had come across was perfect for that.
it was a good price and had a great reputation.
there was one problem however, and that was that it was located in france.
which was a 12 hour flight away from seoul.
you knew there was no opportunity like it, but you couldnât stop yourself from being on the edge about it.
you didnât want to leave your friends and family here for 2 years while you went off to another country on your own.
plus who knew if something would happen to you while you were aboard?
your concerns were slightly lessened after you brought up your worries to jaehee, and the encouragement she gave you was overwhelming.
she suggested for you to go for it and that she would hold everything down in seoul while helping the rfa in planning future parties.
on the upside, it would give her more time to save up more money for the opening just in cause it was needed.
with hesitation, you decided to go along with her words and study in france for some time.
you would miss each other, but you both knew it was what you two needed to ensure a sucessful future.
while you were aboard, jaehee would attend culinary classes in korea here and there.
you would keep in contact frequently, but never had the money to go back to seoul on holidays to reunite.
so once those two years had passed, you were out as fast as possible.
you loved france, but you loved your girlfriend more.
you hopped on the plane home, eager to see everyone again.
and once you arrived at the airport in seoul, the first thing you saw as you exited the plane was your girlfriend standing there, eyes focused on the doorway waiting for your arrival.
and once your eyes met, you were quick to run up to her while opening your arms to hug her strongly.
two years was such a long time to be apart, but all was well now.
shortly after, the two of you opened the cafe and were met with an incredible amount of support from the community and rfa.
now you were content to settle down in seoul with the love of your life.
jumin han:
you were very business driven, which jumin liked about you.
even having your own fashion company.
you were unlike many other women he had come across before in various ways.
but the downside to your business focused mind were your frequent business trips.
some would last a day while others would last a week.
though this recent one you were expected to take was unlike anything you had ever had to do before for work.
it suggested you stayed in china for a month as you worked out many business issues and proposals.
while your company had began trending recently, you had never expected this.
the first thing that came to your mind once reading the email was your husband.
you felt horrible when you had to leave him alone for a day, but a month?
you couldnât even imagine how much that would hurt him.
however, this wasnât something you could just refuse.
if you did, you werenât sure if your company would continue standing.
and so later that night, you told jumin everything over wine.
how you didnât want to but knew your company wouldnât survive without it.
he didnât know what to make of everything.
this came at the worst timing.
he needed to stay in korea for the time being for business, so he couldnât join you in china either.
reluctantly, he supported you in your travels.
he understood your situation, but made you promise to call him every night.
which you had no problem with.
and so with a sad smile, you had left a few days later.
things were frustrating in beijing, but you at least had the comfort of your husbands voice to fall asleep to.
everyone at the office noticed jumins shift in mood as soon as your left.
yet without a voice of concern, things carried on as if nothing happened.
the day you were set to come back, jumin cancelled all plans to spend the day with you.
you needed to make up for the time the two of you lost, and you needed to rest in the comfort of your own home again.
thankfully, your company didnât meet itâs downfall just yet.
in fact, it was now prospering.
saeyoung choi:
your day was going as it normally would.
well, as normal as a day with saeyoung can go.
yet it all changed when you got a call that your brother had gotten into a bad car accident, and the situation wasnât looking good.
you didnât know how to react, so many emotions and fears were overwhelming you.
you knew you were your brothers emergency contact, as he had no one else close to him in his life, so it was no question about why they called you while you were in seoul and he was in brazil.
but after learning about the situation, you quickly realized that you needed to get back to brazil as soon as possible.
they didnât know how long he had left, and the remainder of his days would require for him to get help to do everyday things.
with your eyes barely spilling over, you told saeyoung everything.
you were met with a hug as he comforted you.
when you brought up the fact of needing to leave, he didnât think twice before giving you his blessing (though he knew you didnât need it).
it would be hard on him because he wouldnât be able to join you as he was in an active mission, but he would keep in touch and make sure of your safety from countries away.
after all, he would do the same if saeran were in your brothers position.
the next day, you backed your flight to brazil, packing only what you needed.
your days in brazil passed in pain, as you watched your brother fight for his life daily.
until one day, his body gave up on him and he passed.
you were devastated.
you were on autopilot in public and breaking down in your hotel room when no one was around.
after attending your brothers funeral and a week of mourning, you began to book your ticket back to seoul.
yet in your state of heart ache, you didnât realize the change in the countries health as the coronavirus started running through every town in the nation.
planes were unavailable and travel was banned.
now you were stuck here for the next 6 months, always hopping the next month would be better and youâd finally be able to go home.
saeyoung was on his toes all the time, not feeling the same without you.
and you missed him more and more as the days went on.
when the time finally came, you rushed to buy a ticket, though most people werenât flying due to their fears surrounding the situation.
the plane was empty, allowing you to sneak your phone, sending a text to saeyoung.
âiâm on the plane home nowâ you typed.
saeyoung was overcome with joy to see your message.
though you had to isolate for 14 days, at least you were in the country and close to him.
once you got off the plane, went into isolation, and tested negative for covid, you ran to your shared home.
opening the door to be greeted with the same old smile that teased you every morning was a refreshing sight.
you ran up as he lifted you in a tight embrace, swaying you side to side in a wave of excitement.
after months of stress and anxiety, you could finally breath.
that realization alone was enough to make you burst out into tears of relief.
your feelings were contagious, as you saw saeyoungs eyes starting to water as well.
you were finally safe and sound in his protection, and that was all he couldâve asked for..
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01:51 AST - 09/01/21
#mystic messenger#mysme#juminhan#jumin#jumin x mc#707#saeyoung choi#saeyoung x mc#luciel choi#yoosung x mc#yoosung kim#zen#hyun ryu#jaehee kang#jaehee x mc#mystic messenger headcanons
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To Be So Lonely
Pairing: Henry Cavill x Reader, Sebastian Stan x Reader
Summary: Henry has a crush on you, but youâre dating someone else, and he broods about it. he confronts you about it and ruins his career.
Warnings: swearing, threats, henry is a mega asshole in this and ruins his career, dont know where this idea came from lol
A/N: Bratty!Henry makes a comeback as requested! Hope you enjoy!
Don't blame me for falling
I was just a little boy
Don't blame the drunk calling
Wasn't ready for it all
Henry had been a fan of yours for a while. You had appeared in a few movies and TV shows, and he watched them almost religiously. You hadnât been acting as long as him, but he firmly believed that you were way better at it than him, He had auditioned for a few of the same projects as you, but he never got the role, for one reason or another. He very vividly remembers watching the Mockingbird movie that you were in, and the feelings of jealousy he got as he watched you kiss your co star, Sebastian Stan. He almost wanted to hate Sebastian, but he had done nothing to him, so he couldnât. Other than kiss the girl that Henry wanted for himself.
Then, one day, Anya and Freya busted into his trailer with huge smiles on their faces.
âWhatâs wrong?â He asked, petting Kal, and smirking at his friends. They locked eyes with each other and giggled before Freya told him what was going on.
âY/N got a part on the show!â She squealed, and Henry felt warmth blossom in his chest in hope.
âShut up. Youâre joking!â He said, standing up, a huge smile spreading on his face. âWhen does she start?â
âTomorrow!â Anya squealed, and Henryâs smile grew even bigger. He couldnât wait.
You can't blame me, darling
Not even a little bit
I was away
And I'm just an arrogant son of a bitch
Who can't admit when he's sorry
Henry was practically shaking with excitement when he woke up the next morning. He wanted nothing more than to rush to set to meet you, but he needed to go for a run, eat, and get himself and Kal ready before he could do that.
40 minutes later, he was ready and was practically speeding to set with Kal in the passenger seat of his car. Kal had his head out the window, his mouth open, biting at the wind. Henry glanced over at him and chuckled. His stomach was feeling the same way.
He arrived moments later, and looked around the parking lot for your vehicle. He didnât know what type of car your drive, but he noticed a black Dodge Ram 1500 that he hadnât seen before today, so he had to assume that was yours. His eyes were darting everywhere, looking for you, while walking to his trailer. He dropped Kal off in his trailer, and filled up his food and water bowl before he left for the makeup trailer.
He walked out of his trailer, and thatâs when he saw you. You were standing outside your trailer, which was opposite of his. Your hair and makeup was done, and you were talking on the phone. Suddenly, he was feeling very nervous, as you hung up the phone and your eyes landed on him. You waved at him, and the butterflies in his stomach grew as he walked over to meet you.
âHi!â You said.
âHi! Iâve been wanting to meet you for so long,â HEnry said as he gazed into your E/C eyes. You blushed and he opened his arms for a hug, which you willingly gave.
âMe too!â You said, and the two of you continued talking until your phone rang again. Henry glanced down briefly and his heart dropped into his stomach at what he saw. It was a picture of you and Sebastian kissing, and there was a heart next to Sebâs name.
âSorry, thatâs my boyfriend, but Iâll talk to you on set, okay?â You said, and Henry nodded with a smile, an attempt to cover what he was truly feeling.
âOf course.â You nodded, and walked away with the phone held up to your ear.
âHey, baby...â You said into the phone, not noticing how Henry turned his back, and walked towards his trailer.
Don't call me baby again
You got your reasons
I know that you're tryna be friends
I know you mean it
Don't call me baby again
It's hard for me to go home
Be so lonely
Henry managed to hide the hurt he was feeling for a few days, but Anya and Freya first noticed something was wrong when Henry walked away from the three of you while you were telling them how Sebastian was trying to impress you once, and ended up falling down his trailer steps. Henry had made it to his trailer before breaking down. Kal bounded over to him, and pressed his body against his legs. Henry sunk to the floor, and let Kal rest his head on his shoulder. He let out a whine at Henryâs crying, and henry calmed down. He didnât want to upset the one thing that makes him insanely happy. It was you, but you were taken. he couldnât think about you liked that anymore, no matter how much he wanted to.
Anya came into his trailer a few minutes later, and sat next to him, her hand resting on his arm.
âWhatâs wrong?â She asked, and Henry lifted his head to look at Anya. âI like her. So much. But, sheâs out there dating that asshole.â
Anya let out a laugh, and Henry looked at her in confusion. âWhat?â
âSebastian isnât an asshole. Just because he got her before you did, youâre going to make him look like the bad guy in this situation? First of all, there is no bad guy in the situation. Sheâs happy with him. Heâs happy with her. If youâd sit and listen to the way she talks about him, youâd understand that. He has done things for her that Iâve never heard of anyone doing for their significant others, especially those who dont care about said significant others. When they were filming together, she really missed her best friend, so he flew her out for her birthday, and paid for them to spend the weekend at Disney World together. Heâs a really nice guy, but youâre going to sit here and brood simply because he met her first. Dont blame him, and dont you dare blame her.â Anya said, before giving Kal a pet, and walking out of the trailer.
Henry glared at the wall opposite him for a few minutes, before pulling his phone out and going to instagram. He looked at his notifications, and scoffed in annoyance when he saw that Sebastian followed him. Without thinking, he clicked on the three dots, and blocked him.
You might be taken, but that didnât mean he didnât have to be okay with it. He stood up, wiped his eyes, and headed back to set. He made a point to keep his eyes glued to his phone so he didnât have to talk to you.
He shouldnât be blaming you for this, but the jealous side of him told him to, since he couldnât blame Sebastian.
I just hope you see me in a little better light
Do you think it's easy being of the jealous kind?
'Cause I miss the shape of your lips
You'll win, it's just a trick
And this is it, so I'm sorry
You noticed Henryâs demeanour towards you go down over the course of your first week, and you were scouring your brain to figure out why while on FaceTime with Sebastian.
âI donât know what I did to him. He barely speaks to me, he refuses to be alone with me, and if I even mention something about Marvel or our movie, he scoffs, and makes snide little remarks. He seemed like such a nice a person, and i dont know what happened.â You explained to Sebastian, while playing with your fingers.
âI donât know, either love. I did notice that he blocked me though. I tried to follow him earlier in the week, and now I canât even find his account, so I think he blocked me. I donât think it has anything to do with you,â He said, giving you a sincere smile, that was full of love. You smiled at the sight of his steel blue eyes.
âWhy would he hate you though? Youâve never met, and I thought he was a Marvel fan. Anya told me he was, and that he went to see Mockingbird in theatres. It doesnât make sense.â You said. You watched as something washed over Sebastians face, and he ran his fingers through his hair.
âHe might like you. I never even thought about that. Heâs friends with Chris, Iâll find out for sure,â Seb said, picking up his phone and typing out a message to Chris.
âYou think he like me?â You questioned, and Sebastian nodded. âYeah, i think he does. I mean, he follows you on all your socials, comments on all your posts, he went and saw a Marvel movie by himself, and Iâve heard from a few people heâs been wanting to work with you for a while, but scheduling always got in the way. To me, its the only logical explanation right now.â He said, and you saw his face fall a little.
You smiled. âBaby, look at me,â His head lifted. âYou know, even if this is true, I would never leave you, right?â He nodded.
âI know. Itâs just- heâs played Superman. An actual superhero. I play a troubled 100 year old with a metal arm that he got through a debt owed to Steve by TâChalla. Heâs played so many more influential roles in his career, and I havenât even gotten the lead in a âsuperheroâ movie, Iâm only a side character. And, I know you had a crush on him at one point. Plus, look at the dude! He looks like a Greek God. I donât want to lose you.â Sebastian admitted.
You giggled slightly. âBaby, I donât care about that. I care about you. Did you know that before I started on the Mockingbird set, I was terrified to work with you? I had the biggest crush on you, and I was terrified you wouldnât like me back, but I was proven wrong instantly, when you came up to me and gave me the biggest hug, and told me if I needed anything, you were there for me. You waited for me on set so you could walk me to my car, even on days where you got to go before I did. You visited me when I was sick, and asked to hang out on our days off. You did that. He didnât. I love you, not him, dragÄ.â You said, and he smiled. He locked eyes with you through the screen, and you saw tears welling up in his eyes.
âTe iubesc atat de mult,â He said in Romanian.
âSi eu te iubesc foarte mult.â You responded. âIâll see you when your plane lands tomorrow, okay? Itâs getting pretty late there, and your flights in a few hours.â
You and Seb said good night, and hung up. As you laid in bed a few minutes later, you thought to yourself. âDid Henry really like you, or was that just Sebâs jealousy?â You decided to confront Henry in the morning.
Don't call me baby again
You got your reasons
I know that you're tryna be friends
I know you mean it
Don't call me baby again
It's hard for me to go home
Be so lonely
You arrived at the door of Henryâs trailer less that 12 hours later, and you didnât bother knocking. The thought of bringing Seb on set when Henry had a problem with him didnât sit right with you, and you needed to figure out what the fuck was going on.
You walked in, and saw Henry putting food and water in Kalâs bowls. He looked up at you before returning to what he was doing.
âWhatâs your problem with Sebastian?â You demanded, and to your anger, you got a scoff in return.
âWho says I have a problem with him?â He said, refusing to even look at you. You felt your phone vibrate in your pocket but you ignored it for the moment.
âSeb! You blocked him on Instagram when he followed you. You roll your eyes whenever I talk about him, and get all pissed when he calls me. Heâs done NOTHING to you! So what is your problem with him?â You demanded, and he finally turned around to look a you.
âHe calls and texts you constantly! He always has to be talking to you. Youâre here to do a job, not sit around and text your little boyfriend.â He said, and you laughed.
âAre you fucking kidding me?! I do my job perfectly well, and if youâd open your fucking eyes for two seconds, youâd see that I text him first! I tell him when Iâm doing a scene, and when Iâm not so he knows he can call me! Being in a long distance relationship is hard, and Iâm trying to make it easier on him and I. And you say Iâm here to do a job. Right now, I cant think of a SINGLE reason why I even took this job in the first place! Oh wait, I TOOK IT BECAUSE I WANTED TO WORK WITH YOU! Did you know I had an offer from Tom Cruise for The Mummy sequel and I turned it down because I wanted to work with you? I could be in Egypt right now, in shorts and a t shirt with Tom Cruise and Annabelle Wallis, my favourite actress, rather than in dreary fucking England, doing a show with you where you treat me worse than the horse shit that Zeus leaves in his path!â You screamed at him. His face became red, and he retaliated.
âFINE, YOU WANNA KNOW WHY I HATE HIM? BECAUSE HE HAD YOU FIRST! IâVE BEEN TRYING TO WORK WITH YOU FOR YEARS, BECAUSE I HAVE HAD THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON YOU, SINCE YOU APPEARED IN MURDOCH MYSTERIES! I WAS SO EXCITED TO BE ABLE TO WORK WITH YOU, AND I WAS GOING TO ASK YOU OUT, BUT YOU JUST HAD TO GO AND SLEEP WITH THE FIRST A LIST ACTOR YOU COULD GET YOUR HANDS ON WHO PROBABLY DOESNâT GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT YOU! YOU DONâT WANNA BE HERE? LEAVE! IâM SURE TOM WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU! HE PROBABLY WROTE THAT PART SPECIFICALLY FOR YOU, BECAUSE WHY WOUDNâT HE? YOU SEEM TO GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT SO WHY DONâT YOU JUST TAKE IT, AND GET OUT OF ENGLAND BEFORE YOU BREAK MY HEART EVEN MORE!â He screamed.
You blinked back tears, and swallowed the lump in your throat before answering. âYou donât get to hate him because he got me before you did. Thatâs cruel and wrong. And I didnât sleep with the âfirst A List celebrity i could get my hands onâ. I slept with him because I love him, and he loves me. And youâre right,â You felt the tears spill over, and you did nothing to stop them. âIâm sure Tom will be happy to have me, because I quit. I cannot work with you. You are not the person I thought you were at all.â Your turned to walk out the door.
âAnd to think that I used to have a crush on you too,â You remarked before letting the trailer door slam.
And I'm just an arrogant son of a bitch
Who can't admit when he's sorry
You ran down the stairs and was immediately embraced by Sebastian, who had just arrived on set when he heard your and Henryâs screaming match.
âItâs okay,â He whispered into your ear, as you started sobbing. At that precise moment, Henry walked out of his trailer and opened his mouth to speak. Sebastian held up his hand before he could.
âI think youâve done enough damage, Cavill. Iâm not going to allow you to hurt her anymore. I canât believe, that you, out of all people, would treat her like this simply because sheâs dating someone else. You may play Superman, but you definitely donât deserve it.â He remarked, and led out away. But, Henry being Henry, decided to snark back.
âYouâre one to talk. You play a 106 year old Hydra assassin who somehow managed to convince everyone around him that his a good guy. Youâre no worse than I am buddy.â
âGo to your trailer, Iâll see you in a second.â You nodded and headed in. While he dealt with Henry, you called Tom to let him know you could take the role after all.
âI donât know why you think that you can treat my girlfriend like that, but itâs not okay. You should have seen the amount of research she did for this role! She read every single book, and played every single game in preparation for this role. She was so excited, and turned down the chance to work with her favourite actress to work with you. Not many people would do that. I also dont know what I did to warrant you absolutely hating my guts, other than dating her. Iâve done nothing to you, and even if I did, that doesnât mean you can treat my girlfriend like shit for it. Iâd watch your fucking back, because unlike you, sheâs a Marvel actor. The majority of her friends are Marvel too, so donât be surprised if you get a few nasty messages from certain Avengers, because I will not withhold this information.â
Sebastian walked in to your trailer and found you on the phone to Lauren, apologizing. You hung up a few seconds later and turned to Sebastian.
âShe mad at you?â Sebastian asked, and you shook your head.
âNo. She understands. She says that sheâs sorry that he acted that way, and that sheâll be talking to him. I called Tom and I have the role. I fly to Egypt in two months.â You said, packing up your things. Seb nodded, and moved from where he was to help you.
You took off your costume, and took your hair out. Sebastian took your duffel bag with all your things, and the two of you headed out. Thankfully, you didnât see Anya of Freya, you werenât in the right space mentally to explain what happened. All you wanted to do right now was get as far away from Henry as possible.
Don't call me baby again
You got your reasons
I know that you're tryna be friends
I know you mean it
Don't call me baby again
It's hard for me to go home
Be so lonely
Henry sat in his car after getting yelled at by Lauren, Anya, Freya, Joey, and the director, staring at the tree just outside his windshield. He let his emotions get the best of him, and now filming was suspended until they could find a replacement for you. No one was mad at you, no one blamed you. Not even him. Heâs the one that fucked up, heâs the one paying the price.
He dug his phone out of his bag, and wasnât surprised in the slightest when he had a whole bunch of unread messages. He filtered through all the threats that your Marvel friends had sent them.
Chris: you are unbelievable. i cannot believe you treated her like that. my first impression of you being a complete and utter dickhead was true. i canât believe i was ever friends with you.
Anthony Mackie: for Superman, youâve done some serious damage. and thatâs saying something. iâd be amazed if this didnât ruin your career completely. you dont get to sit there all high and mighty simply because youâre âheart broken.â none of us are going to keep this quiet.
Scarlett Johansson: count your days cavill. never thought youâd be the type to make a girl cry.
Elizabeth Olsen: congrats on ruining your career. if you even come near Y/N again, weâll do much worse than ruin your career. believe me.
He threw his head back against the seat. They wouldnât take it to social media, would they? He thought as he clicked on his instagram app.
The first thing he saw was a post from Robert Downey Jr explaining what had happened.
Heâd fucked up bad, and there was nothing he could do to fix it.
To be so lonely, to be so
To be so lonely
To be so lonely, to be so
To be so lonely
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Alright so my head was extremely spacey and unconnected today and NostalgiaTM was activated and it just eugh. So i went on an hour long walk blasting music bc it was cold and loud and it helped and i just- I'm so in love with people and places and things.
My neighborhood used to be not great. Kids were assholes and loud and bullies and sometimes drug dealers would move in and there were weird things at the park and one time the house beside us was a halfway house and we weren't told and it just- wasn't great. And I think I've posted about this before but it got better and it's greener and the kids grew up and the kids here now are polite and the parks really nice but now since it's the pandemic it's really quiet and sometimes since my house is really quiet you get really crushingly alone and quiet and you feel like you're the only one around. Whatever anyway not the point but it's nicer than it was is the point.
While I was walking there aren't as many stray cats around which makes me really happy bc people have started taking them to good shelters so i know they're getting in good homes and they'll be warm in the winter and making owners so happy and the cats are so loved. And there's dogs that are so sweet and friendly and their owners will wave at you and smile and you know they're taking care of their pets and that's so nice. There used to be an old man I'd talk to at one house who would sit outside with his cat on a leash and he'd let me pet her and we'd talk about i dont even remember. I dont see him anymore but his chairs still there and kinda dipped and worn from how much he sat out with her.
The roads are good and there arent as many cracks in it anymore and the trees glow red with the late fall sun now and there was flocks of geese flying a lot today and even though all the plants are dead people have their flower beds prepared for winter and christmas lights up and sometimes i find that annoying but today i just thought about how lights are up where kids toys are in the yard and how excited were the kids that christmas decorations were going up and how happy and exasperated the parents probably were. Leaf piles are flat from being jumped in and the ones on the road dont crunch but when they fly ik the wind they're so heckin pretty and the sky was that duller winter blue that's really calming and lovely and you can look at it without blinding yourself. My arms went a little numb bc my sleeves were rolled up but the air felt really nice and there's a really big hill i walked up that was hard on my cranky hip but the view is always so far and gorgeous i love where i live.
People used to give me shit for living in a trailer court. Trailer rat trailer trash I've heard all the stupid shit but the people are so lovely and smile and wave at you and i dont really talk to or know anyone anymore but its still friendly you just gotta know what houses to avoid bc there's hardcore republicans here but even they're pretty quiet. And its surrounded by trees and in a valley so we live in a big comfy bowl which i just realized today and was laughing over. I dont know im rambling but im really glad im still alive bc holy shit there's so much around yo look at and notice.
#winter speaks#so anyway i got home and cried over nothing for an hour bc its just ome of tbose days#zomeyimes it really hits like ''holy shit im alive and look at all this!!!!! i live in this!!! life is good actually!!!!!!!''#tgere were some shittier and sadder things i remembered walking around but they got punted to the back bc today idc#today was about seeing a bird in a gree and going '':DDDD bird in a tree hell yeah!!!!!!''#i wanna hug someone. i want to live with someone at some point thatll put up with my spacey day bs#and i can come home and just flop on them and have my bit of existential cry. and tgen i can do that for tgem when they need it#and we can make tea on cold days and have everything be a bit better just bc youre sitting next to someone#you enjoy spending time with. ah yearning hours- i gotta heckin go draw things im behind on my project
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OK GOT A LOT OF ASKS BETWEEN YESTERDAY AND TODAY SO HERE THEY ARE, organized by topic!!
[MISC ASKS]
I actually didnt even know about infamous recently, and I never really got into it out of spite because every time i would mention prototype people would be like âohh so its just like infamousâ and like ? okay i guess
now i know its not entirely the case though. I havent really gotten into infamous though, it feels a little daunting since there is SO MUCH to those games and theres like, three or four of them (or more). I do wanna look at the lightning one so bad but i think you needed context from the other games??? Im not sure anymoreÂ
Ohhhh wow okay yeah I see. Man thats so cool Iâd totally be down to illegally set up long distance radio comms. That kinda Fucks...Â
OUGH YES QUETZACOATLUS MY BELOVED!!!!!!!!! im so excited for them... also the mosasaur in the trailer got me FUCKED UP, I really really hope they give her more screentime i wanna see her sink ships!! please!!!
dont let it be like the previous movie where in the trailer they showed the mosa going free for a couple seconds and it turns out that was its total screentime in the whole movie at the very end... shes so underutilized and they keep making her bigger. PLEASEÂ
[TALAS/RISK]
LKJSDJFLDLSKJSD GOD YEAH THEY REALLY COULD............. JUST FUCKIN GRAB RISK AND YEET HIM AT SOMEONE LIKE AN ANGRY CAT. YEAH
Yeah they totally do that. Theyre unhinged
The only difference is risk enjoys biting crushing and killing and blood but talas doesnt enjoy gore so they each do their own thing but every so often they do pull a hannibalÂ
[ REX ASKS ]
Oh they are absolutely open to collabs. In one of our past sessions Rex and a party member (keith) beheaded another party member by using their hands to pop the head off like a lego. (said party member was fine afterwards dw. they walked around with their own head under their arm like a basketball)Â Â
theyre into punching things until they de-atomize them tbh. no artistry just unbridled violence and rage, if the walls get painted red itâll be from the sheer force of impact
they dont have a fave type of victim afaik, theyâd just as soon smite someone they had to fight than just... stomp some flowers to death. just violence for violenceâs sake. theyll eat ur bones though so if u have a skeleton they might be biased to that
HONESTLY... YEAH TOTALLY IVE ACTUALLY BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS. I SHOULD MAKE EM DO THAT
ough thank u, unfortunately its not too rare an occurrence here for some reason, Iâm used to it up to a certain degree (but ive learned to nip the bud off when it starts, otherwise it gets bad)
WAH THANK U. AND YEAH THEY DID.... finally i can play Violence...............
Youâre ok, I just wish it wasnt super commonplace to write those kinds of comments on peoples art. I know some artists are okay with it but man đ
jshldhks thank you!! I felt big brain tbh, I was coloring them and thought hm, maybe a black jacket would look weird if theyre already black themself,,, and then i was like. what if white though đłđłđł and the blood idea just went from there
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Beta Tester
Kozume Kenma X Reader
-YN LN is a popular mangaka
Chapter 16: Stage
Seeing you running towards him made Kenma frown.
"Kenma!" You waved. "Thank you for not leaving yet!"
Ignoring you he continued to walk towards the direction of the stage.
You pouted and crossed your arms. "You know... As sorry as I am for that kiss I really don't regret it."
Jogging up in front of him with a shit eating grin, you positioned yourself in front of him where he'd have no choice but to look at you while you looked at him. His ears were slightly red without a doubt but who were you kidding yours were too.
Kenma cleared his throat, "Good for you then. Now get out of the way so I could get out of here. "
"And honestly I liked that kiss." You continued determined to see him flustered again. "Your lips were soft and I bet my ass you're a great kisser. I rate you 10/10 would do it again."
With a glare he looked at you straight in the eyes, "So do it pussy." Then went ahead before you could see the red settling on his face.
"I- Wh- Excuse me- Wh- Huh? K-Ken- Kenma!!" You squeaked as you chased after him.
"I said what I said."
You finally caught up to him when he was about to climb the stairs towards the stage. Luckily(?) you also have to go up with him.
"Ehh... Where's the flustered Kenma? I wanted to see you all blushy and panicked. You looked so adorable. I don't want hot daddy Dom Kenma. I want cute baby sub Kenma..."
As he was halfway up the stairs your height gap grew and he was way over you. He just looked down on you, leaning closer the gap barely existent he smirked.
"Too bad." Then turned away.
There were a handful of people who saw the scene. Which made you more embarrassed. Holy shit you acted all alpha online only to be dominated by a hermit named Kozume Kenma.
Boy were you happy. You'd happily submit to him.
"Let us all welcome the two people who made the game possible! YN LN and Kozume Kenma!!"
You might be confused why you two were the ones going and why you were introduced like that.
As you are the creator of Puri-Puri you of course are the reason why this game existed.
But Kenma came here as he's the biggest investor, the face of the game and no one else wanted to go. So yeah...
As you two came up the stage you were just wishing the blush from the scene a few moments ago. The cameras flashed and claps were heard.
"Shit the media is here..." You mumbled.
"Your surprised, why?" Kenma gave you an amused and disappointed look. No idea how he managed to do that but he did.
"Shut the fuck up. I just got a feeling the questions won't be about the game thanks to the media."
"So you do think sometimes..."
"You want me to hit you?"
A clearing of throat behind you stopped your argument. It was Akaashi handing you both microphones to be clipped on you [I'm sorry I dont know what they're called] .
"Good luck, don't do and say anything stupid. And remember this is the release of PPM's demo." He reminded and got off the stage.
"Good evening to you all! I hope you've been having a great time!" I started.
"We'd like to thank you again for attending the release of PPM's demo."
"Now of course the game is yet to be played but from the trailer that was shown, I hope you had enjoyed it since the game is going to be much better than the trailer!"
"I'm sure you all must've questions as well. That's why Me and your idi-- dear author will answer."
"You definitely were about to call me idiot." You frowned at him.
He smirked and shrugged. "I have not a slightest idea what you mean."
"You're the worst."
Ignoring you... Again. He motioned at one of the reporters to probably ask their question.
"Ms. LN, as the initial plot of the Puri-Puri Magika is about [REDACTED], and the trailer we saw have quite a large difference from one another only having the universe in similarty. Is it just the universe of the similar one to the manga? "
"Of course the plot would be different. It disappoints me quite a bit that none of you realized how they're connected aside from the universe. Well, I don't really want to spoil you but if you actually read the Manga and saw the trailer," You gave a proud smirk. "Everyone that was a fan of PPM in the team were ecstatic. They were all just-" You mimicked a mind blown. "They were so excited about the game and a those."
"Thank you Ms. LN."
"Next please."
"Mr. Kozume," the next one called. "You were neither a fan of YN, nor PPM, why did you decide to not only beta test the game but sponsor and invest big sum of money on the game."
"We--"
"No wait ! I want to answer some of those questions!" You cut off cackling. "The one about him investing and him beta testing! It's actually an annoying and Hella funny story."
"No I was a--"
"Shut up you'll probably lie."
"Shut up." Kenma now had his ears red. "Don't you--"
"He was the biggest asshole back then!"
"Stop talking."
"He fucking beta tested despite not knowing shit about PPM because it was the biggest game. And he just banwagoned on it like a bitch he was."
"I did not. I had some clues about you Manga."
"You did not know shit about PPM cut yo bullshit. You didn't even know who the MC was!"
"Shut up."
"That's why he beta tested! Now the reason why he invested is really hilarious!"
"I really hate this story..."
"This was the reason why Kenma became Bae too! We didn't know shit about how to contact Kenma, we only had his email address and his social media. Keep that in mind. "
"So since he didn't know shit about PPM he really couldn't care about the plot and just looked for bugs and shit. He wasn't even aware of the bugs in the plot since he didn't know which what was supposed to be part of the plot and not. This bitch ass decided there wasn't any bugs anymore so we went with that. But then we had to play it and saw a shit ton of bugs."
"I said there were some bugs don't make me seems so stupid."
"You didn't even inform us about the glitch at the time skip part! That could've ruined the entire thing! Anywayz, so we had to code the game again. So we emailed him that there were way too many bugs other than what he told us so the next testing would be later. But the asshole never replied. And since I was the one entasked to guide this bitch ass, IÂ had to flood his email! And he didn't respond! Not once! It had been DAYS! I send him at least 20 emails everyday! I have up on the 3-4th day and DMed him on Twitter."
"I really hate this part."
"No. No. This is the best part. Do y'all remember that one trending #KodzuGone started by Tenma? It's because, this asshole never responded to our emails so I DMed him all the shit important shit in the emails. Then this bitch fucking blocked me! I fucking rante to Tenma and he canceled Kenma like he deserved to! I was panicking about it since Mr. Suzumiya told me that Kenma could be a potential investor if he wanted. And I needed cash... "
"Do not call me that publicly. You are disgusting."
"He went full sugar daddy on me!" You cackled. "His entire squad had betrayed him! They were canceling him so he just fucking slid into my DMs apologizing about the shit he did and I told him, bitch I'm coming over there and see you play this fucking game or I will not stop this canceling and make it worse. So he was forced to telll me his address and I'm not sure if yall saw the live but it was hot shit. The next day he bought all the copies of PPM at this one store and gave them to me and then he invested shit ton of money on my on going works, bought me a new tablet, paid my Keiji bills, and many other shit. Yall would die to have him as sugar daddy I'm telling you. Ya don't even have to give him sugar for the treats. "
"That was the biggest mistake I made."
"Awwe, but thanks to that we're closer than ever. "
"Exactly my point."
"Thank you for answering Ms. LN."
"I hate you so much." Kenma sighed pinching the bridge of his nose.
"No you don't. Admit it you love me."
"I really don't. Next question please."
"A-Ah, my initial question was actually answered in the previous question. It about your live. Now my question is, Ms LN and Mr. Kozume, is your relationship really a platonic one or a romantic one? "
"Okay, babe," You chuckled. "my man won't even let me breathe the same air he does. Ya think we're dating?"
"Well your right."
"What?"
"Excuse me?"
"Huh?! " You exclaimed a little louder than you thought since the mic made a loud noise.
"The relationship we have is both platonic and romantic. As labels aren't placed we share a romantic relationship." Kenma smirked.
You looked at him and the crowd with a clear eminent blush. "I-I I- Wh-"
Pulling you closer to him and turning around so the crowd won't see you both. He lowered the mic to prevent them from hearing.
"I wanted to see you all blushy and panicked . You look adorable." He whispered to your ear before facing the crowd again who were now going crazy over what Kenma had just confirmed.
"Y-You're an asshole..."
"Yeah, an asshole who..." lowering his mic again he leaned to your ear. "Still has your favorite onsie at his place. You really shouldn't have left it at my place. I'm so tempted to burn it."
"You leave my onsie alone! I will drown your consoles."
"With that threat, you're suddenly stripped of your house visit privileges."
"W-Why would you say we're dating?!"
"I didn't. I just said we both share a romantic and platonic relationship with no labels. I technically didn't lie too."
"Why did you do this?"
"Aside from wanting to see you all flustered? I'm probably drunk." Kenma smiled and turned to the crowd again. "Next question please."
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I'm sorry lately there's been to many words and less pictures it's just that... Idk
Lol I'm sorry this was supposed to be smau but there's been too many words
Ooc Kenma is shit so I made him drunk
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why am i... so disgusted at marvel for this bs đ like trailer-dropping exclusive to certain fans? yet they know its gonna get leaked the same day or smn WHO? IN THE RIGHT MIND? DROPS THE TRAILER EXCLUSIVELY??? đđđ isn't that a FILM THING? anyway love u I hope you've had some water today and the world is kind to you only đ„°
it's all marvel and has nothing to do with the cast in my opinion. i think marvel thinks its a good idea when in reality, we literally just want the movie for what it is, a spiderman trilogy ending. bc marvel probably think its as "groundbreaking" as infinity war and endgame, when it probably wont be, they divide fans in half as if it should be a "gift" to see a trailer đ i dont even like the plot because (in my opinion) they're using an on-going concept of a multiverse when we already have a pretty good understanding of it in the mcu + into the spider-verse.
we dont need a whole red carpet and exposed event for a TRAILER please. like yes, it will definitely be leaked in some jenky blurry screen the day before like đ€Ą but the hints of andrew and tobey joining as well? yes, its exciting but all seems so... not geniune anymore. i dont get that same excited feeling i did before i even knew what the movie was gonna be about. it only smells of money and they know they'll profit off the last spider-man movie because they have young a-listers starring / allegedly dating and everyone wants to know what happened with the huge cliffhanger in ffh + how other marvel movies will tie into this movie. happy for tom & the cast about being excited about filming it, but not impressed by how its being advertised by marvel.
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My batman opinion
Opinions are opinions please be respectful I fully expect to be slammed for this but still I justify everything I say.
I didn't enjoy it much.
I think part of it is that I went into the film thinking "I'm going to fucking hate this and I really dont like Robert Pattison" because I thought the trailer was shit so maybe its my mindset but still.
I had 3 main issues the entire time
1) I couldn't fucking tell what was happening for most of it
It was either pitch black, and yeah fair enough its gotham and its night but they could have used some strategic lighting or have lights on INSIDE, blurry because of rain, again sure its gotham it rains all the time for some reason but this mostly applies for the car chase, I wanted to see penguins reactions, or flashing/too bright because of guns or broken lights or headlights on cars, if anything it was more annoying than anything and I had to keep looking away because it was flashing so much and I couldn't tell what was happening behind the flashing.
2) it dragged on way too much
You dont need 3 hours for batman. I understand endgame because theres so many characters in that but batman couldve been slimmed down to 2 hours easily. It was so slow, that car chase was the slowest thing ever I was literally thinking about how I get home. it got boring after a while I feel like there was so much and not enough.
3) the inconsistency.
Batman gets an explosion right next to his fucking face and he's fine but a shotgun? Nah that'll take him out. Police moan about batman touching evidence even though he's wearing gloves but COMMISSIONER JIM GORDON HOLDS A FINGER WITHOUT GLOVES ON, cool he's now suspect number 1. Bella Real shows up in 2 scenes and talks to bruce about like basically nothing then is barely seen again, try harder woman.
Along with other things, the monologue was annoying, I don't think the comedic timing was as good as it was supposed to be, Bruce "alfred your not my dad" Wayne wtf is up with the alfred slander? And honestly I thought the ending of just "flooding gotham that'll work" sucked. Like whats the point in setting up a second film there is no gotham to save anymore.
HOWEVER. The soundtrack fucking slapped! And the SFX department deserves so much praise like you can HEAR the air coming out the tire. Makeup? Fantastic didn't even know that was Colin Farrel and there was realistic injuries also selina is gorgeous. The acting was good at points, I think character reactions were really well done it just wasn't my favourite. BARRY KEOGHAN AS JOKER I'M SO EXCITED. I thought Paul Dano as Riddler was FANTASTIC. The batmobile is gorgeous I love her. Set and props did a really good job all round actually.
I think Because I take Media, Drama and work in a cinema I look at films from such a critical standpoint now that I nitpick a lot. My friends and I are hoing to see it again next week and im going to see if going into it from a different view and watch it without tearing it apart helps me enjoy it more. I preferred it to Christian Bale cause I HATED HATED the dark Knight.
But I still Donât like Robert Pattinson.
ALSO IF THAT LITTLE BOY DOESN'T TURN OUT TO BE DICK, JASON OR DAMIEN I'M THROWING A HISSY FIT
#batman#batman spoilers#the batman#dc#dc batman#catwoman#dc catwoman#bruce wayne#selina kyle#dc bruce wayne#dc selina kyle#robert pattinson#zoe kravitz#paul dano#colin farrel
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@itsallaboutcalum : âyeah i gotta say i agree. like. i love the show so much BECAUSE of the umbrella academy. the og seven mean the world to me. season two was okay. it could have been better in my opinion but i didnât dislike it. the new season thoughâŠâŠâŠ. i donât want new characters. i want the focus to be on the original seven like please??? my gosh but they erased ben and iâm kinda irked by itâ
ALL OF THIS THOUGH
(okay further rambling thoughts on this below bc my reply got kinda outta hand sdk;lsd)
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 iâm so glad iâm not the only person with these takes bc honestly it was really starting to feel like it. everyone else seems SO excited about the sparrows and i just.. could not care less if i tried. the only new character they brought in for s2 that i felt worked really well, and that i loved, was ray (and carmichael, but he at least exists in the comics. and they fucked him up anyway - letting the handler eat him instead of five. a weird thing to be salty about maybe but here we are)
you add in too many characters and you lose track of the original, you stop giving them and their story lines the attention they deserve (s2, imo, proved that) and because of those things youâre more likely to forget what the characters are supposed to be like, and what made them lovable in the first place. s1 did so well for so many reasons but among them was: pacing, character introductions and development, creative story lines woven together in a way that brought everyone together seamlessly for the events of ep10. it never felt like one character was getting more attention than another, even with the apocalypse centered around vanya it never felt like she was the only main character.
s2, and maybe this is just me, but it really said âfuck everything from s1, and weâre mixing powers around, and this is about vanya, and another apocalypse that was unnecessary for the dallas story line, and weâre gonna take all the things people loved about s1 and kill it with fire including ben - simply for shock value and to bring in the sparrows but we could have had the sparrows without rekiling ben but oh well! - all the dysfunction and genuine humanity in the characters?? mostly gone. the fan fave, klaus?? hereâs a comedic shell that looks like him. trauma who?? everyone is fixed!! oh and hereâs the soundtrack! none of it means anything.â yknow. to list a few of my problems with it dont get me wrong! it had its good moments and stuff. but it wasnât even remotely on the same level as the first seasonÂ
and iâm keeping my expectations for s3 dirt low right now because of it. s1 was so perfect of course my expectations for s2 were high. and then the trailer for s2 looked amazing but it was.. meh. just so upsettingly meh. im not going through that level of disappointment again lmao it took me quite awhile to convince myself it was actually good and that i loved it, so i wouldnt have to feel like i wasted my time and energy, but i simply Can Not anymore. not with the stuff theyâve posted about s3 so far. its just sparrow shit.
where are our babies?? our fucked up umbrella family?? give us more of the characters we know, love, and care about or get the fuck out of my face. you canât like.. sideline your main characters for newbies and expect that to work out. if we dont get og hargreeves family content soon (GOOD og hargreeves family content) i can guarantee im gonna lose even more interest in tua. and i hate that! so much! bc s1 and the hargreeves live in my heart rent free, theyâre so important and special to me, and it feels like s3 is gonna be the same as s2: a huge disservice to both the characters and the fans
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announcement?
ok so ive been thinking how to put this into words for the last couple of weeks so um here it goes
the sims has been a game iâve been playing for years now and i tried to make things better for myself and for others by sharing cc iâve been learning how to make for the last couple of years but it came to a point it doesnât bring me joy anymore.Â
Not only thinking about making cc brings me anxiety but iâve been feeling the contant feel like EA doesnât care for the players anymore and it honestly made me lose interest for that game at all.Â
I thought my last straw was Eco Lifestyle but when i saw the trailer for the new knitting SP i was really disappointed and honestly i felt disrespected as a player in so many ways i dont care to explain honestly. Im fully aware im not a consumer of this company because i play a cracked game. (i HONESTLY dont need to give explanations for this,,,,, but i live in a 3rd word country that buying the sims as i have it cracked it costs me more than 30k pesos) but i still have rights as a player and a custom content creator to demand a better game not only for my experience but for everyoneâs too.
So anyways, iâve never thought i would archive almost 15k followers in such a short amount of time and im grateful for every one of you, for sticking up with me while i was still learning how to make cc and textures, for reblogging, liking and using my stuff and interacting with me in any way.
I honestly will be forever grateful.
Im not deletig my blog because i still hold on to a little bit of hope that the sims franchise would spark that excitement i had for it before, and for you to have the platform open if you want to keep downloading my cc. I have rebooted my pc and uninstalled the sims, my mods, my cc, my tray files and my saves. I have deleted every wip, every edit, every done piece of cc. I honestly donât want nothing to do with the sims anymore and its probably for the best of my mental health right now.
Honestly thank you so much for letting me be a part of this wonderful community even in its ups and downs. I hope you can still enjoy the game as much as i used to.
Feel free to use my cc and my meshes for anything honestly (not reuploading tho, thats not nice) i wont be using them anymore.
I might come back, i might be still posting ocassionally shitposting, who knows. This blog and my cc blog will still be open as well as my ask box.
i love yall and i will miss you
#v#its a goodbye but hopefully not forever#at least i hope so#i just wanted to say this bc i dont want yall to expect something from me#like im not going to do cc in a while#probably never again#idk#honestly idk#stay safe#wear masks#acab#and eat the rich#also BLACK LIVES MATTER#BLUE LIVES DONT MATTER#bye#love yall#with love. valentina.
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Mirror Mirror (Dean-Charles Chapman Smut)
requested: yes/no (ask and you shall receive)
pairing: Dean-Charles Chapman x reader
warnings: smut, aggression, swearing, etc. (i DoNt kNoW wHaT iM dOiNg aNyMoRe)
word count: 2,230 (WHY IS THIS SO LONG IM SORRYIDKWHATHAPPENED)
a/n: If you prefer soft!Dean, please exit stage left because I did him so dirty... - Love, Grayce.
You stuffed your hands in your jacket pockets, pulling your phone from its hiding place as you attempted to find out exactly where you were going. The bustle of the set brought a smile to your face as you mixed into the crowd of people moving towards the large battlefield seeming to grow out of the green hills. You had planned on coming to pick Dean up for the day, a surprise which was welcomed due to your connections with the historians working on the film when you had pitched the idea. You were greeted by a few of Deanâs co-stars---friends that you had met at parties and other events for the movie---deciding to stand on the grass beside a vaguely familiar face. She explained the scene to you briefly but it came out in a jumbled mess. She seemed to know about as much as you did about the movie except you knew she had a rather large role in it.
Someone backed into you, the both of you turning quickly to apologize to the other, but you bit back your words as you realized the person was TimothĂ©e Chalamet. You blinked, slightly bewildered at the lanky boy in front of you. âIâm so sorry. I didnât spill anything on you, right?â He quickly spoke, looking you over slightly.
âHonestly, if you had I probably would have thanked you,â you quirked, letting out a nervous laugh.
He furrowed his brows slightly with a smile. âOkay, then I take back my apology.â He eyed your outfit. âDo you work here orâŠâ He trailed off, chewing on his bottom lip as he attempted to place you.
âOh! No, Iâm just visiting,â you gestured over towards the scene and something clicked in his head.
âThatâs where Iâve seen you! Youâre Deanâs girlfriend,â he replied with a sense of relief in his voice. He tucked the script under his arm he was holding and wiped a hand on his jeans, holding it out for you. âIâm that one asshole from Lady Bird.â
You chuckled, taking his hand. âI know. My sisterâs a huge fan.â
He laughed. âOh? How old is she?â
âSixteen,â you quipped with a small smirk. He acted as if he had been shot. âIâm joking.â Someone else---someone also rather good looking---crashed into your shoulder, knocking you forward and into TimothĂ©eâs cup of coffee. You winced in anticipation of the burning sensation from the liquid, but it never came, instead, it had splashed all over him. âGod, Iâm a babe magnet,â you murmured, digging in your purse for a napkin. TimothĂ©e laughed loudly at your comment. Your mouth gaped slightly. âOh, my god. That was inappropriate. I have no idea why I said that,â you stated with no inflection in your voice, causing him to giggle a little harder.
âItâs not a big deal. It was the medieval gods coming after me for not being in character. Iâm not sure if you knew this but denim wasnât popular with the clergy.â He took the sorry excuse for a napkin with a smile.
You smirked at him. âReally? I always thought Thomas Aquinas was a boyfriend cut type of guy?â You both giggled. You spotted Dean out of the corner of your eye heading towards the two of you, a rather confused look on his face. Your eyebrows perked up at his attire. His flowing hair and armor were a stark difference than what you were used to seeing. Mainly it was so surprising to you because Deanâs unofficial uniform had become sweatpants and a hoodie. âYou look amazing,â you jeered, a smile on your face as he joined you.
TimothĂ©e sent him a weak smile as Dean noticed the stain on his pants. âI see you two have met,â he jested, nodding to the stain. There was something off about him but you couldnât put your finger on it. TimothĂ©e began to explain the situation to a derisive expression of Deanâs. The director calling it quits pulled your attentions away from the conversation and a few people came to shuffle TimothĂ©e away. He sent you an apologetic smile as you waved him off. When he was finally out of sight, his eyebrow raised at you and you tilted your head.
âAre you alright?â
He sighed. âIâm fine. Donât go anywhere.â You stiffened slightly as he left for the costume trailer. You felt almost guilty like you had done something to piss Dean off, but you werenât even sure if he was mad.
You walked in silence beside Dean, your hand in his and his other absent-mindedly jingled his keys. The parking lot was beginning to empty as you finally reached his car. âHey, babe magnet!â You turned to see TimothĂ©eâs car pulling up next to you. He smiled at you. âIt was great running into you today.â
âYeah! Uh, send me the bill for dry cleaning, okay?â You stated, sending him yet another shamed expression. He brushed it off.
âDonât worry about it. See you Monday, Chapman,â he waved, pulling away after Dean sent him a smile. You noticed his face tense again. The car ride was also in silence, the tension in the air thick enough to slice with a knife. You were worried about talking to him. He had never hurt you and you knew he wouldnât, but if this was just him being grumpy and tired, itâd be better to confront him at home.
âD, are you okay?â You asked, finally getting inside your house.
He turned to you, his deadpan expression ticking you off slightly. âIâm fine.â You crossed your arms protectively over your chest, narrowing your eyes at him.
âNo, you arenât.â
âYou and TimothĂ©e seemed to really kick-off,â he quipped, an eyebrow slightly raising in your direction. His muscles tensed and he clenched his jaw slightly. The sharpening of his features sent a shiver down your spine. He looked at you almost darkly.
You shook yourself out of checking him out to send him a scoff. âSoâŠâ He took a step forward, his expression twisting slightly into an almost jokingly dark smirk. You fought not to pull him against you. âAre you jealous?â
It was his turn to scoff. âWhy would I be jealous? You came home with me.â He stood in front of you, his eyes almost glaring into yours. You hated to admit it, but such a display from him turned you on more than you would have expected. He reached forward to run a strand of your hair through his fingers. âYouâre fucking me.â You remained silent, your excitement building under his tinkering gaze. He took more of your hair in his fist and pulled you against him, crashing your lips together in an almost breathless task. His other fingers dug into your hip, bringing you flush against him. You wrapped your arms around his midsection as he tugged your bottom lip between his teeth. His tongue slipped into your mouth roughly and you moaned against his lips, your body feeling like jelly in his arms. His hands moved beneath your shirt and then down to your ass, gripping you harshly and grinding into you. At this point, you were already ready for him to have his way with you, and he seemed to get the point.
He broke away from you, leaving you almost whimpering. âGet upstairs,â he gruffly commanded before almost chasing you up the staircase, his child-like humor returning for only a moment until kicking your bedroom door shut and pulling his shirt over his head. You slipped your dress off as well, kneeling on the bed as he walked over to you, his lips finding yours again in a searing kiss. He pushed you back on the bed before dragging you towards him with a tight grip on one of your thighs. âJealous⊠Me?â He mocked. He settled above you pressing his lips against your neck and biting at the skin, eliciting a moan to fall from your lips. His hand snaked down your body at an excruciating pace to slip between your body and your underwear. He began to rub circles against your heat, leaning off of you to see your expression. You rested your hands on his neck, pulling him down to kiss you briefly so you could hide a moan threatening to burst through your body. He slipped a finger into you and you groaned, wrapping a leg around him as he began to pump his finger in and out of you. He added another as your hips began to move with his rhythm. You dug your fingernails into his back and his dark expression flashed to pride.
A knot began to build deep within you as he alternated his speeds. You felt yourself tightening around his fingers; at this rate, youâd be done for within seconds. âDeanâŠâ you whined, ready to make him quicken his fingers inside of you, but instead he retracted himself, sitting back on his knees and pulling you up to sit across from him. His fingers slipped into his mouth as his other hand reached up to rub a thumb against your swollen bottom lip, agitated from his tugging and biting. He wrapped his hand around the back of your neck, pulling you into another agonizingly short kiss before getting off the bed and dragging you into the bathroom with him. He pinned you against the counter roughly, his lips capturing yours as his tongue once again danced with yours. You held onto his shoulders to steady yourself as he unclasped your bra, his lips once again leaving yours to suck on your neck, his hand squeezing your breast while the other settled on the counter behind you. You slid your hands down to the waistband of his sweatpants, unlacing the tie but he grabbed your wrist, halting your progress.
âDonât,â he barked. He roughly turned you to look into the mirror. Your hair was disheveled, lips plump from his previous actions, bruises littering your neck and chest. Dean looked glorious and in complete control behind you as he slipped his pants off, taking his boxers with them. He practically ripped your underpants down your legs before pressing a kiss to your shoulder. âI love you,â he said, moving your hair off your neck and looking into your eyes through the reflection of the mirror. You found yourself breathing rather deeply, overcome with pure passion for him. âRemember that.â Your eyes locked to his as a sardonic smirk spread across his face and you bit back a grin of your own.
God, you were in for it.
He spat in one of his hands before wrapping it around his cock, pumping his hand a few times before bending you at the waist and slamming into you. You groaned at the aggressive nature of his action: something so different from his usual manner in the bedroom. You gripped the edge of the counter as he pulled out of you only to fill you back up once again, snapping his hips into yours. As he pounded into you, letting a string of curses fall from his lips in a deeper octave you hadnât reached before, your eyes shut in pleasure, attempting to keep yourself together.
Dean drove a fist into your hair yanking your head back up and tsking at you in disappointment. âWatch, sweetheart.â His lust blown eyes burned into you through the mirror as he leaned over you slightly, pressing his lips to your back before standing up straighter and pulling your hips against him, driving himself deeper into you. You knew his fingers would leave bruises and, in a way, you wanted them too. Dean moaned, biting his lip at your slack-jawed expression, his thrusts sloppy. You were thankful for his tight grip on you because your knees were weakening by the second, with each of his movements.
You couldnât take the wait anymore. âIâm closeâŠâ you moaned, looking up at him through the mirror.
He shook his head. His pace picked up even more and your eyes threatened to roll as goosebumps began to spread over your body. âBeg,â he grunted.
âPlease, Dean.â It became harder and harder to hold yourself together as you felt each of his jerks and movements. He leaned over you once more, his face next to yours in the mirror. Both of you were covered in a sheer layer of sweat with the look of pure lust for one another mixing with the colors of your irises.
âCum.â It took milliseconds to reach your climax with his permission and he rode out his own orgasm against you, leaving the two of you panting and barely able to stand. He pulled out of you and you dropped to your knees slightly, a lazy expression covering your face. He helped you up and he leaned against the counter. You took this opportunity to fully examine his work. He watched you with bliss still playing in his eyes.
âShit, if I had known it took spilling coffee on TimothĂ©e Chalamet to bring that out in you, I would have done it sooner,â you jeered, smirking at him.
Dean stood up, crossing his arms and sending you a cocky grin. âJoke all you want. Iâm not the one that was bent over the sink, my love,â he quipped, cheekily slapping your ass as he exited the bathroom.
#dean charles chapman#dean charles chapman x reader#dean charles chapman imagine#dean charles chapman smut#dean x reader#smut#jealous#rough#timothee chamalet#timothée chamalet#the king#1917 imagines#1917#one shot#deancharleschapman#dcc#imagine#imagines#mirror
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very Important adam/ronan things to take away from the cdth sampler:
âlike the other lynch brothers, he was a regular churchgoer, but most people assumed he played for the other team.â i am SCREAMING. top tier gay joke. well timed.
everyone: ronanâs eyes arenât pretty. adam: mhmm  e y e l a s h e s
much to say about the revelation that ronan is partly at the barns to keep his dreams hidden and in check, and how much he relates an inability to change and be like everyone else to having to stay there. almost like heâs stuck huh! iâve been saying!!
of note that words used to describe ronanâs existence are BORED and MALINGERED.
fingers crossed he finds some balance between his dreams and his wants/needs that allows him to leave the barns and grow but after the Great Crab Disaster IâM WORRIED.
fire imagery EVERYWHERE. iâm WORRIED again.
âthere are stains that spread faster than you drive. if you drive, itâll take fourteen years to get there. seventeen. forty. one hundred. weâll be driving to your funeral by the end.â good to know ronan is still the most DRAMATIC boy in the whole of virginia. absolutely no chill.
dont like the possible foreshadowing of that driving to your funeral by the end, though. must leave lynches alone!
âitâs very safeâ asjkajjka DECLAN PLEASEÂ
âronan kicked one of the volvoâs tiresâ asjkajjka RONAN PLEASE.Â
ronan trying to act nonchalant by cramming chocolate covered peanuts into his mouth and choking a little is Peak Disaster Gay.Â
matthewâs music must be awful if ronan and declan are in agreement over it, must have playlist.Â
ronan who lives to pretend he doesnât care wondering if his brothers didnât say anything about his moving because it didnât make a difference to them is huhhh. donât like it, take it away pls.
iâm sorry, ENTIRELY WRAPPED UP IN! ENTIRELY!Â
entirely
wrapped
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shut up!!!! shut upppppp!Â
âis there any version of you that could come with me to cambridge?â tbh nothing would have readied me for this. adam i-can-do-everything-alone asking ronan if he could go with him. so much growth, too much pride, nowhere to put it, send help.
the fact that ronan doesnât stay in cambridge when he visits adam because of plausible deniability, that if he doesnât try thereâs no evidence he canât make it there. rip.Â
ronan! missed! him! like! a! lung!Â
dramatic again, but entirely relatable bc damn, same ronan, same.Â
a) ronan thinking about how his heartbeat is the same as everyone elseâs so he wasnât that different and b) JUST LIKE ADAMâS HEART WHEN HIS HEAD WAS RESTING ON HIS HEAD = much too much to think about. need to lie down for a bit.
he could move to follow the guy he loved!! we all knew it was love, weâve always known it was love, but! the words. the words!!!!! brb sobbing.
i have only had jordan for a day and a half but if anything happened to her i would kill everyone in this room and then myself. 11/10 would marry.
art forgery plot confirmed!
THIS WAS HOW IT HAD BEGUN
bitch fkajdkajksja GIVE ME A WARNING.Â
still canât compose myself RE the info that ronan saw adam and immediately sent a desperate prayer up to godÂ
will the word please ever be the same again? definitely not!
adamâs arms adamâs hands his lovely! boyish! hands!
the description of his expressions with all its contradictions and multitudes is just my favourite thing ever. it encapsulates everything i love about adam fucking parrish.
and the fact that ronan instantly recognised all those multitudes in him. there was always a level of understanding ronan had for adam throughout trc that no one else did and this tells us he had that before he even met him, he just... recognised something in him i just... ;______;Â
pleaseÂ
ronan knowing all the harvard stats because he was the person adam could crow to, how he takes on that adam that is still full of contradictions and multitudes, how he finds it hard but he absorbs all the facts and all of adamâs anxieties, even in the face of his own anxieties about adam leaving and falling in love with the shining, educated people that ronan thinks are better than him. that absolute, unwavering support đđđ
tbh thereâs a whole ass lot to unpack in this section so imma try and do it briefly (she says!)
ronan lynch is a romantic cdth confirmed:Â
he could have texted adam but he liked the soft surprise of it
over the past few days ronan had played his reunion with adam over in his head MANY TIMES
adam i love you but that outfit sounds awful. you are a student, itâs a friday night, put some sweats on and stuff some cheetos in your mouth.Â
the sweet nervousness of their reunion, how they walk past each other and both seem so uncertain. theyâre a year into dating and the still get nervous and unsure after a few weeks apart and itâs CUTE and definitely speaks to their excitement/anticipation levels.
THE WATCH. big time softness.Â
they hugged hard ;_____;Â
im just so relieved that theyâre allowed to touch each other and be intimate and arenât consigned to the âboys in love arenât like that boring boringâ corner.Â
the way ronan thinks about how adam fits as he remembered. huh. youâre really gonna do this to me.
his hand still pressed against the back of ronanâs skull the way it ALWAYS did when they hugged.Â
you smell like home. you smell like home!!!!!! brb ive gone absolutely fucking feral.Â
i both want to play repo because it sounds fun and donât want to because it sounds complicated and i fucking hate instructions. much confusion.Â
adam pressing his shoe hard against ronanâs and then his leg and then breathing in ronanâs ear I AM HOWLING. ronanâs nerve endings being made a marvel of I AM SOBBING. itâs very important that m/m ships are afforded the same level of explicit attraction as m/f (and i donât mean explicit as in nsfw, i mean as in obvious)
no offence because i love them but all of adamâs friends sound Extraâą
âto the outside eye, ronan lynch was a loserâ pls ronan, you are giving me an ulcer.
scary spice i asjkjdkjskdjak
queer crying club! i stan!!
also adam saying in the epilogue of trk that he wanted to save all the adamâs hidden in plain view and then going to college and scooping up all the criers and giving them something to do is far too much to handle.
donât think about that and the time he thought about how he used to spend his nights crying on the trailer steps and wondering why he bothered until gansey came along and offered him friendship. dont think about how heâs essentially paying that forward DONâT THINK ABOUT IT.
hand holding, arms around each other, hip to hip walking, canât wait anymore kissing, I MISSED YOU. love that for me!Â
but also the fact that adam reaches down for ronanâs hand and its so natural. ronanâs hand is there so he just. takes it.Â
hearing ronanâs thoughts on what happened with robert at last is A Lot. the way itâs still happening, always happening, kept fresh and savage shows how affected ronan was by it all and still is and i think its so important that heâs not just. angry and hot headed. thereâs more to it than that. its painful, it makes him feel sick, its unending and it really speaks to how much adam means to him.Â
adam thinks he has no one BITCH YOUâVE GOT ALL OF US.Â
and ronan.Â
but. how he feels like he has nothing still. the way his voice hitches on âbecauseâ because itâs all still so painful. i wanna wrap him up. i wanna take everything that hurts away. i wanna tell him heâs so loved. guess iâll just have to sit back and watch him work his way through it all I GUESS. no but i am looking forward to his growth in this trilogy, especially considering how much heâs grown already. adam parrish invented character growth lets đ be đ real đ
it had never been a fight between them/it was a fight between adam and himself, between adam and the world/for ronan it was a fight between truth and compromise, between the black and white he saw and the reality everyone else experienced. i LOVE this. it so well encapsulates them. and itâs so important that they can realise their differing world views and their complexities and meet in the middle somewhere.
âronan put his lips on adamâs deaf ear, and he hated adamâs fatherâ FUCK ME UP. my absolute favourite bit 103930%. absolute incoherent mess over here. not! okay! see other post for more coherency because i only had it for 5.7 minutes.Â
frowning, guarded, crumpled adam who iâll literally. never be over in all of my life. 38983/10 will love him until the end of time.Â
i want it too much. !!!!!! going feral again over here. WHAT DO YOU WANT ADAM? I WANT IT TOO MUCH. definitely will never shut up about this.Â
scared adam is going to be a visionary so pretending chapter 6 doesnât exist.Â
LINDENMERE ;________;
i love it already
i CANNOT believe that ronan is being dream invaded and challenged and heâs over here like hmm nice bike ELEGANT and ROUGH and READY like ADAM asjkasj please ronan you are so embarrassing!!Â
also. ronan thinks adam is elegant and rough and ready so! thereâs that!
i literally. cannot. cope with the HILARITY of chapter 8. the whole thing is a complete and utter DISASTER. itâs absolutely gone off in adamâs room after all his work at constructing a well put together boy. ronan comes for a night and everything goes BONKERS. amazing.Â
(really worried about what this means RE ronan being able to exit the barns and grow and change and not be bored and not feel like a loser so weâre focusing on the hilarious disaster of it all.)
p.s. adam sleeping slotted between ronan and the wall OKAY. THIS IS FINE!Â
p.p.s. adamâs bed hair is WILD.Â
p.p.p.s i have missed adam and ronan so so so so so much and im an emotional fucking wreck
#call down the hawk#ronan lynch#adam parrish#pynch#dreamer trilogy#cdth spoilers#long post#sorry so much to say we were so well fed so many thoughts#;_____;#lou.txt
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PS5 Showcase Event Livestream by IGN
4:38 PM 9/16/2020 Spider-man Miles Morales Oh shit. Â You know I love mid-air combat. Â Do I have to get a PS5 now? Â Damn it! Â I swore PS4 would be my last console. Â . I forgot about the PS5 livestream earlier today. Â I hadn't even really been keeping it in mind. Â But when I saw Professor Thorgi Tweeting praise for it...Now I'm excited. Â
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10:38 PM 9/16/2020 You can seep in all the nostalgic Final Fantasy music you want, but I'm just not feeling this new Final Fantasy. Â When I think of Final Fantasy---what I PERSONALLY like about FF, it's that almost-steampunk mix of scifi and fantasy magic. Â I love that modern, urban fantasy mixed with ancient magics. Â That anachronistic amalgamation in the art style that can't really be placed anywhere. Â
But even this costume design is so distinctly historic European. Â With regular names like Joshua. Â
The gameplay looks nice tho.
I don't think I'm interested in FF16. Â Even if FF15 was disappointing, I loved Nomura's art style, the world design that is blatantly more than just "sword and sorcery" fantasy,... Â I don't think I'll get Final Fantasy XVI. Â
10:45 PM 9/16/2020 Or maybe it's just my depression talking. Â I've been unable to enjoy things all day. Â Getting excited about cool things has been out of the question today. Â ;_; Â
10:46 PM 9/16/2020 I stand corrected. Â This Miles Morales trailer is making me cry AGAIN, and I already watched it earlier today. Â You can do it, Miles! Â ;o; Â
10:48 PM 9/16/2020 Warner Bros? Â Y'mean that new Bat Family game? Â ...Oh no...Oh no.....Harry Potter. Â ~_~ Â All those poor game developers working so hard on something that puts a bad taste in our mouths now, at the mere mention of it. Â ~____~; Â ...Ughhhh... Â Just let it die. Â ;_; Â
10:57 PM 9/16/2020 Oh no! Â Is Chris Redfield possessed?!??? Â Ok, old lady... Â o_O! Â So are they saying the lady reading the story IS Mia? Â Ooh, stylized storytelling shadow puppets. Â *.*! Â Who is "Mother Miranda"? Â VILLAGE. Â SPOOKY. Â Is that THE MERCHANT?!? Â *O* Â lol Â
11:04 PM 9/16/2020 Yes! Â There it is! Â Devil May Cry 5 Special Edition! Â ;U; Â I passed up getting DMC5 last Black Friday, partially because I was hoping for soem kind of special edition...And here it fucking is! Â *o*! Â Sure, I've alreayd spoiled myself on the stoyr by now, but I want to play this game! Â I always have so much fun playing this game. Â ;U; Â Ohmyfreakinggawd!!!!!!!!!!! Â ;U;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Â ...Yeah, I know I saw someone mention a new DMC5 earlier, but it still makes me so happy. Â ;U; Â
IGN's stream is still off sync between the audio and visual. Â Maybe I should switch to GameSpot's vid of the stream. Â
11:09 PM 9/16/2020 Is this...FNAF??????????????? OMG Â
11:11 PM 9/16/2020 Demon's Souls looks so high def and detailed, I didn't recognize it. Â lol
11:16 PM 9/16/2020 OH YES!!!!!!!! Â PERSONA 5 GETS JUST AS MUCH TIME IN THE MONTAGE!!!!!!!!! Â More than 1 or 2 frames, like last time! Â This time, SEveral seconds! Â And the title reappears during the rundown of logotypes! Â ^O^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Â
11:19 PM 9/16/2020 Oh, yes! Â God of War! Â Please go to Eagypt or some other panthenon! ...Oh, Ragnarok. Â Well. Â That'll be cool too, I'm sure. Â It'll have way more gods than last time. Â
11:17 PM 9/16/2020 Oh, PS5, you do look nice. Â But I promised myself that PS4 would be my last console. Â I just have to face facts now: I dont' actually play videogames much anymore. Â It used to be a big part of my life. Â An enormous part of my identity. Â And I didn't want to let it go. Â But I have to face the reality. Â My backlog didn't pile up worse than normal gamers' for no reason. Â I don't feel motivated enough to engage in such an active passtime anymore. Â I need passive entertainment now in my "old age". Â And look how overactive I already am, just reacting, making fan-art, and writing essays about all that passive entertainment I've been absorbed into instead. Â I guess I'm too old and tired for videogames. Â ;_; Â Well, playing them, anyway. Â I have enough fun watching let's players, and I waste enough time engaging with fan-art/fandom with just that already. Â If I added gameplay time, I probably wouldn't have time to eat/sleep. And I'm too old now to not sleep, regardless of how much I already stave it off. Â
11:23 PM 9/16/2020 PS5 November 12 release date. $500 with disk. $400 purely digital drive. Â
11:24 PM 9/16/2020 Ok. Â I don't care about IGN's reactions, when I know Professor Thorgi has a reaction vid on Twitch. Â I'm going there now. Â
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