#you dont. you dont wnat to know.

[cescalr]

Hm

Hmmm.

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

see its the same issue i have with genloss and horror. and not to bring up genloss again and get a wave of people blocking me for it. but like. its the same issue! i understand that dsmp was a lot of peoples first fandom experience and naturally this will bleed through into the tangentially related medias. but like. its SO painfully obvious a lot of people have just. Never Actually Experienced any better movies/shows/books. and its really sad! bc theres so many awesome things out there and its just upsetting to see people place these mediocre 20-somethings men on pedestals expecting perfection from them because they will ALWAYS be disappointed. genuinely in the nicest possible way i can say this. some of you just need to go read a book written by a woman. or watch an ap show run by queer folks. go listen to spirits or pale blue pod who are run by really smart really funny professional women. go read the murderbot diaries which explores identity in a way i have genuinely never experienced before in a piece of fiction and includes crazy awesome sci-fi action and environments and also uses neopronouns in a way that is so nonchalant and casual that i didnt even notice them at first. if youre set on youtubers/streamers. go watch holly hollowtones or penny snapcube who are extremely funny and talented and creative trans women and have equally as funny and creative friend groups. like. theres so many better things out there.

[diamondbrickz]

this is a legitimate cry for help

[returnofahsoka]

working on my first dnd character and. i didn't think it would be this hard?? am i overthinking it????

[dinkdonkjoolian]

putting a dastardly disgusting addition to my intro post to clear anything up 😐 its a hard economy out here

[wouteke]

documentary creators will see g exhibiting the most eating disorder behaviors of all time and be like "is anyone gonna film that with no explicit external commentary, at once demonstrating its apparent mundanity as a well-known aspect of g's psyche and also emphasizing it as not only a deviation from the norm but also a deviation from other cyclists?" and then air it on the bbc

[fandomscraziness22]

when i realized that i am the same age and caleb and adam, and was therefore a senior in high school during the safehouse ep just like them, and was posting about cheerleading tryouts a few days before they had their worlds completely flipped upside down

thanks @anthonyjlockwood for pointing that out lol

[whorefordarlin]

do u think masc tank would've gotten sm1 pregnant in their teen years LMFAO

Honestly,,, it depends (but very maybe)

I've got 2 fills for m!Darlin' and Lonnie? Absolutely not. Never. Man never even held hands with any sort of intention other than 'follow me' in his teen years.

But Cameron? Absolutely. Maybe even several. He caused problems entirely on purpose. Problem child.

[mushed-kid]

uggh my dad’s making me do stuff i dont wanna do😒😒😒 i dont wanna meet my friends today i wanna be at home and wear pajamas is that really so much to ask😔

[napsaps-archive]

being blocked by someone is whatever like i don't really care at the end of the day but what sucks is finding out someone's blocked me by trying to rb a post of theirs and it doesn't work so i try and rb it again (doesn't work) and i try and rb a post from somebody else and that does work, so at that point im just wow ok this person i don't like anyway has me blocked whatever. but tumblr, who said Something went wrong! Try again in a few minutes., will keep trying to rb the post and i'll get the Post Failed notification over and over until finally I get the one with the option to discard the rb and the whole time i can just feel them laughing at me, it's laughing, like i need to have the fact that this random person has blocked me rubbed into my face repeatedly for 10 minutes. like whose idea was that

[anothermonikan]

People on TikTok already saying the DHMIS fandom is dead because they aren't seeing as much of it on their FYP anymore, bestie YOU control your FYP for the most part, I'm still getting DHMIS stuff every 3 TikToks at the least

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

also hey speaking of worm!! whenever u get a break from me tormenting u wormstyle & also scarab. do u have any thoughts on the chicago wards interview that got interrupted by khonsu.... ( also that whole like. section. ouagh.) big nhw coded moment 2 me. torment those guys make them appear on national network morning news!!! also chicago wards thoughts in general. taylor's alexandria lunchbox & psychological warfare. etc....

OKAY. YEAH!! PERFECT TIMING i just finished 25.5. awesome. i want to crush cauldron in my epic huge meat fist. HAVING A LOT OF FEELINGS ABT THE INTERVIEWWWW. i dont think i liveblogged that chapter much partially because i read it at work and partially because oh my godddd it was so fucking painful. the. fakeness of it all. eugh. icky. but also holy shit yeah nhw. you know their asses are on tv so much because theyre the junior prime force. hey remember how fucking dismally william did during the speech before the trickster fight. do you think theres a scrubbed interview out there where he just has a breakdown on live tv. absolute fucking nightmare. thank god nhw greyscale doesnt happen until way later because this boy CANNOT be on tv. anyway. yeah i think they get interviewed and stuff a lot but the only one whos actually any good at it is dakota. because everyone loves dakota. he does most of the talking 90% of the time. hey do u think ashe was auxiliary long enough to be on tv. how do u think he would feel abt that. how do u think MARK would feel abt that. sorry my worm reading interrupted winters family fic im thinking abt them nonstop ueueuguughhh................. anyway. god . this is just complete stream of consciousness garbage i am so sorry. worms fucking GOOD dude. THE FUKCING ALEXANDRIA LUNCHBOX. PEAK SHITTY TEENAGER BEHAVIOR I HATE IT SO MUCH

[batsbirdsandspeedstersohmy]

I would like to add drawing is a skill and it takes a while to get to a place your even close to happy with. And you never stop growing as a artist and getting better.

So many people throw in the towel cause it looks like shit at the beginning. Yeah it's going to. Keep at it if you want to actually learn. Sometimes it takes longer and more work then others but everyone has to work at it. And it does take time and practice. And actually trying to get better.

Can't afford art school?

After seeing post like this 👇

And this gem 👇

As well as countless of others from the AI generator community. Just talking about how "inaccessible art" is, I decided why not show how wrong these guys are while also helping anyone who actually wants to learn.

Here is the first one ART TEACHERS! There are plenty online and in places like youtube.

📺Here is my list:

Proko (Free)

Marc Brunet (Free but he does have other classes for a cheap price. Use to work for Blizzard)

Aaron Rutten (free)

BoroCG (free)

Jesse J. Jones (free, talks about animating)

Jesus Conde (free)

Mohammed Agbadi (free, he gives some advice in some videos and talks about art)

Ross Draws (free, he does have other classes for a good price)

SamDoesArts (free, gives good advice and critiques)

Drawfee Show (free, they do give some good advice and great inspiration)

The Art of Aaron Blaise ( useful tips for digital art and animation. Was an animator for Disney)

Bobby Chiu ( useful tips and interviews with artist who are in the industry or making a living as artist)

Second part BOOKS, I have collected some books that have helped me and might help others.

📚Here is my list:

The "how to draw manga" series produced by Graphic-sha. These are for manga artist but they give great advice and information.

"Creating characters with personality" by Tom Bancroft. A great book that can help not just people who draw cartoons but also realistic ones. As it helps you with facial ques and how to make a character interesting.

"Albinus on anatomy" by Robert Beverly Hale and Terence Coyle. Great book to help someone learn basic anatomy.

"Artistic Anatomy" by Dr. Paul Richer and Robert Beverly Hale. A good book if you want to go further in-depth with anatomy.

"Directing the story" by Francis Glebas. A good book if you want to Story board or make comics.

"Animal Anatomy for Artists" by Eliot Goldfinger. A good book for if you want to draw animals or creatures.

"Constructive Anatomy: with almost 500 illustrations" by George B. Bridgman. A great book to help you block out shadows in your figures and see them in a more 3 diamantine way.

"Dynamic Anatomy: Revised and expand" by Burne Hogarth. A book that shows how to block out shapes and easily understand what you are looking out. When it comes to human subjects.

"An Atlas of animal anatomy for artist" by W. Ellenberger and H. Dittrich and H. Baum. This is another good one for people who want to draw animals or creatures.

Etherington Brothers, they make books and have a free blog with art tips.

As for Supplies, I recommend starting out cheap, buying Pencils and art paper at dollar tree or 5 below. For digital art, I recommend not starting with a screen art drawing tablet as they are more expensive.

For the Best art Tablet I recommend either Xp-pen, Bamboo or Huion. Some can range from about 40$ to the thousands.

💻As for art programs here is a list of Free to pay.

Clip Studio paint ( you can choose to pay once or sub and get updates)

Procreate ( pay once for $9.99)

Blender (for 3D modules/sculpting, ect Free)

PaintTool SAI (pay but has a 31 day free trail)

Krita (Free)

mypaint (free)

FireAlpaca (free)

Libresprite (free, for pixel art)

Those are the ones I can recall.

So do with this information as you will but as you can tell there are ways to learn how to become an artist, without breaking the bank. The only thing that might be stopping YOU from using any of these things, is YOU.

I have made time to learn to draw and many artist have too. Either in-between working two jobs or taking care of your family and a job or regular school and chores. YOU just have to take the time or use some time management, it really doesn't take long to practice for like an hour or less. YOU also don't have to do it every day, just once or three times a week is fine.

Hope this was helpful and have a great day.

[thebigqueer]

Your breakup really really reminds me of my first (and only) wlw relationship/breakup everything you're saying hits home a lot. You will get through it but tbh it's so hard to heal and it still grinds my gears when I think about her and how we broke up. Idk if that helps but I understand what you're going though

YEAH MAN ITS TOUGH OUT HERE FR!!! its not my first queer relationship but like something about this is genuilnely the most world-shattering romantic experience ive had cuz we went into this soooo head over heels for each other like we were literally moving SO fast. and at the time i was like is it ok for us to even be moving this fast (probs tmi but we were literally making out shirtless by like 2nd time we even made out) (probs not a big deal to most people but i experienced a LOT of new things with her that id never experienced befoer & the fact that i was so WILLING to do it so fast was what surprised me the most) but then i was like okk whateverrr i really like how fast we're moving. and i was like 'damn if were moving this fast & if im feeling so good it has to end soon right like theres no way life is going to let me just be happy w this' and then i was like 'no elts not think about it' and then what do you know 5 months later she brekas up w me. and neither of us did anything wrong but it was so random??? like i dont understand how one moment shes telling me how excited she is to spend the entire semester with me and then literally 36 hours later tell me shes not feeling an emotional connection but wont even give us the chance to work it out. i know she also broke it off for personal reasons but its like... this was something we could have TRIED to work out you know!!! maybe it wouldnt have worked in the end but literally nothing felt off to me at all & if id known she was feeling this way i wouldve done my best to make things better. the entire breakup was so sudden and honestly im really not mad at her because i know how nerve-wracking it is to be in your first relationship. i think its just that im really dispapointed she gave up on us so easily you know??? didnt even give us a chance to figure it out

[mechanicalinfection]

Emergency.

Please help.

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[love-laugh-daydreamarevolt]

Being disabled/ neurodivergent is hating hospitals and being traumatized by doctors and having zero trust in them even if they seem nice