#does it even matter when i self isolate and literally avoid any deep connection 💅🏼💅🏼 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

iloveotters2000 · 23 days ago

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okay so I've known/thought I was a lesbian for the longest time now and I'm 100% sure of my attraction for women but late at night I sometimes start to wonder whether I could feel attraction towards men as well 😩😬

#just the what if of it all....#i kinda don't want to date men tho and when my head's clear I feel weird about the idea but #idk will I have these doubts forever?#it would also be so much easier you know #in terms of acceptance etc #but??? can i see myself w a man? not rlly cz I feel like im not 'girly' enough #whatever that means #i know i dont have to be for men to be attracted to me #but i feel like i exude a kind of energy that intimidates men???#I DONT EVEN WNAT THEM TO BE ATTRACTED TO MEEE #but i also have rlly low self esteem so maybe thats why i kdhkahzjaudhak idk...#im rambling #nonsense #does it even matter when i self isolate and literally avoid any deep connection 💅🏼💅🏼

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