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and then, suddenly, the eddsworld hyperfixation. again
#welcome back eddsworld hyperfixation#you disappeared for 8 years#then suddenly returned when i remembered 'hey..toms kinda...'#gee wilikers im so embarrassed with myself#how am i a texas chainsaw massacre fan#a sofia the first fan#AND an eddworld fan????#moncey speaks#gee. fucking wilikers
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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Does this mean it's our baby? Idc I'm sharing custody with Red Velvet bring the papers 🥹
#Imagine being a parent and losing your kid#8 years later you are still clueless about their whereabouts and they're the ones finding you#ofc a baby it's better at coming back home by themselves and once again the police are there as a kingdom decor 💀#strawberry shortcake cookie#yes I'm deciding we still search them and their disappearance was an accident NO ONE WOULD ABANDON IT 🔪🔪🔪#cookie run kakao#♡ — shut up Noko
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Man there's really something about the way MCD very slowly sinks you into this bigger narrative and makes you forget it's "just" a minecraft world. Sure, as far as episode 24, we're still getting YouTube intros where she introduces herself as Jess, but we've also got Levin, and all of her struggles with potentially having to give him up. And there's the looming threat of the shadow knights, there's Sasha in the village, the subplot with dale and molly and logan and Donna, there's Zenix being missing. We've got Aphmau acting stressed, acting sad, acting worried about the NPCs in her village, regarding them more and more as people as they appear to BE people.
Side note, all the plot stuff with Lords being a reality-warping force, turning simple NPCs into evolved thinking + feeling characters and having those characters devolve when they're away, are we meant to see this as "the NPC's AI gets so advanced they become more involved characters in the video game but if you turn off the video game they cease to exist" or like "minecraft is a sort of portal for irl people to interact with this other dimension, which they see as the minecraft world, and they're warping the reality of another real place, and real people are forgetting their memories when the lords are disappearing" or what?
Players don't seem to be the only people who can be lords, given Bright Port's Lord Burt, who clearly has the same/similar effect on Brightport that Aphmau has on Phoenix Drop (his absence causes some guards to start forgetting things and acting weird, as well as some of the roads disappearing). Plus there's definitely some variance in the personalities and stories of the NPCs around her, Lord Burt says that Azura is a special guard that can't be corrupted by the king bc she's pure of heart and has a bond to him. I don't think we're meant to believe the NPCs are just NPCs, at least not by this point in the series.
I'm interested to see how this develops and I'm curious as to how I'll want to handle it in my potential rewrite, if I decide to divorce the plot from the game of minecraft entirely. Which I did intend to, to give the characters a bit more breathing room. I wanted to start out with all the characters being fully themselves so we can get good early interactions.
Though there is very much something to be said about Garroth being stuck in that NPC state and Aphmau being around slowly brings his memories and autonomy back. Especially since she never seems to hold it over him, just glad to get to know him as he becomes his own person again.
Could make it a curse that the King cast, to prevent the people of the kingdom from organizing against him on their own after he starts killing off lords to steal their land. Making the only real threats to him the remaining lords and not just any town full of peasants with a bone to pick. Much to consider.
#minecraft diaries#mcd#jeremiahs mcd notes#garroth mcd#i truly do not recall how the npc stuff gets addressed/resolved#i didnt remember it being in the plot at all#but that was also like 8 years of my life and like 10 traumatic events and a weed habit ago. so.#memory aint gonna be good#im hoping it doesnt just disappear out of the plot bc i do find stories like this very interesting#i like the idea of an npc. just a few lines of code and nothing more.#suddenly gaining the ability to think and feel#gaining dimensions and life#due to this player character who seems so powerful compared to everybody else he knows#like how would you not be in awe
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I've ranted a whole lot about the importance of physical media in the past. I love physical media. I have a CD and vinyl collection of stuff from my favorite bands, and am currently getting back into reading and found I vastly prefer physical books over both ebooks and audiobooks. I got the entire DVD box of ATLA last year just so that I can watch it whenever I like.
But it took me until today to realize that the reason why is because of how badly all these digital streaming service-platforms have affected me.
Like, I found art from a webcomic a while ago that I thought looked really interesting, but have been putting off reading the thing for MONTHS. I couldn't quite put my finger on why until I found out yesterday that there are printed, physical copies for sale of the entire webcomic itself in book format. And despite absolutely insane shipping costs, I could at some point buy it, and keep it.
And now I finally started reading it, and I'm loving it.
Turns out, I would rather put myself through sickening, nauseating FOMO than risk the piece of media getting taken off the platform it's available on in the middle of me reading/watching it.
What the fuck.
#i fucking hate streaming platforms okay#a big fuck you to netflix in particular#I also just barely managed to read Legendborn on Storytel A MONTH before both Legendborn and Bloodmarked got removed#So I had to wait until I could get hold of Bloodmarked in physical format before I could read it#and don't even get me started on the amount of music that is currently grayed out on my playlists on Spotify bcs they've been taken down#and I know the Spotify issue is because the artist literally need to pay a fee to have it on Spotify at all but like for god's sake#anyways the web comic I've started reading is “Countdown to Countdown” by Velinxi and it's stunning and fantastic and fun <333 :))#and apparently book 2 is gonna be printed sometime early next year so I'm gonna wait til then and buy both book 1+2 to save on shipping <33#but istg the amount of stuff I avoid getting into just to not have to deal with it disappearing right in front of me#I almost wish I never even watched Julie and the Phantoms at all because it's a Netflix original#and I won't be able to get it on dvd without pirating it and I WANT TO SUPPORT THE CREATORS OF THE SHOW BECAUSE IT'D FUCKING FANTASTIC#I'm so fkn mad lol fuck streaming platforms bring back the fkn blockbusters-movie rentals or whatever#AND DONT EVEN GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON THE WAY STREAMING PLATFORMS LAUNCH 8 EPISODE SEASONS AND CALL IT A DAY I WANT TO *SCREAM*#tove rants
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Art Dump (Lore (?) Dump): Classroom Doodles.
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-Drawing salmon from memory
- Goopy guy is an old ship child I made in the Crossmare Amino, his name was 'Mistake' but I recently changed it when I got back into this. His name is now Nyeuwxanz (Pronounced either New-sans or Nuisance) but he more commonly goes by Dewdrop.
-Skele with an x across his face is a fusion/ ship child? of Cross and Dance. His name is Crisscross (Nickname: Applesauce).
- MSH (Mystery Show Host), UT OC for my Au, he's a shrabbit monster. The grinning cat mask to the left is his.
- Conceptualizing Papyrus for my AU (For now it will be named Made-for-War.) When I was into UT back in 2015-2016 I was pretty heavy on sans so never got to draw most of the other characters.
-Flowey/Asriel, he's just a little guy
-Young Asgore/Asgore, can't figure out how to draw him.
-More Asgore, he's my favorite UT character.
-MFW!Papyrus, Asriel and Sans for my AU.
-Asgore, still conceptualizing his design for my AU. (Touching the golden ring on his horn, I miss them.)
-Flowey/Asriel.
-MFW!Papyrus in my notes. Flowey on his shoulder.
-Flowey/Asriel torturing me in my notes.
-MSH with his ears down.
Nyeh.
-Conceptualizing Gaster for MFW AU. (To the far left might be his final design)
-MFW! sans and Papyrus (Their names outside their AU.)
#gaster#sans au#papyrus#papyrus au#gaster au#asgore#asgore au#flowey#flowey au#oc#ship child#I am normal about them#totally not obsessed...#Did you know I made this AU 7 years ago?#well approximately 7 years ago... maybe 8... i cant remember#I have a whole cinematic universe about them inside my head#when i say i made it 7-8 years ago#I mean i posted about it briefly on wattpad in a now deleted fic#lil me just made a bunch of characters and abandoned them huh#I made that ship child in the Crossmare Amino#RIP Crossmare Amino#I made a vent post and got so embarassed about it I just-#up and disappeared#like a father going out to get milk.#I will always remember the cringy roleplay#I basically played hipster nightmare who was like#50 shades of character assasination#That was a wild time to live in lol cringy but fun!#I miss them roleplays U'^U#Crisscross applesauce i recently made
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You ever rememeber Sceptile from pmd explorers and get emotional
#we all cried didnt we or teared up#pokemon#pmd#sceptile#pmd explorers#(Kit)^2#Like we teared up when we left our partner and disappeared#But the concept of space time and ending your own timeline for the good of the world#an old partner you dont remember/ they realize you dont remember them#and leaving your current partner alone#at 8 years old was devastating
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i still kind of believe that one of my past consciousnesses had sex with james hunt i wont lie
#also as a child to understand the concept of death i had to like. ok so i couldn't fathom a consciousness dying and disappearing#so i imagined it just jumped to another person. no memory of what was before . you just are someone different#i still find myself believe this acc whenever i feel like dying. im like ok but what if i jump ship to something better. what if its worse#what else happens?? it cant just End surely#i dont believe in reincarnation in the sense that these ships are all one person#i just think the consciousness gets recycled maybe#like switching tv channels#i got laughed at when i told someone this a few years back and idk why#i get the whole process up until the very point of nothing. but nothing cant exist. there has to be something#you cant experience nothing. and if you arent experiencing nothing then youre experiencing something#you see the logic??? it made sense to me when i was 8 anyway#anyway i used to be tuned into the channel of someone who fucked that stupid man i think#with the way i dont react like a normal human being or even like myself when i see him
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Whenever I think of ppl I used to talk to when I was younger, it makes me sad thinking how so many have deactivated blogs. Like I wonder where they all are now. Are they happy. Have they been released from the iron grip of this hellsite, and if so can they help me do it as well.
#one person in particular is someone who used to go by “kay” on here#i helped you through a suicide attempt (and others did too like it wasnt just me(#and if youre out there still i hope youre alright#you deactivated 8 or 9 years ago but i still remember you and wonder if things improved on your end after you disappeared
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the best childhood game was live in the bathroom but nobody talks about it
#i cant be the only one whos played it. 7/8 year old me LOVED this game. me and all my friends did it#you gather around all the snacks and toys and books and blankets you can find and set them up in the bathroom and lock yourselves in there#sometimes we pretended that it was dangerous to leave and we were staying safe from a killer (our parents)#dont forget the classic variants: live in the closet. live in the basement.#my mom tells me how my friend and i would disappear for hours and she'd find us both curled up asleep in a 3 by 2 foot linen closet
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not me crying and wishing an old former friend happy birthday through twitch of all platforms because i miss them
#personal#they just... disappeared one day... unfriended me for no reason days after we hung out#we were friends for like 8 years and then they just left#miss you nyoombee
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I know the world is cruel because I finally wanna draw again and yet I am forced to pack :(
#I’m actually looking forward to this summer which is wild#okay I mean like. I’m home for half and then back here for half for internship#8 weeks is a very nice amount of time to be doing smth that you’re kinda looking forward to but nervous about bc it’s long but not That long#I can put up with shit for 8 weeks on either side#but I have plans!! I have volunteering and coding my supervisor sent me to deal with while I’m home#and I NEED the break so bad oh my god#and then back for internship is only 4 days a week so I’ll get a good chunk of free time#I wanna get into Actual Exercise which I’ll be able to do hopefully when I’m back and then can see how that works for when uni starts again#bc my friend has offered to help me w stuff which is cool as hell of him#and the internship is smth not directly science so it’s a test run for Doing Other Stuff#which I’m rlly looking forward to actually? I need to know what Else is out there and I think I’ll actually really enjoy this#I have a feeling this summer is going to be a time of Figuring Shit Out bc I mean. for a start there’s a lot I gotta start figuring out#but also will be hopefully some of the least stressful few months I’ve had in forever#like I get to go home and not deal with any major school pressure. and then come back and have regular schedule#which returns me to being a person while doing smth interesting AND not dealing with home stuff#yknow it’s kinda wild actually but now that I have a task (packing) I’m feeling a little more like a person. but that might also be the#actually talking to my friends more recently/going outside. who can tell. man I always forget how much I need physical stuff#thoughts are a little disjointed here bc this draft decided to disappear and reappear 3 hours later but! I’m actually feeling decent now#which is messed up I’ve never been okay about going home for summer before. still wanna draw though. maybe tonight if I have time#oh man I get results for bachelors in like 2 weeks. that’s a slight damper. but the hardest part of my degree is done now#the next year of my life should be nicer!! at the very least the next few months will probably be pretty nice or at least manageable so!#beating the lingering grip of depression back with a stick we’re DONE with that now thank you#luke.txt
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Quick CW for mentions of SA. Just letting you folks know.
Just woke up to two asks in my inbox! I was pretty hyped until I realized they where both vile. Both of them wishing I would die, and the other going into detail about how badly they want me to die in a slow and painful way, and even going so far as hoping someone SA's my corpse.
Idk who shat in thier fruit loops this morning, but I do have 3 things for them.
1. If you're gunna waste your time throwing vile my way, at least get creative! You pain my artistic soul with such bland and unoriginal spewings. You think this is the first time I've been told to go die or that they hope I die? Oh please. Get in line bitch.
2. You had to make the active decision to select anonymous when sending that to me. That tells me how much of a coward you are. Yet here I am, proud to be who I am, flaws and all. While you can't even put a face to your words.
3. I've blocked you now, and that's because I simply have no time to waste dealing with any further interations with such maidenless behavior. So I will continue with my philosophy of "Sometimes the best revenge is a life well lived."
In conclusion, no. I will not die. At least not yet. I'll continue to live my life, touch grass, fuck my man, pet my cat, get that bag, and most importantly....live a much better life then someone who's only reason for existing is to make everyone else as miserable as they are.
Get fucked, and maybe some therapy. Bye!
#dragon talks#vdragon creations#vdragon answers#dont do this#like ever#I dont care if you send anon hate#i worked 8 years in retail#my sense of shame disappeared years ago and i refuse to listen to the words of an anonymous nobody online#im just making an example out of this one#don't be a dick#don't be like this loser
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My roman empire is the cost of insurance in the MCU
#you think insurance is expensive now?#literal aliens blow up 6 blocks of manhatten every 8-10 years#what must car insurance be like when there is absolutely 0 guarantee#that Bruce Banner PhD won’t be chucking your Subaru at the physical manifestation of Death or whatever#fucking FORGET about home insurance jfc#what happened to the banks when half thr universe disappeared#were there life insurance payouts#I think about this EVERY#GODDAMN#DAY#dead meme but idc#marvel mcu
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god i miss yuri on ice so much it hurts
#yuri on ice#experiencing the huge amazing wonderful thing it was in 2016-2018 and coming back now to tumbleweeds... i just...#i'm so happy to have come back to it after all these years#but it feels like walking round a graveyard of everything i loved#it was everything back then and i think that's what makes it so much worse#it feels so wrong#and seeing all the posts and comments from 6 years ago still talking about s2...#it can probably never happen now with all that's happened with mappa and the war in ukraine#and it's just so sad#that this huge and influential piece of queer media has just disappeared when we all once thought it was only the beginning...#i watch it now and am reminded of how far we've come in the last 8 years#and it should make me happy#but it just makes me long for when it all meant something#you know?#i think in its own way it's grief#for what once was and what once wasn't and what could have been
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I looovvveee complicated relationships
#me when. mia and ethan <333#i think theyre cute !!!!! they are both fucked up and hurt each other and were hurt and manipulated and just !!!!#they have to work through their issues and its hard and theyre still dealing with the fallout from the event itself plus the mental strain#i dont think we talk enough about mia up and disappearing for 3 years !!!! and ethan still trying to find her from one random email#like. do you think they had a funeral? was he dating while she was gone? they were married but she had to be pronounced dead right.#they get back together after bc theyre togetger in 8#i wanna know about the time between 7 and 8 (where fan content comes in)#plus !!!! miranda taking over as mia like. imagine they were doing good then mia got taken and to ethan it seemed like they just suddenly#had taken like. several steps back from their progress for unknown reasons and he just wants to help but its miranda so he cant#im throwing up thinking about this (not serious) ommmggg#sorry if youre reading these tags#nightjay blogging
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